UPDATE 11

 

 

Sahil khana khakar apne room me chala jata hai aur bistar par girate hi use need aaj jati hai ...sham ke karib 5 bje sahil ki need khulati hai aur wo fresh hokar neeche aa jata hai ...didi bed pr baithkar sabji kat rhi thi aur aarti whin pas me hi sofe pr chup chap baithi thi ....

Use yu gumsum dekhkar shahil ko thodi hairani hoti hai pr wo kuchh bolta nhi h ...

" uth gya beta ...baith mai chai le aati hu ." Didi kitchen ki or badh jati hai aur sahil whi aarti ke bagal me sofe par baith jata hai .

Kya hua ...itti chup chup q hai ...didi ne fir data kya ???"
Aarti kuchh nhi bolti bas chupchap niche dekhti rahti hai ..

" kya hua bol na ? "
"Mera result aa gya AIPMT ka ......nhi hua hai ???"
Aarti ki aankhe bhar aayi sahil ki or dekhte hi ..sahil pyar se uske sar par hath rakh deta hai ...

"Koi bat nhi .."

Sahil ka hath sar par padte hi aarti jane kis jajbe me aakr sahil ke kandhe par sar rakhkar rone lagti hai ..jo aansu bahot der se aankho me bhare the kisi apna ka ka sahara paa kar chhalak uthe .

"Aarti ...tu pagal hai ...ro kyu rhi hai ...koi bat nhi ...MBBS ka exam clear karna koi itna aasan hota hai.????...log 4-5 sal tak taiyari karte hai aur tune to abhi bas suru Hi ki hai ...."

AArti bs roye ja rhi thi aur sahil ko samajh me hhi aa rha tha ki use kaise chup karaye ...
" hm apni taraf se puri kosis karte hai lekin safalta ya asafalat hamre hath me to nhi hoti ..aur fir tune aur bhi exam diye hai na..abhi unke result bhi to aane hai ...ho jayega kisi na kisi me "" sahil use tassali de rha tha ...

Dekh le tu bhi aisi hi hai ye " kitchen se aate huye didi ne kaha .

 

Samjha ise mai to samjha samjha kar thak gyi hu ....""

Koi bat nhi didi samjh jayegi ...aur fir mehnat karne ke bad parinam nkaratmk rahe to dukh to hota hi hai "
Sahil ko didi ke samne aarti ka uske kandhe se lagna thoda ajeeb lag rha tha aur shayad aarti ko bhi laga tabhi wo sahil ke kandhe se alag ho jati hai .

Thodi der tak sab yuhi chup rahte hai ...fir sahil bat badalne ke irade se puchhta hai -

Jeeja kab tak aayenge Di ??? "

Dekho ...abhi kl sham ko hi to gaye hai ..15 din ka kam bol rhe the ""

"" Didi aane se pahle bhaiya se bat huyi thi ...unhone kaha ki agar jaruri hai to delhi chale jao ...aur wo monthly kharch bhi dekh lenge ...m kahi thodi door par alag rahna chahta hu family se ...padhai ke liye alag rahna hi sahi hota hai .."

"Dekh beta tu yha rahkar bhi padh sakta h ...upar ke floor par ek room le le ...aarti bhi whi padhti hai ...koi disturb nhi karega ...kya alag rhega ..mujhe achchha nhi lagega tu yhi rahkar alag room lega to ,,,""

Darasal sahil Rohan ki vajah se yha nhi rahna chata tha ...bhale hi wo is samay yha nhi tha lekin aakhirkar ye uska ghar tha .....sahil ko pta tha ki usne renu ke sath jaroor kuchh kiya tha aur vaise bhi rohan aur uski aadaten sahil ko psand nhi thi ...

Par wo ye bat didi se to nhi kah sakta tha ...

Aree nhi didi ...vaisi bhi kisi din teri jethani aayengi to bolengi ki dekho behan ke yha aakar pda hua hai ...."

Aati ke tau aur tayi thodi hi door par rahte the ...kafi ameer the ..bas ek beti hi thi unke pas ...sahil se ek sal badi , kafi khoobsoirat aur modernn .....Mba karke job kar rhi thi ...nam tha VARSHA .... eklauti hone ke karan thodi bigdi huyi thi ...

Sahil ki bat se didi gussa ho gyi .

 

Bas kar diya na tune paraya apni behan ko ...bhai sab kuchh kare to koi bat nnhi aur behan karde to wo thik nhi ....ja tera jaha man kare rah ...mai kyu mana karungi aur wo kaun hote hai bolne wale ...??""

Aree di wo to m mjak kr rha tha ...m vastav me apni study ke liye hi family se thoda door rhna chahta hu ....fsmily me raho to din rat mai gappe hi ladata rahta hu ....""

Thik h ..jaisa tujhe sahi lage ..ab tere padhai ka sawal h to mai force to nhi kar sakti ...""

Sahil bhi chup ho jata hai ...sahil ke bde bhaiya dheeraj gudgaon me joab karte the aur mahine me ek do bar didi ke yha ate the ..didi ke jeth jeyhani se bhi unki achhchhi banti thi aur wo wha bhi jate the ..

Sahil ko pta tha ki didi ko uska alag rhna thoda bura kagega lekin wo soch rha tha ki kuchh din bat sab log samjh jayenge aur fur wo aat jata to rahega hi ...

Aarti abhi bhi chup chap baithi thi a...

"Achchha sun ..ja ise kahi thoda ghuma la ...subah se result ki tension me padi thi ..aur ab aaya to aur tension me aa gyi ....pas me hi park hai ...ja tu bhi ghoom lena ""

Sahil ko di ki bat thik lagi ..aarti ka thodi der bahar ghumna jroori tha taki uske dimag se result ki bate nikal sake ...sahil use jabardasti park me le aata hai ...

Park me sham ke samay kafi bhid thi...har umar ke log the ..lekin sab apne me hi mast kisi se kisi ko matlab nhi .. ..sahil aarti ko lekar ek kinare ghaso par baith jata hai ..

Aarti abhi bhi jyad nhi bol rhi thi....

Oh god ,,, tu itni der chup bhi rah sakti hai ...yakeen nhi hota " sahil ab use normal karne ki koisi kar rha tha .

Aarti use ghoor kar dekhti hai ...
Agar mera kisi me hhi hua to ???? " abhi bhi uske dimag me result hi chal rha tha ..isliye sahil ke mjak ka jwab nhi diya .

To next year fir se dena "" sahil ne jvab diya .

 

“aur agar us sal fir na ho paya to ?” aarti jane sahil se kya kahna chahti thi .

"Yar aisa thode hi hota hai … kismat ek bar dhokha de sakti hai do bar dhokha de sakti hai lekin har bar thode hi dhokha degi .” sahil ne fir jor dekar kaha.

“ hmm…aap ka paper kaisa hua hai “

“Thik hua hai ….lekin competition bahut hai isliye mai sure nhi hu ki cut off kitni jayegi”

“Aapka to hi ho jayega ..aap to itne brilliant ho suru se hi”

“Nhi yar aisa nhi hai …school college top karna aur bat hai,,,ye all india exam hai …isme har areas ke top students aate hai....IITs , IIMs jaise top institute ke students hote hai aur hum thahre gaon ke college se simple graduate…”

Aarti ko sahil ke chehre par thodi nirasha aur mayusi dikh rhi thi …

“Us se kya hota hai …aapka mind sharp hai ..aur fir duniya me bhagwan nam ki bhi koi cheej hai jo sabkuchh dekhta hai” aarti sahil ko udas dekhkar samjhate huye boli .
Sahil aajtak aarti ko samjh nhi paya tha…pal me shoal pal me masha….thodi der pahle hi wo khud kitni nirash me thi aur ab use kitni ummeeden bandha rhi thi ….

sahil janta tha ki wo kisi bhi mood me rhe lekin uske chehre par udasi nhi dekh sakti thi ..yhi sochkar sahil ke chehre par halki si muskan aa jati hai .

“Achchhaaaa!! To kya bhagwan par mera copyright hai jo wo sirf meri bat sunege??? Kya unhe teri mehnat nhi dikhegi ..bta to jaraa…tu fir kyu kah rhi thi kin hi hoga ?””

Sahil ne usi ki bato me use fasate huye puchha .

“Achchaa ,,, bahut chalu ho aap “ sahil ki chalaki par aarti muskuraye bina na rah saki.

“Aise hi rha kar …tu udas hoti hai to achchhi nhi lagti “ sahil ne bhi muskurate huye kaha.
Thodi der dono chup ho jate hai ….

“Mama aap hamre sath hi q nhi rahte ??”

“Nhi yar …fir mai aur tu dono gappe marte rahenge aur na tu padhegi na mai …aur fir kaun sa mai tere sath rah paunga ..tera to kahi na kahi is sal ho jayega aur fir tu chali jayegi wah apni padhai ke liye to kya fayada” sahil ne asli karan na batate huye us se kaha.


“Matlab agr mera na hua to aap rah sakte ho hamare yaha” aarti ne sahil ki bato ko kuchh aur hi matlab laga liya jabki sahil ne to bas bat talne ke liye kaha tha ,

“Nhi aarti…dekh tu khud taiyari kar rhi hai to tu janti hai..kitna pressure hota hai …hamare liye hmari study se jaruri kuchh bhi nhi hota ..aur mujhe lagta hai ki mai family se door rahkar better preparation kar sakta hu …”

“Mama???”
Ha?”

“Kya sach me aapke liye sabse jaruri aap ki preparation hi hai ??”” aarti ko jane kya sujhi ye sawal puchhane ki .


Ha ..bilkul…” sahil ne bina jayda dhyan diye jawab diya .

Aarti ka chehra thoda utar gya aur sahil ko apni galti ka ahsa bhi ho gya lekin usne kuchh nhi kaha.

Thodi der idhar udhar ki baten karne ke bad dono ghar aa gaye..ab aarti ka mood pahle se thik tha ..bas sahil ki wo k bat uske dil me ghar kar gyi thi …”.mere liye sabse jaruri meri study hai “

Sham ko dinner karte samay didi ne sahil se kaha….

“Tera jeeja ka phone aaya tha …maine sab baten batayi to naraz ho rhe the ki yha aa kra sahil dusre ke ghar me kyu rahenge …lekin mere samjhane par bole ki 10-12 din yhi rook jao phir wo aate hi kahi room ki vyawastha kar denge …koi problem nhi hai na…itne din to rook sakta hai na …tab tak yhi padh “

“Kaisi bat kar rhi ho di ..prblm kya hogi …jabtak jeeja aayenge mai yhi rahunga”

Aur fir idhar udhar ki baten hone lagi ..

Rat ko didi ne sahil ka bistar aarti ke bagal wale room me laga diya …sahil khana kha kr thodi der didi se bate karta hai aur fir upar apne room me chala jata hai …aarti bhi thodi der bad uske room me coffe lekar aati hai …..

Sahil kisi kitab me sar ghusaye huye tha aur aarti ke aane par kitab band karke ek side rakh deta hai…aarti use coffee dekar whi baith jati hai ….

“Kya mama aaj hi aaye ho kam se kam aaj to aaram kar lete …”

“Ha yar padhne ka man bhi nhi kar rha tha …wo to yuhi bas book khol li ..koi nhi tha to bor ho rha tha …”

“Aur batao Allahabad me kuchh nya kiya ..ya bas kitabe hi padhte rhe …”

Kya matlab ..yar ghar bar chhodkar wha padhne ke liye gaya hu to padhunga na …”

“Are aap ne wo gana nhi suna hai … ‘kitaben to tumne bahut si padhi hai magar koi chehra bhi tumne padha hai’ …he he eh…he..he “ aarti kafi mood me lag rhi thi .

Pagal hai tu puri…” sahil ne thoda jhenpte huye kaha.

“Oh ho ,,,aap to ladkiyo se bhi jayda sharmate ho …batao na ??”

“Kya batau…kuchh nhi hai batane ko …?”

"sach me ?...oh god aap bhi na ..chalo achcha hai .."

"are kya mai bhi na ...??"

"kuchh nhi...wha pe koi naye dost bane ??"

"ha ek dost hai ...Rahul nam hai ..achcha hai ..kuchh dino bad wo bhi delhi aane wala hai ...bahut achhha dost hai mera "
sahil ko ab aarti ko chidhane me maj aane laga tha .

aarti fir kuchh nhi bolti ...

"chalo thik hai ..aap aaram karo mai chalti hu ..."
thik hai "

aur aarti mudkar wapas jane lagti hai ..


aarti ??" wo darwaje ke pas pahuchi hi thi ki sahil ki aawaz par wapas mudkar swaliya nazro se use dekhne lagti hai ...

"lekin rahul mera best friend nhi hai " sahil muskurate huye kah rha tha .

aarti uski bat par halka sa muskura deti hai

"good night "
"good night "

sahil aur aarti ki nok jhok aise hi chal rahi thi aur dhhere dheere 10 din beet jate hai .

...sahil ko do dino ke liye allahabad gya hua tha tha ...aaj wo allahabad se wapas aaya tha ...rat ke 10 baje ke aas pas wo di ke ghar par pahucha .
jeeja bhi wapas aa chuke the .

in 10 dino me aarti ke sare result aa gye the aur ghar par is samy ek nya mudde par discussion chal rha tha .

darasal aarti ka kisi bhi university me MBBS me nhi ho paya tha ...lekin ek university me uska BDS me ho gya tha aur ek nursing ka entrance clear hua tha ..


jeeja ka poora man tha ki aarti dono me se kisi ek me admisiion le le .
sahil ke ghar pahuchane par jeeja use bhi sari bate batayii... ye bhi batate hai ki uske room ka intzam ho gya hai aur teen din bad wo shift kar sakta hai .

sahil kafi thak gya tha ..to wo khana khakr apne room me chala jata hai .

tabhi rahul ka phone aata hai aur wo sahil ko batata hai ki kl shayad result aane wala hai .

sahil kha kr sone ki kosis kar rha tha par ab ue neend nhi aa rhi thi ...result ki tension ho rhi thi ....

jab se sahil aaya tha uski aarti se koi bat nhi ho payi thi ..use ek do bar wo dikhi thi par koi bat nhi huyi thi ...aarti bhi thodi udas si lg rhi thi ...lekin ab sahil ko apne result ki chinta ho rhi thi aur wo bisatr par uthakar baith jata hai ..


sahil ka man ho rha atha aarti se bat karne ka aur isi ko shayad dil se dil ka male kahte hai ..aarti chali aayi thi suke room me ..


kaise ho mama??" usne sahil ki bagal me baith te huye puchha .

sahil apne result ki tension me tha nhi to wo jaroor smjh jata ki aarti us se kuchh kahne ko aayi thi ...lekin abhi use bas ek hi tension thi ..

"aarti kl mera result aa rha hai " sahil ne bina uski bat ka jwab diye kaha.

"achcha ..jaldi aa rha hai na ?"

ha is bar UPSC jaldi nikal rhi hai ...bahut dar lag rha hai yar "

"areee ..kaisi bate kar rhe ho aap ...aapne to itna hard work kiya hai ...fir dar kaisa aap ka jroor ho jayega " aarti ne sahil ke kandhe par hath rakhte huye kaha.

"aur agar nhi hua to..."

"to next year fir se dena ...aur mai hu na aapke sath " aarti ne dhhere se kaha ..

sahil ko apni kahi bat yad aa gyi ....lekin jo aarti ne kaha tha ki ' mai hu na ' us bat me kuchh aisa tha jo sahil ka hausal badha gya tha .

sahil ko aarti ki ye bat bahut achchi lagi thi ...

"thank you aarti " aur aarti ne halke se uske kandhe ko daba diya mano kah rhi ho ki hamesa aapke sath hu .

aarti mujhe neend nhi aa rhi ...bahut tension ho rhi hai ..."

"are bola na ki aap ka ho jayega ...aur tension mat lo samjhe "...aarti ne dant te se lahje me kaha.


thodi der aarti se bate karne ke bad sahil thoda better feel kar rha tha.

aur fir letakar baten karne laga ...aarti uske sirhane abithi thi ..jane kab sahil ko neend aa gyi aur aarti use sota hua dekhkar chup chap apne kamre me chali aayi ....uski aankho se aansu ki ek nanhi si boond ludhak gayi .

kal sahil ka result aane wal tha aur sahil aur aarti ke rishte me ek nya mod bhi aane wala tha .

aaj subah se hi sahil thoda disturb feel kar rha tha ......result ki tension hona lazmi tha ...subah ka breakfast aur fir lunch karke wo apne kamre me hi tha jab aarti chali aayi uske room me ....

"kya bat hai aaj kamre se bahar kyu nhi nikal rhe ho mama?" usne sahil ke bistar par baithate huye kaha.

nhiii to ...wo aise hi aaj man nhi lag rha kahi ..."

"hmmm.....mujhe pata hai aapka man result ko sochkar nhi lag rha hai ...result ki tension ho rhi h na???"
" ha yar ...pure sal sirf is ek exam ke liye taiyari karte hai aur agar na hua to fir ek sal bad hi dubara mauka milega ....kabhi kabhi sochata hu ki kahi galat decision to nhi le liya taiyari karne ka ...itna bada exam h aur itna competition...""

" aisa kuchh nhi hai ...aapka decision bilkul sahi hai ...aapke talent ke samne badi chunauti na hoti to aapka talent waste hi mana jata...bas patience rakho aur tension mat lo "

"fir bhi yar ...tumhe to sab pata hi hai ...kayi bar lagta hai ki ek financial burden ban gya hu ....aakhir bhaiya bhi kab tak mera kharch denge..unki bhi apni life hai ..apne kharche hai ...."

"arrrreee to aap kaun sa unki puri salary le lete ho .... aur bade mama aapko bahut pyar karte hai aur aapko end tak support karenge ...chhodo ye sab baten .... chalo baher chalte h kahi "

"pagal hai itni dhoop me ...."

" achchha to kam se kam is room se bahar to chalo ...mai akele bor ho rhi hu ...papa kahi apne kam se gaye huye hai aur mummy tayi ke yha .ab mai sham tak pagal ho jaungi akele...aur ek aap ho ki dulhan ki tarah room se bahr hi nhi nikal rhe "

sahil uski baten sunkar muskura deta hai .....lekin jane kyu use aarti ke chehre par wo hamesa wali chamak nhi dikh rhi thi ..use aisa lag rhi tha ki aarti khud ke liye nhi balki uske liye yha aayi thi taki wo result ke bare me jyada na soche ...usne aarti se puchhna chaha ...fir kuchh sochkar rah gya .....aur uske sath niche aa jata hai ...

dono baithkar T.V dekhne lagte hai ....sahil channel change kar rha tha ...ek .channel par salman khan aur bhagya shree ki ' maine pyar kiya' movie aa rhi thi aur dusre par wrestling aa rhi thi ..sahil ko wrestling pasand thi aur wo movie aarti ki favourite thi ...to ladai honi hi thi ....

sahil ne jaise h wo movie aate dekha channel change karke wrestling par lga diya....

"mama plz....movie dekhte h na..."aarti ne ladai ki suruwat request se ki .

" nhi wrestling dekhenge...Wrestlemania aa rha hai"

" wo bhi koi dekhne ki cheej hai ...sab ekdusre ko kutte ki tarah peet rhe hai ...usme kya mja aata hai aapko ""

" to is moovie me hi kya rakha hai ...faltu ki story aur faltu dher sare gaane" sahil jab bhi aarti se ladta kuchh pal ke liye sare masle bhool jata..koi tension koi fikar nhi .

nhi mujhe dekhna hai ...." aarti kaun sa man ne wali thi.

" kam se kam 100 bar dekhi hogi tune ye movie ..aur wrestlmania to pahli bar aa rha h mai dekhunga...."

sahil ko pta tha ki haar to use hi man ni padegi jaisa ki unki ladai me hamesa hi hota tha ..lekin aarti se haar use apni sabse badi jeet se bhi jyada pyari thi.

"thik hai chal mai jhel lunga ise ...lekin ek shart par ...."

kya??"

"tujhe mujhe isi moviee ka ek song suna na padega ...bol manjoor hai ..."

"okkk...lekin aap muh dusri taraf karoge ..mai aapke samne nhi ga sakti ..."

"ab ye kya bat huyi ...mai nhi kar rha ..."sahil ko use chhedne me mja aa rha tha ..

" to fir mai nhi gaungi ..aur remote to aapko dena hi padega ..ye aap bhi jante ho " arti ne mano use dhamki di .

sahil muskura deta hai ...kuchh din pahle usne aarti ko is film ka ek geet gun gunate suna tha ..aur ab film me whi geet aane wal tha ...aarti ke muh se use wo geet kafi achcha laga tha ..isliye usne gaane ki shart rakhi ..

"thik h lekin fir tujhe yhi geet gana hoga jo abhi aa rha h ''''

"thik h aap muh udhar kar lo " aarti ne shayad isliye bhi uski bat man li kyuki use lag rha tha ki kahi sahil fir se room me na jaye .T.V ko mute kar diya jata hai .

aur sahil ne dusri taraf muh kar liya aur aarti ne badi muskil se gaana suru kiya...school me kayi bar cultuarl activities me usne price jeete the ..uski aawaz kafi surili thi aur ye geet to wo sachmuch hi bahut pyara gati thi ..............


** dil deewana bin sajna ke mane naaaaa ...**

sahil uski aawaz ke jadu me mano kho sa gya tha .
tabhi sahil ka mobile bja ..sms aaya tha ...

"sahil result aa gya ....mera shruti ka aur rajan teeno ka hi nhi hua yar ... hope tumhara ho jaye best of luck" roshani nam ki kisi ladki ka msg tha ...

ahil jo aarti ke bilkul pass hi dusri or muh karke baitha tha ..uski or ghoom jata hai ...aarti aankhe band kiye pure dil se gaa rhi thi . sahil ko uske chere ki massomiyat aur uske larjate hoth dekhkar kuchh kuchh ho rha tha aur use bichh me tokana thik nhi lgaa'

aarti ne jaisa hi geet smaapt karke aankhe kholi sahil ko apne bilkul samne apni or dekhta paya ..

"youu cheater ....abhi batati hu tumheee...." sahil ko marne ke liye jhapati aur sahil ne use pakad liya...aarti ki dono najuk kalayiya sahil ke hatho me thi ...

'aarti result aa gya yar " aarti jo sahil ke hatho me apni kalaiyo ko pakar kafi nervous si feel kar rha thi , chauk jati hai ..


"chalo chalo dekhte hai..." aarti chahkate huye computer ki or mudi .

"tum site kholo,mai roll no lekar aata hu ..."

sahil apna admit card lne upar ki or bhaga aur aarti ne ek nazar pas me rakhe ganesh ji ki murti ki or dali ...

"hey prabhu ...mera na hone ka mujhe utna dukh nhi hai ...lekin plz mama ka clear karwa dena ...plzzz...agar ek bhi punya hai mere hisse ka to use mama ke hisse me dal dena "

aur aarti ne upsc ki site kholkar result ki pdf download kar li ...aur tabhi sahil bhi aa gya...

pdf par ctrl + F karke sahil ka roll no dala - 029729.
aur bada sa blue spot ban kar aa gya us list me .......aur wo blue coloured spot par likha hua tha whi no -029729 ..sahil ne aarti ki or dekha ....aur sahil aur aarti ek dusre se bel ki tarah lipat gaye .

sahil aarti se alag hota hai aur uske galo ko choom leta hai..

" aarti i m sooo happy........."

aarti janti thi ki sahil ne ye bas khusi me aakr kar diya tha lekin fir bhi uska chehra sharm ke mare laal ho gya aur apne aap uski nazre jhuk gyi . ab sahil ko apni galti ka ahsas hua...

" sorry " wo shant ho gya aur sar jhuka kar bola.

aarti janti thi ki agr usne kuchh nhi kiya to sahil isi bat par khud ko guilty man ta rahega aur wo itni khusi ke mauke par uska mood off nhi kar sakti thi .use sahil ko chhedene ka ek mauka bhi mil gya tha..

" pahle galti karte ho fir bas sar jhuka kar khade ho jate ho ???" usne thode gusse me bolte huye kaha.

" sorry bol to diya ....wo maine janbujhkar nhi kiya ..bas ho gya" sahil ki masoomiyat par aarti ko behad hasi aa rhi thi ..lekin wo jabt karte huye aur kadak lahje me boli..

"ha sab kuchh anjane me hi hota hai ....ab sar jhukakar kya khade ho ...upar karo sar ...meri taraf dekho"

aur jaise hi sahil ne sar uthaya,aarti ne apne hotho se uske galo ko pyar se choom liya... sahil sannn rah gya ..kuchh pal tak use samjh me nhi aaya ki kya hua .

" ha...ha..ha...buddhhu banaya...kasie dar gye the aap ...he he eh" aarti khilkhilakar has rhi thi .

"chudail !!!! hamesa mujhe tang karti rahti hai ...chal achchha aaj tujhe maf kiya ...vaise bhi tu mere liye lucky hai ..."

" hmm...maska mat lagao...mujhe party chahiye samjhe "aarti ne kaha.

" are party abhi kis liye ...abhi to mains exam hai fir intrview ..agr final result positive aaya to jarur party dunga....pata hai tujhe main exam me 9 paper hote hai aur har paper subjective ...kam se kam 10 guna kathin hota hai wo is pre exam se "

sahil ne use samjhana chaha...lekin wo aarti hi kya jo man jaye aur fir sahil par to wo apna sbse jyada haq samjhti thi ...

" wo sab mai nhi janti ...aapka result aaya hai aur aapka usme ho gya hai ...basss....abbbbbb....party to banti hai ...party to banti hai " aarti gaate huye sahil ko chidha rhi thi ...aur sahil pyar se use hi dekh rha tha ...sahil ki khusi pe us se jyada khus thi aarti .

" thik hai...thik hai baba..le lena party ...vaise bhi aaj tak mai kabhi tujhse jeeta hu jo aaj jeet paunga " sahil ne muskurate huye aarti ke hatho ek aur haar khusi khusi accept kar li thi .

"yesss" aaarti chahak uthi .

" kis bat ki party di ja rhi hai bhai ..zara hme bhi to pta chale" didi ne kamre me kadam rkahte huye puchha.

is se pahle sahil kuchh bolta aarti bol padi...

"mummy..mama ka rsult aa gya aur usme unka ho gya ...hurrreeyyyy" aarti ka celebration abhi khatm nhi hua tha.

" sach me???'''ooo mera bachha ..mehnat bhi to kitni ki thi isne ..bhagwan kare har exam me safalta tere kadam chume...jug jug jiyo beta " sahil ne didi ke pair chhuye to unhone use gale se laga liya .

" mummy party ?????" aarti ki suyi abhi tak whi ataki huyi thi .

" haa..haan..kar le party ..ab tu kaun sa man jayegi ...jao dono market chale jao aur jo bhi lene hai le lo" didi ne muskurate huye kaha .

sham tak jab aarti aur sahil ghar wapas aaye to ghar par dheeraj aur aarti ke tayi , tau aur unki beti varsha sab log aa chuke the ....jeeja bhi ghar aa chuke the ..sab log hi behad khus the ...

sahil ka gaon kafi pichhde areas me aata tha aur wha ke log itni bade exam ke bare me sochate bhi nhi the ..us background se aakar ye exam qualify karna sach me ek achievement se kam nhi tha ..

dheeraj n pyar se sahil ko gale laga liya ..
kahne ko to party aarti ne sahil se li thi lekin sab kuchh intzam wo khud hi kar rhi thi aur sahil mahaj uski madad hi kar rha tha ,,,aur agr khud se kuchh kar deta to aarti ko use check karna padta ...aarti khud bhi behad khus thi ...lekin fir bhi sahil ko ahsas ho rha tha ki kuchh bat jarur hai jo aarti ne abhi u se nhi btaya hai aur ab wo us se puchhn wala tha ...


rat 10 bje tak party khatm huyi aur sab log apne apne ghar chale gaye ..sahil ke kuchh dosto ka bhi phone aay tha jinhone use congratulate kiya aur main exam ke liye jam kar taiyari karne ko kaha....

Dheeraj ka bhi dusre din office tha isliye didi ke rokne par bhi wo rook na saka...jate jate dheeraj sahil ko bolta gya tha ki jaldi se jaldi naye room me shift kar lo aur padhai suru kar do ...jeeja ne room dekh liya tha ab bas shift karna tha ...aur sahil agle ek do din me yha se shift karne hi wala tha .


rat ko sahil , aarti , didi aur jeeja sab log ek sath hi baithe the aur idhar udha ki bate ho rhi thi ..

"aarti , beta ab tum bhi final kar do ..dekho mujhe to lagta hai ki BDS me admission lena thik rahega...kyo sahil ??" jeeja ne kaha.

"jee...ha..thik hai" sahil ne hami bhari lekin wo bat ki gahrayi samjh nhi paya tha abhi .

"jee papa ..jaisa aapko thik lage " aarti ne bhi haa kar diya ...lekin sahil ko uska chehra dekhkar yakeen ho gya ki kuchh to bat hai ..

rat ko sab log apne apne kamre me the ...karib 11 baj rhe the aur sahil ko neend nhi aa rhi thi ...wo pure din ki ghatnawo ke bare me soch rha tha .....aarti ki di gayi party aur aarti ka wo hasta muskurata chehra ...use sab kuchh yad aa rha tha ..aur fir aarti ki wo udas si 'haa' ?????..sahil aarti ko kabhi udas nhi dekh sakta tha ...

aarti ki chehre se hasi gayab hoti aur use lagta uska kuchh apna kho gya .....uski udasi us se bardsht nhi hoti thi ....usne nischay kiya ki ab wo aarti se khulkar puchhega....sahil uthkar aarti ke kamre ke pass pahucha..darwaza andar se band tha aur aarti kisi se phone par bat kar rhi thi ............

UPDATE 12

 

sahil kamre ke bahar hi rook jata hai ...aarti ki baten sun ne lagta hai ...

" yar tumhari bat sahi hai ...lekin jaroori to nahi ki har wo sapna jo insan dekhe wo pura hi ho jaye " aarti ko itna seriously bat karte huye dekhakr sahil aur dhyan se uski baten sun ne lagta hai ...use lag rha tha ki wo shayad galat kar rha hai..aarti ki baten chhupkar sun na galat tha ...lekin wo ye bhi jan ta tha ki bat kuchh aisi hai jo aarti us se nhi batana chahti thi aur us bat ne aarti ko behad disturb bhi kar rkha tha ...ab itni vajah kafi thi sahil ke liye uski baten chori se sun ne ko ..agar ye galat tha to galat hi sahi...wo aarti ke liye kuchh bhi kar sakta tha.

" nhi aditi ,,,mera sapna to MBBS ban ne ka hi hai ..lekin har sapna pura ho jaye ye jaroori to nhi ...kal maine mummy papa ki baten suni thi ..wo dono chahte hai ki mai BDS me admission le lu...aur mai kya karu unhe manaa bhi nhi kar paa rhi ...kyuki mujhe khud bhi confidence nhi hai ki mai entrance clear kar paungi ...mujhe chemistry bilkul nhi aati ...ab agr mai admission na bhi lu to bhi mai next year MBBS nhi qualify kar paungi ..."'

"nhi yar , puri life ye pachhtawa rah jayega ki mera sapna sapna hi rah gya ...lekin mai kuchh nhi kar sakti ...mummy papa bhi mujhe jyada time nhi denge mai janti hu ...aur maine khud ko parakh liya hai ...chemistry mujhe bikul nhi aati aur botany bhi jyada samjh me nhi aati ..ab do subjects ke bina mai kaise entrance nikal paungi"
“ ab mai kya kar sakti hu ..coaching kar ke bhi dekh liya …mere basics hi nhi clear hai..tujhe to pata hai ki ghar par bhi koi guide karne wal nhi hai aur chemistry to mera weak point rha hai …kya karu ..papa ko nhi bol sakti jab mai khud hi confident nhi hu “’

Aarti ne thodi der aur baten ki aur fir phone rakh diya…sahil apne kamre me wapas aa gya …aarti ki baton se saf jahir tha ki wo kitni disturb thi ..aur use apne sapne ke tutne ka dukh bhi tha ..sahil ne apne man me kuchh nischay kiya aur fir subah didi jeeja se direct bat karne ki sochne laga.


Dusre din sahil jaldi hi fresh hokar niche aaya..jeeja news paper padh rhe the aur didi kitchen me thi ..sahil bhi jeeja ke pas aakr baith gya ..

"Aur sale saha …kab shift karne ki sochr rho ho “ jeeja ne ek nazar us par dali aur fir newspaper dekhte huye bole .

“ wo jeeja mai....... kuchh bat karna tha aap se”

“ ha ha bolo” jeeja ne paper ek taraf rakhte huye kaha.

Aur sahil ne aarti ki suni huyi sari bat unhe bata di .

“ ab yar hamara man to yhi hai ki wo admission le le…aakhir kab tak taiyari karegi …fir clear karne ke bad bhi 4-5 sal padhna hota hai…ladki hai …shadi byah ka bhi dekhna padta hai “

“jeeja aap ki bat thik hai …lekin kya aap ko nhi lagta ki use uska sapna pura karne ke liye pura samay milne chahiye…ab wo ladki hai to isme uski kya galti …aur agar aap logo ne uspar jor dala to wo admisiion to le leghi lekin puri zindagi uska adhura khwab use dasta rahega …ek kasak rah jayegi man me ki kash ek bar aur try kiya hota ..kash ki mummy papa mujhe ek mauka aur dete ..aur tab wo khud ko kosegi aur aap logo ko bhi “


“ jeeja ji mai aapse bahut chhota hu aur agar meri baten aapko galat lage to maf kar dijiyega lekin ye galat hai …aarti ko pura haq hai apne sapne ko pura karne ka har sambhav prayatn karne ka “

Jeeja ji sahil ki baton se kafi sahmat nazar aa rhe the …

“’ chalo thik hai …ham use dete hai mauka ..is sal nhi agle sal bhi …lekin jaisa ki tum khud kah rhe ho ..use khud bhi apne aap par bharoa nhi hai..to agr uska self confidence itna low hai to wo kaise taiyari kar payegi ….batao .?????.agar use hi khud par bharosa nhi hai to ….???”

Jeja ne sahil ko katghare me khada kar diya tha ..

“ mai dilaunga use wo self confidence “ sahl ne dridhta se kaha.

Sahil ne botany , zoology aur chemistry se BSc kiya hua tha aur in subjects me kafi achchha tha .


“par beta tum to jar he ho ?“ didi bhi aa chuki thi aur apne bhai par behad garv mahsoos ho rha tha unhe jo apne ladli ke haq ke liye lad rha tha .

“ nhi didi main nhi ja rha ..ab mai yhi rah kar padhunga “

“ pushpa ,mujhe lagta tha ki aarti ko mujhse jyada pyar koi nhi karta ..lekin mai galat tha …tum thik kahti h ki aarti sahil ki ladli hai “ jeeja bhi sahil ki baton se kafi prabhavit huye the aur muskurate huye bole .

Sahil jhenp gya unki bat par .

Aaj aarti kafi der se jagi thi aur fresh hokar niche aayi to sab logo ko ek sath baithe huye paya ...didi jeeja aur sahil teeno kuchh bat kar rhe the aur aarti ko aata dekhkar chup ho gaye...

aarti ko thoda ajeeb sa laga ..aisa pahle kabhi nhi hua tha .....

" aao beta baitho " papa ne pyar se aarti ko apne pas bithya.

"aarti ! sahil nhi ja rha ..yhi rahega ..hamare pass ..hum sabke sath " didi ne muskurate huye kaha.

"par q???" aarti ko samjh me nhi aa rha tha ki kaise react kare isliye ulte seedhe sawal kar rhi thi .

" areee...ye kaisa swal hai ???" didi hairan hote huye boli .

tabhi sahil ka mobile baj utha aur wo muskurata hua uthakar bahar chala gya.

" nhi mummy mera matlab us din to aap bol rhi thi fir bhi mama rukne ke liye taiyar nhi the ..fir achanak ? " aarti ko sachmuch kuchh samjh me nhi aa rha tha .

"beta usne rat me teri sari baten sun li thi ...aurr aaj subah se hamse bahas kar rha hai.."

aarti ke jehan me rat ki sari baten kisis sapne ke tarah aane lagi .... jab wo apni friend Aditi se bat kar rhi thi ..

 

Aarti samajh gayi ki sahil ne uski bate sun li thi aur ab wo wha uski wajah se rookna chahata tha.

Sahil phone par bat smapt karke jaise hi kamre me pahuchata hai aarti ko apni or dekhta pata hai…aarti ki aankho me nami bhi thi aur khusi bhi .

Sahil janta tha ki aarti ka sapna MBBS banne ka tha aur wo chahta tha ki aarti ek bar apne pure aatm-bal ke sath apne us sapne ko puri karne ki kosis kare aur iske liye ab use aarti ko mentally prepare karna tha .ye bat to sahil khud bhi mahsus kar chukka tha ki aarti ko khud par bharosa nhi hai ki wo MBBS ka entrance clear kar payegi aur jab tak insane ko khud par bharosa na ho wo koi bhi kam puri lagan se nhi kar sakta .use pta tha ki rasta bahut kathin hai,lekin manjil bahut hi sundar.


Jeeja ji par bhi bhi sahil ki bato ka asar behad gahera pada tha aura b unhe bharosa tha ki sahil aarti ke liye jo sochega behtar hi hoga.aur ab sara kam sahil ko karna tha .

“mama aapko yha rukne ki koi jarurat nhi hai…mai admission lene wali hu basss….” Aarti ne bahut rudely kaha.

“ aarti ye koi tarika hai bat karne ka …” jeeja ,jo ki aarti ko kabhi nhi dan te the, use aise bolte dekhkar thode gusse me bole.

“ koi bat nhi jeeja ….aarti mai tumse is bare me bad me bat karunaga…aur mai kahi nhi ja rha bas itna jan lo” sahil bolta hua chhat par chala gya.

Rat ko sab log khana khakar apne apne room me pahuch chuke the ..sahil ne didi jeeja ko bol diya tha ki wo aarti se bat kar lega aur use smjha lega.shayad sahil ko pta tha ki aarti use rukne se q mana kar rhi thi .aur use arti ke man me ho rhi kisi bhi shanka ko door karna tha…..rat ko sahil aarti ke room me jata hai…

“andar aa sakta hu kya ?” sahil aarti ke room ke darwaze par khada muskura rha tha.

“ aa jaiye,,,jaisi ki mai mana kar dungi to aap bada man jaoge” aarti tunak kar boli ,aur sahil ko uska aise ruthe ruthe se bolna kafi achchha lagta tha. Wo muskurate huye aarti ke roo me chala jata hai aur whi rakhi chair khichkar baith jata hai.

“ ab batao ..ye subah se angaare kyu chaba rhi ho???? kya ho gya????” sahil ke puchhne ka andaj hi aisa tha ki aarti aur tap gayi.

“achchha mai angare chaba rhi hu…aur aapke muh se to jaise phool baras rhe hai???” Wo kaun sa pichhe rahne wali thi fauran hisab pura kar diya.

Sahil jor se hasne laga..use aarti ko chidhane me hamesa hi mja aat tha aur aaj uske dil me ek khusi thi,ek sukoon tha …pahli bar wo apni ‘ LADLI’ ke liye itna bada kuchh karne jar ha tha.

“achcha baba sorry…ab meri bat suno ..tum kahi admission nhi le rhi …ek bar fir se taiyari karna hai aur sirf MBBS hi karna hai….mai yhi rahunga aur tumhe chemistry padhaya karunga …aur bhi jo difficult lagega tum puchh liya karna…samjhi…. ab is bat par koi behas nhi hogi…ye mera aakhiri faisala hai”

sahil ne behad apne pan se kaha. Lekin aarti shayad abhi bhi thodi gusse me thi ya fir shyad isi ko juban fisal jana kahte hai…uske muh se nikle alfaj teer ban kar sahil ke seene me ja lgae….

“aapka faislaaaaaa?? Admission mujhe lena hai…aap kaun hote ho faisla suna ne wale” aarti jhat se ek lahje me bol gayi .

Sahil ek tak aarti ki aankho me dekhta rah gaya….use laga jaise kisi ne garamaa garam sheesa uske kano me udel diya tha …aaj tak sahil ko kisi ki kisi bat se itna dukh nhi pahucha tha jitna aarti ki is bat se ….

“ aap kaun hote ho faisala lene wale” sahil ko apne kano par yakeen nhi ho rha tha ki aarti kabhi usko aisa bol sakti hai ….wo aarti jise wo is duniya me sabse jyada pyar karta tha…wo aarti jiske sapne ko pura hota dekhne ke liye usne apne carreer ki parwah nhi ki thi….wo aarti jise bachpan se lekar jawani tak sahil ne kabhi ek kadwi bat tak nhi boli thi…aaj us aarti ne use se puchha tha ki “wo kaun hota hai uski zindagi ke faisel lene wala’…kya jwab deta sahil ,jab swal us sakhs ne puchha tha jise wo apni zindagi ke har sawal jawab se bahut upar manta chala aaya tha ???????….
Sahil ki aankho me kab aansu aa gaye use khood pata nhi chala,pata chal jab aansu ki ek boond aankho se nikal kar galo ko bhigo gayi. Sahil kisi hare huye juwari ki tarah utha aur ladkhadate kadmo se wapas uske room se bahar nikal gya.


Aarti sahil ki halat dekhkar samjh gayi ki usne kya bol diya….use ahsas ho gya tha ki sahil uske liye kya soch rha tha…usne kya sila diya tha …

Lekin aarti sahil ko manane nhi ja rhi thi …jane kya tha uske man me….is samay rat ke 11.30 baj rhe the aur sahil apne room me bed par leta hua tha ….aankho se aansu beh rhe the aur dil aarti ke sath bitaye dino key ado me vicharad kar hr a tha …sahil ki aankho se neend koso door thi..inhi sab yado me rat ke 2 baje gaye aur sahil se jab dil ka dard bardash nhi hua to usne aarti ke number par kuchh sms send kiye ….


“ dear aarti….tumahara sawal shayad thik tha ‘ mai kaun hota hu tumhari zindagi me koi faisala lene wala’ ….bahut socha maine…. lekin jab tumne ye sawal puchha hai to fir mere pas iska koi jawab nhi hai..ha agr kisi aur ne ye sawal puchha hota to mere pas iska jwab jarur tha … mai tumhara kya hu ye to duniya janti hai lekin tum meri kya ho ye koi nhi janta,,aur kisi aur ke jan ne se koi fark bhi nhi padta,jab tum hi nhi jan payi to .
Mai tumhara jo hu us riste se shayad mai itna bada faisal nhi le sakta ..khaskar ke tab jab tumne hi puchh liya ki mai kaun hota hu….”

Dusra sms…

“ kal hi yha se chala jaunga..bas ek kasak rah jayegi dil me ki tumhare liye kuchh kar nhi paya ..qki tum lakh puchho ki mai tumhara kaun hu koi faisalaa lene wala…lekin mere dil me ye sawal kabhi nhi aayega ki tum meri kaun ho jo maine bina tumse puchhe apna failsla suna diya......qki mera dil jan ta hai ki tum meri kaun ho".

3rd sms me sahil ko kisi shayar ki likhi ek behad pyari si nazm yad aa gayi…..

""Koi tumse puche kaun hoon main, Tum keh dena koi khaas nahi.
Ek dost hai kaccha pakka sa, Ek jhooth hai
aadha saccha sa.

Jazbaat ko dhake ek parda bas, Ek bahana hai
accha sa.
Jeevan ka ek aisa saathi hai, Jo pass ho ke
bhi pass nahi.
Koi tumse puche kaun hoon main, Tum keh dena
koi khaas nahi.

Hawa ka ek suhana jhonka hai, Kabhi nazuk toh
kabhi tufaano sa.
Chehra dekh kar jo nazrein jhuka le, Kabhi
apna toh kabhi begaano sa.
Zindgi ka ek aisa humsafar, Jo samandar hai,
par dil ko pyaas nahi.
Koi tumse puche kaun hoon main, Tum keh dena
koi khaas nahi.

Ek saathi jo ankahi kuch baatein keh jaata
hai, Yaadon me jiska ek dhundhla chehra reh
jaata hai.
Yuh toh uske na hone ka kuch gam nahi, Par
kabhi kabhi
aankho se ansu ban ke beh jaata
hai.
Yuh rehta toh mere tassavur me hai, Par in
aankho ko uski talaash nahi.
Koi tumse puche kaun hoon main, Tum keh dena
koi khaas nahi!!! "

(ek aisi nazm jo sahil ke dil ke behad karib thi )

" aarti tum apne dil par koi bojh mat rakhna ...mai tum se naraz nhi hu ..achcha hi kiya tumne ...dil ne ek galatfahmi pal li thi..jo ab shayad door ho jayegi ...thank you.
bas ek aakhiri bat ...ek din maine kaha tha ki mere liye mera carreer sabse jyada important hai ...wo jhooth kaha tha ...bsa itna hi batana tha...aur sorry agar tumhari neend meri vajah se kharab huyi ho to ....aj ke bad kabhi tumhe disturb nhi karunga.....reply karne ki jarooart nahi hai
GOOD NIGHT"


sahil ne sare sms draft me save kar rakhe the aur fir ek ke bad ek sare aarti ke number par send kar diye .

sahil ka dil ye soch kar aur ro rha tha ki aarti ne agar galti se wo bol diya tha to fir use manane kyu nhi aayi ...kyu nhi ek bar aakr boli ki sahil i m sorry.
sahil ne soch liya tha ki ab wo yha se chala jayega...hamesa hamesa ke liye.

Sahil ko aaj bahut akelapan lag rha tha .......mai itna gair huuuuu ????? Aarti ke liye bhi???? Jab mera koi haq nhi uspar to mai yha kiske liye rukunga ???? Sahil ka man inhi sab socho me gum tha ki achanak uske room ki light jal gyi .......aarti uske room me uske aankho ke samne khadi thi.........


Sahil ne ek nazar uthakar uski or dekha ...aarti ke chehre par bhi neend ke koi bhav nhi the ...bas ek hi bhav tha us masoom chehre par-- paschatap ka bhav .


Aarti chalti hui sahil ke karib aa gyi ...sahil aadha leta hua sa bistar par pda tha aur kuchh der pahle tham chuki aansuo ki badh fir se aankho me bhar aayi thi jise chhalakne se rokne ki wo puri kosis kar rha tha ......

Aarti uske pas baith jati hai ....dono me se koi bhi kuchh nhi bol rha tha ...sahil aarti se nazre chura rha tha aur aarti uski aankho me jhankne ki kosis kar rhi thi .


"Sorry ,, mera kahne ka wo matlab nhi tha ......mai basyhi chahti thi ki meri vajah se aap ka nuksan na ho .....aap yha rahoge to aapki study thik se nhi ho payegi "

Aarti ka chehra uski baton ka sath nhi de rha tha ......chehre se saf lag rha tha ki use apni galti par bahut afsos hai lekin wo bat aise kar rhi thi ki mano sirf sahil ka dil rakhne k liye bol rhi ho ........

"Tumhe sorry bolne ki koi jarurat nhi hai .....tumne to mere liye achchha hi socha hai .....sahi hi hai yha rahkar mai nhi padh paunga ....mai chala jaunga yha se ......"" sahil ne bhi usi ke se lahje me kaha .

