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CHAPTER 26: “Main Akasha Hoon…” Khwab dekhnay ka haq kis ko nahi? Ankhon mein iraday saja kay, zehn mein mustaqbil kay haseen zawiyon ko kheenchna… kisay acha nahi lagta? Aur jin kay paas takhayyul ki taqat ho, sochon mein yaqeen o yaksooi ho… wo bilashuba in khwabon ki takmeel bhi paa letay hain. Takmeel… Kitna seedha sa lafz hay. Lekin is lafz kay maani jo samajh anay lagtay hain, tou duniya ko dekhnay ka zaviya badal jata hay. Har khwab ki takmeel, aik aur khwaab ko janam deti hay. Aik aur khwahish. Aur phir ye Silsila tuul pakarta jata hay. Hazaron khwahishain aisi kay har khwahish pe dam niklay… Magar Haqeeqat… Har khwab, har kamiyabi, har takmeel ko rondti hui… aap ko asliyat se ashna karti hay. Aur kia he acha hota kay baat yaheen pe khatam hojati? Magar nahi… Har asliyat ki gehrai mein kayee aur asliyatain chupi hoti hain. Kayee karway kaseelay sach! Tasveer ka har rukh nayee haqeeqatain khud mein pinhaan kiye, sarpat dortay waqt kay sath, insaan pe ayaan hoti hain. Dekhnay, parakhnay wala hona shart hay… aur bus, duniya aur is se baeed jahano ki haqeeqat… kainaat kay ajoobon mein namoo paati, humain hairat zada karti, jalwagar hoti jati hay! Meri haqeeqat bhi ab taqreeban jalwagar ho chuki thi. Bus aik akhri parda uthna reh gaya tha. Aur us kay baad, meri zindagi kay stage pe hamesha hamesha kay liye parda girr jana tha… Raaton ki neendain haram he nahi, balkay azaab ban chali theen. Apnay iradon, apnay khwabon ki takmeel paa lenay kay baad, mujhay bus ab akhri rasoomaat kay manazir he nazar atay thay. Khwaab, haqeeqaton mein paltay huay, ab azaab ban chukay thay. Meray iradon, meray intiqaam ki takmeel se bari aik aur takmeel thi. Meray intiqaam se azeem tarr! Akasha ki takmeel. Meray pehlu mein Jana ka benazeer jism, bistar ki makhmaleen chadaron ko garma raha tha, magar iskay bawajood, main raat bhar ulat pulat hota raha aur aisi he pareshan kun uljhano se lar lar kay mazeed ulajhta raha. Aah! Kis karb mein mubtila tha main. Meri rooh pareshan thi, bechain thi. Aur shayad main isi ka mustahiq tha. Main ne pichli raat se tahiyya kar lia tha kay subha hotay he Safdar se zarur rabta karoon ga. Apni uljhano ko us se share kar kay lamhon ka he sahi, sakoon zarur milta tha. Akhir wo bhi aik zamanay mein Akasha ki ‘battery’ reh chuka tha. Aur yahi sochtay sochtay dil ko kuch qarar aya, kay koi tou hum nawa hay. Subah kay koi 5 bajay ja kar meri aankh lagi, aur mujhay neend ki, aur Jana ki aaghosh mein kuch sakoon muyassar hua. Lekin sukoon, meri rehti zindagi mein ab na tha! Bamushkil kuch ghanta derh he guzra hoga kay meray phone ki cheekhain, meray kano mein jesay Israfeel kay soor ki tarah goonjeen. Jana ki unchahi karwaton ko paray karta hua, main harbara kay utha aur side table pe paray phone ko hath maar kay uthaya. Unknown number tha. Main ne jhatt se uthaya tou doosri taraf Miss Anaya ki shanasa awaaz thi… lekin is waqt unki saansain pareshani se phooli hueen theen. “Shani…. Tum kahan ho?” Miss Anaya ne meray phone receive kartay he ghabrahat zada awaz mein poocha. “Main ghar pe hoon…. Kia hua? Everything alright? Aap itni pareshan kyun hain?” Itnay arsay mein main ne kabhi Miss Anaya ko itna ghabraya na paya tha. “Shani.. wo Safdar…” Us se bola nahi ja raha tha “Kkia hua Safdar ko?” Mera dil jesay uchal kay halaq mein agaya. Maymaron ki chitavni ki tarha. “Shani… Safdar ka… accident ho gaya hay… Jjj… jaldi Eastern Hospital puhncho…” Miss Anaya ne taqreeban cheekhtay huay kaha. Unki awaz mein dard ayaan tha. “Kiaaaa?????” Qareeb tha kay phone meray hath se girr jata. Meray is reaction pe doosri taraf karwat liye pari Jana bhi harbara kay uth bethi. “Main… mmmain araha hoon… aap pareshan nahi ho…. I’m coming…” Main ne tez tez boltay huay phone kata aur dorta hua farsh pe paray apnay kapray uthanay laga. “Shani, kia hua?” Jana ne ankhain maltay huay poocha. “Aik aziz dost ka accident hogaya hay… mujhay jana hoga…” Main ne apnay jism pe kapray charhatay huay usay sarsari sa jawab dia aur is se pehlay wo kuch aur poochti, main jootay haath mein uthaye us kay room se dorta hua bahar nikal gaya. Eastern Hospital meri rehaish gaah se koi 20 minute duur tha. Lekin main jis tarhan se gaari ko urata hua wahan tak puhncha, shayad 10 minute bhi na lagain hon. Hospital kay emergency ward mein puhncha tou mujhay Miss Anaya aur Miss Sukaina aik taraf khari nazar ayeen. Main tezi se unki janib barh gaya. Miss Anaya ki ankhon mein be-tahasha nami thi aur wo soojh see rahi theen. Miss Sukaina bhi sar jhukaye khari theen. Mujhay dekhtay he Miss Anaya dorti hui meray paas agayeen aur galay lag gayeen. “Shani… he’s unconscious… he’s not responding….. aaah… ye kia ho gaya?!” Miss Anaya meray seenay se lagtay he zar o qatar ronay lageen. Main ne unkay sar pe hath phertay huay unko sambhaltay huay Miss Sukaina ki janib dekha “Kia hua? Kesay hua ye sab?” Miss Sukaina ne ghamgeen se chehray ko uthatay huay jawab dia. “Aaj subha Safdar, senate kay ijlaas mein shirkat kay liye waapis shehr arahay thay kay highway pe… unki gaari accident mein… ulat gayee.” Wo ruk ruk kay khud ko sambhaltay huay mujhay bata rahi theen aur mera sarr chakra raha tha. “Driver aur guards moqay pe he jaan bahaq ho gaye… Safdar ko bamushkil, anay wali gariyon ki madad se idhar laya gaya hay…aur ab…” Miss Sukaina ki awaz bharra gayee. Wo apnay makhsoos andaz mein mujhay situation batanay ki koshish kar raheen theen aur meray dimagh mein Safdar kay alfaaz goonj rahay thay. “Sab kay liye tabahi hay… siwaye aik kay…” Is tabahi ka zimmedar yaqeenan main tha. Main ne Akasha ki mansooba bandi kay khilaaf amal karna shuru kia tha. Aur meray is action kay nateejay mein uthnay wali tabdeeli ki lehrain is khel se juray har zee rooh kay liye tabahi laayen gee. Miss Anaya phoot phoot kay ro rahi theen. Main ne unki kamar thapthapatay huay unko khud se alehda kia. “Doctors kia kehtay hain?” Main ne unka chehra thapthapaya “Coma mein hain Safdar… Bbb…bb…brain injuries…” Miss Anaya ne ansoo ponchtay huay jawab dia. “Konsa room hay?” Main ne phir se poocha tou Miss Sukaina ne aik janib ishara kia tou main unko waheen chorta hua room ki janib dora. Darwazay pe mojood sheeshay se main andar dekh sakta tha. Safdar pattiyon mein lipta bistar pe besudh para hua tha. Uskay ird gird machines saji hui theen jo mukhtalif roshniyan dikha kay, uskay taqreeban zinda honay ka sabot de rahi theen. Meri nazar Safdar kay chehray pe gayee. Uska chehra sooj chuka tha aur yaqeenan sar pe kaafi gehri chotain aayee theen. Miss Anaya aur Miss Sukaina bhi meray peechay idhar agayeen aur Safdar ko bey hiss para dekhnay lageen. Itnay mein hamaray peechay se kisi ne khankhara bhara. Main mura tou dekha kay adherr umr ka aik pur waqar admi khara tha. 50 se opper he hoga. Us ne neeli shirt, jisay hospital walay ‘scrubs’ kehtay hain, pehni hui thi aur mu pe surgical mask charha rakha tha. Humain murta dekh kay us ne mask, thori se neechay kia. Chehray se qadray shafeeq insan maloom hota tha. Meri nigah uski shirt pe lagay badge pe gai. “Surgeon M. Mubeen.” Us ne Miss Anaya ko dekha aur pursakoon se lehjay mein bola “Aa param kar ken thora, buht stressed lag rahi hain.” Miss Anaya ne khafif se andaz mein unka shukria ada kartay huay kaha “I’m fine Surgeon Mubeen…apka shukria.” Aur phir uski nazrain meri janib hueen. Us ne hath barhaya. “Hello…” Main ne bhi us se musahfa kia “Shani, ye Surgeon Mubeen hain. Safdar kay dost aur is, facility kay owner…” Miss Anaya ne apni awaz sahi kartay huay mera taruf karaya “Ye personally is case ko dekh rahay hain….” “I’m glad to meet you Shani…” Wo meri ankhon mein dekhtay huay bolay Miss Anaya ne un se mera sarsari sa taruf karaya aur phir hum ne un se Safdar ki halat kay baray mein poocha. “Dekhain, jis qism kay accident se Safdar dochar hua hay… ye kafi high impact accident tha. Beruni injuries se ziada, unko androoni chotain ziada ayeen hain. Especially sar kay peechay…” Wo aik lamha ruka aur humari ankhon mein dekhtay hauy bola “Reports bhi analyze ho rahi hain… lekin meri team inko aur monitor karna chahti hay… un ka kehna hay kay aglay 24 ghantay buht ahem hain… agar wo hosh mein agaye tou achi news kay chances hain… warna….” Surgeon Mubeen kuch rukay aur phir tahammul se apna jumla mukammal kia “Warna ye jitna arsa coma mein rahain gey… utnay he chances kam hotay jayen gey…” Jumla mukammal hotay he Miss Anaya ki ankhain dobara bheegnay lageen. “Aap ka patient, mera dost bhi raha hay. We will do everything to save him… Aap log please kuch aram karain. OK?” Surgeon Mubeen ne itna keh kr mera shana thapthapaya, aur mask charhatay huay qareeb kharay doctors kay jhurmat mein shamil hogaye. Aur isis doran mujhay apnay baazu pe Miss Anaya ki ankh se chalkay ansoo girtay mehsoos huay. Dabi dabi siskiyon mein unki sargoshi see sunai dee. “Shani… I can’t lose him…” Unhon ne meri janib apna chehra kartay huay apni ankhain uthayeen. “Main Safdar ko nahi kho sakti!” Unki bheegi palkon se ansoo, gaalon pe behnay lagay. “Don’t worry Miss Anaya. Hosla rakhain… we will not lose him!” Mujhay khud kuch samajh nahi araha tha. Main ne unko aik baar phir se galay lagaya tou meri nazar andar room mein bistar pe paray Safdar kay bay hiss jism pe gayee… aur meri ankhain hairat se khuli reh gayeen. Kyun kay uskay jism kay peechay koi khara tha! Neeli see Roshni mein chamakta aik wajood… Wohi wajood jo bistar pe para tha! Main ne ankhain jhapkeen aur idhar udhar dekha. Miss Anaya meray kandhay ko apnay ansoon se tarr kar rahi theen aur Miss Sukaina bhi sheeshay se Safdar ko bistar pe para dekh rahi theen. Main ne bhi phir se andar dekha tou mujhay Safdar kay bayhosh wajood kay peechay khara, wohi Roshni se chamakta aik Aur Safdar nazar aya. Wo mujhay dekh kay ajab tarah se muskura raha tha, jesay wo ye janta ho kay sirf main he usay dekh raha hoon. Kyunkay ye manzar Miss Sukaina ki nigahon se yaqeenan ojhal tha. Aik baar phir, main ne ankhain jhapkeen kay shayad is waqt, mera malal mujhay ulti seedhi cheezain dikha raha ho. Lekin Safdar ka wo humzaad, meray lakh palakain jhapaknay pe bhi joon ka toon mujhay nazar ata raha. Meray aisa karnay pe, us ne achanak apni ungli honton pe rakh kay goya mujhay khamoosh rehnay ka ishara kia. Aur phir… wo bistar kay peechay se taqreeban fiza mein terta hua, kamray ki deewar mein se, filmon mein dikhayee janay wali roohon ki tarha guzarta hua emergency ward mein agaya… Main ne Miss Anaya ko jaldi se aik baar phir khud se alag kia. Meri nigahain ward ki lobby mein jami theen. Main ne waheen dekhtay huay, aur Miss Anaya ko dilasay detay huay bathroom janay ka bahana kia aur ward ki lobby ki taraf barh gaya. Safdar ki rooh, neeli see roshniyan bikherti, lobby mein meray agay agay tezi se terti ja rahi thi. Aur phir wo aik corner mein mojood room kay darwazay mein tehleel hogayee. Main us darwazay pe puhcnha tou maloom hua kay ye koi storage room tha. Jhat se hath barha kay darwaza khola tou andar halki see Roshni thi. Bara sa karma tha jis mein deewaron kay saath sheeshay ki almariyan aur racks lagay thay jin pe hospital ka samaan waghera para tha…. Meri nigahain ghoomeen… aur mujhay aik qadray tareek se konay mein saman kay beech halki neeli roshniyon mein lipta, Safdar jaisa wo wajood khara nazar aya. Aik lamhay ko mujhay kuch darr laga, lekin phir zehn ne bataya kay bewaqoof insan, najanay kitnay he aisay shubday, aisi ajeeb o ghareeb cheezain tu ne zindagi bharr dekhi hain… aur tu khud bhi tou mafooq ul fitrat hay…. darna kaisa? Main ne khankhara bhartay huay apni himmat jama ki. “Safdar… kia ye tum ho?” Mera sawal, sargoshi ban kay kamray mein goonja tou achanak se wo muskuraya. Aur… meray zehn mein jesay Safdar ki awaz goonji. “Haan Shani… aah… ye main he hoon…” “Kia.. kia aap marr chukay hain?” Meray dil mein sawal utha aur meray zehn se hota jesay usko samajh agaya. Sister Katherine aur Yusuf ki tarhan communicate kar raha tha main Safdar kay is hewlay se. “Nahi Shani… abhi nahi… lekin wo waqt duur nahi…” Safdar ka jawab meray zehn mein ubhra. “Ye sab kesay hua? Kia iska reason main hoon??” Meray sawal buht thay hamesha ki tarha “Shani… meray paas waqt kam hay aur tumharay sawal ziada…” Safdar meri kefiyat bhaanp chuka tha. “Main apni tamaam taqaton ko istimaal kartay huay, maut se… aur kuch quwwaton se lartay huay… bus tumhara intizaar kar raha tha…” Safdar kay gird neeli roshniyon ka jaal gehra honay laga. “Suno Shani… Ye koi accident na tha… uff… hamla tha… jaan leva hamla!” Us ne karbnaak andaz mein kaha tou main uchal para. “Hamla? Kaisay?” Main aur meray sawal… “Fire kiyay gaye thay. Mujhay rastay se hatanay kay liye… meri gaari kay tyres pe firing ki gayee thee…” Safdar ne inkishaaf kia. “Kis nay???” Main taqreeban cheekha “Shiekhani ne…” Safdar ki awaz mein bhi ghussa tha “Sheikhani? Lekin wo tou nazar band nahi hay?” Main zich ho raha tha “Us Maymaar ne jo chitavni dee thee Shani… ye sab us he kay natayej hain… Sheikhani, mujh pe honay wala hamla… aur agay anay wali tabahi…” Safdar ne kuch sard muhri se kaha “Haan Shani ye sab tum se shuru hua… tum se ubharnay wali tabdeeli ki lehrain, sab kuch badal rahi hain… mustaqbil pe asar andaz ho rahi hain… tabahi aur intishaar ki afratafri liye…. Aur Maymaaron ko aisi afratafri buht pasand hay…” Safdar ka lehja ghaseela ho gaya. Aur phir us ne mujhay ghussay se dekha “Is se pehlay kay ye intishaar, Akasha kay plan kiye mustaqbil se ye tumhara inhiraaf… mazeed tabahi phelaye… Akasha ka wada, aur apna maqsad poora kardo… khud ko is tabahi ka markaz na bannay do! Tum isay rok nahi saktay, magar is ki zadd se hat kar… anay walay mustaqbil ko, maazi se alag kar saktay ho… Maymaaron ki intishaar pasandi se mustaqbil ko bacha saktay ho!” Wo najanay kia keh raha tha. Hamesha ki tarha, purisraariyat se bharpoor batain… magar mujhay aisa lag raha tha jaisay uski in ajab baton mein koi raaz chupay hain… jo mujh se juray hain. “Main… main nibhaaonga… khud se… aur Akasha se kiye waday nibhaon ga… aap ki tarha aur logon ki tabahi ka zimmedar nahi ban sakta main… ab aur nahi!” Meri kaanpti awaz jazbaat mein bhari thi. “Jo badalna tha wo badal chuka Shani… lekin anay wala waqt, devtaaon kay is khel ka maidaan hoga… aur is khel mein hamari koi auqaat nahi…” Safdar ne sar sa jhatka. “Kia main aap ko kisi tarha wapas laa sakta hoon? Kia Sister Sarah, ya Sister Katherine kuch kar sakti hain?” Main ne ansoon ko roktay huay poocha “Main wapas nahi askta Shani… mera waqt guzar chuka. Kia he acha tha kay mujhay maut ajati. Lekin main.. zinda aur murda jahanon kay beech hoon. Aur meray jism pe… wo hamla awar honay lagay hain… aah Shani! Kash main khud ko un se bacha sakta!” Safdar ne karbnaak andaaz mein purisraar see baat ki “Jism pe hamla?” Meri bus ho chuki thi “Main abhi nahi tou anay walay chand dino mein… is jahan se rukhsat ho jaonga Shani… lekin mera jism… us pe koi aur qabiz hona chahta hay…” Safdar kay jawab mein mazeed purisraar sawal chupay thay “Kon? Aur kyun?” Main ne apnay sawalat jaari rakhay “Wohi Maymaar, Shani…. Wohi Maymaar!” Safdar cheekha “Maymaaron ko aapkay jism se kia haasil?” Mujhay hairat ka jhatka laga. “Meri ye halat, Maymaaron kay liye moqa hay Shani. Mujhay ziada nahi maloom, magar itna zarur janta hoon kay meray jism pe qaabiz ho kar, ye aik beykhabar insaan ko phaasna chahtay hain. Aik aisay shakhs ko jo tumhari tarha, devtaon ki taqaton se munsalik hay… jisay Maymaar apnay maqasid kay liye istimaal karna chahtay hain…!” Safdar ne apni zindagi mein… aur ab baad az zindagi mein, mujh pe anhonay inkishafaat karnay nahi choray thay. “Meri tarha??” Meri awaz meekhni see ho rahi thi. Uff kaisa ghanchakkar tha ye! “Tumhari tarha… magar tumharay jaisa nahi…! Uski taqatain, tumhari taqaton see nahi!” Safdar ne ruktay huay pehlay apnay gird sukartay, neeli kirnon kay jaal ko dekha aur phir mujhay… “Kia tum Andekhi duniya ko mehez Akasha ka maskan samajhtay ho? Nahi Shani! Devtaaon ka khel hay ye! Aur apni lazawal taqaton kay bawajoodm Akasha bhi… is khel ka aik kirdaar he hay!” Wo shayad waqt se pehlay mujh pe buht see haqeeqatain wazeh karna chahta tha lekin meri aqal, filhaal in cheezon ko process nahi kar parahi thi. Abhi main in naye inkishafat ko hazam he kar raha tha kay Safdar ka neeli kirnon mein lipta wajood, jesay madham sa parnay laga. “Ye hamari akhri mulaqaat hay Shani. Jitna bhee waqt humaray beech guzra .. ah.. wo yaqeenan ahem tha. Meri baton ko dhiyaan mein, aur apnay maqsad ko samnay rakhna… Devtaon aur Maymaaron ki bichai gayee is bisaat mein agarchay, hum sab bus muhray he hain… Lekin… Andekhi duniya kay asool tor kar, tum ne is khel mein aik talatum barpa kardia hay. Aur Maymaar, haqeeqat mein hotay har talatum ki taraf kichay chalay atay hain…” Safdar kay gird sukarta neeli Roshni ka jaal, usay ab poori tarha khud mein samo chuka tha. Wo madham parta gaya, uska chehra karb se bhara tha. Aik akhri baar us ne mujh pe nazar daali “Alvida Shani…” Uski awaz meray zehn mein aisay goonji jaisay duur kaheen se arahi ho. Achanak neeli Roshni ka aik jhamaka sa hua…Aur sab kuch sakit ho gaya! Main storage room mein tanha khara tha. ~ Main apna sar