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J.A.

CHAPTER 25: “Intiqaam se Anjaam Tak”

Hayat e abdi. Na khatam honay wali zindagi.
Ye kon nahi chahta?
Insaniyat ki shayad sab se bari khoj bhi yahi rahi hay. 
Lafani aur daimi zindagi ki khoj. 
Marna, kisi ko pasand nahi.

Magar idhar…
Mujh se juri is jadoonagri mein, maut goya aik currency thi. Mehz aik zareeya e tijarat. Qurbaani kay badlay nijaat aur nijaat kay badlay qurbani…

Main ne intiqaam le liya tha.
Adeel chacha se, Khurram se, unki families se… har us zee rooh, har us kirdaar se jis ne meray sath, meray marhoom maa baap aur bhai kay sath bura kiya tha. 
Shayad isi nisbat, meray seenay mein sulgi, intiqaam ki aag, ab ahista ahista sard parti ja rahi thi. 
Yoon tou, meri kahani taweel thi, anthak mehnat se bhari thi… is kay har villain ko kefr e kirdaar tak, anjaam tak puhnchanay mein, bari tig o dau ki thi main ne.
Lekin, apni kahani kay har villain ko haratay, unko anjaam tak puhnchatay… mein shayad khud aik villain ban chuka tha…

Sab se pehlay is amar ki nishandahi Safdar ne ki thi… aur phir Sister Katherine. Istehsaal tou main ne bhi kiya tha. Intiqaam kay naam pe. 
Mera anjaam, shayad isi lihaaz se, bilkul sahi tha. Munasib tha.
Bilashuba, main aisay he anjaam ka mustahiq hosakta tha.

Main pachtawon mein ghirta, anay walay halaat ka soch soch kay pareshan hota, phir najanay kis falak, mujhay Huma ka khayal ata… apnay bachay ka khayal ata. Kesi rawish thi ye, kay main usay kabhi na dekh paonga. Kabhi kabhi dil chahta kay phoot phoot kay rou doon. Is daulat, izzat o jaageer ko aag laga doon… jis kay hasool ne, mujhay mazloom se zaalim bana dia tha. 
Mafooq ul fitrat he sahi, lekin bilakhir insaan tha main…

Jis devi ko main nay apni mohsina samjha tha. Buht jald main usi devi ki bheent charhnay wala tha. Meray khoon se uska doosra janam hoga, aur main, apnay intiqaam ki rudaad apnay seenay mein liye fana hojaonga.
Bus ab aik he justuju thi… Huma ko aur apnay honay walay bachay ko Akasha aur uskay asoolon se bachanay ki. 

Is sab mei sakoon ka aik pal gar mayassar hota, tou wo bus Jana ki baanhon mein. Wo meri… aur apni haqeeqat se na ashna, meri himmat barhati. Wo yahi samajhti thi kay kaam ka bara bojh hay mujh pe. Kay main apna karobar settle kar raha hoon. Mehnat kar raha hoon. Mustaqbil ki devi kay badan mein sama kar mein is ghair mamooli husn ka akhir dam tak maza lootna chahta tha. Akhirkar, mera anjaam is he badan se tou jura hua tha!

Yumna, Dilawar Khan kay dil mein utar chuki thi.
Ab ye sunehri Roshni ka kamal tha ya phir Yumna kay bharpoor niswani husn ka… jo bhi tha, Dilawar ko bawla kar gaya tha.
Wo ab har shaam, Yumna kay liye meray office mein hota. Aur main chupp kay usay Yumna kay badan se khelta dekhta. Na sirf ye, balkay wo usay kabhi kabhaar apnay saath bahar bhi lejata. Yumna ko shayad, ab us kay sath waqt guzarna itna bura nahi lagta tha. Meri us kay jism pe, apni batadreej kam hoti taqaton kay bawajood bhi, achi khaasi grift thi. Kyunkay wo zehni tor pe mujh se haar chuki thi. Kyunkay main uskay gharoor ka sancha tor chuka tha. Uski muzahimat sard kar chuka tha. Yumna, Dilawar kay dereena dushman ki biwi thi. Khurram Saith chalak tha aur isi chalaki kay zariye us ne kafi arsay se Dilawar ko pichaar rakha tha. Yahi waja thi kay uska  gang Dilawar se ziada taqatwar tha. Aur yahi baat Dilawar ko Yumna ki janib ziada Raghib karti thi. Jis dushman ko wo is arsay mein zer na kar saka tha, wo aaj uski biwi ko zer o zabar kar sakta tha. Kar raha tha. Yumna bhi shayad khud ko uskay sapurd kar chuki thi. Shayad uskay liye meri ghulami mein sab kay samnay apni tazleel karwanay se behatr tha kay wo kisi aik shakhs ki rakhel ban jaye. Khurram Saith kay saath bhi wo bus isi liye thi. Kay wo us pe paisa phenkta, ayyashi karnay deta aur uskay mehngi sharabon walay shoq puray karnay ka zariya banta. Aur Dilawar kay sath waqt guzarnay se kam az kam uska sharab wala shoq zarur pura hojata tha. 
 
Huma se bus main ab wajibi see batain karta. Kabhi business ki, kabhi bachay ki. IS se agay na meri kuch karnay ki majal thi, na mujh se ho sakta tha. Isi liye main us se ab aur ziada kicha kicha hogaya tha. Uskay liye main ne aik maid ka intizaam kar dia tha. Ya tou wo us se batain kar kay apna jee behlati, ya phir Rida se gappay lara kar. 

Rida ab meri dumm ban gayee thi. Uska bas na chalta kay wo har ghari meray neechay lait jaye. Wo mujh se wada le chuki thi. Aur main ab moqa dhoondh raha tha. Jawed kay sath us ne waqt guzaar kay usay acha khasa utaawla kar dala tha. Lekin Rida ne usko us raat kay baad se ghaans na daali thi. Wo aksar mujh say Rida kay baray mein, us se milnay kay baray mein poochta, message karta aur main bhi usay tala deta. Akasha ki bachi kuchi taqaton mein ab shayad Rida kay nokheez hejaan aur junoon ko sambhalnay ki sakat na thi. Aur na he main isay test karna chahta tha.

Aur isi tarah aik shaam jab Dilawar, Yumna ko lekar kaheen gaya hua tha tou Jawed ka phone aya. Main ne na chahtay huay bhi uthaya tou doosri taraf se uski shokhi se bhari awaz ayee:

JAWED:
Sarkaar, aisi bhi kia khata hogai mujh se jo aap ne mera phone uthana chor dia

ME:
Aray Jawed kesi baat kar rahay ho aap… bus thora busy tha cheezon mein. Aap sunain kesay yaad kia?

JAWED:
Yaad tou aksar kartay rehtay hain lekin aaj aik khaas maqsad se yaad kia hay
ME:
Batayen?

JAWED:
Darasal main ne haal he main aik farm house khareeda hay apnay ilaqay mein. Baray pur fiza mahol mein hay… aap ko bara pasand ayega…

ME:
Bara ajab tareeqa hay aap ka invite karnay ka…

JAWED:
Haha… nahi main bus bata raha tha. Invite tou ab karoonga… aap ko… aur agar Rida asakay tou unhko bhi… wesay meri calls tou pick nahi karti wo… tou mujhay nahi maloom kay wo ana chahain gee ya nahi…. 

ME:
Jawed… Jawed… kyun pareshan ho aas lagaye meray dost? Kia tum chahtay ho kay Rida wahan aye… aur tum us kay sath kuch waqt bita sako?

JAWED:
JJj…jee… jee haan… agar aap ko bura…

ME:
Oh non sense! Mujhay kyun bura lagay ga? Aap aur Dilawar meray clients hain… clients ko kesay khush rakha jata hay… ye mujhay achi tarha pata hay … hahaha

JAWED:
Buht shukriya Shani… aap log idhar ayengay tou mujhay haqeeqatan buht Khushi hogi… is weekend ka kuch plan ho jaye phir?

ME:
Meri taraf se done samjho…

JAWED:
Oh perfect! Main… main gaari bhijwa doonga boss aap tension na len… bus jo bolain gey mil jayega aap ko… bus aap Rida ko razi kar len anay kay liye

ME:
Don’t worry Jawed… and relax. Ajayegi wo…. Bus tum kuch achi aur mehngi sharabon ka intizaam karo… main bhi tou kuch enjoy karoon na? haan?
Hahaha…

JAWED:
Zarur… sar ankhon pe…. Aap bilkul bhi disappoint nahi hongay!

Uskay baad kuch lamhon ki rasmi guftagu hui aur phir khuda hafiz.
Jawed pe Rida ka jadu chalay ja raha tha. Aur kesi ajab baat thi kay moqay aatay ja rahay thay…. Bus moqay pe chokka lagana tha ab.
Main ne ye sochtay huay apna mobile uthaya aur aik muskurahat kay sath Rida ko phone milanay laga.

~

Rida kay dimagh mein yahi tha kay main usko farm house pe isi liye lekar ja raha hoon takay usko maa bana sakoon. Wo Khushi Khushi aisi tayyar hogai jesay uski zindagi ka maqsad yahi ho.
Main ne Jana kay ilawa kisi ko is baat ki khabar na ki, aur na he main iski tash-heer chahta tha.

~

Raat gaye Yumna ko Dilawar ne ghar  drop kiya tou wo dolti daalti ghar mein enter hui. Kitchen kay samnay se guzri tou main waheen betha andheray mein intizaar kar raha tha.

“Hello Yumna…” Main ne andheray kitchen se awaz dee tou wo aik dam asiay chonki jesay bhoot dekh lia ho

“KK…kon..? Sh….Sh… Shani?” 
Wo kapkapayee. Uski ankhain khauf se phel gayee theen.

“Haan main…” 
Main kitchen table se uth kar, hath mein garam coffee ka cup thamay rahdari ki dheemi light mein aya tou Yumna ki ankhain normal hueen. 
“Lagta hay aaj kafi enjoy karlia tum ne Dilawar kay saath?”
Main ne aik sip lia aur poocha.

“NN..nahi tou… bus wo kh…khana.. khanay… mein tt.. time llag gaya…”
Yumna bokhlaye huay be tarteebi se kuch safai denay ki koshish kar rahi thi.

“Relax…”
Main ne muskura kay kaha
“Mujhay koi masla nahi… as long as tum meray client kay sath ho… aur usay khush rakh rahi ho…. Ab is doran agar tum apni mehngi sharabon ka shoq bhi poora kar leti ho tou koi buri baat tou nahi?”

Meray is tarah tahammul se baat karnay pe uski saansain bahal hueen.

“Coffee?” Main ne mug agay kar kay poocha
“NN..nahi..” US ne sar hilaya. Wo shayad ye janna chahti thi kay main ne usay neechay rahdari mein raat kay is pehr kyun roka tha.

“Dilawar khush hay?” Main ne uski ankhon mein dekha
“Haan… buht…” Yumna ne ankhain neechi kartay huay jawab dia
“Aaj kitni baar choda us ne tumko?” Main ne usi sarsari see tone mein us se poocha tou wo meray direct sawal pe aik baar phir bokhla gayee.
Wo mujhay dekhay ja rahi thi. Us se jawab nahi ban parr raha tha.

“Let me repeat Yuman… aaj Dilawar Khan ne tumko kitni baar choda?”
Main ne is baar lehjay mein kuch sakhti latay huay poocha

Yumna ne phir se iltijayee andaz mein ankhain sukereen aur jhuka leen

“3… 3 baar…” Wo dabi dabi see awaz mein boli

“Hmmm good…” Main ne sar hilaya
“Condom kay sath?” Meray sawal bebaak hotay ja rahay thay

Yumna ne nafi mein sar hilaya.
“Good. Agar wo istimaal bhi karna chahay na.. tou usko nahi karnay dena… samjhi tum?”
Main ne aik hath barha kay uska shana thapthapaya.

Wo kuch na boli
“Dilawar kay sath waqt guzarna tumko meri rakhel bannay se behtar lagta hay… kyun? Sahi keh raha hoon na main?”
Main ne hanstay huay phir poocha
Wo abhi bhi nazrain nichaye khamoosh khari thi.
Mera hath uskay shanay se phisaltay uskay seenay pe aya. Meri ungliyon se chingariyan nikal kay uskay seenay ki nangi skin pe naachnay lageen. Main ne uskay dress kay ooper se he uska ubhra hua seena halka sa daba kay haath kheench lia.

“Jao… aram karo Yumna… thak gayee hogi.” Main ne uskay room ki taraf ishara kia aur wo samjhi kay shayad gayee raaton ki tarha aaj main phir usko, uskay room mein akar zaleel kar kay rondoon ga.

“Ghabrao nahi… main ooper ja raha hoon…” Main hansa aur usko heran chorta hua zeenay se ooper janay laga.

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Meri umr kia thi? Yahi koi 21 saal?
Kehtay hain kay 21 saal mein jawani urooj pe hoti hay… aur iskay baad insaan zehni tor pe mukammal balooghat ya adulthood ki taraf nikal jata hay.
Aur main tha… kay jawani kay is urooj pe he apni zindagi ko khairabad kehnay wala tha. 
Yoon tou main ne kuch ziada safar na kia tha. Ab tak ki tig o dou mein mujhay ye moqa mayassar he kahan aya tha? Apnay intiqaam ki takmeel, aur is takmeel se juri rangeeniyon …. Aur tareekiyon mein aisa kho chala tha kay uskay ilawa kabhi kuch nahi soojha. Ye aag sard hui, dhuaan chata, tou zindagi ki rangeeni ko ghor se dekha. Magar shayad ye aik fitri amal tha.
Jab kisi jaga ko chor kay ja rahay hotay hain tou aik lamhay ko nazar bhar kay uska jaiza letay hain… alvidayee nazron se. Aur shayad main bhi yahi kar raha tha. Janay se pehlay aik baar nazar bhar kay dekhna chahta tha us rangeeni ko jo meray intiqaam kay ghubaar mein chupi rahi.

Jawed ka farmhouse bilashuba bari pur fiza jaga pe tha. 
Rasta bhi utna he khushgawar raha tha jitni manzil….

Aaj subah subah Jawed ne aik bari see gaari bhijwa kay mujhay aur Rida ko apnay farmhouse bula lia tha.
Gari ki pichli kushada seats mein dhansay, main aur Rida is safar se lutf andoz hotay rahay, aur aik doosray se bhi. Rida kay chehray pe aisi Khushi thi jo kisi bachay ko class mein first anay kay baad milnay walay inaam ki chah mein hoti hay. Wo meray sath chipak kay bethi rahi. Us ka hath meri shorts mein ubhartay meray lund pe phirta raha. Aur driver se ankh bacha kay kabhi kabhi main bhi uski tshirt mein ubhray nokhez mummon ko masal deta.
In he athkheliyon mein gum, koi derh ghantay baad hum bilakhir farmhouse puhnch he gaye.
Jawed ka farmhouse bilashuba bari pur fiza jaga pe tha. 

Main gate se andar enter hokar gari aik parking lot mein ruk gayee. Main aur Rida utray tou samnay istaqbaliay ki aik choti see imarat kay darwazay se Jawed ata dikhayee dia. Us kay chehray pe Rida ko dekh kay aik zabardast see muskurahat thi. Wo mujh se baghalgeer hua aur Rida se hath milaya. Rasmi baton kay baad wo humain lekar istaqbaliay ki imarat kay peechay chala aya. Aik mulazium ne hamara thora buht saman uthaya aur saath ho lia.
Duur durr tak hari hari ghaans lehlaha rahi thi. Aik faslay pe darakhton kay jhund thay jahan Jawed kay baqol Keenu, Shareefon aur Falson kay darakht thay. Jawed ne fruit export ka business idhar set kar rakha tha.
Doosri janib chotay chotay hut se banay huay thay. Baray khushnuma aur deedazeb. Jawed humain lekar un huts ki taraf chalnay laga. Rida ne mera haath pakra hua tha aur wo khuli fiza ko baray achay tareeqay se enjoy kar rahi thi. Aaj wo safaid tshirt aur halki neeli tight jeans mein malboos thi. Jo uski nokhez jawani aur masoomiyat ko chaar chand laga rahi thi.
Hum chaltay chaltay unhe huts mein se aik pe ja puhnchay.

“Shani boss, ye humaray farm house ka sab se best hut hay…” Jawed ne baray fakhar se hut ki janib barhtay huay bola. Wo yaqeenan Rida ko impress karna chah raha tha.

Aur waqai, buht alishan hut tha. 
Deewarain buland theen tou andar ka manzar nazar nahi aya tha. Lekin jesay he lakri kay khubsurat gate se hum andar dakhil huay tou dang reh gaye. Bahar lawn tha, aur uskay saath tiles lagay huay thay jin kay end pe aik swimming pool tha. Uskay sath aik chota sa changing room aur phir samnay hut ki enterance thi.
Pool ko dekh kay Rida bari khush hui.

“Oh Shani bhai I love pools! Ayen chalain lets splash!” Rida ka bas nahi chal raha tha kay abhi pool mein chalang laga de
“Haha… thora change kar lein uskay baad…. OK?” Main ne usay chamkara tou wo Khushi se sar hilatay huay khilkhilanay lagi.

Hum hut mein dakhil huay tou bahar se choti nazar anay wali hut andar se kafi kushada thi. Bilkul kisi 5 star resort jesa mahol tha is hut ka. Yaqeenan Jawed sahi keh raha tha.

Main hall mein aik Snooker table thi aur uskay itraf 3 darwazay thay. Jis mein se aik kitchen aur baqi 2 chotay rooms kay thay.
Un mein se aik room mein mulazim ne humara saman rakha aur hum main hall mein lagi bari bari sheeshay ki khirkiyon se bahar poolside ka manzar dekhnay lagay.
“Saab saman rakh dia hay..” Mulazim ne akar Jawed ko bataya

“OK… ab jao. Bahar kamray mein raho. Zarurat pari tou bulaonga…” Jawed ne usko isharay se kaha tou wo sar jhuka kay bahar nikal gaya.

“Hut kay bahar he iska karma hay… aur wo samnay…. Deewar pe switch board kay sath jo aik button sa laga hua hay, wo iski bell hay. Koi bhi zarurat ho tou ye baja deejiye ga… mulazim hazir hojayega..” Jawed ne samnay deewar pe ishara kartay huay bataya
“Acha ab aap log fresh ho jayen, main khanay ka intizaam karta hoon phir hum ghoomnay chalain gey…” Jawed ne pehlay mujhay aur phir hawas bhari nazron se Rida ko dekhtay huay kaha aur phir muskurata hua bahar chala gaya.

“Uff Shani bhai this is so nice…. Kitni achi jaga hay ye… hain na?” Rida sheeshay ki bari khirkiyon se bahar ka nazara dekhatay huay boli.

Main chalta hua uskay peechay akar khara hogaya aur main ne apnay hath uski patli see kamar kay gird jamatay huay apnay hont uski gardan pe rakh diye. 