Jane kyu aarti jee tod kosis kar rhi thi ye show karne ki sahil ke rahne se ya jane se use koi khas fark nhi padta .......leki isme kamyabi use bikul nhi mil rhi thi ..

"Jao aarti , so jao bahut rat ho chuki hai ...good night " sahil ne aarti ko chup dekha to dil par patthar rakhkar kaha ...


Aarti chup chap wapas jane ke liye mudi .....thodi door jakar usne wapas mudkar sahil ki or dekha ...sahil ki aankhe dabdabaa aayi thi ........

"Bye aarti "sahil ne rundhe huye gale se kaha ...

AARTI ko use lga kisi ne kaleje se uski jan nikal li ho ...itni tadap thi us alwida me ki aarti ko lga sahil use nhi uski dosti ko alwida kah rha tha ......wo to kahi nhi ja rhi thi .....good night sahil bol chuka tha ...to fir ??????? Sahil ke dil me shayad sach me whi tha ....?????



Aarti ke sabra ka bandh toot gya ......wo bhagati huyi sahil ke gale se lag gayi ......

""I m soryy.......i m really sorry......mujhe maf kar do mama....mai bahut buri hu .....bahut der se kosis kar rhi hu bahut normal dikhne ki ...bahut majboot bane rahne ki .....lekin sach to ye hai ki mai bahut kamjor pad gyi hu.....kuchh samjh nhi aa rha ....apne sapne ko pura hota dekhne ke liye aapke sapno ko dav par to nhi lga sakti ......aap ne mere liye itna socha is jyada khusi aur kya hogi .....mai janti hu agar ye bat mai aapko samjhati to bhi aap na mante...isliye mujhe ye sab karna pada ........i m sorry ...plz mujhe maf kar do aur jao yha se ...jao aap apne lakshya ko pura karo .." aarti ne jaise taise apne dil ki bat kah hi di ...aakhir wo patthar to n thi jo sahil ki halat ko nazar andaz
kar deti ..

" ha chala jaunga ....vaise bhi mai kaun hota hu tumhari zindagi ke faisle lene wala ......"

aarti sahil ke seene se lagi thi aur sahil uski aankho me dekhte huye bola ...uffffff jheel se gahri kali bhawra si aankhe....un aankho me tairate moti sahil ka karar loot lete the aur uske sare mansoobo aur irado par pani fer dete ....wo moti jinki keemat sahil ka dil hi janta tha ....

" plz aap aisa mat kaho .....aap se behtar mere liye kaun soch sakta hai ...aap ko pta hai aapke sms padh kar kitna royi hu mai ....maine ek bar bol diya ki aap kaun hote ho ,,,aur aap ne sach me man liya ki aap koi nhi ho ???? Aapke sms ke ek ek sabd ek teer ki tarah chubhe hai mujhe.......aur kya likha tha aapnne ????--- kachcha pakka sa dost ??? Hmmmm batao to zara .....aapke aur meri ladai ke bich me hamari dosti kaha se aagyi.....mai manti hu ki meri galti hai ......leki agar ek dost galti kare to dusra dost use chhodkar jane ki bat nhi karta ...balki use kan khichkar seedha kar deta hai ...samjhe ....ab agr mai bolungi ki hum dost nhi hai ...ya aap mujhse bat mat karo .....to kya aap man jaoge...hmmmm...bolo ????


"Aarti , tumhari kasam agar kabhi dil se bol dogi ki mujhse bat mat karna ...to zindagi bhar tumse bat nhi karunga....mere liye sabse badi tumhari khusi hai ...aur agar mujhe ykeen ho gya ki wo khusi mera bina hai ....to yhi sahi ." Sahil ko aarti ke bate samjh me shayad nhi aayi thi lekin ye samjh me aa gya tha ki aarti ke kahne ka intention kya tha aur ab usne aarti ko apne dil ki ek gahree sachchhai bata di thi ...ki aarti ki khusi uske liye kya mayne rakhti hai ...
Aarti sahil ke aankho me dekhti rah jati hai ...kitna sachcha tha sahil ...chhal kapat se pare...nispap, nischhal..aarti is bar kuchh nhi bolti aur sahil ke seene se aur jor se chipak jati hai ....

"Aap mat jao ,,,kahi mat jao...yhi mere pas rho ...mere sath... " aarti jane kis bhawna ke aavesh me .
bol gyi .

Sahil ke dil ka sara dard aarti ke uske seene se lagne ke sath hi gayab ho chuka tha ....uska man bahut halka feel ho rha tha ....aur aarti ki is bat ne ek gudgudi si ki thi uske man me .

Par mai kaun hota hu tumhara . " sahil ne ab aarti ko chhedte huye kaha .

Aarti buri tarah lajaa gayi , jane kyuuuu???


"Mama , enough is enough,, ab ho gya na .....aap nhi jaoge na?????? ""

"Tum nhi chahti ki mai jau .....dil se batana ??????" Sahil ne aarti ko balo me hath pherte huye puchha .
aarti ne uski aankho me dekhte huye bas naa me sar hila diya .

"To phir nhi jaunga ....hm dono ke sapne pure honge dekhna .......aur ham sath sath pure karenge " sahil ne pyar se kaha aur badi himmat karke aarti ke mathe par ek chumban kar diya.....
Aarti ka chehra gulabo sa lal ho gya ...sahil uske khwabo me rang bharte bharte uske dil ke rangeen galiyaro me utarta ja rha tha aur use khabar bhi nhi ho rhi thi ...

"Achcha chhodo mujhe ...jane do ab " sahil ko pta hi nhi chala kab aarti ke gale me uski bahe lipatti chali gayi .

"Oh....sorry " sahil aise alag hua jaise kisi ne spring ka gudda uchala ho .

Aarti muskurate huye uthi aur apne room mr jane lagi aur ek aakhri bar palatkar boli ....

" thanx "

"Anytime " sahil bas itna hi bola .....ab dono ke dilo me itminan tha aur dono ka rishta majboot hone ke sath sath nayi shakl leta ja rha tha.

Agle kuchh mahine sahil ki zindagi ke kuchh sabse mathvapoorn mahine the aur thode muskil bhi ...aur in dino me uska sabse bada sahara bani thi aarti .....

Sahil ke wha rookane se do log bahut jyada khus nhi the ek sahil ke bhaiyya dheeraj aur dusra aarti ka bhai Rohan ...aur iski vajah ya to unhe pta thi ya atit ke garbh me chhupi huyi.....lekin sahil ko achchhi tarah se pta tha ki wo kya kar rha hai ....isliye zindagi me first time dheeraj ki bat na mante huye unhe apne wha rookne aur study ke nuksan na hone ka ykeen dilaya ...Dheeraj ko uski baton par kitna yakeen hua ye kahna bahut muskil tha .


Sahil ka main exam november me tha aur aarti ka next year march ke bad se ....is samay june chal rha tha ...to sahil ke pas 4 months the preparation ke liye ....kul 9 paper hone the aur sare subjective ....civil services exam ko har exam ki janani kaha jata hai aur ab sahil ke samne chunouti thi us exam ko clear karne ki aur apne nirnay ko sahi sabit karne ki .....use achchhi tarah se pta tha ki class aur college top karna aur bat thi kintu is exam ko clear karna behad alag aur kayi guna difficult .....yha uska samne all india ke best competitors se the jo us se kahi achchhe aur mahnge schoolo se padhkar nikle the aur us se achchhi sukh suvidhawo me pale badhe ......lekin sahil ka jajba hi uski sabse badi daulat tha .....ek aur daulat thi is samay uske pas thi - Aarti ka sath.

Sahil behad dridh tarike se apne aim ko pane ke liye jut gaya tha ......main exam ke form bharne aur document submit karne ke bad usne apne aap ko is taiyari ke jhonk diya tha ....

Didi sahil ke khane peene ka behad khyal rakh rhi thi ....sahil rat me 9 se 11 aarti ko padhata tha ....jyadatar wo aarti ko uske room me hi padhata tha .......din me bhi aarti us se kuchh kuchh puchhti lekin use ye hamesa lagta ki wo sahil ko disturb na kare .......sahil der rat tak padhta tha .....aur aarti generally 12.30 tk so jati ....


Isi tarah din beet rahe the ....october ka month suru ho chuka tha......

Ek din rat me Sahil aarti ko padhakar apni padhai kar rha tha ...lagbhag 1.00 baj rhe the rat ke ....sahil padhte padhte bahut thak gya tha .......tabhi uske chair ke pichhe aarti aa khadi huyi ...uske hatho me ek cup tha...


"Coffee " usne sahil ki table par cup rakhate huye muskura kar kaha ..

""""Hainnnnnnn ...???? aarti tu aur coffee???? Maine jyada pdhai kar li ya fir mai koi sapna dekhrha hu " sahil ne usko coffe lekar aaya dekha to ek anjani si khusi ka ahsas hua ...lekin arti ko tang karna aur fir us se pyar wali ladai ab sahil ki aadat ban chuki thi ....usne muskurate huye banvati aascharya ke bhav chehre par late huye use chheda .

Aarti ghar ke kam nhi karti thi to sahil ka kahna thoda zayaj bhi tha .....


" jyada nautanki karne ki zarrorat nhi hai ....mujhe laga padhte padhte thak gye hoge so aap ke liye coffee bana di ...mujhe koi shauk nhi hai kisi ki khatir dari karne ka ....aage se khud hi bana lena " wo jo muskurate huye aayi thi ab pair patakte huyd wapas ja thi thi...




Sahil ne jaldi se lapakar uska hath pakad liya .

" are..are..re...mai to majak kar rha tha " sahil ne bade muskil se use apne pas bed par baithate huye haste huye kahaa.


Aarti uske sath baith gyi par chehre par abhi bhi gussa aur narazgi thi...lekin ye ruthna wo roothna tha jabki roothne wale ko pta hota hai ki samne wala use manayega jaroor ...aur hua bhi aisa hi .....

"Wow kya mast coffe banayi hai ...... " sahil ne ek sip liya aur coffee wakai bahut achchhi bani thi .....sahil ko ab lga tha ki aarti ghar ke kam karti bhale na ho lekin aata use sabkuchh hai .

Aarti ne kankhiyo se use dekha ....." koi jaroorat nhi hai jhoothi tarif karne ki "


" nhi yar ...sach me coffee bahu badhiya bani hai .....achchha sorry ..plzzzzz"
Sahil ne vishwas bhari nazro se uski aankho me dekhte huye kaha .



" aap mujhe itna tang kyu karte ho " aarti ne narm lahje me puchha ...


" bina tujhse lade jhagde mera din hi nhi gujarata...kuchhh adhura sa lagta rahta hai " sahil ne dil ki sachchai bayaa kar di ..


Aarti kuchh nhi boli ...sahil ko laga shayad wo kuchh aur hi samajh rhi hai ...

" achchha ab nhi tang karunga tujhe , agar tujhe bura lagta hai to ??? "" sahil bola .

" ye maine kab kaha ki mujhe bura lagta hai " aarti ne muskurate huye kaha ...


" mujhe pta tha ,,, mujhe aadat ho gyi hai tujhse ladne ki " sahil bhi muskurate huye bola .

" achchha aur jab mai aapke sath nhi rahungi tab kise tang karoge aur kisse ladoge ???? Vaise jab asp IAS ban jage to bahut sari mil jayengi aap ko mujh jaisi " aarti ne pta nhi kya soch kar ye topic chhed diya ...
Aaj pahli bar sahil ne aarti ke muh se ye bat suni thii ki jab ham sath nhi honge ...uska chehra thoda udas ho gya .....

" aarti tumhari jagah meri life me kabhi bhi koi bhi nhi le sakta ...chahe mai kuchh bhi ban jau " sahil ne seedhi bat sheedhe tarike se bol di .

 

Aarti sahil ki bat pr thodi serious si ho gayi......

"Aisa kuchh nhi hai ....life m bahut sare log milenge ...aur bahut se mujhse achchhe bhi honge....meri jagah aisi kya hai jo koi nhi le sakta ????? ""Aarti ne sahil k udas chehre ko gaur se dekhte huye kaha.


"Tum mere liye kya ho ye mai kaise batau ...chhodo kabhi mauka mila to bta dunga ...lekin ye nischit h ki tumhari jagah jo mere dil me hai wo koi nhi le sakta "" sahil bhi apni bat par adig tha lekin is bar usne life me kya jagah ke sthan pr dil me kya jagah hai sabd ka pryog kiya tha ....janbojh kar ya bhawnao me behkar ??? Kah pana muskil hai.

" mama aap jante ho dil me wo jagah kise di jati hai " ???? Aarti ne mano dhamaka kiya ho , sahil ka chehra fukk pad gya .lekin uske dil me koi mail nhi tha ,,,,sirf pyar tha isliye uske sabdo me vishwas dilane ki kshamta thi...

" nhi mai nhi janta ......lekin itna janta hu ki dil me sabse khas jagah use di jati hai jo dil ke sabse karib hota hai ....dil ko jispar ykeen hota hai aur jiske liye kuchh bhi kar jane ko jee chahta hai ......fir chahe wo koi family me ho , dost ho ya mahbooba ho" sahil ki bat me kuchh aisi bat thi ki aarti kuchh pal bas use dekhti rah gayi.

" mama aap bahut achchhe ho " aarti aur kuchh kuredna nhi chahti thi lekin sahil ki sachchhai par uski tarif kiye bina n rh saki.

"Tu bhi bahut ahchhi hai, sabse achchhi " sahil ne saf sabdo me aarti ki tarif ki .

" sach mama??? Mai sabse achchhi hu ????" Aarti sahil ki tarif se kafi khus huyi aur chhote bacchho ki tarah khanakte huye boli.


" ha bhai , ab itni rat ko itni achchhi coffe mili hai ,to thodi tarif to banti hai na ...ab aage bhi to cooffee banwani padegi na " sahil ne use fir chhed diya .

" koi achchhe nhi ho aap...ullu ho ...junglee ullu ...samjhe.... ha nhi to ...bas bate jane kaha se jadu karne wali sikh rakhi hai " aarti badbadate huye room se chali gayi jabki sahil ki hasi use aur gussa dila rhi thi.
Aarti ke jane ke bad sahil fir se padhai me lag gya.

Sahil aur aarti ki pyar bhari takrar ab ek naye khoobsoorat rishte ka rang akhtiyar kar rhi thi ...lekin dono hi abhi is bat se anjan the ....aur ab intzar tha us khoobsoorat hadase ka jo un dono ko is bat ka ahsaas dilata .


Jaise jaise sahil ka exam pas aa rha tha , uski mehnat aur jyada badhti ja rhi thi ......aarti uske khane peene ka pura khyal rakhti...ab exam me keval 15 din rah gaye the ...sahil is samay aarti ko nhi padhata tha .....bas puri tarah se padhai m hi leen tha ....


" aarti , mujhe bahut tension hoti hai exam ki aur fir result ki " ek din sahil aaryi ka hath apne hatho me lekar bola .

" tension kyu???? Sab achchha hoga ...mai hu na aapke pas " aarti pyar se use sambhal leti ...aur uski itani si tassalli se sahil ke dil ko bahut himmat mil jati .

Dheere dheere sahil ke exam bhi suru ho gaye ...kul 5 din exam the aur har din 2 paper hote the ....dono paper subjective ....sahil ne puri imandari se exam diye ...aur aaj final paper hone ke bad wo ghar pahucha tha .


" aa gya mera bachcha ...kaisa kamjor ho gya hai is padhai ke chakkar me " didi ne pyar se use apne pas sofe par bithate huye kaha .

Sahil kuchh nhi bola ..aartt bhi whi thi .....

" kaisa hua mama paper ?? " aarti ne puchha .

" achchha hua hai "
" chalo fir intrview ki taiyari m lg jao ....mains to nikal gya samjho " sahil aarti ki bat par bas halka sa muskura kar rah gya ....par didi nhi ...

" ai ladki chup rah tu ...itne dino se paglo ke jaisa padh rha h mera bachchha ...ab thode din aaram karne de ...beta kuchh din kitabe side me rakh ...thoda ghoom fir....logo se mil ...ja kahi baha ghoom aa agar dil kare to "

Aarti didi ki bat se chup ho gyi aur sahil use dekh kar muskura diya ...

" ha didi dekhta hu .....abhi to thodi der sounga ..." sahil ki aankhe jyada der jagne ki vajah se lal ho rhi thi ...


" ha ,tu fresh ho ja ma khana whi lati hu "

Sahil kha peekar soya to neend rat ke 8 bje aarti ke jagane par khuli ....

" kya mama itti der se so rhe ho .....chalo utho ..ab dinner ka time ho rha hai ...."

" bas thodi der ..." sahil ne rajai me fir se ghuste huye kaha ....


" plz uth jao na ....mummy papa packing kr rhe hai aur mai akele pagal ho rhi hu "

Is bar sahil ne muh bahar nikalkar use dekha ......


" kyu kahi ja rhe hai kya ......" sahil ne ek aankh kholte huye puchha .

" ab jago tab to pataa chale .....sab log to bas ghode bechkar sote hai par aapne hathi , hiran, sher bandar sab bech diye hai ...aise so rhe ho " aarti ne tunak kar jwab diya. Sahil ko uski bat par hasi aa gyi...aur wo aarti ke sath niche aa gya ...

thodi der bad wo niche sab logo ke sath baithkar khana kha rha tha jab didi ne bataya ki wo kisi relative k yha ja rhe hai jinke yha kuchh din pahle kisi ki death ho gyi thi ....aur ab wo whi ja rhe the .....wo log pune ja rhe the ....3-4 din bad hi aana tha .....


" sahil tum aur aarti ladai mt karna ....aur time se kha lena ....man kare to khana banaa lena nhi to bahar se order kar dena ....aur rat ko gate time se lock kar lena ..." didi subah nikalne se kuchh der pahle dono ko hidayat de rhi thi ...

" mummy aap apne bhai ko samjha do ki mujhse na laden ....m to kabhi nhi ladai karti pahle " aarti ne massom sa muh banakar kaha .
"Achchha???? " sahil ne use ghoora .

"Bas bassss...mana kar rhi hu aur fir se dono suru ho gye ....mujhe pta hai tum dono hi doodh ke dhule ho .....pta nhi kab bade hoge dono ....ab chup raho " didi ki bat sunkar dono chup ho gaye lekin aankho hi aankho me ladai ka elan ho chuka tha.

Jeeja chupchap is ladai ke mje le rhe the ....
" achchhabhai sale sahab !! Milte hai fir 4 din bad ...bike ki chabhi ye rhi ...kahi aana jana ho to ghoom aana .....aur hm to bas yhi kahenge ki ladai to karna par ekdusre ke bal mat ukhadna " jeeja ne haste huye aakhri bat kahi .

" papa !!! " aarti unke gale lag gyi .

Thodi der bad ghar me sirf aarti aur sahil the ...samne television chal rhi thi aur dono rajai me ek sath baithe the
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UPDATE  13

 

 

MEGAUPDATE

Sahil aur aarti ke bich aaj fir ladai huyi thi..whi remote aur channel ko lekar ..aur parinam bhi whi hua tha …aarti ki jeet aur sahil ki har aur ek bar fir aarti movie dekhne me lagi thi …movie thi “ KUCH KUCHH HOTA HAI”.


Sahil ko bhi wo movie pasand thi so wo bhi baith kar dekhne lag …viase bhi kl hi exam khatm hua tha to thodi masti to banti thi…thodi der bad movie me wo scene aata hai jab class me teacher RAHUL ( Yani sharukh khan ) se puchhati hai ki pyar kya hai uar SRK ka wo famous answer “ PYAR dosti hai”…..anayas hi Aarti ki nazren sahil ki or uth jati hai jo usi ki or dekh rha tha aur dono ke man me ek hi sawal tha “ kya wakayi pyar dosti hai ??????????”


Aarti ki nazre khud bakhud jhuk gayi aur sahil ko rahul aur anjali ke dosti ke rishte me apni aur aarti ki dosti ki jhalak dikhne lagi…



“par rahul to anjali se pyar karta tha bas use pta nhi tha us samay ..to kya mai bhi aarti se???….aur kya aarti bhi mujhse ???? nhi..nhi ..mai bhi bevkoof kaha real life ko reel life se mix kar rha hu….wo to bas acting kar rhe hai…. Lekin story sach bhi to ho sakti hai….ha bilkul sach ho sakti hai …aakhir isme galat hi kya hai….””
Sahil apni hi socho me ghum tha …mano use khabar hi nhi thi ki aarti bhi uski hi bagal me baithi thi…aarti ne chehra uthakar ek bar fir sahil ki or dekha jo kisi aur hi duniya me ghum lag rha tha .


Film me kajol ko pta chal chukka tha ki rahul teena se pyar karta tha aur ab wo rahul se door ja rhi thi aur film ka superhit gana aa rha tha “ tujhe yad na meri aayi,kisi se ab kya kahna”
Sahil puri tarah se us film me doob chuka tha qki use film ki story apni story lag rhi thi aur is samay khud ko rahul aur aarti ki anjali samjh rha tha aur ……………sahil ne teji se aarti ko apni baho me bhar liya …

“nhi tum mujhe chhod kar mat jana …kabhi bhi mat jana …mai tumhare bina jee nhi paunga “


Aarti ssahil ke is bartav se bhauchakka rah gayi…use kuchh der tak samjh me nahi aaya ki sahil ko kya hua..aur thodi der bad jab samjh me aaya to…..aarti ko samjh me nhi aa rha tha ki wo kaise react kare ..wo samjh chuki thi ki sahil kya soch rha hai…lekin kisi nateeje par nhi pahuch paa rhi thi agar wo khud ko anjali samjh le to kya kare…usne kuchh nhi kiya…sahil kisi bachche ki tarah us se lipta hua tha…mano usne aarti ko chhod diya to wo sachmuch chali jayegi ….


“mama” aarti ne television band kar diya sahil ko pukara..sahil ne aankhe band ki huyi thi aur aarti ko pakada hua tha.usne koi jwab nhi diya ya shayad suna hi nhi .aarti ne fir se pukara” mama” aur sahil ke sar ko pkadkar khud ko chhudane ki kosis karne lagi ..T.V band ho chukka tha aur ab kamre me bilkul sannata tha aur sahil ki chetna mano wapas aa gayi thi …wo jhat se aarti se alag ho gya …kuchh pal uski aankho me dekhta raha aur jab ahsas hua ki usne kya kar diya to ow utha aur daudata hua apne kamare me chala gya ….darwaza andar se band karke bistar par pad gya ….

“hey bhagwan mujhe maf kar do .ye mai kya sochne laga tha ….kaise mai khud ko aur aarti ko us film ke role ke roop me soch sakta hu???? …thik hai ki wo meri dost hai lekin mai kaise bhool sakta hu ki wo bhanji hai meri ?? kya muh dikhaunga mai aarti ko ab ….jane kya soch rhi hogi wo mere bare me…” sahil k man me lakho vichar aa rhe the aur yhi hal shayad aarti ka bhi tha .


“ mama mujhe anjali ki jagah rakhkar soch rhe the …kitne buddhu hai wo bhi …lekin kahi mama mujhe pyar to nhi …………….aur kahi mai bhi to …..” aarti ne apne aap se sawal kiya aur dil ka jwab sunkar mano use apne aap par hi yakeen na hua ….dil ke har ek gali ,har kooche me sahil ka aksh maujood tha …bachpan se lekar jawani tak jis sakhs ne maa baap se badhakr use samjha tha us se lagav hona to lazami tha ..lekin dil uski chahat me dhadakne lagega,is bat ka andaza shayad aarti ko nhi tha.



Sahil ke sath bitaye din aarti ke jahan me kisi film ki tarah chalane lage ..bachpan me gaon me aarti ki koi aisi zid nhi thi jo sahil puri na karta, uske muh se nikli har khwahish sahil us tak pahuchata, jyadar bar sabki jankari me aur kayi bar sabse anjaane me…fir jawani ke din ya shayad carrer ke din..jab aarti har man chuki thi aur uske sapne dam todte nazar aa rhe the to ek bar fir se sahil unmen naye rang bharne laut aaya tha….


“ wo shakhs jo apni zindagi me ab tak har jung jeet ta aaya tha kyu us masoom si ladaki se har ladai itani aasani se haar jata hai…jiske chehre par jeet ki koi kha khusi nhi dikhti , Q uske chehre par us se haarane ki khusi chamakati hai…Q sahil uski har zid puri karta hai …kyu uske liye sare ghar walo se lad jata hai…kyu uske sapne ko pura hota dekhne ke liye khud ke sapne ki parwah nhi karta ….aur kyu sahil ne kaha tha ki tumhari jagah meri zindagi me koi nhi le sakta ????????????????” sahil ki har bat par aaj aarti ko pyar aa rha tha .



“ achchha jee ! to aap hamare pas hokar bhi kisi aur ke ho gaye aur hame khabar tak nhi hone di …..aakhir dil ki bhi kya galti …jab koi shakhs is kadar aapko chahega to dil uski chahat ka deewana ho hi jayega….” Aarti apne man me sochate huye muskurayi.mano apne dil se bat kar rhi ho aur dil ki daleelo se har chuki ho .
Aarti ka man mayoor nach rha tha …uska jee kar rha tha ki wo khub jor jor se chillaye aur sahil ko I LOVE U bole …khoob nache ,gaye ..lekin sharm ka parda use aisa karne se rok rha tha .aarti behad khus thi …rajai ke andar ghus kar kabhi muh andar kar le rhi thi …fir bahar kar leti …kuchh sochati,sharmati fir khud se hi chhupne ki kosis me fir se chehra rajai me chhupa leti .

Idhar sahil ke man me bhi vicharo ka toofan chal rha tha …..


Aarti uski dost se thodi jyada thi is bat ka ahsas to use tha lekin is had tak wo uske dil par kabja kar chuki hai iski ummed nhi thi ..aarti uski chahat ban chuki thi ..aarti ko anjali ke roop me door jata dekhakr wo apne hoso hawas kho baitha tha ….aarti usko zindagi ,uski zaroorat ban chuki thi.

Sahil ke ankho ke samne fir whi drishya aa jate hai jisme aarti us se door jar hi hai ….” Nhi mai tumhe nhi jane dunga ..kisi bhi keemat par nhi …rahul ko to anjali dubara mil jati hai ,par meri kismet utani achchhi nahi hai ,mai janta hu …”

sahil ke antarman me ek dwand chal rha tha …man ke kisi vidrohi hisse se aavaz aayi “ par rahul aur anjali ka rishta dosti aur pyar ka tha…lekin tumhara aur aarti ka khoon ka rishta hai …bahnji hai wo tumhari …dost to bad me bani hai …kya anjaam hoga is rishte ka.?? Aur kya hoga agar aarti ki dosti bhi nhi rahi to …wo kaun sa tumse pyar karti hai …aur agar karti bhi hai to kya duniya is rishte ko manegi…kya didi manenegi …kay jeeja manenge ???”


dil ke us chhote se vidrohi hisse ki aavaz ab pure dil par havi ho rhi thi aur sahil ke man me KUCHH KUCHH HOTA HAI film ek naye roop me chal rhi thi …jisme sahil rahul ki jagah tha aur aarti anjali ki jagah …lekin ab is film ka koi ant na tha …koi kahani nhi thi.

“ mujhe is bat ko yhi bhool jana chahiye ,,mujhe khood ko aarti se alag karna hoga ..use bhoolana hoga..us se door jana hoga …agar kahi aarti ke man me bhi whi ahsas jag gaye jo mere man me hai to aarti kaise bardash karegi hamari judai ko …nhi-nhi …maine to hamesa uski khusi chahi hai fir mai use itna bada gham kaise de sakta hu …is se pahle k bat aur age badhe mujhe kuchh karna hoga …mai sab kuchh khatm kar dunga …mere dil ki aavaz aarti tak kabhi nhi pahuchegi….bas ek bar aarti ka MBBS me ho jaye fir mai us se door chala jaunga …bahut door ..kabhi wapas na aane ke liye “

kitna nadan tha sahil..use nhi pta tha ki dil ki bat kisi ke dil tak pahuchane ke liye sabdo aur juban ki zaroorat nhi padti ..dil ki apni hi juban hoti hai jis par kisis ka pahra nhi hota .



sahil aur aarti dono ke man me ye bat aa chuki thi ki wo k dusre ko pyar karte hai ..bas dono ko is bat ka poora yakeen nhi tha ki dusra bhi us se pyar karta hai...lekin ek antar tha ..jaha sahil is rishte ko khatm karna chahta thaaur iska koi future nhi dekhta tha whi aarti Is rishte se behad khus thi …use bas ek hi bat ki fikar thi ki sahil bhi use chahta ho?? Anjam ke bare me usne socha bhi nhi tha…ek bar bhi nhi . dono ki manjil kathin thi aur raste ekdam alag.

sahil aarti ke samne ab khud ko badalane ki soch chuka tha ....wo man me dridh nischay karta hua apne kamre se nikalta hai ...sham ke 3 baj chuke the ...sahil niche aata hai ...aarti so chuki thi aur rajai uske gale tak ke hisse ko dhake huye thi...


aarti ke masoom chehre par nazar padte hi ek bar fir uska dil jor se dhadkta hai ...."kitni khoobsoorat ho tum...kitna pyara dil hai tumhara ..kyu na tumhe chahane ko dil kare kisi ka " anayas hi sahil ke muh se nikla.

sahil jo thodi der pahle dridh nischay karke niche aaya tha ,fir se aarti ke roop saundarya me khota sa ja rha tha ...use laga agar kuchh der tak aur aarti ke pas rha to fir us se door nhi ja sakega ...wo teji se wapas muda aur seedhiyo se chadhate huye apne room me pahucha ...

sahil ke jate hi aarti ne aankhe kholi...jahir hai wo bas sone ki acting kar rhi thi...

"yesssss !" aarti ne apni awaz ko dabate huye kilkari mari .

"mere bhodu ram ...mujhe pata tha ......kaise masoom bane fir rhe hai hamara sabkuchh loot kar "

aarti ek pal ko muskurayi " aapke chehre ke bholepan ne hi to hame loot liya " aur khood hi sharma gayi .

aarti ne bed par khade hokar upar dekha ..sahil third floor par ja chuka tha ...aarti ko ab yakeen ho chala tha ki sahil bhi us se pyar karta hai...usne khusi ki bhavo ko geeton ke sahaare vyakt kiya ................

"PAHLA-PAHLA PYAR HAI....PAHLI-PAHLI BAR HAI "

aarti gaye ja rhi thi aur fir geet khatm karke khud se hi sharma gayi mano ....ek bar fir se uski rajai hi uski sharm ko chuupane ka saharaa bani .

 

sahil aur aarti dono is samay ghar me akele the lekin ab dono ke bich sharm aur jhijhak ki deewar khadi ho chuki thi .


sham ko sahil neeche utar kar aata hai..aarti kitchen me chai bana rhi thi...sahil whi sofe par baith jata hai ....

"chai" apni socho me doobe sahil ka dhyan aarti ki madhur aavaz par toot jata hai ...
aarti us se nazre nhi mila rhi thi ..usko chai dekar dusre sofe par baith jati hai...dono ke bich me ek khamoshi thi ...jise sahil ne toda...

" chai khatm karke apni books lekar aa jana ..chemistry padhenge..aur sham ke khane ke chakkar me mat padna..maine order kar diya hai.."



sahil apni chai khatm karta hai aur seedhe upar ka rukh karta hai.....aarti ko sahil ka bartav kafi ajeeb sa lagata hai....aaj tak sahil ne us se is tarah se bat nhi ki thi ...sahil to hamesa us se ladne ,use chhedne ke chakkar me rahta aur fir unki ladai aur aarti ki us ladai me jeet ...lekin aaj to mano wo hukm sunakar chla gya tha ....

koi aur din hota to aarti aur uski is bat par jung nischit thi lekin aaj aisa nhi hua ..aarti chupchap uski baten sun leti hai ...use sahil ka aisa bartav sahil ke sharmile nature ki vajah se lag rha tha....use lag rha tha ki sahil us se pyar karne laga hai isliye uske samne sharma rha hai...lekin dheere dheere ye aarti ko apni galatfahmi lagne lagi ...lekin use is bat me koi galatfahmi nhi thi ki uska dil sahl ke pyar me doob chuka tha ..


aarti chupchap apni kitaben lekar sahil ke kamre me chali jati hai ...

sahil aarti ko padhate samay kafi narmi se bat karta lekin koi bhi bat jo study se related nhi hoti usko karne me jaise koi dusra hi sahil ban jata...wo sahil jo aarti se ladta -jhagdata tha mano kahi kho sa gya tha ...ab wo aarti se baten karta to kafi reserve sa rahta....aarti ko sahil ka ye bartav kafi dukh de rha tha..jab bhi wo sahil se bat karna chahati wo koi na koi bahana kar kr wha se chala jata..


aise hi karib one week beet gya ....didi jeeja bhi wapis aa chuke the ...sahil sabke samne to bikul normally rahta lekin kabhi aarti se akele me mulakat hoti to bikul hi alag rang me lagta ...mano aarti ko janta hi na ho ...sahil ki berukhi aarti ko bahut dukh de rhi thi.... sahil aarti ko akele me keval padhate samay hi milta tha aur koi bhi idhar udhar ki bat nhi hoti ....aarti ko lagne laga ki uska pyar dam todata ja rha tha ...uske aankho ke haseen sapne toot kar uski hi aankho me chubhane se lage the ....


january ka month suru ho chuka tha ...thand apne pure sabab par thi .....aarti ke medical entrance exam suru hone wale the .....isi bich jeeja ko ek mahine ke liye rajsthan jana tha ...kafi bada contractmila tha jise wo chhodana nhi chahte the ......is bar unki tabiyat thodi theek nhi thi ...to didi bhi unke sath jana chahti thi...aaj ghar par whi baten ho rhi thi ....

" mummy aap papa ke sath chali jao..mai ghar par sab sambhal lungi ....." aarti ne kaha.

" sahil tum kya kahte ho" sahil ko chupchap baitha dekhkar didi ne puchha.


sahil akele me aarti ke sath nhi rahna chahat tha...use hamesa dar laga rahta tha ki kahi wo kisi pal kamjor na pad jaye ...aarti ki aankhe jab bhi uski or uthati unme ek sawal hota tha ...pichhle ek mahine me aarti ke chehre ki udasi se sahil ka dar aur badhta ja rha tha ...agar aarti ke dil me uske liye kuch na hota to ab tak kab ki wo use ladai kar chuki hoti aur puchh chuki hoti ki wo aisa bartav q kar rha hai uske sath....lekin aarti ke udas chehre aur sooni aankho ne sahil ko ahsas dila diya tha ki uske man me bhi pyar ke beej phoot chuke hain..aur ab sahil ko aarti ka samna karne me aur dar lagne laga tha ....lekin sahil ne aarti ki preparation ko is bich me nhi aane diya tha ...wo din rat aarti ke sath uski taiyari me laga rhata...uske liye notes banata...physics fir se padhne laga tha sahil ...qki 12th ke bad se sahil ne physics ne nhi padhi thi ...lekin aarti ko padhane ke liye usne puri physics fir se padhi thi aur aarti ko chapterwise questions solved karwaye the ....aarti ka aatm vishwas lautne laga tha ..ab use chemistry me jyada problem nhi hoti ...aakhir sahil ne chemstry me graduation me college top kiya tha ...usne sare basics achchhe se aarti ko taiyar karwa diye the ....jeetni mehnat aarti ne ki thi us se kahi jyada sahil ne kki thi ...


lekin jab bhi aarti ke aankhe us se sawal karti sahil paresan ho jata...use yhi dar aaj bhi tha ..

"jee mai kya bolu...jaisa aap log thik samjhe" sahil ne sar jhuka kar dheere se kaha.

"are kaise bate kar rha hai tu??? tu yha hai tabhi to ham aarti aur is ghar ko akela chhodkar kahi jane ki soch sakte hai ....sahil ,beta tujhe koi paresani hai to bta de....kuchh dino se dekh rhi hu tu kuchh udas udas sa rhane laga hai ???" ddi ne behad lagav se puchha.

sahil kya jawab deta ....

" nnhi di ...aisi koi bat nhi hai ...aap log jaiye ham log sab dekh lenge" sahil ne bat bigadate dekha to tapak se bola.

" sahil, aarti ka exam hai 24 january ko ???" jeeja bole.

" jee mujhe pta hai ....mai dila dunga" sahil ne kaha.

" beta ,tera nuksan hoga ..tu apni padhai kar mai rook jati hu " didi ne uske sar par hath pherte huye kaha.

" are nhi didi , nuksan kaisa abhi to result wait kar rha hu ...aur fir aarti ke kisi kam se mera nuksan nhi hota " kitni dino bad sahil ne apni kisi bat me sabke samne aarti ka jikr kiya tha ...aarti ki nazre uski or uth gayi.


" ha ye bat to sb log jante hai" jeeja haste huye bole.aur fir didi aur jeeja sham ko rajsthan ke liye nikal gaye ...ghar par ab ek khana banane wali Bai aane lagi thi ....


rat ke 8 baj rhe the ....Bai khana banakar wapas ja chuki thi .....


.sahil aarti ko koi form online fill kar rha tha aur aarti whi pas me baithi thi ...aarti ke form bharne se uske admit card aur exam ,har cheej ki zimmedari sahil ne le rakhi thi ...aarti ko bas jakar exam dena tha ....aarti ko samjh me nhi aa rha tha ki wo sahil se kaise bat kare...

sahil uska har kam kar rha tha ,uska pura khyal rakhta ,uski padhai ke liye sabkuchh kiya tha ....lekin fir bhi sahil ab use uska puana sahil nhi lagta tha ....wo sahil jo us se ladta tha,jhagdta tha ,us se roothata tha ,use manaata tha ...aarti ke dil me sahil ke is badlaw ko lekar kafi dukh tha ...lekin uski padhai me sahil ki lagan dekhkar use samajh me nhi aa rha tha ki sahil ke dil me kya hai .kaun sa sahil sachcha hai ...uska kaun sa roop asli hai ?????

sahil aarti se koi koi detail puchh puchh kar form bhar rha tha ...aarti bhi bas utna hi bolti jitni jaroorat hoti ...lekin aankho me ek sawal tha abhi bhi jo sahil ko darataa tha ..qki us sawal ka koi jwab nhi tha uske pas.

 

Isi tarah din gujar rhe the ...aarti ka exam pas aa gya tha...do din bad uska exam tha ....aaj sahil subah utha to dekha aarti ke kame ka door bahar se band tha ...aam taur par aarti der tak soti thi ..qki rat me kafi der tak padhti ...lekin aaj wo pahle hi jag gayi thi ......

sahil jaldi se niche aaya to dekha aarti taiyar hokar kahi jane wali thi ...sahil ko thoda ajjeb laga..

"kaha ja rhi ho???"

mera admit card nhi aaya hai AIPMT ka ...jakar centre se lana hai ...whi lene ja rhi hu " aarti ne jawab diya ..

"maine kal hi liya diya the ...." sahil ne dheere se kaha....aarti ne nazre uthahakr uski or dekha ....

" kya samjhte ho aap apne aapko??" aarti gusse me boli.

"kyaaaa??? maine kya kiya hai ??" sahil ne badi mushkil se kaha...jabki use bhi pta tha ki aarti kyu aise bol rhi hai...

"ha...aapne kuchh nhi kiya hai...aap kabhi kaha kuchh karte ho ....koi jaroorat nhi hai mujh par ahsan karne ki " aarti ki aankhe bhar aayi thi ...

" mai ahsan karta hu tum par " sahil ne udas chehre se uski or dekhte huye kaha.

" ha ..ahsan hi to karte ho ....mujhse bat nhi karoge lekin mere liye sabkuchh karoge....mere sare kam karoge,lekin kabhi pyar se do bol nhi bologe ...aapke liye mera exam clear karna jaroori hai jiske liye aap mera sath de rhe ho ...mai to aapke liye kuchh nhi hu ......padhai se alag to aapka aur mera koi rishta hi nhi hai ....meri koi ahmiyat nhi hai aap ki nazro me ???" aarti ke jabt karne ke bawzood ab uski aankho ke aansu palko ka darwaz todkar bahar niklne lage the ..

"aisa kuchh nhi hai " sahil ne badi muskil se apna chehra dusri or karte huye kaha..aarti ke aansu dekhne ki himmat nhi thi usme.

" ha ..mai hi pagal hu ...mujhe hi lagta tha ki aisa kuchh hai ....aap bas khud ke bare me sochate ho..kabhi mere bare me bhi socha karo ...mujse lade jhagde bina aapka ek din nhi gujarataa tha aur ab........aap ko koi fark nhi padta ,pta hai mujhe ....lekin mujhe padta hai ...aapke tang karne ki aadat pad chuki hai mujhe ......aapse ladai ki aadat pad gayi hai mujhe ...samjhe aap ....kya kar diya hai maine aisa...kyu kar rhe ho aap aisa mere sath.." aarti sahil se sawal par sawal kiye ja rhi thi ....aur sahil ke pas koi jawab nhi tha ...

" aarti plz chup ho jao.... tum apne exam achche se de do ...fir ham is bare me bat kar lenge..plzz....dekho abhi tumhare liye sabse jaroori shant dimag se ye exam dena hai ...nhi to ham dono ki sari mehnat bekar jayegi ....fir mai vada karta hu tumhare har sawal ka jwab dunga ...plzzz...meri khatir...??"" sahil use samjhate huye uske aansu ponchh rha tha ...aarti ka rona rook gya tha lekin wo abhi bi sisak rhi thi ...sahil use pakde huye pas me rakhe sofe par baitha tha .

aarti ki aankho me dekhte huye sahil ne uska sar apne kandhe par dba diya ...ajeeb si sthiti me fas gya tha sahil...aarti ko agar abhi kuchh samjhata to wo samjhati nhi aur iska asar uske exam par padna swabhavik tha .........isliye use kuchh din tak aarti ke sath pahle jaise hi pesh aana tha ...lekin use ye bhi dar tha ki wo dono jitna ekdusre ke sath rahenge,utne hi pass aate jayenge aur fir door ona utna hi muskil hoga....sahil ko kuchh samajh me nhi aa rha tha ...kuchh dino ke liye usne sab kuchh waqt par chhod diya...is bat ko mante huye ki exam ke bad wo aarti ko sab saf saf bata dega ki un dono ke rishte ka koi future nhi hai aur use bharosa to nhi lekin ek umeed jaroor thi ki aarti uski bat ko samjh jayegi .... ab wo puri kosis kar rha tha ki aarti pahle ke jaise normally rahe aur kafi had tak wo kamyab bhi ho chuka tha ...


whi aarti ko aaj ki ghatna ke bad is bat ka ahsas ho chuka tha ki sahil aaj bhi whi sahil hai ,uska apna sahil aur wo ek na ek din use jaroor jeet legi...dekhna ye tha ki waqt ka faisla kya tha.????


rat ke 11 baj rhe the ...kal aarti ka exam tha...aur aaj rat wo thodi tension me thi...sahil uske kamre me chala jata hai..aarti samne botany ke notes khole kuchh dekh rhi thi ..sahil ko dekhkar usne books band ki aur uthakar baith gayi,,,


" are abhi bhi padh rhi ho ...sham ko bola tha na maine ki ab 10-10.30 tak so jana ...8 ghante ki need bahut jaroori hai ...."

aarti kuchh nhi bolti ....bas uski or dekhti rahti hai..

"kya hua...???" sahil ne pyar se puchha.

"neend nhi aa rhi " aarti ne dheere se kaha.

" nervous ho ??" sahil ne uske bagal me baith te huye puchha.

aarti ne haa me dheere se sar hila diya.

"are ye to natural hai ..exam ke pahle sablog nervous hote hai ..."


"aap kal chaloge na mere sath?" aarti ne bas itna hi pucha.jane kyu..jabki use pta tha ki sahil jaroor jayega.

"ha...ye bhi koi puchhne ki bat hai "

aarti ne muskrate huye sahil ka hath apne hatho me le liya.

"fir thik hai "

" chalo ab so jao " sahil ne uske bed par se sari kitabe samet te huye kaha...

aarti dhhere se muskurayi ..

"aap bhi mere kamre me hi so jao"

"pagal ho ???"

"fir mujhe need nhi aayegi...exam se pahli wali rat mai mummy ke sath soti hu " aarti ne kaha.

sahil bura fasa tha ...use samjh me nhi aa rha tha ki aartisach bol rhi hai ya use tang kar rhi hai .

"chalo tum so jao ...mai yhi hu tumhare pas" sahil ne uske sirhane baithte huye kaha.
fir idhar udhar ki bate karne laga aarti kadhyan exam se hatane ke liye aur jald hi aarti neend ke aagosh me thi...usne abhi bhi sahil ka hath pakad rkaha tha.

sahil ne dheere se apna hath chudaya...dusre kamre se ek chatai le aaya ...whi niche farsh par bichakar uspar bistar lagaya...fir aarti ka admit card ,pen etc sabkuchh uske bag me rakha..aur light off karke night bulb on kar diya ...


aarti so chuki thi ...lekin sahil ki aankho me neend kahi nhi thi ...

"hey bhagwan , maine kabhi nhi socha tha ki zindgi aise dorahe par lakar khada kar degi ...tum to sab jante ho ..mere man me is pyari si ladki ke liye koi paap nhi hai ...mera rasta bahut kathin hota ja rha hai ...plzz mera sath dena aur meri jaan ko uski manjzil " sahil ne aarti ke msoom mukhde par ek nazar dalte huye dua ki ...night bulb ki doodhiya roshni me uska husn chaudahvi ki chaand ki tarah damak rha tha ..sahil ne aankhe band kar li aur let gaya.

 

subah pahli sahil utha..aarti abhi bhi so rhi thi ...sote me aarti ke chehre ki massomiyat aur badh jati thi ..sahil jab bhi uske chehre ki or dekhta uska dil ,uske dimag ki khilafat karne lagta ....jee chahata duniya ke sare bandhan todakar ,sare rishte nate chhodakar bas uska hokar rah jaye....is riwajo ki duniya se kahi door chalaa jaye ...jaa sirf wo ho uski aarti ho aur unka pyar ho ....

sahil aarti ke chehre se apni nazre hata leta hai,,,use pata tha unka pyar duniya roopi sagar ki ek aisi kasti par sawar hai jisme sapno ke sundar phool to hai lekin haqiqat ka kinara nhi hai...uske sapno ke phool bas kagaz ke phool ban kar rah jayenge jinse kabhi bhi vastavik phoolo ki khusboo nhi aa sakti ....sahil ek aah bhar kar rah jata hai ...aur muh se bas itna hi nikalta hai ...."KAASH"

aarti ka exam 9.30 se tha ...bathroom me pani girne ki aawaz se aarti jag jati hai ...aankhe malte huye wo uthkar baithti hai to niche fllor par bistar laga hua dekhkar use samjhte der nhi lagti ki sahil whi niche soya tha ....

" kyu ho aap itne pyare" wo bas itna kahti hai aur apne bikhre balo ko clutcher me kaid karti uth jati hai ....uske chehre par sahil ke liye ijjat thi ,maan tha aur pyar tha ....


aarti washrroom se nahakar nikli thi aur uske lambe baal peeth par faile huye the jo abhi gile the ......usnme chamakati pani ki boonde kisi moti ki tarah uske khoobsoorati ko badha rhi thi ....bina kisi makeup ke hi uska roop sone ki tarah damak rha tha ....


sahil ek nazar aarti par dalta hai aur apne dil ki dhadkano ko kaboo me karte huye bolta hai..." chalo jaldi se ready hokar aa jao ..7.30 ho gaye"

aarti ne sahil ke nazro ki tapish apne chehre par mahsoos ki thi ...aur use achchha lagaa tha ..."jee..bas abhi aayi " aarti bas itna hi bolti hai aur apne room ki or badh jati hai ..

thodi der bad aarti ready hokar niche aat hai....sahil dining table par baitha hua tha ...

toast , chai aur senke huye bread table par rakhe the aur ek juice ka glass bhi...aarti pyar se sahil ki or dekhti hai ....