khujata, wapas ICU ki rahdari mein puhncha. Safdar kay room kay bahar Miss Anaya aur Sukaina wesay he sar jhukaye khareen theen. Kitni ajab baat thi kay Miss Anaya jitna Safdar kay liye pareshan theen, uski rooh ne, aik baar bhi unka zikr na kia tha. Shayad uska maqsad sirf mujh se rabta karna tha. Lekin sab se ziada mujhay yeh soch arahi thi kay is duniya mein main tanha nahi hoon jo devtaon ki taqaton se munsalik tha. Aisay aur bhi hain! Safdar ki rooh ne jo bataya tha, us se yahi nateeja nikalta tha kay Maymaar yaqeenan aisi taqatain rakhnay walon pe kari nazar rakhtay hain. Unhain apnay maqasid kay liye istimaal kartay hain. Main ye guthiyan suljhata un dono kay paas puhncha tou Miss Sukaina ne kaha. “Shani, please Anaya ka khayal rakho, main kuch coffee waghera lekar aati hoon…” Main ne miss Anaya ka sooja hua chehra dekha “Hum bhi saath chaltay hain… yahan ka cafeteria suna hay acha hay…” Miss Anaya ne meri baat suni aur badastoor pattiyon mein liptay Safdar ko sheeshay kay is taraf se dekhtay huay jawab dia “Main kaheen nahi ja rahi…” Unki awaz, ro ro kay beth chuki thi. Main ne unka baazu thama. “Bus 10 minute, mahol badaltay hain. Phir I promise main bhi aap kay sath idhar he wapas ajaonga... But right now, you need to eat and sit down for a bit.” Miss Anaya ne sar jhuka lia aur meray baazu pe zor dia “OK…” Miss Sukaina ne ye suna tou wo mujhay sataishi nazron se dekhtay huay agay chal pareen. Main aur Miss Anaya unkay peechay peechay. “Shani…” Chaltay chaltay Miss Anaya ne sargoshi ki “Yes?” Main ne bhi sar neecha kar kay reply kia “Agar Safdar nahi hosh mein aya… tou main khud ko kabhi maaf nahi kar sakoon gee… mujhay usay protect karna chahiye tha… mujhay ghaafil nahi rehna chahiye tha…” Wo ansoo peetay huay apnay dil ki bharas nikal rahi theen. “Is mein apka koi fault nahi, bus jo hona tha… wo ho kar he rehta hay… hum sirf tamashai hain…” Main ne unko dilasa diya. “Shani… agar main ye kahoon kay ye hadsa mehz hua nahi hay… balkay iskay peechay muhrikaat hain… tou?” Miss Anaya ne achanak se kuch chubhti hui awas mein tez tez kaha. “Don’t be ridiculous… it was an accident…” Main ne sab jantay huay bhi anjaan bantay huay unkay dimagh se ye baat nikaalnay pe zor dia. “I don’t believe it Shani…” Miss Anaya ne apna chehra sahi kartay huay kaha “Safdar jaisa insan, itni asani se is haal pe nahi puhnchaya ja sakta! Ye… ye kisi ka kiya dhara hay!” Miss Anaya jesay he us mahol se thora bahar nikleen tou unkay ghum talay dabay ghaseelay jazbaat ubharnay lagay. Magar mujhay aglay he lamhay andaza hua kay unki is baat mein kuch chupa tha. “Kia matlab?” Main ne achanak lobby kay gate pe ruktay huay poocha. Miss Anaya ne mujhay murr kay dekha. Unki ankhon mein gham se ziada, bokhlahat thi. Jesay main ne koi mushkil sawal kar lia ho. “Kuch nahi Shani… bbus.. aisay he, mera dimagh abhi sahi se kaam nahi kar raha.. th.. that’s all..” Wo yakayak aisay act kar raheen theen jesay unki koi chori pakri gayee ho. Main ne Miss Anaya ko ghor se ghoora. Meri nazar ka qehr unko jesay zer kar raha tha. Wo idhar udhar dekhnay lageen. Darwazay se log aa jaa rahay thay. Main unka haath pakartay huay bahar agaya. ICU ki imarat kay bahar aik garden tha jis mein se aik patharon ka masnooi rasta bana hua tha jo canteens ki taraf jata tha. Miss Sukaina isi rastay pe agay ja chuki theen, is se be khabar kay hum peechay garden mein rukay huay thay. Meray badastoor ghoornay pe Miss Anaya ne phir nazrain churatay huay canteen ko rukh kar lia aur chalnay lageen. Main bhi chaltay huay un tak puhcnha aur phir se sawal kia “Mujhay nahi maloom kay aap kia janti hain lekin mujhay apki baaton se kuch aisa mehsoos hota hay kay aap kuch chupa rahi hain…” Miss Anaya ne chaltay chaltay meri janib dekha. Unkay chehray se bokhlahat kuch kam ho chuki thi aur unki tewriyaan charhi hui theen. “Shani…. Main janti hoon kay Akasha ki duniya kay kayee raaz hain jin ki haqeeqat tum pe mujh se ziada ayaan hay. Sister Sarah se tumhari wabistagi jis had tak hay, utni shayad meri na ho… lekin…” Itna keh kay wo aik gehraa saans letay huay khalaon mein ghornay lageen. “Lekin?” Main ne chaltay chaltay unka baazo thama. “Lekin… main ye bhi janti hoon kay Safdar koi aam admi nahi hay… unkay saath guzray lamhaat mein main ne unki ghambeer baaton mein se kayee nateejay akhaz kiye hain…” Wo itna keh kar phir ruk gayeen aur chaltay chaltay aas paas mur kay aisay dekhnay lageen kay kaheen unki baat koi sun tou nahi raha. “Kesay nateejay?” Main ne foran phir se sawal kia “Shani…” Wo sar jhuka kay chaltay huay boleen “Mujhay ilm hay kay Akasah kay mansoobay, humari aqal o fehm se baeed hain. Devi jo janti hay wo hum nahi jaantay…. Magar ye zarur hay kay Sister Sarah… Akasha ki taqaton se sarshar honay kay bawajood, kuch arsay se buht mukhtalif nazar arahi hain. Sister Katherine, is arsay mein bilkul ghayab hain!” Miss Anaya ne dabay dabay alfaz mein kaha “Safdar se meri akhri mulaqat mein… Sister Katherine ki is adam mojoodgi aur Sister Sarah ki khamooshi ko ko lekar… kuch batain hui theen. Aur… aur Safdar ne dhakay chupay alfaaz mein kuch kehna chaha tha… mujhay shayad warning deni chahi thi…” Miss Anaya ka lehja, ghussay aur gham se ata hua lag raha tha. Ah! Kia Safdar ne unhain mujh se aur meray Akasha kay plans se inhiraaf ki sunn gunn tou nahi de dali thi? “Kia … kia kaha tha?” Main ne kuch dartay huay poocha “Kuch badla hay Shani…. Kisi ney badla hay! Akasha kay mansoobon ko challenge kia hay!” Miss Anaya ki awaz mein ghussa wazeh tha Aik dam se mera dil dhakk se reh gaya. Kia Miss Anaya janti theen kay agay kia honay wala hay? Tabahi. Sab kay liye siwaye aik kay! “Akasha kay mansoobon ko badalnay wala hay koi! Jis ki waja se kuch bura hoga! Ah… Shani… buht kuch bura hoga. Mustaqbil badal dia gaya hay… aur Safdar ki ye halat… mujhay yaqeen hay kay usi badlao ka nateeja hay!” Junooni se awaz mein wo bolay ja rahi theen Mujhay aisa laga jesay duniya ki nazrain mujh pe markooz theen. Jesay sab ko shakk tha kay main he wo hoon. Jo unki tabahi ka zimmay daar hoga! “Baghawat ki hay kisi ne… koi aisa jo hum mein se he hay! Akasha kay madadgaron mein se! Jis ne Akasha kay mansoobon kay khilaaf amal kar kay, hum sab ko khatray mein daal dia hay!” Miss Anaya ki awaz ghussay se laraz rahi thi aur wo baqaida chalaty huay apnay per patakh se rahi theen. “Main dhoondongi usay Shani! Jo Safdar ko is halat pe puhnchanay ka zimmatdar hay! Jis ne hum sab ko dhoka dia hay! Nahi chorain gey usay hum Shani! Kabhi nahi!” Miss Anaya ne shaded ghussay se awaz ko dabatay huay kaha Meri halat ghair see honay lagi. Mathay pe paseena agaya. Main kia batata kay jis shakhs kay liye unkay dil mein itni nafrat pal rahi thi… wo shakhs main he tha! “Ye tou bara ghalat hua hay…” Main ne apni kaanpti awaz ko sambhaltay huay kaha “Kia humain kisi pe shak hay?” “Nahi… lekin main dhoondh nikaloongi Shani! Is se pehlay kay Akasha se inhiraaf ki qeemat hum sab ko chukani paray. Is se pehlay kay hum sab ko koi nuqsaan puhnchay… usay identify karna hoga! Aur phir uskay saath jo hashar karoongi, wo duniya dekhay gee!” Miss Anaya ki awaz mein azm aur ghussa, meray jism se thaday paseenay jari kardenay ko kafi tha. “Filhal iska zikr kisi se na karna… Sukaina se bhi nahi! Bus meray aur tumharay beech rahay gee ye baat, jab tak mujhay koi sabot nahi mil jatay…” Wo sargoshi karnay kay andaz mein daant paseejtay huay, apna chehra meray qareeb kartay huay kehnay lageen. “Jald… buht jald main usay dhoondh nikaalongi! Mujhay Safdar ki qasam!” Unhon ne intiqaami jazbay se sarshaar lafz meri sama’at kay hawalay kiya. Is jazbay se main bakhoobi waqif tha… yahi jazba meri taqaton ka sarchashma tha… au ab, Miss Anaya mein ubharta huay yahi jazba mujhay khauf sa dila raha tha! Isi doran hum canteens puhnch gaye. Aik tuck shop see thi jis kay bahar garden mein kursiyaan aur tables lagay thay. Jin mein se aik pe Miss Sukaina betheen hamara intizaar kar rahi theen aur mez pe chai kay teen cups paray humaay muntazir thay. ~ Raat kay kisi pehr main Miss Anaya aur Miss Sukaina ko hospital mein he chorr kay wapas ghar aya. Tabiyat pe shaded bojh sa tha. Miss Anaya ki batain meray zehn mein tezi se gardish kar rahi theen. Safdar ne unhain kuch hints zaroor de dali theen. Uff… unki nafrat ka markaz yaqeenan main tha… bus filwaqt , ye sab unkay ilm mein na tha. Lawn se hota main enterance ki taraf puhncha he tha kay kay main ne apni ankh kay aik corner se, lawn mein lagay darakhton mein jesay sunsunahat se mehsoos ki. Main qudrati tor pe foran uski janib mur gaya. Darakhton kay beech aik saya san azar aya jo seconds mein he aik darakht kay peechay sarak gaya. Chokidar aur guard bahar thay tou andar kisi chor kay anay ka sawal nahi peda hota tha. Tou phir ye kon hosakta hay? Sunehri chingaariyan meri ungliyon se ureen, aur main apni taqaton ko ubharta us taraf barha. Main darakht kay peechay gaya tou mujhay deewar pe wohi saya phelta hua mehsoos hua. “Kon Hay?!” main ne sargoshi mein, lekin qadray ghussay se poocha Aur doosray he lamhay fiza mein aik qehqaha sa goonja. Khofnaak qehqaha. Shanasa qehqaha. “Sister Katherine…” Main ne sar jhataktay huay apnay dil mein kaha… jo un tak bakhoobi puhnch gaya. “Shahnawaz urf Shani…” Unki holnaak see sargoshi meray zehn mein ubhri. “Mujhay Khushi hay kay aik bura din guzarnay kay bawajood tum muhtaat rehtay ho…” Wo mera tamaskhar ura rahi theen. “Beshak, din bura tha… lekin mujhay anay walay dino ki ziada parwa hay… kaheen wo, is se bhi buray na hotay chalay jayen..” Main ne unkay tanz ko zer karna chaha. “Durust kehtay ho….” Unki awaz ubhri, aur phir deewar pe phelta saya, aik soorat mein dhalnay laga. Sister Katherine ki hebat naak shakal mein. “Jo honay ja raha hay… uski aik jhalak tum ne dekh li. Safdar bilashuba aik taqatwar insan tha. Devtaon ki taqat ki aik kiran us ne khud mein samoi thi. Jab he, maut kay mu mein jakar bhi tum se rabita kar gaya…” Sister Katherine kay lehjay mein kuch kuch ahteraam tha. “Mujhay jald az jald apni zimmay dari nibhana hogi. Main aur logon ko maut ke mu mein jata nahi dekh sakta…” Main ne dimagh se Safdar kay pattiyon mein bandhay jism ki ibrat angez tasweer ko jhataktay huay kaha. “Beshak… tumhain jaldi karna hogi… Wo waqt duur nahi jab Sister Sarah ka insani wajood, Akasha devi ki bemisaal roshniyon ki amajgah bannay kay liye mazeed mozoon nahi rahay ga. Devi ka ahsan utaro Shahnawaz urf Shani… apnay asal maqsad paa lo...!” Sister Katherine ne mujhay jesay tanbeeh see kee. “Apnay wadon mein mujhay aap ne hamesha qayam he paya hay… Main wo kar guzroon ga jo mujhay karna hay. Jis kay liye mujhay Akasha ki taqatain sonpi gayee hain…” Main ne pur azm andaz mein taqreer ki. Magar doosray he lamhay meray azaim madham parr gaye. Dil kay kisi konay mein mujhay apni zindagi kay ikhtitaam, aur apnay ghar baar se judai ka soch kar aik dard sa mehsoos hua. “Hahaha…” Sister Katherine ka qehqaha phir goonja. “Tum apnay iradon mein mazboot sahi… lekin tumharay andar aik insaan he basta hay. Jazbaat se bana insan. Yahi jazbaat tumhain Akasha kay mansoobon se munharif kar rahay hain… Jiski waja se tum ne mustaqbil badal dala! Jo hona tha… usay tabdeel kar dala!” Aik qeher sa baras raha tha unkay lehjay mein… aur phir aik dam se jesay unki awaz ka ghaseela pan, apnaiiyat mein badal gaya. “Magar ajab baat ye hay… kay inhi jazbaat ne tumhain jitna Akasha kay mansoobon se duur kia… utna he meray, aur kuch purisraar hastiyon kay tay shuda mustabqil se qareeb le aya…” Aik baar phir wo mujhay paheliyon mein ghuma rahee theen “Devtaaon kay khel mein, tumhari basat… kuch nahi. Kyunkay tum akhir kaar insaan ho… faani ho. Magar isi insaniyat ne tumhain majboor kiya kay tum justuju karo… aisi justuju, jo nayee rahain khol de… apnay liye nahi… tou auron kay liye… jo badalna chahtay hain… Sab badalna chahtay hain!” Sister Katherine kay aks ki ankhain, ye sab kehtay huay laal ho kar chamaknay lageen. “Mujhay aap ki batain samajh nahee aateen. Lekin mein janta hoon kay un mein danai chupi hay.” Main ne unki bhool bhulaiyyon jesi baaton ko describe kia “Waqt anay pe sab ayan hoga… tum raho ya na raho… tumhari intiqaam ki dastaan, haqeeqat kay safhay pe aik lakeer chor kay ja rahi hay… aisi lakeer jo aglay tamam safhon pe subt hogi!” Sister Katherine ki ankhain chamktay huay mujhay mustaqbil ka koi aisa baab samjhanay ki koshish kar rahi theen jis se main na sirf na ashna tha, balkay meri soch ki grift se kaheen duur bhi. Main inko hazam kar raha tha. Aur meri khamooshi ko dekh kay Sister Katherine ne yaqeenan meray zehn ka har fatoor, har uljhan parh dali thi. “Meray baad, meri family ka kia hoga? Huma aur meray bachay ka kia hoga?? Kia us pe meri taqaton ka asar khatam honay kay baad wo mujhay aisay he yaad rakhay gee? Aur aur Jana…. Akasha ka roop lenay kay baad… Huma ko ya meray bachay ko koi nuqsaan puhnchaye gee???” Meray andeshay sawal ban kar Sister Katherine ki taraf bochaar kar rahay thay. “Hahahaha….” Sister Katherine ko meray andeshay muzhika khez lag rahay thay. “Tumhari qurbani, Nayee Akasha ko janam degi… nahi Shahnawaz urf Shani, tumhari zindagi rayegaan nahi jayegi. Akasha ki madad karnay walon ko Akasha nahi bhoolti!” Kuch lamhay sakoot sa Chaya raha. Hawa aur pattay tarannum mein gungunatay rahay. Aur meri sochain, meray andeshay isi tarannum se meri soch mein gardish kartay rahay. “Tum Huma ko bachanay kay liye, apnay bachay ko bachanay kay liye ye sab kar rahay ho… bharosa rakho… behtari ka socha hay tou behtari he hogi…” Sister Katherine ki awaz ne sakoot tora. Mujhay kuch tashaffi see dee. “Tumharay janay kay baad… tumharay wajood mein mojood Akasha ki akhri taqatain aik baar phir Akasha ka hissa ban jayengi… Shayad Huma kay liye tum aik yaad ban jao… Suhani yaad… uskay dimagh pe tumhari taqaton ka ghalba khatam zarur hojayega… magar tumhari jismani qurbat ka ghalba, us kay zehn pe hamesha rahay ga….” Sister Katherine nay kehna khatam kia aur meri ankhain bheeg chuki theen. “Shukria.. mujhay meray waswason se, andeshon se duur karnay ka shukriya Sister Katherine… Qurbani ka waqt aanay wala hay… aur main apnay iradon mein sabit qadam rahoonga! Kal ka din faisla kun din hoga!” Main ne the e dil se sacha wada sa kia aur apnay ansoo ponchay “Shahnawaz urf Shani… waqt tumhara dost nahi. Sister Sarah mein dorti Akasha ki Roshni… ab ziada der uskay insani wajood mein qaid na reh paye gee. Jab tak wo naya janam na le lay, Akasha ki bemisaal taqaton ko zawal aata rahay ga… wo taqatain jo us ne tum mein samo dee hay… takay tum usko naya janam bakhoobi dilwa sako! Jitni der karo gey… utni tumharay wajood mein jalwagar Akasha ki zawal pazeer taqatain… ghat-ti chaleen jayen gee….! “Huhhhh… tum apnay wadon ko apni bujhti taqaton pe parkho gey to raah asan hay… warna, jo badal raha hay, uska asar tum tak bhi puhnchay ga…” Main ne sar hilaya aur zich hotay huay kaha “Mujhay aapki paheliyan yaqeen janiye, is waqt bilkul samajh nahi arahi hain Sister Katherine. Lekin un mein mujhay mayoosi aur rukawatain kyun dikh rahi hain?” “Hahahaha…” Hebat naak qehqaha fiza ko cheerta, hol phelata gaya. “Zindagi kay maqsad poora karlena itna asaan hota tou har shakhs badshah hota! Rukawaton kay baghair, kamyabi mumkin nahi!” Aik lamhay ko wo rukeen aur phir deewar pe ubhri unki shakal mein chamaktay unki ankhon kay delay ghoom kar mujh pe fix hogaye. Unki sargoshi mein doobi hebat naak awaz phir se fiza mein pheli. “Tumharay ansoo, tumharay andar ka insaan ujagar kartay hain… magar… ye mat bhoolna kay tum Devtaon kay khel ka hissa ho…” Yeh kehtay he Sister Katherine ka saya, deewar pe pharpharanay sa laga aur phir... wo buht saari kaali makhiyon mein badal gaya! Hawa mein aik bhinbhinahat see goonji aur wo saari makhiyaan aik saath urti hui asmaan mein tehleel hogayeen… ~ Main chup chaap, seedha apnay kamray mein ja puhncha. Jana kay room ka darwaza khula tha lekin mujhay is waqt har talab, har naimat, har cheez choti lag rahi thi. Main jis khel ka hissa ban chuka tha, us ka ikhtitaam bus honay ko hee tha. Itna arsay Akasha kay madadgaron mein Khushi ka baais bannay wala ab unki nafrat ka markaz bannay ja raha tha! Apnay kamray mein dakhi hua tou dekha kay night lights ki dheemi Roshni mein, Huma meri taraf pusht kiye bistar pe so rahi thi. Sakoon se. Mujhay aik lamhay ko rona sa aya. Isi kay liye tou main ye sab kar raha tha. Huma kay liye, aur uski kokh mein paltay apnay honay walay bachay kay liye! Main kapray utaar kay bistar pe leta. Usi bistar pe jahan main ne apni soteli chachi, aur ab biwi, kay saath… makhmaleen chadaron pe jazbaat aur hejaan se muzayyen dastanain raqam ki theen. Jis ka nateeja uskay pait mein tha. Kia main Huma se waqai itni chahat rakhta tha kay uskay liye ye sab kuch kar raha tha? Shayad haan, shayad nahi. Shayad wo bus meray intiqaam ki aik larri thi. Adeel chacha ko azeiyat denay ka aik harba… Wo is ghar mein basnay wali tamam aurton ki tarha, lakh Akasha ki taqaton kay, meri taqaton kay zer e asar zarur thi. Lekin iskay bawajood, uski apnaiyyat aur mohobbat, nisbatan alag thi. Ya phir us se meri wabistagi is liye bhi ziada thi kay wo baqaida meri biwi thi. Aur meri haqeeqi aulaad ko janam