“MMmmm…” Rida ne apni gardan peechay ki aur aik haath meray sar kay balon mein phernay lagi.
Meray hath uski kamar se hotay huay uskay humwaar pait se ooper jakar uskay nokhez mummon pe ruk gaye.
“Aaj isi jaga pe main tumhari dili arzoo poori karoonga.”
Main ne uski gardan ko hoomtay huay uskay kaan mein sargoshi ki tou wo kasmasatay huay tight jeams mein lipti apni choti see gol gand ko meri shorts mein akray huay lund pe dabanay lagi.

“Shani bhai… wada karain kay apni cum ka aik aik drop aap meri pussy mein nikaalain gey?” Wo lazzat se bidakti hui burburayee

“Haan meri chiriya… Aik aik drop…” Main ne jawab dia tou wo mazay mein doobti hui apni gand meray lund kay ubhar pe ragarnay lagi.

“Shhh..” Main ne uskay utawlay pan ko dekhtay huay uskay kaan mein phir se sargoshi ki.
“Itni jaldi kia hay… kal tak poora din hay hamaray paas..” 
Itna keh kay main ne usay chor dia. Main usay full khwaar karna chahta tha. Uski tharak ko maximum pe lejana chahta tha. Uskay jism mein dorti sunehri Roshni isi tarha kaam kia karti thi. Uski hawas ko ujagar karti thi.

Main minminati Rida ko chor kay room mein aya aur attach bath mein ghus kay paani daal kar bahar aya. Bahar atay he mujhay bistar pe Rida kuhniyon kay bal leti nazar ayee. Mera nanga lund adha khara lehra raha tha. Rida muskurati hui uthi aur toliya pakarti hui meray paas agayee.

US ne jhuk ke meray uriyaan seenay pe apnay hont subt kiye aur toliya meri kamar kay gird lapait-ti hui mujhay khushk karnay lagi.
Main uska hejaan samajh raha tha. Chup kar kay khara raha aur usko enjoy karnay dia.
Rida ne kamar khushk karnay kay baad toliya kheench lia. USkay hont meray seenay se hotay meray pait se hotay meray pharaktay lund pe agaye. Us ne toliya yakja kartay huay meray lund ko pochna shuru kardia. Wo ponchti ja rahi thi aur meray lund ko choti choti chummian bhi diye ja rahi thi. Phir uska sar neechay chala gaya aur toliya bhi. Wo meri thighs ko choomnay lagi aur toliyay se khusk karnay lagi. Main hansa aur usko isi position mein pakray huay bistar pe beth gaya. Rida ne bhi apnay ghutnay zameen pe tekay aur toliya phenktay huay meray pehlu mein agayee. Mera lund, uskay lums se ab tann chuka tha. Rida ne apnay hath meri rano pe phertay huay apna sar jhukaya aur hont kholtay huay mera lund apnay mu mein bharna shuru kardia.
Main ne ankhain band keen aur tangain neechay latkaye huay bistar pe daraz hogaya. Main Rida ko poora moqa dena chahta tha apnay lund se khelnay ka.
Wo ahista ahista apna sar ooper neechay kartay huay mera lund mazay se choos rahi thi. Uskay hath rano pe phirtay huay meray tatton tak agaye. Aur jesay he unka ahsaas uski ungliyon ko chuaa… uska hejaan kayee gunah barh gaya. Uski speed tez honay lagi aur wo tezi se meray lund pe apna mu chalanay lagi. 
Uski ahain nikal rahi theen aur meri jaan. Akasha ki ghat-ti taqaton kay sath mera khud pe control bhi kuch kam sa honay laga tha.
Is se pehlay kay main us kay mu mein farogh hota main ne uthtay huay usko baalon se pakar kay peechay kiya. Mera lund uskay mu se bahar aya tou aik thook ki lakeer uskay honton se khinchti hui meray topay se juri thi. Us ne ankhain kholeen, jo laal bhabhooka ho raheen theen.
“Abhi nahi… raat ko…” Main ne uskay baal chortay huay uskay gaalon ko chuaa.
Rida ne mu sa banaya aur phir muskurai.
“OK… lekin raat ko main ne nahi chorna aapko… aur apkay is tower of power ko…” Rida ne ye keh kar meray lund ko halka sa jhinjhora aur uth khari hui.

Hum fresh ho kar bahar lawn mein aye tou Jawed pool kay paas aik kursi pe betha humara wait kar raha tha.

“Hogaye fresh aap log?” US ne humain dekh kay… balkay Rida ko dekh kay kaha.
“Haan…” Main ne jawab dia
“Chalain… phir farmhouses ki sair karata hoon aapko.” Wo kursi se khara hua aur phir hum uskay sath bahar agaye. Uski jeep khari thi aur wohi mulazim jeep ko saaf kar raha tha.
Hum log us mein sawar huay aur phir kachi road pe uskay farmhouses ki zameeno pe ghoomnay nikal liye.

Kheton mein, baaghon mein… aur un se agay phelay la mehdood asmaan mein… mujhay qudrat ki ranai chalakti hui nazar ati rahi… aur main apnay dildoz anjaam ko pas e manzar rakh kay is ranai mein kho gaya.
Jawed kisi mahir guide ki tarha humain chappay chappay ki information deta ja raha tha. Main aur wo agay bethay thay aur Rida pichli seat pe. Chehray pe rangeen sheeshon walay sunglasses lagaye, Wo khirki se bahar dekhtay huay har soo pheli hari bhari zindagi ko enjoy kar rahi thi.

Hum ne uskay baghat pe kuch der qayam kia. Jawed ne humain wahan peron se taza taza keenu tor kay diye. Phir hum aik nadi kay paas rukay jo uski zameeno ko seraab karti thi. Udhar hum ne saaf paani mein hath mu dhoye aur phir uskay farmhouses ki zameeno ki haryali ko mazeed enjoy kartay huay, shaam se kuch pehlay wapsi ka safar kia. Is saray waqt Jawed, Rida ko har qism ki line marta raha lekin Rida ne usko ziada lift nahi karwayee. 
Hut pe puhnchay tou mulazim bahar lawn mein, poolside kay paas aik angeethi rakh raha tha aur uskay saath table kursiyan.

“Aray… bar b que ka bhi intizaam hay?!” Rida ne khsuhi se chehektay huay kaha
“Jee…. I know kay aap ko bbq buht pasand hay…” Jawed ne uski taraf dekhtay huay jawab dia.
“Oh… thank you Jawed… aap ne tou aaj humain buht acha time dikhaya hay!”
Rida ne agay barhtay huay angeethi ka jaiza lia.

Roshni asmaan pe madham ho rahi thi. Halka halka andhera chanay laga tha. Suhani shaam ka mosam, khushgawar hawaon kay sath. Hut kay andar se ati light aur lawn / poolside pe lagay kam Roshni kay solar qumqumon mein se phoot-ti Roshni mahol ko bara romantic aur deeda zeb bana rahi thi. Hawa mein medani ilaqon ki makhsoos khunki see mehsoos honay lagi thi.

Jawed ne mulazim ko kuch kaha aur wo sar hilata hua bahar chala gaya. Uskay baad hum lawn mein kursiyon pe baith gaye. 
Jawed ka mulazuim itnay mein wapas aya. Us kay aik hath mein kaghaz ki disposable plates theen aur doosray hath mein aik bara thela. Us ne mustaadi se table pe plates waghera rakheen… aur phir unkay sath wo thela bhi rakh dia. 

“Chalo tum jao…” Jawed ne usko barkhast kia
Uskay jatay he Jawed ne kaghaz kay thelay ko khol kar us mein se sharab ki 2 mehngi bottles nikaaleen aur table pe rakh deen. Table kay neechay sheeshay kay glass rakhay thay. Jawed ne unhain ooper mez pe rakha aur ishara kia
“Shughal farmayen boss..” Wo mujhay dekhtay huay bola
Main muskurayta hua utha aur main ne aik glass khud bhara aur aik Rida kay liye. Hum teeno ne phir apnay jam buland kiye aur main bola:
“To Jawed. Aaj aap ne is haseen shaam ko humaray liye aur haseen bana dia hay…” 

“To Jawed..” Rida ne bhi khilkhila kay kaha aur Jawed bachon ki tarha sharmatay huay hasnay laga.
Phir hum teeno chuskiyaan lenay lagay.

“Rida, tou aap ko village life ka din experience kar kay kaisa laga?” Jawed ne aik ghoont bhartay huay aaj pehli baar shayad usay directly mukhatib kia

“Buht maza aya mujhay. City life kitni busy aur shor wali hay na? So loud. Lekin yahan akar lagta hay jesay time ruk gaya ho. Abhi 6 bhi nahi bajay aur lag raha hay jesay aaj ka din main ne bharpoor andaz se guzara hay….” 
Rida ne relax hotay huay kursi pe apni tangain samait kay rakheen. Uski caprice mein se uski gol gol jawan tangain ayaan hoti dekh kay Jawed ki nazrain kuch garbarayeen.

“I’m glad aap ko acha laga… aap kahain tou yanhi aap kay liye koi hut makhsoos kardoon? Jab chahain idhar akar relax kar lain…” Jawed ne apni taraf se offer mari.
“Thank you… Shani bhai ayengay tou main aongi… main ne in kay sath he ana jana karna hota hay…” Rida ne meri taraf jazbaati se andaz mein dekhtay huay jawab dia. Thori khumari honay lagi thi usay.
Jawed shayad kuch disappoint hua tha magar wo zabardasti muskura kar apni drink peenay laga.
Phir main aur wo kuch roz marrah business ki batain karnay lagay.
Rida ne is doran peechay nazar dorai aur dhalti Roshni mein poolside kay chamaktay paani ko dekhnay lagi.
“Shani bhai…” us ne glass neechay farsh pe rakha.
“Mujhay tou pool mein dip karna hay aik… aap ayengay?” Wo kharay hotay huay boli.
“Abhi isi waqt?” Main ne sawal kia tou us ne haan mein sar hilaya.
“Acha tou apna swimsuit tou tum layee nahi?” Main ne poocha tou wo hansi.
“Yahan aisa kon hay jis ne mujhay baghair clothes kay nahi dekha?”
US ne aik andaz se Jawed ko dekha tou jesay uski saari disappointment jesay kafoor hogayee.
Rida ne itna keh kar apni tshirt utaar di.
Neechay safaid sports bra mein uska badan apni nokhezi se Jawed… aur mujhay shola baar karnay laga.
Rida ne shaan e be niyazi se apni caprice bhi khol kay ghutno se neechay sarkai aur safaid panties mein se uski gori gori gol gol gaand dheemi Roshni mein chamakti hui humaray samnay agayee.
“Boys… are you coming?” Rida ne aik sexy andaz se palat kay mujhay aur aik lamhay ko Jawed ko dekha aur phir pool ki taraf dortay huay humaray dekhtay dekhtay he chalang laga dee…

Main hasna aur apna glass aik ghoont mein khali karta hua pool side tak puhcnha. Main ne apni t shirt utari aur shorts bhi zameen pe chortay huay, underwear pehnay pool mein kood gaya.
Rida pani ki billi ki tarha hath maar maar kay chapakay maar rahi thi aur hans rahi thi. Uski masoomiyat qabil e deed thi. Mujhay aik lamhay ko us pe shaded taras bhi aya… lekin aglay he lamhay meri nazar lawn mein kursi pe bethay Jawed pe pari. Aur mujhay dobara apna maqsad yaad agaya.
Rida terti hui meray paas aai aur us ne halkay se pani kay andar se meray lund ko touch kia.
Main ne Jawed ki janib dekhtay huay Rida ki kamar pe hath rakhay aur aik jhatkay se usay kheench kay apni banhon mein bheench lia. Pani kay chapakay uray aur meri ungliyon se chingariyan bhi… jo Rida kay jism mein mojood sunehri Roshni ko jesay recharge kar gayeen theen. Rida ne firt e jazbaat se meray shano aur seenay ko choomna shuru kar dia.
Jawed lawn mein betha, apna glass labon se lagaye huay ye sab dekh raha tha. Uska chehra laal horaha tha. Uska bas nahi chal raha tha kay wo kisi tarha meri jaga ajaye aur Rida ko phaar phoor kay rakh de.
Main ne Rida ka chehra buland kia aur apnay hont uskay labon pe rakh diye. 

“Rida…” Main ne halkay se sargoshi ki.
“Yes Shani bhai…” Wo hanptay huay boli
“Dekho Jawed ne kitna arrangement kia hay humaray liye..” Main uskay kaan ki lo’on pe hont pheray.
“Mmm.. haan .. he’s sweet…” Rida ne hanptay huay jawab dia
“Kia khayal hay.. usko bhi pool party mein invite kia jaye phir?” Main ne uska gaal choomtay huay kaha
“But Shani bhai… aj tou meri spcial night hay…” Rida ne aik dam se kuch afsurda se lehjay mein jawab dia
“Hmmm… abhi night hui kahan hay… samjho kay ye aik appetizer hay, main course night mein milay ga…?” Main aik hath se uskay seenay kay ubhaaron ko masaltay huay bola tou Rida ne aik aah see bhari.
“Mmm… Shani bhai… but I don’t like him…” 
Main ne uskay ubharon ko aur zor se dabaya
“Aah…” Us ne mazay se apnay hont kaatay
“Dekho us ne itna intizaam kia hay because he likes you…. Kia hogaya agar us din ki tarha thora us ko bhi tum… enjoy kar lenay do… afterall, mera client bhi hay wo…” Main ne usko thora sa khafa hotay huay kaha tou wo peechay hogayee aur us ne kas kay neechay paani mein mera lund underwear kay ooper se pakar lia.

“Fine… wesay bhi aaj kay baad se apkay ilawa kisi ko mujhay choonay ki himmat bhi nahi hogi… hehehe…” Wo masoomana andaz mein khilkhilatay huay meray lund se khel rahi thi.
“But please… us ko bol deejiye ga kay no penetration … warna uska dick kaat doon gee main…” US ne ankhain dikhatay huay kaha aur meri hansi nikal gayee.
“Aray baba meray client ko khassi nahi kar dena… don’t worry, wo nahi karay ga... relax.” Main ne uskay baalon mein haath phera aur phir uska chehra phir bheench liya. Humaray hont phir mil gaye. Aur meri ankhain band ho gayeen.
Rida ne lund se hath hata kay baazu meri gardan mein hamayal kar diye aur apni zaban se meri zaban ko tatolnay lagi. Uskay nokhez honton ka maza enjoy kartay huay main ne ankhain khol kay aik nazar Jawed ko dekha. Aur ankh se ishara kia. Wo khush sa hota hua glass rakh kay uth khara hua, aur pool ki taraf barhnay laga. Rida ankhain band kiye mujhay shiddat se kiss kiye ja rahi thi. Itnay mein Jawed bhi slide karta hua pool mein utar gaya. Ziada gehra na tha ye pool. Koi 5 ft. shayad. Iska maqsad dubkiyan lagana nahi, bus is mein chapakay maar kar enjoy karna tha. Wo jesay he humaray qareeb puhncha tou main ne Rida ko kamar se pakra aur usko pool ki munder se utha kay apnay sar se ooncha kar liya. Phir main ne usko halkay halkay se pani ki taraf neechay lejana shuru kardiya. Uskay peechay Jawed tha, aur main ne ishara kiya tou us ne barh kar Rida kay shano se usay thaam lia.
Ab zaviya kuch aisa tha kay main aur Jawed pool mein amnay samnay kharay huay thay aur Rida ka adha jism Jawed kay hathon mein tha aur uska nichla dharr meray hathon mein. Rida kay shanay pe aik hath rakh kay Jawed ne apna chehra us kay chehray pe jhukaya tou Rida ne gardan ghumatay huay apna aik hath uski gardan kay gird lipta kar uska mu apnay labon pe khench lia. Jawed usko deewana waar kiss karnay laga. Wo Rida kay masoom honton ko buri tarha se choos raha tha aur uski aahain nikal rahi theen. Rida ne bhi uska mu apnay ooper achi tarha se bheencha hua tha.
Main ne hanstay huay apnay hathon mein mojood Rida ki pindliyon ko ooper kia. Uski bheegi hui panties meray samnay agayeen. Main ne thora adjust kartay huay uski ranain apnay shano pe rakheen aur apna sar, underwear mein ubhri uski choot mein daba diya.
Rida kay jism mein aik talatum sa aya aur wo machli. Lekin Jawed naslon ka bhooka tha, us ne aik lamha uskay honton ko apnay honton se juda na honay diya. Uska aik hath ab Rida ki geeli sports bra mein qaid chotay gol gol ubharon ko tatolnay laga tha.
Main ne Rida ki panties ko is doran halka sa side pe kiya tou uski mulayam, choti see choot meray samnay thi. Us ne khaas aaj kay liye apnay baal saaf kiye thay… uski choot ka naram aur smooth ahsaas mujhay dewana sa karnay laga. Aur meri zaban ne tahammul tortay huay, uski bheegi bheegi choot ki lakeer se behtay darya mein dubki laga dee. Meray hont zaban kay gird band hogaye aur main nihayat inhimaak se uski mulayam choot khanay laga.