"chalo time waste mat karo ..fatafat breakfast karo " is se pahle wo kuchh bolti sahil bol padaa.

aarti sahil ki or dekhe ja rhi thi aur apna breakfast kar rhi thi ...sahil kabhi nazar utha kar aarti ki or dekhta aur use apni hi or dekhta pakar nazre dusri or kar leta...

thodi der bad aarti breakfast finish karke apna bag lekar sahil ka wait kar rhi thi aur wo kitchen me tha .... ....

"ab aap der kar rhe ho ...jaldi se aao na" aarti ne sahil ko mama bolna chhod diya tha .

sahil kitchen se nikalkar uske pass pahucha ..uske hath me ek chhoti katori thi jisme dahi (curd) thi...

"lo thodi si kha lo ...mummy bolti thi ki exam ke din dahi kha kar jate hai " sahil ne behad pyar se uske hotho ki taraf spoon badhaya.

aarti ne sahil ke hatho me thame sppon ko muh me le liya ...lekin is bar apne aankho me fanse aansuo ko aazad hone se na rok saki.

" pagal ho kya '''? ro kyu rahi ho ...ab dahi jyada khatti hai to isme meri kya galti " sahil ne use hasane ki neeyat se kahaa...

"dahi achchhi hai buddhu ram" aarti ki aankho me aansu the aur hotho par hasi ...itna bolte huye wo sahil ke gale se lag gayi ....sahil ek hath me dahi aur dusre me spoon pakde khada rha ...samjh me nhi aa rha tha use ki kya kare....

"thank you " aarti ne gale lage lage hi uske kano me sargoshi ki .

"ab ho gya na....chalo ab " sahil se kuchh kahte nhi ban rha tha .


aarti sahil ke sath bike par baithi thi ..ek man tha uski aankho me sahil ke liye ....sahil ne uska har roop me khyal rakha tha ...aur aaj mummy ke na hone par ek maa ki kami bhi use mahssos nhi huyi thi ....bahut kam kismat walo ko aisa pyar naseeb hota hai ...aarti ke chehre par sharm aur garv ka mil jula bhav tha ..

sahil ke sath bike par baithkar use lag rha tha ki kash ye zindagi yuhi sahil ke sath ek haseen safar me gujar jaye .

aarti ka paper kafi achcha hua tha aur use umeed thi positive rsult ki.dheere dheere din bit rahe the aur aarti AIPMT,CPMT.MANIPAL,,jaisi kayi exam me appear huyi thi ...

aarti ke sare papers ho chuke the ....teen paper me use sahil liva kar gya tha aur baki ke do me papa ke sath gayi thi .....february ke end chal rha tha ....sahil ka result ab aane wala tha aur sahil ko result ki tension hona swabhavik tha...

dheeraj kabhi kabhi delhi aata tha didi ke yha....wo jab bhi aata aarti ki tayi tau ke yha bhi jaroor jata...unhe bhi wo didi jeeja hi bolta tha.


aarti din pratidin sahil ki chahat me doobati ja rhi thi whi sahil apni lakho kosiso ke bawzood aarti se door nhi ja paa rha tha ...ab uske pass ek hi rasta bachta tha ...wo aarti se door jane ke liye didi ke ghar se hi chala jaye...ab use bas aaarti ke result ka intzar tha ...qki agar uska result positive aata to ya to aarti kahi kisi hostel me chali jati study ke liye ya fir wo khud wha se chala jata ..qki fir aarti ko study me uski kisi help ki jaroorat nhi padti ...kya wo khood aarti se door rah payegi ???? is bat ka sahil ke as koi jwab ni thi.




har roz sahil UPSC ki website check karta aur aakhirkar wo din aa hi gaya jab UPSC ki site par block letter me red coloured announcement publish huyi...

" CIVIL SEVICES(MAIN) QUALIFIED RESULT"

sahil ke dil ki dhadkan badh gayi thi ..usne turant aarti ko aawaz lagaya...

" aarti,jaldi yha aa...jaldi se"

ghar par sab log the lekin wo dono top floor par the aur baki log niche ....

"kya hua ...itti tej kyu chillaye " aarti daudate huye aayi aur jaise hi computer screen pe nazr padi chup ho gayi ....

" aa gya ????"

"ha"

dono hi nervous lag rhe the ....sahil ne pdf download ki ....mainz me kayi bar role number likhne ke bad use roll no yad ho gya th -029729.

dono hi taktaki lagaye us pdf ko ghoor rhe the jisme sshil ki kathin tapsyaa ka parinam tha ....aur ek barfir se us pdf me wo number maujood tha ...

ek bar fir se sahil ne kar dikhaya tha....aarti sahil ki or aur sahil aarti ki or dekh rhe the .....aur achanak se aarti teji se uchhal sahil ke seene se lag gayi sahil sambhal nhi paya aur pichhe bistar par gir gaya aur aarti uske upar ....


"mujhe pahle se hi pta tha ki aap ye kar jaoge ....." aarti uske pet par chadhi huyi thi aur ye batana muskil tha ki dono me jyada khus kaun hai ....

sahil ke ankho me kamyabi ki chamak thi aur aarti ki ankho me us chamak ko dekhkar khusi ki chamak. Dheraj aur sahil ke mummy papa bhi is bat se kafi khus the...didi jeeja bhi sahil ki saflta par behad khus the ...sahil ne is bar kisi bhi tarah ki party se manaa kar diya tha ..wo chahata tha ki ab jo kuchh bhi ho final result ke bad ho.....

ab sahil ke samne aakhiri padav tha " INTERVIEW"...sahil ke liye ab tak ka safar kafi kathin rhaa tha ...pahle attempt me hi civil services ke interview tak pahuchacnaa ,wo bhi uske jaise background wale student ke liye ,bahut badi bat thi...

do dino bad interview ka shcedule aa gya ...sahil ka interview 10 din bad tha aur ek bar fir se wo duniya jahaan ko bhoolkar apni taiyari me lag gya tha..

 

Do din rah gaye the sahil ke interview ke liye …aaj rat ke khane ke bad aarti aur sahil ek sath baithe the….

“aarti tum chalogi ne mere interview wale din???”

“jaisa aap kaho “ aarti ne jawab diya.

“ye meri zindagi ka sabse badaa din hoga ..mai chahata hut um mere sath raho …bahle hi andar na chal sako”

“to fir puchh kyu rahe ho…aap chahte ho to mai jaroor chalungi….aap jab bhi life me mujhe jahaa bhi chalne ke liye bologe,mai chal dungi “ aarti ne apne dil ke emotions ko sabdo ka roop diya.


Sahil use dekhta rah gayaa…pta to use bhi sabkuchh tha bas wo samjh nhi paa rhaa tha ki kya kare…wo chup rah jata hai …

Sahil aarti ka samnaa karne se katrane lga tha….pahle jaisi aarti se baten bhi nhi kartaaa aur aarti ko achchhi tarah se samjh me aa rha tha ki wo aisa kyu kar rha hai…
aaj sahil ka interview tha..sahil ne blue colour ka suit pahna tha aur behad handsome lag rha tha ....aarti ne ek bar pyar se uski or dekha aur mano khud hi sharma gayi " bade aaye " muskurate huye usne khud se bas itn ahi kaha.did jeeja bhi sahil ke sath UPSC aaye the ..sahil ne andar jane se pahle unke pair chhuye aur gate ki or badh gya ...tabhi pichhe se aarti ki aawaz aayi ....

" ek minute...mummy mai All d best bolna bhool gayi " aarti mummy ko bolti uyi sahil ki or badh gayi aur wo gate se thik bahar khada tha...aarti uske pas aayi ....


"aap jao ,pure confidence se apna interview do ....result ke bare me mat sochate rahna nhi to nervous lagoge ..bas ek bat sochana ...zindagi me kchh rishte aur kuchh insan kabhi nhi badalte ....wo aapki saflta asafalta se bahut upar hote hai......aur aap kuchh dino bad is gate ke andar ho ya bahar us se koi fark nhi padta ....mai aapka hath kabhi nhi chhodungi ... ALL THE BEST " sahil ko aarti ki baten behad pyari lagi thi usne ek halki si mukurahat di aur thanx bolta andar ki or chal diya .

Sahil ka interview ho chuka tha ..aur ab wo final result ka wait kar rha tha ….bas ek bar uska nam aur us list me aana tha aur sahil IAS ban jata…lekin use dar lagtaa tha….interview to achchha hua tha lekin fir bhi ….


Idhar aarti ke result bhi aane suru ho gaye the ,,,aaj uska UP-CPMT ka result aaya tha ..aarti ka fir se nhi hua tha …..


Sahil kahi bahar gya hua tha ..ghar aay to didi ne bataya ki aarti ka result aaya aur uska fir se nhi hua ….

Sahil ko ye sunkar kafi dukh ho rha tha ..wo teji se upar ki or chalaa jata hai….aarti apne kamre me hi tha ..door khula tha ..

“aarti?” sahil ne sar jhuka kar baithi aarti ko aawaz di .

Aarti ne sar uthakar uski or dekha …uske chehre se lag rha tha ki wo ro rhi thi …
“ I m sorry…mai kisi layak nhi hu ….mere se kuchh nhi ho sakta….aap ne kitni mehnat ki thi mere liye…maine sab barbad kar diya ….i m soryy..i m really sorry “ aarti fir se rone lagi .

Sahil tejise aage badha aur aarti ka chehra apne dono hatho me tham liya..

“chupppp….tu kya samjhti hai???…maine teri help isliye ki thi ki tu apne sapne ko pura karne ki puri kosis kar sake na ki isliye ki mere padhaane se koi guarantee thi ki mai tera entrance clear karwa dunga…zindagi me agar kuchh pane ka zunoon ho to apne dil se puri Imandari se kosis karni chahiye aur wo tune kiya ……kyuki fir kabhi life me ye pachhtawa to nhi rahega ki yar ek bar aur kar liya hota ..ya yar ek bar dil se padh liya hota ……bas itna hi chhataa tha mai ki teri life me tujhe kabhi wo pachhtawa na ho ….…result positive aana na aana hamare hath me nhi hota ….aur tera to abhi ye first result hai ,,,abhi aur kitne result aane hai …aur kya kahaa tune……maine mehnat ki thi???? Ha ki thi ,to ??? Tu meri kuchh nhi lagti kya jo mai tere liye kuchh kar na saku ???? kya maine tujhe padhate samay ye shart rakhi thi ki tujhe exam clear hi karna ha ….nhiiii….mai bas ye chahta tha kit u apne pure potential ke sath apne aim ko pane ki kosis kar …samjhi”

Aarti ke aansu rook gaye the ….use sahil ki kuchh bate samjh me aa rhi thi kuchh nhi …ha ek bat jo samjh me aayi thi wo ye ki agar life me kisi chij ko pane ka zunnon ho to dil se puri imandari se kosis karni chahiye ,….aur ab aarti wo kosis karne wali thi ….---sahil ko dil se pane ki kosis.

“tahnk you ,,,thank u so much….aap meri zindagi ki andhero raste par ek ujale ke tarah aa jate ho …jab bhi kuchh samjh me nhi aata ki kya galat hai kya sahi ,kya karu kya na karu ,aap roshni ki ek kiran ki tarah mujhe rasta dikhate ho …..aap se is zanam me mera jo rishta ho wo to sab log jante hai …lekin kisi zanam ka aur bahut gahra rishta rahaa hai hmara ??”


Sahil chup ho jata hai …aarti ki baten use samjh me to khub aa rhi thi ..lekin un bato ka wo kya zawab de use khud pta nhi tha ….

“kuchh jyada bol gayi mai”

“nhi..wo…mai ja rha hu..aurrr..ab rona mat ..plzzz.. “ sahil se jab kuchh bolte na bana to wo uthkar jane lagaa.

“ agar fir roungi to aap wapas aaoge na ?” aarti ke is bat par sahil kekadam mano zam se gaye ,usne palat kar aarti ki or dekha…uske aankho me sahil ke liye pyar ka sagar hilore mar rha tha…sahil ko dar sa lagne lagaa tha us pyar ka anjaam sochkar …

“aarti plzzz” wo bas itna hi bol paya.
Aarti chalte huye uske pass aa khadi huyi .

“kyu itna kuchh apne dil me rakhte ho aap…kah do jo kuchh bhi aapke dil me hai ….wada hai aapse.. mujhe har kadam par apne sath khada paoge …chahe rasta kaise bhi,chahe manjil koi bhi ho …mai hamesa aapke sath chalungi “

“aarti plzz samjhne ki kosis karo….”

“samjha do “ aarti ne uske aakho me dekhte huye haule se kahaa.

Sahil fir se chup rah jata hai …aur teji se chalet huye room se bahar nikal jata hai ….

Sahil neeche aaya to didi ko baitha hua paya..

“didi mai kuchh dino ke liye ghar jana chahata hu…abhi result aane me bhi time hai …bhaiya ko bol deta hu ticket karwa denge”
“ ha beta mai khud bolne wali thi …jao kafi time ho gayaa…sab se mil aao “

“ jee..”
Sahil ne bas itna hi kahaa aur dheeraj se bat karne lagaa…usne bataya 4 din bad ka ticket confirm mil rahaa hai…aur sahil jane ko raji h jata hai ..
Wo ab jaldi se jaldi aarti se door chale jaana chahta tha …kyu ki use ptaa tha ki agar wo yha rahaa tu kabhi na kbhi dil ki bat hotho se na sahi ankho se bayaan ho hi jayegi aur fir aarti ko chhod kar jana bahut kathin ho jayega….

Sahil muhabbat se bhag rha tha ….kitna nadaan tha becharaa ???????

Sahil didi ko bolkar kisi friend key ha chala jata hai …delhi me allahabd ke kafi ladke the aur sahil ye char din ghar se door bitana chahta tha….

Aaj sahil ko gaye dusra din tha ..wo delhi me hi tha lekin aarti se door tha…sahil ka mann bikul nhi lag rha tha ..aarti ka masoom chehara bar bar uski aankho ke samne aa rha tha ….uska dil bahut bechain tha lekin sahil sab bardasht kar rha tha …..is waqt sahil apne kuchh dosto ke sath ek coofee shop me baitha tha …pas ki table par baithe kuchh ladke ladkiya kisi exam aur result ki bat kar rhe the….

Sahil se rha na gya ..usne palat te huye puchha ..”excuse me…kaun sa result declare hua hai ??”

“bhiya wo AIPMT ka, mera selection ho gya hai ….” Ek ladke ne chahkate huye jwab diya .

“oh…great yar,,,congratulations…”

“Thnk you bhaiya”

Sahil ki bechaini aur badh gayi..pta nhi aarti ka kya hua…usne phone bhi nhi kiya….jab se aaya hu ek bar bhi phone nhi kya …na koi msg ….shayad naraz hai mujhse …koi bat nhi ..kuchh dino ki narazagi zindagi bhar ki tadap se bachaane ke liye jaan. Sahil dil me soch hi raha tha ki tabhi uska mobile par “beep” ki tune baji ….usne phone nikal kar dekha ….aarti ka msg tha ….

“aap mujhse door rahne ya paass rahne ka fiasla kar sakte ho , mere jeene marne ka nhi ,BYE”

Sahil ki to jaise saanse hi rook gayi…
“vipul bike ki chabhi de “ sahil ne lagbahg chhekhte huye kaha…
Sahil ke is tarah chhekhne se wha baitha lagbhag har shakhs uski taraf dekhne laga…uske dost bhi hairan the ..sahil badi narmi se suljhe huye tarike se bat karne wala ladka tha …lekin aaj uska rang uda hua sa tha….vipul ne bina kuchh puchhe bike ki chabhi uski or badha di ..

Sahil ne phone nikalkar aarti ko kayi bar phone kiya par wo phone nhi utha rhi thi ,,,usne jeeja ko phone kiya to pta chala ki didi aur wo aaj subah se hi kahi bahar hai …ab sahil ka dil aur joro se dhadkane lagaaa…

Wo teji se bike chalate huye didi ke ghar ki or badh chalaa….

“kahi aarti ka result fir se negative to nhi aaya???? …kahi usne kuchh kar ‘’’…..???? nhi..nhi …aisa kuchh nhi karegi wo “ sahil apne dil ko tassalli de rha tha lekin uski aankhe baras rhi thi .

Koi 40 minut ki tej drive ke bad sahil didi keghar phucha …bike bahar hi patak kar wo teji se andar bhaga…”aarti…aarti..kaha ho tum ….???” Ghar me pahuchate hi wo tej tej aarti ko aawaze dene lagaa…par aarti ko kahi na pakar wo teji se upar ki or bhaga…
Third floor par pahuchte hi usne dekha ki aarti ke room ka door andar se band tha …..

“aarti darwaza kholo …plzzzz…” wo teji se door peetne laga…

Kuchh hi palo bad darwaza khola aarti ne ……sahil ke nazre uske chehre par jam thi ,,,use dekhkar aisa lag rha tha ki bahut der se roti rahi thi …aankho se ratjagi saf pat chal rhi thi …uski halat dekh kar kisis ki bhi uspar taras aa jata,,,par sahl ko nhi aayaa….. aaj nhi ….

Sahil ka ek jordar chata uske galo par pada….aarti ka chehra sunn ho gya …uski aankh se aansu nikal gaye …lekin wo waise hi khadi rahi …..

“kya sabit karna chahti ho tum ???”

Sahil khud bhi ro rha tha ….aarti ko chup dekhkar jhunjhala gya …

“bolo damn it …jawab do “

“kuchh sabit nhi karna chahti ,,,bas dekhna chahti thi ki jis tarah mujhse door hone se aapko koi fark nhi padta ,kya vaise hi mere jeene marne se bhi nhi padta “ aarti ke aankho se aansu nikal rhe the aue wo ektak sahil ki aankho me dekhe ja rhi thi.

Ab sahil se bardasht nhi ho rha tha …

“fark padta hai damn it…..tumse door hokar kaise raha hu mai hi janta hu …..agar tumhe kuchh ho jata to tumhari kasam mai bhi nhi jeeta …kaise soch liya tumne ki mujhe koi fark nhi padega …ha..bolo….” sahil ne khichkar use apne gale se lagaa liya ..

Aarti sahil se kaskar chipak gayi …dono ki aankho se ansuo ki barsat ho rhi thi ….
“ agar aaj aap na aate to kal aapko aarti na milti ,,,aapki kasam jan de deti mai apni “ aarti roye ja rhi thi .

“nhi…aisa kabhi nahi karna…tum to jaan ho meri …haa aarti pyar karta hu mai tumse …baut pyar …aaj se nahi barso se …tumhare bina kaise jee paunga kabhi socha nhi ….” Aakhir sahil ke sabr ka bandh toot hi gaya..aur aarti ko to mano man ki murad mil gayi .

“ mai bhi aapse bahut pyar karti hu …bahut jyada pyar …mujhe kabhi chhod kar mat jana …jee nhi paungi mai “ aarti aur jor se chipak gayi sahil se .

Aaj dono ke pyar ka Milan to ho gaya tha…lekin sangam abhi bhi baki thi …aur baki tha abhi bhi niyatee ka ek ganda khel .
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Sahil aur aarti kuchh der yuhi ekdusre se lage rahe aur fir jab alag huye to dono ke dilo me khusi thi ,sukoon tha aur dher sara pyar tha …..lekin kuchh aur bhi tha jo dono ke dilo me tha ….aarti ke dil me sharm ki ek nayi lahar aur sahil ki dil me ek chinta ki unke is naye “ RISHTE “ ka anjam kya hoga…lekin aarti ko is bat ki mano koi parwah nhi thi …

Sahil aur aarti ek dusre se alag ho chuke the …ab dono khamosh the…rishte k ek naye rang ne un dono ke bich jhijhak ki ek nayi deewar khadi kar di thi …jise door hone me thoda waqt to lagna hi tha …aakhir us khamoshi ko sahil ne hi toda…

“tumhara result aa gya hai na AIPMT KA…????”

“hmmm” aarti ne kuchh sochte huye kaha….

“kya hua??” sahil ka dil jor se dhadaka…

“ ho gya hai” aarti ne aise kaho mano kuchh hua hi na ho…

“whatttt??? Aur tum ab bataa rhi ho ?? phone nhi kar sakti thi…??? Itni khusi ki bat….pagal ho kya tum…didi ko bataya…????” sahil ki khusi dekhne layak thi…lekin aarti shant thi …

“kya hua?” sahil ne puchha.

“kya phone karti ??? aap to naraz the ….…jisne in aankho ke sapne ko udane ke liye pankh diye,hausla diya ,jab wo hi sath na tha to us sapne ke poora hone ki khusi kya manati ????? …. aur ek bat bolu aapse…manjil par pahuchane ki khusi tabhi hoti hai jab hamsafar sath ho” aarti ne sahil ki aankhe me dekhte huye kaha fir nazre jhuka li.

Sahil ka dil pyar se bhar gya …kitni badi bat kah di thi aarti ne…sahil ne aarti ko ek bar ifr se gale lagaa liya …

“pagal ho tum …chalo mujhe bhi to result dikhao”

Sahil aur aarti computer ke samne baithe result check kar rhe the……
Aarti ki 860th ALL INDIA RANK THI ….aur usko MBBS milna tay tha …

“tumne kar dikhya aarti …thank you …tumne mere vishwas ka maan rakh liya …” sahil ne pyar se uske najuk gore hath apne hatho me lete huye kaha…

“ kaisi bat kar rhe hai aap…aapko mera upar itna bharosa tha jitna shayad mujhe khud par nhi tha …aapne mere sapne ko pura karne ke liye kya nhi kiya…apne itne tough exam ke sar par rahte aapne mere liye fir se padhai ki…...mere liye notes banaye ...maine to us sapne ke pura hona ka sochana bhi chhod diya tha ...agar aap mere sath na hote to mai zindagi bhar ye nhi kar pati …lekin mai aapko thank you nhi bolungi….kyu ki…..”

“kyu ki???” sahil ne jhuk kar sar jhukaye aarti ki aankho me dekhte huye bola …

“ kuchh nhi ” aarti Sharma gayi…

Batao na “ sahil ab use chhed rha tha …tabhi door bell baji ….

“kyuki mummy aa gayi “ aarti haste huye darwaza kholne bhagi aur sahil bas muskura kar rah gya …

Jahir hai darwaza kholte hi aarti ne mummy papa ko sabkuchh bataa diya tha aur ab mummy use pyar se khud se chipkaye kamre me pahuchi ….aur aaj sahil ki bari thi party mangne ki………….

“ab party to banti hai” sahil ne muskurate huye kahaa..

“haan,haan bhai party jaroor hogi aakhir hamari bitiya rani MBBS jo ban gayi hai ” jeeja pichhe se aate huye bole.”

“lekin aaj party bahar hogi,ghar par nhi …aaj party ham denge …chalo sab log taiyar ho jao” unhone apni bat ko aage badhaya..


“nhi papa..abhi to aap aaye hai ..thake honge ..kal ar lenge ..jane dijiye …” aarti ne kaha..

“ ha beta ,thake to the lekin ab sari thakaan mit gaye ...aapne hamara sar fakr se uchaa kar diya ...i m proud of you ...…chalo ab fatafat taiyar ho jao….aur aaj ki party sahil ke nam…thank u sahil …” jeeja ne sahil ke kandhe par hath rakhte huye kahaa.

“are jiju aap kaisi bat kar rhe hai…maine kuchh nhi kiya …ye to aarti ki himmat aur mehnat ka fal hai “ sahil ko un sabke khile huye chehre dekhkar kafi khusi ho rhi thi ….


“nhi beta,tumhare jeeja thik hi to kah rhe hai …aarti ne mehnat ki hai lekin us mehnat ka vishwas use tumne hi dilaya …ek maa baap ke dil k khusi puri kar di tumne …meri dua hai ki tumhe bhi apna lakshya mile ..zindagi me har khusi mile..….jug jug jiyo” didi ke aankhe bhar aayi itna bolte bolte..

“ oooffho mummy aap bhi na ….chalo sab ready hote hai kahi papa ka mood change na ho jaye “ aarti ne mahol ko badalte huye kaha.

Sham ke lagbhag 4 baj sablog ghar se nikle ..aaj aarti ne ek patiyala suit aur pajama pahna tha …yello blue suit me uska roop nikhar sa gya tha …...usne bahut apne mathe par ek chhoti si bindi bhi lagayi thi aur hatho me red aur green chudiya ..thodi si hi ... aaj bahot dino bat aarti behad khus lag rhi thi …aakhir ho bhi kyu na …uski umeed se jyada mil gya tha use... use bhi pyar ho gya tha aur uska pyar uske pas tha ...kam se kam abhi to tha hi ...

Jeeja aage ke seat par baithe drive kar rhe the ..unke bagal me didi baithi thi aur pichhe ki seat par sahil aur aarti …sahil aarti ko apne itne pass pakar thoda nervous feel kar rha tha …vaise to wo hames hi sath rahte the padhai ke time apr lekin ab bat alag thi ..tab wo dost the ab wo premi the…aaj aarti behad pyari lag rhi thi …na chahte huye bhi sahil ki nazre bar bar aarti ki or uth rhi thi ..kayi bar aarti ne use apni or dekhte paya aur bas muskura kar rah jati …dil me khusi ho rhi thi …hoti bi kyu na aaj uske liye hi to saji sawari thi …aur wo kahte hai na …. “jab tak na pade dilbar ki nazar ,shingar adhura rahta hai” …sahil ki uthati nazre uske chehre par hayaa ki lali bikher rahi thi aur sachmuch uska shingar pura ho rahaa tha .

Raste me jeeja ATM se paise nikalne ke liye utare ..thodi der hone apr didi bhi nikli…sahil aur aarti ko kuchh akele pal mil gaye …

“aap mujhe bar bar aise kyu dekh rhe ho ??” aarti ne sahrmate huye puchha.

“kahaan…nhi to” saf saf mukar gaya paththaa is bar.

“achchha…jyada na jhooth mat bola kijiye …” aarti boli.

Sahil thodi der chup rhaa…fir uske kan ke pas apne hoth lejakar bola “tujhe jee bhar ke dekhu mai , mujhe haq hai “

“bade aaye “ aarti ka sharm se buraa hal tha ..bas itna hi bol payi.

“ sach me tum bahut khoobsoorat lag rhi ho …ab meri nazar bar bar tum par jar hi hai to mai kya karu …” sahil ko uska yu lajana sharmana bahut achchha lag rha tha….

“jhoote kahi ke “

Aarti ko sahil ke muh se apni tariff bahut achchhi lagi thi …ise pahle sahil kuchh kahata, didi jeeja ko aate dekha to hatkar thode door door baith gaye…..

Restaurant me pahuchkar sabne apne apni pasand ke order kiye ....aur khane ke bad aarti ko ukse papa ne shopping karwayi…. der rat sab log ghar pahuche….

chandani rat thi aur sab log apne kamre me the …sahil aur aarti bahar chandani rat me chatai bichahakar chhat par baithe the …..

Sahil yuhi aarti ki or dekhta hai aur aarti fir se muskura deti hai….sahil apni nazre jhuka leta hai…abhi bhi dono me ek jhijhak thi aur unka payr sharmane aur muskurane ki is sarhad ko par nhi kar paya tha.

“kya soch rhe ho aap ?”


“yhi soch rha hu ki jo ham kar rhe hai galat hai ya sahi ?? “

“kya pyar karna galat hai …???”

“nhi aarti ….tum sab kcuhh janti ho fir bhi ….kya hoga hamare is pyar ka anjaam ??? kya koi manega hamare is rishte ko …kya mummy papa manenge,kya didi jeeja manenge…kya duniya manegi …??”

“mujhe kisi ki parwah nhi hai …aur meri duniya bas aap se hi hai “ aarti ne sahil ke kandhe par sar tika diya …

“aur ek bat aap aur jan lo kabhi mujhe chhodane ki mat sochana….meri life ya to aapke sath hai …ya fir…….nhi hai “ aarti ne apni aankhe band kate huye kahaa.

“nhi pagal…kabhi nhi chhodunga …tumhe kya lagta hai mai tumhe chhodakr jee paunga…pyar to tumse hamesa se hi tha…bas kabhi samjh nhi paya…duniyo ke riwajo se dar lagta hai….”sahil ne apne sar uske sar se tikate huye kaha.

Aarti kuchh nhi boli ….sahil ke majboot kandho par duniya se beniyaz use sukoon mil rha tha ….

“ aarti? “ sahil ne pukara..

“hmmm”

“kuchh mangu ,dogi “

“kya??” aarti us se alag huyi aur uski aankho me dekhte huye boli.

“ek bar wo geet suno do…dil deewana bin sajna ke ?? sahil ne kaha.

Aarti ne koi na nukoor nhi kiya aur fir se sahil ke kandhe par sar rakhkar pyar se gane lagi …aaj aarti ki aawaz me ek alag hi mithas thi …qki aaj uske geet me sachmuch ek sandesh tha ….ek chahat thi .geet khatm hote hote sahil aarti ki god me sar rakhkar let chukka tha aur aarti pyar se uske balo me hath fer rhi thi ….
“bahut achchha gati ho , thank you…vaise kis ke liye gaya ye geet?? “ sahil ab firse aarti ko chhedne par aa gya tha ..


“mujhe nhi pta “ aarti samjh gayi uski sharaarat.

“lekin mujhe to jan na hai ?

“to fir khud hi pta lar lo”

“tum bta do na “

“achchha bta du ???”

“haa”

“Sach me ??”

“bataa bhi do “

“ek jungali ullu ke liye “

“sadeli si “ sahil ne ruthne ka natak karte huye muh dusri or kar liya …

“are,,are..areeeee …naraz ho gaye ..achchha sorry baba…ek bat aap se puchho ?””
“nhi…” sahil ne kaha ..

“haan haan jaise aap nhi kah doge aur mai maan jaungi…mai to puchhungi …”

sahil ko dusri or dekhta dekhkar aarti ne apne komal hatho se uske gal ko sahlate huye apni or chahra kiya aur uski aankho me dekhte hue boli..
“hey ,,sorry bola na yar …aap ke liye gaa rhi thi ….basss khusss” aarti badi muskil se bol payi …
Sahil ka chehra khil gya ….naraz to wo tha nhi lekin apne pyar se koi premi roothta hi isi umeed me hai ki wo use manayegi …aur aisa hi hua…sahil ne aarti ki najuk kalai pakad li …gori kalayiyo me chudiya bahut pyari lag rhi thi …aarti ne apna hath chudane ki koi kosis nhi ki …sahil uski chudiyo se khelne lagaa…

“puchhu aap se ek bat ??”

“hmm” sahil ne kaha.

“aap hamesa mujhe aise hi chahoge na…zindagi bhar ….” Aarti ne bade bharose ,bade maan ke sath puchha.

“aarti mai tumhe kuchh sunata hu ….” Sahil uski god se uthkar baith gya …uske dono hath apne hatho me le liye …aur uski aankho me dekhte huye ke pyari si nazm suna ne lagaaa….

Sahil ko aarti ki bat ka jawab bhi dena tha aur apne dil ki gaharayi me usne bachpan se hi aarti ke liye kitna pyar chhupa rakha tha ye bhi batana tha ….usne







""""Wo Kehti Hai, Sada Aisey Hi Kya Tumm Mujhko Chahogey
K Mai Iss Mai Kami Bilkul Gawara Karr Nahii Sakti
Mai Kehta Hoo’n, Mohabbat Kya Hai Ye Tumne Sikhaya Hai
Mujhe Tumsey Mohabbat K Siwa Kuchh Bhi Nahii Aata.

Wo Kehti Hai Judai Se Boht Darta Hai Dill Mera
K Tumko Khudd Se Hatt Kar Daikhna Mumkin Nahii Hai Abb
Mai Kehta Hoo’n Yahi Khadshey Boht Mujhko Satatey Hain
Magar Sach Hai Mohabbat Mai Judai Sath Chalti Hai.

Wo Kehti Hai Batao Kya Merey Binn Jee Sakogay Tumm
Meri Batain Meri Yadain, Meri Aankhain Bhula Do Gay?
Mai Kehta Hoo’n Kabhi Iss Baat Par Socha Nahii Mainey
Agar Ikk Pall Ko Bhi Sochoo’n Tau Sansain Rukne Lagti Hain.

Wo Kehti Hai Tumhe Mujhse Mohabbat Iss Qadar Kyu’n Hai
K Mai Ikk Aam Si Larhki Tumhe Kyu’n Khas Lagti Hoo’n
Mai Kehta Hoon Kabhi Khudko Meri Aankho’n Se Tum Daikho
Meri Deevangii Kyu’n Hai Ye Khud Hii Jaan Jaa’ogay.

Wo Kehti Hai Mujhe Waraftagee Se Daikhte Kyu’n Ho?
K Mai Khuddko Boht Hi Qeematii Mehsoos Karti Hoon
Mai Kehta Hoon Mata E Jaa’n Boht Anmol Hoti Hai
Tumhe Jab Dekhta Hoon Zindagi Mehsoos Karta Hoon.

Wo Kehti Hai Mujhey Alfaaz K Jughnoo Nahi Miltey
Tumhe Batla Sakoo’n Dill Mai Merey Kitni Mohabbat Hai
Mai Kehta Hoon Mohabbat To Nigaho’n Se Chhalakti Hai
Tumhari Khamoshi Mujhse Tumhari Baat Karti Hai.

Wo Kehti Hai Batao Na Kisey Khone Se Darte Ho?
Batao Kaun Hai Wo Jisko Ye Mausam Bulate Hain?
Mai Kehta Hoon Ye Meri Shayari Hai Aaina Dill Ka
Zara Daikho Batao Kuchh Tumhe Iss Mai Nazar Aaya.

Wo Kehti Hai K “Aashiq” Jee Boht Batain Banatey Ho
Magar Such Hai K Ye Batain Boht Hii Shaad Rakhti Hain
Mai Kehta Hoon Ye Sab Batain, Fasane Ikk Bahana Hain
K Pall Kuchh Zindagani K Tumharey Sath Katt Jayain

Phir Uss K Baad Khamoshi Ka Dilkash Raqs Hota Hai
Nagahain Bolti Hain Aur Labb Khamosh Rehte Hain.

Wo Kehti Hai Suno Jana’n Mohabbat Maum Ka Ghar Hai
Tapish Ye Bad Ghumani Ki Kahee’n Pighla Na De Isko
Mai Kehta Hoon K Jiss Dil Mai Zara Bhi Bad Ghumani Ho
Waha’n Kuchh Aur Ho Tau Ho Mohabbat Ho Nahi Sakti.



Wo Kehti Hai, Sada Aisey Hi Kya Tumm Mujhko Chahogey
K Mai Iss Mai Kami Bilkul Gawara Karr Nahii Sakti
Mai Kehta Hoon, Mohabbat Kya Hai Ye Tumne Sikhaya Hai
Mujhe Tumsey Mohabbat K Siwa Kuchh Bhi Nahi…………………….wo kahti hai…."""""








Nazm khatm ho chuki thi aur aarti ko lag rha tha ki wo kisi aur hi duniya me hai ….sahil ne aarti ke or dekha uska aankho se aansu k eek boond nikalkar uske gore gore mulayam galo ko bhigo rhi thi ….

“ek to tumhe ptaa nhi q har bat par rona aata hai….aansu hai ki rookte hi nhi ? “

sahil ne jhat se uski aankho ke aansu pochh dale .
Aarti sahil ke gale se lag gayi ..

“jab tak mai hu kabhi mat rona samjhi …mujhe tumhari aankho me aansu nhi dekhe jate …”

“ are ye to khusi ke aansu the ….jab aap mere sath ho to mujhe koi gham nhi …bas ye sochkar aansu aa gaye ki itna pyar karte the aap mujhse ….kabhi kah na sakte the ???”

“kaise kahta …duniya se darta tha ..aur tum se bhi ….kahi apna sabse pyar dost na kho du “

“pagal ho aap..idhar aao “ aarti ne apni bahe khol di aur sahil un baho me samaa gya …jahaa sukoon tha ,bharosa tha aur ek pyar bharaa jahaan tha.

Aarti sahil ke balo ko sahlane lagi ….thodi der sahil yuhi uske gale lagaa rha …rat ke 12.30 baj chuke the …

“sone chale ab “ aarti ne uske kan me dheere se kaha..

Sahil us se alag hua …aur naa me garden hila di …

“bahut der ho chuki hai …. chalte hai na” aarti usko mano kisi chhote bachche ki tarah samjha rhi thi ….

“thik hai …par ek shart hai “

“achchha jee..aur wo kya hai”

“bas yhi ki mai aapke sath hi soyunga” sahil aaram se aarti ka hath apne hatho me lekar fir se uski god me let gya aur aankh marta hua bola.

“hainnnnn” aarti ne hairat se aankhe badi karte huye uski or dekha …sahil ke hotho par ek shararati muskan thi …

“jee haa” usne itminana se kahaa .

 

Aarti sahil ki baton se sharma bhi rhi thi aur thodi paresan bhi lag rhi thi ...fir usne kuchh socha aur uthakar jane lagi ...

"kaha ja rhi ho " aarti ko jeene ki taraf jate dekh sahil ne puchha .

"abhi aayi "aarti ne mudkar kaha....thodi der bad wapas aakar sahil ke pas baith gayi...

"gayi thi jeene ka door andar se band karne ...subah kisi ke uthane se pahle hi uthakar khol dungi " aarti ne sahil ki ankho me dekhte huye kaha..aur sahil ke hotho par bhi muskan aa gayi....

"achchaa to fir ham dono aaj ek sath soyenge..hai naa ? " sahil ek bar fir se aarti ki god me late gya....

aarti bas haule haule muskura rhi thi ....is pyar ke khel me dono hi bilkul kore the ....

"sahil ,so jaye ab ? " aarti abhi bhi sahil ke or bina dekhe boli...

"haa...yhi so jaye " sahil ne uski marji puchhi.

"thik hai " aarti ne kaha aur sahil khud b khud uski god se utarkar niche let gya....

"sahil aap ghar ja rhe hai ,,,mummy bataa rhi thi???" sahil ko aarti ke muh se apna nam kafi achchha lag rha tha ...wo is se pahle aarti ke sath kuchh bat suru karta ,aarti ne puchh diya.

"ha...kafi din ho gayaa..soch rha hu ghoom aayu"

"aur mai???? "

"tum??? tumhe kya hua" sahil bhi sachmuch ka anaadi tha.

"kuchh nhi hua...aap to kuchh samjhte hi nhi.....jaiye aap...mera kya...ek bar bhi sochaa mai aapke bina akele kaise rahungi ????"

aarti ka ye shikwa sahil ko sachmuch hi bahut bhalaa laga...bahut pyar aa rha tha use aarti par .... toot kar pyar aa rha tha ...aaj use lag rha tha ki life ktni pyari lagne lagti hai jab ksi ko aap ke hone na hone ,aane jane se koi fark padne lagataa hai ...jab aapke sath kisi aur ki zindagi bhi jud jati hai ...

"na jau???" sahil ne uski aankho me dekhte huye puchha.

"jaiye...mai kyu manaa karu ...lekin mujhe aap ki bahut yad aayegi .." aarti ne ruaansi hote huye kahaa...sahil ke dil me aaya ki sachmuch use apne dil me chhupa le...jaha use uske siwa koi dekh bhi na sake ,,,uspar sirf sahil ka haq ho ...


wo thoda serious hote huye bola...

"lekin aarti kal ko tumhara admission kahi bhi ho sakta hai ...fir to ham alag honge na ..."

"mai admission nhi lungi fir "

"kyaaa???" sahil ko lagaa usne kuchh galat sun liya ...

"haa...jo cheej aapse door hokar hasil ho uski koi keemat nhi hai meri life me..."

"pagal ho gayi ho .....ktni mehanat kii ha tumne uske liye..."

"sahil is bare me koi bat nhi karenge ab hum....mai aapse door nhi jaungi ...nhi rah sakti mai ....." aarti mano sachmuch ro dene ko thi

"achcha aur agar mera selection ho gaya to ????" sahil ne kaha..

"to aap chale jayiyega" aarti ne aakhir hathiyar dal diye ....par uski aankhe bhar aayi ....
"pagal ho tum poori...." sahil ne kaha aur uski or jhukta chalaa gya

aarti abhi bhi baithi huyi thi ...sahil ne haule se uska hath pakad kar khicha aur aarti sahil ke seene me samati chali gayi ....aarti ki lower body abhi bhi niche thi lekin uska upper half sahil ke seen se lagta hua uske upar tha ...sahil ko apne seene me aarti ke unnat , unchhuye ubhar dabte se mahssos ho rhe the ....


aarti ke lambe,kale ghane bal sahil ki jism par bikhre huye se the aur aarti ne apna chehra uske seene me chhupa rkaha tha.......

sunsan chandani rat, gamle me lage phulo ki khusboo se mahakti fiza , vegvati nadi ki bhati saanse leti ek nav yauvanaa aur ek deewana- --- do prem pujariyo ke milan ke liye mano kudarat ne khud hi sari sajawat kar di thi ....pahle pyar ki pahli barsat to ab honi hi thi ...

sahil ne aarti ka chehra apne hatho me tham liya aur uski aankho me dekhte huye bola ....

"aarti hum dono ko hamesa ke liye door nhi jana hai ....aur hame koi door kar bhi nhi sakta ab......hum fir wapas milenge na.....aur tumse vada hai ki jab bhi tum bulaogi mai sabkuchh chhodkar tumhare pass chala aunga ...ab plz rona mat ....plz jaan ..."

aarti ne fataafat apne aankho ke aansu saf kar lye ..
.
"lekin aapki yad to aayegi na jab aap chale jaoge gaon...."

"achcha to fir aisa karte hai ki tum bhi chalo mere sath gaon ...bad ki bad me dekhenge..." sahil ne uske galo ka pyar se sahlate huye kahaa..

"sach" aarti ki aankho ke diye jal uthe ....

"haa....abhi admission ki counciling me lagbhag 20 din hai ...di se mai bat kar lunga"

"thank you jannu " aarti ne aaj pahli bar sahil ke liye is sabd ka istemaal kiya tha ...sahil ka man jhoom utha...
usne aarti ke chehre ko apne bilkul pas kar liya aur ektak uski aankho me dekhte huye bola....

"aaj sirf thank u se kam nhi chalega ....aaj to kuchh aur ...." sahil itna hi bola paya tha ki aarti ne uske hotho par hath rakh diye .....

sahil ne aarti ki najuk kalaii pakdi aur apne hoth uski patli,najuk lambi ungliyo par rakh diye ..sahil ne uske hatho ko chhom liya aur aarti ke sare jism me ek tarang se umad padi ....

uska chehra sharm ke mare ekdam laa ho gya aur usne aankhe band kar li...aaj sahil ko sachmuch haq tha usko apni pyar ki barsat se sarabor kar dene ka....bas dekhne ye tha ki ye barsat kitne joro ki hone wali thi.

 

Aarti ka sharm se bura hal tha…lekin wo sahil ko manaa bhi nhi kar rhi thi…aur sahil aaj apne pyar ka haq wasool kar lena chah rha tha ,usne aarti ke hatho ko chumte huye uski aankho me dekha ….aarti ne abhi bhi aankhe band kar rakhi thi..sahil ne aage badhkar uski band aankho ko choom liya …sahil ke larjate labo ke chumban ka ahsas apni aankho par mahsoos karke aarti ke dil ko sukoon mil rha tha lekin use sharm bhi bahut aa rhi thi aur uska dil joron se dhadak rha tha…..



Aarti chat par chandani rat me neele aasman ke niche leti huyi apne roop yauvan ka sagar apne pyar par luta dene ko mano puri tarah se taiyar thi…kamdev ka kaam baan un dono par chal chukka tha aur ab kaamaagni me dono ke badan sulag rhe the …
Sahil ne aarti ki aankho ko choomne ke bad use niche lita diya aur khud upar ho gya….kuchh der tak aarti ke masoom chehre ko yuhi niharataa rha ….

chanadani rat me ek nayi naveli kali ne khud ko samarpit kar diya tha, khud apne jawani ka amrit apne premi par luta dena chahti thi…sahil ko aarti is kadar pavitra lag rhi thi ki mano chhune se maili ho jaye …uska roop dhula dhula sa, khila khila sa is kadar pyara lag rha tha ki sahil ke dil me aaya ki kash sari zindagi yuhi use niharate huye kat jaye .............thodi der tak sahil yuhi use dekgta rha aur aarti ne aankhe khol di…..sahil ke hoth uske aankhe se alag ho chuke the lekin abhi bhi uske chehre par hi the,,,,jaise hi aarti ne aankhe kholi sahil ko apne itane kareeb dekhkar Sharma gayi aur fir se aankhe band kar li….

“ aarti ..plz aankhe kholo na…..plz jaan “


Aarti ne aankhe khole aur sahil ki or dekhne lagi…uske chehre par faili sharm ki laali uske katilana husn me chaar chand lagaa rhi thi…..sahil ne use aankhe khole dekha to muskura utha…..

“ek kiss kar loo???” dheere se aarti ke kano me sargoshi ki……….sach me poora anadi tha sahil bhi ….

Aarti kuchh nhi boli..bas Sharma kar dusri or muh fer liya …sahil ne aarti k ek hath me apne hath ki anguliya fasai aur dusre hath se uska chehra apne thik samne kiya …….

Aarti ka sharm se bura hal tha aur ek bar fir se usne aankhe band kar li…..sahil ki saanse use apne hotho par mahssos ho rhi thi aur uske mann me yhi chal rha tha ki abbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb……………….


Sahil ko sahyad use tang karne me majaa aa rha tha ..wo kuchh der tak yuhi rooka rha …aaakhirkar aarti ne aankhe kholi aur sahil ki or dekha …sahil to mano isi mauke ke intzar me tha …..

“bolo naa kiss kar loo????”

Aarti ko sahil par gusaa aa rha tha …kitna tang karta tha wo….

“batao na……??” aarti ko thode gusse me dehakr sahil use aur chhedne lagaa…

“nhi….???” Aarti itna hi bol payi thi ki uske mulayam ras bhari gulab ki pankhudiya sahil ke dahkate labo ke bich kaid ho gayi ..aarti ki aankhe khuli thi aur sahil ektak un aankho ki gahrayi me dekhte huye uske hotho ke ras nichod rha tha ….aarti ke hath ki anguliya sahil ki anguliyo me fasi thi au sahil ne use poori tarah se apni baho me lappet liya tha ….aarti mard ke jism ke pratham sparsh se garam hone lagi thi aur usne bhi sahil ke lab halke halke chusne suru kar diye the ….

sahil ne aarti ke balo me ungali ferte huye uske galo ,aur hotho ko puri tarah se peena suru kar diya…aarti bhi ab sahil ke lab chus rhi thi aur sahil ke ke balo me ungaliya fer rhi thi….dono ke jism ek dusre se ragad rhe the aur ekdusre ke ubhare hisso ka ahsas dono ko hi ho rha tha……


Kuchh der take ek dusre ke lab chusne ke bad aarti mano thak si gayi thi aur usne sahil ke labo ko aazad kar diya …sahil bhi shayad samjh gya tha ….sahil ne aarti ke ubharo par pade udpatte ko hataya aur uske unnat ,nukile ubhar aur ubharkar mano sahil ko nyota dene lage ….