denay wali thi. Main ne ye sochtay sochtay karwat badly tou bistar pe honay wali jumbishon se Huma jaag gayee. US ne meri taraf mu kartay huay ankhain maleen aur jamai letay huay poocha “Kheriyat hay? tumharay kisi dost ka accident ho gaya tha?” Main ne gehra sa saans bhara aur pheeki see muskurahat kay saath jawab dia “Haan.. bus zidagi aisi he hay. Kab kon kistarah kay halaat se dochaar hojaye.. kon jaanta hay?” “Oh… kia main usay janti hoon?” Us ne thora concern hokar uthtay huay phir poocha “Haan… aap janti he hongi. Senator Safdar Saleem…” Main ne sar khujatay huay kaha “Ohhhh… haan. News pe bhi aya tha… how is he now?” Huma ne kuch concern sa show kartay huay sawal kiya. “Unconscious hay… abhi tak hosh nahi aya. Doctors kehtay hain kay aglay 24 ghantay ahem hain…” Mera lehja usay ye details detay huay khudbakhud ghamgeen sa hogaya tha. “That’s sad. Chalo I hope unhain hosh ajaye…” Huma ne meri taraf khisaktay huay meray baalon mein haath phertay huay mujhay dilasa sa diya. “I hope so too…” Main ne uskay chehray se baal hatatay huay kaha. Hamari nigahain mileen aur janay kab humaray haath aik dossray kay jimson kay gird hotay gaye…. Meray honton ne uskay gaalon se bhataktay huay uskay labon ka rasta dhoondaa ur meri zaban uski zaban se ja mili. Huma kay jism ki garmahat paa kar mujhay aik sakoon sa aa raha tha. Aik yaqeen sa araha tha. Kay shayad uskay liye main jo bhi kar raha hoon, wo sahi hay. Wo haq rakhti thi kay uski behtari kay liye, baqa kay liye aisa he kuch kia jaye. Uskay jism se umadtay is apnaiyat bharay ahsaas ne mujhay pighla diya tha. Kia main ne usko apnay wash mein rakh kar, uskay saath ghalat tou nahi kiya? Aur kia meri maut kay baad, wo mujhay aisay he yaad rakhay gee? Meray hath uski kamar se hotay uskay seenay pe ja puhnchay. Uskay seenay kay ubhaar meri ungliyon ki grift mein qaid ho gaye. Uskay nightsuit ki patli lace mein se feel hotay uskay mummon ka pressure meray hathon kay khulnay aur band honay kay rhythm ko match karnay laga. Meri ankhon mein wo samay ghoom gaye jab drawing room mein, mujhay Raghib karnay kay liye Huma ne pehli dafa mujhay apnay seenay kay ubharon se ashna karaya tha. Meri shorts mein wo manzar atay he aik tent ubahrnay laga. Main ne doosray hath uskay chehray se hataya aur uska hath pakar kay apni shorts ki taraf kardiya. Sarakta hua, Huma ka hath meri shorts kay andar aisay ja puhncha jesay is rastay ki usay poori shanasai ho. Uskay hath ka ahsaas meray nangay lund ko hua aur main ne aur zor se uska mumma dabaya. Uskay hont meray honton mein dabay uski har siski ko zer o zabar kartay huay bamushkil daba rahay thay. Main ne aik jhatkay se uskay honton ko azad kia aur us ne gehra saans lia. Ab aik lamha bhi nahi zaya karna chahta tha main. Uskay mummon se meray hath uskay baalon tak chashme ziddan mein puhncha aur main ne uska chehra apnay shorts ki taraf kheenchtay huay daba diya. Huma ne koi mazahimat kiyay baghair apnay hont meri shorts mein shape leti meri lund ki topi pe rakh diye. Meray lund ko tatolta uskay hath meri shaft ko zor se dabanay laga. Huma ne apna doosra hath meri banyan kay andar sarkatay huay meray seenay pe phera aur main relax hota chala gaya. Meri ankhain band ho gayeen. Uskay hath aur honton ka ahsas lamhay bhar ko juda huya aur main ghutnay bistar pe tekay khara raha. Aglay he second mein, uskay hath meri shorts ko neechay kartay mehsoos huay aur mera lund pharak kay bahar aatay huay. Huma meray seenay ko choomti hui meray pait se hoti meray kharay lund pe ja puhnchi. Uskay labon ne khultay huay meri topi ko apnay andar band kar liya. Abhi isi ahsaas se sarshaar hua tha kay uski zaban ki nok ne apni mojoodgi ka bharpoor ahsaas dilatay huay meri topi se lipat lipat kay nisar hona shuru kardiya… Meray hath khud bakhud uskay sar tak ja puhnchay aur Huma ne apnay labon ko aur khol liya. Meray nichla dhar halkay halkay agay peechay honay laga. Huma kay hont isi motion se munsalik hotay huay meri lund ki lambai naaptay agay peechay honay lagay. Main uska sar thamay, janay pehchanay saroor se aik baar phir aashna hokar uska mu chod raha tha. Lekin mera andaz Akasha ki roshniyon kay hejaan se nahi, balkay pyaar aur sakoon kay haseen jazbaat se bhara tha. Main uska mu hejaan mein nahi, aram se chod raha tha. Baray tahammul aur pyaar se. Main aaj apna lund usko chahat se pilana chahta tha. In jazbaat ko feel karna chahta tha… jo shayad mujhay dobara mehsoos karnay naseeb na hon…. Huma mera lund bari nafasat se choostay huay apni zaban se uski maalish kar rahi thi. Apnay hathon ko wo meri raano aur meray chootaron pe phertay huay, nakhunon se khurachi thi aur kabhi unhain gaarti. Uskay garam mu ka maza mujhay garmata raha… aur main purkaif jazbaat ki wadiyon mein utarta chala gaya…. Insan, khaas kar mard, kaisi ajab makhlooq hay. Afaton kay pahar kiyon na giray hon… uskay jismani jazbaat apni jaga muteharrik rehtay hain. Bilashuba, mard jab dimagh se nahi balkay apnay lund se sochnay lagay, tou har cheez background mein chali jati hay. Sirf jismani talab reh jati hay. ~ Huma kay sath unsiyat tout hi he thi, lekin us se barh kar bhi kuh tha. Mujhay us se muhobbat bhi thi. Raat ko us se qurbat kay baad bari achi neend ayee. Jesay bojh utar gaya ho koi. Aaj nayee subah thi. Qurbani ki boo se rachi! Main apnay time se subha uth kay neechay gaya tou kithen mein Yumna khari nashta bana rahi thi. Main ne is maghroor aurat ko ghar ki malkan se ghar ki kuttiya bana dala tha. Bahar kay kutton kay agay daal dia tha usay. Uskay pait mein bhi aik pilla janam pa raha tha. Aur ab main is kuttiya ko qurban bhi karnay wala tha. Meray atay he us ne meri janib dekha aur nashta la kar meray samnay rakha. Main ne khana shuru kia tou wo chup chaap uthi aur meray sath wali kursi pe beth gayee. Uskay hath greban tak gaye aur us ne apnay night suit kay button khol diye. Kia training de dali thi main ne isay! Nashta kartay huay main ne aik hath barhay kay uskay galay mein dala aur uskay firm aur gol mummon ko dabanay laga. “Shani…” Wo nigahain neechay kiay boli “Hmm?” Main ne isharay se poocha “Kia tumhara kaam hogaya hay? Kia main ab.. ab bacha gira sakti hoon?” Yumna ne dartay dartay sawal kia. Main ne nashta chor kay usay dekha. Uskay galay mein phirtay meray hath ne zor se uska bara nipple masla. “Ummmmhhh…” Wo kusmusai “Jab main ne keh dia hay kay main tumharay kehnay kay mutabiq karoonga tou baar baar kyun pooch rahi ho? Nahi… mera kaam abhi nahi hua! Samjheen?” Main ne uska nipple buri tarha masaltay huay daant peestay huay kaha. “Oh.. okk..” Yumna ne thook nigla. Halaq se jatay thook se uski gardan ooper neechay hui. Aur meri sans bhi. Ye akhri chand mawaqay thay kay main Yumna ko istimaal kar sakoon, is se pehlay kay wo qurbani kay liye pesh kee jaye. Mera chehra jhuka aur uski gardan pe main ne apnay hont rakh diye. Yumna kay badan mein jhurjhuri ayee aur main bedardi se uski gardan ko choosnay chatnay laga. Halka halka kaatnay laga. Yumna machalti rahi aur minminati rahi. “Ahemm..” Kisi kay khankharnay ki awaz kitchen mein ubhri tou main ne Yumna ki gardan se apna mu kheencha. Enterance pe Rida khari thi. Pajamay aur tshirt mein uska naujawan badan khoob dikh raha tha. “Wow… buht acha nashta banaya hay lagtay hay mama ne!” Wo hansi aur akar meray doosri taraf wali kursi pe abethi. Phir us ne Yumna ko dekha. “Mama meray liye bhi nashta la den zara…” US ne hokum sa dia. Yumna ne ankhain tirchi keen aur ghussay se Rida ko dekha. Lekin doosray he lamhay meray hath ne uska mumma phir se masla. “Aahh…” Us ne dard bhari siskari lee. “Go.. get her some breakfast..” Main ne jhatkay se uskay galay se hath nikaltay huay sarznish ki. Wo chou chaap robot ki tarha uth kay counter ki janib barh gayee. “Kheriyat hay subha subha mama se panga?” Main ne Rida ki peeth pe hath phera. “She is your slave. Apki nokrani hain wo. Aur ab jab se main apki biwi ban chuki hoon, tou wo meri bhi nokrani hain…” Rida ne tunak ke jawab dia Main khud bhi kuch bokhla sa gaya uski is filbadeeh reply se. Lekin mujh se ziada Yumna bokhla gayee. “What?” Wo nashta letay huay muri aur uskay hath se tray girtay girtay bachi. Is se pehlay kay main bolta, Rida phir jhat se bol pari “Yes mama…. Shani bhai ki biwi hoon main ab… you know why? Because mujhay pregnant kia hay unhon ne… Huma ki tarha!” Wo khilkhilatay huay jesay kisi karnamay ko bayan kar rahi thi. “Is… is this true?” Yumna ne meri taraf dekhtay huay ronay wali shakal se poocha. “Shut up both of you!” Main ne cheekhtay huay dono ki janib ghussay se dekha Dono ko saano soongh gaya. “Yumna… tum, meri rakhel ho. Kon chud raha hay kon pregnanat ho raha hay. tumhain is se koi sarokar nahi hona chahiye. Chahay wo tumhari beti he kyun na ho. Samjhi?” Meri ankhon kay samnay chingariyan phootnay lageen. “Aur tum…” Main ne murtay huay sath bethi Rida ko dekha aur jhat se usko balon se pakar lia. “Tum lakh pait se hojao tab bhi tum Huma kay barabar nahi hosakti… you know why? Kyunkay tum bhi apni mama ki tarha meri rakhel ho.. jisay main jab chahay jesay chahay jiskay sath chahay chod daloon.” Main ne jhatkay se uskay baal kheenchay “AAahhh…” Rida ki takleef se cheekh see nikli aur ankhon se ansoo. Main ne uskay baal choray tou wo girgiranay lagi. “Im Sorry Shani bhai… Main nahi kahoon gi aisa kuch but please mujhay mama jesa na kahain!” Us ne meri rani pe haath rakhtay huay kaha. Rida samajhti thi kay wo bus mujhay lazzat faraham kar kay mera ghussa zayal karsakti thi. Pakki randi thi wo. Rakhel. Main plate khiskatay huay khara hogaya aur Rida ka hath jhatka. “Aaj raat… main tum dono ko basement office mein dekhna chahta hoon. Aik sath. Kuch faislay kiye hain main ne tum dono kay liye. Be there at midnight, both of you…OK??!” Main ne akhir mein apni awaz buland see kee tou wo dono kaanptay huay sar hilanay lageen. “Good…” Main ne Rida ka gaal thapthapaya aur tez tez qadmon se bahar nikal gaya. ~ Main dopeher tak ghar bhar mein phirta raha. Har konay se juri yadon ko mehsoos karta raha. Rahdariyan, zeenay, Adeel chacha ka karma. Wohi karma jahan unho ne pankhay se latak kay khudkushi kar li thi. Uskay samnay deewar pe awezan wo khubsoorat khanjar, jisay lekar wo mujhay qatal karnay aye thay. Jana ka purana room jidhar main ne usay pehli baar chua tha. Kitchen… jahan honay wali latadaad ghatnao mein main pesh pesh raha tha. Yumna aur Rida ka idhar istehsal karna, Komi ko deewar se lagana, Sofie ko counters pe ragarna, uff… kesi kesi hejan khez yadain har jaga dar o deewar pe subt theen… Yahi sochta main bahar agaya. Peechay garages ki janib. Jahan Huma apna health club chalaya karti thi jo uskay pregnanat honay kay baad se band para tha. Jahan main ne Huma ko seduce kia tha. Zara ko seduce kia tha… Jahan Yumna exercise kay bahanay, Jana kay benazeer jism ko hath lagati. Aur Jana… idhar anay walay har shakhs ko apnay jism kay jalwon se qaid rakhti. Yaadon mein bhi wo devi thi, aur haqeeqat mein bhi… Phir mein Garden ki taraf aya… jahan main aur mera bhai Nomi din bhar khela kartay thay. Jidhar Adeel chacha ne meri birthday pe mujhay zehni mareez samajh kar salgirah kay naam pe sadma denay ki koshish kee thi. Huh… kitnay bewaqoof thay ye sab. Adeel chacha, Khurram, Yumna…Rida. Apnay intiqaam ko istimaal kartay huay, apnay isharon pe nacha kar in charon ko main ne kitnay mazay se inkay anjaam ki janib kar dia tha. Shayad main zariya tha. Kal bhi aur aaj bhi. Din charh kay phel chuka tha. Sooraj apnay joban pe. Garden mein khilti hari hari ghaans aur phoolon ko sooraj ki kirnain naye rangon mein nehla kay pesh kar rahi theen. Shehr se qadray duur, ye purfiza aur pur sakoon muqaam; meri rihaish gah jo meray dada ne mehnat se banai thi. Jiska tanha waris main tha. Ye dhun, dolat, jaidaad… jiskay husool kay liye main ne sab kuch kiya tha, aaj mujhay iski tazeen o araish, bari bhali maloom ho rahi thi. Magar ye sab main chor kay ja raha tha. Jo panay kay liye aya tha, wo paa lia tha. Isi lamhay ghar ka main gate chokidaar ne khola aur Jana ki chamchamati gari andar dakhil hui. Us ne parking mein gari khari ki aur aik shaan se us mein se baramad hui. Sooraj ki kirno ki tarhan, wo gari se ubhri. Wo apnay doston kay kisi get together se arahi thi. Black skin tight jeans, surkh tshirt aur shano pe khulay uskay baal. Us ne apna chota sa bag kanday pe daala. Uskay chehray pe mujhay dekhtay he aik aisi Muskaan ubhri jis kay liye log jang pe ja saktay thay. Helen of Troy ki tarha. Uskay honton pe surkh lipstick uski muskurahat ko chaar chand laga rahi thi. Ankhon pe mojood kalay, gol sunglasses aur un pe girti zulfain… wo shahkaar thi. Mustaqbil ki Devi thi. “Shani…” Wo hirni jesi pur wiqaar chal kay sath meray qareeb atay huay boli. “Fancy meeting you out here.. huh?” Wo muskuratay huay kehnay lagi, aur uski ye muskurahat meray wajood ko refresh kar gayee. Main kia, kisi ka bhi din acha karnay kay liye bus uski ye dil moh lenay wali muskurahat he kafi thi. “Hi Jana. Kahan se arahi ho?” Main ne uski janib barhtay huay poocha. Jana ne apna bag lawn mein pari chairs pe rakha aur meray paas akar mujh se baghalgeer hogai. Uskay jism ka lums pa kar mujhay ahsas hua kay main kitna lucky tha jo Jana meri dastaras mein rahi thi. Us ne halkay se meray gaalon pe aik bosa diya “Lunch pe gayee thi doston kay saath. Socha tumhain bhi le loon magar subha pata nahi kahan ghayab thay tum?” uskay hath meray seenay pe dornay lagay. “Kuch kaam thay zaruri wo nimta raha tha. Kesa raha lunch?” Main ne uski latton ko uskay chehray se sarkatay huay poocha. “Bus aiween. Aik dost ja rahi hay wapas tou us se milna tha. Nothing else. Tumharay baghair main wesay bhi aksar bore he hoti hoon in get togethers pe…” Wo honton ko sukertay huay boli. Phir us ne chehra agay kar kay meray honton se apnay hont mila dalay. Lamhay bhar ko dunia saakit hui aur uskay labon ka ras meray mu mein ghulta gaya. Madhoshi see cha gayee. US ne apnay hont peechay kiye tou main ne ankhain kholeen. Ye pehli baar nahi tha kay din daharay, ghar kay open space mein us ne mujh se romance kia ho. Lekin uskay andaz mein khud supurdagi aaj buht ziada ayaan thi. “Kal raat tum nahi aye… main ne kafi intizaar kia. I hope tumhara friend sahi hay jiska accident hua tha?” Jana ne badastoor meri gardan mein apnay baazoo hamayel kiye huay mujh se kuch shikwa sa kia. “Haan… dekho…” Main ne uski baanhon pe ungliyan phertay huay jawab dia “ICU mein hay… accident kafi bura hua hay tou lets see… agay kia hota hay. Kafi late aya tha kal raat. Thak gaya tha tou bus atay he so gaya tha…” “Hmmm…” Jana ne muskuratay huay aik baar phir meray labon ko apnay honton se halkay se muss kia. “Tumhari thakan utaarnay ka gurr khoob ata hay mujhay…” Wo muskuratay huay apnay hont kaat kar boli. “Buht achi tarha ata hay…. I know…” Main bhi muskuraya. “Jana…” Main ne kuch tawaqquf kia aur bola “Yes darling?” Us kay hath meray seenay pe phir rahay thay. “Main ne kuch important faislay kiye hain… tumharay liye. Tumharay future kay liye. Jo hum ne decide kia tha… usko amali jama pehnanay ka waqt agaya hay…” Mera lehja aisa tha jesay koi chor apni chori chupa raha ho. “Oh you mean… meri America wapsi?” Wo kuch chonki “Haan… I think ab cheezain settle ho gayee hain kafi. Ab tum se kia wada poora karna chahiye. Right?” Meray aisa kehnay pe us ne apnay sunglasses utaray. Uski ankhon se meri ankhain chaar hotay he mujhay aisa laga kay wo meray andar dekh rahi hay. “Shani… Main ne apni zindagi aur apna future tumharay hathon mein sonpa hay kyunkay I know you will not do anything jo meray bhalay kay liye na ho… lekin…” Us ne phir se apna hont kata. “Lekin?” Main ne poocha tou wo muskurai. “Lekin main aisa future nahi chahti jis mein tumhara sath na ho…” Us ne meray seenay pe mojood apnay hath pe zor dia aur meri shirt ko halka sa jhinjhora. “Tumhara future buht bright hay Jana… tumharay khwaabon ki tarha…” Main ne uski baat ko ghumana chaha. “Hahahaha….” Wo filbadeeh hansi. “Khaak bright, meray khwaab kafi daraownay se hain… khooni aur scary..” “Lekin unki tabeer yaqeenan buht bright hay…” Main ne uska gaal thapthapaya. “Jee jotishi saab…” Wo hanstay huay boli “Meri har tabeer tum se juri hay… that I know..!” Wo aik dam kuch serious see hui. Aik lamhay ko hum aik doosray kee ankhon mein dekhtay rahay aur phir us ne chehra agay kartay huay meray labon se apnay lab aik baar phir mila liye. Uski kiss mein apnaiyyat thi, mohobbat thi… wo sab kuch tha jo kisi mard ko hamesha kay liye uska qiaidi, uska ghulaam bana de. Usskay hath meray sar kay peechay gaye aur us ne mera sar bheenchtay huay apnay hont, meray labon pe press kardiya. Uski zaban meri zaban se miltay huay mujhay dunia o mafiyha se bekhabar karnay lagi. Khud ba khud meray hathon ne uski kamar ko apni grift mein le liya. Aur uski kamar se neechay jatay huay, uski tight jeans mein ubhri uski benazir gaand ki shape ko be tahasha tatolnay lagay. Hum garden mein kharay nihayat passionate kissing kar rahay thay. Is waqt mujhay koi sharam koi aar mehsoos nahi ho raha tha. Jana aur mera yoon qurbat mein jurna buht natural lag raha tha. Jesay wo sirf meray liye bani ho. Kuch minute baad us ne kiss tori. Uskay labon aur meray labon kay beech, thook