Rida ka nokhez sexy jism hum dono ki grift mein kasmasata raha… Aik taraf Jawed Rida kay lips enjoy kar raha tha aur doosri taraf main us ki pussy kay lips…

Jab tak Jawed kay baazu shal na huay, tab tak ye khel chalta raha aur phir hum dono ne Rida ko neechay pool mein utaar diya. Main ne peechay se uska bra khol kay pool se bahar munder pe rakha aur Jawed ne neechay jhuk kar uski panties. Rida nangi ho chuki thi. Main ne agay barh kay uskay naujawan mummon kay chotay sakht nipple ko mu mein bhara aur honton kay beech lekar ahista se suck kia.
“Aaahhh….” Rida lazzat se mujhay apnay mummon pe bheenchnay lagi. Jawed ne peechay se akar uski gardan apni janib mori aur phir se uskay honton ko chakhnay mein mashghool hogaya. Mera doosra hath neechay pani mein Rida ki choot ko sehla raha tha. Rida ka wajood kaanpnay laga. Wo buht ziada excited thi. Shayad Jawed se bhi ziada.
Main ne uskay badan se yoon he kuch der khel kar usko khud se alag kia aur kuch saans lenay laga.
Itnay mein Jawed ne phir se usay dabocha aur uskay mummon pe toot para.Wo kabhi aik nipple ko choosta tou kabhi doosray ko kaat-ta. Usay decide karna mushkil ho raha tha. Rida bari der kay baad usay mili thi, lihaza uski excitement ko samjha ja saktya tha. Rida khud uski is excitement ko enjoy kar kay mazay se ahain bhar rahi thi. Main munder se tek laga kay kuch der un dono ko dekhta raha. Jawed ko Rida kay mummon pe lapaktay aur Rida ko mazay se hont kaat-tay huay. Main ne apna underwear utara aur unki janib barha. Rida ki pusht meri janib thi. Main ne usko apnay aur Jawed kay beech sandwich kartay huay apna khara hua lund uski choti see gol gand pe laga dia.
“MMMmmmaaaahhhh….” Rida ki khumaar aur jinsi asoodgi mein doobi aah nikli
Uska aik haath peechay hota meray lund ko pakarnay laga.
Main ne Jawed ka hath thapthapaya tou wo Rida kay mummon se utha. Meray isharay per wo pani mein sarakta hua pool ki stairs se bahar nikal gaya. Main ne Rida ko aik martaba phir kisi guriya ki tarha uthaya aur usko pool ki munder pe bitha dia. Uski tangain abhi bhi adhi pool mein theen. Main ne agay barh kay Rida ki raano ko khola aur uski choot pe apnay hont laga diye.
Rida ne mazay se karrahtay huay apni tangain utha kay meray shano pe rakh deen aur aik hath se mera sar apni choot pe dabanay lagi.
Jawed ne phir apna underwear utara aur uska neem akra lund phinphinata hua bahar agaya. Wo barha aur us ne pool ki munder pe bethi Rida kay geelay balon mein hath phera. Rida ne mazay se apni ankhain kholeen tou Jawed ka lund uskay samnay tha. Us ne aik nazar utha kay Jawed ki ankhon mein dekha aur phir muskuratay huay lab khol diye. Jawed ne betabi se apna lund hath mein pakra aur uskay khulay huay mu mein daalnay laga. Rida ne apnay choopa laganay kay naujawan experience ko istimaal kartay huay apnay honton aur zuban se uski topi ko choosna aur tarsana shuru kar diya. Jawed ki shakal pe be panah jinsi hejaan dikh raha tha. Wo itnay arsay baad Rida ka choopa enjoy kar raha tha. 
Main Rida ki choot khatay huay kabhi kabhi ankh utha kay unko dekh leta. Meray mazay denay pe Rida aur excited ho kar ab Jawed ko aik zabardast qism ki blowjob de rahi thi. Jawed bhi hanpta, anhain bharta apna lund chuswa raha tha. Meri, Rida ki choot kay sath athkheliyan bharhti gayeen aur paani kay sath sath uski choot kay paani ka zaiqa bhi meri zaban mein ghulnay laga tou main ne apna chehra uski raano kay beech se utha lia.
Ooper Jawed abhi bhi apna lund uskay mu mein diyay dunia o mafhia se bekhabar mazay mein dooba hua tha.
Main ne usko halat ko enjoy kartay huay pool ki seerhiyon se ooper ki rah lee aur Jawed ka lund choosti Rida kay nangay shaano se apna lund touch kia. Rida ne aik lamhay ko ankhain kholeen aur Jawed ka lund mu se nikala. 
Aur Jawed jesay duniya mein wapas agaya.
Rida ne muskuratay huay mujhay dekha aur phir meray tanay huay loray pe halki halki kisses detay huay apni zaban meri topi pe phernay lagi. Us ne aik haath se Jawed ka lund pakar lia aur apna hath us pe agay peechay karnay lagi.
Jawed aik baar phir mazay ki wadion mein kho gaya.
Rida ne meray lund ko kuch time choomnay kay baad doosrayt hath se usay pakra aur phir uski muth marnay lagi. US ne apna chehra Jawed kay lund ki janib mora aur uskay lund ko hilatay huay, uski topi ko mu mein bharnay lagi.
Ye Silsila buht der tak chalta raha. Kabhi wo mera lund choosti aur kabhi Jawed ka. Aur is doran wo hum dono kay lund pakray unki muth bhi marti jaati.
Mera aur shayad Jaweb ka bhi, jab sabar jawab denay lagay tou main ne apna lund Rida kay haath se churatay huay usko uthnay ka ishara kia. 

Rida uthnay lagi tou main ne usko balon se pakar kay jhukaya aur dobara se tiles wali farsh pe peron kay bal bithatay huay ghori bana diya.

Jawed hejan bharay andaz se ye sab dekh raha tha. Jesay koi bacha apnpa favourite cartoon dekhatay huay soch soch kay excited ho raha ho kay ab agay kia hoga…

Main farsh pe ghori bani Rida ki choti gol gand pe jhuk gaya aur uski ass ko khanay laga. Jawed bedhangay se qadmon se agay barha aur mazay se machalti Rida kay mu kay agay apna lun lehranay laga. Rida ne apnay honton pe uski topi ka lums pakar ankhain kholeen aur sath mein hont bhi…

Hamari saansain aur aahain yaqeenan hut se bahar tak ja rahi hongi. Raat ho chali thi aur sannata bhi kafi tha. Lekin ye Jahangir ka area tha… aur is hut mein uska bhai... Main bekhauf o khatar Rida ki gaand ka soorakh khaa raha tha aur Jawed, Rida kay mu ki choot bana raha tha.

Main achi tarha Rida ki gaand ko apnay thook se lasertay huay peechay hua, aur apnay lund pe thook maltay huay usko Rida ki gand pe adjust karnay laga. Rida ne mera lums apnay soorakh pe paatay huay apni ass ko bahar push kia aur main ne aik baar phir kuch thook giratay huay, apna lund uski choti see gaand ke nanhay soorakh pe rakha… aur zor se push kia.

“HHMMGggghhhhhh…” Rida ne cheekhna chaha lekin Jawed ka lund uskay mu mein phansa tha. Main ne dono hathon se uski kamar thami aur uski gaand mein apna lund aur zor se ghonpnay laga. Jawed kay chehray pay mazzay ki shiddat se batarteebi aur intishaar phela hua tha. Us kay hath uthay aur unhon ne Rida ka sar thaam lia. Mujhay yaqeen tha kay wo kuch lamhon ka mehmaan hay. Main ye sochtay huay, apnay agay ghori bani Rida ki gand ka qeema banaye ja raha tha.
Aur kuch lamhon mein wohi hua. Jawed kay chehray pe asoodgi aur baysakhtagi chaa gayee. Uski tangain kaanp rahi theen aur us ne zor zoe se Rida ka sar apnay lund pe maarnay shuru kardiya.
“MMMMMmmppphhhhggggghhhh…” Rida ne uskay lund se umadnay walay sailaab ko apnay mu ki mumlikat se bedakhal karna chaha lekin Jawed ki hejan khez, ahni grift ka wo kuch na bigaar saki. Uskay honton ki sides se thook aur Jawed ki muth ka mixture behnay laga. Jawed tharakta hua apna paani uskay mu mein shiddat se khaarij karnay mein laga hua tha. Usko jhatkay lagtay gaye aur wo Rida kay mu mein absharain undelta raha.
Main ye dekh dekh kay aur khwaar hota ja raha tha aur mera lund Rida ki gaand kay soorakh ko bedardi se barbaad karnay mein laga tha.
Bilakhir, kuch jhatkon kay baad Jawed shant sa hogaya. Uskay chehray ka hejaan aur iztiraab, ab sukoon mein dhal raha tha. Uski grift dheeli hui aur Rida ne uska lund mu se aisay nikal phenka jesay koi bacha karwi dawai ko.
Mujhay us pe rehem sa aya, najanay us ne abhi aur kia kuch bardasht karna tha.
Main ne kuch jaldi mein uski gand se apna lund bahar kheencha tou wo karrah kay reh gayee.
“OOhhhhhAAAghhhhh….” Us ne aik bar mujhay dardbhari nazron se dekha aur phir halaq se qayy see kartay huay Jawed ki muth poolside kay khushnuma tiles pe ugalnay lagi.
Wo yaqeenan is surprise kay liye ready na thi. Wo meray kehnay mein akar yahi samjhi thi kay usay thora Jawed ko easy kara dena hoga aur uskay baad meray sath mojaan he mojaan!
Lekin Jawed, naslon ka bhooka tha… khas kar Rida kay mamlay mein. Wo apni khwaari na chupa saka tha. Wo ab aik kursi pe dher ankhain band kiye saans bahal kar raha tha.

Rida ne thook aur muth jab farsh pe ugal diye tou us ne ghussay se Jawed ki taraf dekha
“Bata nahi saktay thay kay you were going to cum? Koi Warning nahi? I mean… mera mu hay ye…” Rida ne karway se lehjay mein Jawed ko kaha aur phir sar jhatakti hui tez tez qadmon se hut kay darwazay ki taraf Janay lagi.

Us kay jatay he Jawed ne mujhay dekha.
“Boss… tou kia isi pe guzara hoga bus? Is se agay kuch nahi?”

Jawed ne mu sa banatay huay poocha. Wo yaqeenan blowjobs se agay bhi kuch karna chahta tha. Uski ankhon mein jinsi hawas ka alao wazeh tor se roshan tha. Agar wo mera Akasha se jura roop na dekh chuka hota, tou yaqeenan, is waqt tak wo Rida ko tehes nehes kar chuka hota. Akhir is ilaqay kay don, Dilawar Khan ka bhai tha wo…

“Easy ho jao Jawed, easy…” Main ne uski complain ko radd kartay huay jawab dia

“Lekin aap ne dekha na kay wo tou mujhay is se ziada kuch karnay nahi deti… aur na he de gi…” Us ne mu basoora.

“Haha…” Main hansa
“Haan keh tou sach rahay ho… kabhi nahi de gi…”

“Mujh se bardasht nahi horaha…” Wo jhunjhula sa gaya aur uska lehja kuch ghaseela sa.

Main ne gardan ghumatay huay ankhain uski ankhon mein daaleen. Kamzor he sahi, lekin main tha tou mafooq ul fitrat. Meri ankhon mein sunehri Roshni bijli ki tarha chamki. Aur Jawed kay jansi hejaan se bharakta alaao, unkay samnay  manind par gaya.

“Kia tum samajh rahay ho kay ye ghussa dikha kay tum Rida ko chod saktay ho?”
Meri awaz talkh thi aur tewriaan charh chuki theen.

Jawed ka sara ghussa jhaag ban kay beh gaya.
Ankhain phel see gayeen aur chehray pe khauf sa agaya.
Wo mera doosra roop dekh chuka tha. Janta tha kay main kia kar sakta hoon.

“Nahi… Nahi Shani…bb…bossss…. Mera qatai… ye matlab …nn…nahi tha…”
Jawed ki gand phatt gayee thi.

“Sabar karna seekho… apni khwahishaat kay Ghulam bannay se pehlay… unko jaanchna seekho!”
Main ne usi talk lehjay mein usay talqeen ki.

“I’m… sorry… maafi chahta hoon main. Apni had paar kar gaya tha main…” Jawed ne qadray sharmasari se kaha.

“Good… you should be.” Main ne aik pheeki see smile dee.
Yeh kehtay huay main ne apni jeb mein haath dala aur aik plastic ki choti see zipper wali theli nikaal kay uskay samnay kee.
Theli mein 2 choti choti safaid rang ki goliyan theen.

“Jantay ho ye kia hain?” Main ne poocha tou Jawed ne nafi mein sar hilaya

“In ko maghribi mulkon mein ‘Roofies’ kehtay hain… date rape drug…”
Main ne theli uski taraf uchal dee. Jawed ne achanak se usay uchka tou main ne aik qehqaha lagaya.

“Asani se mashroobaat mein ghul jaati hay. Tranquilizer hay… asaab ko munjamid karnay wala tranquilizer…samjhay??” Main ne Jawed ko ghoortay huay poocha

“YYes.. boss…” Wo kuch kuch samajh raha tha, aur baqi samajhnay ki koshish kar raha tha.

“Aaj der raat … tum khud… kuch achi see drinks lekar andar aao gey..”
Main ne darwazay ki taraf ishara kartay huay bataya

“Bus aik goli kaafi hogi filhal… zarurat pari tou doosri…” Main ne apna ghinaona plan bataya. Rida ko ye goli dekar neem madhoshi ki halat mein he main usay Jawed kay hawalay kar sakta tha. Meri taqatain aesi na rahi theen kay main uskay zehn ko poora ghulaam bana leta, usko Jawed se chup chaap chudnay ka hokum de deta… 
Insan apnay aur apno ko bachanay kay liye kis qadar girr sakta hay… aap ko andaza ho chuka hoga. Akasha kay asoolon ki bheent charhnay se bachana tha mujhay Huma aur us se barh kar apnay honay walay bachay ko…
Wesi he 2 mazeed qurbaniyaan dekar.
Dono ma beti ka main ne bari bedardi se intikhaab kia tha.
Aur kyun na karta?
Khurram ne meray khandaan ko tabah kiya tha. Main uska khandan tabah karnay ka majaaz rakhta tha. Shayad ye meri nahi… balkay meray andar dorti sunehri kirno ki shola angezi thi. Jisay main apnay biwi bachay ko bachanay ka wahid zariya samajh kar mazeed bharka raha tha.
Sister Katherine ne yahi bataya tha.

Rida ko Jawed pe thora ghussa tha lekin uski jinsi hawas aur ziddi junoon jald he ghusay pe havi hogaya. Aaj raat uskay liye special thi kyunkay main ne us se kia hua wada nibhana tha. Akasha ki taqaton kay zer e asar reh kar uska ye chupa hua rukh poori tarha ujagar ho chuka tha.

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Bahar lawn mein koylon kay jalnay ki boo arahi thi.
Main rida ko lekar bahar aya tou bara he khoobsurat aur dilfareb sama tha. Choti fairy lights konon pe roshan theen aur angeethi ki aag mein wo raat kay anderon kay saath gud mud ho kar bara romanvi aur comfortable sa mahol bana rahi theen.
Hawa bhi khunk thi. Aur angeethi ki naram garam aag bhi.
Sab intizaam tha.

Main Jawed kay paas aik kursi khench kay beth gaya aur Rida ne is mahol ko enjoy kartay huay poolside kay paas tehelna shuru kar dia. 
Thandi hawa ka koi aik do baaghi sa jhonka kabhi kabhi tharthara sa deta lekin angeethi kay paas bethay huay iska aik alag sa maza araha tha. Jawed ne kuch sharaab glasses mein daal kay meray samnay rakhi aur main aik glass utha kay chuskiyan lenay laga. Main ne aik nazar gardan ghuma kay Rida ko dekha tou
Wo is doran pool kay kinaray beth chuki thi. Chota se bareek summer dress mein uski uder garments wazeh ho rahi theen. Hawa ka chalnay se bareek kapra uskay jism se chipak kar uskay nasheb o faraz ujagar ho ho jata. Us ne afsanvi se andaaz mein apnay paaon, pool kay paani mein utaaray huay thay aur chapakay maartay huay unhain geela kar rahi thi.
Masoom, nokhez, be niyaaz see Rida. Main ne aik lamhay ko kuch socha aur phir dobara gardan pher li. 
Jawed aur main chuskiyan lenay lagay.
“Phir sab samajh agaya na?” Main ne sargoshi ki tou Jawed bola
“Yes Boss… sab. Wesay drinks konsi banwaon raat kay liye?”

“Rida ko strawberry wali drinks buht pasand hain…thori see sweet. Jisay wo fori pi lay…” Main ne saffaki se kaha tou wo sar hilatay huay glass undel gaya
 
Itnay mein Rida pool se uthi tou geeli tangain honay ki waja se usko sardi lagnay lagi. Main hut mein gaya aur andar se Rida kay saman mein se aik shawl lekar aya. Rida ne shawl lapaiti aur poolside ki aik kursi khench kay hamaray sath beth gayee. Angeethi ki tapish ko enjoy kartay huay.

Usko ye romanvi mahol buht bhaa raha tha. Aur yahi waja thi kay us ne Jawed se ziada badtameezi nahi kee thi.

Itnay mein Jawed ne apni shirt utari aur phir angeethi pe tikkay rakhnay laga. 
Main ne aur sharaab apnay glass mein daali aur Rida ko bhi aik glass dia. Rida ne halki halki chuksiaayn see leen aur glass neechay rakh kay mujhay kha Janay wali nazron se dekhnay lagi. Uskay chehray pe uski rivayati masoomiat se maziyyan, aik shareer see smile pheli hui thi.
Main ne bhi aik chuski lekar glass neechay rakha aur jeb se aik joint nikala.

“Oh Shani bhai kia ye… ye charas hay?” 
Rida ne dekhtay huay bari excitement se poocha.
“Haan… piyo gee?” Main ne joint ko thora sahi kartay huay honton se lagaya
“Why not? Mujhay bara shoq hay…” Wo ye keh kar apni shawl peechay kartay huay agay hogayee aur mujhay joint jalatay huay ghor se dekhnay lagi.

Main uski is baysakhtagi pe sar hilatay huay hansa. Phir main ne joint jala kay aik kash bhara aur machis ko ghaans mein bujhatay huay dhuaan chora. Charas kee halki see boo phelnay lagi aur Rida ne ankhain band kar kay usay soongha.
“Hmmm ye smell kesi hoti hay iski?” Us ne bachon ki masoomiyat se poocha
“Iski smell se he tou pata chalta hay kay kitna acha maal hay…” Main ne pakkay charsiyon wali logic dee.
Itna keh kar main ne apna joint wala hath uski janib barhaya.
“Lo… piyo..” Main ne uski ankhon mein dekhtay huay kaha tou wo apna chehra agay kar kay meray hathon se joint ka aik kash laga kay peechay hui.
Usay halki see khansi ayee aur wo mu banatay huay boli
“Ye tou buht muhskil hay peena…” 
“Shuru shuru mein aisa he lagta hay…” Mai nne usko charsi logic se explain karnay ki koshish ki aur dobara joint uski janib kia.
Us ne mujhay dekhtay huay aik bara sa kash liya aur is baar usko thori see aur khansi ayee.
Jawed ne aik lamha peechay murr kay humain dekha aur hansa.
Rida ne usko dekha aur kuch khajal sa hokay kaha 
“Nahi baba… main isi pe khush hoon..” Us ne apna glass farsh se uthaya
Aur muskuratay huay chuskiyan lenay lagi.

Jawed angeethi pe tikkay palat raha tha aur peechay bethay main aur Rida joint peenay kay baad sharab se shughal kar rahay thay. Rida ko aik dou puff kay baad he suroor ana shuru ho gaya tha. Sharab aur charas saath hon, tou insan ko tunn honay mein der nahi lagti. Main chahta tha kay aaj Rida itni tunn ho jaye kay usay mujh mein aur Jawed mein farq na mehsoos ho.

Rida ki ankhon mein abhi se laal doray ter rahay thay aur wo bari tirchi nazron se mujhay dekh kar, sexy se andaz mein muskura rahi thi. Aur yunhi mujhay dekhtay dekhtay uskay haath apni grey shirt kay button pe chalay gaye… 
US ne apni kamar ko kamaan sa banatay huay apna seena agay push kia aur phir uskay hath apnay summer dress kay buttons pe Janay lagay. Aik, dou, teen… dress kay oopri teen button, aik kay baad aik khultay gaye. Wo apni kursi pe apni geeli nangi tangain samait kay bethi apnay neem uriyan seenay se jhankti apni bra ko ayaan kar rahi thi. Jawed ki mojoodgi se qatai lataluq, wo mujhay apna jism dikha kar excite karna chahti thi. Main ne aik nazar Jawed ko dekha, uski pusht hamari taraf thi. Main ne hath barha kay uskay seenay pe phera.

“Maar daalo gee kia aaj?” Main ne sargoshi kee tou Rida ne apnay hont kaat-tay huay mujhay dekha.
“Mmm… irada yahi hay..” Wo halkay se khilkhilayee, aur itnay mein Jawed turn hua. Rida ne foran apni shawl ko seenay pe lapait liya aur main ne apna hath bhi peechay kar liya.