Sahil ne apne lab uske gale se lagaa diye aur apne hotho se uske gale ko chusne laga…aari ke hath ab sahil ke balo me fisal rhe the aur uski back ko sahalaa rhe the ………….aarti aur sahil ekdusre me mano ulajh se gaye the…dono ke pair ekdusre se guthe huye lag rhe the aur sahil aarti ke yauvan ke ras ko pee rha tha mano koi bhawara kisi kali ka ras choos rha ho…..use loot rha ho……aur wo kali bhi khusi khusi lutanaa chaah rhi thi….

“nhi sahil plz…abhi nhi “ sahil ne jaise hi apne hath aarti ke tane huye nipple par rakhe aarti sisak uthi……..sahil ne is teji se apna hath hataya mano use current lag gya ho…jaldi se aarti se hatkar alag baith gya ….sirf is dar se kahi aarti ko bura na lag jaye …kahi aarti naraz na ho jaye ….aarti ko fir se sahil par pyar aaya …kitna bhalaa tha wo …sirf ek bar mana kar dene par ….jabki ye to uska haq tha ….

Aarti bhi uthkar baith chuki thi aur sahil us se nazre nhi mila rha tha …..thodi der khamoshi rhi dono ke bich…..

“sorry” sahil ne bina uski or dekhe kaha.

Aarti ne sahil ka chera apne hatho me liya aur uske aankho me dekhte huye boli….

“nhiii...I m sorry jannn”

“tumhe sorry bolne ki koi jaroorat nhi …mai hi galat tha……” sahil ne kaha…

“nhi sahil ….meri aankho me dekhiye ….plzzz…aap khud ko galat kyu samjhte hai…ye to har premi ka haq hota hai...........aur samrpan har premika ka kartavya….aap ki kasam mujhe bura nhi lagaa…..mai to bas aap se kuchh kahna chahti thi…kuchh manganaa chahi thi….”

Sahil ka etmad fir se wapas aa gaya tha aarti ki bato se….

“mai aur mera sabkuchh to tumhara hi hai …maango kya mangana hai ???”

“ sahil mai chahti hu ki hum apni maryada ki deewar ko apn sadi ki pahli rat tak banaye rakhe……mai bas yahi chahti thi…….lekin aap jo bhi kahoge mujhe manjoor hoga ….”


“aarti kya sachmuch wo din aaayega ….kya hamari sadi hogi ?????.kya sachmuch tum meri dulhan banogi…..???”””” sahil ne galat time par galat sawal kar diya..

“kya matlab????????????????? Sahil agar mai aapke sath nhi ,to fir mai is duniya me nhi …..aapko shayad meri baton par yakeen nhi …kabhi bhi aajma lijiye…ar agar mai dulhan banungi to sirf aapki nhi to arthi hi sahi……………..”


Aarti bahut bhavuk ho gayi thi aur sahil ko apni galti ka ahsas ho gya tha ….usne mahol ko khusnuma banana ki kosis ki…….

“achchhaa sorry baba……tum meri hi dulhan banogi……lekin ek bat bolu tum itni kayamat lagti ho ki mai ye vada nhi kar sakta ki sadi ki pahli rat tak ma tumhe …………..” sahil itna hi bol paya tha ki aarti ne uske hotho par hath rakh diye.

“besharam kahi ke ….…kuchh bhi bolte jate hai” aarti uski bato se lajaa gayi…

“are to yha kaun sun rha hai ???”

“kyu…mai sun rhi hu na …mujhe sharam nhi aayegi kya???”

“ab tum mujhse kyu Sharmaati ho……tum to meri hi ho aur mai tumhara..hai na…..”


“jee ha…par sharram apno se aur bhi jyada aati hai samjhe buddhu ram “

“kya karu yar …tum ho hi itni khoobsoorat aur tumhare ye………..” Sahil ne apni anguli uske ubharo ki or utha di ……………….


“youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu? Bahut gande ho aap ….besharam kahi ke …sabke samne to kaise sharif bane firte hai aur akeli ladke ke breasts………..”

Aarti bolte bolte rook gayi aur fir apne hotho ko dato se daba liya …galti se usne kya bol diya…..sahil hasne lagaa aarti ki halat par aur aarti uske seene par ghuse marne lage ……pyar ki ladai suru ho gyi….

“aap sach me bahut gande ho… ha nhi to “ aarti ne apna sar sahil ke seene me chhupa liya aur sahil aarti ko apni baho me lapete let gaya…dono ke jism ekdusre se chipke huye the aur mano jaan dono ki ek ho gayi thi…..

dono ke pyar ke raste me rukavate thi lekin payr ke pankshi un sab se bekhabar apna ghosala banaa rhe the …duniya se beniyaz,bekhabar bas ek dusre ke liye jeene marne ki kasame khayi jar hi thi …wade kiye ja rhe the….


Lekin payr karne walo ko aur unke pyar ko duniya ki nazar lagati rhi hai aur lagti rahegi……pyar ke vaade toot te rahe hai aur toot te rahenege.yahi duniya ka dastoor hai…ab ye dekhna tha ki pyar ki naiyaa par sawar ye musafir kitni door tak ekdusre ka sath nibha pate hai….

Sahil aur aarti ke pyar ka rang gahra hota ja rha tha….aarti aur sahil ab bhi ekdusre se vaise hi ladte aur ab bhi parinam whi hota- sahil ki haar…..lekin ab aarti sahil se lajati bhi thi…aur sahil ko uska lajana -sharmana bahut achchha lagta tha ….


Subah ke 9 baje the…….Sahil aaj gaon ja rha tha..sham 7.30 ki train thi …..aarti ko jane ki permission ghar se to sahil ne dila di thi lekin use bahut sare apne documents etc. tayar rakhne the counciling ke liye isliye wo sahil ke saath nhi ja pa rhi thi….sahil ko aarti aaj subah se hi kam dikh rhi thi aur bar bar uski nazre aarti ko talash rhi thi….ek do bar wo dikhi bhi thi to sahil ke samne nhi rook rhi thi….sab log khana kha kar apne apne room me the …dophar ke koi 2 baj rhe the….sahil ki sari packing ho chuki thi is samay wo chup chap apne room me baitha tha ………..man to uska bhi udas ho rha tha …bhale hi gaon jane ki khusi thi lekinn aarti se door jane ka gham bhi tha…. Aakhirkar us se rha nhi gya aur usne aarti ke mobile par sms kiya…………….


“jab koi kahi ja rha ho to us se naraz nhi hote …...kya pata kaun si mulakat aakhiri ho”



Sahil ko pta tha ki aarti naraz us se nhi h,,..bas uske jane se udas h isiliye shayad uske samne nhi aa rhi lekin use puri umeed thi ki uske bheje huye is sms ka reply jaroor aayega –usne bat hi aisi likh di thi….jawab to aana hi tha…lekin jo jawab aaya wo sahil ki umeed se badhkar tha …. 2 mi bhi pure nhi huye the ki aarti dandanate huye sahl ke room me pahuchi……



“aapko bahut mjaa aata hai na mujhe rulane me….” Wo darwaze se chand kadam andar aakr khadi thi aur aankho me aa rhi aansuo ke badh ko palko se rokne ki kosis kar rhi thi….uska udas udas sa masoom chehra is kadar pyara lag rha tha ki ek pal ko sachmuch sahil ne khud ko gali di jo use rula diya……aarti ke chehre par dard aur gusse ke mile jule bhav the …uski aankhe surkh lal ho rhi thi aur chehra gulabi ….lambi kali julfo ki chand laten aaj bhi uske galon ko choom rhi thi…aaj bhi aarti utani hi haseen lag rhi thi …


“muh me jubaan nhi hai …??? ..aarti kar to gussa rhi thi lekin aankhe thi ki juban ka sath nhi de rhi thi…


Sahil dheere se chalta hua aarti ke pas gya aur use pakadkar apne gale se lagaa liya….aarti jo itni der se sabr ki thi sahil ke kandho ka sahara paa kar foot padi…sahil use lekar bed ke pas pahucha….thodi der tak aarti sahil se lage yuhi subakati rhi … sahil ne kaha….


“ro kyu rhi ho yar….???”


“chup rahiye aap ….jaise ki kuchh maloom nhi hai…ek to ghar jar he h us par se ulti seedhi baten bolte hain…ha nhi to …..mai nhi jane dungi aapko” aarti sahil se lipat gayi ….


Sahil dheere dheere aarti ke balo ko sawarta rha aur use chup kara rha tha…



“mai jaldi aa jaunga jan….”



“nhi..ab main nhi jane dungi…aapne kyu kaha ki mulakat aakhiri ho ….aap jante hai kitna dar lagta hai mujhe aap se juda hone me…ab main nhi jane dungi…..chahe kuchh bhi ho “



“aarti….sorry jaan…mujhe tumse milne ka bahut man kar rha tha …tumhe bahut miss kar rha tha ..tum subah se mujhse door door thi isliye ye msg kar diya ….lekin tumhe hurt karne ka intention nhi tha…fir bhi sorry …plz jane do na ………..ghar par mummy papa se mile bahut time ho gya …jab tak tum pyar se jane ko nhi bologi mai jaa nhi paunga….plzzz“



“aap mujhe sorry mat bola kijiye …thik hai jaiye ….lekin aap apna khyal rakha kijiye aur mujhse aisi baten mat kiya kijiye….” Aarti sahil ke kande par sar rakhe huye us se lage baithi thi… ..sahil ne uska chehra apne hatho me liya..


“achchaa fir kaisi baten kiya karun….wo wali………..??” sahil ab use chhedane laga .


“dhattt…hatiye …chhodiye aap bahut badmash hote ja rhe ho …”
Aarti aur kuchh bol pati is se pahle hi sahil ne apni ek angli uske hotho par rakh di aur haule se apne hotho se uske gal ko choom lia….aarti sharm se laal ho gayi….wo mano khud me simat si gayi….sahil ne ek hath uski back par lagay aur aarti sahil ki god me aadhi leti si aa gayi….dono ekdusre ki aankho me dekh rhe the …..sahil ke honth dheere dheere aarti ke hotho ke kareeb aa gaye aur ab dono ke fadkte labo ke bich kuchh inch ka fasalaa tha …..sahil aarti ke labo se apne lab chhu rha tha lekin sirf kuchh seconds ke liye fir hata leta aur fir se halke se uski gulab ki pankhudiyo ko choom kar apne hoth hata leta …


Aarti sahil ke hatho me kisi khilone ki tarah padi huyi thi jiske sath sahil khel rha tha …aarti hansti ,sharmati,sisakti aur fir sahil ke harkato ka jawab bhi deti…...halki fulki si aarti ko wo jaise chahe choom rha tha aur aarti bhi puri tarah se uske baho me samarpeet thi…..



Sahil ka bar bar aarti ke hotho ko halke se choom liya …..ab aarti ko bardssht nhi ho rha tha…sahil to shayad yhi chahta hi tha…aarti ne is bar sahil ke nichle hoth ko apne dono labo ke bich bharkar chusna suru kar diya…sahil bhi ab uttejana ki seema par karta ja rha tha ….aarti sahil ke gale me bahen dale use apani or khichti ja rhi thi aur uske hotho ko choos rhi thi….aarti ke boobs ab aur tight ur nukile lag rhe the..uske coton ke safed kurte me tane huye wo amrit kalash agar ab bhi na nichode jate to shayad khud ko apmanit mahsoos karte…. Sahil apni jaan ke husn ki daulat ko apmanit bhala kaise hone deta ….is bar usne himmat karke ek hath aarti ke baye santre par rakh diya….aarti ne jhat se sahil ke hoth chhode aur kuchh bolne ke liye muh khola hi tha ki is bar sahil ne morch sambhala aur aarti ke hotho ko muh me bharkar peene lagaa aur haule haule uske santro ko sahlane lagaa….aaarti bhi ab bahut garam ho chuki thi aur usne bhi virodh karna kam kar diya…aarti ke narm gudaj boobs sahil ke hatho se meeje ja rhe the aur sahil aarti ko hotho ko chhod hi nhi rha tha ….aarti mano hosh khoti si jar hi thi …uski aankhe khud band hoti ja rhi thi……sahil dono hatho se uske boobs daba rha tha lekin aarti ki halat dekhkar use thoda dar sa lagaa….



“aarti…aarti..tum thik to ho na” becharaa…. use kya pata ki aarti ko wo sukh mil rha tha jiski tamnna har ladki karti hai…mard ke hatho apne husn ko lutaana har jawan kali ko ek nayi duniya ki sair karata hai…aarti usi duniya me thi shayad…




Shahil bhale hi kaam dev ki kam-baano se na bach paya ho lekin tha to abhi kora khiladi hi …usne aarti ko kuchh jawab na deta dekhkar jaldi se use khud se alag kiya bed par litaya aur uske galo ko thapthapne lagaa….aarti ne aankhe khol di….


“aarti tum thik to ho na’’’”sahil ne puchha.


Aarti Sharma gyi ….ha me sar hila kar usne dusri or muh fer liya….kuchh palo ke bad sahil ki or dekha …sahil abhi bhi uski or aise dekh rha tha jasie us se koi galti ho gayi ho jiske liye wo sharminda hai….


Aarti ko hasi aa gyi aur usne pyar se apni bahe faila di…sahil jhat se uski baho me samaa gya….



“I m sorry jaan…tumne us din kaha tha ki ham sadi tak wait kar sakte hai ,,,lekin mai…….” sahil uske gale se lipte huye bol rha tha…



“koi bat nhi jannu.. …..mai to puri aapki hu…meraa sabkuchh aapka hai…aap kabhi bhi is bat ko lekar sharmnda mat hoiyega..”


“haa jaan …lekin mai bhi tumhari feelings ki kadr karta hu …aur tum sahi bhi ho ….mai puri kosis karunga ab..ki ham sadi tak…..” sahil ne janbookjhkar apni bat adhhori chood di…aarti sirf muskura kar rha gyi…


“lekin sirf kosis…haan…koi guarntee nhi hai…………..” sahil ne muskurate huye kaha….




Aap sach me bahut gande ho “ aarti fir se lajaa gyi…
Sham ke 6.30 baj rhe the aur sahil station ke liye nikal rha tha ….did jeeja bahar the …lekin aarti bahar nhi aayi thi ……



“di mai apni watch bhool gya….abhi aaya” sahil teji se andar ki or gya ..



Aarti use andar wale darwaje par hi mil gyi ….wo ro rhi thi…


Sahil ki dil tadap utha….


“mat ro sona…mai jaldi aa jaunga …dekho tum rowogi to main nhi jaunga….”

Aarti ne apne aansu saf kiye …


“thank u…dekho time se kha pee lena aur meri kasam tumhe ,rona mat samjhi…tum rowgi to mera man bhi nhi lagega …samjh rhi ho na” aarti ne bas ha me sar hil diya…



“chalo ab chalta hu …jeeja ja rhe hai station tak chhodane …bahar wait kar rhe hai…”


“sahil plz aap jaldi aa jana..mujhe achchha nhi lagega aapke bina…” aarti uske seen se lag gyi….



“aa jaunga jan..chalo ab jane do ,,,ek kiss kar loo” sahil ne uske gal ko pyar se sahlate huye puchha ..


Aarti ne haa me sar hilaya aur sar jhuka liya….


“love you jaan”

“love you sona”



Sahil ne uske chehre ko hatho me bhar kar uske hotho ko choom liya aur fir bina rooke bahar bhaga…


Sahil ko ghar aaye teen din ho gye the ..jis din aa rha tha us di aur uske bad ek din tak to sabkuchh thik tha…aarti se kafi der tak baten hoti …….par kal se aarti uska phone receive nhi kar rhi thi …aur aaj usne phone utha to liya tha lekin abhi busy hu bad me bat karungi khakar rakh diya….sahil ko thoda feel hua lekin fir concilling se related kam sochkar aur aarti ke busy hone ka sochkar usne ignore kar diya..



Ghar par papa ki tabiyat thik nhi thi aur wo admit the 4_5 din tak …unhe kuchh heart problem thi….sahil jitna plan karke aaya tha us se lamba rookna pad gya tha…sahil hospital se ghar aur ghar se hospital inhi chakkaro me fassa tha…time nhi mil rha tha fir bhi wo aarti ko 3-4 bar phone jaroor try karta….aarti ya to phone nhi uthati ya phir kuchh bolkar call cut kar deti…sahil ka man ab bahut udas hone lagaa tha…use samjh me nhi aa rha tha ki kya ho rha hai……aur sabse kamaal ki bat ye thi ki aaj sahil ko aaye lagbhag 15 din ho gye the aur pahle do dino ke bad se aarti ne use ek bar bhi call nhi kiya tha…….sahil se bat bhi thi se nhi kar rhi thi ….aur sahil se kuchh kahaa bhi nhi ....aaj fir ek lambi udasi ke bad sahil ne use phone kiya…kafi der bell jane ke bad aarti ne phone receive kiya……



“ha boliye” phone receive karte hi aarti ne kaha….sahil ko badi insult si feel huyi..


“kaisi ho aarti….?”


“ekdam mast hu…aap bataiye kaise phone kiya…kuchh kam tha….” Sahil ke dil me jaise chann se kuchh toot gya…kya jawab deta bechara..


“nhiii..wo…wo….baki…baki sab log kaise hai” kisi tarah se usne apni bat puri ki.



“sab log thik hai….achcha aap bad me call karna ..abhi mai thodi busy hu …Bye”



“aartiiiiiiiii” sahil ke kuchh bolne se pahle hi phone disconnect ho gya tha…


Aaj bhi whi hua jo pichhle 10 dino se ho rha tha …sahil ki aankho me aansu aa gye the ….wo hospital ki seedhiyo pe bitha apne cell phone me feed aarti ke contact number ko dekhta rha tha aur aankh se ek aansu ki boond nikalkar screen par gir gayi…….



“aisa kya kar diya maine yar “ sahil ke hotho se bas itna hi nikla.


“Aarti mujhe bahut pyar karti hai …jaroor wo kisi bahut badi musibat me hai …ha..bikul aisa hi hai..aur wo mujhse chhupane ki kosis kar rhi hai ….taki mai paresan na hou…ha bikul yhi bat hai …wo bhala mujhe aise naraz kaise ho sakti hai ,,,jaan hai wo meri …mujhe jald hi delhi pahuchkar us se milna hai ….” Sahil apne dil me soch rha tha ….ye ishq bhi ajeeb rog hai dosto …jab bhi harne lagta hai ek nayi shakl akhtiyar kar leta hai …ek aisi shakl jis me wo fir se khud ko sach aur sari duniya ko jhooth manta hai ….aasani se haar nhi manta ye ISHQ!



Papa ki tabiytat thik ho jane ke teesre din sahil delhi wapis aa chukka tha …pure 21 din bad ek naye bharam ke sath…..ghar par sirf didi hi thi …aarti kahi gyi huyi thi aur jeeja as usual kuchh dino ke liye city se bahar the ….



Koi sham ke 4 baje aarti ka samna sahil se hua …



“are aap kab aaye “ ek halki si muskan aarti ke chehre par thi …sahil ko laga use uski purani aarti mil gayi…


“mujhe to aaye bahut der ho gayi lekin kise parwah hai meri……….” Sari biti bato ko bhulakar sahil ne ek pyar bhara shikwa kiya….is umeed ke sath ki uski jaan ko thodi si parwah to hogi na uski ….lekin uska ye bharam bhi toot gya…




“ha to sabke pass apne kam hai…koi baithkar aapka wait to nhi kar sakta na….” sahil ki itni sharmindagi aarti ke samne kabhi nhi huyi thi…usne aarti ki taraf tadap kar dekha mano yakeen na ho ki ye wahi aarti hai jo use jaan jaan kahti nhi thakti thi ….aarti ne palatkar uski or dekha bhi nhi aur bahar nikal gayi.




Rat tak aarti sahil me fir koi bat nhi huyi …sahil toot ta jar ha tha aur aarti ko koi fark nhi pad rha tha ….didi se bato me pata chala tha ki aarti ko usi achchi rank ki vajah se delhi k hi ek top college me admission mil gya tha jo ghar se kuchh hi doori par tha so use hostel me rahne ki jarooat bhi nhi thi ….uski classes 3 din bad suru hone wali thi ….lekin aarti ne use kuchh nhi bataya tha ….ya shayad usne sahil ko batana jaroori nhi samjha tha .




Sahil dinner karke apne room me tha …usne soch liya tha ki aaj ek bar fir se wo aarti se bat karega aur puchhega us se ki kya problem hai….aarti bas dinner kar ke upr aayi hi thi…



“aarti kuchh bat karn hai “




“ha boliye”



“aarti tum aise kyu kar rhi ho …kya galti ho gyi mujhse …bataa do mai sorry bol dunga ya chahe to koi saja de lo …par aise to na karo yar”

“kya kiya hai maine …?????.maine to kuchh kahaa bhi nhi aapse “ ise kahte hai jabrdast ignore karna… aarti ne aise kaha ki sahil ke pas na koi sawal bacha na koi jawab …fir bhi usni ek aakhiri kosis ki …



“kya hamare bich kuchh nhi hhhhh……….. …………….”


sahil ki bat khatm bhi nhi ho payi thi…ki aarti bol padi..



“haan…haan..aapne bahut kiya hai meri study ke liya …ahsan hai aapka mujhpar…thank u so much…mujhe bahut padhna hai abhi…mai ja rhi hu padhne …..GOOD NIGHT.”



Aarti apne room me jakar darwaza band kar chuki thi ….sahil thodi der tak band darwaje ko dekhta rha fir apne kamre ki or palat gya …kadmo me mano jan hi na bachi ho …kisi tarah se khud ko ghaseet te huye wo apne room ke andar le gaya aur bistar par pad gya….



“ahsan hai aapka mujhpar “ aarti ke ye sabd hathode ki tarah uske dil par pad rhe tha….


“ahsan kiya maine tum par .????????????ahsaan??? “ sahil ki aankho ki barsat nhi rook rhi thi ………



“aisi kya agalti ho gyi hai yar mujhe se …plz bata do……..aisa mat karo yar….aisa mat karo jan” sahil foot foot kar rone laga.....ab wo tootkar bikhrane lagaa tha….bas ab intzaar tha ek final punch ka

Teen din ho gaye the sahil ko di ke ghar par aaye huye aur in teen dino me ek bar bhi aarti ne us se bat nhi ki thi…kam se kam apni taraf se to nhi….sahil ka dil us se bat karne ko tadap rha tha….

kya kiya hai jiski itnai badi sajja use mil rhi hai –bas yhi sawal uske dilo dimag par chhaya hua tha……………di se bhi kam bat kar rha tha…sahil apni taraf se puri kosis kar rha tha ki aarti us se kuchh kahe ,koi shikwa hi kare ,lekin aarti shayad ab uski pahle wali aarti nhi rahi thi …shayad ab aarti patthar ki ho gyi thi …jispar sahil ke udas chehre ka,uski suni aankho ka, uske aansuo ka koi asar nhi ho rha tha,, ……..sahil ne bhi dheere dheere shikyat karna aur apni sajaa ki wajah puchhna chhod diya tha…………ab bas wo dekhna chahta tha ki uski sajaa kitni lambi hai aur kitni kathin hai……….…ab sahil ki nazaro me bas ek sawal hota tha………..jab bhi galti se aarti ki nazre sahil se takra jati ,sahil ki aankho me dard ka ek sailab sa aa jata……..aarti badi berahmi se use nazar andaaz kar jati aur sahil mano ek maut mar jata……..



Aarti sham ko lagbhag 5 baje apne room se bahar nikli to sahil ko bahar railing par khada paya….apne pichhe aahat sunkar sahil ne palat kar dekha…..samne aarti khadi thi….thodi der tak sahil chupchap uski or dekhta rha fir dheere se bola………..



“mera result aa gya………nhi hua mera …”



“koi bat nhi …next time ho jayega” aarti ne bas itna kahaa aur seedhiyo se utarte huye niche chali gayi….



sahil ki aankho me aansu aa gaye….pahle prelims exam ke do paper ,fir mains exam ke 9 paper,,sare subjective……….. …itna clear karne ke bad koi civil services ke interview tak pahuchata hai aur fir interview me na hona ??????????…….real heart-break………….lekin sahil ko itna dukh apne result ka nhi hua tha jitna aarti ke response par hua……uski berukhi pe hua……….kitni aasani se ek naseehat de gayi thi …………sahil chupchap apne room me chala gya……tabhi uske phone ki ghanti baji …….Dheeraj ka phone tha……



“ha bhaiya….result aa gya…sorry mera nhi hua….” Sahil ne kisi mujhrim ki tarah kaha….haa….. ab wo mujrim hi to tha…ek aisa mujrim jisne bahot bada sapna dekhne ka jurm kiya tha ………..aise sapna jo shayad uski si hasti walo ke liye kisi gunah se kam nhi the…. Aur agar use pura na kar paye to sajaa to milni hi thi



“chalo koi bat nhi ….mujhe umeed thi ho jayega………….waise in sab exams ke liye bahut mehnat karni padti hai……….didi key yha rahkar utni padhai nhi ho sakti…maine pahle hi kaha tha ki wha se chale jao….lekin tum to bas apne man ki karte h ….chalo dekh lo “


“jee…mai ab chala jaunga yha se …..” sahil bas itna hi kah paya.use is bat ka koi dukh nhi tha …qki usne jo kiya tha apni aarti ke liye kiya tha


“kaha jaoge ab??”


“Delhi me hi kahi….thodi door par alag room lekar”


“aur wha rahne ka kharch.????”

“jee???” sahil ko is sawal ki umeed nhi thi …dheeraj se to nhi .


“dekho mind mat karna lekin mai shayad de nhi paunga…thodi problem me hu………….”


“koi bat nhi bhaiya……… …mai dekh lunga”


sahil ne kaha lekin tab tak phone dis connect ho chuka tha …….


Sahil ka dil ek bar fir se dukha tha…us bhai ne jisne use sabse pahle IAS ban ne ka sapna dekhna sikhya tha aaj us se muh mod liya tha………….jiske bharose wo delhi aaya tha…………uska apna bada bhai….



thodi der bad jitney logo ko pta tha ki sahil ne IAS ka interview diya tha lagbhag sabke phone aa chuke the ………..kuchh logo ne nayi nayi naseehaten di aur kuchh ne ise uske bas se bahar ki bat bataa di….



“arree college top karna alag bat hai aur IAS ban na alag…koi bachcho ka khel hai???”
“aree in sab chijo me bahut source pani chalta hai…”
“aree ye sab bade logo ki baten hai…..kahaan tum in sab chakkaro me pad gaye….”
“Aree koi bank PO vagairah dekho…ye sab nhi hoga tumse “


Ye kuchh example the un logo ke vicharo ke jo kl tak sahil ki tarifo ke pool bandhate nhi thakte the ki ek kisan ka beta,gaon ka padha likha pahle prayas me IAS ka interview diya hai……aaj jab sahil asafal hua to un sab ki juban ne dil me chhupi bhadas ugal di…….


wakayi dosto jab bura waqt aata hai to apna saaya bhi sath chhoda deta hai…aarti sahil ka saaya hi to thi…..


sahil har naseehat , har iljam ek tamge ki tarah apne seene par sajata rha………...chupchap sabki baten suntan rha………use koi fark nhi padna tha in baton ka …..…kyoki jiski bat ka fark padta usne to sabse pahle hi muh mod liya tha…
sahil ne rat ko hi didi ko bol diya tha kl wo yha se chala jayega… uska koi friend rahta hai aur ab wo usi ke sath rahega…waise bhi ab uske yha rahne ka koi matlab nhi tha………

sahil ne apne bag pack kar liye the…didi ne us bahot mana kiya lekin ab wo chahta to bhi nhi rook pata …aarti ki berukhi use har roz ek nayi maut mar rhi thi….aur ab wo rukta bhi to kiske liye.???


Dosto ek bat aap sabse kahna chahta hu ,….kisi apne ki berukhi zindagi me milne wali sabse badi sajaa h…ek aisi sajaa jiski vajah bahut kam pata chalti hai aur jiska anjaam jyadatar maut hoti hai….zindagi me jise aap pyar karte hai use kbhi bhi ignore mat kijiye …kabhi berukhi ki deewar apne rishte me mat aane dijiye….ekdusre se lad lijiye jhagad lijiye,,ruth jaye ,manaa le…lekin kabhi bahut din tak use ignore mat kare………….aap sab ho sakta hai mujhse sahmat na ho …lekin ye ek request hai ..plz aisa mat kijiyega …..kyoki kayi bar iski itni bhari keemat chukani padti hai jiski bharpayi kabhi nhi ho pati..kabhi bhi nhi…

Sahil ne apne bag uthate huye ek nazar aarti ke kamre ke band darwaze par dali ..na chahte huye bhi uski aankho ke kinare bheeg gaye…usne bina ruke apne bag uthaye aur niche chal diya….

“jao apna khyal rakhna….”usne nikalte samay didi ke pair chhuye to unhone kahaa.

Sahil bahar ki or chal diya..kuchh kadam hi chala hoga ki thithak gya …pichhe muda..didi usi ki or dekh rhi thi…

“didi aarti ko pta hai????”

“ha maine rat ko bataya tha………..bula du ????????” di ne kaha…

“nhi….rahne de ” sahil ki aawaz bheeg gayi aur wo muda aur bahar nikal gaya…..

“ek aakhiri bar to mil leti yar “

auto me baith te samay sahil ki nazar ek bar fir se us ghar ki taraf uth gayi jahaa wo apna sabkuchh chhod kar jaa rha tha.. …use chhodakr jise wo sabse jyada apna samjhta tha…jisne use dosti karna sikhaya tha,pyar karna sikhaya tha,kisi ke liye jeena sikhaya tha………jahaa usne apni jindagi ke kuchh haseen pal jeeye the…aur jahaa usne apne hisse ki kuchh kali rate bhi bitayi …..

“hamesa muskurati rahna aarti…..ishwar kare tumhe duniya ki har khusi mile………..bhale hi us kusi me main na rahu…” sahil ne aarti ko dua di aur chal diya kisi hare huye zuari ki tarah,,, us zuari ki tarah jo apne sath laya to bahut sari daulat tha lekin wapas jaa khali hath rha tha………...sab kuchh harkar .

 

Sahil aarti se door hua to mano puri duniya se uska wastaa hi khatm ho gya…kabhi kabhi ghar par phone karke maa-papa se bat kar leta……….iske alawa use na ab duniya me koi interest rha na duniya walo me…….sahil ab gumnami ki zindag jee rha tha…….usne ek coaching centre join kar liya tha jahaa 12 class student ko biology aur chemistry padhata…lekin uska matlab bas class se hota…bahut kam bolta aur students se class ke bahar bahut kam interact karta….bs kisi tarah se zindagi ko jeeye ja rha tha ….bina kisi umeed ke,bina kisi aas ke aur bina kisi pyar ke………..



june ka month chal rha tha aur interview me fail hone ke bad sahil ne ek bar fir se pre-exam diya tha……………..ye bat aur thi ki is prayas me sahil na to puri tarah se padh paya tha aur na hi use kisi chamtkar ki umeed thi……..aur hua bhi whi…………ek bar fir se sahil ke hath nirasha lagi….september ke month me pre exam ka result aaya aur ek bar fir se sahil asafal rha….sahil ne first attempt me interview tak pahucha tha lekin Is bar uska pre hi clear nhi hua………sach to ye tha ki aarti ke bina sahil ka man nhi lagta tha aur ab uska IAS ban ne ka sapna bhi kahi bahut pichhe chhuta ta ja rhha tha………..



.kahte hai na ki manjil par pahuchane ki khusi tabhi hoti hai jab hamsafar sath ho….aur jab hamsafar hi sath chhod de to fir kaisi manjil aur kaisa safar…………..



aaj hi result aaya tha aur aaj sahil ro rha tha ……… isliye ki aaj use ek naummeedi ki zindagi jeeni pad rhi thi……..isliye ki aaj uske pas apnaa koi nhi tha…..isliye ki uska khwab ab choor choor ho rha tha…..dusro ke sapno me rang bharte bharte uske apne sapno par kali syahi fail gyi thi……….wo sahil jo apne school aur college ki shaan tha aaj ek gumnaam shakhs tha………….. aaj wo haar gya tha ……aur hara bhi tha to apno ke hatho……..hausla nhi toota tha sahil ka lekin dil toot gya tha.


“aaj mai haar gya aarti………..tumhara sahil haar gya …..zindagi badi udas si ho gyi hai………tumhari bahut yad aati hai………jee karta hai kahi se tum aa jao aur mujhe apne seene se lagaa lo ………mujhse kabhi door mat jao………lekin tum nhi aati?? kyu nhi aati aarti???....….kyu itne gam mere hisse me hai….kitna sangharsh karu mai……….kitna ladu apni kismet ki rekhaon se ……. meri zindagi me kuchh achchhe din aaye….…wo din jb mai tumhara tha……..jab tumne mujhe apni zindagi kahaa…………zindagi badi khubsoorat lagti thi………lekin mai janta hu meri kismet me khusi nhi hai………agar tum meri sath hoti to fir aur koi tamanna hi nhi hoti………..lekin ….jane do …tum khus ho mere liye to itna hi bahut hai…..…mai koi devta nhi hu jo mujhe dard nhi hoga ya mai hurt nhi hounga….haan…….dukh hai mujhe tumse door hone ka…..lekin tumse naraz nhi hu….ho bhi nhi sakta….kya karu pyar jo ho gya tumse………..
Aarti, maine aaj tak life me kuchh achieve nhi kiya …..kuchh nhi kar paya……..aur shayad ab kuchh kar bhi nhi paunga…….bas ek khusi hai ki tum apne sapne ko jee rhi ho…….tumne jo chaha wo paa liya ….…bhagwan se prarthana karunga ki life me tum jo bhi chaho paa jao…….kahno ko to dil bahut kuchh kar rha hai lekin jane do …tumhe disturbance hoga……achchhe se padhna……tumhari yaad bahut aati hai……khud ko to rok leta hu ise nhi rok pata………sorry. Apna khyal rakhna.bye.”




Ye letter sahil aarti ke nam likh rha th…....ek chhote se room k eek kone me chair pe baitha wo apne table par jhuka likh rha tha……...yhi karta tha wo ……….jab aarti ki yaden rat ki tanhai me bechain karti to dil ke sare armaan kagaz ke panno par nikal jate….lekin sahil kabhi wo letter post nhi karta….ek file me rakh leta …aise kitne hi letter pade the us file me…..rat ke lagbhag 10.30 baje the…result lagbhag 5 baje sham ko hi aa gya tha …lekin aaj kisi ka bhi phone nhi aaya …na dheeraj ka na ddi ka na kisi chanewale ka ….aur na hi AARTI ka ….sahil ki nazre bar bar phone ki screen pe ja rhi thi…..jane kyu use lag rha tha ki aaj aarti use jaroor phone karegi ….aur sachmuch uska phone baj utha ….didi ka phone tha……sahil ne apni bheegi aankhe pocchi aur phone utha liya…..


“ha didi namste”


“khus rho…kaise ho sahil”


“jee thik hu aap sab kaise ho “


“ham sab bhi thik hai ….rohan aaya hua hai …uske semester ka result bahut achchha aaya hai…kl bachchon ne chhoti si party rakhi hai…………ham sab chah rhe the ki tum bhi aa jao…….”


“jee didi kosis karunga….”


“Nhi mama aap jaroor aayenge…plzzz” rohan ne didi se phone lete huye kaha.sahil ko bahut aascharya hua…rohan us se thik se bat tak nhi karta tha aur aaj usne use aane ko bola….kuchh soch kar sahil ne haa kar di.




Dusre din sham ko sahil koi 7 baje di ke ghar pahucha …lagbhag 5 month bad sahil ne fir us chaukhat ki dahleez par kadam rkahe the jaha se wo ro kar gya tha….jee chah rha thi ki abhi laut jaye lekin usne aisa nhi kiya….


…aarti aur Rohan ke kuchh dost aaye huye the…..sabse salaam dua ke koi 30 min bad use aakhir deedar ho hi gya us jaan-e-sitamgar ka…..aarti din b din aur bhi khoobsoorat hoti ja rhi thi ya shayad sahil ko lag rhi thi ………


“kaisi ho aarti “ sahil ne puchha….sahil ko apne samne dekhkar aarti ek pal ko thithaki…….ek uchatti nazar us par dali ,ek nagwari ke bhav uske chehre par aaye



”thik hu “ …bas tna boli aur fir wo age badh gyi ……….sahil kat kar rah gya……..uski jee chah rha tha ki dharti fat jaye aur wo samaa jaye ……..




“kuchh bhi kar lo jaan, mere dil se kabhi baddua nhi niklegi tumhare liye…………..koi badgumani nhi hai mere dil me ……….hamesa khus rho …jabtak tum khus ho mujhe kisi se koi shikwa nhi hai….na apni kismet se ,na tumhare rab se…….mera yha hona tumhe pasand nhi …….kash muhe pahle pata hota……mai kabhi na aata……..ab kabhi tumhe apni manhoos shakl nhi dikhaunga……bachpan se hi tumhe chahta rha ….…paglo ki tarah …….ahsaas bahut bad me hua….. …lekin chahat to hamesa se thi …..ye bat to tum bhi janti ho ki maine aaj tak tumhari khusi ke siwa kuchh nhi chaha……hamesa sochta ki kya kar doo tumhare liye …..tumhari aankh me ek aansu nhi bardsht tha mujhe….tum roti to dil karta ki sari duniya ko aag lagaa du……lekin mai tumhare liye kuchh kar nhi paya…kuchh bhi nhi …….ab tumhe meri shakl nhi pasand hai ….. agar tum mujhse door rahkar hi khus ho to yhi sahi…….kabhi nhi puchhunga ki tumnse aisa kyu kiya…..tumse door chala jaunga bahut door…” sahil apne dil me soch rha tha lekin shayad ab aarti ke dil me sahil ki wo jagah nhi thi tabhi to wo kabhi bhi uske dil ki aawaz ko nhi sun pati thi…



Sablog kha pee chuke the …rohan aarti aur unke dost chat par the aur sahil akela niche baitha tha ……tabhi rohan aaya aur sahil ko upar le jane lagaa……sahil ko na chahte huye bhi uske sath jana pada..



Aarti uski friends aur rohan ke friends …kul milakar 9_10 log the ..sab ek gol ghera banaakr baithe the aur antakshari kheli ja rhi thi …….rohan ke behad jor dene par sahil bhi unke group me samil ho gya……aarti ke thik samne baitha tha wo …….SAHIL ko bahut kuchh yad aa rha tha….uske man kr rha tha ki kahi bhag jaye …jahaa koi na ho….use purani yaden rula rhi thi …kitne haseen pal jeeye the usne is chat par……..ek ek pal bhari pad rha tha .



Whi chhat thi ,whi chandani rat thi …. Aarti bhi thi ………lekin kaaaaaash!!!!!!!!!!!!!………….wo din nhi the ab…..qki shayad ab Aarti bhi pahle wali aarti nhi thi.




Kitna dard liye baith tha sahil apne dil me …apne pyar ke ruthane ka gham,dosti ke tootne ka gham, rishto ke chhutane ka gham ,asafalta ka gham…kuchh nhi pta tha use ki ab zindagi kis or jayegi …..lekin aaj bhi aarti ko apne samne pakar use jeene ko jee chah rha tha ……sabkuchh fir se banane ko jee chah rha tha ……lekin wo janta tha k ab aisa kuchh nhi hoga…..sahil apni hi socho me goom tha jab rohan ne uska kandha pakadkar hilaya ..




“‘ mama ham harne wale hai …aap bhi kuchh sunao…..”d” se gana hai….jaldi karo…” kam se kam chauthi bar tha jab rohan ne use gane ko kaha tha…..



Sahil ne kuchh socha nhi…uski aawaz to achchhi thi lekin use gane ka koi salika nhi tha …fir jane kis bhawna me aakar wo is bar gane lagaa…..



“ dil kahta hai chal unse mil,uthate hai kadam ruk jaate hai,
Dil hamko kabhi samjhata hai, ham dil ko kabhi samjhate hai;
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Wo din the kya hasiii,dono the sath me,
Aur bahe aapkiiii,thi mere hath me ;
Tum hi tum the sanam,mere din rat me ;
par itni bulandi pe tum ho meri jaaa, aaye na daaman ab hath me
Paana tumko mumkin hi nhi ,soche bhi to ham ghabrate hai;……………...Dil hamko kabhi samjhata hai ;





Sahil geet samapt karke sar jhukaye baitha tha…..sab log sant the……..fir taliyo ki ek gadgadahat uthi ….sahil ne sar uthakar aarti ki or dekha…aarti ke chehre par pahli bar dard ke rang the ….use pta tha sahil ne ye song kyu gaya tha…aur sahil khud ko doshi maan rha tha ki jane kyu apne dil ke dard ko usne aaarti ke samne pesh kar diya….



“lagta hai chot kafi gahri hai “ ek ladki ne mukurate huye kahaa….ab sahil ke liye wha rukna mumkin nhi tha….usne sabko excuse kaha aur niche chalaa gya .Aarti ka chehra jaise ekdam murjha gya tha.



Niche baithe sahil ki aankho me ek pachhtawa tha…..bhut sooni ho gyi thi uski aankhe ….un aankho me mayoosi dikhti,haar dikhti,dard dikhta …lekin ek bhi kiran roshani ki, umeed ki aur tamnna ki nhi thi…..naummeedi sabse bada abhishap hai ….umeed ke bina insaan jee nhi sakta aur sahil ke paas kuchh nhi bacha tha ___na dosti-na pyar; na umeed na sapne …fir bhala wo kaise jeeta.

 

Sahil rat me niche hi soya tha …subah jald hi uth gya…rat bhar aarti ke sath bitaye achchhe dino ki yad use rulati rahi….lakho kosiso ke bawzood wo aarti ki mohabbat bhool nhi paa rha tha .pahle pyar ko bhoolna itna aasan bhi to na tha …………..


“aarti mai jaa rha hu “ sahil niche baitha hua tha jab aarti chali aayi….didi kisi kam me busy thi aur wo unka wait kar rha tha ki aa jaye to bta kar jaye….har bar aarti se ek umeed ke sath kuchh bhi kahta…aaj bhi whi umeed thi ki kash aarti use rok le,kash ek bar puchh le ki fir kab aaoge….kash ek bar puchh le ki kyu jaa rhe ho ….lekin itna khuskismat n tha sahil ….


“jaiye jaa rhe h to…..vaise bhi kaun sa maine aapko bulaya tha “ alfaz the ya zeher me doobe huye khanjar….sahil ki aankho se lakh jabt ke bawzood ek aansu ludhak gya uske galo par…..


“bahut pyar karta hu tumse yar………aisaa ……..” ek aakhiri kosis karna chaha rha tha wo…..sahil bol bhi na paya…


“haan…haan…pta h mujhe ki aap bahot pyar karte h…sham se hi to dhindhora peet rhe hai……kaun si bulandi par pahuch gyi hu mai??? Are ek exam hi to pass kiya hai…..aur logo ke dil jalne lage………….jalan hone lagi mujhse……” jane kis mitti ki bani thi aarti,ssahil use dekhta hi rah gya..uski aankhe baras rhi thi aur aarti ko koi fark nhi pad rha tha ……


“….mujhe jalan hoti hai tumhari khusi se ?????????? mujhe?...nhi aarti….maine to tumhari khusi ke siwa kuchh chaha hi nhi ………..jaa rha hu mai ….ab kabhi wapas nhi aaunga…..mai yha tha to sirf tumhari khusi ke liye …yha se gya to bhi tumhari khusi ke liye aur age bhi jo kuchh karunga tumhari khusi ke liye hi karunga……agar zindagi me kabhi meri vajah se dukh hua ho to maf kar dena……..khus raho.” Sahil ka dil aaj puri tarah se toot chukka tha …wo utha aur bahar jane lga.


“bahot pyar kiya hai na aapne mujhse??? Kuchh mang sakti hu aap se usi pyar ke sadke……..”sahil ke kano me aarti ki aawaz padi aur wo palat gya….lekin is bar use koi umeed nhi thi….kyuki uske dil par bahut gahri chot lagi thi jo ab har aash nirasha se upar thi.


“mere pass kuchh nhi tumhe dene ko………jaan mang lo tumhari kasam uff tak nhi karunga” shil bahut jyada dard me tha.

“jo kuchh hm dono ke bich hua ...galti se hi sahi …...aap uska zikr kabhi kisi se nhi karenge aur na hi dobara kabhi mujhse is bare me bat karenge” aarti jane kya chati thi us toote huye insane se .


“huh…bas itni si bat …nhi karunga…kabhi nhi karunga…..tumse bhi nhi puchhunga ki tune aisa kyu kiya……..bas ek bat bata do….. jo pyar tumhari nazar me ek galti tha us par itna aitbaar kyu hai? Kyu lagta hai ki mai us pyar ki khatir ye karunga? ”



Aarti ke paas koi zawab nhi tha…..chupchap sahil ki or dekhe gayi…



“jao aarti ,bharosa to tum ab mujh par karti nhi lekin aajma sakti ho, jab chaho jis tarah se chaho …..mai to kabhi tumse nhi puchhunga lekin agar mera pyar sachcha hai to ek din tumhe ahsas hoga ki tumne kya khoya hai………ek din mera pyar tumhe rulayega…...agar zindagi me kabhi is nachij ki zaroorat mahsoos ho to ek aawaz lga dena ,sahil tumhe tumhare pass milega…….. ..chahe tum kisi bhi hal me hi ,zindagi ke kisi bhi mod par ho…………………………………..aur ek aakhiri bat …mai…mai..m…..jalta nhi hu mai tumhari khusi se………..” aakhiri sabd kahte kahte sahil ke aawaz bharaa gya aur wo bhagta hua us ghar se nikal gya.




Sahil ka room dilli k eek behad garib aur pichhde huye area me tha….rat ke 10 baj rhe the aur sahil gumsum se sa leta hua tha……subah didi ke yha se aakr wo aise hi bistar par pada tha…..kuchh bhi khaya piya nhi tha..shayad uski aankho ke aansu bhi sookh gaye the……..




“logo ke dil jalne lage ,jalan hone lagi mujhse …”aarti ke sabd sahil ke kano me goonj rhe the aur usi aaj sabkuchh yad aa rha tha….bachpan se lekar jawani tak jis ladki ko apni jan se badhkar chaha tha pichhle 6 mahine me kitni maut mara tha uski yad me…



Gaon ke wo din…wo nadi ka kinara ,wo aam ke bagiche ,maa-papa ka pyar …sabkuchh yad aa rha tha …aur sabse jyada yad aa rhi thi wo “BEWAFA”. bachpan me sahil use apni peeth par lekar ghumata…uske liye kuchh bhi karta,har kisi se lad jata uske liye ,apne hisse ki cheejen uske liye bachaa kar rakhta…aur fir jawani ki dosti aur fir wo pyar,wo vaade,kasame………….aaj sahil ko har chhoti badi bat yad aa rhi thi…………



“tumne kaise kah diya jaan …kaise jal sakta hu mai tumhari khusi se ….mai pyar karta hu tumse …apni jaan se jyada….tumhara sahil zinadgi ki har jung har gya hai ….mujhe bacha lo jaan ………mai doob rha hu aarti…….. plz kahi se aa jao…plzzz…….” Ek bar fir se sahil foot foot kar rone laga.