ki aik halki see lakeer bani aur toot gayee. “Shani…” US ne saans bahal kartay huay kaha. “I love you…” Aur is se pehlay main apni saansain istawar karta us ne aik baar phir apnay hont meray honton se jor diye. Kitni chahat thi uskay har action mein. Huma yaqeenan meri biwi sahi aur uskay liye he main devtaon se takkar le raha tha lekin Jana… aik aisa question mark thi jiska jawab meray paas hotay huay bhi main usay hal nahi kar sakta tha. Haan meri mehbooba thi wo. Aur mujhay us pe nisaar hokar usko Akasha devi banana tha. Lekin jis tarha wo mujh pe apni mohobbat nichawar kar rahi thi… wo mujhay anay walay waqt mein us se hamesha kay liye juda honay pe afsurda sa kar raha tha. Kash hum kisi aur circumstances mein, aur halaat mein milay hotay. Kash main usko Akasha nahi, bus Jana he kay tor pe hamesha hamesha kay liye isi tarhan apni baanhon mein qaid kar sakta. Lekin Akasha ki taqaton kay baghair, na Jana mujh se yoon jurr paati aur na main usay apni zehni grift mein rakh pata. Bus ye khayal aya aur main ne apnay hont uskay honton se alag kar liye. Wo saanson kay utaar charhao ko normal karnay lagi tou main ne us se nazrain churatay huay kaha. “Kia aaj raat tum basement office mein asakti ho?” “Hmmm…” Us ne phir se wohi muskurahat honton pe sajayee aur shokhi se boli. “Kia karo gey meray saath basement mein?” “Hah… tumhari soch hay…” Main ne uski gaand ko zor se dabatay huay kaha. Aur phir hum dono hanstay huay aik doosray ka haath pakray ghar kay andar daakhil hogaye. ~ Aaj raat, faisla kunn raat thi. Main Sister Katherine ko bata chuka tha kay main apnay maqsad ko aaj raat poora karnay ka wada de chuka tha. Dil hichkolay kha raha tha. Meri fana ka waqt qareeb ata ja raha tha. Poora din main bhus inhi sochon aur bakheron mein para raha. Basement office mein qaid. Sochta raha, rota raha aur akhri iqdamat ki planning karta raha. Apnay saray asasay main ne Huma kay naam kar dalay thay. Mirza uncle ko tamam details email kar kay unko hidayaat de deen theen kay zaroori kaghzaat bana kay sab ahkamaat official kar dein. Shaam se thora pehlay main ne computer off kia aur kursi pe stretch kartay huay ankhaon band karleen. “Waqt aan puhcnha hay meray dost…” Mujhay aas paas kisi wajood ka ahsaas hua aur aik sargoshi sunai dee. Main ne ankhain kholeen tou Farhan meray samnay khara tha. “Yusuf… meray dost…. Kia haal hain?” Main ne uski taraf dekh kay muskura kay kaha. Farhan kay wajood mein Yusuf ne apni insani jism kay hasool ki khwahish poori kar li thi. Wo Yusuf jo aik parchai tha. Badrooh. Jo meri madad kay liye Akasha ki janib se muqarrar kia gaya tha. Meray bachpan ka dost. Mera saya. “Haal na poocho Shani. Mera haal kuch mukhtalif nahi tum se. Itnay arsay ka sath… aaj raat khatam ho jayega. Main ne itnay arsay tumhara saath nibhaya hay… itni jaldi bhool nahi sakta…” USki awaz mein ghum ka ansar shamil tha. “Haan… zahir hay… badroohon ka bhi dil hota hay…” Main ne mazaq mein uski baat ko uraya. “Magar tumko tou khush hona chahiye kay tum aik insani badan mein dobara se peda kardiya gaye ho… tumhara maqsad tumko mil gaya hay.” Farhan ne neechay zameen pe bethtay huay apnay chota baal peechay kiye. “Mera maqsad us waqt sahi tarha poora higa jab tum Akasha se kia apna wada poora karoge…” “Uski fikar na karo… main baraha bata chuka hoon kay main apnay iradon mein atal hoon…” Main ne uski taraf dekhaty huay kaha. “Janta hoon Shani… achi tarha jaanta hoon. Mujhay afsos hay kay humari ye dosti tumharay fana pe ikhtitaam hogi… Aur main tum se haqeeqat ko kisi had tak chupanay pe… maafi ka talabgaar bhi hoon… hosakay tou mujhay maaf kardena Shani… main majboor tha. Meri haqeeqat tum jantay ho, aur meri majbooriyan bhi….” Yusuf ne Farhan kay jism mein bastay huay apni ankhain neechi kar kay kaha. “Its ok Yusuf. Kabhi kabhi humain apnay apnay maqasid kay liye aisi aisi cheezain karni parti hain jo aam logon ki fehm aur soch se duur hoti hain. Jin ki haqeeqat ka ilm bus humain he hota hay. Ab chahay wo meri qurbani ho ya tumhara sath…” Main ne gehra saans bhartay huay pheeki see muskurahat se kaha. “Bus ab aik kaam, aik wada… apnay dost ki akhri khwahish samajh kay kar dena…” “Bolo Shani…Main poori koshish karoonga…” Yusuf ne sar uthatay huay poocha. “Huma ka khayal rkhna. Meray honay walay bachay ka khayal rkhna… meray janay kay baad, meri fana kay baad, meray naye khandan ko fana na honay dena… kaho, poora karogey mera akhri wada?” Main ne baray emotional se andaz mein ye jumlay ada kiye. “Dil se… hazar dil se Shani…” Farhan aik dam kharea hua aur seenay pe apnay chotay se hath rakhtay huay, sar kham kartay huay, Yusuf ki awaz mein bola. “Good…” Main ne aah bhari. “Ab jao… Yusuf… Jao. Hamaray beech shayad is tarah, akelay mein ab aur koi mulaqaat, kabhi na hogi. Tumharay sath aur tumhari madad ka buht shukriya. Goodbye Yusuf…” Meray jazbati jumlon ne usko bhi jazbati kardiya tha. Wo ankhain malta hua, ansoo ponchta hua zeenay ki taraf janay laga. Us ne akhri baar mur kay mujhay dekha aur kaha. “Goodbye Shani… Akasha ki Roshni tumhain surkhuru karay…” ~ Shaam 6 bajay ka waqt meri chai ka waqt hota tha. Jo main aksar lawn mein beth kay enjoy karta tha. Yusuf se akhri mulaqat ne mujh pe bara jazbaati asar chora tha. Tabiyat bojhal aur bhaari hogayee thi. Ghari ne jesay he 6 bajaye, meray dil ne chaha kay bus aik akhri baar shaam ki chai ka maza le loon. Shaam ko akhri baar enjoy kartay huay kuch bojh halka karoon. Yahi sochtay huay ooper kitchen mein agaya. Koi bhi na tha. Chalo aaj khud chai banatay hain aur akelay he enjoy kartay hain. Main ne socha aur chai bananay laga. Bartaon ki khanak, mahol ki khamooshi se pangay le rahi thi. Kuch is chupp ko tora jaye… wesay bhi agay zindagi ne khamoosh he hojana hay. ye sochtay huay main ne Kitchen mein aik konay pe paray chotay se TV ko on kardia. Kuch khabrain aa rahi theen. Main ne awaz thori barhai aur dobara chai bananay mein lag gaya. Patti ki mehek aur tv pe chalti news ne kuch zehn ko idhar udhar kardala. Ye khabrain bhi kia cheez hain. Main ne socha. Awam ko barha charha kay har cheez ko breaking news banana. Siasi luteron ko sar pe bitha kay unki tareefon kay pul baandna. Paisay kay liye sab bik jatay hain. Sarkaar ho ya sarkari news. Main ne tanzia see muskurahat kay saath cup mein chai undeli aur bahar lawn mein janay ko qadam uthaye. TV off karnay kay liye us janib hua he tha kay achanak channel pe aik breaking news ki surkhi agayee. Aur meri ankhain us pe garr gayeen… Dopeher gaye, Ibrahim Shekhani ko, Safdar kay coma mein janay kay baad, bator e senator, bila muqabila elect kar liya gaya tha! TV pe uski subah house arrest se nikaltay aur cameray mein ‘victory’ ka nishaan banatay huay video arahi thi. Uff… akhir mujh se shuru hui tabdeeli ki leher, har aik ko le doobat gee! Yaqeenan Shiekhani ki rihai aur uska senator banna, is baat ki ain daleel thi kay jo kuch tha, wo badal gaya hay…. naya mustaqbil araha hay, nayee tabdeeliyan! Isi lamhay mera phone cheekha! Main ne chai counter pe rakhi aur phone ki screen dekhi tou unknown number tha. YAqeenan Miss Anaya hosakti hain. Aah, kaheen Safdar tou nahi chal basa? Main ne ye sochtay huay phone utha kay hello bhi na kaha tha kay Miss Anaya ki taqreeban cheekhti hui awaz ayee: “Shani! Agar tum ghar pe ho… tou foran apnay tahaffuz ki fikar karo!” “Kkia matlab?” Main ne poocha tou unki cheekhti awaz phir ubhri. “Sheikhani ko senator muntakhib karliya gaya hay aur aur…. Us ne fori tor pe apnay tamaam arrest huay khaas logon ki rihai ka intizaam kar dala hay!” “Kiaaaa???? You mean Khurram….?” Main bhonchka sa reh gaya “Yes Shani…. Khurram aur uska gang riha ho chuka hay! Wo… wo seedha tum se badla lenay puhnchay ga!” Miss Anaya ne warning dee aur main ne bamushkil khud ko sambhala. “Is se pehlay kay wo aisa karay tum….” Wo kuch keh he rahi theen kay achanak mujhay bahar lawn ki taraf se aik zor dar dhamakay jesi awaz ayee… Main ne bhagtay huay rahdari kay sheeshon se bahar gate ki taraf dekha tou chokidaar aur guard lawn mein badhawas se bhaag rahay thay. “He’s here….” Main ne phone Miss Anaya ko bataya. “Main arahi hoon Shani… don’t let him in the house!” Miss Anaya ne cheekhtay huay kaha aur phone band kardia. Seerhiyon pe se Jana aur Rida bhaagti hui neechay aayeen. Aur neechay apnay room mein se Yumna. “Whats happening Shani?” Jana ki saans phooli hui thi jabkay Rida aur Yumna buht khofzada see dikh rahi theen. “Humaray ghar pe attack hua hay…. Please tum sabko lekar Yumna kay room mein jaao aur Lock karlo… Hurry!” Main ne cheekhtay huay usay kaha. Bahar ab baqaida firing ho rahi thi. Jana un dono ko lekar Yumna kay room ki janob bhaagi. “Yusuf? Kidhar ho Yusuf…!” Main ne chilla kay kaha. “Main yahan hoon….” Farhan dorta hua rahdari se meray peechay nazar aya. “Good… Jao ooper jakar Huma kay room ko lock karo aur uskay saath rehna! OK?” Main ne usay tanbeeh ki “Apna akhri wada na bhoolna! Jaao!” Main taqreeban cheekha. Farhan, ya Yusuf, dorta hua seerhiyon se ooper chala gaya. Main ne ghussay se bahar ki taraf dekha. Meri ankhon kay samnay sunehri chingaariyan urnay lageen. Is zaleel ki ye himmat kay meray ghar pe hamla karay! Main ne sochtay huay lawn ki taraf dor lagayee! Bahar puhncha tou dekha kay guard aur chokidaar zakhmi halat mein parking kay paas zameen pe paray thay aur deewaron se Khurram kay ghunday andar kood rahay thay. Hathiyaron se les! Nahi choroonga inhain! Main abhi kuch karnay he wala tha kay ghar ki main rahdaari mein sunehri Roshni kay jhamakay se huay… Miss Anaya, Miss Sukaina aur doosri teachers in jhamakon se namoodaar hueen! “Tum Khurram ko roko…. Hum in se nimat-tay hain…” Miss Anaya ne cheekh kar mujhay kaha aur phir wo sab apnay haath ooper karti hui lawn mein andar atay, Khurram kay ghundon ki janib dor pareen. Unkay hathon se sholay nikal nikal kay Khurram kay ghundon pe parr rahay thay. Main lawn meain aya he tha kay ghar ka main gate aik dhamakay se ukharta hua zameen pe aa gira! Aur Khurram ki jeep gate torti hui andar daakhil hogayee! Wo sab kuch ignore karta hua seedha meri janib hua. Jeep rok kar wo us mein se kisi jangli janwar ki tarha bahar kooda! Uski halat nihayat khoonkhaar ho rahi thi. Daarhi barhi hui, jail kay kapron mein kisi zakhmi sher ki tarha wo bhinnata hua meri taraf dora. “Haramzaday! Madarchod! Tujhay ilm nahi kay tu ne kis se takkar lee hay!” Wo chinghaarta hua apni bandooq meri janib kiye araha tha. Meray hath fiza mein buland huay aur sunehri Roshni ka aik gola meri ungliyon pe machalti chingaariyon se baramad hua aur seedha Khurram ki bandooq ko ja laga. Is se pehlay kay wo mujh pe fire kholta…Sunehri Roshni ka gola uski bandooq mein sama gaya…. Khurram ne phatti phatti ankhon se mujhay dekha… aur cheekhtay huay bandooq zor se neechay phenk dee. Chashm e ziddan mein bandooq pighal kar paani ho chuki thi! “Tu jo bhi hay… jadoogar! Main tujhay aaj apnay hathon se khatam karoonga! Tukray tukray kardoonga!” Khurram pighli bandooq se nigahain hata kay mujh pe markooz kartay huay dhara! Us ka ghussa uskay darr se kaheen ooper tha. Wo badmast gainday ki tarha meri janib dora. Aglay he lamhay hum gutham gutha thay. Wo lakh zor lagata lekin mera deomalai ghusaa aur salahiyatain us kay insani wajood se kaheen ziada taqatwar theen. Us ne meray galay pe apnay hath jamanay ki koshsih ki, lekin mera gala uskay hathon ki dastaras se duur he raha. Uskay barhay huay hath main ne aik jhatkay se pakar kay usko kheencha, aur uskay laheem shaheem jism ko uski kamar se bal detay huay utha kar zor se phainka! Wo cheekhta hua, urta hua ghar kay sheeshay walay darwazay se takaraya. Main ne isi pe bas nahi kia, aur bhagtay huay ustak puhcnha. Is se pehlay wo uthta, main ne usko pakar kay buland kia aur darwazay ki taraf aur zor se uchaal dia. Wo darwaza tortay huay rahdari mein gir kar farsh pe ghisat-ta chala gaya. Ghussay se main beqaboo ho raha tha. Sunehri Roshni meray badan se phoot phoot kar chingariyan ura rahi thi. Mera Khurram ko utha kay phenkna itna shaded tha kay wo ghisat-tay huay rahdari mein, Adeel chacha kay kamray tak ja puhncha tha. Uski karrahnay ki awaz meray kano tak aati buht achi lag rahi thi! Uskay gharoor ko ab khatam karna reh gaya tha. Hamesha kay liye mitti mein milana! Takay duniya us jesi burai se hamesha hamesha kay liye pak hojaye! Main uski janib barh he raha tha kay kisi ne peechay se mujh pe waar kia! Main mura tou dekha kay Khurram ka aik ghunda, chaaqu liye mujh pe jhapatnay ko tha. Uska waar khali na gaya tha. Meray kandhay se khoon umad aya. “Ughhh…” Ufff…! Haan, mujhay dard mehsoos hua…! Sister Katherine sahi keh rahi theen. Akasha ki taqatain zawal pazeer theen. Sunehri roshniyon se arasta mera jism, jo zakhmon ko kharashain samajhnay ka aadi tha… achanak itnay arsay baad dard ka maza chakh raha tha. Teesain… Jalan.. umadta lahoo… Is gumshuda ahsaas ko dobara mehsoos kar kay, main kuch lamhon ko sakit sa ho gaya… Mujhay anay wali maut se qabal maut kay trailer se nazar anay lagay… Haan mujhay fana hay… haan Akasha ki taqaton ka zor toot raha tha… main lachaar aur yateem Shani bannay wala tha… aik dafa phir… halaat kay rehm o karam par… Meray is lamhay bhar kay ruknay ne… kuch badal dala… Mujhay hosh aya tou Khurram ka ghunda chaaqu liye mujh pe jhapat chuka tha. Agar main shayad aik nanosecond bhi late hota tou uska chaqu meray jigar mein pewast ho chuka hota… Lekin bachi kuchi he sahi… meri taqatain kisi aam insan kay muqablay ki nahi theen… haan mujhay zakhmi kia ja sakta tha, lekin sunehri Roshni ki phurti ab bhi barqarar thi. Uska waar khali gaya, aur main utni he phurti se uski janib mura. Main ne uchal kay aik zor kee laat uski kamar pe de maari. Wo cheekhta hua gira lekin tha buht he dheet! Uchal kay wo bhi khara hogaya aur chaqu lehranay laga. Marna chahta hay ye! Main ne haqarat se socha. Hamaray ird gird aik ajab samaan tha. Khurram kay saath uskay koi 10 ghunday aye thay. Miss Anaya aur baqi teachers ne apni taqaton se un sab pe he qaabu paa liya tha. Unki hatheliyon se sholay nikal nikal kay uskay ghundon ko jhulsa rahay thay. Koi hathiyar koi awzar kaam na aya. Hah! Kia samajhta tha kay jail se chootay ga tou mujhay itni asani se khatam kar de ga? Mujh se badla lega?! Ye badlay aur intiqaam meri domain hain! Mujh se behtar intiqaam ko koi nahi jaanta! Meray zehn mein ye sab dekh kay, jeet se pehlay aati jeet ki kefiyat see chaa gayee. Main apnay takabbur mein, Akasha ki dee gayee taqataon kay, apnay kamyab intiqaam kay ghumand mein ye na jaan paya… kay meray peechay… lawn se juri main enterance kay kirchi hotay darwazay se nazar aati rahdari mein para Khurram… kab dobara khara hua… aur kab us ne Adeel Chacha kay kamray kay samnay rahdaari kee deewar pe awezaan, us khoobsoorat khanjar ko deewaar se utaara… Idhar main Khurram kay ghunday ko mujhay zakhmi karnay ka sabaq sikha raha tha… aur udhar Khurram apnay karinday se mujhay ulajhta hua dekh kay usi khanjar se mera nishana le raha tha…! Meray purkhon ko bhi ilm na hoga kay kab us ne poori taqat se wo khanjar meri janib phenkaa!!! “Shaaniii!!!!” Bus aik cheekh see sunai dee… aik shanasa cheekh… aur phir wo cheekh aik dam se jesay ghutti hui aahoon mein badal gayee…. Wo Miss Anaya ki cheekh thi… Main mura… tou Miss Anaya meray peechay khareen theen… Unkay chehray pe karb tha aur unkay hath un kay paait ki taraf… jidhar se khanjar ki nok nazar arahi thi… Garha garha khoon unkay jism se ubal raha tha… Main kuch samajh bhi na paya tha kay wo larkharatay huay lawn mein gir gayeen…. Aur unkay girtay he mujhay tootay huay darwazay se Khurram, hawas bakhta sa khara nazar aya… Us ne waar mujh pe kia tha… lekin usay seh koi aur gaya tha! “Miss Anaya!!!!” Main cheekhta hua un ki taraf dora. Meray peechay Khurram kay us karinday ki cheekhain sunai deen. Shayad Sab teachers idhar mutawaajja ho gayee theen… Lekin mujhay is se sarokaar na tha kay uskay saath jo bhi ho… Abhi tou meray samnay.. meray bachpan ki mohobbat, meri guide, meri ghumgisaar aur madadgaar… khoon mein lutt putt, hari hari ghaans ko apnay laal laal lahoo se seenchti… tarap rahi thi….! “Miss Anaya!!!!” Main ne ghutnay tektay huay unka sar apni goud mein le liya. Unki ankhain mujhay talash kar rahi theen… “SShhh.. shann…” Wo kehna chah rahi theen lekin unkay mu se khoon ubal raha tha… “I’m sorry Miss Anaya! I’m so sorry! Wo main hoon! Haan main hoon jis ne Akasha kay mansoobon se inhiraaf kia… I did it! This is all my doing! Pehlay Safdar, ab aap…. Nooooo!!!!!!” Main kisi bachay ki tarha ro raha tha, cheekh raha tha… ansoo bahay ja rahay thay… Meray ird gird Teachers ki cheekh o pukaar ho rahi thi. Aur meri goud mein rakha miss Anaya ka sar aik dam se saakit ho gaya. Unki ankhon mein hairat aur nafrat thi. Meri adhi zindagi mujh se bayloss pyar karnay wali… martay waqt meray liye ankhon mein hairat aur nafrat chor kay gayee thee… Aahhh! Main kitna zalim hoon. Kitna lachaar hoon. Saans nikaltay he Miss Anaya ka chehra bigarnay laga. Unkay khubsurat naqoosh jesay tirchay hotay gaye… seconds mein aisa lag raha tha kay main kisi 80 sala burhiya ki laash ko liye betha hoon. Akasha ki taqatain unkay jism se nikal chuki theen… Meri azeez tareen Miss Anaya, marr