“Tayyar hay… ayen nosh farmayen… is se achay tikkay aap ne nahi khaye hongay… humaray farm ki murghiyan hain…100 feesad organic!” 
Jawed ne fakhar se batatay huay chimti se tikkay plates mein dalay aur hum dono bhi kurseeiyan sarkatay huay table tak agaye. 
“Shuru karain!” Jawed bola tou main ne agay hokar aik plate uthayee.

Bilashuba, buht he lazeez thay. Is mosam ka, mahol ka, Bar b Que se maza dobala hogaya tha. Rida ki khurak goya thori thi lekin us ne bhi mazay le le kay khaya.

“Wah Jawed… this is excellent..” Main ne chabatay huay kaha
“Really, very tasty. Apkay haath mein tou jadu hay!” Rida ne bhi luqma dia
Jawed ye sun kay hansa aur Rida ko muskurati nazron se dekhta hua bola
“Aap ki pasandeedgi ka shukria…”
Uski ankhon mein hawas numaya thee.

Kuch der hum aisay he bethay idhar udhar kee gupp lagatay rahay aur phir Rida goodnight kehtay huay aur mujhay ghoortay huay andar chali gayee.
Raat kay 1:30 ho chukay thay. Jawed kay mulazim ne akar angeethi bujhayee aur saman samait kay chalta hua.

“Theek 20 minutes baad, mujhay call karna…OK?” Main ne Jawed se haath milatay huay kaha aur phir wo muskurata hua chala gaya.
Main ne bhi taaron bharay asman ko aik nazar dekhtay huay andar ki rah lee.

Andar atay he mujhay Rida ne daboch lia…

Uski saanson mein sharab ki mehek aur ankhon mein jinsi Tehreek bharak rahi thi. USka summer dress utar chuka tha ur wo sirf mehngi lace ki bra aur panties mein thi.

Humaray hont milay rahay aur hamaray jism bhi.
Rida ne is jaan se mujhay bheencha hua tha jesay aaj choray gee hee nahi.
Kuch der kay bosay kay baad jo saans lenay ko alag huay tou Main ne usko ooper se neechay tak dekha.

“Wow… ye kab lee tum ne? Specially aaj kay liye?” Uski red lace bra jani pehchani see, magar sexy lag rahi thi.

“Thanks… aap ko achi lagi?” Wo khilkhila kay boli

“Ofcousre! It looks very sexy…” Main ne seeti bajayee

“Jana aapi se lee hay ye main ne… unkay paas koi product review kay liye aye theen ye..” Rida ghoom kar panties mein se apnay chotay sexy chootar dikhatay huay itrai.

“Oh…” Main ne hath barha kay uska seena chua aur bra ka makhmaleen s alums feel kia.
“Bari arrangement ki hay tum ne tou aaj…” Main ne usko bheenchtay huay kaha.
“Lekin… in expensive undergarments kay pehnnay ka kia faida jab main… tum ko… in mein… rehnay nahi doonga!” 
Main ne itna kehay huay usi bra kay straps aik jhatkay se uskay seenay se gira dalay. Uska seena uriyan tha. Pink se nipple hard ho rahay thay aur uskay chotay gol mummay dim lights mein, meri kheencham taani se tharak rahay thay.

Main ne apna chehra uskay seenay pe lejatay huay uska aik nipple apnay daanton mein le kar kata.

“Main ne bhi aik arrangement ki hay…” Main ne uskay seenay ko choomtay huay gardan tak ka safar kartay huay kaha

“MMmmmm…Kia…?” Rida ne band ankhon aur sulagtay jazbaat se poocha

“Bus anay wali hongi…” Main ne uskay mummay bedardi se masaltay huay kaha aur wo apnay dono hathon se mera sar thamtay huay mujhay phir se bosa denay lagi. Uska jism garma raha tha. Aur dharkan shaded tez.

Isi doran meray phone ki bell baji.
Rida ne kiss tori tou main ne phone nazar ki aur Jawed ka number screen pe chamakta dekh kay muskuraya.

“Agaya tumharay liye surprise…” Main ne Rida ko shararat se dekhtay huay kaha aur us ne kuch moun sa banaya.

Main darwazay ki janib barha aur khola.
Bahar Jawed khara hua tha aur uskay haath mein aik tray thi jis pe 2 khoobsurat se tall glasses mein laal aur haray rang kay 2 mashroobaat thay.

“Good… tum drinks tou achi bana letay ho…” Main muskuraya.
“Thank you boss… ye red wali drink strawberry margarita hay… aur wo goli bhi…isi mein shamil hay…” Jawed ne sargoshi see ki. Uski is sargoshi mein bhi uska excited pana wazeh ho raha tha. USko bari jaldi thi Rida ko pelnay ki.

“Shabash…” Main ne uskay hathon se tray letay huay kaha.
“Aas paas rehna… jab time ho ga… main tumko call karunga… waqt zaya kiye baghair ajana… Understand?” Main ne bhi sargoshi mein usko ahkamaat se saadir kiye.

“Yes boss…” Wo sar hilata hua bola
“Ab Jao… mujhay Rida ko ready karnay do…” Main ne darwaza per se band kartay huay kaha aur phir tray kay sath main hall mein agaya.

“Oh ye kia hain Shani bhai?” Adhi nangi Rida ne tajassus se poocha

“Ye Strawberry margarita hay…” Main ne tray aik table pe rakhtay huay red glass usko barhaya.
“Oh! I Love strawberry!” Rida ne khushi se kaha aur foran drink meray hathon se uchak lee.

“I know… isi liye banwai hay Jawed se…”  Main ne hanstay huay kaha

“Awww.. thank you!” Rida ne agay barh kay meray gaal pe aik chummi dee aur phir straw se drink taste ki.

“MMmmmm! So sweet and so good! Buht achi hay ye drink…” Wo peetay huay boli.

“Aaj special night hay… isi liye aik special drink zaruri thi…” Main ne apna glass uthatay huay aik sip liya.
Waqai banai tou buht achi thi. European bartenders wali safai thi Jawed kay hath mein. Rida ne mujh se pehlay apni drink khatam kar lee thi. Us mein shamil strawberry juice, soda, vodka…aur roofie… uskay halaq se utar kay uskay khoon mein shamil ho chukay thay.

Rida ne drink khatam kar kay taqreeban jhoomtay huay glass side table pe rakha aur uskay haath apnay jism pe sexy andaz mein reengnay lagay. Wo dhutt see ho kar jesay apni dhun mein naachnay lagi. Uskay haath apni choti see gol gand ko masal kar mujhay apnay jawan chootaron ki sakhti dikhana chahti thi.
Main muskurata hua drink side pe rakhta hua uski janib barha.

Rida ne apni ungliyan mujhay barhta dekh kay apni panties mein daal leen.
“Sh..Shani …Bhai… FFffuck… Me…” Rida masti bhari sargoshi kartay huay apni panties ko neechay sarkanay lagi.

Meri shorts girnay mein ziada samay na laga.
Nangi Rida apnay usi khoobsurat naujawan jism ko bamushkil sambhaltay huay meri baanhon mein ghulnay lagi.
Meray haath uski nangi raano aur uskay gol choti gand ko sehlatay huay bebak ho gaye. Rida apna chehra meray seenay mein ragartay huay meri chaati pe bosay de rahi thi.
Mera aik haath is doran, khud ba khud uski tangon kay beech ja puhncha. Mujhay ahsas tab hua jab Rida ki masti bhari siski ubhri. Main itna aadi ho chuka tha uskay naukhez jism ka, kay ab sab kuch khud he hota. Auto pe chalnay lagta.

Rida honton ko kaat kaat kar khumari mein doobi aahain bhartay huay apna jism mujh se laga laga kay meray lums ka ahsaas jesay apnay badan mein samo rahi thi. Jidhar mera haath uski tangon kay beech, prem gali mein utar chuka tha, waheen uskay haath bhi meray tezi se sakht hotay lund se kaheen duur na thay.
Wo mera seena choomtay huay meray lund ko gahay bagahay dabati rahi. 
Aur phir, uska chehra neechay ko Janay laga.
Main ne akhain band kar leen… aur mujhay apnay lund kay gird Rida kay garam jawan mu ka manoos, sexy lums feel hua.
“MMmmm…” Rida kay hont meri topi nigal chukay thay. 
Wo utavli ho rahi thi aur mera poora lund apnay mu mein qabu karna chahti thi.
Main ne uska sar thaamtay huay aik do baar zor zor se uska mu apnay lund pe dabaya aur poora poora uskay mu mein ghusa diya. Rida kasmasai aur phir kuch lamhon baad us ne sar peechay kartay huay gehra sa saans lia, tou main ne usko baalon se yakayak pakar kay ooper kheencha.

“AAAhhh!” 
Wo bilbilai aur mujhay ajeeb tirchi see nazron se ghoortay uth khari hui. Saaf zahir tha kay roofie apna asar shuru kar rahi thi. Usay khud ko sambhalna muhskil ho raha tha.

Meray hathon ne uskay baalon ko jakartay huay usko apni janib kheenca aur dhakeltay huay usay hall mein paray aik sofay pe kisi gurya ki tarhan patakh dia. 

Rida sofay pe ahista ahista dhalak see rahi thi. Aik taraf ko girnay wali ho rahi thi.
Us ne aik lamhay ko ankhain sahi se khol kar mujhay dekha lekin aik baar phir unkay bojhal pan kay samnay hathiyar daaltay huay unhain dobara band karlia.
“I’m sss…so wet Shani bhai…. Ppp…. Pp…please don’t make me waittt…Mmmmm….” 
Rida ne bamushkil apni khwahishaat ko alfaaz diye

Meray jazbaat, sofay pe betarteebi se barehna pari Rida ki choti see choot kay nazaron ne bharaka diye thay.
Aur in mein jhulasta hua main Rida ki janib barha. 
Meray hathon mein usko kamsin see raanain agayee aur main ne unhain baray khurdray se andaz mein phelatay huay apna mu betabi se Rida ki choot pe rakh dia.
“AAahhhhh….” 
Rida ki mazay se Sarshar aah ubhri. Main nihayat bedardi se Rida ki choot ki lakeer mein apni zaban ghusatay huay uski tangain phelanay laga.

“Ufffff….. Uuufffff….” Rida ka jism pharaknay laga tha. Main nadeedon ki tarhan uski choot ko mu mein bhar bhar kar choos raha tha. Uskay geelay pan ko taste kartay huay usko mazeed geela kar raha tha. Meri aik haath uski dayeen raan se hat kay neechay jata gaya aur meri ungliyon ne Rida ki gaand kay soorakh se pangay lenay shuru kardiye.

Duhra maza usay paglata raha aur wo mazay mein bebas, idhar udhar sar maartay huay lazzat se sarshaar ho rahi thi.
Uskay badan ko jhatkay se lagnay lagay. Main usay itni jald farigh nahi karna chahta tha.
Roofie ka asar hona shuru ho gaya tha.
Us nay apni masti mein sar marna ahista ahista chor dia aur aik neem behoshi ki see kefiyat mein anay lagi. Uski saanson kay utaar charhao aur uski choot ka geela pan, uski jinsi hawas ko ayaan kjar raha tha. 
Main ne peechay ho kar usko sofay pe sahi tarha se bithaya tou wo sofay pe neem daraz hoti gayee.
aMain ne apnay lund pe thook lagatay huay topi ko chamkaya aur neem daraz Rida ki tangain uthatay huay uski geeli choot mein aram se utaar dia.
Rida kay jism mein jhurjhuri see ayee aur wo madhoshi mein chudtay huay hilnay lagi.
Aik dou dhakkon kay baad main ne uski choot mein rawan ho kar usko aur mazay denay shuru kardiye. Yaqeenan uska jism jinsi tor pe respond kar raha tha lekin uskay hawaas pe sharab ka nasha aur khwab awar goli ka asar chaa chuka tha. Aur wo is duhri madhoshi se malghoob tarr hoti ja rahi thi.

Rida ko is tarah se behoshi mein chodtay huay aik alag sa maza a raha tha. Lekin saath he aik shaded ahsas e jurm bhi ubal raha tha. Aik taraf meray andar ka insan meray is tarah Rida ko istimaal karnay pe malamat kar raha tha aur doosri taraf meray badan mein dorti Akasha devi ki hejan khez chingariyan, meray junoon ko ubhaar kar mujhay bavla kar rahi theen.

Main kuch time yunhi us ki tangain uthaye us ki choot ko udherta raha.
Jab mujhay laga kay mera hejan point of no return ki taraf barh raha hay tou main ne bari mushkil se apna lund uski choot se bahar khenca aur sansain leta hua peechay hua. Rida yoon nangi pari apni madhosh masoomiyat aur nokhez jawani kay sath bari dawat angez lag rahi thi. Main ne usko us manzil pe chor dia tha jahan se Jawed ko usay farigh karnay mein ziada time nahi lagna tha… aur main janta tha kay Jawed jitna excited hay, wo Rida ki kamsin choot kay agay jald he haar maan jayega.

Main ne farsh pe paray apnay shorts utha kay charhaye aur phir phone uthatay huay Jawed ko message kia.
Wo shayad tayyar he betha tha. Forun he uska jawab agaya aur main muskuratay huay darwazay ki janib barh gaya.

Darwazay kay bahar Jawed shorts aur tshirt mein malboos behcaini se tehelta hua nazar aya. Main ne usko andar bulaya tou wo aisay andar dakhil hua jesay koi bacha khilono ki dukaan mein.

“Jawed…” Main ne sargoshi ki
“Yes boss?” Jawed ne aisay bola jesay wo meri pooja karta ho. Is waqt main usko Rida kay nokhez jism ka ikhtiaar denay wala tha tou lihaza wo nihayat modibana andaz mein meray samnay bich sa raha tha.

“Rida madhoshi mein hay… aur tum uska poora poora faida utha saktay ho. Lekin ye mat bhoolna kay wo tum se chudtay huay yahi samajh rahi hogi kay uski choot mein jata lund kisi aur ka nahi… balkay mera he hay…. samjhay?”
Main ne usko wazeh alfaaz mein bataya

“Aap fikar na karain. Main janta hoon aur careful rahoonga kay kisi tarha usko ye ahsaas na honay paye kay uskay saath main hoon… aap nahi.”
Jawed shayad sab cheezon kay liye zehni tor pe tayyar aya tha.

“Good…” Main ne uska shana thap thapaya. 
“Wo Shani…” Jawed ne kuch kehna shuru kia, ruka, aur phir bola
“Kia main… baghair condom kay Rida ko fuck kar sakta hoon?”
Us ne kuch kuch ghabratay huay poocha.
Main dil he dil mein uski is gabrahat pe hans dia. 
Idhar tou maqsad he Rida ko hamla karwana tha… main bhala kyun is waqt safe sex ko promote karta?
“Condom ki zarurat nahi… She is on the pill.”
Main ne uski ghabrahat duur kartay huay saaf jhoot bola kay Rida hamal rok denay wali dawa le chuki hay.
Jawed kay chehray pe jesay Khushi see daur gayee.
“Ab jao… apni dereena khwahish poori karo. Chod dalo Rida ko… baghair kisi fikar kay!” 
Main ne uskay jazbaat ubhartay huay andar ki taraf ishara kia. Corriddor se hall mein jhanktay huay Jawed ki ankhon mein aik chamak see uthi.
Wo betabi se chalta hua hall mein puhncha aur samnay sofay pe nangi pari Rida ki khuli taangon aur geeli choot ko dekh kay jesay butt sa bana reh gaya.

Us ne aik nazar gardan ghuma kay mujhay dekha. Uska chehra laal ho raha tha. Main ne muskura kar ishara kia aur wo dobara gardan Rida ki janib kartay huay uski taraf barhnay laga. 
Jawed kay shorts aik jhatkay mein utar gaye aur wo Rida kay paas puhnch kar neechay jhukta hua farsh pe ghutnay tek kay betha gaya.
Us ne aik nazar uski choot ko ghor se dekha aur phir uskay hath buland hokar uski tangon ko sehlanay lagaya.
Main peechay khara ye dekhta raha aur phir hall mein daakhil hua. Side table pe pari sharab ki bottle se main ne apnay liye aik jaam undela, aur side pe paray bean bag pe daraz ho gaya. Chuskiyan letay huay main un dono ko dekhnay laga.
Jawed ka chehra Rida ki rano se hota, unkay beech mein dhans chuka tha aur wo nadeedon kki tarha uski choot chaatay ja raha tha.
Aisa lag raha tha jesay wo is waqt sirf uni mein gumm tha. Meri mojoodgi uskay liye is waqt koi manay nahi rkhti thi.
Meri nazar uskay pehlu mein pharaktay uskay lund pe gayee ji bari mustaadi se khara ho raha tha. Acha bara size tha uska. Yaqeenan uska jinsi hejaan is waqt urooj pe hoga.

Jawed ne yunhi Rida ki choot chaat chaat kay saaf karnay kay baad apna sar peechay kia aur saans letay huay meri taraf gardan mori.
Main phir muskuraya tou Jawed bhi muskurata hu auth khara hua. Uska agla hadaf kia tha, ye hum dono jantay thay.
Apnay hathon mein khoob sara thook laga kay wo apnay lund ko masalnay laga. Aur phir Rida ki choot se touch kartay huay ragarna shuru kardia.
Rida behoshi ki halat mein pari hui thi aur usay is baat ka koi ilm na tha kay pehli baar, meray ilawa koi aur mard uskay saath sex karnay ja raha tha.

Jawed ne aik do minute apna lund uski choot se ragra aur phir ahista ahista apna topa choot mein ghusanay laga. Wo baray ahtiyat se ye sab kar raha tha jesay koi buht bari chori kar raha ho. Ye chance usay bari mushkil aur bari muddat baad mila tha. Wo isay qatan zaya nahi karna chahta tha.

Rida kay chehray pe masoomiyat aur asoodgi bikhri thi. Wo bechari madhoshi mein yahi samajh rahi hogi kay uski choot mein jata lund mera hay.

Jawed ne ahista ahista kar kay poora lund Rida ki masoom choot mein ghuser dala. Wo apnay hont bheenchay huay tha kay kaheen mazay ki shiddat se uski koi awaz na nikal jaye.

Lekin Rida ki tang nokhez choot, Jawed ko jakar rahi thi. Aur uska jadu Jawed pe wazeh tor se asarandaaz ho raha tha. Main chuskiyaan leta, ye live sex show enjoy kartay huay baar baar panteray badal kay apnay kharay huay lund ko sambhalnay ki koshish kar raha tha.
Mera hejaan ye soch soch kay bhi barh raha tha kay pehli baar Rida, meri rakhel, meri chirya ko meray ilawa koi aur mard, Jinsi tor se istimaal kar raha tha.

Jawed meri sochon se kaheen duur, ab ahista ahista apni speed barhanay laga tha. Uskay haath Rida kay hamwar pait aur uskay gol chotay mummon pe matar gashtiyan kar rahay thay.