Jane kab sahil ki aankh lg gyi……..subah neend khuli …..sahil ka dil bahut bhari ho rha tha…aaj wo institute bhi nhi gya……..



“ ye rat to beet gyi,meri zindagi ki kali rat kab beetegi…….kab khatm hogi ye zindagi……..kyu jee rha hu mai…………..?” aaj zindagi me pahli bar sahil ke andar is kadar nirashaa sama gyi thi kise use apne jeene ka maksad sochna pad rha tha…



“kiske liye jeeyu” dimag ke kise hisse ne puchha.


“nhi jeeyunga mai…..jis life ka koi maksad na ho use jeene ka kya faydaa..” nirasha sahil ki zindagi me fail gayi thi.


Sahil ki zindagi kahaa se kahaa aa gyi thi………. Lekin zindagi me chamtkar hote hai ….sahil ko ishwar par bhaut jyada bharosa nhi rah gya tha …lekin BHGWAN ka astitwa kisi ke man ne ya na man ne ka mohtaj nhi hota …wo to bas chupke se apna chamtkar kar deta hai….sahil ki zindagi me bhi ab aise hi kisi chamtkar ki zaroorat thi……..


Sahil apni socho ke bhawar se nikal nhi paaya tha ki uske phone ki ghanti baj uthi…………

phone ki ghanti do bar baj kar band ho gyi thi ...ek bar fir se ghanghana uthi ....sahil ke man me bas ek hi vichar aa rha th a...mere jeene ka kya fayada ...kiske liye jiyu...kyta karunga jee kar ..uska man nirasha se bhar gya tha ....

jane kya aaya uske man me ki usne ne beman se hi sahi par phone utha liya...chamtkar hote rhe hai aur hote rahenge...........


“hello sahil , mai Rajsingh Sharma bol rha hu …aap aaj institute nhi aayenge kya” jis institute me sahil padata tha uske director ka phone tha.

“sorry sir ,mai ab institute nhi aa paunga….aap meri jagah kisi ko rakh lijiye…”sahil ka man bat karne ko nhi ka rha tha.


“sahil aap plzz aaj thodi der ke liye aa jaye fir aapka jaisa man hi kare” director ne bade israr se kaha..

“thik h sir ek ghante me pahuchata hu “ directot ki bat ko sahil tal na sake …vaise bhi director sahil ki kafi ijjat karta tha aur bure waqt me usne sahil ko sahara diya tha …


“sahil aap hai sarfaraz khan ..yha ke ex-MP…aur khan sab ye hai Mr Sahil jinke bare me aapko maine bataya…hamare yha ke sabse achche teacher aur mere personal experience se – ek behatareen insaan” director ne dono ka intro karwaya.



“sahil jee aapse milkar kafi khsi huyi ….directore sahib ne aapki bahot tariff ki hai….plz agar aapke pas thoda sa time ho to aap kal mere ghar aa sakte hai …ya mai driver bhej dunga aap address bata de…..”

“jee kis silsile me” sahil ko unki bato me koi interest nhi tha …uska dil uchaat hone laga tha….


“darasal meri ek beti hai,,, JUHI KHAN…pichhli sal usne IIT delhi se B.tech complete kiya aur fir IAS ban ne ki dhun sawar ho gyi…hamne last year uska admission ek coaching institute me karwa diya …lekin wo pre exam hi clear nhi kar payi …ab ham chahte hai ki uske liye koi achcha guidance ho qki in sab exams me proper guidance bahut matter karta hai…isi silsile me director sahib ne aap ka nam sujhaya …aapne bhi interview diya hai…agar kuchh ghante nikal sake to……” khan sahib kafi seedhe aur sharif lag rhe the lekin sahil ko ab kisi bhi cheej me interest nhi rha tha.




“aapne mujhe is kabil samjha ,thank u …lekin mai shayad aa nhi paunga …I m sorry “



“sahil chale jao…khan sahib bahut achchhe insane hai “ director ne kaha…




“hello young man…” is se pahle sahil kuchh kah pata 70-75 sal ke ek bujUrg office me enter huye. sahil uth kar khada ho gya.




“ baitho baitho,…mai ZULFIQAR KHAN …iska baap” buzurg ne baithte huye kaha…



“jante ho hamare hindustan ki sabse khoobsoorat bat kya hai…....hamre yha insan ko apne sapne pure karne ke liye do janam milta hai.......ek apna aur ek apne bachcho ka...........yha bap apne adhoore sapne apne bête ko pure karte dekhna chata hai…..mai khud to IAS nhi ban paya lekin ise banana chahta tha ….lekin ye bhi nhi ban paya…daulat to bahut kamayi ham dono ne hi …..lekin bas whi ek kasak rah yi….lekin meri JUHI bahot kabil hai …wo jaroor ye sapna pura kar sakti hai …bas use ek sahi disha dikhane wala chahiye……waise to bahot log mil jayenge lekin tum mujhe achchhe lage aur director sahib bhi bahut tariff karte hai tumhari…..tumhare director sahab bhi hamare bete jaise hi hai .....sharif ho tum……nhi to kisi par bharosa karna mushkil h aajkl…..beta hamare ghar par tumhe koi pareani nhi hogi …khuda ki diya bahut hai apne pass…tum apni khud ki taiayri bhi karte rahna …………kisi cheej ki kami nhi hogi ….is budhe ki bat rakh lo beta”




kisi ko nhi pta tha ki sahil kis daur se gujar rha tha….sahil manaa nhi kar saka…kam se kam is samya to nhi.

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“Juhi kaun hai “ aarti ki tej aawaz se sahil socho ke bhawar se bahar nikla aaya…..aarti jane kab room me aayi aur uske hath me sahil ka cell phone tha jo sahil niche hi chhod aaya tha.



Sahil aarti ki or palat gya …uske chehre par patthar ke jaisi sakhti thi ……..wo bas aarti ki or dekhta rha….kuchh nhi bola.

Aarti uske chere se kuchh anumaan nhi laga paa rhi thi……………




“kaun hai JUHI …kya rishta hai aapka us se ? ” aarti ka chehra kuchh utara hua tha.



Sahil phir kuchh nhi bolta……..aarti chalte huye uske pass pahuch jati hai………sahil chupchap uske hatho se phne le leta hai….abhi abhi aaya sms open tha…….




“hazaron dastaane hain heer,laila,sheer,ranjhe ki,
Tum apne sath mujhko bhi ek aisi dastaa kar do”

MISS you !
FROM- JUHI



Sahil chupchap sms padhta hai aur phone band kar deta hai……..



“mai aapse kuchh puchh rhi hu…..kya lagti hai wo aapki ?????” aarti ka sabr ab jawab dene lagaa tha …itane lambe intzar ke bad us shakhs ko pane see pahle hi kho dene ka dar sataa rha tha use .


“whi lagti hai jo kuchh sal pahle tum lagti thi “ sahil ne bina aarti ki aankho me dekhe kahaa…


“lagti thi …? Mai Ab nhi lagti kya sahil???”



“ye mai kaise bataa sakta hu….meri zindagi ke aur mere muhabbat ke sare faisle to tumne liye to ye bhi tumhe hi pta hoga”


“ sahil maine galti ki hai…uske liye jo chahe aap sajaa de….kuchh mere mann ka bhram aur kuchh halat…lekin zindagi me pyar ek bar hi hua mujhe …. Sirf aapse......... “ aarti itna kahti hai aur udas aankhe liye sahil ke room se nikal jati hai….

“nhi sahil !!!!!!!! ab aapko apne se door nhi jane dungi …chahhe kuchh bhi ho jaye …app sirf mere ho …sirf mere…..mujhe hi pata karna hoga ki ye juhi kaun hai...kaun hai ye chudail jo mere sahil ko mujhse cheen ne aa gyi hai” aarti ke chehre par ek nischay dikh rha tha...

Aarti ko ab sahil ki zindagi se judi har wo bat jan ni thi jo pichhle 5 salo me ghatit huyi thi…aur usne suruaat is “ JUHI “ nam ki paheli se ki ……



“hello Rahul mai aarti bol rhi hu “ aarti ko rahul hi wo shakhs laga jo use juhi tak pahuchata.


“jee aarti ….kaisi hai aap…mera dost kaisa hai…”

“wo thik h…mai bhi thik hu…aap ki thodi si help chahiye thi ??”

“jee kahe???” rahul ko samajh me nhi aa rha tha ki aarti ko us se kya help chahiye.

“rahul mujhe JUHI se milna hai….aap jante hai use…???”

“jeee..wo..wo…ha janta to hu…aapko kuchh kam hai kya”


“haa…kya aap mujhe uska number de sakte hai”


“jee de dunga…par kya mai puchh sakta hu ki kam kya hai” aakhir rahul bhi police wala tha…sawal puchhe bina kaise rah jata.


“haa kam hai…bahut jaroori kam…..mai dekhna chahti hu ki wo kaun ha jo mujhse mere sahil ko chhin lena chahati hai…” aarti ke lafje me gussa aur nafarat thi.



“jeee?????” rahul ko sab pata to pahle se hi tha lekin aarti ke muh se “ mera sahil “ sunkar hairani ka ijhar karte huye bola.


“jee kuchh nhi…aap sawal bahut karte hai…..aap mujhe number denge ya nhi “

“ jee jaroor..abhi aapke number par send kar deta hu …contact no bhi aur address bhi …” rahul ne aarti ka mood bigadta dekh to chupchap man gya…


“jee thank u…bye”

“ek minut aarti jee…ek bar aapse mujhe bhi milna hai akele me aur kuchh jaroori bat karni hai……..aur ek aakhiri bat kahu aapse ….hamesa sach whi nhi hota jo hamari aankhe dekhti hai…..” rahul ne aarti ko kuchh jatate huye kaha…


“mujhse behtar ye bat kaun janta hai…mai bhi bas yhi sabit karne ki kosis kar rhi hu…aur jaise hi free hoti hu aapse milungi ……anyway, thanx for the help…...bye.” aarti ne kaha….rahul uski bat kuchh kuchh hi samjh saka aur fir bye bolkar phone rakh diya…




Rat bhar aarti sahil Ko kho dene ke dar se so nhi payi…kahi sahil sachmuch use pasand to nhi karta…aakhir maine bhi to uske sath bahut jyadati ki hai…aakhir wo bhi to insane hai…use bhi sahare ki jaroorat huyi hogi…5 sal bahut lamba samay hota hai….aarti ke man me saikdo aise vichar aa rhe the aur uski aankho se neend gayab thi……


Dusre din subah hi aarti rahull ke diye huye address par pahuch gyi …address delhi ka hi tha …..


“jee kis se milna hai…”peon ne puchha.


“juhi se…...i mean juhi khan madam se “ aarti ne apne lahje me narmi laate huye kaha..


“jee aap baithe mai madam se puchh leta hu…apaka nam kya hai…”


“jee …aarti….kah dijiyega urgent hai…”aarti ne kaha.


Juhi khan,assistant commissioner of Income TAX-
aarti jis office ke samne baithi thi uske door ke thik bagal me ye name plate lagi huyi thi…juhi khan Indian Revenue Services ki ek honhar aur imandar officer thi.

“jee aap plz aaye madm ne aapko bulaya hai” peon ne bade adab ke sath aari ko andar aane ke liye kaha…

Aarti chupchap chalti huyi us cabin me enter huyi……juhi khan …samne rakhi name plate par nam likha hua tha..aur us chair par baithi sakhshiyat vastav me juhi ki kali jaisi hi thi……aarti ek tak use dekhe gayi….



Gora chitta rang ....kashmirir seb ke jaise laal laal gaal , kali bhawara jaisi aankhe…...gulab ki pankhudi jaise patle laal hoth….aur us chehre par ek pyari si smile….jawani ki daulat se labrej…ek mukammal husn ki malika jo kisi bhi jawaa dil ka karar aur sukoon loot le….


.jaroor is chudail ne mere sahil ko faasne ki kosis ki hogi…hai bhi to kamini kitni khoobsoorat …..aarti ne man me hi socha..aarti uski khoobsoorti ki tariff kiye bina na rah saki…


“aaiye baithiye aarti jee…badi tamanna thi aapse milne ki” juhi ne khade hote huye aarti ka welcome kiya…..aarti jabardasti ki ek smile apne chehre par le aayi aur samne rakhi chair par baith gyi…..


“aur bataiye aari jee…kaisi chal rhi hai life …kaise hain sahil ?””

“sahil se hi puchh lijiye …baten to hoti hi hai aap ki” aarti ke lahje me chhupi talkhi juhi ne mahsoos ki aur uske hotho par ek muskan aa gyi…


“jee” juhi bas itna hi bol payi…

“kya rishta hai aapka sahil se ??? ” aarti ka sabr ab jawab dene lagaa tha….

“aur agar yhi sawal mai aapse se karu to ?? “ juhi abhi bhi muskura rhi thi…

Aarti chup rahi..ek aisi khamoshi jisne ye bayan kar diya ki sahil aarti ka kya rishta hai…


“chaliye mai hi aapke sawal ka jawab de deti hu…..mera sahil ka whi rishta hai jo aapka sahil se hai….”

“matlab??” aarti ka dil dhakk se rah gya….

“pyar karti hu mai sahil se …be-intahaa pyar….” Juhi ne bade aaram se aarti ke sar par dhamaka kar diya….


Aarti thodi der tak uski or dekti rahi ..aur fir foot foot kar rone lagi…..


“nhi plz aisa mat bolo..mai ye nhi sun sakti…sahil mera hai …sirf mera …meri chahat…meri muhabbat …mera pahla pyar….maine bachpan se lekar jawani tak sirf sahil ko pyar kiya hai…..mai sahil ko kisi ke sath nhi baat sakti…..tumhe to koi bhi mil jayega…plz mere sahil ko mujhse mat chino……..plz mai jee nhi paungi uske bina…”


Juhi aarti ki halat dekhkar baukhla gayi ……wo apni chair se uthakr aarti ke pas aa gyi aur uske sar par hath rakhkar use chup karane lagi…..

Aarti kas ke juhi ko apni baho me beech kar us se chipak kar rone lagi…. “plz sahil ko mujhse alag mat karo…..maine galti ki hai lekin uski itani badi sajaa nhi milni chahiye…plz…plz….”



“chup ho jao aarti plz……tumhe sahil se koi juda nhi kar sakta…koi bhi nhi…”


Aarti ka rona dekhkar juhi ki aankho me bhi aansu aa gye…..usne badi muskil se aarti ko chup karaya aur fir pas me rakha glass ka pani badhaya uski or…


Aarti ab thodi normal huyi….”juhi..plz mujhe bataye sahil ko aap kasie janti hai…plz..”


“thik hai mai batatti hu….” Juhi aarti ko lekar pass me rakhe sofe par baith gayi…peon ko bulakar do coffee ko bola aur sahil se pahli mulakat se lekar ab tak ki dastaan aarti ko sunane lagi……….

 

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UPDATE 14

 

Zulfiqar khan,dilli ke sabse bado namo me shumar…zindagi se bharpoor ek zinda dil insane ….daulat aur shohrat ki bulandi ko chhune ke bad bhi zameeni insaan…ek aisa insaan jiski dil me sabke liye pyar ,hamdardi aur apnaapan…..Jo har insaan ko insaan samjhta……unka eklauta beta sarfaraz khan …sarfarz ka dil ek hindu ladki par aa gya……...baap ne bête ki muhabbat ko kabool liya vaise bhi khan parivar ki parampara me kabhi hindu muslim ka bhed nhi rha …..unke liye musalmaan hone jitney fakr ki bat thi insaan hona bhi utna hi….. aur “ sanjanaa singh” sarfaraz khan ki dulhan ban kar aa gayi…..….sarfaraaz ne apne baap ka business sambhala aur unki khwahish ki sarfaraz koi white collar job kare bas ek khwahish hi rah gyi…..





Sarfarz ne bhi bahut daulat kamai aur fir jab rajneeti me kadam rakha to wha bhi apna parcham lahra diya…pahli bar hi MP ka chunav jeet gaye…..khan parivar me bas ek hi kami thi …sarfaraz khan ki koi aulad nhi thi….aur sadi ke 8 sal bad jab nanhi si pari ne unke jeevan me kadam rakha to baba( zulfiqar khan ) ne pyar se uska nam “ JUHI “ rakha………….




sanjanaa jab juhi 4 sal ki thi tabhi use maa ke muhabbat se mahroom karke duniya se vida ho gyi…… khan baba ke jeene ka saharaa hi juhi thi aur duniya ki har sukh suvidha uske kadmo me dal di…jis cheej par juhi hath rakh deti wo uski ho jati…….juhi bhi baap se jyada apne baba se attached thi…….




Zindagi ke solhave sal me kadam rakhte rakhte juhi sachmuch ek kali ban gyi thi……wo dilkash husn ki mallika ek behad suljhi huyi aur intelligent ladki thi….. .khoobsoorati ke sath sath uske taur tareeke aur ek ladki hone ke ahsas ne use aur khoobsoorat bana diya……apne baba ke liye IAS ban ne ka khwab uski aankho me samata chala gya….





Juhi me to jaise Khan baba ki jaan basti thi….jab JUHI ne IIT ka exam clear kiya to apne approach aur daulat ke dam par khan baba ne use delhi me hi admission dila diya taki wo unse door na chali jaye…juhi ko kabhi maa ki kami mahsoos nhi huyi……





Juhi ne IIT se B-TECH complete kiya aur ek sal coaching karne ke bad first time CIVIL services ke liye appear huyi lekin IIT ki gold medalist hone ke bad bhi wo pre clear nhi kar payi ………………aur use is bat ka ahsas hua ki is exam ke liye kya padhna hai jan na to jaroori hai lekin kya nhi padhna hai ye jan na us se bhi jaroori hai………….matlab ki agar sahi guidance na mile to kitni bhi mehnat karo koi fayada nhi…………..khan baba ne ye bat suni to uske liye ek sahi direction karne wale insaan ki khoj karne lage aur yhi khoj aaj sahil ko khan baba ke ghar layi thi…..




“tum baitho beta …m abhi juhi ko bulaata hu……..” khan baba bolte huye andar chale gaye…




Sahil pahli bar kisi itane ameer shakhs ke ghar aaya tha..ghar to nhi mahal hi tha wo….lekin ghar aur ghar walo ki soorat aur seerat me use koi interest nhi tha……use to pta bhi nhi tha ki wo wha kyu chala aaya…jabki wo to apni zindagi ko khatm karne ki soch rha tha ….khud ko mitane ke bare me soch rha tha ….




“hello ,myself juhi ” khankati si aawaz par sahil ne sar uthkar upar ki or dekha…22-23 sal ki kajrare naino wali bala ki khoobsoorat ek msoom si ladki muskurate huye uski or hath badhaye khadi thi…..




badhi huyi shave,lal aankhe aur bikhre huye baal…sahil juhi ko koi majnoo lag rha tha jiski aankho me kayi raton ki ratjagi ka khumar tha ….lekin is huliye me bhi smart lag rha tha…….itna smart ki dil har jaye koi haseena …lekin juhi aisi dil fenk haseena nhi thi….




Sahil ne kuchh nhi kaha aur na hi hath uski or badhaya…..juhi ko bura lagaa……lagnaa hi tha ..kisi ko bhi lagta….




Juhi bhi chupchap samne rakhe sofe par baith gyi…dono me se koi kuchh nhi bol rha tha….tabhi khan baba bhi chale aaye…..



“areee tum dono me jan pahchaan to ho gyi na…koi bat nhi mai fir se karwa deta hu…juhi ye hai sahil,IAS ki taiyari karte hai …interview bhi diya..aur sahil beta ye hai meri juhi …meri jaan “ khan baba ne juhi ke bagal me baithte huye uske sar par hath fera….


“jee” sahil ne bas itna hi khaa…jaise uska dhyan wha tha hi nhi…




“to sahil kya taiyari karni hogi juhi ko “ khan baba bole.sahil mano apne badhawasi pe kabu pata hua wapas aa gya…




“jee jaisa ye kahe…agar kisi subject me difficulty ho to m help kar dunga …ye jaise bhi kahe” sahil ne pahli bar kuchh dhang se kaha.janekis jadu ke asar me tha sahil ki chah kar bhi inkar nhi kar paa rha tha .....




“kaho juhi beta” khan baba ne kaha.




Juhi ka man to nhi tha lekin wo khan baba ka dil nhi todana chahti thi……sahil ki image ek akadoo,ghamandi aur badtameez insaan ki si ban gyi thi pahli hi mulakat me uske man me…jise tameez nhi thi kisi se milne ki ya bat karne ki……usne socha kisi tarah se kuchh din bita le fir khan baba ko manaa legi aur sahil ko wha se hatwa degi…….




“jee mujhe economic bahut difficult lagi hai…”juhi boli.




“ok..mere pas kuchh notes hai mai de dunga..aur aapke basics bhi clear karwa dunga…..abhi mai chalta hu kuchh kam hai….”sahil ne man me yhi socha tha ki wo notes juhi ko de dega lekin ab yha lautkar nhi aayega…jane kyu use juhi achchhi nhi lagi thi …….


Sahil ke sath khan baba bhi bahar taka aaye…..





“sahil beta …juhi bina maa ki bachchi hai…maine bade najon se paala hai ise…kabhi kisi chhej ki kami nhi hone di….ab ye sirf meri khusi ke liye IAS ban na chahti hai…aaj tak jo bhi sapna isne dekha use poora kiya…maine poora kiya…lekin ab darta hu ki agar is bar aisa nhi hua to meri juhi ka dil toot jayega,…pahli bar jab iska nhi hua to maine kaha ki ab chhod do ye taiayari ..kya kami hai hame …lekin nhi mani…jiddi hai thodi…elkin ab tumhe dekhkar lagta hai ki wo jaroora kar legi agar tum sath rhe to….lagan hai uske andar bas thoda sa sahara chahiye……”






“jee,…mai kosis karunga..” sahil ko samjh me nhi aay kya kahe…




“dua lagegi beta tumhe is budhe ke dil ki……hamesa khus raho…kabhi koi jaroorat ho to jaroor kahna…. “ khan baba ne uske shane par hath rakhte huye kaha..




Sahil wapas jaa chukka tha ……khan baba bhi lautkar andar aaye …




“achchha insaan hai sahil ……hai na juhi” unhone juhi se kaha.




“baba,mujhe to bahut ghamandi aur akdoo lagaa….”juhi ne saf saf apn rai pesh ki.




“nhi beta ,,tum pahli bar mili ho isliye……mera tazurba kahta hai ki bahut hi nek insaan hai….dekhna baht jald tum use pahchan logi”



“jee” juhi bas itna hi bol saki…



Sahil dusre din aaya aur apne notes juhi ko de diye aur wapas chala gya…….ye bolkar ki do din bad aayega …..



Rat ke 11 baj rhe the …. Juhi unhi notes ko ulat palatkar dekh rhi thi ……economis se bore hokar wo note band karne hi wali thi ki notes ke aakhiri page par use kuchh red color me hindi me likha hua dikha….ek nazm likhi thi …………..








“ek shakhs ko dekha tha taroon ki tarha hum ne
ek shakhs ko chaha tha apno ki tarha hum ne;


ek shakhs ko samja tha phoolon ki tarha hum ne
wo shakhs qyamat tha kia us ki karen baten

din us k liye paida or us ki he thi ratain ...
kab milta kisi se tha, hm se thin mulakatin

rung os ka shahabi tha, zulfoon may thin mayhkaryn
ankhaain thin k jadu tha palkayn thin k talwaryn
dushman b ager daykhen, tu jaan sy dil haren


kuch tum se wo milta tha batoon me shbaahat thi
han tum sa hi lagta tha shokhi may sharart mein
lagta bhi tumhi sa tha dastour e muhabat mein;


“wo shakhs hme ek din apno ki tarha bhoola
taroon ki tarha dooba pholoon ki tarha toota”
phir hath na aya wo hm ne to bohat dhoonda;


tum kis liye chonky ho kab zikar tmhara hai
kab tm se takaza h kab tum se shikayat hai
ek taza hikayat h sun lo tu inayaat hai;


ek shakhs ko dekha tha taron ki tarha hum ne
ek shakhs ko chaha tha apnoo ki tarha hum ne!”






nazm padhkar juhi ko lgaa koi use kuchh kha rha hai..kisi ko uski jaroorat hai…..jahir si bat hai ki ye chand lines sahil ne hi likhi thi …likhawat same thi…aur dekhkar saf lag rha tha ki bahut jyada din nhi huye hai ise likhe…..




kya sahil jan boojhkar mujhe ye suna na chahta tha ya usne kabhi pahle hi likhi thi…kuchh bhi ho hai bahut dard is nazm me …aakhir kya baat hai…… aakhir kaun hai ye sahil …kya raaj hai iski life ka…….kya sachmuch use meri jarooart hai…….?????????????????????




Juhi ke man me lakho sawal uth rhe the …use ek baat ka yakeen ho chala tha ki chahe jo bhi ho sahil vaisa nhi hai jaisa wo soch rhi thi……uski life me koi raaj hai…jab wo pahli baar mila tha to bhi ukhda ukhda sa tha …jis ladke ne IAS ka interview diya ho uske andr bahut maturity honi chahiye …lekin sahil…..juhi ne man me soch liya ki ek bar kam se kam kosis to jarror karegi sahil ke bare me jan ne ki.





Sahil ke zindagi ke panno ka ek nya adhyay suru ho chukka tha…..
 

Sahil ke bare me jan ne ki utsukta juhi ki badhti ja rhi thi aur sahil jo do din ka kahkar gya tha 2 hafto se nhi aaya tha………..juhi ab khan baba se bolne lagi ki ek bar centre jakar sahil ka pata Karen …….jane kya bat thi sahil ke andar ki ek mulakat me hi juhi ko uski taraf ek aakarshan sa ho gya tha …jabki wo mulakat to koi mulakat bhi na thi balki ek takrar hi thi …….




Khan baba coaching centre se wapas aa gye the aur unhone bataya ki sahil 2 weeks se centre bhi nhi aaya……juhi ke dil me ek ajeeb si bechaini ho rhi thi aur usne soch liya ki wo khud sahil ka pata lagayegi………..




Coaching centre pahuch kar usne sahil ka address liya jo ki delhi ke ek slum area ka tha ….juhi ek bade ghar ki ladki thi ..wo kabhi is tarah ke areas me nhi gyi thi lekin usne soch liya tha ki ek kosis to wo jaroor karegi…………




Kisi tarah se juhi puchhte puchhte aakhirkar sahil ki jhuggi tk pahuch hi gyi….jane kyu uski aankho me aansu aa gye………………uska man bhar aaya……………..kaise rahte hai log yha par…………..kya sahil yha rahkar padhta tha……………………..kya yha rahkar koi itana hard work study me kar sakta hai………..apni socho ko lagam lagate huye use usne chhote se khidkinuma darwaze par knock kiya……lagbhag teen bar knock karne ke bad darwaza khula…….sahil ka huliya dekhkar juhi ko sachmuch hi rona aa rha tha……




Uski aankho me itani mayoosi dikhti mano kuchh achchha hone ki koi umeed hi nhi hai…….mano zindagi me kuchh bacha hi na ho………use dekhkar aisa lagta jaise koi badshah hai jiski saltanat lut gyi ………...koi aisa raja jo apna sabkuchh har gya……jiske andar na jeene ki tamnna hai na marne ka gham…duniya ki khusi aur gham se bejaar….thaka thaka sa insan……………………………..




Aur sahil use aise dekh rha tha mano koi azooba ho ….jab kisi apne ke aane ki umeed dam todane lagi thi to fir kisi gair ko apne pas dekhna ….aascharya to hona hi tha……



“tum yha???”



“ha…aap nhi aaye to mai hi aa gyi aapko lene” juhi ne apni aawaz ko bheegne se bachahte huye kaha.sahil ne ek pal ko uski aankho me dekha aur fir nazre jhuka li………





“andar aane ko nhi kahenge?”juhi jo ab tak darwaze par hi khadi thi boli.



“nhi…tum plz chali jao yha se” sahil ne badi berukhi se kaha.



“chali jaungi…bas do minut bat karni hai…..”..juhi ne kaha.



“bolo” abhi bhi sahil ne use andar aane ko nhi kaha….


“aap aaye kyu nhi “ juhi ne ektak uske chehre ki or dekhte huye kaha…


“mera man nhi karta ……..…tum kisi aur ko bol do …paisa hai tumhare pas bahut se log mil jayenge…”


sahil jaise uski baton se ukta gya tha aur use talne ke se lahje me bola……..




“sahil aap plz mujhe padhane aa jaye Karen…….maine aapke notes padhe …bahut clear concepts hai aapke economics ke……….…plz agar aap meri thodi si madad kar de to shayad mai apne baba ka sapna pura kar saku……” juhi uski rukhi aur gusse se bhari baton ko bardasht karte huye boli.



“maine kahaa na mujhe koi interest nhi hai……..na tum me ,na tumhare sapne aur na is duniya me…………” sahil na chahte huye bhi wo bol gya jo pichhle 1 sal se uske dil me tha…aur fir nadamat me sar jhuka kar chup ho gya.




Juhi bhi chup ho gyi aur ek tak uski or dekhne lagi….2 minut tak dono ke bich khamoshi rhi aur fir juhi palat kar jane lagi……kuchh kadam chalne ke bad wapas mudkar aayi aur sahil ki aankho me dekhte huye boli…………..




“tum ek behad khudgarz insaan ho …tumhe kya pata ki kisi dusre ke sapno ko pura karke kaisi khusi hoti hai …kaisa sukoon milta hai…….tumne to shayad dusro ke sapne bas tode hi honge…….aur isi liye………..” juhi iske aage na bol saki…………….juhi ki aawaz bharra gyi aur is se pahle ki uske aansu nikal jate wo teji se palti aur daudati huyi wha se chali gyi…..sahil thaga sa khada rha…….




“maine sapne tode hai???????????...nhi juhi …tum kya jano …” sahil ke dil me ek tees si uth rhi thi……..




Aaj 15 dino ke bad sahil khan baba ke ghar aaya tha……khan baba use dekhkar behad khus huye …aur use andar bithate huye bole……

“aree juhi…dekho sahil aaye hain” itane umrdaraz aur ameer hone ke bad bhi kitni ijjat thi khan baba ke lahje me ………..sahil ke dil me unka makam bahut uncha hota ja rha tha….




Juhi khan baba ki aawz par chaunk gayi….sahil ????????? aur ek halki si muskan uske hothon par tair gayi…..




Thodi der khan baba se bat karne ke bad sahil juhi ko padhane common hall me chala gya……….khan baba apne room me the aur sarfaraz sahib apne msale me uljhe huye shahar se bahar….



“thanx” juhi ne behad lagav se kaha.



“jee….laye aaj economics hi suru karte hai…..” sahil seedhe topic par aa gya…



juhi pura man lagakar padhti aur sahil ki or kabhi kabhi chor nazro se dekh leti…badhi huyi shave aur bikhre huye bal…is rough tough look me bhi sahil behad smart lagta tha…lekin juhi kisi jahiri khoobsoorti par mar mitne wali ladki na thi……





Sahil teen dino se juhi ko roj sham ko 3 baje se 6 baje tak padhata aur fir wapas chala jata…juhi ko ek bat samjh me aa gyi thi sahil wakayi brilliant tha……….uske sare samjhaye juye concept juhi ki samjh me aane lage the ….. “agr sahil jaise knowledge wale bande ka bhi IAS clear nhi hua to mera kaise hoga” kabhi kabhi wo apne man me sochati…



Ek aur quality sahil ki jo juhi ko bha gyi wo thi uski sharafat ….sahil seedhe uske chehre ki or kam hi dekhta ……..…use jyadatar sar jhuka ke hi bat karta tha aur baten bhi sirf study tak hi seemit hoti thi……..



Ek bat thi juhi ke man me ………… ki kaise bhi karke sahil ko us jagah se nikala jaye………….juhi ko itana to samjh me aa gya tha ki sahil kisi bahut gahri nirasha me hai,,,kuchh to jaroor aisa hua hai jiska bahut gahra dukh hai uske dil me aur aise me sahil shayad ab IAS ban ne ke sapne se bhi door hota ja rha tha ….aur agar chahe bhi to itna dard dil me rakhkar wo itana bada exam nhi clear kar pata…………..juhi sahil ko kisi bhi keemat par wha se nikalana chahti thi……….aur iske liye use khan baba ka sahara mila……..





Khan baba ke yha kafi kamre khali the aur bahut isarar karke unhone sahil ko apne yha rahne ko raji kar liya ……………sahil manaa karta rha lekin aakhirkar khan baba ki bat ko na tal saka………….is bat par raji hua ki wo yha par bhi kiraya dega……….…khan baba man gaye…………..qki unhe pata tha ki sahil vaise to kabhi nhi rahega……..





Sahil ka room khan baba ki haweli ke thik samne bane kayi room me se ek tha jo shayad guests ke liye banaye gaye the……bahut shanty aur sukoon tha wha kyuki sarfaraz khan jyadatar apne business se related meeting apne farm house par hi rakhte …………...juhi ka room sahil ke room se door tha ………..ek khidki juhi ke room ki seedhe sahil ke room ki or khulti thi……




Sahil kuchh dino me hi khan baba ka bahrosa jeet gya …… sarfaraz khan bhi behad apanepan se milte us se aur unhone sahil ko juhi ke room me hi jakar use padhane ko kaha qki bahar bahut sare naukar hote aur kuchh log aa bhi jate kabhi kabhr …....jis se study disturb hoti thi.



Khan baba aur sarfaraz saheb dono ko hi juhi aur sahil par poora bharosa tha aur lagbhag ek mahine ho gaye the sahil ko yha aye huye…………...aur is ek mahine me dono uski imandari aur sharafat ke kayal ho gaye the ……



Juhi ko sahil ek achcha insane lagne laga tha………




Din beet te rahe lekin na koi sahil se milne aata na sahil khud kahi jata…….jyadatar apne room me hi rahta….juhi ko uski zindagi ke bare me kuchh pata nhi chal paa rha tha ……..…wo chahkar bhi uske liye kuchh nhi kar paa rhi thi………………




february ka month suru ho chukka tha aur thande din aur surmayi raten ek ek karke beetati ja rhi thi……juhi apne exam ki taiyari pure jor shor se kar rhi thi …MAY me exam hone wale tha….



Sahil se kabhi kabhi wo uske room me bhi jakar kuchh puchh leti ……..uska confidence badhne lagaa tha aur use ahsas tha ki isme bahut bada hath us shakhs ka tha …….




juhi ko bas ek bat khal rhi thi ki kya sachmuch sahil ne apne khwab ke pura hone ki umeed chhod di hai …kabhi bhi wo sahil ko padhte nhi dekhti ……….uske jee me aata ki us se kahe ……..use samjhaye ………lekin samjhati bhi to kya …janti hi kya thi wo uske bare me ??????????



Lekin kahte ha na jahaa chah hai wha raah hai aur yha to sachche dil se kisi ka bhala karne ki kosis thi…kismet ne juhi ka sath diya…ya shayad ye kahna jyada hik hoga ki sahil ka sath diya……




Us din sahil kahi gaya hua tha aur subah hi bolkar gya tha ki aaj thodi der rat tak aayega aur JUHI ko padha nhi payega…….juhi khud se hi padh rhi thi……...room me ghoom ghoom kar padhte huye achanak uski nazar sahil ke room ki or chali gayi ………abhi subah ke 10 baj rhe the …halki halki dhoop nikal rhi thi aur mausam bahut hi suhawana ho rha tha …….jane kya aaya juhi ke man me usne book table par rakhi aur niche utarkar chalte huye sahil ke room me chali aayi…………………..




Juhi jab bhi sahil ke room me aati sirf tudy se related bat hoti ……...aur use aaj tak sahil ki books ko chhodkar kisi cheej ko hath nhi lagaya tha………..juhi ne darwaza khola…….…sahil lock nhi karta tha room ko ….…tha hi kya chhupane ko………aur uski zindagi me kise interest tha bhala jo uske kamre ki tak jhank karta…….




Juhi ke man bahut se khyal aa rhe the ….kya mai sahi kar rhi hu?...........? nhi sahi to nhi hai……..uske na hone par uske room me is tarah se aana……….lekin khuda janta hai mera irada nek hai……….mai to ye sahil ke liye kar rhi hu….…shayad koi contact number mil jaye sahil ke kisi jan pahchan wale ka to pta chale ki kya bat hai ……...juhi apne khaylo ke bhawar me doobi huyi thi …….sahil ke room me jyada saman nhi tha ….juhi sahil ki books ko ulat palatkar dekh rhi thi ki tabhi uski nazar samne deewar me bani almari me rakhe ek suitcase par padi…………




Juhi ne suitcase utara aur khol diya………….sahil ke sare certificate rahke the…….…sahil ka academic record excellent tha………..aur niche rakha tha uska IAS ka INTERVIEW LETTER…….juhi use uthakr dekh hi rahi thi ki uski nazar niche padi ek red colour ki diary par padi………….juhi ne sare certificates wapas rakhe aur kanpte hatho se wo diary utha li……………




Juhi ne man hi man sahil ko sorry bola aur diary khol di…………….usne date par ek nazar dali …koi 7-8 mahine pahle hi diary likhni suru ki gayi thi …aur date wo thi jis din civil services pre ka resutl aaya tha ….usi din se diary likhi gayi thi…..
(jise sahil clear nhi kar paya tha)


“Tumhari parwah karte karte kitna roya tanha main
jis raat tumhari zarurat thi us raat ko soya tanha main

bojhal bojhal palkein lekar mandir maszid jata hun
wahi takht pr baithe baithe ,yaad mein roya tanha main

bade masihaa ho tum mere, mujhe bachaane aa jao
pathar lekar moti samjha haar piroya tanha main….







DEAR AARTI,

maine kabhi nhi socha tha ki ek din mai itna akela ho jaunga ki mujhe apne dil ki bat in bejuban kagaz par likhni padegi….lekin aaj agar nhi likunga to shayd zinda nhi rah paunga aur ghut ghut kar mar jaunga…..



Janti ho aaj fir se ek aur nakami mere hisse me aa gyi ….…tum rooth kya gayi jaise zindagi ki har khusi hi rooth gyi……...mai itna akela kabhi nhi hua zindagi me……..aaj mai bahut toot gya hu aarti…..toot to usi din gay tha jis din tum roothi lekin ab shayd dhere dheere bikhar rha hu…....aaj mujhe tumhari bahut jaroorat hai…plz kahi se aa jao na…mujhe aakar samet lo aarti………..plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

Jnata hu ki tum nhi aaogi….fir bhi dil ko tasaalli de leta hu…….janti ho mujhe is nakami ka itna dukh nhi hai…jab tum hi sath nhi to fir kya frak padta hai………..ab to padhne ka man bhi nhi karta…..jab hamsafar hi sath nhi to manzil par pahuchkar bhi kya karna ….



Sach kahu to ab jeene ka man bhi nhi karta…..kya karunga jee kar …..lekin marne ki himmat bhi nhi juta paa rha….bas yhi sochta hu ki mummy ko itna bada dhokha kaise du……..jis baap ki aankhe apne bête ko IAS bante dekhne ko lalayit hai,unse apne bête ki laash kaise dekhi jayegi…….sabkuchh janta hu ……lekin kya karu tumhare bina sab suna suna lagta hai……..jiyunga jab tak jee sakunga…….jab tumne sajaa suna hi di hai to ab use katna hi padega……..janti ho bas dil me ek hi kasak hai…….tumne sajaa to de di lekin jurm nhi bataya….…aur ye kasam bhi de di ki mai kabhi jan bhi na saku….….lekin mai har wada nibhaunga aarti….kabhi nhi puchhunga tumse ki tumne mujhe tanha kyu chhod diya……...mere hi pyaar me koi kami rhi hogi…..



Sochta hu ghar chala jau ….lekin nhi jaa sakta….qki mere toote huye sapne ki chubhan mere mummy -papa ko bahut hogi aur mai bardasht nhi kar paunga…..fir wha ki har cheez tumhari yad dilayegi…khas karke wo nadi ka kinara…….aur mai har yad par ek maut marta hu….



Aarti tumhara sahil itna kamjor nhi hai….mai hazaro nakamiya apne seene par sajaa kar bhi ladta rahta ……..lekin tumhari muhabbat meri kamjori ban gayi……..ek bar gale se lagakar bol do aur aaj bhi tumhari kasam mai duniya ki koi bhi imtehaan pass kar jau………..lekin tumhare bina nhi ….kuchh bhi nhi……



Dil me ek soona pan aa gya hai yar……..log kahte hai ki zindagi chalti rahti hai,lekin meri zindagi rook gyi hai aarti….aur ab to bas itani tamanna hai ki ye saanse bhi rook jaye…..



Aur kya kahu ….kuchh samjh me nhi aata……...janta hu tumnhi aaogi phir bhi jane kyu ye pagal dil aas ka daman nhi chhodta …………aur jis din ye daman chhut gya shayad us din ye saanse bhi rook jayenge…….



Khus rho…..bas itani dua hi de sakta hu aur kuchh to hai nhi mere pass tumhe dene ke liye …

..........miss you sona
Ik Ishq Nager Ki Wadi Thi
Jahan Pyar Ki Nadiya Behti Thi
Kuch Dil Waley Bhi Rehtey They
Jo Pyar Ki Baatein Kertey They
…



Jab Bahaar Ka Mousam Aata Tha
Aur Phool Pyar K Khiltey They
Mast Nasheeli Shamon Mein
Pyar Se Do Dil Miltey They




Ik Roz Woh Basti Ujer Gai
Aur Pyar Ki Hasti Bikher Gai
Phir Her Ik Dil Ko Sog Laga
Aur Jeevan Bhar Ka Rog Laga




Deewaney Phirtey Rehtey Hein
Aur Her Ik Se Woh Kehtey Hein
Iqrar Kisi Se Na Kerna
tum Pyar Kisi Se Na Kerna…tum pyar kisi se na karna……………..




ab zindagi me kisis se pyar nhi karunga....kisi ko apna dost nhi banaunga.............



Diary ke pahle kuchh panne padhkar juhi ne aankhe band kar li …..…aansu jane kab se palko ka darwaza todkar uske galo ko bhigoye jar he the…use kuchh khabar nhi thi…..




“Itna dard………..itani muhabbat…… itani tadap……kaun hai wo bad naseeb jisne ek sone sa , muhabbata bhara dil tod diya…………khuda kare use zinagi me kabhi muhabbat naseeb na ho…”…….juhi ke dil se shayad zindagi me pahli bar kisi ke liye baddua nikli thi …

 

UPDATE 15

 

Diary me last post ek din pahle ki thi aur uske niche ek dardnak ghazal ki chand panktiya likhi huyi thi…………..



chamakte chand ko tuta hua tara bana dala
meri aawargi ne mujhko aawara bana dala



bada dilkash bada rangeen hai yeh shehar kehte hain
yahan par hain hazaron ghar gharon mein log rehte hain
mujhe is shehar ne galiyon ka banjara bana dala
chamkte chand………



main is duniya ko aksar dekh kar hairaan hota hun
na mujhse ban saka chhota sa ghar,din raat rota hun
khudaya tune kaise ye jahan sara bana dala
chamakte chand...................



mere malik, mera dil kyun tadapta hai, sulagta hai
teri marzi , teri marzi pe kiska zor chalta hai
kisi ko gul, kisi ko tune angara bana dala
chamakte chand...................



yehi aagaz tha mera, yehi anjam hona tha
mujhe barbaad hona tha, mujhe nakaam hona tha
mujhe taqdeer ne taqdeer ka mara bana dala
chamakte chand.........................








Mera anjaam yhi hona tha………..Mai haar gayaa aarti ………ab aur ladne Ka dil nhi karta…..…bahut yad aa rhi hai tumhari……………bas ek baar aa jao na…… plzzzzzzzzzzzzz…

____SAHIL.





Juhi ne poori diary padh li thi aur chupchap band karke wapas usi tarah se rakh diya….sahil ke certificate rakhte huye achanak uski nazar 10th ke certificate par padi…………14 /02/****…….sahil ki date of birth….yani kal sahil ka birthday hai…………par kal to valentine day bhi hai…….life me pahli bar juhi ke dil me ek mithi si kasak uthi thi is VALENTINE DAY ke nam par……is se pahle is khas din ka koi khas value nhi tha uski life me…………juhi ne sare certificates rakhe aur sahil ka room band karke wapas aa gyi………..




Is samay juhi apne room me gumsum baithi thi…………diary ke bare me hi soch rhi thi……………..sahil ne apne bachpan se lekar abhi tak ki kahani likhi thi …………jyadatar baten bachpan se jawani tak aarti aur uski nok jhok aur fir unki dosti aur fir ekdusre se pyaar ki thi…………….sahil ne apni padhai se related bhi kafi kuchh likha tha………aur har din ke ant me ek sawal likha tha…………….. “tumne aisa kyu kiya aarti ????”




“AARTI ?””” kyu kiya usne aisa ?????.....ye sawal to ab juhi ke man me bhi uth rha tha……chahe vajah jo bhi rhi ho aarti , tumne jo kiya hai wo mafi ke layak nhi hai….kabhi nhi.------juhi ke dil ne to faisla bhi suna diya.




“Kitna struggle kiya hai sahil ne…………suru se hi……..sahil deserve karta hai …uske jaise logo ko hi IAS officer ban na chahiye………mai to sirf pre na qualify kar pane par itani dukhi huyi thi….par wo to interview tak pahuch kar wapas aa gya………mere pas to suru se hi har facility thi lekin usne to apni education gaon me puri ki …….koi bhi coaching ya guidance nhi mila hoga use……….….aur fir itani shiddat se ki gayi muhabbat me nakami ??????…….ufff…kitna dard hai sahil ki zindagi me…………uski uadsi me kitna dard hai .??????.........kitani na-umeed hai wo aankhe……….” Juhi ka dil sahil ke liye tadap utha.




“aaj bhi aisi muhabbat karne wale hai is dharti par???? Yakeen nhi hota…………….” juhi socho ke smandar se nikal nhi paa rhi thi ………..






“.sahil ko mai wapas laungi……mai uski aankho ko fir se wo sapna dekhne aur use poora karne ka hausla dungi…………sahil zindagi nhi rookti hai ye mai samjhaungi tumhe…………zindagi me ek insaan bura hota hai lekin puri zindagi ko uski sajaa nhi milni chahiye……….tumne muhabbat ka ek kala rang dekha hai…mai tumhe muhabbat ke sare rang dikhaungi……itna pyar dungi ki tumhe zindagi me kabhi us bewafaa ki yad bhi nhi aayegi….” Juhi ke dil me sahil ke liye bahut hamdardi ho gyi thi………..Tabhi dimag ke kisi hisse se bagahwat ki aawaz aayi…………



“ye mai kya soch rhi hu……sahil aur mai???? Kya mai sahil se muhabbat…………???...nhi…nhi…bas hamdardi hai…………….lekin dil …………..”aur juhi apne hi dimag aur dil ki jung me fas si gyi thi……….