gayeen theen….! Aur doosray he lamhay meri nigah uthi tou ansoon kay paar dikha. Samnay rahdari mein Khurram khara tha… jisay ab Miss Hadia aur kuch doosri teachers ne jakra hua tha. Iss ne hamesha se miss Anaya ka ahtesaal kia tha! Aur aaj unko maar dala is nay! Mera dimagh saayen saayen kar raha tha. Main ne Miss Anaya ki peeth mein ghunpa wo khanjar jhatkay se nikala… Aur khara ho gaya. Meray ird gird sunehri Roshni aisay phoot rahi thi jesay main sab kuch is se jala daloon ga! Main ne aik do qadam ahista se liye lekin phir main yaklakht dorta hua, cheekhta hua us tak ja puhcnha. Tamam teachers peechay ho gayeen aur main ne paas puhnch kar Khurram kay mu pe apna haath lehra kar aik ghoonsa mara. “AAahhh…” Wo cheekhta hua peechay gira. Main ne aas paas khari teachers ko dekha “Aap log hatt jayen… ye mera aur is haramzaday ka mamla hay…” Meri awaz aisi thi jesay kisi afriyat ki ho. Aur is liye aik dam se he sari teachers rahdari se bahar ho gaye. Main ne Khurram ko guddi se pakar kay uthaya. Aisa lag raha tha kay mujh mein kaheen se 10 bandon ki jaan agai ho. Main ne Khurram ko guddi se utha kar usay kirchi kirchi huay darwazay ki taraf phenka. Wo urta hua kitchen ki enterance se agay gira. “AAahhh… SShh.. Shani… tu … tu kon hay? Mmm. Mujhay kia pata tha kkay.. kkay tu kisi… jj… jadugaron kay … tolay sse hay… main… kkkabhi tujh se panga na leta… never…I swear…! Teri… teri friend ko ghalti se… ghalti se hua mujh se… main nahi marna tha usay…. Sss…sssorryyy…. ” Main chaqu lehratay us ki taraf qadam utha raha tha aur wo farsh pe para hua darwazay ki taraf apna zakhmi wajood ghaseet raha tha. Sheeshay ki kirchiyon pe sarak raha tha... aur hath jortay rehem ki bheek maang raha tha. Maut usko bokhla gayee thi. Magar meray paas uskay liye maut se pehlay bhi aik maut ki saza thi… ya shayad aik se ziada! “Dekh. Dekh tujhay yaad hay na… main ne tujhay kitna favour dia… kkkitna tujh ko us gandu Adeel kay … kay against… strong banaya main ne haan? Dekh bhoolna nahi…. Haan! Main ne banaya idhar ka saith tujhay….” Wo ghisat-tay huay aol fol bakay ja raha tha. “KKyun… ttuuu… mujhay tabah karna chahta hay… jab main ne tujhay itna kuch dia Shani…???” Uski kamar sheehsay kay tootay darwazay se lag gayee aur ab us kay liye aapna wajood aur ghisatna mumkain na tha. Main ne uskay qareeb puhnch kar hath mein pakray khanjar ki nok uski thori pe rakhi aur daant peestay huay bola. “Kyunkay tu ne Khurram Saith… Meray maa baap aur meray bhai ka qatal kia! Tu ne Khurram Saith!” Meray lehjay se qeher tapak raha tha. Khurram ki ankhain khof se phel gayeen. Yaqeenan is waqt main shaded hebatnaak lag raha tha. Sunehri chingaariyan meray wajood se aisay urr raheen theen kay goya mujhay aag lagi ho! Wo girgiranay laga. “NNnn…nahi mujhay.. mmmujhay us gandu Adeel ne… haan us Adeel ne karwaya… Us ko tou maar dia na tu ne… bus…. Usi ne marwaya… usi ne…” Is se pehlay kay wo aur aol fol bakta, main ne usko aik baar phir guddi se pakra aur usko darwazay se ghaseet-ta hua lawn mein le aya. “AAAahhhhh….” Darwazay mein atkay tootay sheeshay kay tukray, uski kamar cheel gaye thay. “Sabar karo Khurram Saith… main tumhain aisay nahi maaroonga…. Tum ne buht ghar ujaray, buht janain leen. Ab tumharay denay ka time hay… intiqaam ka akhri marhala Khurram saith!” Main saffak se andaz mein kehtay huay, usko lawn kay ain beech mein ghaseet-ta hua le aya. Ird gird uskay karindon ki lashain bikhri pari theen. Aur sari teachers Miss Anaya ki sukri hui laash kay saath khari theen. Main ne jesay he adhmuay Khurram ko ghaas pe phenka tou Miss Sukaina meri janib ayeen. Unkay chehray pe shaded nafrat thi. Aur unhon ne mujhay ghussay bhari ankhon se dekhtay huay kaha. “Sister Sarah aati hee hongi. Unka kehna hay kay jo tumhay karna hay… wo kar dalo…” Wo sakht sappat lehjay mein boleen aik lamha ruknay kay baad mujhay mukhatib kia. Lehja abhi bhi wohi tha. “Jis ka Anaya ne itna khayal rakha, itna pyaar nichawar kia…. Wohi uskay achay dino ka qatil nikla…! Sab jaan chukay hain kay wo kon hay… jis ne Akasha se inhiraaf kia… jis ke waja se tabahi aur tabdeeli ki lehron ne hamara rukh kia hay…jo hum sab ka mujrim hay…” Wo darasht lehjay main meri taraf nafrat bhari nazron se dekhtay huay boleen aur phir dobara baqi teachers ki janib murr gayeen. Miss Hadia aur un ki sathiyon ne Miss Anaya ka murda sukarta wajood uthaya. Aur wo palak jhapaktay huay, sunehri Roshni kay jhamakon mein ghayab honay lageen. Aur kuch seconds mein hee lawn mein sirf main, adh muaa Khurram aur uskay karindon ki laashain reh gayeen. Hawa mein aik khunki see anay lagee thi. Khamooshi see cha rahi thi. Yahi waqt tha. Qurbani ka. Main ne aik nazar neechay paray Khurram ko dekha aur usay aik thudda maar kar uskay zinda honay ka itminaan kia. “Aah…” Uski cheekh ubhri. Kafi sakht jaan tha ye haramzada. Main dobara ghar ki taraf barha aur rahdaari se hota. Yumna kay room pe pohncha. Main ne dastak dee tou andar se ghutti ghutti chekhon ki awaz ayee. “Main hoon… Shani…its safe now… bahar ajayen aap log…” Meri awaz mein aik ajab sa thehrao tha. Lock khula aur andar se Jana, Rida aur Yumna kay khofzada chehray baramad huay. “What.. what happened Shani..?” Jana ne poocha “Aao bahar ajao… main ne aap sab se kaha than a kay aik zaroori meeting karni hay…?” Main ne unkay bahar atay he poocha. “HHhaa… magar Shani bhai iss.. waqt?” Rida ne badastoor tootay huay sheeshay kay darwazay ko sehmi hui nazron se dekhtay huay sawal kiya. “Sawalon ka time nahi… aao bahar chalain sab…. Lawn mein…” Main ne un teeno ko bari bari dekha aur bahar ki taraf cqadam barha diye. Tootay darwazay se bahar atay he sab ka mu hairat o khauf se khula reh gaya. Rida ki dabi hui cheekh numayan thi. Lawn mein ird gird lashain theen aur beech mein karahta Khurram. “Ahh… Khurram uncle, dekhain kon kon aya hay aap se milnay…” Main ne shetani hansi kay saath Khurram ko mukhatib kiya. Aur wo karrahta hua deeday phaar kay dekhnay laga. Uski ankhon pe uska apna he khoon laga hua tha. Main jhuka aur main ne apni asteen se uski ankhain saaf keen. “Aray dekhain tou sahi…” Main ne tanzia se andaz mein kehtay huay uska sar thaam kar un teeno ki janib kiya. “Dekh… wo jisay tu apni apsara kehta tha… jis kay husool mein tu itna chutia ho gaya kay khud ko giraftaar kar betha…. Hahaha…” Main ne uska tamaskhar uraya. “Meri ijazat na hoti, tou Jana, teri apsara tujh pe thookti bhi nahi… samjha Khurram Saith??” Wo bus karrahay ja raha tha…. Lekin abhi tou aur teer daghnay thay us mein. Main ne kharay hotay huay Yumna ko grebaan se pakar kay kheencha aur Khurram ki taraf dhakka dia. “Tumhari nakcharhi biwi Yumna… wohi Yumna jo tujhay khud ko haath na laganay deti thi… lekin teray aur apnay liye jawan jimson ka bandobast, teri marzi se karti thi…” Main ne Yumna ko dhakka detay huay kaha aur phir un dono kay paas gaya. Main ne Yumna ko balon se pakra. “Aah…” Wo cheekhi. “Dekh Khurram. Teray baad main ne isko teri khwahish kay mutabiq apni rakhel banaya. Kyunkay tu tou isko talaq dekar apni apsara kay saath berun e mulk bhaagna chahta tha na? Hain… bata isko….” Main ne aik baar phir Yumna kay balon ko jhatka dia aur wo cheekhi. “Teri biwi magar sirf meri he rakhel nahi rahi… balkay main ne isay kisi aur ki rakhel bhi bana dala hay… janta hay kiski?” Main ne qehqaha lagaya. “Dilawar Khan ki…. Haan Khurram main ne teri biwi ko Dilawar Khan se chudwaya… hahaha….” Khurram ki ankhon mein bebasi thi aur uskay chehray pe uskay khoon kay saath saath karb… Dilawar Khan kay naam pe wo aik lamhay ko pharka… shayad izhaar e nafrat tha ye… “Sirf yahi nahi Khurram saith… tu janta hay kay teri biwi kay pait mein kia pal raha hay…?” Main ne apnay haath mein pakra khanjar Yumna kay pait pe phera aur Yumna ne khof se ankhain band kar leen. “Dilawar Khan ka!” Main ne saffak andaz se ankhon ko uski ankhon mein daaltay huay kaha. Khurram ki halat ghair horahi thi. “Kyun, apnay dushman kay haathon apni biwi ki kokh bharnay pe khush nahi huay tum Khurram saith?” Main ne tanzia andaz se kehtay huay Yumna kay baal choray aur uth khara hua. “Chalo khair hay… lekin teri biwi ki tarha… teri beti ko bhi main ne apni rakhel bana kar uska istehsaal kia hay Khurram… kia tu ye jaanta hay?” Main ne Rida ki taraf murttay huay kaha aur jhat se usko khenchtay huay Khurram kay paas dhakka dia. “Aaah.. Shani bhaii…. Wwhhhat are you ddoing…?” Rida wesay he in haalaat se, Khurram ko yoon paradekh kay… aur apni ma kay pregnant honay ka sun kay saktay main thi. “SShhhh…” Main ne uskay honton pe khanjar rakha. “Nahi meri chirya. Aaj tum chup raho gee… bus suno gee….” Wo dar kay maray kaanpnay lagi. Mera ye roop us ne na dekha tha. Main Khurram ki taraf ghooma tou wo ghaans pe loat raha tha. Usko apnay ghussay ka izhar karna mushkil tha. Uskay mu se thook ka jhaag nikal raha tha. “Haan Khurram… teri Azeez, chaheti beti Rida… jisay main ne na sirf khud apni randi bana kay rakha… balkay….” Main ruka aur Khurram ki halat ko enjoy kartay huay Rida ko dekha. “Balkay isay bhi teri biwi ki tarhan auron se chudwaya hay! Janta hay kis se?” Main ne khanjar Rida ki thori pe rakha. “Tu kehta than a kay Rida off limits hay… meri dastaras se bahar hay? Tou sun Khurram saith… meray ilawa teri beti ko Jawed Khan ne bhi thonka hay… Jawed Khan…Dilawar Khan ka chota bhai!” Main ne aisa qehqaha lagaya jesay usko inaam ghar mein koi inaam dia ho. Khurram baqaida ghaans pe zakhmi gainday ki tarha loat loat kar ahtijaaj kar raha tha. “Hahaha… Lekin baat yanhi khatam nahi hoti… tu janta hay kay teri biwi ki tarha… teri ye aziz beti bhi pregnant hay?” Main ne aik aur bomb giraya Khurram pe. “HH..haraamzzz..zzzadaayyy… ttu… tuuu…” Wo is se agay kuch na bol pa raha tha kyunkay ghussay se uskay mu se thook jhaag ban ban kay nikal raha tha. “Oh magar ghabrao nahi… isay pregnant main ne nahi kiya…” Main ne masnooi sa mu banaya. “KKiaa?” Rida ki bay sakhta see hairat bhari “kiaa?’ nikli. “Haan meri chirya. Tujhay farm house pe sharab kay nashay mein dhutt kara kay… teray andar main ne nahi…. Jawed Khan ne apna bacha dala hay… hahahaha!” Main ne shetain andaz mein hejaan khez se qehqaha lagatay huay Khurram ko dekha. Wo apna sar zameen pe maar raha tha. “AAhhh… Rida….” Wo ro raha tha. Main ne apna chehra uskay khoon alood chehray kay qareeb kar kay usko ghussay se kaha. “Haan Khurram Saith…. Teray dushmano se teri biwi aur beti ko chudwa kay hamal se kiya hay main ne….. Tu ne mera khandan ujara… main ne tera khandan…” Main ne khanjar kin ok Jana ki thori se hatayee. Wo sehmi hui, khof aur hairat se mujhay dekh rahi thi. Usay yaqeen nahi araha tha kay wo meray bachay kin ahi, Jawed kay bachay ki ma bannay wali thi. USay sakta sa ho gaya tha. Main un teeno ko chor kar utni he heraan, pareshan aur khofzada Jana ki taraf mura aur main ne uska haath apnay hath mein liya. “Jana… meri Jaan. Ghabrao nahi… Khurram kay khandan ka anjaam uskay saath he hona tha… aisay he hona tha… yahi likha tha.” Main ne usay jesay haqeeqat kay atal faislon se roshna sa karaya. Lekin wo abhi bhi kaanp rahi thi. “Daro nahi Jana. This is the time. Tumharay khwab sach honay walay hain… wo tabeerain jo main ne tumhain batayeen theen… aaj unkay pooray honay ka waqt aan puhncha hay…. yaqeen karo Jana…. Is sab mein se bus tum he surkhroo hogi… Devi ban kay ubhro gee…” Main uska haath thamay kahay ja raha tha aur wo khofzada ankhon se mujhay dekh rahi thi. Yakayak aisa laga jesay asmaan pe aik tara lamhay bhar ko chaand se bhi ziada Roshni se chamka ho. Main ne sar uthaya aur meray chehray pe muskurahat agayee. Wo Zuhra tha. Planet Venus. Lawn mein ghaans se jesay siyaah aur gehra laal dhooan se uthnay laga. “SShani… what… is happening?” Jana ghabratay huay mujh se aa chipki. Zameen se nikalta laal aur kala dhuaan ooper fiza mein phelta hua pooray ghar ko tezi se apni lapait mein lenay laga. Kisi saaye ki tarha. Aur lamhon mein poora ghar, jesay duniya se katt chuka tha. Sirf laal aur siyah saaye jhilmila rahay thay. Aur phir andheron mein se aik hewla baramad hua. Jana, Yumna aur Rida ki cheekhain… goonjnay lageen. Meray ilaway, sab ka dar kay maray bura haal tha… Sister Katherine apni tamamtar purhol wajood kay saath jalwa gar ho gayeen. “Shahnawaz urf Shani…” Unki shanasa, haibat naak awaz meri samaat, aur pehli baar, idhar mojood sab ki samaat se takrai. “Sister Katherine… aap ne apni amad ka sharf bakhsha… apka shukriya.” Main ne modibana andaz mein sark ham kiya. “Main Akasha se kiya wada poora karnay se pehlay… apna maqsad poora karna chahta hoon… main tayyar hoon… Sister Katherine… I’m ready!” Main ne junooni se andaz mein un se kaha tou unkay chehray pe makrooh muskurahat agayee. “Apna muqadma pesh karo Shani… waqt kam hay….” Unki awaz lehrati hui fiza mein gumm hogayee. Main ne zameen pe giray paray Khurram, Yumna aur Rida ko dekha. “Aik kay badlay mein dou… jo mujh se na hon….” Main ne bawaz e nbuland kaha. “Yahi qeemat thi. Yahi saza thi. Kia main ne Andekhi Duniya kay asoolon ko badlany kay liye sahi qurbaniyon ka intikhaab kiya?” Meri baat sun kay Sister Katherine ki mukurahat phelti chali gayee. Gaalon se, unki ankhon tak! Aisa lag raha thay jesay unkay mu pe bus sirf unki khofnaak smile kay ilawa kuch nahi tha! “Beshak, Shahnawaz urf Shani…. Tumhara intikhaab durust hay…” Unkay baray hotay mu se bhayanak see awaz nikli jesay kisi bala ki hoti hay. Jana, Yumna aur Rida ki khofzada, badhawas cheekhain abhi bhi ubhar rahi theen, lekin mujhay in se koi sarokaar na tha is waqt. “Kia meri qurbani Andekhi Duniya kay asooloon kay tehat qabool kee gayee hay?” Main ne usi tarha zor se bola. “Kia Huma aur mera honay wala bacha… mehfooz rahain gey?” Sister Katherine aik dam se Yumna aur Rida ki janib terti hui barheen. Unki holnaak cheekh o pukaar kaano ko phaar daalnay ko buht thi. “Qabool hui…. Shahnawaz urf Shani… tumhari qurbani qabool hui!” Sister Katherine ye burburatay huay Yumna aur Rida ki taraf fiza mein terti barhti raheen… aur saath he sab ki cheekhain bhi. Sister Katherine ka Jabra, yakayak thakk kar kay neechay girta hua ground ko touch ho gaya… un ka mu phelta hua apnay hajam se 100 guna bara hogaya. Khof kay maray Jana meray peechay khari saakit thi. Main ne aik akhri nazar Yumna aur Rida pe daali. Mujhay afsos nahi tha… lekin aik chubhan zaroor thi. Main ne masoom Rida ko warghala kay usko corrupt kar kay… us kay saath buht waqt bitaya tha. Usko khoob istimaal kia tha…. Aur ab wo khof kay maray cheekhtay pukartay, aik haibat naak maut se kuch lamhon ki doori pe thi. Shayad wo ye deserve nahi karti thi. Bechari. Nimra ki tarha…. Main ne bojhal see zuban se akhri baar unko mukhatib kiya. “I’m sorry… Meray paas koi aur chara nahi tha… main majboor tha… hosakay tou mujhay maaf kardena Rida…” Aur is se pehlay kay main apna jumla mukammal karta. Sister Katherine ne apna mu poora khol kay Rida ki taangon ko apnay mu mein bhar liya… “AAAAAAhhh… AAAAHHHHH SHANII BHAIIII…. AAHHHH PLEASEEE… ISAY ROKKAin… ISAY ROKKKKAAAAAAHHHHHGGHHHHH!!!!!” Rida ki akhri dildoz cheekhain jesay dum tortay huay aik dam ghutt gayeen. Aur phir chatakhti haddiyon ki awazain ayeen… aur meri ankhon mein ansoo. Aik lamhay mein Rida kay sath bitaya gaya har lamha meri nigahon kay samnay film ki tarha ghoom gaya. Ah Rida… meri chirya… meri deewani, qurbaan hogayee. “Meri bachiiii!.... AAAAhhh!! Meri bachi!!!” Yumna cheekh cheekh kay Sister Katherine ko apni beti ki haddiyan hazam kartay dekh rahi thi. Khurram ki ankhain bhi phatti hui theen jin se khoon aur ansoo beh rahay thay. Us mein bolnay kin ahi bas dekhnay aur ronay ki sakat thi. Sister Katherine ka mu Rida ko bharnay kay baad phir se chota hogaya. Aur jab uski haddiyan chatakhni band hueen tou wo Yumna ki taraf barhi. “Mujhay maaf kardo… .nahi please…. Please mujhay maaf kardo….meri bachi ko khaa gayee …. Aaah…. Mujhay nahi….” Yumna rotay huay ghaans pe ghisat ghisat ke Sister Katherine se duur honay ki baykar justuju kar rahi thi. Aur phir Sister Katherine ka wohi mu dobara khulta chala gaya… Yumna ne ankhain band kar leen aur wo badastoor heziyani andaz mein cheekhay ja rahi thi. “Mujhay bacha lo… mujhay bacha lo…. Aaahhhh Shani… AAAAHHHHHHHKKKKHhhhh….” Sister Katherine ka mu Yumna pe jhapta aur unkay daant uskay jism mein garr gaye. Khoon kay fawwaray phootnay lagay aur Yumna ki dikharash cheekhain ghuti hui madham honay lageen. Aik jhatkay se Sister Katherine ne Yumna ko apnay mu mein poora bhara aur phir unka mu chota hota chala gaya…. Yumna ki haddiyon ki chatakhti awazain ayeen aur … aur qissa tamam…. Ab koi nahi cheekh raha tha. Meray peechay Jana saakit khari thi… phatti phatti ankhon se kabhi Sister Katherine ko dekhti aur mujhay. Khof ne usay munjamind kardiya tha. Fiza mein bus Khurram ki siskiyaan goonj rahi theen. Main ne nam hui ankhon ko asteen se saaf kia. Janay walay chalay gaye thay. Qurbani qabool. Main ne aik baar Sister Katherine ko dekha, aur phir Khurram ki taraf barha “Dekha Khurram Saith. Tera khandan khatam hogaya. Chutkiyon mein duniya se ghayab. Naam o nishaan bhi na milay ga kisi ko…” Wo bilak bilak kay ro raha tha. “Mera haqeeqi intiqaam aaj… is lamhay poora horaha hay…! Kitni qurbaniyan deen hain main nr is intiqaam kay liye janta