“MMmmmmmhhh…” 
Poori koshish kay bawajood Jawed kay mu se dabi dabi mazay mein doobi ahain nikal rahi theen. 

Mujh se bardasht nahi ho raha tha ab. Main ne aik jhatkay se jam apnay mu mein undela aur usay side pe rakhtay huay shorts kay ooper se he apna lund pakar kay sehlanay laga.

Jawed ki speed ab barh rahi thi aur main note kar raha tha kay Rida ki choot ab shaded response dena lagi thi. Uskay chehray pe masoom, madhosh hejaan Ghalib tha.
Aur phir yakayak, Jawed ne Rida kay mummay dabanay shuru kardiya. Uska oopri jism, Rida kay seenay pe jhuknay laga aur nichla dhar speed pakartay huay Rida ki choot ko musmaar karnay laga.

Uskay motay hont Rida kay chotay nokeelay se nipples pe garr gaye aur wo usko bheenchtay huay usko chodnay laga. Main uska chehra to nahi dekh pa raha tha lekin uski barhti hui raftaar, aur un dono kay apas mein takratay pehluon ki  thapthap buht kuch bata rahi thi kay uska excitement level kia tha.

Mera haath bhi tezi se apnay lund pe chal raha tha aur shayad utna he level mera bhi barh chuka tha.

Jawed ne yakdam apna chehra Rida kay seenay se uthaya aur apnay hathon mein uski kamar thaamtay huay wo zor zor se Rida ki choot thoknay laga.

“Uhhh… Uhhh…”
Jawed ki mazay se labraiz, haanpti hui awazain is baat ka saaf indeeya theen kay Rida ki naujawan choot ki tangi, uskay lund kay zor pe haavi honay lagi thi. 
Aur kuch lamhon mein hee Jawed mast ho chuka tha. Us nay dono hathon se sofay pe nangi chudti hui Rida ki kamar ko mazbooti se pakra hua tha. Uska har dhakka, Rida kay kamsin badan buri tarha hila daalta. Uskay chotay gol mammay tharaktay aur uski kamsin ranain, madhoshi kay alam mein betarteebi se hilteen.

“Fuuuckkk… meee Shani bh….ai…”
Uskay honton se minminati hui awaz nikli.
Rida hosh o hawaas se aari lekin mazay se sarshaar ho rahi thi. Jawed yaqeenan usko jis excitement se chod raha tha wo meray lund kay aadi uskay badan kay liye bhi aik naya aur exciting experience tha.

“Cummmm in mmeee….plea..seee.. Shhh..aa…”
Rida ki ankhain band theen aur uski zaban bhi uska saath nahi de rahi thi. USkay zehen mein bas wohi hoga kay aaj main uskay andar apna paani gira kay usay pregnant kar doonga. Huma ki tarha.
Paani tou girna tha… zaroor girna tha… lekin mera nahi.
Mera hath ab meri shorts mein banay tent ko masal masal kay mujhay taskeen puhncha raha tha. Manzar he aisa tha. Hala kay main apnay samnay Khurram ko Huma, aur Rida ko chodtay huay, Dilawar ko Yumna ko dabochtay huay, Miss Anaya ko Safdar kay neechay pharaktay huay, Janay kitni baar dekh chuka tha…. Magar Jawed ko apna pasandeeda khilona bedardi se istimaal kartay huay dekhna, bara ghazab ka experience sabit ho raha tha.

Jawed ki speed aur unkay jimson ki Thapa-thap, ab apnay climax ki janib barh raheen theen.

“Uhhhhh… UhhhhHHH…”
Jawed ki mushaqqat rang lanay lagi thi aur udhar Rida ka jism bhi tharrthara raha tha.
Aik dam se Rida ki hawa mein betarteebi se chalti tangain jesay akar see gayeen. Uski kamar kamaan ban gayee aur uska chehra peechay ko honay laga. 
Jawed ki tangon pe bhi larza taari hota gaya aur uski speed bhi station kay qareeb aati train kay jesi ho gayee.

“UhhhhhaaaaaaahhhhhhHH…” Aik akhri dabi see aah Jawed kay mu se nikli aur wo jhatkay leta hua Rida ki choot mein farigh honay laga.

Rida ka badan bhi jesay socket mein laga hua tha. Jhurjhuriyaan letay huay wo bhi farigh ho rahi thi.

Aur idhar, mera haath shorts kay ooper se apnay lund ko aram se sehla raha tha…. Aur meray chehray pe aik muskurahat see phelti ja rahi thi.

Dono kay jimson mein zalzalay thamay tou Rida ka akra hua jism, laash ki tarhan dheela ho gaya. Jawed kuch seconds haanpta hua apnay lund ka truck, Rida ki choot mein achi tarha ultata raha. Aur phir us ne apnay hathon ki grift se Rida ko azad kartay huay, jhuk kar uskay pait aur seenay pe bosay liye.
Rida ko shayad ab koi hosh na tha.
Uska orgasm uskay nashon, ko kayee gunaah ziada kar gaya tha. 

Jawed alvidayee bosay denay kay baad, Rida kay pehlu se behti abshar mein se apna geela lund bahar nikaltay huay, larkharata, uth khara hua.

Main ne muskura kay usko dekha aur wo jinsi asoodgi mein doobi hansi kay saath bola.

“Uhhh…. Thank you Shani!”
Us ne apna saans bahal kartay huay kaha.
Wo aur kuch kehna chahta tha lekin main janta tha kay uski abhi kia halat hogi.
Main ne usko chup rehnay ka ishara kia aur sargoshi kartay huay bola
“Koi thank you nahi Jawed. Jo tum chahtay thay… wo tumhain mil gaya… bus ab is raat ko aik sunehri yaad bana kay apnay andar saja lo. Is tajurbay ka zikr, kisi se na karna… Dilawar Khan se bhi nahi… ok?”

Jawed ne hath kay isharay se apnay mu ko ‘zip’ kartay huay jawab dia
“Meray hont silay huay hain…”
Phir us be aik nazar andar sofay pe bikhri Rida ko dekha aur zer e lab muskura kay bola
“Buht der karayee is lazzat kay hasool ne… lekin is intizar ka ikhtitam… tawaqquaat se kaheen barh kar haseen tha… Once again, thank you…”
Wo sar jhukata hua bola aur phir kapray sambhalta chala gaya.

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Hum sab bachpan mein kitnay masoom hotay hain.
Duniya ki khunkhariyat se bilkul na balad.
Har cheez ko apnay dil ki shafaafiyat aur ankhon ki masoomiyat kay lens se dekhtay hain. Har cheez mein achai, har cheez mein Khushi dhoondhtay hain.
Lekin shayad main ne bachpan mein he ye lens kho diya tha… meri rooh pe lagaye gaye ghaao, mujh pe karay gaye zulim kay bojh talay wo lens chikna choor ho chuka tha…
Choti umr se andaza ho gaya tha kay meray saath ziadti karnay walay kon thay. Meray dushman, meray mulzim…
Intiqaam ka jazba mujh mein kachi umr se aisa ubhra tha kay jawani tak puhnchtay puhnchtay wo toofaan ban gaya… aur is toofan ko Akasha ki taqaton ne aisi hawa dee kay category 8 hurricane bhi kia hoga!

Aur isi toofan ki zad mein main ne sab ko tabah kar dala. Apnay dushmano ko, un se juray logon ko…. Aur shayad khud ko bhi.
Ah… kitna girr gaya tha main!

Jawed kay farmhouse se wapsi pe Rida ko kaafi shaded hangover raha tha. Lekin is mein bhi uski Khushi dekhnay wali thi. Wo meray se jurr kay bethi rahi aur masoom bachon ki tarha mujhay dekh dekh kay khilkhilati rahi. Wo bechari yahi samajh rahi thi kay main ne uski kokh mein apnay nishaan chor diye hain. USay kia pata tha kay main ne us kay sath kis qism ka dhoka kia tha. Meri himmat nahi ho rahi thi us se ankhain milanay ki.
Dilasay deta raha khud ko saray rastay.
Agar Rida ko main apnay maqsad ki bheent charha raha tha… tou akhir kaar main khud bhi Akasha kay asal maqsad ki bheent charh jaonga. Khatam ho jaonga. Kon meray gunahon ka, meray intiqaam ka naam lewa ho ga?
Kon meri dastaan ko… meray urooj ko, meri jeet ko… yaad rakhay ga?
Meri anthak mehnat aur kaawishon ne meray saath he fana ho jana tha!
Aur main, yaqeenan aisa he ikhtitaam deserve karta tha!

Jo bachpan se burai ko samajh letay hain, wo baray ho kar aksar usi burai mein, zindagi bhar ulajh kar khud ko dhakoslay detay rehtay hain…

~

Raat bhar, farmhouse se wapas akar main ne khud ko neechay basement office mein qaid sa kar liya.

Najanay kesay kesay sawal meray bhejay mein gardish kar rahay thay. Jo zehni tanao main is waqt feel kar raha tha, uski shiddat yaqeenan wesi he thi, jis ko jheltay huay main pagal khanay ja puhncha tha.
Aisa lag raha tha kay jesay main ghoom phir kay, aik martaba phir usi jaga agaya tha jahan se main ne Akasha se milnay wali salahiyaton kay saath safar shuru kia tha. Wo salahiyatain, madham sahi, lekin abhi bhi meray sath theen…. Magar situation… wohi thi. Unkay hotay huay bhi main bebas tha. 
Usi 11 sala Shani ki tarha.

Rida shaam kay baad, mujhay disturb karnay zarur ayee thee lekin main ne kaam ka bahana bana dala, aur wo meri seriousness ko bhaanptay huay chali gayee thi.

Inhi sochon mein ghalta main ne sar uthaya tou koi 2 bajj rahay thay raat kay.
Sar jhatka, washroom ja kar paani wani mara mu pe aur phir bojhal qadmon se wapas ooper janay walay zeenay ki taraf barha.

Main rahdari mein puhcnha tou dekha kay kitchen ki choti wali light jal rahi thi.
Main ne ooper kay floor pe jati serrhiyon ko dekha tou unki light band thi… yani ooper se koi neechay na aya tha.
Main dabay paaon barha aur kitchen ki enterance kay qareeb akar andar jhanka… tou dekha kay halki see Roshni mein koi kursi pe sar pakray huay betha tha aur uskay samnay bhaap urata chai ka cup tha.

“Yumna… aap yahan? Is waqt?”
Main ne usay pehchantay huay sargoshi ki tou us ne sar jhataktay huay mujhay dekha aur phir gehra saans lia.

“Kheriyat tou hay?” Main ne uskay samnay kursi khenchtay huay kaha. 
Yumna is waqt ya tou tunn ho kay so rahi hoti thi ya phir meri ghulami mein anay kay baad, apnay kamray, ya Dilawar ki baanhon tak mehdood rethi thi. Yaqeenan us kay zehn pe kuch aisa tha, jo wo is waqt chai banana ayee thi yahan.

Yumna ne afsurda se chehray kay sath mujhay dekha aur phir uski nigahen neechay chali gayeen.
Main ne ghor kia tou uskay agay paray chai kay cup kay peechay, uskay hathon mein koi kaghaz sa daba hua nazar araha tha.

“What is this Yumna?” Main ne is doran shayad teesra sawal kia tha aur us ne abhi tak zaban na kholi thi. Main ne uskay zehn mein jhaanknay ki koshish kee lekin mujhay koi khatir khuah kamyabi na hui. Bus uskay zehn pe kisi ghambir soch ka baar sa mehsoos hua.

“Dilawar ne… bhijwaya hay … ye….”
Yumna ne ye kehtay huay kuch second kaghaz ko kuch marora aur phir meri janib barha dia.
Main ne uskay hath se kaghaz lia aur meri ankhain us ka jaiza lenay lageen.

Ye aik report thi.
Yumna ki medical report.
Wo pregnant thi.

~

Yumna, Rida ki paidaish kay 18 saal baad dobara pait se hui thi. Aur wo bhi apni marzi kay baghair, sarasar meray actions aur meray mqasid ki waja se. Wo bhalay meri grift mein thi lekin wo jis qism ki aurat thi, usay bachon ka koi shoq na tha. Aur dobara pregnant hona uski zehni ghulami ko jhatkay denay kay liye buht tha. Jis kay sabab usay samajh nahi araha tha kay wo is khabar kay nateejay mein kia radd e amal zahir karay.
Mera kaam banta nazar araha tha. Lekin mujhay phir bhi, us waqt tak, jab kay pakka kaam na hojaye, baray ahtiyat se cheezon ko unkay akhri marahil ki taraf guide karna tha.
Wo Zahiri tor pe is pregnancy ko pasand nahi kar rahi thi. Us se khush na thi. Aur main ne uskay andar ki awaz ko kisi had tak suntay huay usko baray pyaar se, usi andaz mein samjhaya…. Kay main uski abortion ka intizaam kar doonga. Lekin bahana ye banaya kay ye waqt Dilawar ko black mail karnay ka tha… aur apna maqsad us se nikalwanay kay baad main Yumna ko jald he hospital le jaonga.

Kuch der ki mehnat kay baad shayad wo kuch kuch samajh gayee. Ya phir usay is waqt solution ki zarurat thi. Jo wo Akasha ki taqaton kay zer e asar, khud apnay dimagh se khojnay se qasir thi.

Samjha bujha kay usko, uskay room tak chora aur phir apnay room ki taraf janay laga. Darwaza khola tou uskay peechay soti Huma ka mutmayeen chehra nazar aya. Kesay aram se so rahi thi wo. Mujh mein basi sunehri Roshni kay zer e asar… uska pehla shikaar!
Kia uskay zehn ko, isi tarha ghulaam bana kay rakhna sahi hay? Khaas tor pe jab meri salahiyaton ka control, har guzartay din kay saath ghat raha tha?

Haan… main zarur Huma ko… apni taqaton kay control se azad kar doonga! Wo shayad mujhay aur asani se bhool jayegi… ho sakta hay kay uski memory wapas ajaye aur wo sab kuch yaad rakhay… kay kesay main ne uska aur uskay khandan ka istehsaal kia tha? 
Aur main, jo bara hero ban kar uskay liyay… us kay pait mein paltay apnay khoon kay liye… qurbaniyan de raha tha… apni jaan ganwa raha tha… uskay liye is kahani ka sab se bara villain ban kay samnay ata. Is dastaan ka sab se qabil e nafrat kirdar!

Main ne yeh sochtay huay darwaza band kia… aur samnay Jana kay room ki janib barh gaya. Aik taraf wo thi jiskay liye main 2 qurbaniyan denay ka ahtimam kar raha tha… aur doosri taraf wo… jis kay liye main khud qurban honay wala tha.

~

“Shani… utho… tumhara phone kab se bajj raha hay!”
Jana ki awaz meray kano se takrai aur main ne ankhain kholeen.

Sooraj khirkiyon se cheekh raha tha… aur khirki se aati uski Roshni, meray saath bistar pe angraiyyan leti, Jana kay neem uriyan jism kay gird jesay lipati hui meri ankhon ko chundhiya rahi thi.

Aur mujhay jesay andaza hua kay sooraj ki Roshni nahi… balkay mera phone cheekh raha tha.

“I think Dilawar ka phone hay….” Jana ne badastoor hoshruba see angrai letay huay dobara kaha. USkay seenay aur gardan pe mojood nishanaat pichli raat ki kahani achi tarha bayan kar rahay thay. 

“Oh…” Main ne ankhain maleen, aur hosh o hawaas mein atay huay jaldi se apna phone uthaya

“Hu.. ahem...Hello…” Main ne khankhara bhara

“Shani…” 
Doosri janib se Dilawar ki kuch karakht see awaz ayee.
“Jee Dilawar sahib..” Main ne bistar se uthtay huay aik nazar Jana ko dekha aur washroom mein ghustay huay, modibana andaz mein jawab dia
“News tou mil gayee hogi tumko…” Dilawar ne usi andaz mein poocha
“Jee..” Main ne bhi wohi modibana ravish qayam rakhi
“Jo hona tha wo ho chuka. Ghalti ka azala karna hay ab…” Dilawar ne aik saans letay huay kaha
“Kharchay ka bandobast mein kar doonga… tum is news ko daba dalo. Samajh aya?” Dilawar is waqt bator waqif kaar nahi balkay aik typical don walay andaz mein guftugoo kar raha tha.
“Jee Dilawar Sahib… main Yumna ki pregnancy se nimat leta hoon. Abortion ka kharcha aap kyun utha rahay hain sarkaar… khadim kis liye hay?” Main ne chaploosi ki
“Nahi Shani. Ghalti meri hay, azala main he karoonga. Tum bus intizaam kar lo.”
Dilawar ne meri peshkash radd kee
“Jab kaam hojaye tou ittilah de dena.” Dilawar sappat se lehjay mein bola
“Understood. Aur Yumna?” Main ne kuch taraddud se poocha
“Hmmm…” Dilawar ne kuch tawaqquf kiya aur phir usi sappat aur khurdray lehjay main bola
“Filhaal, main apnay saath uski koi association nahi chahta… kisi qism ki bhi…”

Mujhay lag raha tha kay pregnant karnay kay baad uska Yumna se shayad dil bhar gaya tha. Uskay rival ki biwi thi, jisko itnay din chod chod kay us nay khoob mazay liye aur phir us mein bacha daal kar us se la taluqi. Jitni bharas thi nikaal chuka tha shayad Dilawar Khan.
Aisi he aik dou rasmi baton kay baad us ne phone rakh dia.
Dilawar Khan bara ukhra ukhra sa laga tha.
Shayad wo aisa jaan kay kar raha tha. 
Lekin mera kaam ho chuka tha… lihaza sach kahoon tou, mujhay bhi ab us se aur koi gharz nahi tha. Us se bus ab karobari taluq he rakhna chahta tha main.

 
Dilawar se baat kar kay main ne Yumna ko bhi is se agah kardia. Takay uska dimagh kuch sakoon mein rahay.
Balkay Dilawar ki dee gayee raqam bhi main ne Yumna kay hawalay kar dee. Meray itnay achi tarha pesh anay se Yumna ka dimagh yaqeenan aur ziada gudmudd ho raha hoga. Lekin mujhay abhi uskay dimagh se nahi… uskay pait se sarokaar tha.

Uskay room se nikla aur Adeel chacha kay room kay samnay lagay khoobsurat khanjar ko dekhtay huay main khuli fiza mein janay ko barha. Abhi kitchen cross kia tha kay mera phone, aik baar phir se cheekha.
Sach kahain tou mujhay is waqt uski bell se jitni koft ho rahi thi utni pehlay kabhi na hui thi.

Mu banatay huay phone jaib se nikala tou screen pe ata naam dekh kar sab koft rafa ho gayee.
“Hello..Safdar!” 
Main ne aisay kaha jesay usi ki call ka intizaar ho mujhay. Uski baatain, mujhay sakoon aur hope deti theen. 
“Shani… kesay ho? Suna hay kisi outing pe gaye huay thay?” Safdar ne apnay makhsoos lehjay mein poocha. Uskay peechay se gariyon kay shor kia awaz arahi thi. Wo drive kar raha tha shayad.
“Jee… aik do din khud ko apnay gird pheli pur-israriyat se duur rakhna chahta tha… acha waqt guzra… aap batain… kesay yaad kia?”
Main ne sarsari se andaz mein apni ‘outing’ ko summarize kia

“Abhi kahan ho?” Safdar ne poocha
“Ghar pe… kheriyat?” Main ne ruk ke kureda.