“jo bhi ho insaaniyat ke nate hi sahi….ye farz hai mera ki mai ek bar to kosis karu ki wo fir se jeena sikh jaye……….mai ye kosis jaroor karungi………” juhi ne dil ki bat mani aur dimag ko thodi der ke liye chup kara diya……..muhabbat to ho gyi thi use sahil se bas abhi accept nhi kar paa rhi thi……….




juhi ki duniya abhi tak sirf apni do logo ki family aur kuchh dosto tak hi rahi thi……muhabbat jaisi koi cheej uski zindagi me kabhi aayi nhi thi ……….usne is najariye se na kabhi kisi ke bare me socha tha aur na hi sochana chaha tha…..shayad yhi wajah thi ki wo abhi tak ye maan nhi rahi thi ki use bhi muhabbat ho gyi………..




juhi soch rhi thi aur usne nischay kar liya tha ki wok kam se kam ek bar to jaroor kosis karegi……………par is kosis ki suruwat kaise kare…???.....achanak uske dil me khyal aaya……..kal to valentine day hai……….? Haa To ??????? fir mano usne khud se hi sawal kiya,…….uski aankho jhuk gyi,,,,sharm se……..mai bhi kya sochati hu………..lekin kl sahil ka B,day bhi to hai…………ha yhi thik rahega…………juhi apni soch par khus ho gyi…..jane kyu ek sukoon sa mil rha tha use……






“sahil duniya bahut khoobsoorat hai aur zinadgi us se bhi khubsoorat ………zindagi me har rang hona chahiye aur tumhare zindagi me ab kale rango ka waqt khatm ho gya…….sahil tum bahut achche ho aur tumhare liye khuda ne kuchh bahut achchha socha hoga………..tumhari zindagi me koi aisa aayega jo itani khusi dega ki tum apne sare gham bhool jaoge…dekh lena….” Juhi apne aap se bate kar rhi thi….aur aakhiri bat par na chahte huye bhi wo Sharma gayi aur uske laal gal gulabi ho gaye.



Sahil kafi rat huye wapas aaya……….main gate khulne ki aawaz se JUHI ne khidki se bahar dekha….sahil ki chaal dekhkar aisa lag rha tha ki usne sharab pee rakhi hai………lekin juhi ke pas koi tarika nhi tha confirm karne ka……..usne chupke se apna darwaza khola aur chalte huye niche aa gyi……..hath me ek book li huyi thi ki agar kisi ne puchha to kah degi ki kuchh puchhna tha…… use fir bhi dar lag rha tha……lekin kya karti dil ke hatho majboor thi…



Juhi sahil ke room me pahuchi...........aur apne bed par leta hua tha……..pairo me abhi bhi shoes the aur uske hath me ek tasweer thi jise wo dekh rha tha…….juhi ke aane ke aahat se uth baitha………..




“aao juhi……..kaisi ho…….…kuchh padhna tha tumhe…kl padh lena ……” sahil ki aawaz se saf pata chal rha tha ki usne pee rakhi hai……….juhi ka shaq sahi sabit hua…




“sahil aapne drink kiya hai???..sharab pee hai aapne???” juhi uske pas bed par baithte huye boli.




“sahil kuchh puchh rhi hu mai” use kuchh na bolta dekhkar juhi ne gusse se kaha…




“haa pee hai maine….tumhe kya…..ho kaun tum………jao yha se ” sahil ne lagbhag chillate huye kaha.





Juhi ka dil chaha uth kar abhi bhag jaye…kuchh palo ke liye wo dar gyi……..lekin use sahil ki halat ka andaaza tha…...wo chahte huye bhi uthkar na ja saki………..sahil ne apni aankhe band karli…………




“sahil plzz…shor mat karo……...mai kuchh khane ko lati hu aapke liye…..” juhi uthate huye boli…



“nhi …ruko”sahil ne uska hath pakad liya…juhi ke sharir me jaise jhurjhuri si daud gyi…….wo mano boot ban gyi…




“kyu kar rhi ho tum ye sab” sahil ko mano hosh aa gya aur usne jhat se juhi ka hath chhod diya…..



“aapko vajah batana mai jaroori nhi samjhti” juhi ne kaha aur fir chuchap room se nikal gyi…..





Thodi der bad wo wapas aayi ……...uske hath me plate me khane ki kuchh cheeje aur kuchh fruits rakhe the……….muhabbat aisi hi hoti hai……..har dar khatm kar deti hai insaan ke andar se…duniya ka samaj ka …zindagi ka aur maut ka bhi…jo juhi thod der pahle book lekar aane me dar rhi thi sahil ke room me ki koi dekh na le…whi ab hane ki plate lekar bekhauf aa gyi thi……..ye bat aur thi ki juhi sab kuchh jante huye bhi maan nhi rahi thi ki use bhi ISHQ ka rog lag gaya hai……………



Sahil uski or gaur se dekh rha tha…….uska sara nasha mano utar gya tha………..



Juhi ne sahil ke aage plate badha di…………




“ab khilana bhi padega kya aapko”usne thoda sa muskurate huye kaha.




Sahil kuchh nhi bola……..aur chuchap khane lagaa……..juhi whi uske paas baith gayi aur use khate huye dekhne lagi…..………kuchh nivale hi khaye the usne ki use jor ki hichaki aayi aur juhi ne pani ka glass uthakr uske hotho se lagaa diya………….sahil ne do ghoont pani piya aur utne hi aansu uski aankho se nikal gaye…………use aarti yad aa gyi …itani care to kkeval aarti karti thi uski…………….




“kya hua….sabji tikhi hai” juhi ne anjaan bante huye kahaa…..




“juhi….…mujhe uski yad aati hai…..bolo na use ki laut aaye” kuchh hosh aur kuchh behoshi ke se aalam me sahil ne kaha aur juhi ke gale se lagkar betahasha rone lagaa…use to ye bhi khabar na thi ki juhi ko aarti ke bare me pta nhi hoga……





Juhi ki samjh me nhi aa rha tha ki wo sahil se kya bole…………..wo chup chap use apne kandhe par tikaye uske sar par hath pherti rahi…..




“sahil chup ho jao aap…plz…..aapko bahut majboot ban na hai….bahut aage badhna hai aapko………..”




“nhi hu mai majboot……..mujhe kuchh nhi chahiye…………mujhe kuchh nhi ban na hai…mujhe bas meri aarti chaiye…mujhe meri aarti laa do juhi…plz…..bolo na use ki aa jaye…..plz….” juhi ke kandho se lagaa wo kisi bachche ki tarah bilakh rha tha…..




Juhi kuchh nhi kar paa rhi thi…..usne sahil ko rone diya…..wo chahti thi ki wo ro le aur uske dil ka dard shayad kuchh kam ho jaye,………..




Thodi der bad sahil sambhala ……juhi k kandhe se alag hua aur kisi mujhrim ki tarah nazre jhuka li………..juhi ne apne hath me ek nivala uthaya aur uske hotho ki or badha diya……..sahil ne muh nhi khola….




“plzzzzzzzzzzz” juhi ne uski aankho me dekhte huye kaha. Sahil chupchap uske hath se khane lagaa.




Sahil kha kar baitha tha juhi ne plates uthaye aur darwaze ki or badhi …





“sorry” sahil ki aawaz uske kano me padi..wo fir pichhe mudi sahil ki or aa gyi………….




“kis bat ke liye…………mai kaun hoti hu jo aap mujhe sorry bol rhe hai” juhi boli.


Sahil chup raha…..



“Subah bat karenge”” juhi ne kaha aur bahar nikal gayi………




Sahil khud par naraz hone lagaa….......itane dino se dil me chhupa dard aaj aakhir bahar aa hi gya tha………usne soch liya tha ki ab juhi se iske bare me aur koi bat nhi karega.

Sahil is bat se puri tarah anjaan tha ki juhi ne uski diary padh li hai……ye din bhi roj ki tarah hi bita....juhi nahi aayi …aur sahil ko yakeen ho chala ki shayad jo kuchh bhi hua sham ko juhi uske bare me nhi puchhegi……jane kyu juhi se dar sa lagta tha use……uske apnepan se ,uski sadgi se aur uski massomiyat se ….



Sham ke karib 5 baje the thand ke din hone ke vajah se andhera ho gya tha…sahil yuhi apne bistar par leta hua tha aur zindagi ke achchhe dino ko yad kar rha tha…….
Tabhi darvaze par kisi ne aawaz ki….



“jee khan baba?”



“sahil beta juhi ne bulaya hai tumhe ……..shayad tum aaj padhane jana bhool gaye…”



“jee aap chale mai aata hu…..”



“beta mai to kahi aur ja rha hu…pass me ek rishtedar rahte hai unke yha kisi ki death ho gyi hai…mai driver ko lekar ja rha hu…2-3 ghante me aa jaunga…sarfaraz bhi ghar par nhi hai…tum ho isliye ja rha hu …jara dhyan dena “ baba ne use samjhate huye kaha.




“jee” sahil kabhi bhi khan baba ko na nhi kah pata tha…




Sahil koi 15 minute bad andar pahucha………juhi use apne room ke bahar bani balkani me hi baithi mil gayi …aankho par chasma lagaye ek book ko god me rakhe mano usi ka intzaar kar rhi thi…………





Sahil bhi pas rakhi chair par baith gya…..”suru kare” usne normal se lahje me kahaa.




“jee …aap zara ek minute rooke mai abhi aati hu…”




Sahil chup ho gaya aur juhi room ke andar chali gayi ………..lagbhag 10 minute bad andar se hi uski aawaz aayi….
“sahil plz ek minute andar aayenge??”



Sahil ne kuchh nhi kaha aur door ko halka sa dhakka dekar andar dakhil ho gya……..




Kamre ke bicho bich ek bade se table par ek behad khoobsoorat cake rakha tha aur uske charo or candles jal rhi thi………cake par likha tha ……………..



“Happy B,day,sahil”




Sahil ke dil me ek anjaani si khusi huyi ,,,,use to khud bhi yad nhi tha ki aaj uska janmdin hai…..aarti ko kaise pata chal ye uske khyal me hi nhi aaya…shayad isliye qki sahi mayano me to bahut dino bad use khusi ki ek boond naseeb huyi thi…………lekin usne koi khusi jhir nahi ki…mano khus ho gya to koi paap ho jayega………….




candles abhi jal nhi rahi thi …………



“happy b’day sahil…” juhi jo pas me hi kahdi thi muskurte huye uski or badhi aur use wish kiya.…………uske hath me ek shopper tha.





“ye sab kya hai juhi……mai apna b,day nhi manata” sahil ne bina kisi khusi ka ijhar kiye kaha…..




“koi bat nhi…is bar aap mana le….aur ye lijiye” juhi ne apne hath me pakda hua shopper sahil ko pakda diya.



“juhi ….??dekho mujhe ye sab pasand nhi….plz chhodo ye sab aur chalo study karo…………..”




“Sahil plzz….” Juhi ki aankho me ek iltiza thi …sahil use ab aur manaa nhi kar sakta tha…..chahta to bhi nhi….




“kya hai isme ? ” sahil ne puchha.




“aapke liye dress hai…hamare yha janmdin par naye kapde dilate hai…mujhe baba dilate hai to maine aapke liye le liye…plzz aap pahan kar aaiye na…. fir cake kat te hai….” juhi ne badi hasrat bhari nazro se uski or dekhte huye kahaa.




Sahil attached bathroom m ghus gya…shopper me ek navy blue shirt thi aur ek black jeans…sahil kapde pahankar bahar aaya…uska man to nhi kar rha tha …lekin juhi ki vajah se wo ye sab kar rha tha…use yad tha ki rat me hi usne juhi ke sath bahut galat bartav kiya tha……



“looking very dashing” juhi ne tariff bahri nazro se sarahate huye kaha.



“thank u…plz tum mere liye ab kabhi kuchh mat lana nhi to mai lunga nhi….”




“wo bad me decide kar lenge” juhi ne maje se kaha…”chalo aap cake kato …meri muh me to abhi se pani aa rha hai …”




Sahil ne cake kata…aaj bahut dino bad use kise apnepan ka ahsas ho rha tha……uski aankho me kuchh nami thi lekin usne jahir nhi hone diya…..juhi ne apne hatho se use cake khilaya aur ek gaift pack jabardasti use pakda diya………..






Thodi der bat sahil juhi ke sath bahar baitha tha….sahil jane kyu juhi se nazre chura rha tha…….




“kya hua…..janmdin par udas hona achchhi bat nhi …”juhi boli…





Sahil kuchh nhi bola bas jabardasti muskura diya…..



“padhai suru kare “ sahil ne kaha.




“aaj mood nhi hai…kal thoda jyada padh lenge…….”




“thik hai fir mai a rha hu “sahil ne lagbhag uthate huye kaha.



“thodi der baithiye na…”




Sahil fir se wapas baith gya…………..




Juhi ko samajh me nhi aa rha tha ki kaha se bat suru kare …………….aakhir usne suru kiya…




“sahil kya hm dost ban sakte hai….mera koi dost nhi hai ???? ” juhi ne kaha..




“sahil ko laga kisi ne ukse jakhmo ko kured diya………….tadap sa gya wo…….



“nhiii…nhi ban sakte ham dost ..mai kuchh nhi ban sakta kisi ka…..mujhe nafrat hai rishto se …bahut jyada nafarat….mai sirf nafart karna janata hu……sabse….…duniya se …tumse bhi ….samjhi tum….” Sahil lagbhag dahadta hua bola.



“sahillll”juhi mano dar gyi …




Sahil ne uske dono kandho ko pakad liye…..uski aankho me aansu the aur chehre par nafart ..juhi ko samjh me nhi aa rha tha ki yakeen kiska kare …aankho ke aansuo ka ya chehre ki nafrat ka…………….




“dosti,pyar ,rishte- nate…sab dhokha hai…sab kuchh bas dhokha hai…sab matlab ki duniya hai…..samjhi tum …samjhi????” sahil ne usko pichhe ki taraf dhakka diya aur niche chal diya…..




Juhi thodi der sakte me rahi ….use sahil se dar lagne laga tha un kuchh palo me…..lekin use samjh me aa rha tha ki jab insane tootane ke bahut karib hota hai tab wo majboot dikhne ki kosis karta hai…sahil ab doobane hi wala tha…agar wo thode din tak aur isi hal me rha to fir shayad kabhi sambhal nhi sakega….juhi ko uski tanhai ka andaza ho rha tha…..use sahil ki condition par bahut chinta ho rh thi….kya karu mai sahil ke liye……





“aarti ! ek bar ko allah tumhe maf kar de lekin mai to poori zindagi tumhe maf nhi karoongi….ek mukammal insaan ki zindagi tabaah kar di tumne …””” …aaj dusri bat juhi ke dil se baddua nikli thi aarti ke liye….




Juhi niche jakar dekhna chahti thi sahil ko …lekin use thoda dar bhi lag rha tha……… tabhi uski nazar us gift pack par padi ….karib 20 minute bad juhi niche sahil ke room ki taraf chal di…uske hath me whi gift pack tha jo sahil andar hi chhod aay tha………




Darwaze pa pahuch kar juhi rook gyi…..andar ekdam andhera tha aur kuchh aawaze aa rhi thi…………………juhi dhyan se sun ne lagi ………….uska shaq sahi tha ……shil sachmuch tootkar bikhar rha tha…….wo kisi bachche ki tarah bilakh bilakh kar ro rha tha ……



bahut mehnat karni padegi tumhe sambhale me sahil …lekin mai karoongi….tumhe is tarah tadapta to nhi chhod sakti….juhi ne apne man me socha aur kamre ki light jala di………..sahil ka chehra aansuo me dooba hua tha …usne juhi ki taraf dekha aur dudkar us se lipat gya……………..




“mujhe bacha lo juhi ………mai mar janunga”





Juhi ke dil me aaya ki sare jahaan ka pyar lakar sahil ke kadmo me dal diya……….usne sahil ke sir ko apne seene se lagga liya……………





“mai tumhe kuchh nhi hone dungi sahil…….vada hai mera” usne kaha aur uske sar par pyar se hath pherne lagi.



Kash ek bar tumhare hotho ki hasi wapas aa jaye..mai apni har khusi har sapna chhod dungi tumhare liye …juhi ne apne man me socha aur sahil ko aur jor se beench liya….
Kaisi ajeeb hai na ye zindagi …aur us se bhi ajeeb hai ye muhabbat …ek achche bhale insane ko awara bana deti hai……

 

Sahil ki halat dekhkar juhi khud ko kuchh der ko bhool hi gyi………use ahsaas ho rha tha ki kis kadar wo toot gya hai…………wo sahil ko apne gale se lagaye chup karane ki kosis kar rhi thi………….lekin sahil ke aansu nhi rook rhe the………..



“juhi mai aisa nhi tha………….bahut majboot tha mai…lekin ab mai bahut akela pad gya hu…..na koi rasta nazar aata hai an koi apna………….har rishta jhootha lgata hai ab …………I m sorry …..i m sorry yar…plz maf kar do” inhi sabdo ke sath wo ek bar fir se juhi ko pakadakr jor se rone laga.



“mai hu na sahil…………….mai bhi to akeli hi hu…….lekin mai tumhe kabhi akela nhi chhodungi……sahil kuchh log bure hote hai………rishte bure nhi hote……….” wo sahil ko samjhane ki poori kosis kar rhi thi………..




“sahil plz chup ho jao….mujhe bhi rona aa rha hai…plz…” juhi khud bhi uski halat dekhkar bahut emotional ho gyi thi……….





Thodi der bad aakhirkar sahil sambhal gya………juhi uske pas hi bed par baithi thi …sahil neeche ki or dekh rha tha …..wo chah kar bhi juhi se najre nhi mila paa rha tha………..juhi sab kuchh samajh rhi thi………….





“sahil,duniya me aisa koi nhi hai jise life me sahare ki zaroorat na pade………..aur agr ek sahara aap ko chhod de to iska ye bilkul matlab nhi hota ki aap baki baki sare saharo par yakeen karna chhod de………plz….ek mauka do……ek bar bharosa karo mujh par …mai kabhi tumhara bharosa nhi todungi…..” kahte huye juhi ne sahil ke kandhe par halke se hath rakha …sahil ne aankh uthkar uski jheel si neeli aur khoobsoorat aankho me dekha…………un aankho me ek vishwas tha, hamdardi thi aur dher sara pyar tha………itna apnapan tha un nigaho me ki mano kah rhi ho ki aao mere pass mai hu na…sab kuchh thik kar dungi…………





Sahil ne kuchh nhi kaha bas halke se juhi ke kandhe par sar rakh diya aur aankhe band kar li……………


Thodi der dono ke bich khamoshi rhi fir is bar sahil ne is khamoshi ko toda………….



“juhi ,plz aap mujhe maf kar dijiye…maine bahut galat sulook kiya aapke sath…hamesa hi ….sorry ……”





“aree…aap mujhe aap kyo kah rhe hai….tum hi bola kare …achcha lagta hai mujhe……aur dosto me--- no thanx and no sorry …….samjhe…………” juhi ne muskurate huye kaha…..
 

Sahil ko ahsaas ho rha tha ki duniya me aaj bhi sachmuch kitne achche log hai…………..aur juhi???...wo to shayad koi pari hi hai…….jise khuda ne galti se dharti par utar diya tha…….aaj sahil ka etmaaad fir se bahaal ho rha tha………thodi der bad juhi chali gayi aur jate jate kuchh aisa bol gayi jo aaj tk sahil ne dusro ko bola tha lekin kabhi use kisi ne nhi bola…………





“sahil ,chahe life me kitni bhi badi muskil aa jaye, chahe kuchh bhi ho,,,tum galat ho ,sahi ho…koi fark nhi padta …………..mai hamesa tumhare sath rahungi………..aaj hi nhi kabhi bhi……….agr meri kabhi jaroorat pade to bas ek aawaz dena ………………………juhi ko hamesa har kadam par apne sath khadaa paoge……jab tak mai hu,kabhi khud ko akela mat samjhana….”





“aur haa ise kholkar jaroora dekh lena………..”kahte huye juhi ne wo gift pack whi rakh diya tha.





Rat ko halka sa dinner karke sahil apne bistar par leta hua tha……………..bar bar jhui ke alfaaz use yad aa rhe the……”juhi tum wakayi bahut achchi ho ….god tumhe is duniya ki har khusi de” usne dil me dua ki aur aankhe moond li…………achanak use juhi ke diye gift ka khyal aaya…………wo utha aur wrapper kholne laga………..




Us wrapper me pichhel 6 month ke current affairs ki magazine thi ……aur ek chhota sa khoobsoorat golden pen tha…………….aur sath me hi ek chhota sa khat bhi tha…………sahil ko aise gift ki umeed nhi thi…wo to kab ka har man chukka tha……………usne to apne sapne ko ek toota hua sapna samjhkar poora karne ki kosis karna bhi chhod diya tha,….lekin juhi us sapne ko sakar karna chahti thi….…..sahil ne khat khola aur padhne laga…..




“Dear sahil,
khuda kare ki aap hazaro sal jiyo ………aapko kadmo me duniya ki har khusi ho……….
Mujhe nhi pata ki aisa kyu hai….lekin jis din aapko pahli bar dekha use din se aap bade apne apne se lage…………jane kyu aisa lagaa ki bahut dino se janti hu aapko………pata nhi kisi janam me koi gahra rishta tha shayad aapse …….lekin jab bhi aapse mili aapko udas dekha…….aapki aankhe bahut sooni sooni si lagi…………..mai in aankho ka wo soona pan door karna chahti thi………..aapke chere ki udasi door karna chahti thi …….


mera pass bachpan se hi sari facilities thi lekin fir bhi ek khalipan sa hai……koi aisa nhi rha life me jise apna dost kahti…….koi bhai behan bhi nhi tha….dost the ,lekin bas kahne ko ……….baba hai lekin ek generation ka gap hai……..aapko dekha to laga ki shayd aap ek sachche aur achche dost ho ,,,,,,,maine isiliye aapse dosti ko kaha……….lekin shayad aap mujhe apni dosti ke layak nhi samjhte………..

aur rhi bat nafart karne ki????? Aapne kaha ki aap sirf nafart karte hai………..sabse ……mujhse bhi………..sahil zindgi bahut chhoti hai ……..…ise nafarat ke sahare nhi gujara ja sakta………..kuchh baten aisi ho jati hai ki hum kisi se nafart karne lagte hai…….lekin muhabbat ke bina life me koi khusi nhi hai……….. aur nafarat aap bahut dino tak nhi kar sakte………..ek bar muhabbat ka daman tham kar dekhiye zindgi fir se khoobsoorat ho jayegi…………..

mai hamesa aapki dosti ko taiyar hu……ho sakta hai kisi ne aapki dosti ka majak banaya ho lekin ,sahil, agar duniya me kisi ek ke kiye ki sajaa har shakhs ko milne lage to ye sari duniyo chand dino me khatm ho jayegi….

plz ek bar apne aap par bharosa karo……….khud ko ek mauka do………..mujhe ek mauka do....mai kabhi tmhara bharosa nhi todungi……..promise.


..sahil kuchh sal hai sirf hamare pass…ek bar ye din nikal gaye to aap fir puri life chaho to bhi kabhi IAS ban ne ki kosis tak nhi kar sakoge,….ek bar over-age hone ke bad sirf pachhtawa hath lagea….ho sakta hai ki hum IAS na ban paye lekin ye sukoon to rahega na ki hamne poori kosis ki……….ye malal to nhi rahega ki kash ek bar aur try kar lete……….

sahil zindagi me kuchh log selfish bhi hote hai…unke liye apni life barbad mat karo……..plzzzzzzzzzz..


ye pichhle kuch dino ka study material hai….…mujhe pata hai ki aapne nhi liye hai……plz ek bar fir se apne sapne ko poora karne ki kosis kare………..aur ye pen………..mai chahti hu ki isi pen se is sal aap IAS academy me pahli signature kare…..agar meri thodi si bhi ahmiyat hai aapki zindagi me, to plz ek bar jaroor sochiyega…………
-- Aapki dosti ki muntazir – juhi
.

Sahil ne khat padha aur chuchap band karke wapas usi wrapper me dal diya…………….

“kya se kya bana diya tumne mujhe aarti……….ye bat sari zindagi nhi bhoolunga ki jab mujhe apno ki sabse jyada jaroorat thi to mai blikool akela tha…………….” Use fir se ek bar us “ BEWAFA “ ki yad aane lagi…………

Uski yado ke bhawar me doobe sahil ko jane kab need ne apne aagosh me le liya……………

In sab bato ko lagbahg one week beet gya…sahil fir se dheere dheere kosis karne laga tha padhne ki………au rise dekhkar juhi kafi khus thi …use lagne laga tha ki sahil fir se ek bar compete karega……….juhi ko padhaane roj jata lekin study ke alawa aur koi bat nhi hoti ……juhi janti thi ki ye itna aasan nhi tha sahil ke liye aur wo use thoda waqt dena chahti thi………….
sahil ab use achcha lagne laga tha aur use is bat ka bhi yakeen ho gya tha ki sahil dheere dheere aarti ki bewafai aur aarti dono ko bhool jayega…………uski aankho ne sahil ke sath zindagi ke haseen sapne dekhne suru kar diye the…………….

Sahil aaj bahut dino bad diary likhne ke mood me tha …………usne suitcase khola….suitcase me rakhi cheeje us sequence me nhi thi jisme usne rakha tha …….sahil ko juhi ki bate yad aane lagi ….juhi ki bato se use thoda shaq to hua tha ki juhi ko uske bare me itna kaise pata….aur ab use yakeen ho gya tha ki juhi ne uski diary padhi……………sahil ke dil ko thes pahuchi is bat se ……….usne darwaz khula hi chhoda ur teji se chalta hua juhi ke room ki or badha……..

din ke 2 baj rhe the aur sab log apne kamre me the ……sahil kafi gusse me lag rha tha……………juhi ke room par pahuchakr usne darwaza khtakhataya………….juhi ne darwaz khola …bikhre bikhre se bal aur thaki thaki si aankhe…agar sahil thode bhi dhyan se dekhta to use ahsaas ho jata ki juhi thik nhi hai………….lekin use to gusse ke aag me kuchh sujh hi nhi rha tha……….

“are aap…aaj jaldi aa gaye …chaliye padhate hai……….” Juhi ne khud ko sambhalte huye kaha.

“tumne meri diary padhi ?????”sahil ne ekdam uski halat aur tabiyat ka galat andaza lagaya tha……….gusse me chillate huye puchha.

“jee” juhi ne nazre jhukate huye kaha…

“himmat kaise huyi tumhari…………..bina meri ijajat ke tumne chhua kaise use………..khud ko kya smajhti ho tum …….koi ahsan nhi kar rhe tum log mujh par ………..” sahil gusse me jo kuchh bhi uske man me aa rha tha bole ja rha tha…wo apneaap me nhi tha is waqt….

“sorry” juhi ki aankh se ek aansu tapak pada….

“what the hell sorry………….tumne bhi whi kiya…maine tum par bharosa karna chaha aur tumne mera bharosa tod diya…………ab samjha….……..isiliye mujhpar itna taras aa rha tha…….. mujh par taras kha kar hi tumne mujhse dosti karne ki sochi na……..achcha kiya juhi …bahut achchha kiya…….mai to kisi ke dosti ke layak hi nhi hu……………ek ne meri akele pan par taras kha kar dosti ki aur dost banakr meri sari khusiya chheen li , sare sapne tod diya……….aur tumne dost bankar mujhe meri hi nazro se gira diya……………..sab samjh gya mai…………daya aati hogi na tumhe mujhpar…..haan………. isi layak hu mai………..mujhe nhi chahiye tumhari hamdardi…….koi jaroorat nhi hai tumhe mujhpar taras khane ki……….ja rha hu mai yha se…….ab kabhi nhi aaunga…kabhi bhi nhi……………..” sahil aanakho me umad aaye aansuo ki badli ko rokte huye nafarat se juhi ki or dekha aur bahar ki or chala gya……….…juhi ki aankho se lagatar aansu bah rhe the aur wo darwaze ko pakdakr baith gayi aur bilakh kar rone lagi……….


Sahil apna saman pack kr rha tha aur ek hath se apne aansuo ko saf kar rha tha……..aaj use lag rha tha ki zindagi ne fir se ek bar uske sath ek bhadda majak kiya hai….bahar se khan baba ki aawaz aayi…………”sahil”

Usne teji se apne aansu ponchhe aur bahar nikala………..

“jee khan baba” rone ki wajah se uski aawaz me thoda bhari pan tha……….

“ kya hua beta ,tabiyat thik nhi hai kya?”

“jee nhi thik hu…bas thoda jukam lag rha hai…

“achcha-achha..wo mai kah rha tha ki juhi ne tumhe kuchh bataya………”

“jee…jee nhi to”

beta tum use kuchh din tak mat padhana….mai to mana karke thak gya manti nhi hai……use typhide hua hai….lagbhag ek week ho gya…..dekha nhi kaisi kamjor hoti jaa rhi hai…..”

“jee” sahil ko sunkar bahut dukh hua…………shittttt……….kya kar diya maine ….usne ek bar apne man me socha ….lekin meri kya galti…typhide hua hai to?????……usne fir se apne sar ko jhatka..

“beta jab se tum rahne lage ho ghar achcha lagne laga hai……..…bade apne apne se lagte ho………………juhi bhi ab khus lagti hai………..nhi to pahle hum dono hi hote the..sarfaraz to bahar hi rahta hai…………aur mai bhi budha ………………..juhi badi akeli si pad gyi thi……….lekin tumhare rahne se kafi khus rahti hai………bas ab is bar khuda kare tum dono hi select ho jao………..juhi ka sapna toot ta hua dekhne ki himmat to nhi hai…….….bin maa ki bachchi hai na..isliye bahut emotional nature ki hai……..” khan baba bol rhe the aur sahil ek bar fir se socho ke bhawar me fasta ja rha tha……..


Aakhirkar usne soch liya ki juhi ko padhate rahega lekin bas us had tak hi………zindagi me koi kam to poora kar du kam se kam ……yhi sochkar wo rook gya……….…lekin juhi se narazagi khatm nhi huyi………….

Lgabhag 15 din ho gaye the…………….sahil ko khan baba ke jariye pata chalta rhata ki juhi ki tabiyat thik nhi ho rhi hai…………aur wo kafi major hoti ja rhi hai…leekin sahil ek br bhi use dkhne tak nhi gya………..


Aaj kafi dino bad sahil cyber café aaya hua tha…….…usne UPSC ki site kholi…….chalo form fill kar hi deta hu …….. exam du ya na du bad me dekhunga……………usne socha ..

Lekin site kholte hi sahil ke dil ko ek bahut bada dhakka laga… aaplication ki last date ko beete 10 din ho chuke the…usne apne sar par hath rakh liya ……….rahi sahi umeed bhi khatm ho gyi thi….juhi ki kahi batn use yad aa rhi thi …ek bar over-age ho gaye to fir chakar bhi ye sapna poora nhi kar paoge……aur ye sahil ke apply kar pane ka aakhiri sal tha……….qki next year ke liye uski age nhi thi………….sahil ki aankho me aansu aa gaye………uski zindagi aise mod par aagyi thi jaha use koi rasta nazar nhi aa rha tha……………..wo itana disturb tha ki use pataa bhi nhi chala ki kab last date nikal gayi……sahil sabkuchh har chukka tha…sabkuchh.


…”.to aakhir mera sapna toot hi gya……….tujhse koi shikwa nhi hai upar wale……..…main kosis hi pure shiddat se nhi ki ….” Sahil ka dil ro rha tha….kya jawab dunga mai papa ko….unse to ab shayd kabhi mil nhi paunga…….3 salo ki meri tapsaya ka koi fal nhi mila………sahil ki aankho se ab jhar jhar aansu bh rhe the aur wo dheere dheere apne room ki or badh rha tha………


Room me pahucha kar sahil bed par baith gya……….exam ko 2 mahine rah gye the par wo to bina lade hi har gya tha…..uska dil uchat hone laga tha…har cheej se….sahil ne man me socha ki ek bar khan baba se mil lu…fir ye shahar hi chhod dunga hamesa hamesa ke liye……………


Usne khan baba ke room me dekha wo wha nhi the………ek mulazim ne bataya ki wo juhi baby ke room me hai…………sahil usi or chal pada……….aaj lagbhag 17 -18 din bad wo juhi ke room ki taraf ja rha tha……………..

Khan baba aur juhi dono balkani me hi baithe the aur khan baba jabardasti juhi ko kuchh khila rhe the………..sahil ki nazar juhi par padi…..ekdam murjha si gyi thi wo……..juhi ne sahil ko dekha to ektak uski or dekhti rahi ……….


“are sahil beta aao baitho….dekho ise kisi chhote bachche ki tarah khilana padta hai…….itna muskil imtehaan sar par hai…bina khaye peeye kaise chalega…………tumhi samjhao ise “

“jee khan baba…wo mai ja rha hu……….” Sahil ne mano ek dhamaka kiya….juhi ne uski aankho me dekha………….. ek request thi uske nazro me ek sawal bhi…………mano kah rhi ho ki…. .plz mat jao…sahil ko un aankho ki tapish bardasht nhi huyi……..usne nazre pher li….


“q beta??? Exam sar par hai…koi pareshani hai kya sahil?” khan baba ne uske kandhe par hath rakhte huye bade apne pan se puchha ……..

“jee..nhi khan baba…….wo darasal main form submit karna hi bhool gya…last date nukal gayi….…to ab kaisa exam??” sahil ki aankho me aansu aa gae..

“kya……….sahil tum ye galti kaise kar sakte ho….ye kya kiya tumne ? ab kya karoge…”khan baba ko uski bevkoofi par kafi sadma sa laga.


“jee, chala jaunga apne gaon wapas” sahil ne kaha……..uske lakho jabt karne ke bawzood ek aansoo bagawat karke bahar nikal hi gya……….


“areee…ye kya kiya tumne….ruko mai dekhta hu kya ho sakta hai…sarfaraz ke kafi contacts hai” khan baba bahar ki or lapke……sahil janta tha ka kisi ka koi bhi contact UPSC me nhi chalega……………ek nazar usne juhi ki aankho me dekha……….sahil ke aansoo teji se palko ka darwaz todakr bahar ane lage….juhi sachmuch behad kmajor ho gyi thi……………uski aankho ke niche kale dhabbe pad gaye the …….aur uska chehra blikul sukh sa gya tha………..juhi kisi tarah se dheere se uthi aur apne kamre me chali gayi………………

Sahil whi baitha rha…….juhi ka chale jana use samjh me aa rha tha …….…wo abhi bhi us se naraz thi …usne bartav hi aisa kiya tha………sahil chupchap uth ek bar juhi ke room ki taraf dekha fir thake tahke kadmo se bahar ki or chal diya…kuchh kadam hi chala tha ki uske kano me juhi ki pyari si aawaz padi……aawaz bahut dhhemi thi …..sahil rook gya…..


“ek miute plz andar aayenge……………” fir se juhi ki aawz aayi…sahil aaj kuchh bolne ya mana karne ki halat me nhi tha ..chuchap chalte huye kamre ke andr pahuch gya…juhi ne kisi file me se ek paper nikala aur sahil ko pakda diya………..sahil ne paper nhi dekha bas ek sawaliya nazro se juhi ki aankho me dekha………..


“maine aapka aaplication form fill kar diya tha….” Juhi ne halke se kaha aur uski aankhe bhar aayi.


Sahil ko jaise apne kano par yakeen hi nhi hua…………..usne apne hath me pakde huye kagaz par nazar dali…uske aaplication form ka print out tha…………….sahil ka hath kaapne laga…..usi samjh me nhi aa rha tha ki kya kare……………


“jaiye sahil aaj aapko nhi rokungi…….bas ek aakhiri kosis karne ka dil kiya so kar di……….ise lekar jaye……...wha chale jaiye jahaa se aapko lage ki aapka sapna poora ho jayega……….plz ek kosis jaroor kijiyega…….aapki kismat aapke raste ki rukawat mere rahte to nhi ban sakti……..jaiye…agar ho sake to mujhe maf kar dijiyega……khuda hafiz sahil ” juhi ki aankhe dabdabaa rhi thi ……..



Sahil to mano jam sa gya tha……….kya kar diya maine………juhi ne mere documente lete samy hi shayd diary dekhi hogi…….kitna kamzarf insaan hu mai….…….sahil ki aankho se aansu aur teji se bahne lage……kitna dikh diya maine is masoom si pari ko………..aur sahil juhi ke kadmo me gir pada…………….

Sahil to mano jam sa gya tha……….kya kar diya maine………juhi ne mere documente lete samy hi shayd diary dekhi hogi…….kitna kamzarf insaan hu mai….…….sahil ki aankho se aansu aur teji se bahne lage……kitna dikh diya maine is masoom si pari ko………..aur sahil juhi ke kadmo me gir pada…………….


“I m sorry juhi…………….mai to mafi maangne ke layak bhi nhi hu………..mujhe kuchh samjh me nhi aata juhi……..tum kya ho…insaan ho ya koi pari ho……….maf kar do yar………….mujhe maf kar do juhi” sahil uske pairo se lipta bas yhi bole ja rha tha aur jar jar roye jaa rha tha….aansu to mano sahil ki ksimat ban gaye the.,aur udhar juhi bhi mano boot ban gyi thi……….uski aankho se bhi aansu bah rhe the………..sahil farsh par pade juhi ke pairo se lipta roye ja rha tha…..aaj use uski har bat yad aa rhi thi……….


“’kitna bura sulook kiya hai maine is masoom ke sath……iski kya galti…isne to har kadam par mera bhala hi chaha………kitni bar maine iska dil dukhaya aur isne to kabhi ek lafz nahi kaha…..aaj jab mere hath se har manjil har rasta nikal gya tha to isne fir se mera hath tham liya……..………,,mere sapno ko ek bar fir se udane ke liye hausala de diya…..….sahil is janm me tujhe sukoon ki maut bhi nhi milegi agr is ladki ka karj na chukka saka to….”


Jitni sahil ko apni jadati yad aa rhi thi utna hi dard uske seene me uth rha tha……………ur wo utna hi roye ja rha tha……………..juhi bhi uske pas farsh par hi baith gayi …sahil ka cherhra usne apne hatho me tham liya…………………


“sahil plz aap mat rowo …plzzz…..mujhse tumhare aansu ab bardasht nhi hote…………..mai tumse naraz nhi hu sahil………kitne aansu likh diye khuda ne tumhari kismat me………plz mat rowo sahil……..”juhi jo khud bhi ro rhi thi…..use chup karane ki nakam kosis kar rhi thi….


Sahil ke aansu nhi rook rhe the….use juhi ke sath apna har atyachar yad aa rha tha…..aur har bat yad karke aur jyada rona aa rha tha…..kitna galat kiya hai maine…kisi aur ki galtiyo ki sajaa is masoom ko kyu????????


“tum aisa kaise kar sakti ho juhi,,,,,maine to aaj tak kabhi tumse pyar se bat tak nhi ki aur tum………meri har nafart ka jawab tumne muhabbat se diya…………itani achchhi kyu ho tum………kyu ho tum itnai masoom…….”sahil juhi ki god me sar rakh kar ro rha tha…ab dhhere dheere uske aansu tham gye the…lekin abhi bhi uski siskiya nhi rook rhi thi…………



Achanak juhi ka sar sahil ke sar par pada……….usne juhi ka sar pakad kar uthaya aur uske galo ko thapthapaya………..uski aankhe band thi……………juhi shayd behosh ho chuki thi……………..kamjori ki vajah se aur bahut der rone ki vajah se ……

Sahil ne jaldi se use uthakar bed par litaya aur pas me pade pani ki chand boonde uske chehre par mari……..thodi der me hi juhi ne aanke kholi…………..bahut dino bad sahil use itane kareeb se dekh rha tha……….sachmuch behad kamjor ho gyi thi juhi…………sahil ki aankho me abhi bhi aansu the……….

Usne pyar se juhi ke sar par hath phera……..juhi ke chehre par halki si muskurahat aa gyi…badi bejaan si muskurahat thi……………..

“kya hal banaa liya tumne apna..” sahil ko aaj sachmuch khud se nafart ho rhi thi………….use pta tha ki juhi ki is halat ka jimmedar kuchh had tak wo bhi hai……………..

Juhi ne sahil ka hath apne hatho me le liya aur uske kap-kapate hotho se chand sabd nikle………….

“aapko jeetna hai sahil”

Sahil ne apane hatho me kaid uske najuk se hath ko halka sa daba diya……....uski aankho me ek nischay dikh rha tha aur juhi ke chehre par ek khusi, ek sukoon tha.




“Hum sath jeetenge juhi.”” Sahil ne kaha aur usi waqt kisi ke aane ki aahat huyi aur sahil juhi ke bed se uthkar pas rakhi chair par baith gya.



Juhi abhi bhi uski or dekhkar muskura rhi thi …uski bujhi bujhi si udas aankhe chamak uthi thi.

 

UPDATE 16

 

Khan baba room me pahuche….......sahil ko dekhkar bole………



“nirash mat ho beta…sarfarz ko phone kar diya hai….wo dekhta hai kya ho sakta hai………”




“thank u khan baba……aap paresan na ho...........juhi ne mera form fill kar diya tha…..to ab koi problem nhi hai……….” Sahil ne pyar bhari nazro se juhi ki ro dekhte huye kaha,....




“shukr hai mere khudaya………..meri beti ha hi itani samjhdar ….aur tum???? Itane laparwah kaise ho gaye sahil?”



“chhode na baba…….ab to sab thik hai na.....…………” juhi ne kaha..



“haan beta….ab bas tum dono dil lagakar padho…………is bar dekhna dono ka ho jayega mera dil kahta hai…………..achchha tum dono bat karo mai jara sarfarz ko bata du…paresan ho rha hoga……aur juhi aadhe ghante me dwa kha lena…………bhoolna nhi….” kahte huye khan baba room se nikal gaye.




Juhi ne haa me sar hilaya…………




“tumne apni kya halat bana li hai……………kaise padh paogi tum batao……” sahil ne uske pas bathte huye kaha.




“fir aap mujhse naraz kyu huye the…….aur ek bar dekhne bhi nhi aaye ki jee rhi hu ya marrrrrrrrrrrr…..” juhi ki bat adhoori rah gayi…sahil ne uske muh par hath rakh diya………



“aisi baten nhi karte…………” juhi ektak uski aankho me dekhe gayi aur fir halka sa muskura di….




“ab mai bilkul thik ho jaungi sahil…….bas aap fir se ek bar lag jao…meri khatir….pllzz…..”




“mai vada karta hu juhi,itani mehanat karunga jitni aajtak kabhi nhi ki…..apni taraf se koi kami nhi rahne dunga……….bas tum jaldi se thik ho jao …fir dono sath padheneg………” sahil ne juhi ka hath apne hatho me lete huye kaha……




Juhi bas haule se muskura di………




“ek bat batani thi aapko…………..”



“kya”



“Sahil aap shayad soch rhe honge ki maine aapki diary tab padhi jab aapke documents lene gayi….lekin maine us se pahle hi padh li thi…………..i m sorry…plz naraz mat hona aap…plz…” juhi ne confess kiya.



“sorry to mujhe bolna chahiye juhi………..maine tumhare sath bahut bura sulook kiya………..” ek pal ko ruka sahil..



“juhi mai bahut bura insaan hu shayad isiliye aajtak zindagi me ek shakhs mera nhi hua…kisi ko nhi jeet paya…” sahil ne kaha.



Juhi ke dil me aaya ki bol de aapne mujhe jeet liya sahil lekin na bol saki………




“nhi sahil …bure wo log the jo aapko mile….aap jaisa insane to khuskisamt logo ko milta hai………….ab ye sab baten mat kiya Karen …mujhe pata hai jo aapke sath hua hai use bhoolna aasan nhi hai..par aapko use aasan banana hoga…………” juhi ne bade apnepan se kaha.



Sahil ki aankh ek bar fir aarti ko yad karke bhar aayi…………lekin usne apne aansu nahi niklne diye…..



“sahil mera dil kahta hai aapke hisse me jitney gham the aapne sab jhel liye…….. ab ek khus-hal zindagi baahen failaye aapka intzar kar rhi hai………………dekhiyega ab aapki life me sabkuchh sirf achchha hi hoga………..”




“achchha baten chhodo ,chalo dawa kha lo.............khan baba bol kar gaye hai na…………” sahl ne pani ka glass uski or badhate huye khaa…




Juhi ko ek anjanai si khusi ka ahsas hua………usne sahil ke hath se pani liya aur dawa kha li…………




“juhi tumhari is halat ka jimmedar mai to nhi hu na……….” sahil ne jane kyu puchh diya.



“nhi” juhi ne dhheere se kaha aur nazre jhuka li…………



“juhi,tum dekhna mai ek bahut achcha insane banunga………...ab tumhe kabhi koi dukh shikayat nhi hogi mujh se .......tum meri zindagi me us pari ki tarah aayi jo kisi ke toote sapne sawar kar unme naye rang bhar deti hai………mai ye din kabhi nhi bhoolunga,.......thnax juhi ..........” aaj sahil ki aankho me ek pachhtawa tha aur ek ijjat thi juhi ke liye...........



“aap baten bahut achchi kar lete hai.............”juhi ne dheere se kaha aur muskura di.




“achcha ab tum aaram karo.....mai jara apen notes aur books doondhta hu ...ab padhna hai na......” sahil ne kaha....



Juhi ke chehre par fir se muskurahat aa gyi aur usne haa me sar hilaya...........




Ab juhi ki tabiyat sambhl gyi thi .........uska rang ropp fir se kisi gulab ki kali ke jaisa khil utha tha......fir se kisi jannat ki pari ki tarah khoobsoorat lagne lagi thi.............sahil ne uski sari jimmedari apne upar le li thi........uski dawa,uska khana peena aur uski padhai..........khan baba ya sarfaraz sahib kisi ko koi aitraz nhi tha....dono ko hi bharosa tha ki sahil ek bahut achcha ladka hai aur kuchh aisa nhi karga jis se unhe sharmsar hona pade..........unhe ahsaas tha ki juhi ko ek dost ki jaroorat hai aur sahil se uska rista dosti wala hi hai...............



Sarfarz sahib jab bhi upar aate dono ko padhte huye pate aur unhe behad khusi hoti............sahil unhe bilkul apne bête ki tarah lagne laga tha...........sahil aur juhi ab din me sath hi padhte the............aur rat ko dono apne apne room me...........




Juhi ko ab lagne laga tha ki sahil aarti ko bhool gya hai.........aur ab wo sahil par apna hak samjhati aur kabhi kabhar use pyar bhari ghudaki bhi deti............ek bar fir se sahil jeene laga tha..............sahil ko bhi juhi ka sath achchha lagta..............




Juhi din b din sahil ki muhabbat me doobati ja rhi thi.............jitna khyal uska sahil rakhta utana to kabhi kisi ne nhi rakha tha..........sachchi muhabbat kya hoti hai iska ahsaas hi use sahil se milkar hua tha...........subah aaakr roj use jagata .........aur fir din me juhi kitna bhi kahe aaj padhne ka mood nhi hai....lekin sahil na manta.....


sahil ke sath sath padhna juhi ko aasan lagne laga........aur ab wo roj koi na koi bahana karke sahil se apne naj uthwati....................aakhir thi to wo bhi ladki hi.......uske man me bhi ek kuwari ladki ke jaise sapne the....koi use pyar kare ...use toot kar chahe...uske nakhre uthaye...............koi ho jo sirf uska ho...