hay?” Main ne uskay pait pe aik laat maari. “UUmmmmhhhh…” Wo karah kay reh gaya. “Ab tera bhi anjaam duur nahi… apnay biwi beti se mukhtalif nahi… kia tu tayyar hay?” Main ne jootay ki nok se uski thori ooper ki. Us ne ansoo aur khoon bharay chehray ko hilaya. Main ne palat kar Sister Katherine ko dekha. “Aik akhri qurbani… aap kay is tarha meri madad karnay aur mujhay raah dikhanay kay badlay mein… meri taraf se… qabool karain…” Sister Katherine ka chehra phir se holnaak muskurahat se bharr gaya. Main ye dekhta hua aik lamhay ko hansa aur phir murta hua Jana ki taraf barh gaya. Meri pusht se Khurram ki dard bhari aahain aur ghuti ghuti cheekon ki awaz aati rahi. Jana usko Sister Katherine ka niwala bantay, chupp khari dekhti rahi. Khurram Saith aur uska khandan… Sister Katherine ki khuraak ban chuka tha. Unki qurbani poori hui… aur meri shuru. Main saktay mein chup khari Jana kay paas puhncha aur main ne uski thori phir se uthatay huay uski peshani pe bosa diya. “Its over Jana… its all over….” Meray aisa kehnay pe uski nigahain jesay harkat mein agayeen. Usko ahsaas hua kay us ne abhi kia ajab khofnaak aur mafooq ul fitrat manazir dekhay hain. “Shani… SShhh… shani…” Wo kaanpnay lagi. “Khaa gayee… wo sab ko zzz.. zinda kha gayee Shani…” Uskay ansoo behnay lagay. Aur wo Sister Katherine ko dekh dekh kay thartharanay lagi. “Shhhh… shhhh. Its ok. Khurram aur uskay khandan ko aisay he zawal ana tha Jana… wo mitt gaya… lekin tum! Tumharaye urooj hay… tum ubhro gee… tumharay khwaab tabeer paa lengay….!” Us pe kapkapi taari thi. Wo apna matha meray mathay se tek kay ro rahi thi aur main uskay haseen lums ko akhri baar mehsoos kartay huay usay uski haqeeqat se ashna karanay ki naakaam koshish. “Waqt aa chuka hay Shahnawaz urf Shani…” Uqub se Sister Katherine ki awaz goonji. Main ne apna matha uskay mathay se alag kia. “Tum devi ho Jana. Akasha ka naya janam… uski nayee soorat….” Meray haath aur meri awaz kaanpnay lagi thi. “Main ne kaha than a kay tum ubhro gee… haan meri jaan tum ubhro gee….” Meray hath mein mojood khanjar, pooray ghar ko lapitay huay siyaah o laal juilmilatay badalon kay saath jhilmilaya. Main ne bari mushkil se thook nigaltay huay apna khanjar wala hath uthaya “Lekin… ubharnay se pehlay… tumhain marna hoga….” Jana ne aik dam meray jumlay pe mujhay khozada aur sawaliya ankhon se dekha… “I’m sorry Jana… meri Jaan…” main us se akhri martaba hamkalam hua. Aur is se pehlay kay wo kuch bolti main ne apnay lab uskay labon se mila diye. Kia saroor tha in labon ka. Huma se lakh mohobbat sahi… lekin Jana…. Uffff Jana…. Meri banhon mein qaid Jana… jiska zamana deewana tha wo Jana…. Mera haath aik lamhay peechay hua aur main ne uskay honton ko apnay honton mein qaid rakhtay huay khanjar uskay seenay mein utaar diya….!!! “MMhhhhhhhhh….” Jana dard se kasmasai aur us ne mujhay mazbooti se thaam liya. Uski ankhain phel gayeen. Unhi sawaliya andaz mein, jesay Miss Anaya ki meri aghosh mein akhri saansain letay pheli theen. Meri aankhon se ansoo rawan hogaye aur uski grift dheeli hoti gayee. USka bemisaal wajood meri banhon kee qaid mein dhalakta gaya. Ah… Jana… Main ne ankhain band kartay huay uskay murda wajood ko apni banhon se azad kar diya…. “Tum surkhroo huay Shahnawaz urf Shani…” Uqub se Sister Katherine ki awaz phir se ubhri. Main ne ankhain kholeen tou meray samnay neechay lawn pe Jana ki laash pari thi. USkay seenay mein wohi khanjar ghupa hua tha… jahan se khoon nikalta huay lawn ki ghaans pe phel raha tha… Aaj kee raat… qurbaniyon ki raat thi… Bus ab aik aur… aik aur baqi thi. Meri qurbani! Main Jana kay murda jism ko dekhta hua ansoo he baha raha tha kay meray samnay sunehri Roshni Bijli ki tarha chamki. Main ne foran se samnay dekha tou Sister Sarah khari theen. Meri mohsina. Meri devi. Meri maut. Lekin ye wo Sister Sarah nahi theen… jin ki tasveer meray zehn mein naqsh thi. Unka chehra sadiyon purana lag raha tha… unki khoobsurti maanid par chuki thi… Wo bamushkil langar kay chalti hui mujh tak puhnchi. Aik nazar unhon ne Jana kay murda jism ko dekha aur phir mujhay. Unka chehra, jesay pighal raha tha…. Toot toot kay bikhar janay ko tha. “Mujhay Khushi hay Shani…. Kay main ne tumhara intikhaab kiya….” Unki awaz jesay kisi barson beemar ki awaz lag rahi thi. “Tum ne Akasha kay mansoobon se inhiraaf zarur kiya… lekin apna wada na tora…! Shukriya tumhara Shani…. Agar meray bas mein hota…tou main zarur tum jesi azeem zee-rooh ki baqa ka koi zariya zarur dhoondhti… magar….” Wo dobara Jana ki lash ki taraf dekhtay huay boleen “Magar main Sister Sarah hoon… Akasha ki tarha daaim nahi. Barson is duniya ko Akasha ki kirno se munawwar karnay kay baad… ab meri rukhsat ka waqt hay… Aur Akasha kay naye janam ka…” Itna kehtay huay unhon ne sar utha kay meray peechay khari Sister Katherine ko dekha aur muskurayeen. “Aay Ghulon ki maa…. Meri hifazat karnay aur mujhay Akasha devi se roshnaas karanay kay shukria….” Sister Katherine fiza mein terti is taraf ayeen aur unhon ne apna sar khamm kiya. “Akasha ki roshniyaan tumhain rasta dikhayen Sister Sarah…” Aur phir aik hawa see chali… Sister Sarah ka wajood kirchi kirchi ho kay bikharnay laga. Khaak mein milnay laga. Jesay mitti ki moorat. Dekhtay he dekhtay… wo toot phoot kar khaak ho gayeen. Aur unki jaga… bus aik chamakta hua saya sa reh gaya… Yakayak saaye mein se sunehri Roshni phooti aur wo kisi sitaray ki tarha phatt gaya! Zarra zarra hogaya. Jesay buht se jugnooo har taraf phel gaye hon…. Siyah aur laal andhera jhilmilata hua sunehri roshniyon se chamak raha tha! Main ankhain pharay ye hairat angez manzar dekhay ja raha tha…. Jo shayad main kabhi phir na dekh sakta tha… balkay shayad koi insan nahi dekh sakta tha. Roshni kay zarray phir dhabbay se bannay lagay… aur aik doosray kay gird ghoomnay lagay…. Aik doosray se jurnay lagay. Hatta kay wo sab sunehri Roshni kay aik golay mein sama gaye… Wo gola terta hua Meray qadmon mein pari Jana ki laash pe aa puhcnha aur dobara se wohi tez hawa chalni shuru hui. Ghubaar urnay laga aur Main ne apni ankhain cover kar leen. Wo gola, ghoomta hua Jana kay murda jims mein saraiiyat kar gaya aur dekhtay he dekhtay uskay ird gird jama uska khoon jesay reverse mein play hota hua wapas uskay zakham mein jana shuru hua aur ‘puttt’ ki awaz kay saath uskay seenay mein pewast khanjar, nial kay side pe girr gaya. Jana abhi bhi wesay he pari thi. Lekin ab uska chehra maut ki safedi se nahi, balkay zindagi ki tamtamahat se chamak raha tha…. Uska zakham siray se ghayab ho chuka tha. Aisa lag raha tha jesay wo so rahi ho… bus jaganay kee der ho! “Tum saabit qadam rahay Shani…” Sister Katherine ki awaz ayee. Wo meray samnay khareen theen aur neechay Sunehri Roshni se jagmagati Jana ki dekh rahi theen. “Bus ab apnay khoon se… is ehed ki Akasha ko zinda kardo!” Unhon ne apna haath utha kar ghaans pe paray khanjar ki janib ishara kiya. Main ne unko dekhtay huay kaanptay haathon se jhuk kar khanjar uthaya. “Meri biwi aur bacha… Akasha ki zamanat mein…” Main ne unki surkh ankhon mein dekhtay huay kaha. “Aapki madad ka behad shukriya….. Gggg…Goodbye…Sister Katherine…” “Jo hona hay wo kar guzro… isi mein tumhari baqa hay…” Wo haibat naak muskurahat kay saath sar tazeem se jhukatay huay boleen. Main ne khanjar dono hathon se pakar kay usay apnay seenay kay samnay kiya. Maut faqat chand inch kay faaslay par thi. Aik jhatka, aik push…. Aur mera kaam tamam… devtaon kay khel mein mera kirdar khatam! Main ne aik baar apnay ghar ki imarat ko dekha. Meray kamray ki khirki se laga mujhay aik bachay ka wajood nazar aya. Farhan ka wajood. Yusuf se labrez. “Meray dost… mujh se kiya wada na bhoolna…” Main ne dil he dil mein Yusuf ko pukara aur ankhain band karleen. Ansoo palkon kay bojh se aur umad paray. Rukhsaron pe abshaar jaari thay. Main ne khanjar buland kia aur meray hathon ko jumbish hui… aur…!! Sab saakit hogaya… Mujhay laga kay shayad main ne khanjar apnay seenay mein utaar diya hay… Abhi bus dard meray seenay se hota meray rooain rooain mein phelnay ko he hay…. zindagi, hamesha kay liye, maut ki aghosh mein sonay ko hay… Magar seconds guzar gaye… mujhay koi dard mehsoos na hua. Main ne dartay dartay ankhain kholeen…aur mera saans jesay ooper ka ooper aur neechay ka neechay ruk gaya! Khanjar, meray seenay se mehez milimeters kay faslay pe tha. Lekin sab kuch saakit ho chuka tha. Aisa lag raha tha kay main jam gaya hoon. Waqt ka dhara itna sust ho gaya tha kay aik second ka hazarvaan hissa bhi kayee sadiyon jesa lagay! Meray hath per, jism… sab munjamid sa tha. Sirf main he nahi… sab kuch munjamid tha…! Main ne aas paas nazrain doraeen. Sister Katherine ki ankhon se umadti laal Roshni jesay kisi lakeer ki tarha nazar arahi thi. Waqt mein thami hui. Neechay pari Jana kay jism se nikalti sunehri shuaain bhi aisa he kuch manzar pesh kar rahi theen… Kia ye maut thi? Kia marnay kay baad sab aisay he munjamid hojata hay? Lekin khanjar tou abhi meray jism ko chuaa bhi nahi…? Bus mera zehn wahid cheez thi jo is thamay huay lamhay mein azad thi. Aur phi rain meray samnay… khila mein jesay neeli se kirnain naacheen. Wo chakkar kaat kaat kay aik jaga gol gol ghoomnay lageen. Yakayak…us chakkar mein se aik siyaah dhaba ubharnay laga…. Aur phelnay laga…. Hatta kay aik siyaah sooraakh sa, neeli Roshni kay gol chakkar ki had tak phel gaya… Sister Katherine ki ankhon se nikalti laal Roshni ki munjamid lakeer… aik dam se dobara waqt ki qaid se azad hogai. Sister Katherine ne jesay aik jhurjhuri see lee aur wo terti hui us siyaah soorakh kay paas ja puhnchi. Waqt abhi bhi thama hua tha… siwaye sister Katherine… aur us chakkar khaati neeli kiran kay… Aur phir… Us siyaah soorakh se aik saya sa baramad hua… Jesay koi darwazay se daakhil hota hay… Wo saya … phir wajood mein dhalta gaya… Neelay wajood mein… Aik qadray chotay qad kay… mazboot jisam walay neelay wajood mein! Uskay chehra bezvi tha. Hont patlay aur siyahi mayal thay, zard delay matkati choti ankhain aur behad kushada peshani… jidhar kuch nishaan banay huay thay! Ye yaqeenan Maymaar tha! Safdar ki baaton wala Maymaar! Us ne jo naqsha kheencha tha wo haqeeqat se ziada mukhtalif na tha! Sister Katherine ne uskay samnay tazeem se sar jhukaya. “Aay Belial kay, Azmoday kay perokaar! Teri amad pe waqt thehray!” Maymaar ne ajeeb see ghair murai muskurahat kay saath Sister Katherine ko dekha. Uski awaz qadray bhaari thi. Garajti hui. “Tera shukriya… Aay Ghulon ki Maa… tujhay teri khurak sada milay!” “Waqt ka thamna… teri taqat ka mazhar! Bata is ruki hui ghari mein baqa ka konsa rasta khula hay…?” Sister Katherine ne haath utha kay meri janib ishara kia. Maymaar meri taraf mutawajja hua… aur fiza mein terta hua meri janib anay laga. Us ne apna haath agay kar ka do ungliyaan meri janib keen aur ankhain band kar leen. Achanak mujhay aisa laga kay meray jism mein jaan arahi ho. Maymaar ne ankhain aik dam dobara se kholeen aur khanjar meray haath se gir para… mera jism ab munjamid nahi tha! Main ne apnay seenay aur apnay chehray pe haath laga kay mehsoos kia kay sab Salamat hay tou Maymaar ne mujhay mukhatib kiya “Aay Akasha kay madadgaar… tera maqsad… Akasha kay mansoobon se juda ho kar… Maymaaron kay sochay gaye mustaqbil se jurr gaya hay!” “MM…main…main samjha nahi…” Main ne bolnay ki koshish see ki “Tujhay fana nahi Akasha kay madadgaar! Kyunkay tu is pal mein haqdaar hay! Tera ujagar hona… Maymaron ka ujagar hona hoga!” US ne meri janib ankhain tirchi kartay huay kaha. Aur main uski paheliyon mein gum hota ja raha tha. Uff… kesi ajab jadoonagri thi ye! “Shahnawaz Urf Shani…” Sister Katherine ki awaz ubhri “Akasha ki taqatain… Akasha ki rooh…. Usay khojti hay hay jo us jesa ho. Jazbaat main, ahsaasaat mein…. Har asbaat mein! Aur usay parakhnay ka kaam Akasha ki taqatain az khud anjaam deti hain! “Jesay is ehed mein uski roshni ne Jana ko chuna…Akasha ka awwtaar bannay kay liye…. Lekin meri, aur mujh se juri hastiyon ki nazar mein iski haqdaar Jana nahi!” Sister Katherine ne mujhay samjhatay huay posheeda haqeeqaton kay tanay banay joray. Maymaar ki peeli ankhain chamkeen aur us ne mujhay mukhatib kia “Akasha ki taqatain atal hain… aur unka chunao bhi…magar! Jo dikhti duniya mein waqt ki raftaar ko qaboo mein rakhtay hain… wo aik lamhay mein uskay faislon ko qaid kar kay… munjamid kar kay… unhain badalnay ka samaan bhi peda kar saktay hain!” Aisi dimagh ko nichor denay wali pecheedgiyon ko samajhnay ki quwwat, meray paas na thi… lekin najanay kyun mujhay aisa lag raha tha jesay sab kuch meray zehn mein naqsh ho raha hay. Har lafz, har jumla. “Tumhari mehbooba ko Akasha ne zarur chuna tha, is janam kay liye… lekin hum samajhtay hain kay us se behtar umeedwaar tum ho!” Zindagi mein pehli baar Sister Katherine ne meray liye koi gambheer baat asaan ki thi! Ah… ye kaisa janjaal hay! Har mor pe badaltay halaat aur naqabil e yaqeen waqiyaat, meri kahani ka lazmi juzv bantay ja rahay thay! “Agar tum, Akasha kay aglay janam ko zindagi denay kay bajaye…. Us se zindagi cheen lo!” Sister Katherine ne usi khofnaak muskurahat kay saath kaha. “Mmm…matlab main… Akasha… ya Jana ko jalwa gar na honay doon?” Kuch kuch main samajh raha tha… Sister Katherine Maymaar ki janib mureen aur wo delay chamkatay huay bola “Bedaar honay se pehlay he… Akasha kay is janam ki umeedwaar agar fana ho jaye… tou is munjamid lamhay mein… teray siwa Akasha ki rooh ka, uski taqaton ka aur koi haqdaar nahi hoga!” Maymaar ne akhir mein aik bhayanak sa qehqaha lagaya jesay badal garjay hon! Main rukay waqt se azaad hotay bhi saakit hogaya tha. Kia waqai isi mein meri baqa hay? YAqeenan! Sister Katherine ne mujh se fareb nahi kia hay… wo akhir dam tak meray bhalay ka soch rahi theen tou haan yaqeenan! Mujhay aisa he karna chahiye! “Uthao wo khanjar… aur ghonp daalo isay Jana kay jism mein…. Usi tarha jesay kuch lamhay qabal ghonpa tha… ” Sister Katherine se meri sochain chupi na theen. Meray asaab pe aik ajab se bechaini see chanay lagi. Jesay Sunehri Roshni meray jism se nikalna chahti ho… Meray samnay jesay 14 tabaq se khultay mehsoos ho rahay thay… jesay duniya bhar ka ilm meray zehn mein utar raha ho… Haan…. Ye taqatain mujhay milni chahiyen! Main ne qurbanian deen hain! Main ne sitam jhelay hain! Main! Main! Main! Meray andar jesay aag lag gayee thi. Jesay meray andar bharakta sunehri shola control se bahar ho gaya ho…. Jesay wo sab jala de ga…. Mujhay bhi. Koi anhoni taqat mujhay Akasha ki taqaton ko apni muthi mein qaid karnay pe majboor kar rahi thi. Is se agay aur is se peechay koi soch na thi… koi gham na tha… Koi Huma, koi Jana… Koi intiqaam… koi badla…. Kuch nahi! Bus taqat. Lazawal taqat! Is lamhay mein qaid. Meri dastaras mein! Main ne khanjar uthatay huay apnay dimagh pe chatay is hejaan se larna band kardiya… aur mujhay aisa laga jesay aik leher see meray ooper aa kay guzar gayee ho. Jis ne mujhay jala dala ho…. Kuch naya bana dala ho… Main kuch kho raha tha…. Aur kuch kho chuka tha… Main ne ird gird phelay, is lamhay mein thamay, saakit patton, laashon aur Jana ko dekha. Main Jana ki chamakti body se nikalti thehri hui shuaaon ko dekhtay huay jhukta gaya. Meray ghutnay ghaans pe tik gaye. Main uskay samnay dozanoo hua betha tha. Apnay dono hathon mein khanjar ko mazbooti se pakartay huay main ne usay Jana kay seenay ka ooper buland kia. Aaj main Jana ko doosri baar qatal karnay wala tha. Aik dafa Akasha ki baqa kay liye aur doosri dafa apni baqa kay liye! Main ne chinghaartay huay, poori taqat se, apnay baazuon ko neechay ki taraf jhatka aur mera waar… khali nahi gaya tha! Jana kay wajood se aik dam jesay zindagi gul hogayee. Uska delo malai husn se bhara, uska chehra dekhtay dekhtay mitti mein badalnay laga… aur kuch he lamhon mein meray samnay Jana nahi balkay us jesi aik mitti ki moorat pari thi… Lamhon mein he uska benazeer devion wala jism khaak mein mil chuka tha!! Na ab wo insaan rahi thi, na he devi…. Bus maazi ki aik parchai jisay dikhti aur andekhi duniyaon mein koi muqaam hasil na hoga… Yaadon ka aik hissa. Aik, fard, aik baab, aik bhooli dastaan! Us mitti ki moorat kay khaak mein miltay hee us mein se sunehri Roshni ka aik gola ubhra… jo aik jhamakay se phatt kar… nanhay nanhay sunehry zarrat mein tabdeel hogaya…. Wo jitni tezi se ird gird phelay…. Utni he tezi se wapas simatnay lagay…. Meray wajood mein…. Mujh mein saraiiyat kartay huay meray insani wajood ko jala kay raakh karnay lagay… neest o nabood karnay lagay. Main shayad waqai mar chuka tha. Meray dil se ahsaasaat, jazbaat, waqiyaat… pighal pighal kay bhaap honay lagay thay. Mujhay sirf aur sirf sunehri kirno ko apnay jaltay badan mein saraiiyat karta mehsoos karna chahta tha. Apnay andar kay insaan ki maut hotay dekhna chahta tha. Meray samnay roshan hotay choda tabaq ab roshan he nahi… meri dastaras mein thay…. Aisa lag raha tha kay jis simt dekhoon…. Mujh pe sab kuch ayaan ho raha ho… Sab maloom ho sab jaanta hoon…. Aur phir achanak! Meray kaano mein lataadaad cheekhain goonjeen. Mard, aurat… jawan boorhi… har qism ki dildoz cheekhain! Main ne apnay kaano pe hath rakh diye. Aur kuch lamhon mein he cheekhain ghayab ho gayeen. Sab kuch saakit tha. Mujhay aisa mehsoos hua kay jesay mera hajam kuch