“Bus… aglay 20 minute mein tumharay ghar kay bahar honga… coffee ka mood hay?” Safdar hanstay huay bola
“Why… Not?” Main ne is surprise pe kuch mussarat ka izhar kartay huay hami bhari.
“OK. See you in 20..” Safdar ne ye leh kay call munqatay kar dee.

YAqeenan is waqt, apnay zehni tanao ko sakoon denay kay liye Safdar se milna acha hoga. Main ne dil mein socha aur change karnay kay liye wapas ghar ki enterance ki taraf murr gaya.

20 minute pooray bhi na huay thay kay Safdar ki kali SUV ka horn sunayee dia. Main seerhiyon pe he tha. Awaz sun kay taqreeban dorta hua bahar gaya. Kitni shiddat se main is mahol se break lena chahta tha!

Safdar ne mujhay dekhtay he haath hilaya.
Uskay chehray pe siyah sunglasses yaqeenan usko aur wajeeh bana rahay thay. Is age mein bhi wo itna wajeeh tha kay kia Brad Pitt, kia George Clooney, kia Anil Kapoor…?!

Meray gaari mein bethtay he us ne race dee aur hum sarak pe farratay bharnay lagay.

“Is waqt coffee? Lagta hay kuch khaas baat karni hay aap ne mujh se…” Main ne apna sar seat kay cushion mein dabaty huay kaha

“Haan… kuch… aisa he. Khaas bhi… Zaruri bhi…. Bus tanhai shart hay…” 
Wo ye kehtay huay hansa aur phir hum aik do aisi he khush gappiyon kay baad shehr ki aik maroof coffee shop pe aa rukay.
Shaam se qabal, is waqt idhar rush na honay kay barabar tha. 
Warna ye jaga baad az shaam, aksar naujawan couples aur taaru uncles se bhari pari hoti thi.

Safdar ne aik konay ki janib ishara kia aur waiter humain usi konay pe akeli see table pe le aya. Ghaliban idhar anay walay young couples, madham Roshni aur neem romanvi angrezi moseeqi mein, is alag thalag see table pe kuch ‘khaas’ private qism kay discussion kartay hongay.

Humaray bethtay he Safdar ne 2 black coffee, americano lanay ko kaha aur phir us ne paani glass mein undeltay huay aik ghoont lia.
Wo aik dou second mujhay ghoortay raha aur phir us ne kehna shuru kia.
“Jo main tumhain batanay ja raha hoon… ye hum dono kay beech rahay ga… is ka maqsad sirf tumhari agahi hay… kia tum vadaa kartay ho kay aisa he ho ga?”
Safdar ne mujhay ghor se dekhtay huay sawal kia aur phir palkain jhapkeen.

Jo admi mujh se gari mein khush gappiyan kar raha tha… shayad ye wo admi nahi tha. Uskay chehray pe pareshani aur fikr ayan thi. Uski ankhain nam see theen aur uskay haath baar baar harkat kar rahay thay.

“Aisa kab hua hay kay hamari batain kisi aur kay kaano pe pari hon… aap mujh pe hamesha ki tarha trust kar saktay hain Safdar…” Main ne wasooq se kaha tou us ne aik gehra sa saans lia aur phir se glass mein paani undelta hua ghataghat charha gaya.

“Shani…” Wo apnay honton se pani saaf kartay huay bola
“Tumhain yaad hay na main ne tumhain apnay bachpan ka…  Akasha se jurnay ka qissa sunaya tha?”

Zahir hay mujhay yaad tha. Safdar se tanhai mein honay wali har guftagoo, kuch naya achanba liye hoti. Nayee haqeeqatain. Jo meray zehn pe achi tarha naqsh theen. 
Main ne haan mein sar hilaya. 

“Main ne bataya tha tumhain… kay kesay main aur meray bhai…. Barda faroshon kay hattay charh gaye thay… aur humain phir bacha lia gaya tha…” Wo apni story rewind kar raha tha

“Haan mujhay yaad hay… Lekin aap ye dobara kyun bata rahay hain?” 
Main ne kuch zich sa hotay huay sawal kia

“Kyun kay Shani…” Us ne thook sa nigla
“Saalon qabal, us raat, us samay… mujhay aur meray bhai ko bachanay wali hasti… kal raat… mujhay apnay roobaroo…dikhayee dee hay!”
Safdar ne ruk ruk kay bayan kia tou meri ankhain herat se phel gayeen

“Kiaa???” Main ne taqreeban cheekhtay huay kaha. Meri awaz taqreeban khali hall mein goonji. Duur bethay aik dou customers ne murr kay bhi dekha tha. Shayad main aur bhi ziada excited hojata agar meri nazar is taraf atay huay waiter pe na parti.

“Sir, aapki coffee…” US ne ajab see nazron se mujhay dekha
“Thank you…” Safdar ne bari apnayiat se kaha
“You’re welcome sir…” Wo sar jhuka kay wapas murr gaya.

Uskay jatay he main ne sargoshi ki
“Matlab kal aap kay paas wohi Maymaar aya tha?????”

“Haan Shani.” Safdar ne mathay se paseena poncha
“Itnay saalon baad… wohi…Maymaar. Bilkul wesa he. Saray mu koi farq nahi tha! Jesay bachpan mein dekha tha, jesa zehn pe naqsh tha, bilkul wesa!”
Wo seherzada se andaz mein bolay ja raha tha.

“Kia kaha? Kia bataya? Kia reason tha uska itnay arsay baad aap kay samnay anay ka?”
Main ne aik saath kayee sawal kar dalay

“Wo…” Safdar ne dabi dabi awaz se kaha
“Wo mujhay khabardaar karnay aya tha….”

“Khabar daar? Kis cheez se? Kis se?” Meray sawal nahi ruk rahay thay

“Anay walay waqt kay baray mein khabar dar karnay… samjho tou aik warning denay… chitavni denay!”
Safdar ne apni coffee pe phoonk martay huay phir sargoshi kee

“Kesi warning? Safdar please sahi tarha se batayen…” Main ne goya uska zehn jhanjhora tou wo bokhlaya sa hokar bola

“Change of plans, Shani….sab badalnay wala hay…” Safdar ne jaldi jaldi garam coffee ka ghoont galay se utara.
“Jo tha… wo ab nahi rahay ga. Badal jayega. Is kahani se juray har fard, har kirdar kay liye… sab kuch badal jayega. Jo tha… wo ab nahi rahay ga…!” Safdar ne aik baar phir seherzada se andaz mein kaha

“Kia badal jayega Safdar?” Main ne tajassus se kureda

“Sab kuch Shani sab kuch! Is khel se juray har kirdaar ki taqdeer badal jaye gee Shani! Aur…. Yahi nahi….” Safdar ne ruktay huay garam coffee ka aik aur karwa ghoont bedardi kay sath halaq se neechay kia.

“Yahi nahi…” Safdar bolay ja raha tha
“Balkay ye anay wali tabdeeliyaan…. Sab kay liye bhaari saabit hongi… Sab ko le doobain gee…. Siwaye… siwaye.. aik kay!”
Safdar ne paheliyon jesay andaz mein bataya

“Matlab sab mutassir hongay… siwaye aik kay?” Main ne uskay bayan  karda alfaz ko asaan karnay ki koshish ki

“Itni asani se iska mafhoom na samajh pao gey…” Safdar ne apna sar khujaya
“Is se pehlay tumhain ye sochna chahiye kay ye aik dam se sab kuch kyun badal jayega? Kia waja hay?”

Kaha tou sach tha us ne. Main excitement aur tajassus mein aqal istimaal karna bhool gaya tha.

“Kia waja hay?” Main ne uskay kiye gaye sawal ko uski janib dobara paltaya

“Kyun kay…”
Wo coffee aik saans mein poori charha gaya aur phir honton pe zaban pheri
“Kyunkay tabdeeli… tum se shuru hui hay…”

“Mujh se?” Main hakka bakka sa ho gaya

“Haan… kyunkay Shani tum… tum is ehed mein… is janam mein… Akasha kay plan… badal rahay ho… tum aur tumhari madadgaar kuch quwwatain…Andekhi Duniya kay asoolon ko, radd kartay huay… aik naya mustaqbil parwaan charha rahay ho tum Shani… Aik naya mustaqbil…. aur is naye mustqbil kay amal mein anay se jo lehrain uthain gee, wo ghaliban is dastaan se juray har zee rooh pe asar andaz hongi….”
Safdar ne falsafiyana, lekin qadray asan se andaz mein mujhay samjhaya tou meri sansain tez hogayeen. Kia Maymaaron ko is baat ka ilm tha kay main Sister Katherine ki madad se Huma ko bacha raha hoon?
Main chup chaap yehi sochtay huay uski taraf dekhay ja raha tha.

“Ye tabdeeliyan, Akasha ki nagri se munsalik har aik kay liye tabahi ka samaan banaen gee… siwaye… aik kay….”
Safdar ne phir se duhraya
“Ye… ye Maymaar ne bataya aap ko?”
Mujhay abhi bhi kuch sahi se samajh nahi araha tha
“Kkia matlab iska?”

Safdar ne sar jhuka lia
“Matlab… tum behtar jantay ho… ya wo jin se ye sab chupa hua nahi!”

“Ye tabdeeliyan, Akasha se juray sab logon kay liye tabahi layen gee… siwaye… aik kay….”
Main ne Safdar ka jumla repeat kia
“Kon hay wo aik?”
Aisa lag raha tha jesay meri ankhain uskay wajeeh cheray se aar paar honay wali theen. Lekin wo meri in nokeeli nazron se ghabraye baghair… mujhay ulta ghooray ja raha tha. Us ne kuch der aisay he mujhay dekha aur koi jawab diye baghair gardan morr kay waiter ko ishara kia.

“Bill lay aao boss…aaj itna he time tha hamaray paas… ya shayad is se ziada time ab humain nahi mil sakay ga…” 
Usi seherzada se andaz mein, paheliyaan bujhatay, Safdar kharay ho gaye aur meri taraf aik nigah daltay huay bahar janay lagay.

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Safdar ki batayee hui batain mera zehn mafloooj sa kar gayeen theen. 
Wo bus jesay mujh pe is ‘raaz’ ka bojh daal kay chalta bana.
Main ne lakh kurednay ki kosish ki lekin wo bus wohi cheez mukhtalif andaz se repeat karta raha.
“Sab kay liye tabahi hay… siwaye aik kay…”

Kia wo ‘aik’ main tha? Kia meray plans waqai Akasha se juray har fard pe asar andaz ho rahay thay? Un sab kay liye tabahi ka sabab ban rahay thay?
Kia main is tabahi ka zimmedaar tha?

Hathoron ki tarhan ye sawal meri sochon pe barastay rahay.
Safdar ne mujhay khamooshi se ghar drop kia aur aisa bhaga jesay uski zindagi dao pe lagi ho.
Main ne tou socha tha kay us se mil kar shayad mera kuch jee halka hojayega lekin us ne tou mujhay aur uljha diya tha. Aur pareshan kardia tha.
Ufff… har taraf sirf uljhanain theen. Purisraar uljhanain. Mafooq ul fitrat uljhanain.
Main pagal ho jaonga.
Sheeshay kay samnay kharay, main ne mu pe chapakay maray.
Meri ankhain laal ho rahi theen. Jesay maheeno se soya na hoon. Ankhon kay gird banay halqay meri bebasi ko jalli huruf mein bayan kar rahay thay.
Kehnay ko tou 21 saal ka tha… lekin is waqt ayeenay mein aisa dikh raha tha jesay sadiyon ka boorha. 

Main mu dho kay washroom se nikla. Basement office ki tanhai meri muntazir thi. Ab aksar mera waqt yahin guzarta tha. Sab se cut kay.
In pareshan kun din o raat mein, bus aik Jana ki aghosh thi… jidhar mujhay waqti sakoon milta. Usi aghosh mein jis pe main ne bilakhir nisaar hojana tha.

Yahi sochtay huay main ne ghari pe nazar daali. 1:20 ho rahay thay raat kay. Bus ab Jana kay kamray ki taraf he sidhaarna tha main ne.
Computer off kar kay mura tou sannatay mein aik ghaseeli awaz sunai dee.
“Jo kar rahay ho… mujh se chupa nahi hay…meray dost!”

Yusuf! Badrooh!
“Oh… finally… aap ne mujhay is tashreef awri ka sharf bakhsa…. Kahiyay? Kidhar maray huay thay?”
Main ne tanz mein dooba nishta uskay andekhay wajood ki janib dagha

“Tanz, meri madri zaban hay… ye mat bhoolna…” Yusuf ne qehqaha lagaya
Aur phir uski awaz mein aik garaj see agayee. Jesay kisi 12 saal kay bachay ko jalal agaya ho.
“Tum apnay maqsad… hamaray maqsad se phirr rahay ho! Sister Sarah kay saath kiye gaye waday kay khilaaf ja rahay ho! Bara acha badla de rahay ho devi kay ahsano ka!”

Pehli baar Yusuf mujh se larai kay mood mein tha. Pehli baar mujhay laga kay wo meray zehn mein, aur Farhan kay jsim mein basti aik badrooh thi. Mujhay us se shaded nafrat honay lagi thi.

“Ahsaan? Qurbani ko ahsaan samajhtay ho tum?” Main ne daant peestay huay kaha

“Maqsad samajhta hoon Shani!” Wo dhara
“Tum ne apna intiqaam poora kar lia… bus ab iskay badlay mein jo qurbani deni hay wo dou! Aur apna maqsad poora karo! Kyun Akasha kay mustaqbil se phirnay ki jasarat kar rahay ho?”
Yusuf ko bari aag agi hui thi aaj

“Mustaqbil kisi kay baap ka nahi jo badla nahi ja sakta. Insaan apni taqdeer khud khojta hay…. lekin tum tou aik badrooh ho… tumhain kia maloom?”
Main ne haqqarat se kaha

“Ye na bhoolna kay tumhari ye baghi sochain, main Sister Sarah tak nahi puhncha sakta!” Yusuf ne bilakhir mujhay sakht tarri laga dali

Main kuch kehnay he wala tha lekin najanay kyun rukk gaya.
Kia wo waqai Sister Sarah ko meri baghawat ka bata sakta tha?
“Tumhari chupp is baat ka sabot hay kay tumharay dil mein abhi bhi Akasha ka khauf hay… main apni is lambay arsay kay sath kay badlay mein… tumko aik din deta hoon. Kal tak soch lo kay tum kia waqai apnay maqsad se phirna chahtay ho ya nahi. Warna, main Sister Sarah ko agah kar doon ga… aur phir jo hoga…. Wo tum nahi sehh sako gey!”
Yusuf ne ghaseelay se lehjay mein mujhay intibaah kia aur phir uski mojoodgi ka ahsas khatam hogaya.
Kia waqai wo Sister Sarah ko meray plans se agah kardega?
Yaqeenan ye sahi nahi hoga!
Mujhay… kuch karna chahiye…
Lekin kia?

Main ne yahi sochtay huay office kay kayee chakkar laga liye.
Apni uljhano mein gum, mujhay waqt ka jesay pata he nahi chala
Aur phir meri nazar phone pe pari.
Raat beet chuki thi… Subah hony ko thi.
Main basement se nikal kay ooper chala gaya aur phir apnay aur Jana kay rooms ko cross kartay huay terrace mein agaya.

Roshni honay mein ziada der na thi. Asmaan pe taray, raat bhar chamaknay kay baad, jesay sooraj ki kirno ka bechani se intizaar kar rahay thay. 
Koi 5:30 ka amal hoga.
Shehr ki sard hawain chal raheen theen. Raat ki khamosshi tootnay ko thi.
Is toot-ti khamooshi ki purisrariyat se main achi tarha se ashna ho chuka tha.
Main ne hawa ko chehray pe feel kartay huay asmaan ki janib dekha.
Thaktay huay sitaron ki jhilmil kam parti ja rahi thi… ma siwaye aik kay.
Venus, Zuhra… subha aur shaam se pehlay asmaan pe poori aab o taab se chamaknay wala sayyara.

“Main janta hoon kay aap jaanti hain…”
Main ne ankhain band keen aur zer e lab bolna shuru kia
“Sawal ye hay kay agay… kia kiya jaye… Mujhay rehnumai chahiye.”

Mujhay aisa laga jesay Venus ki shuaayen mujh tak aa rahi hon. Sirf mujh tak. Aur phir aik tapish ka ahsaas hua.
Main ne ankhain khol deen.

Terrace mein meray samnay wali deevar pe… aik siyaah hevla ubhar raha tha.

“Shahnawaz urf Shani… tumhara zehn he nahi… balkay tumhara chehra bhi kayee pareshanio ka majmooa lag raha hay… kaho? Tumhain aaj kia pareshan kar raha hay? Maymaroon ki tanbeeh ay us badrooh ki dhamki? Hahahaha…!” Meray zehn mein Sister Katherine ki khfnaak see awaz aur phir garajti hansi goonji.

Wo yaqeenan sab kuch janti theen. Meray zehn kay waswasay aur meray chehray ki pareshani…
Main ne modibana se andaz mein jawab dia
“Mujhay samajh nahi araha, mera zehn maoof ho chuka hay…” Main ne kuch ghabratay huay kaha

“Hmmm….” Sister Katherine ka hevla, na tou jameh, yani solid tha aur na he transparent. Lag raha tha jesay wo deewar pe projector wali film ki tarha ubhra hua ho.
“Us badrooh ko tum ne buht chuut de rakhi hay…” Sister Katherine ka lehja kuch ghaseela sa tha
“Lekin devtaon kay is khel mein us ki koi hesiat nahi…. Haan Shahnawaz urf Shani… us badrooh ki koi hesiat nahi!” Wo garjeen

“Mujhay batayen, main kis tarah us badrooh se chutkara paon?” Main girgirata hua bola

“Ghabrao nahi…” Unkay hevlay ne haath uthatay huay kaha

“Yusuf kay liye Farhan kay jism se ziada koi cheez ahem nahi. Aur yahi uski sab se bari kamzori hay…hahahaha!” Sister Katherine ne aik khofnaak sa qehqaha lagatay huay kaha

“Jis shay kay zariye tum ne usay Farhan kay jism pe taqat dee hay… wohi cheez, usay Farhan se duur bhi kar sakti hay….” Sister Katherine ki tharakti awaz meray zehn mein ubhri.

“Matlab.. hallinta??” Main ne hairat se poocha

“Haan… hallinta! Suno… ghor se suno. Aik chutki apnay paas rakh kar ye tasawwur karna kay tum Farhan se Yusuf ko alag karna chahtay ho… aur phir us pe istimaal karo… uska taaluq munqata hojayega! Aur wo badrooh jo tum se ankhon mein ankhain daal kay baat kar raha hay… apni auqaat pe ajayega…Hahaha!” Sister Katherine kay holnaak qehqahay goonj rahay thay

“Apka buht shukriya Sister Katherine…” Main ne aik dam se jesay andherya mein Roshni see dekh lee thi.