“.......agar ammi hoti to bhi is se jyada pyar mujhe nhi karti” ....juhi ke man me kayi bar ye khyal aata ..........lagta hi nhi tha ki ye whi sahil hai jo kuchh din pahle itna bikhra bikhra sa lgata tha......ye ishq bhi na ........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.




“sahil ,aap wakayi muhabbat karne ke layak ho...............”juhi apne dil me sochti ....



“ ........aapki muhabbat ki shiddat se mujhe muhabbat ho gyi hai.....koi kisi ko kaise itna chah sakta hai..........kaise????.......kash aapko mujhse bhi kabhi aarti ke jaisi muhabbat ho jaye.....mai aapko uske jaisa dhokha nhi dungi sahil,,,,bas ek bar.........”juhi ne khud se kaha aur sharm ke mare apna chehra apne hatho me chuupa liya.........




Aaj 19th MAY ka din tha ..........Sahil aur juhi dono ka kal pre exam tha ....................dono subah se hi padh rhe the............sham ke 6 baje gaye the aur juhi ab bahut thaki thaki si lag rhi thi............sahil ne ek bar uski or dekha........





“thak gyai na” dono eksath sofe par baithkar padh rhe the...........




“hmmmmmm” juhi ne book ek taraf rakhte huye kaha..........



“thodi der aaram kar lo.........”


Juhi ne kuchh nhi kaha..aur chupchap sahil ke kandhe par sar tika diya aur aankhe band kar li.........



“sahil” juhi ne dheere se use pukara.



“ha bolo”


“sahil agr mera nhi hua to baba ko kya bolungi..........”



“pagal ho kya........tumhara jaroor hoga dekh lena....aur ek bat bolu ...............jo hamse sachchi muhabbat karte hai unki muhbbat hamari safalataa ya asaflata ki mohtaj nhi hoti.........wo to bas muhabbat karte hai......fir chahe ham zindagi me kuchh hasil kar paye ya na......aur khan baba to tumse babhut jyada muhabbat karte hai............” sahil ne use pyar se samjhate huye kaha....



“sach?????”



“ha bikul sach.......bas insan ko mere jaise badnaseeb nhi hona chahiye............jise kabhi sachchi muhabbat mili hi nhi...jise har muhbbat karne wala khudgarz mila.........” sahil ke labo par na chahte huye bhi ek talkhi ,ek shikwa aa gya.......




“kyu meri muhabbat sachchi nhi hai ?????????” achanak juhi ke muh se naikal gya.........



“kyaaaaaaaaaaa??” sahil ka muh khula ka khula rah gya..........




“meri matalab hamari dosti .......bolo kya sachchi dost nhi hu mai?????? ” juhi bhi apni bat par sann rah gyi ur kisi tarah se bat sambhalte huye boli..........wo sahil ke kandhe se alag hokar baith gyi.





“tum to bahut achchhi ho juhi............tumhari jaisi dosti to na koi kar sakta hai na nibha sakta hai.......kash mai bhi kabhi zindagi me tumhare liye kuchh kar pau..........” sahil ne bhi juhi ki bat ko ignore kar diya..shayad use bhi laga ki achanak juhi ke muh se nikal gya hoga ........




“aap aisa kyu bol rhe hai......aapne to itna kiya hai mere liye........aap jaisa dost koi ho hi nhi sakta...achcha chhode in bato ko...mera kuchh khane ka mann kar rha hai..........pizza order kare.....”juhi jaldi se jaldi topic khatm karna chati thi...use dar tha ki kahi wo galti dubara se na kar de.............




“nhi kal exam hai na...........kuchh ulta pulta nhi khana hai..............” sahil ne kisi bade budhe ki tarah saf mana kar diya..........





“huh...jalim zamanaa ” juhi ne ek shokhi se kaha aur muh fulaa liya...........sahil ke sath ne uske husn ko aur nikhar diya tha...ab wo bhi patar patar bolna ,ladai karna..roothanaa ...sab sikh gayi thi...........ur fir thodi der bad whi hua ...sahil usko manane me lag gya............aur juhi khus ho gyi...........kitni masoom si tamnna hoti thi uske dil ki.




Subah uth kar dono taiyar huye ......aur ek dusre ko all the best bola.......




Sahil aur juhi subah apne apne centre parr exam dene pahuch gaye the.........dono ne dil me ek dusre ke liye dua mangi........aur apne apne exam me lag gaye.,...



Sham ko juhi pahle ghar pahuchi .......sabne puchha exam kaisa hua ........usne simple sa jawab diya........”thik hua hai...result aane par hi pata chalega..”



Juhi apne kamre me baithi besabri se sahil ka intzaar ka rhi thi...........lagbhag 1 hr bad sahil bhi ghar pahucha .......seedha juhi ke room me gya.........




“kaha rah gaye the aap?...paper kaisa hua.........” juhi ne use dekhte hi sawal dag diya..........




“tumhara kaisa hua.........??”



“nhiii...pahle aap bataye........? “juhi kahaa man ne wali thi.



“achchha hua hai...ho jayega pre me to “ sahil ki aankho me gazab ka confidence tha.......



“yesss...mujhe pahle se hi pata tha..........i knew it ...ab to aap MAINS ki taiyari suru kar do....“ juhi khusi se uchhal padi..



“are tum to batao...kaisa hua ??”



“thik hua hai.....umeed to hai...........”juhi ne kaha....



“ho jayega tumhara dekh lena....” sahil ne kaha.....



“I hope so.............chaliye baba se milte hai niche aur fir kahi challenge ghoomne bahut time se sadi huyi books dekh dekh kar mood off ho gya........” juhi ne sahil ka baju apne hath me lete huye kaha......sahil ko thoda ajeeb laga lekin kuchh bola nhi...dono niche chal diye........




Sahil ki zindagi fir ek do rahe par aa rhi thi..........ek taraf bachpan ki muhabbat ,jisne kam se kam uski nazro me use dhokha diya tha, aur dusri taraf ek masoom si pari jiska dil todana kisi paap se kam nhi tha aur sabse jaroori bat ----jiske ahsaano ke tale sahil dabta chala ja rha tha............




Aasan si lagne wali zindagi kitni muskil ho jayegi kisi ko andaza bhi nhi tha..........kash muhaabat na hoti ........
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Lagbhag 2 months hone ko aaye the sahil aur juhi result ka wait kar rhe the aur mains ki taiyari bhi kar rhe the............juhi sahil ko ab apna samjhne lagi thi ...........un dino ke bad se sahil wakayi bikul badal gya tha...........bahut khus to nhi lagta tha lekin ab mayoosi nhi dikhti uske andar ...............ab wo khud bhi bahut mehnat karta aur juhi se bhi karwata.............



khan baba ki tabiyat thodi kharab rahti thi ......aur juhi ko unki chinta hoti thi.......lekin sahil ke rahne se use bahut sahara miilta ............ wo sar se paav tak sahil ki muhbbat me doob chuki thi ....lekin kabhi kahne ka hausla nhi hua..................use lagta tha ki ek na ek din sahil ko ye ahsaas jaroor ho jayega................




Aur wakayi sahil ko ahsaas hone laga tha ki uski aur juhi ki dosti , dosti ke rishte se kuchh aage badh rhi hai lekin wo aisa nhi chahta tha...........uske dil me kya tha koi nhi janta tha ..................juhi ne bhi kabhi use kuredne ki kosis nhi ki........uski muhbabat to ek bahut pak jajba tha jisme khudgarji ka ek ansh tak nhi tha.............



“Sahil “ juhi ne sahil ko pukara, dono sath baithe padh rhe the...juhi apne bed par lete huye aur sahil whi pas me rakhi chair par baithkar..........


“hmmm???” sahil jo ki books me sar gadaye huye the ,dheere se bola..........

“ek bat puchhu??”

“hmmm”



“kya sachmuch muhabbat bahut buri cheej hai????????” juhi ne itani masoomiyat se puchha ki sahil ko hasi aa gyi...........wo uski taraf badi gaur se dekhne laga aur muskurate huye bola..........



“achanak ye kaha se aa gyi.....”



“batao na sahil ..plzzz...” juhi ne kaha.


“...tumhe kya lagta hai??”



Juhi sakpka gayi.........sahil ki aankho me kuchh aisa tha ki use sharm aa gyi.....



“mujhe kya pata.........maine to kabhi............”




“ha ,tumne to kabhi muhabbat ki nhi na.......” sahil ne uski bat puri ki,..



“’ha whi to.........” jui ne tapaak se kaha....



Sahil ne apni books ek taraf rakhi aur juhi ki or mud gaya............



“ha juhi...muhbbat bahut buri hoti hai...bahut jyada.........isme sirf gham milta hai.......jab tak muhaabt nhi hoti achcha hai....kam se kam ek bharam to rahta hai ki ye bahut pyari ,baht khoob soorat hoti hai.....lekin sachchhai aisi nhi hoti..............bahut bura rog hai.......ek bar lag gay to fir kabhi nhi jata............” sahil ne apni hari huyi mhbbat ki kahani ko sare jahaan ki muhaabt bana diya..............




Juhi puchhna chahti thi ki kya wo abhi bhi aarti se pyar karta hai lekin puchh na saki............wo nhi chahti thi ki ek bar fir se sahil udas ho.......lekin use ye puchhne ki jaroorat hi nhi padi..........



“juhi, mai bhi kabhi yhi sochta tha ki muhabbat bahut haseen jajba hai..bahut kismet wali ko naseeb hoti hai...........lekin sab dhokha hai yar.........sach to ye hai ki ye kuchh hoti hi nhi ........rishte,nate..muhbbbat ..sab matalb ki baten hai....life me sirf end matter karta hai.........agr tum life me successful ho to sare rishte hai ,aur agr tumhare paas kuchh nhi to rishte bhi nhi rahenge..........bas maine to itna hi sikha hai...................” sahil ki baten sunkar juhi ko bahut dukh ho rha tha...........




“to ab aap kisliye itna hard work kar rhe ho ............aapko to pata hai na ki sab dhokha hai.........?????? ” juhi ki aawaz me pahli bar talkhi aa gyi......use ahsaas tha ki sahil aisa kyu kah rha hai.........lekin sahil ki baten use apni muhabaat ki tauhin lag rhi thi aur us se bardasht nhi hua...........





“sirf isliye ki us “ BEWAFA” ko dikha saku ki mai uske bina bhi jee sakta hu,apne sapne pure kar sakta hu...”




sahil bol gya,lekin is bat ko bhool gya ki agar waqt rahte juhi ki muhabbat ne uska hath na tham liya hota to shayad aaj wo zinda bhi na hota........isi muhabbat ki wo tauhin kar rha tha usi muhbbat ne ne usko ek nayi zinadgi di thi..........bas is bar muhabbat kaa rang alag tha.....





....juhi ko behad dukh hua uski bat sunkar...........




“ meri dosti bhi dhokha hi hai na sahil ??” juhi ne bade bujhe man se kaha....aur apni nazre fer li.......




Sahil ne uski or dekha ...juhi ki neeli aankho me aasnu bhar aaye the.....aur uske gulabi hoth fadfada rhe the....aansuo ko rokane ki bepanaah kosis kar rhi thi...........




juhi janti thi ki jo kuchh sahil kah rha hai sachchai uske bahut alag hai .......sahil abhi sirf wo kah rha tha jo aarti ki “ BEWAFAI” ” us se kahlwa rhi thi..........uske man me aisa nhi tha..........lekin fir bhi uski baton se juhi ko bahut dukh pahucha tha...................



sahil ko ahsaas ho gya ki juhi ko uski baton se dukh pahucha hai....... wo chair se utha aur juhi ke pas bed par baith gya...............


“I m sorry ...mera iradaa tumhe hurt karne ka nhi tha............” sahil ne uski najuk si kalai apne hath me lete huye kaha.............juhi ka jabt jawab de gya aur uski aankh se ek aansu bistar par tapak gya..............



“I m sorry juhi...........” par juhi ne uski or palat kar nhi dekha..........



“tum bhi rooth jaogi to kaise jiyunga yar.............bas ek tumhi to bachi ho mere pas.........mujhe fir se akela mat karna.....” sahil ko bhi ab dukh ho rha tha....taza taza jakhm tha fir se ubhar gya............usne bade jajbati lahje me kaha.....




Sahil ka itana kahna tha ki juhi ne use kheench kar apne gale se laga liya..............wo to thi hi muhaabt ki pari................sahil ki jajbati baten kasie bardasht kar pati........



“nhi sahil mai aapse naraz nhi hu........i m sorry.......mai aapko kabhi akela nhi choodungi .........kabhi bhi nhi ...” juhi sahil ke gale se lag kar rone lagi aur sahil pyar se uske reshmi balo me hath pherta raha.....thodi der bad sahil ne juhi ko alag kiya.....




“juhi.sorry yar.......kisi aur ke liye....nafarat thi dil me...............tumhari dosti dhoka kaise ho sakti hai...tumhari dosti ne to ek nayi zindagi di hai mujhe...ek maksad diya ..........meri ye puri zindagi hi tumhari dosti ki amaanat hai..........” sahil ne uske hath ko pakde pakde pyar bahre lahje me kaha....



Juhi ke chehre par ek sukoon tha............




“sahil, rishte bure nhi hote.....log bure hote hai..........”




“haan.......tum itani samjhdari ki bate kaise kar leti ho......achcha chalo ab padhai karo.......”




Sahil ki bat par juhi halka sa muskurayi ...use pata tha ki sahil ke andar abhi bhi whi pyar bhara dil hai aur bas tamanna yhi thi ki kash wo dil ek bar mere liye bhi dhadke ......use poori umeed thi ki ye jaroor hoga...............usne apni books pakdi aur fir se dono padhai me lag gaye.............




Lagbhag 1 week bad prelims ka result aa gya...........baba,sarfarz sahb ,juhi aur sahil sare log ek hi kamre me maujood the..........poora parivar computer screen par nazre jamaye huye tha.................



Sahil ne site kholi aur result downloada kiya.......pahle sahil ka rol no dala gya..................




“05534” sahil ka ho gya tha...jiski ki sabko umeed thi ...............juhi khusi ke mare jhoom gayi...lekin sahil ne sabko chup karaya aur juhi ka roll no feed kiya.............uske liye juhi ka hona apne hone se jyada mayne rakhta tha.........



“05670”




Aur is bar sabke muh se khusi bhari kilkari nikal gayi .....juhi khan baba se lipat gayi aur sarfarza khan ne sahil ko gale se laga liya....




“sabash meri bachchi ............mujhe pata tha ki tu jaroor pass ho jayegi” khan baba ne uske mathe par choomte huye kaha.......



Sarfaraz saheb ne bhi juhi ko gale se lagaa liya...........



“jeete raho beta...allah tumhe lambi umar de..............” khan baba ne sahil ko gale lagate huye kaha...........



“chalo sarfaraz jara sabko pata to chale ki hamari juhi ne apne sapne ki pahli seedhi par kar li hai.........” khan baba ne sarfarz sahab ke shaane par hath rakhte huye kaha......




“jee abaa” sarfaraz sahab bhi behad khus the........aur dono niche chal diye....room me sirf sahil aur juhi bache .........



“thanx sahil” juhi ne bade payr se uski or dekhte huye kaha..........



“are pagal ho kya...thanx to mujhe bolna chahiye.............aur agar tumhara nhi hoga to paap nhi lagega UPSC walo ko...............itani pyari si ladki ka dil todane ki gustakhi kaun kar sakta hai bhalaa.......”sahil bhi aaj bahut samay ke bad behad khus lag rha tha..............




Juhi ko sahil ki bat bahut achchi lag rhi thi........




“sach sahil ....baba kitne khus the.........aur abbu bhi................sachchi khusi to tabhi hoti hai jab apno ke labo par muskurahat aa jaye..............mai aaj bahut khus hu sahil ...i m really happy.............ye sab tumhari vajah se hi hua hai.......thanku ...thanku...thanku......” jhui bolti huyi sahil ke gale lag gayi..........




Sahil ko ahsaas hi nhi hua mano...........wo to juhi ki usi bat me ulajh gya tha ki.. “apno ke labo par muskurahat” ...............kash koi mera bhi apna yha hota aaj..............kash aaj wo yha hoti jo meri sabse jyada apni thi..............kashhhhhhhhhhh...




Juhi jo khusi ke mare sahil ke gale lag gayi thi...........use jald hi apni galti ka ahsas hua............aur wo tejise sahil se alag ho gayi.......uski nazre sahlil ke chehre ki taraf gayi..............ek dard tha uske chehre par..........juhi ko kuchh kuchh samjh me aa rha tha...........




“kya hua sahil.....”usne sahil ka hath apne hatho me lete huye kaha...............



“kuchh nhi.......”sahil ne apni halat sambhalane ki nakam kosis ki............



“aarti ki yad aa rhi hai????????? “ juhi ke dil me ek dard utha........



Sahil chup rha............



“yad aa rhi hai uski ???” juhi ne fir puchha.......




“haa juhi.....mujhe yad aati hai uski..........bahut yad aati hai................jab usne mujhe chhod diya to uski yaden bhi mujhe kyu nhi chhod deti...kyu mer sukoon barbad karti hai................kyu mai use bhool nhi pata hu juhi...kyu????????” sahil juhi se lipat gya..............





juhi ko laga jaise kisi ne uske sapno ka gharonada kirchi krichi bikher diya.........wo gumsum si sahil ko gale lagaye room ke bicho bich khadi thi............



“mai tumhe nhi jeet paungi sahil.............. kabhi nhi.......”juhi mano har mante huye khud se kah rhi thi...........




“lekin sahil zindagi bhar muhabbat to tumse hi karungi.......chahe tum mujhe kabhi na milo........muhabbat pana ya na pana- ye to kismet ki bat hai....... lekin muhbbat karne se to mujhe koi nhi rok sakta,,,,tum bhi nhi..........” usne apne man me soch liya tha....




“sab thik ho jayega sahil mai hu na....” juhi ne sahil ko pyar se bahlate huye kaha..........




thodi der bad pure ghar me ek jashn ka sa mahol tha...............sahil lakh samjhataa ki abhi do exam aur pas karne hote hai................lekin khan baba ke liye har chhoti khusi bhi badi khusi hoti thi .............ek zindadil insaan the wo...



Rat ko lagbhag 9 baj rhe the ....mid july ka mahina tha aur mansoon ne delhi me dastak de di thi...............bahar halki halki barish ho rhi thi............sare log rat ka khana kha kar ek sath baithe the.............




“sahil beta,khuda ne mujhe sabkuchh diya ............bas ek bête ki kami lagti thi......tumhe pakar lagta hai wo kami bhi poori ho gyi.........bahut apne se lagte ho tum.........” sarfarz khan jo apni masroofiyat ki vajah se sab ke sath kam hi rah pate the,aaj kahi nhi gaye aur sabke sath sath baithe baithe apne dil ki bat bolte rahe...sahil unke pas hi batha tha............



“bilkul sahi kah rhe ho sarfaraz.......sahil apna hi to hai......” khan baba ne bhi hami bhari....




“baba,ye to aap logo ka pyar hai.........” sahil ko kuchh kahte na bana.



Juhi bas chupchap baithi thi ..aur kabhi kabhi chor nazro se sahil ki or dekh leti..........




“juhi beta tum ek bar ajmer sharif ho aao........fir dekhna tumhara baki ke exam me bhi aaram se ho jayega.........” baba ne kaha.



“par baba.....mai akele kaise.......???” juhi boli.




“aree akele kyu jaogi........sarfaraz le jayega........kyu bhai..time hai aapke pas..........” baba ne puchha.





“abbaa wo..wo....sahil hai na ....sahil beta agar tum thdoa sa time nikal sako to............” sarfaraz sahib ne sahil ko aage kar diya..........




“nhi...har bar bachche ko pareshan karte ho............tum khud jao...........”




“abba ..wo bahut important client se meeting hai..............”



Ek pal ko sab log chup ho gaye...........



“baba ,agar aapki ijajat ho to mai le jata hu...agar aap is layak samjhe to...........”sahil bola..




“are kaisi bat kar rhe ho sahil beta...........tum par to hum aankh band karke bharosa karte hai.....hum tumhe beta kahte nhi mante hai sahil.........mai to bas isliye kah rha tha ki tumhe lagega ki har bar ye nalayak tumhe paresan karta hai..........agar tum ja sako to is se jyada achchhi bat kya hogi...............” khan baba ne bade apnepan se kaha.



“beta mante hai to fir kaisi taklluf.......mai chala jaunga...........”



“khus raho beta” khan baba ne kaha


“thanx beta...mujhe pata tha tum mana nhi karoge.........” sarfarza khan ne kaha.


“chalo bhai ab tum dono baten karo ya padho.............mai to chalta hu ab..............”


“aayen abba.............aapko room me chhod deta hu........”


Khan baba aur sarfaraz ke jane ke bad juhi aur sahil hi rah gaye the............



“”aapko to koi aitraaz nhi hai mere sath chalne me........” sahil ne juhi ko chheda.


Juhi thodi Sharma si gayi..............aur naa me sar hila diya..



“Thik hai fir kl taiyar rahna...........good night” sahil bolta hua bahar nikal gaya......


“good night” juhi ne kaha..



“tum ek bar kah kar to dekho mai zindagi bhar ke liye sath chal dungi sahil “ juhi ne uske jane ke bad dheere se kaha.........




Dusre din sahil aur juhi ajmer sharif pahuche........khud ki car se aaye the........driver sath me tha lekin ajmer sharif me wo kisi jan pahchan wale ke yha chala gya tha aur juhi aur sahil dono dargaah par aa gye the.........



Juhi ne sahil ke liye aur sahil ne juhi ke liye dua mangi..........



“ye mere maula..........sahil ko sachchi muhbbat mil jaye...........bas itna karam karna..........” juhi ne dua ki .



.......dua usne sachchi muhabbat ki mangi thi .........apni muhabbat ki nhi.............kitna payar aur sachcha jajba tha uske dil me...........




“ai malik ,juhi ka sapna poora kar dena..........uska sapna nhi tootna chahiye,,,mere hisse me agar koi khusi ho to wo bhi is masoom si pari ke hisse me kar dena ...........ek aur rahmat karna..meri aarti ko salamat rakhna...use mafi de dena..........bas mujhe aur kuchh nhi chahiye......” sahil ke dil se aaj bhi aarti ke liye dua hi nikli thi .........wo lakh kahe use bewafa...............lekin muhabbat itani aasani se nhi marti .....



Sahil aur juhi bahar nikla rahe the ki ek faker ne hath faila diya..........




“parwar digar aap dono ki Jodi banaye rakhe beta.....bahut khoobsoorat joda banaya hai upar wale ne aap dono ka............zindagi phulo si mahke aap dono ki.........bal bachche salamat rahe aapke...fakeer ki kuchh madad kar beta......” juhi to mano sharm ke gad si gayi....par use achchh laga tha...dil chah rha tha juhi ka bas ye pal yhi rook jaye...........usne dil me soch kash fakeer baba aapki bat sach ho jaye...aur kuchh paise nikal kar fakeer ke hath par rakh diye.........




“sada sukhi raho beta.....allha aapke shouhar ko lambi umar de.......... aapke pariwar me barakkat de..........babu sahib, bachcho ke nam ki dua karwa lijiye....... “ faker ne kaha..




Sahil ke bardasht se ab bahar ho rha tha...........aur idhar bachcho ka nam sunkar juhi ka gal ekdam se lal ho gaye..........wo jaise khud me hi simat si gayi...........
“ye chupchap nikal idhar se........kisne kaha ki hum shadi shuda hai.....” usne gusse se kaha .



“babu sahib, nikah nhi hua to ho jayega...........meri duaaaaa....” uski bat adhoori hi rah gayi....



“band kar apni bakwas....hmmmmm....chal nikal..”usne buri tarah se jhad diya ...bechara fakeer apnsa muh lekar aage badh gya..




Juhi ko bada majaa aaya tha ye jhadap sun kar ...sahil ka gussa hona use aur bhi majja de rha tha..........par dil ke kisi kone me ek halki si tees uthi thi.....kashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.




Sahil ne ek bar juhi ki or dekha...wo niche ki taraf dekhte huye muskura rhi thi..........sahil ko samjh me nhi aay ki kya bole.........kafi bhid thi us jagah par...




“chalo ............jane kaha kaha se aa jate hai.. ’ usne juhi ki kalai pakdi aur age badh gaya.........





“sahil aap is tarah gusse me hote ho to bahut cute lagte ho.” Juhi ne zara sa use chhed diya.......





“hummm...usne pahle hi bahut mood kharab kar diya hai ..ab tum aur mat karo..............” sahil ne kaha aur juhi ka hath pakde aage badhta raha....



Jahaa bhid jyada hoti sahil juhi ka hath chhodkar use dono or se hath failakar apane baho ke ghere me le leta aur age badhne ki kosis karta........juhi ko bahut achcha lag rha tha.....wo khud ko bahut mahfooj mahsoos kar rhi thi............kash ye safar kabhi khatm na ho............uske dil me bas yhi aawaz uth rhi thi...............





Kashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............juhi ka dil is kashh ki kahani se aage nhi badh paa rha tha.......ya shayd uski kismet use aage badhne nhi de rhi thi.........




“mai tumhe pane ki har kosis karungi sahil.........agar meri kismet me hi tum na huye to apni kisamt se to nhi lad sakti na.”””

Juhi ko sahil ke sath chalnaa bahut achchha lag rha tha......

“zindagi kitni aasan ho jaye agr in majboot baho ka sahara meri kismat ban jaye........” juhi ke dil me ek kasak si uth rhi thi..........


Sahil in ab socho se door juhi ko bachate huye bhhed se nikalne ki kosis kar rha tha..........


Achanak ek jor ka shor hua aur bheed me bhagdad mach gayi..............sab log teji se idhar udhar bhagne lage.....shayd kisi ne koi afwah faila di thi ...lekin ek bar jo log bhagna suru huye to fir kise parwah thi ki sachchai hai ya afwah..........


Sahil ka hath juhi se chhut gya aur juhi pichhe chhutne lagi....log teji se aage ki or bhag rhe the aur sahil pichhe ki or daudane ki kosis kar rha tha............juhi pichhe hi rah gayi thi................kisis tarah se sahil pichhe badh rha tha...lekin juhi kahi nazar nhi aa rhi thi..................

Idhar juhi ek kone me dubki ro rhi thi..........uske left pair me chot aayi thi aur wo chal nhi paa rhi thi bhagne ki to bat hi bahut door thi..............

“sahil ...kaha ho aap...........sahil............plzzzz....” wo ro rhi thi aur sahil ko pukar rhi thi...........juhi ka phone bhi bheed me kahi gir gaya tha..............


sahil bhi badhwas sa use dundh rha tha.........bheed bahut jyada badh gayi thi aur puri afara-tafri jaisa mahaul ban gaya tha.........sahil ka dimag bhi kam nhi kar rha tha aur wo juhi ko dhundhata hua dusri or nikal gya............


sahl ki aankhe bhi bhar aayi ..........”plz god aisa kuchh mat karna ki mai fir se kise apne ko kho du.......agar juhi ko kuchh ho gya to kaun sa muh lekar jaunga mai khan baba ke pas ...........nhi .use kuchh nhi hoga........ek dost to mai pahle hi kho chukka hu...ab fir se nhi kho sakta........” sahil paglo ki tarah idhar udhar juhi-juhi pukar rha tha........

“kaha ho sahil aap...plzz aa jo mujhe bahut dar lag rha hai..........khuda plz..mere sahil k mila do........sahil...sahl...kaha ho aap.........” juhi ab bahut tej tej ro rhi thi aur bheed me chillate bhagte log ghur ghur kar uski or dekh rhe the............

‘chal mai le chalta hu tujhe....ae police hai udhar ..chal unke pas.......wo pahucha denge tujhe.......” ek gunde se dikhne wale aadami ne uska hath pakda......juhi ki to mano jan hi nikal gayi.......wo buri tarah sse dar gayi ....hath chuddane ki nakam kosis kar rhit hi...lekin us kale kaloote aadami se chhut pana us najuk kali ke liye impossible hi tha..............koi bhi uski or dhyan nhi de rha tha aur sab jidhar jagah mil rhi thi bhag rhe the...............

Juhi ab buri tarah se ro rhi thi aur chilla rhi thi..........”sahil ..plz bacha lo .....sahillllll” uske gale se jor ki cheekh nikli ...aur mano uski dua khuda ne sun li...........


Wo gunde jaisa dikhne wala aadmi lagbhag use ghassetane hi wala tha ki

“juhiiiiiiiiiiii” sahil badhawas sa bhagta hua use aata dikha............


“sahillll” juhi jor jor se rone lagi sahil ko dekhkar........

Sahil pas pahucha hi tha ki ..........wo gunda cheekhte huye bola...........


“sale zinda rahna chahta hai to chuchap nikal le...........”

Sahil to use juhi ko daboche dekhkar hi mano pagal ho gaya .........usne us gunde ki bat suni bhi nhi shayad ...dan-danaate huye uske pas pahucha aur sahil ka jordar ghunsa uske jabde ko tod gaya.............


Sahil ke sar par jaise khoon sawar ho gya tha ,aur wo gunda uska jabardast ghunsa kha kar ek taraf ludhak gaya...sahil ne ghunso aur laton ki barsata kar di............

“kamine teri himaat kaise huye meri juhi ko chhune ki............chhua kaise tune ise........”


Wo gunda bhi sahil se tagada hi tha lekin sahil ke gusse ke age uski ek na chali....use sambhalane tak ka mauka nhi diya sahil ne..........

Buri tarah se peet rha tha sahil use...uski nak aur muh se khoon nikalne laga tha...sahil ka ye roop dekhkar juhi whi pas me padi huyi kaap rhi thi...........

“sale meri juhi ko chhua tune, teri jaan le lunga mai.........” sahil ke hath nhi rook rhe the,.

“Sahil chhod do use...mar jayega ........plz....” juhi sachmuch bahut dar gayi thi............aur bahut tej tej ro rahi thi.........wo gunda sachmuch adhmara ho chukka tha................aur shayad behosh bhi........

“sahil plz.....tumhe meri kasam ...chhodo use............”juhi lagbhag cheekhte huye boli....sahil ne juhi ki or dhokha...gunde ke chehre par ek jor ki lat mari aur juhi ki or badh gya.................

Sahil ne jhuk kar juhi ke sar par hath rakha aur juhi us se lipat kar buri tarah se bilakh kar rone lagi..............

“chup ho jao juhi plz.....mai aa gya hu na ...kuchh nahi hoga tumhe........plzzz chup ho jao.......”sahil dheere dheere uske balo me hath ferta hua use tasalii de rha tha aur juhi uske chaude seene me muh chhupaye buri tarah se bilakh rhi thi..........


“sahil aap nhi aate to.............”...juhi ne sar uthakar sahil ki or dekha..........aur ek bar fir se rone lagi......

“kuchh nhi hota tumhe...........aag laga deta mai jamane ko aur is khuda ko bhi agar tumhe kuchh ho jata to”” ........... sahil ne usko apne bajuo me bheenchate huye pyar se uske sar ko chum liya........juhi ka dil ek pal ke liye bahut jor se dhadka.......


Bheed ab chhat chuki thi aur kafi sari police aur CRPF us jagah pahuch chuki thi..........condition abhi bhi bahut tanav poorn thi......


Juhi sahil ko pakad kar khadi huyi lekin us se chala nhi ja rha tha...........usne majboor hokar sahil ki or dekha......sahil ne bhi uski aankho me dekha aur fir use apne bajuo me utha liya...........juhi thoda jhijhak rhi thi fir usne dheere se sahil ke gale me bahe dal di...............


uske dil me sahil ki whi bate chal rhi thi......”aag laga deta mai jamane ko agar tumhe kuchh ho jata to” .........sahil ki har bat par juhi ka dil uski or jhukta ja rha tha........”.thank u sahil “ usne man hi man kaha aur halki si muskurahat uske labo par aa gyi..........

Juhi lagatar sahil ke chehre ki or dekh rhi thi ...............lekin sahil uski or nahi dekh rha tha....wo use uthaye aasani se aage badhata ja rha tha...........lagbhag 10 minute chalne ke bad sahil juhi ko lekar road par pahuch gaya................

Sahil ne ek taxi wale ko roka aur kisi hotel me chalne ko kaha.............karib 30 minute ki drive ke bad sahil aur juhi ek thik thak se hotel ke kamre me the...............dono ke bich koi bat nhi huyi thi.....juhi abhi bhi sadme me thi aur sahil ko apni galti lag rhi thi...........jabki reality me to uski koi galti thi hi ni..........


Sahil ne juhi ke liye juice order kiya ......aur reception se bat karke ek doctor ko bhi bulaya..........Dr ne juhi ko dekha aur bataya ki koi khas problem nhi hai bas kuchh hi dino me khud hi sahi ho jayegi............aur kuchh medicine dekar chala gya.............

Din ke lagbhag 3 baj rhe the ...........juhi dawa khakr bed par leti thi aur sahil whi pas me rakhe sofe par baitha tha.............usne apna phone nikala...........sarfaraz sahib ki 16 missed calls thi ....usne fauran hi unhe phone lagaya........

“sahil ,kaha the tum ...phone kyu nhi utha rhe the..juhi ka phone band ja rha hai...thik to ho tum dono...wha kya hua hai...television par dikha rha hai ki curfew lag gya...”sarfaraz sahib ne phone uthate hi sawalo ki jhadi lagaa di..............

Sahil ne unhe sari bat detail me batayi...bas ladai wali bat ko chhodakar...............

“tum log thik to ho na beta.....juhi kaisi hai.........kaha ho tum log....”

“jee uncle hum bikul thik hai...aap paresan mat ho..........hm ek hotel me ruke hai.............juhi abhi abhi soyi hai...............kahe to bat karau............”

“nhi rahne do,,,, achcha suno..........mahol thik nhi hai.........agar wo jagah thik ho to aaj whi rook jao.....tum kya kahte ho......”

“jee , jaisa aap kahe..........”

“sahil aaj whi rook jao beta, .....”

“ jee uncle...........”

“ meri juhi ka khyal rakhna sahil ............”

“jee uncle aap paresan na ho...............”

Sarfaraz sahib ne use kuchh aur hidayate di aur phone rakh diya..............sahil whi sofe par pada pada late gaya.............

Sahil ke aankh kab lag gayi use pata hi nhi chala...........lagbhag 8 baje rat ko uski needn khuli........sahil ne dekha juhi abhi bhi so rhi thi.........usne khane ka order kiya aur juhi ko jagane laga............

“juhi...juhi .......”do bar bulane ke bad bhi usne aankhe nhi kholi.....

Sahil ne dheere se uske sar par hath rakha..........juhi ka badan bahut garam tha.....use tej bukhar tha...........sahil ne ek bar fir se reception par phone karke doctor ko bhejne ko bola..............

Juhi ne muh par pani ki chheeten padne par dheere se aankh kholi...uski aankhe ekdam lal ho rhi thi...samne sahil aur whi Dr khade the................

“tumhe thoda fever hai juhi...isiliye dr ko bula liya.......” sahil ne kaha.


Thodi der bad dr use kuchh medicine dekar chala gya...........juhi ko sahil ke sath ek khusi ka ahsas ho rha tha....lekin uska sar bahut bhari bhari sa tha aur us se bikul bhi utha nhi ja rha tha............

Thodi der bad khane ka order aa gya.........

“chalo kha lete hai..mujhe bahut tej bhookh lagi hai............”sahil ne pet pakdte huye kaha.....

“sahil aap kha le....mera man nhi kar rha hai...........” juhi boli.

“thoda sa kha lo....dawa khani hai na...........”

Juhi kuchh nhi boli.........sahil juhi ke pas hi baith gya aur dono dinner karne lage...........

Sahil ne apne khane me hath lagaya hi tha ki ek aah si nikli uske muh se..........

Sahil ke hath me ladai karte samay chot lag gayi thi aur hath kayi jagah se chheel gya tha...lekin tab use pata nhi chala tha...jaise hi shayd mirch lagi chot par ,wo karah utha..........

“kya hua....”

Sahil ne apna hath pakad liya..........”kuchh nhi.......”

“dikhaiye idhar..........oh khuda..........aapko to bahut chot aayi hai...mai abhi doctor ko phone karti hu........”

“nhi rahne do..........mai thik hu.......”

Sahil badi muskil se thoda thoda uthakar kha rha tha...........

“mai khila deti hu......”

Juhi ne ek nivala liya aur uske muh ki taraf badha diya...sahil ne uski or dekha...

“nhi ..mai khud kha lunga.........”

“plzzzz...” juhi ne request ki.......

“maine kaha na kha lunga mai..........” sahil ne thode gusse se kaha.....juhi chup ho gayi .par hath usne abhi bhi badhaye rakha............sahil ne bebas hokar uski or dekha...mano puchh raha ho ki kyu kar rhi ho ye sab........... fir usne muh khola aur juhi ke hath se khane laga.........juhi ke man me ek ajeeb si khusi ho rhi thi.........

Khane ke bad juhi ne dawa khayi aur bed par baith gayi...kamre me bed ek hi tha..........to use samjh me nhi aa rha tha.........

“kya hua let jao..mai yhi sofe par so jaunga...........”sahil ne kaha aur sofe apr baith gya...

Juhi ne shukriya bhari najro se uski or dekha aur fir dheere se letakr aankhe band karli..............


Sahil bhi let gaya....rat me sahil ke needn khuli...use kise ke karahne ki aawaz aa rhi thi.............sahil ne time dekha....rat ke 2 baj rhe he...usne uth kar night bulb on kiya............juhi ke muh se dheere dheere karahane ki aawaz aa rhi thi..............


Sahil dheere dheere chalta hua uske pas pahucha........juhi ke chehre par ek msoomiyat bikhri thi.......wo thi hi itani najuk aur aaj ki ghatna ke bad se bahut dari dari si lag rhi thi aur fever bhi isi vajah se shayad hua tha.............sahil ne aage badhakr uske mathe ko chhua ..........juhi ko fir se bahut tej bukhar tha................aur isi vajah se wo karah bhi rhi thi...................


Sahhil ko kuchh samjh me nhi aay ki iatni rat ko kya kare..........fir usne apna hanky nikala aur pani me bhigo kar uske mathe par rakhne laga..............juhi kuchh hosh aur kuchh behoshi ke se aalam me thi......use fir bhi itana to pata chal gya tha ki ye sahil hai....... aur itana hi kafi tha..............


Subah ke 6 baj chuke the ............juhi ki neend khuli to usne dekha ki sahil ki aankhe band thi aur abhi bhi whi baitha uske sar par pattiya rakh rha tha.............uski aankho se aansu nikal gya.................

“kaise koi itna sachcha aur itna achchha ho sakta hai.........aye khuda is farishte ko meri kismet me likh de ......tujhse aur kuchh nhi mangungi...”juhi ne aansuo ki ladi ki bich ek dua mangi....


kahte hai subah ka dekha hua sapna aur subah ki mangi huyi dua – dono sach ho jate hai..............kya juhi ke sath bhi asia

UPDATE 17

 

Juhi kuchh bol nhi rhi thi bas sahil ke chehre ki or dekh rhi thi aur uski aankho se aansu bah rhe the..........sahil ne uske sar se patti hatayi ,pani me dali aur fir uske mathe par rakhne ke liye jaise hi aankhe kholkar dekha to juhi ke aankhe uske chehre ko or hi lagi thi................uski aankho me aansu dekhkar sahil ko samajh me nhi aaya.........



“kya hua..sar dard ho rha hai kya”



Juhi ne kuchh nhi kaha bas ha me sar hila diya....... wo kuchh der aur sahil ko apne pas yuhi dekhna chah rhi thi.......uske hatho ko apne sar par mahsoos karna chah rhi thi...........zindagi me fir y mauka mile na mile.........sahil usske sirhane baith gaya aur dheere dheere uske sar ko sahlane laga...........



Sahil ko apne itane kareeb paa kar juhi ke dil jor se dhadak rha tha aur uska jee chah rha tha ki waqt bas yhi tham sa jaye..........bahut sukoon mil rha tha juhi ke dil ko.........



Juhi ke man me na jane kyu ek dar sa samaa gya tha.............sahil ko khone ka dar..........kya hoga jab kl ko sahil chala jayega,,,,,,,,,,,kaise rahungi mai inke bina “ juhi ka man bahut bechain ho rha tha.............



“maine to sahil se muhabbat kar li lekin sahil .?????????.......wo to mujhse muhabbat nhi karte ........kya karu ki sahil mere ho jayen....sirf mere................”



“mai aapko jane nhi dungi sahil ..........chahe kuchh bhi ho jaye...........” juhi ne apne man me socha aur jhat se aankhe khol di..........aur sahil ka hath apne hatho me lekar choom liya.............



“thank u sahil.....thank u “ sahil juhi ki is harkat se ek dam awaaq rah gya.......lekin bola kuchh nhi............



“Juhi agar dard jyada hai to doctor ko bula du”.juhi ki harkat shayad sahil ko achchhi nhi lagi....aur wo juhi se alag hota hua bola.........




“jee..........nhi m thik hu” juhi ko bhi ahsaas hua ki sahil ko achchha nhi laga .............lekin kya karti wo bhi dil ke hatho majboor jo thi.



“thik hai fir fresh ho jao............ham thodi der me niklenge.............mai driver ko phone kar rha hu..........”



“jee...” ..juhi ne bas itanaa hi kahaa.aur bisatr se uthane lagi............uske pair me thodi soojan ho gyi thi jaha moch aayi thi...dheere dheere chalte huye wo washroom me ghus gayi...............



Karib 1 gahnte bad driver car lekar pahucha.........sahil aur juhi ne breakfast kiya aur ghar ke liye nikal diye..juhi ki tabiyat abhi bhi poori tarah se thik nhi thi..............



sahil juhi ke sath car me baitha tha............



sahil rat me thik se so hi paya tha.........car me baithe baithe hi uski aankh lag gayi..........



thodi der ke bad sahil ka sar ek taraf ko juhk gaya..aur juhi ke kandhe se lag gya..............juhi ko ek anjaani si khusi ka ahsaas ho rha tha...........wo thoda sa sahil ke karib khisak gayi aur uske sar ko apne kandhe par achchhe rakh liya aur pyar se uske sar ko sahla diya..............



sahil ko shayad thodi gahri neend aa gyi thi......aur wo bhi juhi se chipak gya tha...........juhi man hi man msukura rahi thi..........sahil ke hoth achanak juhi ko apne gale se lagte mahsoos huye........juhi ka poora badan jaise sunn ho gya...............use kuchh samjh me nhi aa rha tha ki kya kare..........sahil ke hoth gadi hilane ke sath hi uske gale se chhu ja rhe the aur fir hat jate..............juhi ka poora badan tadap utha jaisa............pahli bar kisi mard ka itna kareebi saprsh tha us najuk si kali ke shareer par..........juhi janti thi ki sahil kabhi bhi janboojhkar aisa nhi kar sakta .........aur wo use jagana nhi chah rhi thi.......use ahsaas tha ki sahil rat me bhi so nhi paya tha.........aur shayad juhi ko ye bura bhi nhi lag rha tha.........



juhi bahut kosis kar rhi thi khud ko sambhalne ki lekin bat uske hath se nikalti ja rhi thi.....achanak shayd koi breaker ya gaddhaa tha road par aur unki car thodi jor se uchhali........... sahil ke honth juhi ke mulayam gore gore gale se chhu gaye..............juhi ke liye to ek pal ko mano sari kayanat hi rook gayi...........sahil ke hoth uske galo se ragad gaye the............



”sahil ke hoth mere galo par....hiii........sahil ne mujhse kiss kiya.............uffffffff.....hii ammiii...” juhi to sharm ke mare dohri ho gayi...usne aankhe band karli........aur usi pal sahil ki aankh khul gayi .........shayad gadi ke tej jhatke ke vajah se .........use bhi pata chal gya ki kya hua aur wo aise chhitak kar door hua jaise kisi bichhu ne dunk mar diya...................



“tum dekhkar gadi nhi chala sakte ...........liscence kisne de diya tumhe.........” apni ki huyi harkat ko chuupne ke liye bechare driver ko jhad diya.......juhi bhi thodi door khisak kar baith gayi aur sharm ke mare gadi se bahar dekhne lagi.............



“sorry ...wo neend lag gayi thi isliye...........” sahil ne dheere se kaha.......



Juhi ko to itani sharm aa rhi thi ki usne sahil ki or dekha bhi nhi ........bahar hi dekhti rahi aur halka halka muskurati bhi rahi.....



poore raste dono ke bich koi bat nhi huyi......sahil se ek do bar juhi ki nazar takarayi aur turant hi dono muh fer lete.......juhi sharm se aur sahil guilty hone ke ahsaas se...........


Lagbhag sham ke 4 baje sahil aur juhi ghar pahcuhe.........sahil ne juhi ko pakad kar andar pahuchaya.......aur fir sabko sari bat batayi.............



“thanx sahil beta........ahsaan rahega tumhara hum par.....”sarfarz khan ne use gale se lagate huye kaha......



“are kaisi bat kar rhe hai uncle.......juhi to meri jimmedari thi........”



“ha beta ..tum par bharosa tha tabhi to bheja tumhare sath...........aur tumne hamara bharosa nhi tutne diya.......tum wakayi bahut achche insaan ho sahil..........”’ sarfarz sahib sahil ke kayal hote ja rhe the......



Thodi der bad sahil apne room me chala aata hai...........aur use juhi ke sath bitaye pal aur juhi ki aankho me apne liye pasandagi ke rang................sabkuchh yad aane lagta hai............



Wo aankhe band kar leta hai..............



“ai mere malik...tu kya chahta hai....?????,..mere pas to jo kuchh tha tune sab le liya ....meri muhabbat mujhse juda ho gyi......... ab plz..is masoom si ladki ko aise sapne mat dikha jo poore nhi ho sakte......juhi bahut masoom hai..........bahut najuk sa dil hai uska......muhabbat ki tadap us se bardasht nhi hogi...........mere sapne chahe to ek bar fir se tod de...............mera jo kuchh bacha hai le le......lekin tujhe teri khudai ka wasta,----juhi ka dil mat todana........ uske dil me kabhi aise khwahish mat panpane dena jo kabhi poori na ho sake............plz...............maine tujhse aaj tak koi shikayat nhi ki...lekin agar meri juhi ka ek bhi sapna toota to ..........zindagi bhar tere dar par nhi aaunga........kabhi bhi nhi...”



Kitna masoom tha sahil ...............use nhi pata tha ki jo sapne dil se jude hote hai uspar kisi ka bas nhi hota ........aur juhi ka dil to ab kisi masoom bachche ki tarah chaand pane ki khwahish karne hi laga tha.........




Kuchh din beet gaye aur juhi aur sahil ek bar fir se apni study me busy ho gaye.bas ek bat thi jo badal gayi thi..ab juhi sahil se sharmati, uski care karti aur uska intzaar karti.........sahil ko dekhne ke liye uska aankhe hamesa lagi hi rahti aur sahil ko ab juhi ki is chahat se dar lagne laga tha...............



Lagbhag one week ho gaye the sahil aur juhi ko wapas aaye lekin aaj bhi sahil ke hotho ki chhuan juhi ko apne galo par jaise mahsoos hoti aur jab bhi aisa hota uska gora mukhda sharm se ekdam gulabi ho jata........