barh chuka tha. Khud ko kayee gunah Tawana mehsoos kar raha tha. Ankhain kholeen tou dekha kay mera wajood… sunehri roshniyon se bana hua tha. Aik aik nass, aik aik baal. “Akasha ka naya wajood ujagar hota hay! Andekhi duniya ki grift se duur… Karnanoos ki dewwar se duur! Devta Akasha!!” Mujhay apnay samnay kharay Maymaar ki garajti barasti awaz, wapas us thehray huay lamhay mein le ayee. “Kia… main….?” Main ne khud ko dekhtay huay khud se sawal kia. “Main Akasha hoon?!” “Haan ye tum ho… aur tum he raho gey….lamhay thamain ya nahi…” Sister Katherine ne apni laal ankhain mujh pe gaartay huay jawab dia. Meray andar aik zakheera umad raha tha. Aik samandar thaathay maar raha tha. Meri dastaras mein sab tha… Main Akasha tha! Devta. Main Devi ko maar kay khud Devta ban betha tha. Main ne Sister Katherine se poocha “Aur wo cheekhain…. Wo saari cheekhain?” “Akasha ka har madadgar… wo sab jo is janam mein Akasha ki roshni mehsoos kar chukay thay… wo tumharay jalwagar hotay he tabdeeli ki leheron mein lipat kar fana ho gaye… Akasha kay mansoobay badal gaye hain…. Log badal gaye hain…Jo badalna nahi chahtay thay. Ye cheekhain un kee theen jin ko Akasha kay naye janam ne salb kardiya.” Sister Katherine ki awaz meray zehn mein goonji. Sab kay liye tabahi hay siwaye aik kay… “Akasha devta…” Maymaar apnay zard delon ko ghumatay huay garja “Tujhay devtaon kay khel mein aik ahem kirdaar ada karna hoga… Maymaaron ki jeet mein apna kirdar nibhana hoga! Apnay insani jazbaat ko isi jahan mein chor do… kyunkay ab, apni taqdeer kay faislay tum khud kar saktay ho. Tujhay devta hum ne banaya… aur tujhay is laiq samjha…” USki awaz mein tanbeeh bhi thi aur tadbeer bhi. Main ne apna sar kham kiya. “Tera ahsan, meri pechaan.. aay Maymaar…” “Uth aay devta… aur Maymaaron ki surang se us paar nikal ja!” Maymaar ne haath uthatay huay kaha aur us taraf ishara kia jahan neeli kirno kay dairay mein wo kala soorakh khila mein ubhra hua tha. “Akasha Devta… tumhain ab devtaon kay khel ka hissa banna hoga… devta ban kar apni chalain chalni hongi! Ab tum insani bikheron mein nahi… devtaaon kay muqabil kharay ho! Jao… aur Maymaaron ki surang se guzar jao…! Tumhara maqsad, tumhari haqeeqat, us paar tumhain milay gee!” Sister Katherine kay goonjtay alfaaz mein ahkaam thay aur isharay bhi. Maqsad! Naya maqsad… nayee manzil… bator e devta! Main us siyaah shigaaf ki taraf barha tou Maymaar ne Sister Katherine ki janib rukh kartay huay aik wehshat angez muskurahat kay saath poocha. “Andheron ki muhafiz Moira… bata Akasha ko kis raah bheja jaye…?” Sister Katherine ne apna choghay se sar nikaltay huay yakdam… fizaon mein kaheen ghuma kay idhar udhar dekha…aur unki laal nigahain aik point pe akar ruk gayeen. Jesay wo khilaon mein kisi ko ghoor rahi hon. Unkay lab hilay aur unhon ne zer e lab kuch kaha… kuch burburaya… jesay kisi se kuch keh rahi hon… aur phir unki makhsoos muskurahat unkay makrooh chehray pe agayee. Wo meri taraf dekhtay huay Maymaar se mukhatib hueen. “Shayad Akasha ko usi waqt mein jalwagar karna behtar hoga… jahan, hamaray mohtaram ‘Doctor Sahab’ janay walay hain….” Doctor Sahab? Ye kon hay??? Maymaar garajdar qehqaha lagatay huay hansa…. “Aisa waqt kabhi na tha… jab Ghulon ki Ma aur Maymaaron kay mansoobon mein kuch mukhtalif ho…” Ye kehtay huay us ne apni do ungliyan us shigaaf ki taraf kar kay ankhaon band keen… Yakayak siyaah shigaaf mein jesay aik dhundhli see tasveer aana shuru hogai. Jesay Maymaaron ki us surang se paar kuch dikh raha ho… Aik tapta sehra… aur us pe duur kaheen darakhton kay jhund…. Sooraj ki tapish mujhay saaf mehsoos ho rahi thi. “Guzar jaao surang se… aay maazi pe ghaalib Akasha Devta! Tumhari manzil tumhari muntazir hay!” Maymaar ne robdaar see awaz mein mujhay hokum sa diya. Main ne ird gird akhri baar dekha. Mujhay koi malaal na tha…. Koi dil mein kasak na thi. Main devta tha. Mujhay insani jazbaat ki qaid se azaadi thi! Is ghar mein… main devtaon ki taqat se jura… aik faani insaan aya tha.. aur ab… aik lafani devta ban kay ja raha tha. Yahi meri haqeeqat thi. Meri deo malai haqeeqat. Main Maymaaron ki surang kay us paar nazar atay manzar ko dekhta hua uski taraf barha. Sooraj kit apish aur barh gai… lekin meray andar ubaltay sunehri aag kay samandar kay agay kuch na thi. Main ne aik baar murr kay Sister Katherine ya… Ghulon ki Ma ko dekh kay hath hilaya. Aur unhon ne sar kham kar kay tazeem dee. Akasha devta ban kar… apni tamam tar hashar samaniyon kay saath… Main ne agla qadam Maymaaron ki soorang kay us paar rakh dia! Haan. Mujhay aik naya maqsad mila hay… Aik nayee shuruaat ho rahi thi! Aisi shuruaat, jiski khoj, meri khoj thi…. Akasha ki khoj thi… kyunkay main…. Haan main…. Akasha hoon! ~ KHATAM SHUD ~ BONUS SCENE! Siyaahi pheli thi. Taat aur sarkandon se bani mez pe wo jhuki… apnay hathon se us pe siyaah rang phela rahi thi. Uskay sar pe mojood jhonpray ki chatt tez sehrai hawaon se phar phara kar dil hilanay wali awaz peda kar raha tha. Shaam honay ko thi. Parinday asmano se badhawaas laut rahay thay. Duur duur tak sehra mein gard kay chakkar chaltay… jesay uska mazaq ura rahay thay… Magar wo siyahi phelanay mein magan thi. Toofano se bey khabar. “Mun umeed badah… ba mun benai badah!” Uskay lab hilay. Aur sargoshiyon mein wo inhi alfaaz ka vird karnay lagi…. Tez tez…. Hawaon se takar leti. Uskay samnay mez pe pheli siyaahi mein se aik dam… uskay lafzon ki tezi kay saath roshniyaan jhilmilanay lageen…! Aik manzar… siyaahi pe ubhar raha tha… Uski ankhain phel gayeen. Haan wohi tou thi! Ghulon ki Ma! Us Maymaar kay saath! Khila mein Maymaaron ki surang ka shigaaf… bhi nazar araha tha… Aur aik naya… koi naya bhi tha… Shayad koi Devta… Sunehri roshniyon mein ghira… Aur lamhay bhar mein usay samajh agaya… Poori kahani… poori dastaan! Wo unki janib siyahi mein dekhtay huay zer e lab goya hui “Main dekh sakti hoon tumhain. Parakh rahi hoon tumhain. Mustaqbil badal kay jalwagar honay walay Devta!” Aur phir usay aisa laga jesay us manzar mein se kisi ne usay dekh liya ho! Haan wo Ghulon ki Ma he thi! Jo apna chehra asmano ki taraf kiye… uski taraf kiye muskura rahi thi!!! “Aur main tumko dekh sakti hoon…!” Achanak se tez hawaon mein pharaktay uskay khaimay ki awaz se kaheen ziada zor se… Ghulon ki maa ki awaz garji!! “Chandni raaton ki Iyanna!” ~~THE END~~ END OF PART ONE: CHAHAR SHOLA SERIES – INTIQAAM THNAK YOU FOR READING. SEE YOU LATER IN PART TWO... شکریہ

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Update 41 Function ghar ma hi tha. Kafi ameer log lagte the. Kafi bara lawn tha unke ghar ka wahin sari arrangements ki gae thi. Car sa utarte wakat Madam boli Madam Shehnaaz:Dekho Razi tum 20 ke ho ma 25 ki lagte hum aik hi umar ke hn. Is liye plz ab Madam jee ya Shehnaaz jee ya aaesa wesa kuch naa bulaana. Simple mera name hi lena aaese jaise hum close friends hn. Me:ok Itne ma aik 40 45 salaa aurat ko dekh kar Madam Shehnaaz unki taraf chali gae. Ma ne bhi unki takleed ki. Unke kareeb puhnch kar wo thori unchi awaaz ma boli Madam:Hlo aunty. How are you?? Us aunty ne chaunk kar hamari taraf dekha or phir purjosh awaaz ma boli Aunty:are Shehnaaz beta. aa gae tum. Kitni dafa tumhaara puch chuki ha Bismah. Chalo jaldi sa uske pass jao. Baad ma mujh sa baat karna warna wo ghussa kar jae gi. Madam:acha aunty ma abhi jaati hn Or phir meri taraf mur ka dekha or bare betakalufaana andaaz ma boli Madam Shehnaaz:Acha Razi tum Aunty ki company ma function enjoy karo ma Bisma sa mil aao. Me:Haan haan jao tum.... Phir aunty ko gehri naxaroon sa dekhte hua baat complete ki Me: .......ma aunty ko bore nahi hone dn ga Aunty ne maani khaiz muskhuraahat sa meri taraf dekha or Shehnaaz mam bhi hansti hui wahan sa chali gae. Unke jaate Aunty ne muskuraa kar meri taraf dekha or boli Aunty:aao betho Razi.......Razi hi name ha naa tumhaara??? Me:Jee Aunty. Or aapka??? Aunty:Meraaa naameeeee....... Shaista ha. Me:bohot pyaara name ha aapka Aunty Aunty maani khaiz lehje ma boli Aunty:Aunty mat kahoo burhaape ki feeling aati ha.Shaista hi keh lo Me:No problem Shaista jee Shaista:Are wo ma to bhool hi gae Soft drink lo ge ya hard drink?? Ma thora unki taraf jhukte hue bola Me:Harrrrd Driinkkkk.... Nahi abhi soft drink sa hi kaam chala lete hn hard drink aapke saath akele ma piun ga. Aunty ke chehre par muskuraahat phael gae. Unho na waiter ko ishara kar ke bulaya or do Soft drinks ke glass mangwaye. Cola peene tak hamare dono ke darmayaan koi baat naa hui. Ma aunty ke nasheeb o faraz check karne laga. Shaista ka badan kafi bhara bhara tha jaisa ke is umar ki auraatoon ka aamumaan hota ha lekin bedhaanga nahi tha. Aik munasib shape ma tha unka jisam.Boobs kafi bhari saath ma mutnaasib sa nikla hua pait or kohle bohot hi khubsurat.Aunty ne bohot mehnaat sa khud ko maintain kiya hua tha. Khair Cold drink ke baad Aunty boli Shaista:Acha tum enjoy karo. Ma zra shadi ke maamlaat dekh ln. Mehmaano sa mil ln. Aur haan mujh sa mile bagair waapis naa jaana. Me:Shaista jee aap bilkul fikar naa karein. Apna full intro karwaa ke jaon ga. Wo muskuraa kar wahan sa uth khari hui. Ma bhi idhar udhar ghoomti larkiyoo ko taarne laga. Kabhi koi guzaarti to Hello Hi ho jaati. Takreebn ghanta derh guzaar chuka tha. Mehmaan puhnch chuke the. Nikkah hone laga to ma peche aik side pe aa kar khra ho gya. Tabhi mujhe aik jaani pehchaani si awaaz sunae di TUM TUM RAZI HO NAA??????? Is sa pehle ke ma uski taraf dekhta wo larki mere gardan ma baazo daal kar mujh sa lipaat gae. Ma thora sa hichakchaya utni der ma wo mujh sa alehda hui to ma ne uske chehre ki taraf dekha to or dekhte hi pehchaan liya. Wo Sara thi. Jee haan Sara thi. Me:Are chismish.Ullu ki aankhoo waali tu kahan sa ullu ki tarah aadhi raat ko tapak pari ha. Sara:Mujhe Ullu kehte ho aapna aap to dekho langoor ki tarha lambe ho gae ho. Uske kad mujh se chota tha thora.Wo aik dafa phir sa uchaali or meri gardan ma baahein daal kar mujh sa lipat gae or boli Sara:Pata ha tumhein yahan dekh kar mujhe kitni khushi ho rahi ha. Kahan chale gae the. Aik dafa bhi mera pata nahi kiya ke kiss haal ma hn?? Kabhi yaad nahi aai kya meri??? Ma ne bhi uski kamar ke gird haath band kar usse zor sa apne saath daba liya or bola Me:tum konsa meri bivi ho ke jiski yaad aati mujhe?? Usne meri kamar par mukka maara or boli Sara:Tumhein mujh sa shadi nahi karni to naa sahi mujhe to karni ha tum sa shadi?? Me:Really??? Wo neche utar gayi lekin ma ne uski kamar sa haath nahi hataye.Wo mujh sa chipaaki meeri aankho ma dekhte hue boli Sara:Just joking. Itne keh kar wo mujh sa alehda ho gae. Hum dono chairs par beth gae. Ma ne pucha Me:aur sunaeye doctor sahibaa Aunty Uncle kaise hn?? Mete sawal par uske chehre par ghusse or ghum ke saaye aik saath lehraaye phir wo khud ko kaabo karte hue boli Sara:Mummy ka to Inteqaal ho gya ha Dad,He is fine. Me:Kyaaaaa???Aunty?? kab hua ye or kaise?? Wo to kafi healthy thi or unhein koi bemaari bhi nahi thi?? Sara:Pata nahi unhein kya hua achi bhaali raat ko soyi to subah uth naa paayi. Doctors kehte hn ke Heart failure ki waja sa death hhui ha. Me:I'm Sorry.Mujhe pata nahi tha.... Sara:It's ok. Tum sunao kaise ho or Aunty Asma kaisi hn?? Me:haan ma tumhhaare samne hi hn or Asma aaj kal London shift ho gae hn. Mujhe Pakistan sa bahir abhi jaana nahi tha to Ma idhar hi hn. Sara:Uni kaisi jaa rahi ha?? Me:achi jaa rahi ha.Tum sunao itni reserve rehne waali larki aik dam sa itni open minded kaise ho gae?? Sara:bas haalaat ki sitaam zareefi ha. Bhai America chala gya Mom died or dad sa itni baat cheet nahi hoti thi to bahir ki duniyaa ma nikal pari hostel life ne kafi help ki. Me:Achi change aai ha. Itni der ma Nikkah ho chuka tha. Nikkah ke baad khaana shuru ho gya to sab us taraf lapak gae. Hum apni jaga par bethe rahe. Me:Tum yahan kya kar rahi ho?? Mtlb tumhhaare jaanane waale hn kya?? Sara:are meri Phupho ke rishtedaar hn unki beti ki shadi ha. Tum batao tum yahan kaise?? Me:Meri Uni ki Professor hn unki dost ki shadi ha. Thore problems the to mujhe unke saath aana para. Sara:kahin professors ke saath dating to shuru nahi kar di?? Or saath hi aankh maar di. Me:Acha mashwara ha try karun ga. Sara:Maar naa khaa lena mujh se Me:tumhe koi masla ha ma jis marzi ko date karun?? Tumhein kiun mirchain lag rahi hn?? Hum neem andhere ma bethe the. Baki table hum sa zra fasle par the. Us ne aik haath aage barhaya or mera girebaan pakar kar mujhe aage kheencha or apne hont mere honto par rakh kar aik halki si kiss ki or mujhe peche dhaaka de kar boli Sara:Ma tumhaari hun sirf tumhaari.Tum chahe mere ho ya naa ho. Me:kiun zabardasti mujh sa chimapt rahi ho bandar ki tarha?? Sara:Kya mujhe bandariya kaha tune?? Langoor naa ho to kahin ka? Me:tum kitni besharam ho gae ho?? Sara:tum sa kaam hi hn. Pata nahi kaise kaise jhoot ko sach bna dete ho??? Wo library waala wakiyaa yaad ha naa. Hum sa larkoo ko pitwaa kar hawai cheezoon par ilzaam lagwaa diya. Upar sa un larkoo ke waaldein ko bhi ye yakeen dilwaa diya ke ye hawai cheezein hn. Me:ye to bohot aassan kaam tha. Mujhe pata tha ke wo ghair kaanooni kabzajaat karte hn.Is baat par takreebn 90 percent log yakeen rakhte hn ke mazloom ki baddua aapko tabah kar deti ha. Ma ne aik juwa khela or wo kaam kar gya Sara:Acha aesa kaam kiya ke unho ne ye tak nahi soocha ke hawai cheezein camera ki recording kaise delete kar sakte hn.?? Waise agar wo tumhaari baat ka yakeen naa karte to?? Me:tab phir paake ho jaate ke humein nahi pata. Thora daarne ki acting wagera kar leta ma. Sara:paake dramebaaz ho tum. Aese hi hamare darmayaan baatein chalti rahi. Mehmaano ne khaana khaa kar jaana shuru kar diya to Sara boli Sara:Alcohol wagaira peete ho kya?? Me:Nahi.Kiun?? Sara:abhi wohi scene shuru hone waala ha. Try karo ge??? Me:Nahi.Tum piyo gi kya?? Sara:haan Tequila ke do chaar shots laga leti hn. Kabhi kabhar whisky bhi. Me:kiun??? Sara:Just for fun. Hum wahan sa uthe or dusari taraf chale gae wahan kafi mard or auratein music par naachne ma masroof the. Sab ke sab Nashe ma dhut the. Sara ne bhi jaate saath Tequila ke shots lagaye or phir Music par naachne lagi. Ma thori der uske saath dance karta raha tabhi wahan Shaista aunty aa gae.Unho ne bhi shayad pee rakhi thi.Wo bhi mere saath dance karne lagi. Aahista aahista wo mujhe Sara se door leti gae or phir hajum sa nikle to unho ne mera haath pakra or kheenchaate hue ghar ke andar le gae. Aik room ma mujhe dhaakail kar unho ne darwaaza band kiya or mujh sa chimat gae. Apne hont mere honto par rakh diye. Unke mu sa alcohol ki badbuu aa rahi thi.Thori der ma ne unke hont chuse or phir alehda ho kar unki kameez utaarne laga. Wo bhi meri madad karne lagi Kuch hi der ma wo maadarzaad nangi mere samne khari thi. Ma ne unhein bed par dhaka diya or phir unke upar charh kar unks boobs chusane or dabane laga.Wo sisakne lagi AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH UUUUIIIIIII AAAAAHHHH UUUUFFFFFFF AAAAHHHHH AAAANNNN Thori der unke boobs chuse or phir zip khol kar apna lun nikala or unki phudi ke soorakh par set kar ke aik zoordaar dhaaka lagaya. Mera lun unki phudi balke phuddee ma jaar tak ghuss gya. Unke laboo sa unchi awaaz ma siskaari nikli AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH OOOHHHHH YYEEAAH AAAHHH ma ne ruke bagair jhaatke lagane shuru kar diye or saath hi unke boobs ko zor zor sa masalne lag gya. Kabhi masalta to kabhi thapar maarta kabhi nipples mu ma lekar chusane lagta. Unki siskariya hi nahi ruk rahi thi. AAAAAHHHHH AAAAAHHHH UUUFFFFF OOOOYYYEEE MMAAA AAAHHH AAAHHH HHHAANNN MMMMMMM AAAHHH phir position change kar ke unhe doggie style ma kiya or peche sa lun unki phudi ma daal kar jhaatke lagane shuru kar diye saath hi unki gaand thapar maar maar kar laal karne laga. Wo unchi awaaz ma siskiya bharti rahi. Kafi der unko chodta raha phir unka jisam akarne laga or phudi lun par jakar lagaane lagi or dekhte hi dekhte lun par garam paani ka fawaara paarne laga. Ma ne apna lun unki phudi sa nikala or phir unko seedha betha kar bed par unke samne khara ho gaya.Unho ne lun ki topi mu ma lekar chusana shuru kar diya. Aahista aahista lun mu ma ghayaab hone laga. Phir aage peche hone laga. Saath ma aik haath meri balls ko tatoolne laga. Kuch hi der ma mera paani nikal gaya jo wo nigaal gae. Ma ne bedsheet sa apna lun saaf kiya or phir zip band kar ke kapre or ball set kiye or phir kamre sa bahir nikal aaya. Bahir mujhe Madam Shehnaaz bhi nazar aayi. Wo bhi dance kar rahi thi. Ab floor par dance karne waale bohot kam reh gae the. Ma Madam Shehnaaz ke kareeb gya or unhein baazoo sa pakar kar thora door le gya or bola Me:Bohot ho gya enjoy. Chalo chalte hn ab. Shehnaaz naashe sa jhoomti awaaz ma boli Shehnaaz:ruko na abhi. Theek sa enjoy to karne do naa. Me:Raat bohot ho gae ha. Humein chalna chahiye. Shehnaaz:oooonnnn nnaaa nnahii naa abhi dance karne doo naa. Tum bhiii aaooo naa Ma unka baazo pakar kar kheench kar le jaane laga to samne Sara aa gayi. Wo bhi naashe ma jhoom rahi thi.Hamare samne aakar boli Sara:Raziiii jaa rahee ho kyaaa??? Me:Haan.It's too late. Sara:Ok.Ok.Byeeee keep in touch. I'll miss you. Me:ok Phir ma Shehnaaz mam ko kheenchata hua wahan sa le gya. Gari ma betha kar unke flat ki taraf rawana ho gaya.