“Shayad… kuch bhool rahay ho tum Shani…” Yakayak unkay qehqahay ruk gaye, aur aik baar phir nihayat sanjeeda se lehjay mein unhon ne mujh se sawal kia.

Oh…! Safdar ki wo chitavni!
Mera zehn jesay aik dam se laraz sa gaya.
“Maymaar… Safdar…” Meray mu se betarteebi se alfaz niklay

“Hahahaha….” Sister Katherine ka dil hila denay wala qehqaha hawa ki sunsunahat kay sath goonja.

“Jo badalna hoga… wo badlay ga… jo badal chuka hay uska tum kuch nahi kar saktay…” Qehqahon kay beech unki awaz lehron ki tarha meray zehn mein ubhri
“Dimagh ko us jaga markooz rakho… jidhar tumhara maqsad hay! Agay peechay kia ho raha hay… is ka socho gey tou kuch bhi nahi kar pao gey…”

Ye aik aisi naseehat thi jo mujhay khat kar kay lagi.
Sahi keh rahi theen wo.
Maymaar… Safdar… waqt ka dhara… mustaqbil…
Ye sab kuch bilashuba mujh se baeed tha. Meri dastaras, meri samajh… dono se kaheen duur, kahin bara.
Mujhay bus wohi karna chahiye jo main kar sakta tha!

Achanak deevar pe pharakta Sister Katherine ka saya bara sa honay laga. Aur main apni sochon se bahar agaya.

“Sister Katherine, lekin agar main hallinta ko dobara istimaal karnay ka irada karoonga tou kia Yusuf ko iska ilm nahi ho jayega? Akhir wo meray zehn mein basta hay…”
Main ne kuch dou-tok se andaz mein kaha

“Hahahahaha!” Sister Katherine ki makrooh hansi hawa ko kapkapa gayee.

“Tum insano ko…” Sister Katherine ka tamiskhrana lehja aik baar phir ubhra
“Tum insano ko baywaqoof banana kitna asaan hay…qabil e rehm hay tumhari soch aur samajh…”

Wo niri insaniyat ko zaleel karnay ka koi moqa nahi chorti thi.

“School ki us tang o tareek rahdari mein apnay gird ubhartay surkh o siyah badalon ko tum shayad faramosh kar gaye hogay lekin unhon ne… yaqeenan tumhain faramosh nahi kia…”
Sister Katherine ki maani khez sargoshi see ubhri.

Aur mujhay aik baar phir wo manzar yaad agaya. 
Jab Sister Sarah se milnay kay baad, apni hasti kay raazon se pardah uthnay kay baad.. rahdari mein Sister Katherine ne in raazon ko meray samnay jesay barehna kia tha. Devtaaon kay khel mein, meri auqaat yaad dilayee thi.

“Akasha tumhara dimagh nahi parh sakti… lekin yahi waja hay kay jo Yusuf ko tum se jora gaya hay… wo badrooh Akasha ko khabardar karay. Kyunkay agar Akasha kay mansoobay amal mein na aye, tou Yusuf bhi is duniya mein apni parchayeeon ko school ki imarat se bahar nahi la sakay ga…”

Sister Katherine ne meray dimagh kay goshay roshan kartay huay tanbeeh ki

“Us badrooh ko thikanay lagana buht zaruri hay… tumharay liye… meray liye… aur anay walay waqt ki pecheeda lakeeron se janam lenay wali tabdeelion kay liye… jo kayee taqdeeron ko badalnay kay liye ubhrnay wali hain…” 
Sister Katherine ne jesay mujhay waqt kay dharay mein utartay huay koi aisa conceot samjhanay ki koshish ki, jo shayad jaded daur ki soch se duur ya agay tha. Lekin main ne isi qism ki batain Safdar se suni theen, jo mujhay samajh aati theen.

Meri chup, meri bikhri sochon ka aks thi.
Hawa mein aik baar phir se sakoot torti hui Sister Katherine ki holnaak see awaz sansanai…

“Waqt pe sab kuch sahi ho gaya… tou shayad fatah ko tum se koi nahi cheen sakta… hahahaha…..lekin kitnay taajub ki baat hay kay tumharay paas filhal agar kisi cheez ki kami hay tou wo isi waqt ki hay… hahahahaha!”

Sister Katherine kay qehahay unkay saaye ki tarhan, pheltay huay goya fiza mein tehleel hogaye…

Subah namoodaar ho chuki thi. Aur meray andar aik nayee soch bhi!

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Farhan ko hamesha se chocolate buht pasand thi.
Khuah wo Yusuf Badrooh kay zer e asar ho ya na ho. Yusuf uskay jism pe haavi ho sakta tha lekin shayad Farhan ki core personality se juri jismani khahishon ko yakdam tabdeel nahi kar sakta tha. 
Ya phir aisa mujhay lagta tha.

Har raat khanay kay baad wo kitchen mein rakhay aik makhsoos dabbay se chocolate chip cookies ya candies nikaal kay mazay le le kay khata tha. Shayad iski aar mein Yusuf bhi chocolate kay taste aur smell waghera se milnay walay mazay ko Farhan kay jism kay zareeay mehsoos karta tha.
Isi dabbay mein pari chocolates pe, arsa pehlay… main ne hallinta ki dawai chirak kay, Farhan kay jism pe Yusuf Badrooh ko ikhtiaar dia tha.

Sisiter Katherine se advice lenay kay baad, main kisi robot ki tarha neechay kitchen ki taraf barhtay huay ye sab soch raha tha. Meray cheray pe aik baghiyana see muskurahat pheli ja rahi thi.

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Aik chutki kaha tha Sister Katherine ne.
Lekin main ne hifz e ma taqaddum kay tor pe, us se kuch ziada he miqdaar mein Hallinta ki dawa, nashtay se qabl he chocolates walay martabaan numa dabbay mein chirak daali thi. 
Aur jesay hidayat dee gayee thi, wesa he soch kar.
Mujhay yaqeen tha kay aaj raat, mujhay apnay dimagh mein basnay wali aik badrooh se takkar leni hogi. Wo badrooh jo meray karay aur andhonaak bachpan se lekar jawani tak meri rahnumai… aur mujh pe nazar rakhnay kay liye wajood mein layee gayee thi.

Apna kaam poora karnay kay baad, main abhi kitchen se bahar he nikal raha tha kay mujhay Yumna aati hui dikhi. Sabkhwabi ka libaas, uskay gird lipat lipat kar uskay jism ko jaga jaga se ayaan kar raha tha. 
Yoon bedharak nigahon se usay dekh kay, meray andar dorti sunehri Roshni ko angrai see ayee. Aur main sab kuch bhula kay apni taqaton kay mazhar… unhi pur hawas aur pur hejaan jazbaat o ahsasaat… ki janib mutawajja hogaya…

Yumna ki ankhain neend se aadhi khuli theen. Aur wo bilashuba, meray ahkamaat kay mutabiq, nashta banana idhar arahi thi. Rahdari ki khirkiyon se chanakti, ubhartay ujalon ki shuaaon mein barhti, wo hashar samanio ka pekar lag rahi thi. Uska ye husn main janay kitni baar musmaar kar chuka tha. Main he kia… Dilawar Khan bhi us se kafi arsa khel chuka tha. Jiska nateeja Yumna ki kokh mein janam pa raha tha. 
Main muskurata hua uski janib barha tou wo aik dam se rahari kay akhri siray pe ruk gayee aur ankhain phaar kay mujhay dekhnay lagi.

“Kia hua Yumna? Are you sleepwalking?” Main ne hanstay huay kaha

“Nnn..no. Main breakfast banana… aa.. arahi thi…” Wo khud ko kuch sambhaltay huay boli

“Tou banao… rukk kyun gayee?” Main ye kehtay huay kitchen kay darwazay se hat sa gaya. Itni jaga dee kay wo bamushkil guzar sakay.

Yumna aik lamhay ko ruki aur phir darwazay se enter honay lagi tou main ne apna haath uski ubhri hui gaand pe pher dala aur wo kasmasati hui, apna jism mujh se ragarti hui kitchen mein dakhil hogai.

Wo fridge ki janib barhi aur main uskay peachay ja kar khara hogaya. Wo fridge kay nichlay hisse se kuch nikalnay ko jhuki tou main ne halka sa agay hokar uski gaand kay sath apna nichla dharr laga diya. Wo aik dam se kuch aur kasmasai, phir us ne khamooshi se cheezain nikaaleen aur khari honay lagi tou main peechay hogaya. Yumna ne palat kay mujhay halka sa ghoora aur main makkari se muskurata raha. Aur mujhay yoon khilkhilata dekh kay us ne apni nigahain neechi kar leen aur counter pe cheezain rakhtay huay kaam mein jutt gai.

Main phir uski janib barha aur uskay peechay khara hogaya. 
Mera sar jhuka aur main ne uskay kaano kay peechay se uski gardan pe apnay hont rakh diye.
Meray haath uski gaand ko tatoltay huay uski mutanasib kamar pe agaye aur main uski gardan pe hont garay apni zaban uski skin pe pherta raha.

Yumna pehlay kuch jhurjhurai lekin phir us ne khud ko dheela chortay huay halat kay supurd kardia aur kaam karti rahi.

“Shani…” Us ne achanak anda phent-tay huay halki see awaz mein mujhay mukhatib kia.
“Hmmm?” Main badastoor uski gardan se hont mass kartay huay bola

“Main… Main maa nahi banna chahti…. Phir se…” Us ne hichkichatay huay kaha

Meray haath uski kamar se ooper gaye aur main ne uskay mummay pakar liye. Wo halkay se machli. 

“Bus kuch din ki baat hay… mera kaam nikalnay do… tumhara hamal zaya karwa doonga…” Main ne sarasar jhoot bola
“Okk…” Us ne saans chora.

“Aur… wo.. Rida ki fees..? Wo meray… pass uski… university ss..se phone aya tha…” US ne phir iltijai andaz mein kaha

Main ne uskay mummay zor se dabaye.
“Wo mera aur Rida ka mamla hay… is mein tumhain kuch bakwas karnay ki zarurat nahi…. Main uski fees bhar doonga… aur uski Mulayam gaand bhi!” 
Main ne ye kehtay huay peechay se trouser mein akarta apna lund uski gand kay sath zor se sata dia. Wo machaltay huay halka sa uchli aur main ne usko apni grift se azad kar dia. Yumna ne saansain bahal keen aur nashta banana mein masroof hogai.

“Nashta sahi se banana aur meray liye alag se rakh dena… ill have late breakfast.” Main ne hokum sadir kia aur kitchen se bahar nikla kay mujhay ooper seerhiyan se neechay atay qadmon ki awaz ayee.

Main ne dekha tou wo Rida aur Jana theen.

Rida nay mujhay dekh kay aik sharmeeli see muskurahat kay saath good morning kia. Mujhay kuch ajeeb sa laga lekin mujhay aur hairat Jana kay itni subha uthnay pe hui. 

“Wah, itni subha Jana? Kahan ki tayyari hay?” Main ne uskay chust kapron se uska jism apni nazron se uriyan kartay huay poocha

“Bus nothing really…. Jaldi ankh khul gayee tou socha aaj Rida ko uni drop kar kay ajati hoon… I just felt like going out…” Jana ne kandhay uchkaye

“Surprising…. Magar acha hay. Kia main apko company de sakta hoon?” Main ne muskuratay huay kaha

“No Shani bhai!” Jana kay jawab se pehlay he Rida beech mein bol pari.

Main ne mu banatay huay poocha
“Why??”

“Wo…. Wo it’s a girls only trip. Mujhay kuch … private baat bhi karni hay un se..” Rida ne apnay achanak reaction pe kuch sharminda sa ho kay explain karnay ki koshish ki. Uska chehra laal ho raha tha. Bilkul wesa he jesay Huma aur Adeel ko chup chup kay chudai karta dekh kay hota tha.

“Oh…ok. Chalo, enjoy karo.” 
Main muskuraya aur un dono kay gaalon ko thapthapata hua ooper ki janib nikal lia.

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Najanay kitnay din thay meray paas.
Meri ulti ginti shuru ho chuki thi.
Janta tha kay main Yusuf ko majboor zarur kar sakta hoon, lekin aisa kar kay main honi ko taal nahi sakta tha.
Wo jis hasti kay zariye is dunia mein laya gaya tha, wo bilakhir us pe asar rakhti hi hogi. Aaj nahi tou kal, Akasha… ya Sister Sarah usko talab kar kay sab kuch ugalwa sakti thi.
Lekin jo bhi tha, mujhay shayad Sister Katherine se milnay wali naseehaton ne qadray focused kar dia tha. Main wohi karoonga jo meri dastaras mein hay. Jo main nahi badal sakta, uskay baray mein nahi sochoon ga.

Yunhi in sochon mein doobtay uchaltay, raat ka pehla pehr dhalnay ko aan puhncha. Main khanay kay baad, bahar lawn mein hawa kha kar wapas basement office mein aya tha. 

Main joonhi apni desk ki janib barha tou mujhay basement office ki chatt pe lagay qumqumon ki halki khushnuma Roshni mein, apni desk pe kisi ko jhuka hua paya. Meray qadmon ki sarsarhat hui aur mahol mein rass gholti aik awaz ubhri.

“Is young age mein, apni wasiyatain kon likhta hay Shani?”
Jana. Is talatum mein mujhay bus aik yahi awaz sakoon deti thi.

Mujhay khayal aya kay main ne Mirza uncle ko denay kay liye, apni desk pe aik wasiyat nama likh rakha tha. Jis mein is karobar aur jaidad ki waris Huma ko banaya gaya tha. 

“Insan ko apnay mustaqbil ki bay aitinaaiyon kay baray mein zaroor sochna chahiye… iskay liye kisi age ki qaid nahi hoti…”
Main ne muskuratay huay apni desk pe jhuki Jana ko sar ta paa jancha.
Wo shayad kaheen bahar se ayee thi. Uskay jism se mehngay perfume ki khushbu uth rahi thi. Us kay baal bal khatay uski sexy kamar aur shano se phisal kar uskay haseen chehray se neechay jatay huay azaab dhaa rahay thay.
Aur kamar se lipta uska laal chust skirt uski bemisaal gaand kay curves ko lafaani bana rahay thay.
Meray jism mein aik Bijli see dauri. Dil chaha kay apni zindagi ki athkheliyon ko bhula kar, is khudadad jism ko desk pe he jhuka kay tehes nehes kar daloon!

“Hmmm… shayad tum sahi keh rahay ho… ya shayad tum kuch chupa rahay ho.” Jana ne desk pe jhukay he meri janib muskura kay dekha aur halkay se apni kamar aur gaand ko hila kar is baat ka mujhay ahsaas dilaya kay wo meri ankhon mein chamakti hawas ko parh chuki thi.
“Lekin mujhay dukh is baat ka hay kay tumhari wasiyat mein…. Meray liye koi role nahi hay…” Us ne khilkhla kay hastay huay kaha aur aik ada se seedhi hotay hui meri desk pe beth gayee.

“Tum meri wasiyat ka hissa kesay ho sakti ho Jana…. Main ne wada kia tha kay tumko is qaid se azadi dilaon ga… wapas America bhijwa doon ga… tou bus, tum apni zindagi apnay tor se jeena…”
Meri awaz mein jhoot ko chupanay wala mechanism kuch kharab sa ho gaya tha. Main ye kehtay kehtay kuch ghamgeen sa ho gaya aur wo meray lehjay mein ayan tha.

“Shani…” Jana ne sar aik taraf kartay huay mujhay jhapakti ankhon se dekha
“21/22 saal ki age mein sadiyon kay waday nahi karnay chahiyen. Khaas tor pe tumhain. Already tum ne aik bara karnama sar anjaam dia hay. Bari mehnat se…. bus ab relax karo. Kuch lamhay thehr kay zindagi ko bhi dekho.”
Jana ne apnay skirt se nikalti nangi tango ko halki se jumbish detay huay kaha.
Wo yaqeenan halkay se suroor mein thi. 
Kisi party se ayee thi.
Main uski taraf barhta raha aur mujhay mehngi French wine ki smell uskay labon kay aas paas se aati mehsoos hui.
Main ne aik haath uskay chehray pe bikhri laton ko uskay kaan kay peechay saleeqay se kartay huay apnay labon se uska matha chuaa.

“Mmmm….” Jana ki sakoon mein doobi see awaz nikli.

“Duniya mein aisa koi shakhs nahi… jis kay choonay se meri rooh sakoon mein ajati hay…” USkay labon se nashay mein doobay lekin sachay alfaaz nikal kay mujh pe nichawar huay

“Tou tum kehna chah rahi ho kay baaqiyon kay saath tum ne ye experiment kar kay dekha hay?” Main ne halki see hansi kay sath usko tease kia

“Hah! Mujhay nahi lagta kay jis aurat ko tum aik baar choo letay ho, usko kisi aur kay sath koi experiment karnay ka khayal bhi nahi ata hoga…” Wo muskurayee aur us ne ankhain utha kay mujhay dekha

“Mujhay Casanova samajhnay ka buht shukriya… Warna main kis laiq hoon.” Main usay mazeed tease kartay huay uskay kaan ki loo’on ko haath se ragarnay laga tha.

“Mmmm…” Wo kasmasai
“Kis laiq ho? Ye main achi tarha janti hoon. Is ghar mein 4 aurtain jis tarha tumharay peron mein lot rahi hain… aisa kisi aam aadmi kay bus ki baat nahi… Casanova se kaheen ziada ho tum…”

Jana ka aik hath meray seenay ko meri shirt kay ooper se tatolnay laga

“Shayad is ghar ki aurton mein he koi masla ho?” main ne hanstay huay kaha

“Oh… tou phir Zara? Komal? Sophie? Unka kia? Wo tou is ghar ki nahi hain…”
Jana ne apnay lab katay

“Sab janti ho tou pooch kyun rahi ho?”
Main ne uskay chehray pe jhuktay huay kaha aur uskay gaalon se apnay lab mass kiye.

“Kesay kartay ho? Kya hay tum mein Shani? Kyun main khud ko tumharay baghair tasawwur nahi kar sakti?”
Jana ki sansain tez ho rahi theen.

“Sawal buht hain… waqt kam…” Main ne ye kehtay huay apnay lab uskay labon se jor dalay.
Jana ki girft meri shirt pe sakht ho gayee aur usnay apnay honton ko kholtay huay meri zaban ko apnay pyaray se muun mein dawat de di.

Meray haath uski nazzuk gardan se hotay huay uskay tight top mein qaid seenay kay ubharon pe ja puhnchay.

“Mmmmm….” Jana mujhay kiss kartay huay meri zaban ko choostay huay meri shirt utarnay ki koshish kar rahi thi.

Dil nahi chah raha tha kay is bosay ko toroon lekin na chahtay huay bhi main ne apna sar uskay labon se peechay kia aur jhat se apni shirt utaar daali.