Sahil aur juhi sath sath baithkar padh rhe the........sahil ka phone baj utha..........



Sahil ne phone uthaya aur uthakr bahar jane laga...........juhi ko achcha nhi laga.........



“kiska phone hai...” usne aakhirkar puchh hi diya.......



Sahil thithak gya.......juhi ki or gaur se dekha.......juhi ne nazre jhuka li.........”ek dost ka” usne itna hi kaha aur bahar nikal gya.......RAHUL ka phone tha.........


“kaisa hai yarr” rahul ne chahkate huye puchha....


“thik hu...tu kaisa hai......”


“mai bhi thik hu....pata hai mai bhi delhi aaya hua hu.....karol bagh me hu..........kab mil rha hai bata......????..” rahul bade khus hokar sahil se bat kar rha tha......ek hi to dost tha uska....sahil.



“aata hu kisi din...........aur bata....”



“bas yar sab thik hai..........pata hai mera bhi pre clear ho gya.........sale tune to sare contact hi khatm kar liye.......kitna phone kya maine result wale din par tune phone nhi uthaya,,,,bhool gaya na is dost ko.....” rahul ne shikwa kiya.......us bechare ko bhala kya pata ki kis kis tufan ke thapede sahe the sahil ne pichhle kuchh dino me,..........



“nhi rahul ............tujhe kaise bhool sakta hu mere bhai........bas thoda ulajh sa gaya tha.........khair chhod......... ..aata hu kal ..........kahaa rah rha hai.....?????????” sahil ne puchha.



“mai tujhe address sms kar dunga...........achcha sun yar agr koi WORLD HISTORY ka badhiya note ho to lete aana ........plzz...” rahul ne kaha.....



“ha le aaunga........aur kcuhh” sahil ne kaha..



“waise tu kaha rah rha hai.............didi ke yaha apne.........??” rahul ne kaha



“nhi..........” didi ke ghar ko yad kar k ek bar fir aaj sahil ka gala bhar aaya...........uski aawaz badi dheeme se nikali.....



“sahil kya hua............tabiyat nhi thik hai kya teri.........” rahul ko uski aawaz se laga kuchh gadbad hai....



“nh...wo phone me kuchh kharabi hai....”sahil ne kaha.



“achcha to jab tu rent par hi rah rha hai to fir yhi aajaa......... sath me rahenge.........” rahul ne kaha.



“ dekhta hu.........waise jab bhi tu kahega mai aa jaunga .........kahi bhi rahu.....chal rukunga kuchh din tere pas...” sahil ne juhi ki wajah se aisa kaha..............ab jab juhi ko uski sabse jyada jaroorat thi mains ke exam me, to wo use chhodakr kaise ja sakta tha..........



“wo to mai janta hu meri jaan, ki jab bhi bulaunga tu aa jayega.........abe ek tuhi to hai is poori duniya me jise ye rahul apna kah sakta hai” rahul thoda sa emotional ho gya, jo aamtaur par wo hota nhi tha..........



“chal achcha ..ab dialogbaji band kar aata hu kal.........”sahil ne haste huye kaha...



“chal thik hai yar,,,aana jaroor ..bye..”



“bye” sahil ne kaha aur andar ki or muda............juhi jo darwaje ke pichhe khadi sab bate sun rahi thi jaldi se andar ki or bhagi.........uska sun na jaroori jot ha........... aakhir use bhi to pata chale ki uske “ye:”” bat kis se kar rhe the............



Sahil ne usko duadate dekh liya aur sabkuchh samjh gaya.....ek halki si muskan uske hotho par fail gayi...........dono fir se sath padhne lage...mano kuchh hua hi na ho.............



Rat ke 9 baj gaye the...........Jab sahil juhi ko padha kar uthane laga..to bola...


“juhi kal mai kahi jaunga.......”sahil ki bat adhoori hi rah gayi.........



“ rukna mat wha.... “ juhi tapak se bich me hi bol padi............. .....aur fir apne ungali danto se dabaa li.........apni galti usne khud hi sahil ko bata di ki wo sab kuchh sun chuki hai............sahil uski masoomiyat par ek bar fir se muskura utha........




“dusro ke baten chhup kar sun na bahut galat baat hai....” usne juhi ki or dekh kar kaha.,



“par doosro ki baten na....apno ki to nhi......” juhi fir jhat se boli..aur sahil ko koi jawab nhi sujha........juhi ke liye to sahil ab uska apna tha...........



“padhai karti rahni ......bye...” usne kaha aur bahar nikal gaya........



Sahil Rahul se mila to uski aankhe bheeg gayi.......rahul uske liye bhai se bhadkar tha...lekin waqt ki tej rafter me shayad kahi pichhe chhut ta ja rha tha.............lekin rahul aisa dost nhi tha...........wo to sahil par jaan dene wala dost tha.....sahil ka ek khas mukam tha uski zindagi me ...sahil ne jo uske liye kiya tha rahul use kabhi bhool nhi pata tha.....




“sahil ab tu bahut udas rahne laga hai........koi bat hai kya mere bhai” sahil aur rahul dono padh rhe the jab rahul ne us se puchha ....



uske puchhne ki ek khas wajah thi....jo notes sahil ne se diye the usme kayi pages par kuchh-kuchh likha tha..............jaise....... “ I will not forgive u, kabhi maaf nhi karunga tumhe – BEWAFA...” aur bhi kuchh ...........aur jo kal ka news paper sahil ne padha tha usme isi tarah ka kuchh likha tha............un history notes ke back pages par bhi ...............



“nhi yar aise hi..........” sahil ne talna chaha......



“sahil ,,tu mujhse chuppana chahata hai......?” rahul ko jaise bahut dukh hua is bat ka...........



“nhi yar...bataunga tujhe bas abhi nhi...mains exam hai na...pahle ise de lete hai...........bas itna jan le ki kisi ki- BEWAFAI - yad aa jati hai tabhi ye lines likhta hu...........” sahil ke chehre par ek dard ki lakeer ubhar aayi...........



“sahil,idhar dekh meri aankho me...kaun hai wo....bata mujhe kaun hai wo.......tu janta hai na mujhe.........tu to sab janta hai,,,,bas bata de kaun ho wo kamini........” rahul ka chehra gusse se bhabhak utha.......




“nhi rahul !!!!! Plz...kuchh mat kahna use.....plz...aur ek wada kar ..tu kabhi nhi puchhega mujhse.........wada kar” sahil ne use kuchh bhi kahne se rok diya.......



“yar aaj tak teri koi bat taali hai maine....,,.........,ja kiya wada..........nhi puchhunga.........waise bhi us badnaseeb ke bare me kya karungaa jan ke jise tujh jaise heere ki kadr nhi pata.......nhi puchhunga.,......bas agr kisi din meri jaroorat pad jaye to ek bar aawaz dena.........jaan de dunga tere liye........tu to janta hai na ki rahul tere liye kuchh bhi kar sakta hai kuchh bhi.........” rahul ne use gale se lagaa liya......



“haa mere yar..........janta hu mai.........thanx yar tu aa gya... ... bahhut akela pad gya that tera bhai..........”sahil bhi jor se uske gale se lag gaya.........



“saale ek bar bol nhi sakta tha......tere liye sabkuchh chhodkar aa jata mai........” rahul ne kaha...



“mujhe pata tha tu jaroor aayega...........” sahil ne kaha ur uski aankh bhar aayi.




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Aaj sahil ko gaye teen din beet gaye the aur juhi ko ye teen din jaise salo ke barabar lag rhe the............na uska padhne me man lag rha tha na kuchh karne me...............wo room me idhar udhar tahal rhi thi.............hath me book thi lekin nak par gussa bhi bahut tha..............




“jane kya samjhte hai khud ko.........bola tha ki rookna mat ........lekin meri sunta kaun hai.....kise fikar hai meri....mat aayen...... ...mar thode hi jaungi...........” wo badbada rhi thi aur bar bar darwaje ki taraf dekh rhi thi.............




“mai bhi pagal hu........ kyu itana paresan hu......nhi aate hai to mat aaye ...mujhe kya.......aane do is baar bat nhi karungi....” juhi ne kaha aur darwaje ki or dekha.....sahil darwaje par ek hath rakhe khadaa muskura rha tha...............juhi to mano sharm se gad gayi..........



“uff khuadaya.... suna hoga to kya socheneg...........kuchh bhi soche.....huuuuunnn.....muskurate bhi aise hai jaise mujh par ahsaan kar rhe hai........” usne kaha aur book me aise dekhne lagi jaise sahil ke aane ka pata hi na ho.



Sahil ko uski har masoom ada par hasi aati thi.....adaye bhi aisi ki koi chhoti si bachchi ho.....wo muskurata hua room ke andar aa gya............



“kaisi ho juhi............?” usne andar aakar thodi doori par khade hote huye bade pyaar se puchha.......



“nhi bolungi” juhi ne man me scoha aur books me dekhti rahi....jabardast ignore mar rhi thi wo masoom si pari...........aur gusse ke mare ekdam shoal lag rhi thi.........




Sahil ka hasi ke mare bura hal tha...lekin use pata tha ki agar galti se bhi has diya to ye “shole” phat padenge.......wo dheere se aage badha aur juhi ki najuhk si kalayi tham li...................



Juhi ki to mano jaan hi nikal gayiiiiiiii...........


Juhi ne sar uthakar sahil ki or dekha par kuchh boli nhi aur apne dusre hath me pakdi book ko bed par fenk kar apna hath chhudane lagi..............

Sahil ko thoda sa maja aa rha tha use tang karne me to usne hath nhi chhoda...............juhi poori kosis kar ke thak gayi aur ruansi hote huye boli..........



“chhodiye hamara hath.............”



“achchha aur agar na chhodu to ........” sahil ko sach me majaa aa rha tha use tang karne me.........


“to...to..to hum chillayenge ...........” juhi ne badi masoomiya se kaha.



“achchhaaaaa.....aur chilla kar kya kahogi,.........” sahil ne muskurate huye kaha.......



“kahenge ki...kiiii...ki............” aur juhi chup ho gayi........use samajh me nhi aaya ki kya bole. Sahil ko fir se hansi aa gyi......



“naraz ho mujhse...........”sahil ne is bar bade pyar se puchha............



Juhi ne nazre jhuka li.......kuchh nhi boli.......sahil ne apne hath se uski thodhi pakadkar uska chehra upar kiya.............



“bolo na naraz ho ??????............”



Juhi ne is bar haa me sar hila diya................




“achchha sorry.......” sahil ne uska hath chhoda aur uske samne ek ghutne ko moadkar jameen se lagate huye apne hatho se kan pakada liya aur muskurate huye uski neeli,khoobsoorat aankho me dekhne lgaa........




Juhi ko bahut ppyar aa rha tha sahil pe....uske dil me aaya ki abhi uske gale se lipat jaye.lekin wo aisa nhi kar sakti thi....itana haq shayad use nhi tha abhi...........




Juhi ne aage badhkar uska hath uske kano se hata diya....aur naa me sar hilaya...ki aise mat kiya karo............



“itane hi dino me hi gungi ho gayi kya........” sahil ne fir se jala diya use ..aur is bar juhi fat padi.........



“ha mai gungi hu....pagal hu...befkaaof hu.............aap to bahut sayane ho...........itane din gaye ho gye the..........ek bar phone tak nhi kiya...........aur jab maine kiya to uthaye bhi nhi........aur fir puchhte hai naraz ho???.. are naraz to houngi hi na...” juhi aise daant rhi thi jaise koi bivi apne shauhar ko dant ti hai...........sahil ke chehre par ek bhav aaya lekin sirf chand lamho ke liye kyuki fir usne khud ko sambhal liya...................




“sorry bola na ....achcha chhodo in baton ko.......chalo taiyar raho ..mai abhi aata hu fir padhenege dono............” sahil ab sulah karne ke modd me tha ,lekin juhi ka abhi aisa koi irada nhi lag rha tha...............




“mujhe nhi padhana” usne fir se muh bichkate huye kaha.....




“padhana to padega na babu...........” achcanak sahil ke muh se nikal gayaa............juhi ka to mano din ban gaya.........kitne pyar se sahil ne use ‘ babu’ kaha tha...........kitna apna pan tha us lahje me........uska sara gussa kisi jhag ki tarah baith gya...........whi sahil ko apni galti ka ahsaas hua........



“ab aap nhi jaoge na........” juhi ne puchha........sahil ke pyar se uski narazgi to khatm ho gyi thi lekin ab use guarantee chahiye thi ki ye galti dobara nhi hogi............




“yar wo akela hai delhi me ............dost hai mera” sahil ne kaha........




“to aap use yhi bula lena......mai kuchh nhi janti..........” juhi thode se jid karne wale lahje me boli..........



“juhi ek din to jana hi hai na.................” sahil ne kaha aur bahar nkal gya.



Juhi whi khadi use jate dekhti rahi.............. “main hi jane dungi sahil aapko.......chahe kuchh bhi ho jaye.....kuchh bhi........dekh lena aap........” usne dabdabayi aankho se kaha.




Sahil apne room me aate hi bistar par pad gaya..............juhi ke bare me sochne laga.........Use kuchh to andaza ho hi gaya tha ki juhi ke man me uske liye pyar ke jazbat hai ...aur wo apne kadam pichhe khichna chah rah tha......koi bhi aisa kam nhi karna chah rha tha jis se juhi ko koi galat signal mile...lekin har bar uske sachche dil aur uski masoomiyat se maat kha jata tha..................koi banawat nhi thi juhi ke dil me....koi paap nhiii.




“kya karu is masoom ka......kaise samjhau ise...........”sahil juhi ke bare me soch soch kar paresan ho rha tha......use juhi ki chahat se sachmuch dar lagne lagaa tha...........




Dheere dheere fir sabkuchh pahle jaise chalne lgaa ...........sahil rahul se milne jata tha par jyada rukta nhi tha........juhi bhi dil lagakr padhai kar rhi thi.........din rat padhne me pata nhi chalta ............aur bahut teji se din beetene lage.................




December ka mahina suru ho chukka tha aur joro ki thand padni suru ho gayi thi....................Mains ka exam ho chukka tha aur ab feb ke end tak result aana tha...........sahil ke papaers achchhe huye the lekin UPSC aur civil services ki anischitata se sabhi wakif the .......to koi kah nhi sakta tha ki mera jaroor ho hi jayega..........




Sahil ne ek do bar is bich ghar par phone kiya a.............mummy papa se bat ki.......aur kabhi kabhi renu ka phone bhi aa jata.......lekin na to kabhi uske bhai ne phone kiya na didi ne ...........aur na kabhi us “ BEWAFA” ne ................lagbahg 2 sal ho gaye the sahil ko didi ke yha gaye aur un logo se bat kiye.............use lagta hi nhi tha ki koi uska apna bhi hai delhi me............





Sahil ab bhi uski yado me rota tha lekin ab itana to sambhal gaya tha ki wo aansu band kamre me nikalte the...............



Agar koi delhi me sahil ka apna tha to wo thi wo masoom si pari.............. ***JUHI***




Juhi ab thodi udas rahti thi..........wo jitna sahil ke dil ke pas hona chahti sahil utna hi us se door bhagta..........use lagne laga tha ki uski muhabbat dam todati jaa rhi thi..............




kahne ko to sab kahte hai ki chahe muhabbat mile na mile........lekin muhabbat nhi marti ........shayad ye sach bhi hai .lekin ek sach ye bhi hai ki na-umeedi ka daman jyade der thamna aasan nhi hota......... juhi ko dil ab dheere dheere tutne laga tha.........uski muhbbat uske dil me ghut ghut kar mar rhi thi........lekin juhi ne har nhi mani thi...........





“sahil aap sirf mere ho ...........aur mai itani aasani se apni kisi chij ko nhi chhodati........” usne apne man me than liya tha ki ek aakhiri kosis wo jaroor karegi aur sahil ke samne apna dil kholkar rakh degi...............use apni muhabbat ka yakeen dilayegi aur use jane nhi degi................




Lekin sab kcuhh hone ke bad bhi wo himmat nhi juta paa rhi thi.................




Din beet te rahe.......sahil roj UPSC ki site check karta......juhi nahi karti............use ab IAS ban ne ki shayd itani khusi nhi thi jitna is bat ka dar tha ki......... “ sahil mujhe chhodakar chale jayenge” aur uska man bahut udas ho jata..........




Aur fir ek din result aa gya...............CS(MAINS) QULAIFIED-201*......upsc ki site par red color me chamak rha tha...............ghar par aaj sirf juhi aur sahil the ............juhi kucchh padh rhi thi jab sahil ne site kholi aur jaise hi dekha......jor se chillaya......



“juhi aa gya...........result aa gya”




“sach?” juhi bhi bhagkar sahil ke pas pahuchi.sahil ne page download kiya aur juhi thik uske piche chair par tek lagaye uske pichhe se jhuki thi.....dono ka dil joro se dhadak rha tha...........sahil ne ek pal ko apne aankhe band ki...juhi ne bhi............



Dono ne ek dusre ke liye dua mangi................




“Mera sapna chahe toot jaye bhagwan..par juhi ka dil mat toadana.......plzzzzz”




“aye mere khuda.........mere sahil ka sapna poora kar dena..mera kya hai....jee lungi”




Sahil ne roll no dala.pahle juhi ka fir apna .....dono ki dua kubool ho gayi thi...............




“Sahillllllll” juhi mare khusi ke uchhal padi..............




Ek pal ko sabkuchh bhool gya sahil...wo chair se utha aur juhi ko apne baho me jakad kar hawa me utha liya aur teji se ghumane laga..............




“juhi ...i m sooooooo happyyyyyy...tumne kar dikahya..............thank u juhi......thank u......”sahil behad khus tha aur use khus dekhakr juhi bhi ..sahil ke seene se lage use sharm bhi aa rhi thi aur pyar bhi bahut aa rha tha...............




Sahil ne use niche utara aur uske galo ko jor se choom liya.................
“I m so happy juhi........ummmmmmuuaaaaa” sahil ne uske dono galo ko choom liya........




Juhi to mare sharm ke pani pani ho gayi jaise............lekin use pata tha ki sahil khusi me ye kar rha hai............usne sahil ko jara bhi ahsaas nhi hone diya ki usne kuchh kiya hai............lekin ek bar uska dil fir se bahut jor dhadka tha.........kashhhhhhhhhhhh..




“mai bhi bahut khus hu sahil....thank u....... .thank u so much...........”




“chalo baba ko phone karte hai.............”sahil schmuch bahut khus tha use khud bhi pata nhi tha ki usne kya kiya..........




Fir thodi der bad khan baba ur sarfaraz sahb bhi aa gaye..........wo dono bhi behad khus the.............khan baba ne juhi ko apne baho me bhar liya..........unki aankho me aansu aa gye the........khusi ke aansu....



Sahil ko rahul ka phone aaya........... usne bhi INTERVIEW ke liye qualify kar liya tha..................ab bas ek aakhiri padav rah gya tha.............INTERVIEW.




Kuchh dino bad intervie ki dates aa gayi..............sahil ka interview pahle tha ............fir rahul ka aur fir juhi ka............sahil kyoki ek bar interview de chukka tha isliye use thoda bahut pata tha............usne jo kuchh bhi use pata tha wo sabkuchh juhi aur rahul ko samjhaya................





Kahte hai interview me 90% luck hota hai aur 10% knowledge...........shayad ye sach bhi ho...to ab sahil ko kismet aajmana tha.........wo kismet jisne ab tak sirf use dhokha diya tha........lekin ab uski zindagi me kuchh badal tha.........uski zindagi me juhi thi .............ek dost tha..........aur ek vishwas tha..........




Aaj sahil ka interview tha aur aaj sahil behad udas tha ...........sarfarz sahib khud use apni car me lekar aana chahte the lekin sahil ne mana kar diya........par juhi nhi mani aur wo bhi uske sath aayi thi.lagbhag 7 din bad uska apna interview tha..............




Auto me baithe baithe sahil ko aaj bahut kuchh yad aa rha tha......use aarti yad aa rhi thi...........aise hi ek din wo bhi aayi thi ..............ek aansu uski aankh se bah gya ..........juhi ki najro se na wo aansu bach saka aur na sahil ka dard........usne sahil ka hath apne ek hath me liya aur apne dusre hath se uska aansu saf kar diya............sahil ne dheer se apna sar uske kandhe par rakh diya...........jaha duniya bhar ka sukoon tha..........bharosa tha............





Sahil UPSC ke gate se entry karne ke liye taiyar tha.........juhi ne dheere se uska hath pakda..........





“sahil, mai tumhe kabhi akela nhi chhodugi.....chahe kuchh bhi ho jaye.....tumhari kasam !!!!!!!! ........pure confidence se interview dena............mai hamesa tumhare sath hu..........ALL THE BEST.”




Sahil ki nazro ne uska shukriya ada kiya aur wo andar chal diya.........juhi ke un sabdo ne jadu ka sa asar kiya tha,,....sahil ka man aatm-vishwas se bhar gya ............




Sahil ka interview ho gya tha aur wo juhi ke sath wapas ghar aa gya......interview achcha hua tha......





Juhi aur rahul ka interview bhi khatm ho chuka tha..............unke interview bhi thik huye the........aur ab bas intzaar tha final result ka.................




Sahil ko ab apna yha rahna thik nhi lag rha tha...........aur ek din usne ye bat kah di............ sare log sath me hi baithe huye the........juhi bhi............




“khan baba , ab mai sochta hu ki mujhe chalna chahiye.......” juhi ka dil dhakk se rah gya........




“kaha sahil beta.........” baba ne bade lagav se puchha...




“jee mera matlab, hamesa ke liye ....ab kahi aur rahna chahta hu..........aur ab to juhi ki padhai bhi ho gyai hai...............to ab yha rahna thik nhi lagta...........” sahikll ne saf saf apni bat kah di.......





Juhi ki aankhe bhar aayi thi.... usne sabse chhup kar sahil ki or dekha......un khoobsoorat aankho me aansuo ke moti chamak rahe the aur ek sawal tha sahil ke liye........




” mujhe chhodakar???????????”




Sahil jayda der tak uski nazro ka samnaa nhi kar saka aur ankhe fer li...........




“sahil.......tumhe yha koi dikkat hai beta.........kaun sa ham tum par ahssan karte hai.....kiraya dete ho tum.........yhi raho beta ...........dil laga rahta hai tumhare rahne se...........koi dikat ho to batao............”




“jee...nhi baba koi dikkat nhi hai.........bas ab soch rha hu ki.........” sahil kuchh bol bhi nhi paya.tabhi sarfarz khan bich m bole........




“sahil kahi na jaoge tum.....yar itane din se sath ho.....ek dam sage bête ki tarah lagte ho........kaise jane de tumhe..........aur vaise bhi kuchh din me to chale hi jaoge...jab IAS ban jaoge.........”




“jee uncle......par kya pata?” sahil ne sar jhukaye jhukaye kaha...




Juhi ne pyar se apne baap ko dekha aur dil me hi unka shukriya ada kiya..........sahil ko rok liya tha unhone ............kuchh din ke liye hi sahi...........lekin juhi ke dil me apne abbu ki wo bat baith gayi..........




” kuchh din me to chale hi jaoge..........” wo uski aankhe dabdaba gayi aur wo uthakar andar chali gayi...........



Aaine ke samne khadi jhui ne apne aansu saf kiye aur ek bar fir se boli............



“mai tumhe nahi jane dungi sahil ..................chahe kuchh bhi ho jaye.”

Sahil ke dil ka dard ab dheere dheere nafarat ka rang leta ja rha tha...........use nafart ho gayi thi sabse ....is matlabi jahaan se .........lekin fir dil me khyala aata ki isi jahaan me to juhi jaise aur khan baba jaise log bhi hai............kaise nafart kar sakta hai koi use se.........sochana bhi shayad paap hai.........aur sahil ke liye to jo juhi ne kiya tha, wo to apni jaan dekar bhi shayad uska ahsaan nhi chuka sakta tha.............


Lekin apno se nafarat ho gayi thi sahil ko.....shadeed nafarat.............


Final result ke liye ab din gine ja rhe the kisi din bhi aa sakta tha...................


(ek bat aap sab ko bata du dosto.....jayadatar logo ko pata hoga....jab bhi koi final result aata hai to har candidate ka poora nam mention hota hai.....jabki baki result me sirf roll number...to jo bhi result dekhta hai use pata chal jata hai..........)



Pta nhi rumaors thi ya sachchai par news fail gayi thi ki aaj IAS ka result aane wala tha.............




Sham ke 7 baj rhe the.....juhi aur sahil uske room me baithe idhar udhar ki baten kar rhe the.............juhi jyada se jayad time sahil ke sath rahna chahti thi.....juhi ka sath achcha to sahil ko bhi lagta tha...........juhi ne soch liya tha ki esult aane ke bad wo sahil ko apne dil ki bat saf saf bata degi.....aur use yakeen dilayegi ki uski muhabbat sachchi hai.........




Juhi ke phone ki ghanti baji,.....................usne phone nhi uthaya....tabhi sahil ka phone bhi ghanaghan utha........ usne bhi apna phone nhi uthaya............sahil ne juhi ki aankho me dekha..........juhi turant samjh gayi..............dono ne jaldi se apane phone switch off kar diya.....aur teji se computer ki or lapke..............jahir tha ki logo ko result aane ka pata chala hoga aur fir se whi taane shayad sun ne ko mile jo pichhle bar mile the nakam hone par...............


Sahil ka dil jor jor se dhadak rha tha........usne upsc ki site kholi .......aur result aa chukka tha.............




“ CIVIL SERVICES (FINAL) RESULT-201* ”


Sahil ne juhi ki or dekha.....sahil ki aankho me ek dar tha.......haar ka dar.........juhi ne uske kandhe par dheere se hath rakh diya.........




“mai hamesa tumhare sath hu sahil.........hamesa.....” juhi ne kaha.uski aankho me itana pyar tha ki sahil ka gala bhar aaya.............sahil ne juhi ka hath apno hatho me liya aur result par click kar diya..................



PDF download ho chuki thi aur sahil ne teji se end ka button daba diya............page ekdam niche pahucha gya aur dheere dheere sahil upar badhne laga..............






RANK ROLL NO NAME


1126 00321 SAILJA
1127 05632 RESHAM SHARMA
1128 - 67341 PANKAJ SINGH





Jaise jaise sahil upar badh rha tha higher rank ke students ka nam aata ja rha tha..............


List 200 tak pahuch gayi thi lekin na to sahil ka, na rahul ka aur na hi juhi ka ...kisi ka bhi nam nhi aaya tha...........sahil ka dil baithta ja rha tha..........





“juhi agar mera nhi hua to tum bhi mujhse dosti tod logi..............tum bhi mujhe akela chood dogi...........” sahil ke dil me sari purani baten ghoom rhi thi.............usne computer ka mouse chhod diya aur juhi ki taraf dekhakr bola..............




“ sahil??????.......juhi tadap si gayi uski is bat par.........aur aaj teesri bar uske dil se aarti ke liye badddua nikli......... .”bewafa,tujhe kabhi muhaabt naseeb na ho...........” usne apne dil me kaha.




“bolo na juhi “ sahil uski aankho me dekhte huye bola........juhi ki aankhe bhar aayi sahil ke chehre ka dard aur masoomiyat dekhkar..........




kitni bar ye yakeen dila chuki thi juhi............lekin sahil ke dil ka zakhm itna gahra tha ki use aitabbar nhi aata tha........aarti ne bhi to kitni bar yhi kaha tha ...lekin kya kiya usne............




“mai aapko kabhi nhi chhodungi sahil........chahe kuchh bhi ho jaye ...” juhi ne kaha aur apne hath mouse par rakh diye........



Juhi ab dheere dheere mouse scroll kar rhi thi aur sahil chuchap screen par najre lagaye the.....wo shayad har man chukka tha...uski aankhe to us screen par thi lekin uska dhyan wha nhi tha..........




“RAHUL SHARMA” juhi ki nazar is nam par rook gayi.....




RANK 195--- JUHI ne nam padha fir pas me rakhe paper jisme teeno ke roll ne tha, Us se roll no milaya...........wahi roll number tha................



“sahill..sahil” juhi ne sahil ka kandha hilaya.sahil ne aankhe khol di........



“haa,” aur jaise hi screen par nazar padi...........



“ho gya rahul ka........????..” sahil ke chehre par chamak aa gyi ...........



Juhi ne haa me sar hilaya aur fir chuchap aage dekhne lagi...........



Sahil ne juhi ka hath fir se apane hath me le liya jaise ki mano dar rha ho...............



Aur fir ............



“RANK -167, JUHI KHAN”


sahil ka chehra khil utha....kuchh pal ko use sabkuchh bhool gya..........juhi ke chehre par bhi ek chamak thi...............sahil ne juhi ko gale laga liya..............





“tumne kar dikhaya juhi...........mujhe pata tha..........bahut fakr ho rha hai aaj tum par..........vaise tum par fakr hone ke liye is result ki jaroorat nhi hai............tum ek pari ho..........” sahil ki bat se juhi ka dil jhoom rha tha ....use khusi bhi ho rhi thi ki usne apne baba ka sapna poora kar diya ............lekin uska dhyan abhi bhi sahil ke result par hi tha..........use pata tha ki sahil na aata to shayad wo bhi apna sapna poora na kar pati...........sahil ke aane se use bahut bada sahar mila tha......itane apne pan se sahil use padhata tha ki use sabkuchh aasan lagta......aur aaj result bhi usi ka fal tha..........




“aye khuda ..........bass ab mere sahil ka nam bhi dikha de...........”juhi ne dil me ek aarzoo ki.......




Juhi sahil se alag huyi aur ek bar fir se screen pe nazre jamma di..................




har gujarte nam ke sath sahil ka dil toot ta ja rha tha ........jab rank 50 tak pahuch gayi to sahil ki aankh se ek aansu nikal kar juhi ke hath par gir pada aur wo uthkar jane laga......JUHI ne jhat se uska hath tham liya ........aur na me sar hilakar use baithne ko bola......sahil ko bharosa to nhi tha ki uski rank 50 ke above bhi kabhi hogi...lekin juhi ki aankho me aansu dekhkar wo baith gaya wapas..........




juhi ne ek aakhiri umeed ke sath niche ko scroll kiya aur screen par nazar dali............



“RANK-38. SAHIL SINGH”



juhi ki nazar us nam par jakar chipak si gayi.........sahil bhi ektak dekh rha tha.............ROLL NO par ek nazar dali ...same.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...............juhi ne sahil ki aankho me dekha..........aur sahil ki aankho se jhar jhar aansu bahne lage...............usne jor se juhi ko apni baho me bhar liya aur buri tarah se tadap kar rone laga.................



Juhi bhi ro rhi thi ..........sahil uski god me sar chhupaye buri tarah se ro rha tha................aaj use sab kuchh yad aa rha tha.............sabkuchh.




Sahil ko apni padhai ka sangharsh, college cycle se jana (jabki ghar par bike thi) , papa ka karj lekar uski fees dena ....aur coaching ke liye papa ka jameen bechana aur mummy ka apne gahne girvi rakhna............dheeraj ka use paiso ke liye saf mana karna..........aarti ke liye bachpan se uska pyar......bachpan me uske liye sabse ladna, ........ apne hisse ki cheeje uske liye chhupa kar rakhna ........., apne peeth par use ghumana...........nadi par uske sath ghumne jana.......wo kheto me ghumna.........ladna-jhagdanaa.........roothan-manana.....fir uski dosti............uska pyar........aur uski bewafayi..........akele dilli ki jhopad patti me gujari wo kali raten.........ro ro kar akele aarti ko bulana..use mafi mangna ..........us galti ki jo usne kabh ki hi nhi..........aarti ki yad me bhukhe-pyaase din rat tadapna....... ...aur sabse jyada yad aa rha tha use aarti ka kahna “ sabko jalan ho rhi hai mujhse”...........sabkuchh yad aa rha tha.......sahil apne pair mode huye juhi ki god me kisi bachche ki tarah dubaka hua jar jar ro rha tha........




“thank you juhi ....thank u juhi...................thank u.....”usne sar uthakr juhi ki or dekha aur bas yhi bolta rha .........aur ek bar fir se sar uski god me chhupakar rone laga.......




Sahil kitni buri tarah se hurt hua tha iska andaza tha juhi ko aur aaj uska sara dard aansuo ki shakl lekar bahar aa rha tha..........juhi ne use rone diya aur khud bhi roti rahi........




sahil ka role uski zindagi me bahaot bada tha ......bhale hi usne sahil ke liye bahut kiya lekin sahil ke aane ke bad se uski zindagi ka ek khalipan khatm ho gya tha...........juhi ko ahsaas tha ki sahil na hota to shayd wo itni mehnat na kar pati aur na hi is teen stage wale, INDIA me sabse tough kahe jane wale is exam ke liye itna lamba patience rakh pati...............sahil ne use anguli pakadkar chalaya tha is raste par............aur ab wo use khona nhi chahti thi....




Juhi ko sab soch soch kar sahil par bahot pyar aa rha tha..........usne juk kar sahil ke sar ko choom liya..........




“chup ho jao sona.......plz..............” juhi ko ab sahil ka rona bardasht nhi ho rha tha..........kitna roya hai sahil , kitni tadap hai uske dil me..............juhi ka man sahil ke liye tadap rha tha...........




“juhi mai mar jata tum nhi milti to.............mai marne wala tha juhi...........” sahil ne ek bar phir se sar uthakar bas itna hi kaha.........uska poora chehra aansuo se bhiga hua tha.........




“mai aapko kaise marne deti sahil...........plz aisi baten mat karen...........plzzzzzzzz.....mai aapko kabhi kuchh nhi hone dungi......”” juhi ne sahil ke mathe ko choom liya aur use apne seene se laga liya...........juhi bhi buri tarah se rone lagi .



Sahil ko aaj apno ki kami bahut khal rhi thi..........apne mummy papa k kami...............jab bhi sahil rota tha use maa bahut yad aati .......ghar par hota to kabhi ek aansu nhi nikalta......maa kabhi uski aankh me ek aansu dekh leti to pure ghar me bawal ho jata aur jo bhi uska jimmedar hota uski khair nhi........unka sabse ladla tha sahil............ dilli aane ke bad jaise aansu uske naseeb ban gaye the.................kisi ko parwah nhi thi sahil ke aansuo ki............jiske liye aaya tha, jiske bahrose aaya tha...sabne chhod diya tha..........




Sahil aaj sachmuch bahut jyada dard me tha........har dard aaj ek aansu ki shakl lekar bah rha tha..............juhi ke kahne ke bawjood ,lakho kosiso ke bawajood uske aansu nhi rook rhe the,,,,,,,..seedhiyo par kisi ke aane ki aawaz huyi ...........





“sahil.........plz.........chup ho jaiye sahil,,,,,,,,,baba aa rhe hain ” juhi ne uske balo me hath pheret huye kaha.......




Sahil ne muskil se apne aansuo ko roka aur juhi ki aankhio me dekhne laga.......juhi ne jaldi se apne duppate se uska chehra saf kiya ............aur thodi door hatkar baith gayi .....sahil ki aankhe lal ho gayi thi............




Baba jaise hi andar aaye juhi daudati huyi unke seene se lag gayi..............




“mera ho gay baba, sahil ka bhi..............” juhi ne bas itna kaha...khan baba ne uski peshani choom li.............




“meri beti.........khus raho ...allah tumhe jamane bhar ki khusi de,........tumhe nhi pata tumne is budhe ko kitani badi khusi di hai...........jeeti raho....”khan baba ki bhi aankhe nam ho gyi........



Sahil bhi uthkar aage badha....khan baba ne use bhi gale se laga liya......ek taraf juhi ek taraf sahilll......




“jeete raho mere bachcho............aaj bahut dino bad is “KHAN VILA” me khusi aayi hai...........” khan baba ne mano elan kiya ho....



Sarfarz sahib bhi anadar pahuche.........



“abbu “juhi daudkar unke gale se lag gayi..........



“sarfarz mere dono bachcho ne kar dikhaya........dono pass ho gaye” khan baba ne unke aate hi kaha..........




“mujhe poora bharosa tha in dono ki mehanat par......i m proud of u beta..........” sarfaraz sahab ki aankhe khusi se chamak rhi thi...........



Thodi der ke bad khan baba aur sarfarz niche chale gaye aur sham ke liye ek chhoti si party ki palnning hone lagi............ aarti bhi unke sath niche chali gayi.sahil akela rah gya room me........




Sahil ne apna phone switch on kiya.......56 missed call thi..........wah ri duniya .......aaj tak jis sakhs ko koi puchhne wala nhi tha usko 2 ghante me 56 phone aaye the.............sahil ke chehre par fir se ek dard ubhar aaya..............kuchh jan pahchan wale the aur bahut sare unknown numbers se call the..............




Aaj sahil ko wo din yad aa rha tha jab uska do sal pahle interview ka result aaya tha aur uska nahi hua tha..........kitni naseehaten di thi sabne use...



“bank ki taiyari karo, tumse nhi hoga............

“are isme bahut ghoos chalta hai....

“are college top karna aur bat hai ..IAS ban na aur.........

“kaha tum iske chakkar me pad gaye ....koi chhoti moti naukri kar lete..........





Ek sakhs ne phone karke nhi kaha ki koi bat nhi sahil phir se karna........aur to aur uske apne bhai ne use chhod diya..............sahil har iljaam apne seene par chup chap sajata chala gya..........aur aaj ?????????..............ek bar phir se sahil ki aankhe nam ho gyi...tabhi juhi ne uske kandhe par hath rakha............aur naa me sar hila diya......sahil ne jabardasti muskurane ki kosis ki.........



“mummy papa ko bataya????” juhi ne bade pyar se puchha...........



Sahil ne naa me sar hilaya...........



“sahil?........chlo abhi phone karo..........” juhi ne bade hak se kaha...........sahil ko bahut achcha laga...........



“mummy mai sahil...........” sahil ne phone kiya..........


“kaise hai mera beta........bahut dino bad maa ki yad aayi...........tu bhi bhool gaya kya sahil ??” sahil ko sach much is bar kafi time ho gya tha phone kiye........



“mummy, tumhara beta IAS ban gya mummy.....”sahil ne kaha aur lakh kosis ke bawjood uski aankho se aansu nikal gaye.........




“mera bachcha,jug jug jiyo mere lala.....bhagwan ne ham bhudho ki sun li.......teri tapsya safal ho gyi mere laal........bahut dukh uthaye tune apne sapne ke liye ....mera dil kahta tha tera ho jayega.........mai aaj bahut khus hu.........meri umar lag jaye mere bête ko......” sahil ki mummy bhi ro rhi thi




Sahil ke papa ghar par nhi the..........sahil bahut bahvuk ho gya tha.........usne jyada bat nhi ki aur fir phone karne ko bolkar phone rakh diya.............



Sahil ne phone rakha hi tha ki RAHUL ka phone aane laga.........sahil ne phone receive kiya.........




“sahil , mubarak ho dost.........ham jeet gaye sahil.......mere bhai , mai bhi kuchh ban gya yar..........tera rahul bhi kisi layak ho gya mere yaar....”rahul ki aawaz bahut bheegi huyi lag rhi thi........




“tujhe bhi Mubarak ho meri jan..........haa mere yar ham jeet gaye,.......”sahil ki aankhe bhi nam ho gyi...............




“sahil,tu to meri maa bhi ,behan bhi, bhai bhi........aaj teri vajah se mai kuchh ban gya yar...thanx yar.” rahul jo bahut hi majobot hua karta tha aaj ro rha tha........emotion jaise aaj sare darwaje tod kar bah nikle the...........




“maine kya kiya rahul.......sab teri mehant hai mere yar.....plz tu to mat ro ...plz” sahil ne badi muskil se kaha.




“sab janta hai tu............aur hai hi kaun mera..........thanku sahil...”



Thodi der bat karke sahil ne phone rakh diya.......kal subah rahul se milne ja rha tha........Juhi ne sahil ke kandhe par hath rakhte huye kaha...........




“ab mat ro sahil,,,aapki ksimat me jo kali badli thi wo chhat gayi..........plz......bahut aansu baha liye...”




Sahil ka sar juhi ko dekhakr juhk sa gya.....uske dil me aa rha tha ki apna sar us pyari si ladki ke kadmo me rakh de aur ek bar uske kadmo se lipat kar ro le.........



“juhi ,tumne to jo kiya hai mere liye.............


“kuchh mat kaho aap....aur maine kuchh nhi kiya.....sab aapke patience aur aapki mehant ka inaam hai..........ab chalo thoda fresh ho jao aap .......” juhi ne bade muhbbbat se kaha.




Sahil bas dheere se muskura diya......use pata tha ki juhi ne kya kiya hai uske liye..........lekin wo to pari thi ............apne ahsano ka ahsaas kaise hone deti.........




Sham hote hote khan sahb ke ghar par poora huzoom pahuch chukka tha.......saare jan ne pahchane wale ,colony ke sab log ......sab Mubarak bad dene aaye the............bas sahil ka apna koi nhi aaya tha.......




Der rat tak party chalti rahi aur fir sab log so gaye............aaj bhi sahil ko neend nhi aa rhi thi......aaj bhi use aarti ki bahut yad aa rhi thi............aaj uske zindagi ka sabse bada din tha aur wo uske sath nhi thi.......sahil uski yado me khoye huye neend ke aaghosh me sama gya.......




Dusre din subah hi media aur sahil ke coaching institute ke senior members aaye the........aaj tak sahil gum naam tha lekin ab nhi.............aur fir ab wo ek hara hua insaan nhi tha....media ke liye to ye ek badi khabar thi....”ek kisan ka beta IAS”





Sahil ko aaj uske coaching me request karke bulaya gya...........sahil juhi ko sath lekar gya tha............sahil ko Rs 3 lakh ka prize diya gya tha coaching ki taraf se aur ek chhota sa lecture bhi diya usne...........sahil ke din lautne lage the..................




Usi din sham ko sab log baithe the jab sahil ne kaha........




“baba mai kal ghar ja rha hu........mummy papa se mile bahut din ho gaye.......”


“haan,haan jao beta........fir kab tak lautege..........” khan baba ne kaha...


“jee....kuchh kah nhi sakta.......fir shayd training suru ho jayegi......1 month bad .....to shayd whi se chalaa jau.........”


“sahil yha ho ke jaana beta......hame bhi tumhari yad ayegi........” khan baba bole.



“jee,jaroor aaunga........khan baba aapne to ek baap se badhakr pyar kiya hai mujhe...... .pata nhi aapke ahsaan kaise..............”sahil ki bat adhoori rah gai....sarfaraz sahib ne dant diya ......




“khabardar sahil, jo kabhi ahsaan kaha to..........ham sirf beta kahte nhi mante hai tumhe.........jao ghar........jab chaho aa jana..........apna hi ghar samjh karo..........aur kabhi koi bhi jaroorat pad jaye zindagi me to ek bar aajma lena hame..........”



“mai janta hu uncle...........thank u....” sahil ka dil bhar aaya unki bat par....aaj bhi aise insaan hai is dharti par...........



“abbu.....” juhi ki jo ab tak chup thi boli..


“”ha bolo gudiya............”srfaraz sahb ne pyar se kaha..


“jee wo....”

“bolo beta kya bat hai........”


“jee abbu mai aaj tak kabhi gaon nhi gayi......agar aap ki ijaajat ho to mai bhi sahil ke sath........” juhi ne darte darte kaha............



Sarfaraz sahib ka chehra thoda sa gambhir ho gya........unhone khan baba ki or dekha..........




“jao beta...jao ghoom aao ....gaon bahut pyari jagah hoti h.” khan baba ne kaha.


juhi fir bhi sarfaraz sahib ki or dekhti rahi .............



“jao bhai,jab abba ne kah diya to...vaise bhi kahaa kabhi tumhe ham kahi ghuma pate hai..............tumhari ammi ke jane ke bad tumhare liye kuchh nhi kar paya beta...........” sarfaraz sahib ne sar jhuka liya bolkar.



“plz abbu aisi bat na kare...........aapne kya nhi kiya hamre liye.......mai nhi janugi jane de...........” wo apne baba ke kandhe se lag gayi...........



“are jao meri gudiya......jao apne saman pack kar liyo...........sahil beta tumhe to koi problem nhi hogi na..............”



“jee....jee nhi uncle.............” sahil bola................juhi ka chehra khil utha...........wo daudkar andar chali gayi apni packing karne............wo gaon ja rhi thi..............apne sahil ke gaon ..................apne sahil ke sath............

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Sahil juhi ke sath apne gaon ke station par utar chukka tha.............aur wha sa seedhe market gaya............




Thodi der ke bad sahil juhi ko liye huye ghar pahucha.........june ka mahina tha aur wo dophar ko pahuche the jyada log nhi dikh rhe the.............sab apne apne gharo me the..............




Juhi gaon ke khule mahol ko dekhakr bahut khus ho rhi thi.............sahil use kuchh cheeje batata ja rha tha apne gaon ki .......




Sahil ghar pahucha ..............kisi ko pahle se pata nhi tha ki wo aa rha hai............



Darwaje par dastak ki aur papa ne darwaja khola..............




“sahil.......”wo khusi se jhoom uthe...........




Sahil ne unke pair chhuye to unhone use pakad kar apne gale se lagaa liya................




Mummy ke bhi pair chhuye ...........juhi ko dekhakr maa ne puchha,..........




“ye kaun hai beta.............”



“mummy ye juhi hai...meri dost.......”


“achchaa......”maa ne badi gahri nazro se use dekhte huye kaha...........



“Mummy kuchh laya hu aapke liye...........” sahil ne kaha aur bag se nikalalr ek chhota sa box rakh diya unke samne ..........



“kya hai isme......chhod ........pahle tum dono hath muh dho lo ...kuchh kha lo fir dekhenge.........” maa ne kaha..



“nhi ....dekho aap pahle........” sahil ne jid ki.



Mummy ne ek bar uske chehre ki or dekha........aur fir box khol diya..............




Box me mummy ki whi gahne ( jwellery ) thi jo unhone girvi rakh di thi sahil ki study me aur dheeraj aur renu ki study me .....lagbhg sabkuchh ke ek karke giirvi rakha gya tha...........unke pas srif ek magalasootra bacha tha,,,,,,,sahil station se utar karke sabse pahle wahi lene market gya tha...............




Sahil ki mummy ki nazar jaise hi apne jewar par padi .......wo bhabhak kar rone lagi......aaj unke bête ne unhe wo tohfa diya tha jiski koi keemat nhi laga sakta tha............ wo unke mummy papa ke diye huye jewar the jinhe majboori me unhone girvi rakha tha... .................




Mummy ne sahil ko jor se apne gale laga liya aur phoot phoot kar rone lage................kitne dino bad ..kitno dino bad .........aur laya bhi to unka ladla........




“tujhe sabse pahle mere jewar yad aaye.........jeeta rah mere laal....” mummy fir se us se lipat kar rone lagi...




“plzz mummy aap rowo mat................maine dekhe hai wo majboori wale din jab ek ek kar ke sab meri aankho ke samne se jate rahe..........aapki aankho ke wo aansu main dekhe hai..........tab mai majboor tha maa...ab nhi hu..............” sahil ne unhe chup karate huye kaha..




“are mera gehnaa to tu hai mere laal.......” mummy ne kaha aur sahil ke sar ko choom liya.......



Sabki aankhe bheeg gayi thi ..............juhi ke dil me sahil ki ijjat aur badhti ja rhi thi.