Update 39 Uske ghar waali gaali ma puhnche to kaafi hal chal nazar aae. Uske ghar ke bahir kaafi log jamma the. Ma ne bike aik jaga neem andhere ma khari ki or Jenny sa bola Me:Yahin intezaar karo mera ma dekh ke aata hn kya hua ha?? Ma Kamraan ke ghar ki taraf barh gaya. Kafi log darwaaze ma khare the. Ma bheer ko cherta hua ghar ke gate tak puhncha to police waale khare the. Chote darwaaze ke pass andar or bahir ki taraf kaafi khoon nazar aaya. Ma andar daakhil hua to sehen ka manzar dekh kar aik dam shook reh gaya. Andar sehen ma farash par Kamraan or uske waalid sahab ki laashein pari thi. Jee haan dono ki khoon ma lat paat laashein pari thi. Ma abhi is shock sa nahi nikla tha ke mujhe kissi ki sargoshi sunae di. AGAR MAZEED NUKSAAN NAHI CHAHTE TO ULTE HAATH GALI KI NUKAR PAR GARI KHARI HA CHUP CHAP US ME JAA KAR BETH JAO. TUMHAARI RAKHAIL US MA BEHOSH PARI HA. ma ne peeche mur kar dekha to koi khaas bnda nazar naa aaya. Ma wahan sa nikla or gali ki nukar ki taraf chalne laga. Raaste ma mujhe chori ki hui bike or Jenny dono hi nazar naa aaye. Ma teez kadmoo sa gaali ki nukar par puhncha to mujhe aik gaari khari nazar aayi. Ma ne pechli khirki sa andar jhaanka to mujhe Jenny nazar aayi. Ma jaldi sa car ma beth gaya. Ma junhi car ma dakhil hua aik ajeeb si bu mere naak sa takraayi or ma behosh ho gaya. Hosh ma aaya to do aadmi mujhe apne kandhoo par uthaaye kahin le jaa rahe the. Thori der baad aik puraani si factory ma le jaa kar unho ne mujhe neche farash par daal diya. Ma aankhein malte hye uth betha. Mere kareeb hi Jenny bhi ghutanoo ke bal bethi hui thi. Hum dono ke haath pushat par bandhe hue the. Ma na aankhoo hi aankhoo ma usse tasali di. Tabhi bohot sare kadmoo ki aawazein ubharne lagi. Hum us taraf mutwaja ho gae. Aik kafi mota sa aadmi mu ma sigaar dabaaye hamari taraf aa raha tha. Uske peche 5 kafi khoonkhaar kisam ke kaale habshi body guards the. Mere samne puhunch kar paon ke bal neche betha or phir sigaar ka dhuwaan mere chehre par chorte hue bola Aadmi:ab doodh peete londe hamara kaam band karein??Jaante ho tum na hamare karobaar ke sab se aehaam muhree ko maar kar kitni bari ghalti ki ha?? Me:itni aeham to nahi thi wo. Koi aur dhoondh lo us uni ma jo tumhaare liye kaam kar sake. Paise ke aage kiska zoor chaalta ha. Us na mujhe gardan sa pakar liya or phir gusse sa bhari dabi hui awaaz ma bola Aadmi:wo koi aam aurat nahi thi. Kaale khan ka saab sa bara pataa tha. Bole to hukum ka ikaa tha wo mere liye. Me:Ye jnb kaale khan kon hn?? Wo mera sawal ignore karte hue bola Aadmi:Tu ne jisse maara wo pure karachi ma kaale khan ka drugs ka Business chalati thi. Har university ma usske aadmi the. Har college ma uski khareedi hui teachers thi.Gore log jab yahan deal karne aate the to wo chun chun kar aik sa barh kar aik larki unhein supply karti thi. Wo aik heera thi heera. Me:phir to acha hua ke wo maari gae. Us ne aik zoordaar thapar mere chehre par jaar diya. Mera sar seedha farsh sa jaa laga. Baen Kanpaati sa khoon behta hua mehsoos hua or daen gaal par thapar ki jalan ka aehsaas hone laga. Bari mushkil sa seedha hua to wo aadmi bola Admi:kabhi Kaale Khan sa zubaan mat laraana. Wo itna keh kar Jenny ki taraf barha. Kaale khan:to tu ne ki gadaari wo bhi kaale khan sa. Iska anjaam jaanti ha kya?? Itna kehte hi usne pistol nikala or Jenny ki peshaani par rakh kar gooli chala di. Sab kuch itna achaanak hua ke ma heraan pareshaan reh gaya. Kaale khan pistol pent ma ursaa ka mere kareeb aaya or meri aankho ma dekhte hue bola Kaale Khan:Jaante ho aaj tak jisne bhi kaale khan sa takraane ki himmat ki Kaale khan ne usse kabhi nahi maara. Us ne aik gehri saans li or phir bola Kaale Khan:Usne uske ke kareeb rehne waale sab logon ko khatam kar diya. Lekin usse sari umar tarapne ke liye zinda rakha. Apne kareebi dost or apni 4 din ki daashta ki laash to dekh li tum ne. Aao tumhein aik aur mazedaar scene dekhata hn. Usne apni jaeb sa mobile nikala or phir aik video chala di or mobile screen mere samne karte hue bola Kaale Khan:Dekh jis ke liye tune ye saab kiya uska kya hashar kiya hum ne.dekh to zra. Ma ne mobile screen ki taraf tawaja di to wahan Nazia ka chehra nazar aaya.Zaalimo na usse bath tub ma letaya hua tha.Sar bilkul bath tub ke bottom par rakha tha or paani chalu kar diya. Aahista aahista paani bhaarne laga. Uska chehre paani ma doobne laga. Bechari tarap rahi thi lekin kuch kar nahi sakti thi. Zaalimo ne tub pura bhar diya tha. Nazia ke jisam ma koi haal chaal dikhae nahi di. Ma ne aankhein band kar li.Meri aankhoo sa khamosh aansoo behne lage.Ma gusse sa bhari awaaz ma bola Me:Kaale khan utni hi aziyaat dena mujhe jitni phir tum seh sakoo. Kaale Khan na aik unchaa kehkaha lagaya or phir bola Kaale Khan:ye to abhi trailer tha. Asal film to ab chaale gi. Suna ha tumhaari aik behen aik bivi or 2 bache bhi hn. Me:agar unhein kuch hua to ma tujhe zinda nahi choron ga. Kaale Khan :unke saath bohot kuch ho chuka ha.Bigaar le jo mera bigaarna ha. Wo kuch der khamosh raha phir bola Kaale khan:ye dekh Or saath hi mere samne mobile screen kar di. Mujhe apne ghar ka lawn dikhae diya. Hania mere dono betoo ke saath lawn ma bethi hui thi. Kuch der baad wo uthi mere dono betoon ko apne dono baazoon ma uthae andar chali gae or uske andar daakhil hone ke kuch hi der baad ghar aik khoofnaak dhamaake sa blast ho gaya. Ma pagaloo ki tarha chilaaya Me:Kaale kan ma tujhe zinda nahi choron ga. Kutte ke bache haraam ki aulaad haath khol mere tujhe bataon ma. Gandu insaan masoom bachoo ko maar kar mujhe dhamkaana chahta ha. Ma tere tukre tukre......... Achaanak kaale khan ke peeche mujhe aik chehra nazar aaya usse yahan dekh kar ma heraan ho gaya or jab uski halaat dekhi to ma behosh ho gaya. Pata nahi ma kitni der behosh raha.Jab hosh ma aaya to pechle tamam wakiyaat meri nigaahoon ma ghoomne lage. Pehle Kamraan or uske waalid ki laash phir Jenny phir Nazia ki mout or phir mere ghar ma Hania or bachoo ki maujoodi ma blast kar jaana Or aakhir Asma ki wo halaat. Jee haan wo Asma hi thi jisse ma ne behosh hone sa pehle dekha tha. Lekin uski halaat mujh sa dekhi nahi gae. Uske dono haathoo ki chaaro ungliyaa kaat di gae thi. Mujhe hosh ma aata dekh kar kaale khan mere pass aaya or bola Kaale khan:Jo nuksaan tu ne hamara kiya ha uske badle ye kuch bhi nahi. Karachi ma drugs ka sara hisaab kitaab jis ke pass tha tune usse maar diya. 5 Crore sa zayada ki rakam logon sa leni thi. Kis sa kitni leni thi wo sirf wohi jaanti thi. Abhi jo naya maal aaya ha usko bechane ke liye hamare pass koi bharoose ka bnda nahi ha. 6 sa 7 crore ka ye nuksaan or abhi aur maal aa raha ha uski payment baki ha wo or nuksaan. Tujhe pakarne ke liye tere dost ko maar diya. Jenny gadaar thi usse tapkaa diya. Jiski waja sa tune hamara itna nuksaan kiya usse bhi maar diya. Tere bachoo ko zinda jalaya same ussi tarha jis tarha tune hamare sab sa aeham muhre ko jalayaa.Phir teri bivi ki ungliyaa kaati jis tarha tune Karachi ma fil wakat hamare haath kaat diye hn. Me:Kaale khan abhi moka ha maar do mujhe warna bara pichtao ge. Kaale Khan:Tum dubara hamari taraf aao ge to hum bhi dubara tumhaari taraf aaein ge. Or hamara aana kaisa ha ye tum dekh hi chuke ho. Me:mujhe chor kar zindagi ki sab sa bari ghalti kar rahe ho. Bohot pichtaoge. Kaale Khan:Jaa tujhe azaad karta hn or haan Kaale Khan tum sa agli mulaakaat ke liye intezaar kare ga. Me:phir sooch lo aik dafa. Kaale Khan:oo sheedey isko or iski zanani ko behosh kar ke chor aao inke ghar. Thori der baad peeche sa kissi na aa kar mere chehre par roomal rakha. Thori hi der ma ma behosh ho gaya. Hosh aaya to ma kissi kamre ma bed par laita hua thi. Halki halki siskiyo ki aawazein sunae di. Karwaat badli to mere saath hi Asma leti roo rahi thi. Meri bhi aankhoo sa aansoo behne lage. Ma na usse kheench kar apne seene sa laga liya or phir dono hi rone lage. Rote rote pata nahi kab meri aankh lag gae. Dubara aankh khuli to Asma mere seene par hi leti soo rahi thi. Mere dimaag ma Kaale Khan ke wo aalfaaz goonjane lage JAA TUJHE AZAAD KARTA HN. KAALE KHAN TUJH SA AGLI MULAKAAT KE LIYE INTEZAAR KARE GA. ma apne aansoo pooche or phir Unchi awaaz ma chilaya Me:Bohot jald Kaale Khan bohot jald tujh sa mulakaat ho gi. Bohot jald Asma harbara kar uth bethi. Ma na dubara usse kheench kar apne seene sa laga liya or uski peshaani choom kar bola Me:Aaenda hum dono un Zaalimo ki mout tak nahi roein ge. Aik aansoo nahi bahaen ge. Tabhi darwaaze par dastak hui. Darwaaze ki taraf dekha to Aga jee ka chehra nazar aaya. Aga Jee:beta theek to ho naa. Me:Hum kahan hn aga jee. Aga Jee:Orphanage ma hn or kahan hona ha beta. Me:Hamara ghar......... Aga jee:Sorry beta tumhara ghar to sara.... Unki aankhein nam ho gae. Thori der baad wo bole Aga jee:lekin aik good news ha??? Me:wo kyaa??? Aga jee unchi awaaz ma bole Aga jee :aa jao. Unke itna kehte hi jo shaksiyaat kamre ma dakhil hui usse dekh kar ma heraan pareshaan reh gaya.... ...

Yar bhai log kitni dafa kaha ha ke story complete ho gi to ho gi naa. Keh jo raha hn bhai. Pata nahi samajh kiun nahi aati. Theek ha update thori late ho jaati ha lekin iska ye mtlb to nahi ke story incomplete ha.Bhai jab ma ne keh diya tha ke Update aa rahi ha to aa jaati naa. Thori der ho gae uske liye Mazraat lekin yaar hamaari personal life bhi ha uske liye bhi time nikalna parta ha.Story ki aik update ke liye 2 sa 3 ghante chahiye hote hn. Jab time milta ha likhna shuru kar deta hn.Yar thori der ho gae uske liye Mazraat lekin yaara sach bolun to bohot dukh hua aapke replys parh ke. Aakhri baat phir bata dn ke story complete ho gi. Chahe aik update ma ho ya phir 100 updates ma. Agar aapko bohot zayaada jaldi ha to btaa dein ma story ka khulaasa aik update ma de kar kahani the end kar deta hn. Baaki aapki marzi. Ab sa weekly 1 sa 2 updates aaya karein gi regularly.Koshish puri ho gi baki agar kisi masle ki wajaa sa late ho jae to plzz advance ma maazraat kabool farmaye. Thank you so much.

Update 38 Ma ghar puhnchaa. Nashtaa kiya or lambi taan kar soo gaya. Takreebn aik baje meri aankh khuli to dekha Kamraan ki bohot si missef calls aai hui thi. Ma na usse call back ki. Me:Hlo.Hn bol Kamraan khairiyat thi? Kamraan:mujhe lag raha ha ke koi mera pecha kar raha ha. Meri routine par nazar rakhe hue ha. Me:mtlb??? Kamraan:aaj subah ma nashta lene ke liye ghar sa nikla to aik bike par netha helmet sawaar mera pecha karne laga. Ma na aik do jaga yunhi bike roki to usne bhi rok li. Nashta lene tak wo khara mujhe hi ghoorta raha or waapsi par bhi mere peche mere ghar tak puhnch gaya or samne hi bike khari kar ke wahin cigarette pe cigarette phoonk raha ha. Me:Kal Uni ma tu jis Mr. Zaidi ke baare ma puch raha tha naa raat ko wo mar gae ha to tere par shak ho jana koi bari baat nahi. Kamraan:tujhe kaese pata tune maara ha kya unhein??? Me:are nahi wo to aik hadse ma mari ha. Shayaad gas cylinder wagaira phata ho ga. Kamraan:to mere peche kiun pare hn ye log?? Me:tu zra sabar kar. Apni routine pehle ki tarha normal rakh. Ma kuch karta hn. Ma naha dho kar fresh hua or phir drawing room ma aa betha. Asma or Hania kitchen ma kaam kar rahi thi. Ma apne beetoo ke saath khelne lag gaya. Phir lunch ke baad ma Nazia ke taraf nikal aaya. Aunty kitchen ma masroof thi. Ma Nazia ke pass kamre ma chala gaya. Mujhe dekh kar uski aankho ma aik chamak si aa gae.Wo bed par leti hui thi. Ma uske saath hi bed par lait gaya or uske kaan ke kareeb apna hont le jaa kar bola Me:are pagli muhhabat karti thi mujh sa to mujhe btati naa. Yun chup chaap meri Muhabat ko apne seene ma dafanaye rakha. Uski ki aankho sa aanso behne lage. Ma na uske aanso saaf kiye or phir bola Me:Mujh sa shadi karo gi?? Aik dafa phir uski aankho sa aanso behne lage.Ma na usske aanso saaf kiye or phir bola Me:ab rona mat warna ma chala jaon ga. Ma na apna mobile nikalte hue bola Me:tumhaare liye aik surprise ha. Dekhna pasand karo gi Phir ma na wo video nikali jo Mr. Zaidi urf Miss. Maria ko katal karte hue bnai thi or Nazia ki aankho ke samne kar di. Video khatam hui to ma ne mobile side pa kar diya. Me:ab khush ho naa. Balke ab jaldi sa theek ho jao hamari shadi bhi to honi hn naa phir. Ma thori der mazeed betha us se baatein karta raha phir jaane laga to achaanak usne mera baazo pakar liya. Ma uski baen taraf betha tha or usne apne daen haath sa mera baazo pakra tha. Ma ne uski taraf dekha to wo tooti phooti awaz ma boli Nazia:Rrrr aaaa zzz ii Raaazzziiiii Do dafa usne mera naam liya.Ma to khushi sa pagal ho gaya. Ma bhagtaa hua kitchen ma gaya or aunty ko gaale laga liye or unhe uthaye khushi sa jhoomne laga. Aunty:are beta kya hua ha. Kahin pagal to nahi ho gae. Me:aunty pagal hi ho gaya hn aap bhi pagal ho jaen gi jab aapko pata chale ga Aunty:aisi kya baat ho gae?? Me:aunty abhi Nazia ne mera baazo pakra apna haath utha kar or saath hi mera name bhi liya apne mu se Aunty:sach me??? Me:Hn jee sach ma aaen aap bhi dekhein. Hum bhaagte hue Nazia ke room ma puhnche Me:Nazia aik dafa phir apna baazo utha kar dikhao aunty ko Nazia na paalkein jhaapkaen or phir uska daeyaan baazo aahista aahista upar uthane laga saath hi wo boli Nazia:Aaaaammmmiiiii Aunty teezi sa aage barhi or Nazia sa lipat kar roone lag gae. Kabhi uska chera chumti kabhi usko gaale lagati. Ma na bari mushkil sa unhein Nazia sa alag kiya or phir unke aansoo saaf karte hue bola Me:ab aap ne rooz iske baazo ki movement karwaani ha or is ko bolne par majboor karna hn. Daande bhi maar sakti hn aap isse lekin isse tandrust hona chahiye. Aunty aik dafa phir mere gaale lag gae or rone lagi.Me na bamushkil unhe sambhaala unhein chup karaya. Wahan sa nikla or seedha Jenny ki taraf chala gaya.Ma drawing room ma puhncha to Jenny boli Jenny:tum betho ma Chae bna kar lati hn. Ma na uska bazoo pakar kar usse apni taraf kheencha or bola Me:Chae ki filhaal zaroorat nahi bas tumhaare raseele honto ka rass peena chahta hn. Itna keh kar ma ne uske hontoo par apne hont rakh diye or uske honto ko chusane laga. Wo bhi bharpoor saath de rahi thi. Ma ne apni zubaan uske mu ma daali to wo usse chusane lag gae. Kafi der yunhi aik dusare ke hont or zubaane chusane ke baad hum alehda huye or aik dusare ki aankho ma dekhte hue apne apne kapre utaarne shuru kar diye. Kuch hi der baad hum belibass ho chuke the. Ma na usse baazuoo ma uthaya or bedroom ma le gaya usse bed par lita kar uske upar aaya or uske pistaan chumne lag gaya. Uske laboo sa siskariyaan nikalne lagi. Kuch der uske pistaan chusane ke baad ma uski taango ma puhncha or uski taangein philaa kar apna lun uski phudi ke laboo par set kiya or dheeree sa andar dakhil karna shuru kar dia. Jenny maaze bhare andaaz ma siskariya bharne lagi. Kuch hi der ma mera lun uski phudi ma ghus chuka tha. Ma ne bina ruke dhake maarne shuru kar diye.Wo bhi maaze bhaari siskariya bharne lagi. AAAAAAHHHH AAAHHHH UUUIII MMMAAA UUFFF AAAHHH AAAAAA AAHH HAAAANNN AAEEIISEEEE HHEEEE OORRRRR ZOOOOOOORRRR SSSAAA AAAHHHHHH kuch der usse yunhi chodne ke baad ma na uski taangein apne kandhoo par rakh li or unhein mor kar uske pait sa laga diya or phir sa Lun ko phudi ma daal kar jhaatkee lagane shuru kar diye. Aik baar phir kamre ma toofaan barpa ho gaya. Uske mu sa nikalne waali siskariyaan AAAAHHH AAAAHHHHH or hamare jisam ke takraane sa paida hone waali THAAAAP THAAAAP ki awaaz bed ki CHIIR CHIIIIRR sa mil kar bara hi romanchak maahool bna rahi thi. Kuch der usse yunhi chodne ke baad ma bed par kamar ke bal lait gaya or wo mere upar aa gayi. Mere lun par apni phudi ka soorakh set kiya or phir aik dam sa neche beth gae SSSSSSSIIIIIIIIIIIIIII us ke mu sa siskaari nikal gae.Us ne upar neche hona shuru kar diya jiski waja sa uske 36 ke boobs khoob uchaalne koodne lage. Ma ne dono haath barha kar uske boobs pakar liye or unhe dabaane laga. Kuch der yunhi uchaalne ke baad wo mere upar jhuk gae jiski waja sa uske boobs mere chere par latakne lage.Ma na aik nipple ko chusana or dusare ko ungli or angoothe sa masalna shuru kar diya. Wo waise hi jhuke jhukee apni gaand upar neche karne lagi. Kuch der baad uska jisam akarne laga to ma na usse kamar sa pakar kar karwaat li or usse bed par lita diya or bina ruke uski phudi ma zoordaar dhaake lagaane shuru kar diye. Uska jisam akarne laga phudi lun ko jakarne lagi sansein aatakne lagi or phir aik dam sa uski phudi ma toofaan aa gaya. Ma na bhi do chaar mazeed dhaake lagaye or phir uski phudi ma hi apna sara pani nikal diya or uske upar hi dher ho gaya. Sansein normal huein to ma ne uske boobs sa atkheliyaan karte hue puchaa Me:tum to is khel ki puraani khilaari lagti ho?? Jenny mere baalon ma haath pherte hue boli Jenny:Wo thi meri aashiq Maria bechari plastic ka lun pehen kar mujhe chodati thi. Meri seal bhi ussi na toori mujhe har tarha sa experienced kar ke mere zariye apne kaam nikalwaana chahti thi lekin us sa pehle khud hi upar nikal gae. Me:yani tum na kabhi phudi ma asali lun nahi liya. Plastic ke lun sa hi maaze loote hn?? Jenny:Nahi 2 dafa tumhara le chuki hn. Aik dafa abhi or aik dafa uni ma. Isi liye to jab tumhaara lun real ma feel kiya to khud ko rok nahi paayi or wahin Uni ma hi Itni khatarnaak jaga par bina kuch sooche samjhe tum sa chudwaa liya. Ma ne karwat li or uske upar sa utar kar bed par lait gaya or usse kheench kar apne upar kar liya.Uski peshaani par boosa diya or aankhein band kar lein. Kafi der hum yunhi laite rahe. Phir uthe. Naha dhoo kar fresh hue. Wo kitchen ma chali gae or ma Maria ka laptop or dono mobiles le kar beth gaya. Thori der ma Jenny chae le aai. Chae pite hue ma ne dono mobiles khangaal daale lekin unke gaang ke baare ma koi cheez ya information samne naa aayi. Jenny mere saath sofe par bethi chae peete hue boli Jenny:acha suno naa mujhe shopping karni ha. Kuch kapre wagaira khareedne hn or ghar ke liye zaroorat ka kuch samaan bhi khareedna ha. Me:tumhe kaha to tha ke le aana Jenny:agar tum saath chalte tooo?? Me:acha theek ha. Tayaar ho jao. Jenny:abhi aayi ma 5 mint ma. Uske 5 mint aik ghaante ke barabar saabit hue. Ma tab tak Maria ke dono mobiles or laptop achi tarha khangaal chuka tha lekin koi kaam ki baat naa mili to teeno ko zaaya kar diya. Hum ghar se nikle to halka halka andhera chaa chuka tha. Ma ne Kamraan ko call ki Me:hlo Kamraan Kamraan :hn bol?? Me:wo abhi tak nigraani kar raha ha kya?? Kamraan:hn.mere peche peche hi aa raha ha. Me:acha usse ........ Shopping Mall ki taraf le aa. Kamraan:Chal theek ha. Me:wahan first floor par washroom ma mulakaat hoti ha. Jenny:kn tha?? Me:pata chal jae ga. Jenny bike par mujhe hug kar ke beth gae. Hum seedha Shopping Mall gae. Me:tumhe apne liye jo lena ha le lo. Ma theek 20 min baad 2nd floor par ladies undergarments ki shop pa maujood hn ga. Jenny:theek ha. Ma washrooms ma ghus gaya. Kamraan pehle sa maujood tha. Me:Bas uska libass bta de kis colour ka ha Kamraan:black jeans white TShirt or blue Shoes hn. Me:Idhar hi Mall ma aik dher ghanta ghoom phir jab ma missed call dn tab bahir nikal jaana Mall se. Kamraan :theek ha Me:Agar kahin hamara taakraa ho bhi jae to anjaan ban kar guzar jana kareeb sa. Kamraan:theek ha Me:ab chala jaa kahin wo tere liye kabaz ki dawa le kar naa khara ho. Kamraan haste hue bahir chala gaya. Thori der baad ma bhi nikla. Idhar udhar dekha to Kamraan jaata nazar aaya.Us sa kuch fasle par aik Aadmi uske peche jaata dekhae diya. Wohi huliya jo Kamraan ne bataaya tha. Ma ne uske chehre ko goor sa dekha or phir second floor par chala gaya. Apni matlooba dukaan par puhncha to Jenny pehle se hi wahan maujood thi. Khair kissa mukhtassir 2 ghaante tak Jenny na dil khol ke shopping ki or phir bill pay kar ke bahir nikalne lage to Kamraan ko call kar di. Hamare bike tak puhnchaate puhanchaate wo dono bhi aage peche bahir nikal aaye. Jaise hi un dono ki bikes road par charhi ma na bhi apni bike unke peche laga di.Kamraan ke ghar tak un ka pecha kiya wo wahin unke ghar ke bahir khara ho gaya. Ma seedha nikal gaya. Jenny ko ghar puhnchayaa to wo boli Jenny :Ma bhi tumhaare saath jaon gi. Me:tum kya karo gi wahan jaa kar?? Jenny:tumhaari kuch help hi kar dn gi. Me:to theek ha phir. Mujhe aik bike ki zaroorat ha kya tum kahin sa dilaa sakti ho?? Jenny:bike.bike kahan sa laa kar dn ma tumhe?? Me:to ghar aaram karo phir Jenny:plzzzz Me:acha theek ha chalo. Hum paidal hi ghar sa nikle. Takreebn aadha ghanta mukhtalif gaaliyoo sa guzaarte rahe. Aakhir aik gali ma humein bike khari mil gae. Thora puraana model tha shayad isi liye lock bhi nahi lagaya tha. Lekin meri waardaat ke liye bilkul mauzoon thi ye. Thori der baad hum dono chori ki us bike par bethe Kamraan ke ghar ki taraf rawaan dawaan the....

Thanks bs jaldi sy update den sir. Ab aor intazar ni hota.