Jana desk se utri aur jhukti chali gayee.
Us nay apnay ghutnay farsh pe tekay aur meray samnay bethtay huay apnay hathon ko meray nangay seenay pe lejatay huay meray jism ka lums feel karnay lagi. Main ne uskay baalon mein haath phera aur wo apna sar agay kartay huay, meri pants mein bantay ubhaar pe apnay hont ragarnay lagi.

Meray lund ko uskay mu ka lums sakht se sakht karta gaya.
Uskay haath meray seenay se neechay atay huay meri belt tak agaye. Aik jhatkay se us ne meri belt kholi aur meri paany neechay kheench daali. 
Ujski betabi dekhtay huay main muskuraya aur tangain utha kay apni pants nikaaltay huay kursi pe phenk deen.
Jana ki ankhon mein jinsi bechaini urooj pe thi. Us ne jhat se meray underwear mein haath daltay huay mera lund pakar lia. 

Suroor ki lehrain meray jism mein dornay lageen.
Anan fanan, meri underwear meray peron mein thi aur mera akarta lund Jana kay haseen mu mein.
“Mmmmhhhh…”

Jana apnay lab meray lund kay gird lapaitay agay peechay huay ja rahi thi. Wo buht concentration kay saath aik bakamaal blowjob de rahi thi. Uskay hath kabhi meray tatton se kheltay kabhi meray lund ki shaft ko tatoltay aur jab uska jinsi junoon pharakta tou wo poora lund apnay mu mein bhartay huay apnay hathon ko peechay lejatayh uay meray chootaron ko bheench bheench kay apna sar meray pehlu se takrati. Uskay halaq tak utarta mera lund uskay thook aur meri pre-cum mein tar ho raha tha.

Meray haath khud bakhud Jana kay baalon mein ja puhnchay aur main ne muthi mein uskay baalon ko jakartay huay apna lund zor zor se agay peechay karna shuru kar dia. Meri ankhain band hogayeen aur main bedardi se uska muon chodnay laga.

“Ughhhh….Uhghhhhhh…” Jana kay mu se thook kay saath betarteeb awazain nikal rahi theen.
Wo apna mu meray lund kay supurd kartay huay mouth fucking enjoy kar rahi thi. Meray is jungle panay ko sisiter Sarah aur Jana kay ilawa koi nahi she saka tha.
Qareeb tha kay uski ye khud supurdgi meri jaan le leti, main ne apna lund uskay mu se kheencha.

Wo saansain bahal kartay huay mujhay dekhnay lagi. Uski ankhain sunehri Roshni se chamak rahi theen. Mustaqbil ki Akasha, mujhay zer karna chahti thi aaj raat.

Main ne usko balon se pakar kay khara kartay huay uska chehra apnay chehray kay saamnay kia aur aik baar phir uskay labon ko apnay labon se khoob ronda.

Meray haath uskay baalon ko chortay huay uskay top ko neechay karnay mein lag gaye. Meray zor laganay se uska top phatt gaya. Aur andar se safaid lace bra jhanknay lagi. Main ne kheenchtay huay uska top mazeed phaar dala aur uskay jism se alag kar kay farsh pe phenk dala.
Jana mujhay khaa janay wali nazron se dekhtay huay lab kaat rahi thi. Meri zabardasti ko wo bharpoor enjoy karti thi.
Uska top pharnay kay baad main ne uskay bra ko seconds mein uskay jism se kheench dala. Uskay nangay makhrooti mummay apni akri nipples kay saath meray samnay istaada thay. Main ne hathon mein letay huay, uskay mummon ko zor se masal dala.

“Aahhhh….” Jana kee aik cheekh see nikli.

Main jhuka aur uskay mummay masaltay huay, nipple ko mu mein bhar lia. Main usi tarha uskay mummay choos raha tha jesay sister Sarah kay.
Jesay sunehri Roshni uskay niples se nikalti meray jism mein daakhil ho kar mujhay devta bana rahi ho.

Jana machalti rahi aur uska aik haath neechay hota meray akray lund pe ja puhncha. Wo mummay chuswatay huay mera lund daba daba kay mujhay uksanay lagi.

Seraab hotay huay main ne apnay haath uskay mummon se hata kar uskay skirt se ubharti gaand pe latay huay usay dabana shuru kia. Meray honton mein abhi bhi uskay nipples thay aur unhay choostay choostay main ne uski gand ki golaiyon ko jhaanchtay huay apnay hath uskay mast chootaron kay neechay kiay aur unko bheenchtay huay usko jhatt se ooper utha lia.
Mera chehra Jana ka mummon se uthta hua uskay chehray kay samnay aa puhncha aur Jana ne apnay baazu meri gardan mein hamail kartay huay apnay hont meray honton mein gaar diye.
Uski tangain meri kamar kay gird lipat gayeen aur main usko kiss kartay huay, utha kar chaltay huay, wapas desk pe agaya.
Main ne uskay nazuk chootaron ko neechay latay huay desk pe tikaya aur uskay honton se alag hotay huay neechay janay laga.
Jana ne apni tangain desk se neechay gira kay khol daaleen aur wo apni kamar peechay kartay huay desk pe lait gayee. 
Main jhuk gaya. Ab farsh pe ghutnay teknay ki baari bilashuba merit hi.
Main ne uskay skirt ko ooper kartay huay uski safaid lace panties ka nazara kia. Mera chehra uski taangon kay beech mein jata raha aur meray hath uski raano ko sehlanay lagay.

“AAaaahhh…. Mmmmmmmmmm….” 
Jesay he main ne uski panties ko sarkatayhuay uski khubsurat nangi choot pe apnay hont lagaye, Jana ki siskariyan goojnjnay lageen.

Main deewano ki tarha uski choot kha raha tha aur apni zaban uski nazuk lakeer mein dal dal kar usko geela kar raha tha. Jana ne apni tangain meray chehraype lagaye ja rahi thee. Main ne uski choot khatay khatay apnay hathon se uski tanagain thori ooper keen to uski choot kay sath uski chikni gaand ka chota soorakh mujhay uksanay laga. Meri zaban ne aik baar uski choor mein paltiyaan kha kar poora maza lia aur phir main uth khara hua.
Meray haath uski naazuk kamar ko thaamtay huay usko apni janib kheench rahay thay. Uski chooti ko lund pe set kar rahay thay.
Jana ne aik lamhay ko gardan utha kay mujhay dekha. Uski ankhain lazzat mein doobi theen aur phir us ne apna sar peechay kar lia. Jesay lund lenay ko tayyar ho.
Uski choot pe apni topi ragartay huay main ne usko kuch aur geela kia tou Jana ki siskiyan phir se jaari hueen.

Aur phir aik jhatka laga, aur mera lund uskay andar tha.

“Mmmm…. Shani…..” Jana ne minminatay huay meray naam ka wird karna shuru kia aur uskay nangay mammay meray jhatkon kay saath hillnay lagay.

Desk pe pari cheezain meray jhatkon kay sath hil rahi theen aur humari ahain siskiyon ko compliment kar rahi theen.

Jana ki choot mein jata mera lund ab raftaar pakarnay laga tha. Aur Jana kay jism mein kuch seconds baad jhurjhuriyaan see anay lageen theen. Usko jesay chotay chotay se orgasms ho rahay thay.

“Oh… Shani… Oh…..mmmmmm fuck….”
Usay apnay orgasms ko enjoy karnay ka bhi waqt nahi mil raha tha. 
Main uski tangain pakray dhakkay pe dhakkay lagaye ja raha tha.
Meray lund pe uski tarr hoti choot ki garmi poori tarha asar andaz thi.
Yoon be dharak Jana ki makhmaleen phuddi ka bharpoor maza lena, yaqeenan meri khushqismati thi. Aur main is khushqismati ko akhri dam tak enjoy karna chahta tha. 

Aisay he usko chodtay huay najanay kitna samay beet gaya.
Uski choot geeli hoti ja rahi thee. Aur main bhi shayad ziada der aur uski garmi na jhel pata. 

Main ne apna lund aik do jhatkon kay baad bahar nikaal lia.
Jana ki choot se uska rass tapak tapak kay dek pe phelnay laga.

Uski raanain tharthara rahi theen.
Main ne usay kamar se pakartay huay desk pe palat dala.
Jana ki tangain farsh pe aa lageen aur uska pait desk se lag gaya.
Yunhi usay desk pe jhukanay kay baad main ne uska skirt uski kamar tak uthatay huay uski gaand poori nangi kardali.

Uski gaand kay curves se ooper lagi lights ki roshniyan takra kay mujhay beqarar karnay lageen.
Main barha aur uski gand kay agay jhuktay huay apna chehray uskay soorakh kay qareeb karnay laga. Uskay haseen chootaron ko choomtay choomtay main ne aik dam se mu kholtay huay apnay daant un mein gaar diye.
“AAhhhhh…” Jana karrah kay reh gayee.

Mera bas chalta tou uskay chootaron ko khaa khaa kay usay maar dalta!

Meri zaban khud bakhud bahar nikli aur main uski gand kay soorakh ko apnay thook se naram karnay laga.

“MMmhhhhh… Uuhhhhh…” Jana mazay se dohri see honay lagi.

Uski gaand ka soorakh sukarta phelta aur meri zaban kay saath khoob athkheliyan karta.
Yunhi uski gaand ko achi tarha geela karnay kay baad main ne apna sar peechay kheencha aur apna lund agay kia.
Mera topa uski gaand kay geelay soorakh se laga aur mera lund ye ahsas paa kar aur machalnay laga.

Main ne thora sa thooke apnay topay aur uskay soorakh pe giratay huay apna lund thama… aur uski gaand mein push kardia.

“AAaaahhhhh…. Ufffffffffffffffffffffffffhgggghhh…” Jana bilbilai aur machli. Lekin main ne usay pakartay huay uskay dard ki koi parwa na kartay huay lund ko uski gaand mein ghusana jaari rakha.
Main janta tha kay bus aik baar lund uski gaand mein utar jaye tou sara dard fana ho jana tha!

Mera lund utarta raha aur Jana ki cheekhain siskiyon mein dhalti gayeen.
Main ne uskay chootaron ko thaamtay huay uski gaand ko dhakkay laganay shuru kiay aur dekhtay he dekhtay main uski gaand ko patakh patakh kay chodnay laga.

“AAa…. Aaaa….. SSshhhh… sshhhhaani…. Fuuu… fuuuuckkkk…. Ohhh fuckkk….”
Jana meray jhatkon se atay talatum mein apni aahon siskiyon kay saath doob rahi thi. Mera aik hath uskay chootaron ko chorta hua uskay baalon ki janib gaya aur main ne uskay baalon ko muthi mein jakartay huay usko kheencha.

“Ugghhhhh….. Shannniii……AAahh…”
Dard aur mazay ki sarhadain mitt rahi theen. Jana meri desk pe jhuki rahi. Meray dhakkon ko sehti rahi. Mazay ki shiddat se ankhain band kiya burburati rahi. Aur main is doran aisay uski gaand ko thonkta raha jesay aaj kay baad ye dobara kabhi na milay gee.
Shayad aisa he tha.

~

Raat ka doosra peher tha.
2 baj rahay hongay shayad.
Main paseenay mein sharabor tha.

Basement office mein sofay pe, main aur Jana, nangay aik doosray mein ghusay huay, daraz thay.
Koi ghantay bhar ki andhonaak chudai ne Jana ko aisa pursakoon kardia tha kay wo meray seenay mein apna sar ghusaye mazay se chipki pari thi. Uski har thori der baad nikalti aahon mein jinsi asoodgi saaf zahir thi. Wo jinsi asoodgi jo baqol uskay, dunia mein koi aur shakhs usko muhiya na kar sakta tha.
Main in sochon mein dooba kabhi khud pe fakhar karta kay aisi devi mujh pe fana huye ja rahi thi. Aur kabhi fikar karta kay buht jald, isi devi kay naam pe mujh ko fana aani thi.

“Yaheen sonay ka irada hay?”
Main ne Jana kay kaan kay paas bosa detay huay poocha
“Mmmmmm….” Us ne angrai see lee.
“Jahan bhee sona hoga… aaj tumharay baghair nahi soongi…” Wo apni naak meray seenay se ragartay huay boli.
“Aaj itni ulfat kyun ho rahi hay?” Mainye kehta hua sofay se uthnay laga tou wo mujh se alag hotay huay boli
“Wah… poora weekend Rida kay saath guzaarnay kay baad aye ho… aur ab meray sath sonay pe question?”
Us ne sharart bharay lehjay mein kaha
“Oh… jealous?” Main ne usay chiraya
“Haha… jealous? Main? Nahi Shani… main janti hoon kay tumharay agay meray ilawa kitni aurtain jhukti hain. Lekin main ye bhi janti hoon kay mera aur tumhara Rishta… in sab aurton se alag hay… special hay … aur koi aurat wo jaga nahi le sakti…”
Jana ne muskuratay huay apni mantaq pesh ki.
Aur wo shayad theek he keh rahi thi.
Main utha aur desk ki janib barha.
Daraz mein se aik dabba nikala jis main joint roll huay paray thay.
Jana apna uriyaan badan, sofa se samait kar uthi aur chalti hui meray saath desk pe akar beth gayee.
Main ne joint jalaya aur aik kash letay huay usay Jana ki janib barha dia.

Jana ne aik kash bhara aur dhuwaan chortay huay meri janib seherzada nazron se dekha.
“Rida pagal hay tumharay liye.”
Us ne kaha
“Janta hoon… wo wesay he pagal hay…” Main ne joint uskay hath se letayhuay aik qehqaha lagaya.
“Hmmmm ok Mr Know it All…” Us ne mera mu charaya
Main ne aik aur kash bhar kay uski taraf joint kia tou wo boli
“Tou phir tum ne kia kiya Rida kay sath apni weekend vacation pe?”

Main hansa aur usko dekhtay huay kaha
“Aik nauumar larki ko sheher se duur akelay leja kar main kia kar sakta hoon uskay saath?”

“Hahaa… wo tou main janti hoon kay tum ne kaafi kuch kiya hay uskay saath wahan…” Wo zoomani se andaz mein boli

“Hmmm…. Kia matlab?” Main ne joint us se letay huay poocha

“Rida yaqeenan pagay hay… aur….”
Jana ne ankhain ghumatay huay apna jumla adhoora chora

“Aur???”
Main ne uskay andaaz ko bhaanptay huay tajassus se sawal kia

Jana muskuratay huay meri janib dekhnay lagi
Us ne aik kash bhartay huay dhuwaan chora 
“Aur… pregnant bhi…” Wo aik sharer Muskaan kay saath boli

“Kia?”Main kuch shocked sa ho gaya

“Yes… Rida is pregnant. Ab mujhay nahi pata kay tum ne aisa kyun kiya…. Lekin I think kay tumko ye sochna chahiye tha. Wo bachi hay abhi. University hay uski… I don’t know kay wo kesay cope karay gee…”
Jana ne kuch serious sa ho kay kaha

Jana sahi keh rahi thi lekin wo ye kahan janti thi kay ye sab meri planning ka hissa tha. Aur usay pregnant main ne nahi… Jawed Dilawar Khan ne kia tha. Ye yaqeenan Khushi ki baat thi. Aur is liye Main uski seriousness ko nazarandaz kartay huay bola
“Hmmm… tumhain kesay pata chala? Aur us ne mujhay kyun nahi bataya?”

“Kyunkay us ne khud mujhay bataya hay… aur kal… main usay doctor kay paas lekar gayee thi…” Jana ne meray sawal ka aram se jawab detay huay kaha

“Oh! Tou yani meray peechay sab jasoosi kar lee hay tum ne?” Main hansa

“Wesay seriously Shani. Kia aik pregnant Huma kafi nahi thi is ghar mein?” Jana ne sawal kiya

Ab usay main kia batata kay Sirf Huma aur Rida he nahi, Yumna bhi pregnant thi. Balkay is ghar mein Jana wahid aurat thi jo kay pregnant nahi thi!

“Bus, kabhi kabhi ghalti insan se he hoti hay…” Main ne baat ghumani chahi

“Hmmm…. Tou ab kia karna hay? Kia abortion ho sakti hay? Rida abhi parh rahi hay Shani… socha ye?”
Jana ne mujhay samjhatay huay kaha

“Haan… I’ll do something. Andaza hay mujhay. Main us bechari ko is sab se nahi guazr sakta…” Main ne saaf jhoot bola

“Hmmm ok… but be careful Shani.” Jana ne mera kandha chua.
“Yumna ko ye baat pata chali tou masla ho sakta hay…. I know kay tum ne Yumna ko qaboo kar lia hay lekin, Rida beti hay uski akhir…”

“Don’t worry your pretty head Jana…” Main ne uska sar sehlaya.

“Shani…” Jana ne apna sar meray kandhay se lagaye huay kaha
“Yes Jana?” Main ne jawab dia

“Meray khwaab ajeeb se ajeeb tarr hotay ja rahay hain…” Uski awaz mein aik thartharahat see wazeh thi. 

Khwaab… haan yahi khwaab thay uskay jo yaqeenan usko anay walay waqt ki qeher samaniyon ki chitavni de rahay thay. Wo anay walay daur ki Akasha thi, uska jism Akasha ki roshniyon ka naya markaz. Wohi jism jo ab se kuch saa’aton qabal, meray neechay tha.

“Hmmm… kyun? Aisa kia ajeeb dekha tum ne?” Main ne uska sar sehlatay huay poocha tou wo meri taraf halkay se sar ghumatay huay boli. Uski awaz phir se thartharanay lagi thi.

“Main… Main dekhti hoon kay… main kisi baagh mein khari hoon. Sabz aur khubsurat baagh… Aur phir achanak asmaan se aik Roshni see utarnay lagti hay. Buht bright… buht chamakdar! Aur sunehri!”
Jana ka chehra tamtama raha tha.

“Saari Roshni aik jaga jama ho jati hay aur phir wo roshni ik aurat mein badalnay lagti hay!”
Uski haseen ankhain ye batatay huay phel see gayeen.

“Shani… main ne zindagi mein is tarah ki aurat nahi dekhi. Uski skin chamak rahi thi… uski golden see light se. Aur wo… wo mujhay dekh kay ajab tareeqay se muskura rahi thi…. Main ne bachpan mein jitni kahanian parheen thi… wo yaqeenan unhi se juri koi devi, koi goddess lag rahi thi! Aur uska yoon muskurana… mujhay aisa laga jesay mera koi buht he deep connection ho us say…Aur Shani…. Aur phir….”

Jana ki ankhon mein ab khof wazeh tha. Us ne thook nigla aur gala tar kartay huay sargoshi kay andaz mein continue kiya.

“Aur phir uski wo haseen aur ajeeb see smile jesay pighalnay lagi! Uska chehra melt hona shuru ho gaya… aur uskay badan kay hissay toot toot kay zameen pe girnay lagay! Ufff Shani… mera darr kay maray bura haal ho raha hota hay. Main cheekhna chahti hoon lekin meri awaz galay mein he dabi reh jati hay…! 

“Wo aurat toot-phoot kay, pighal kay bikhar jaati hay… aur us kay andar mojood wo sunehri Roshni aik baar phir azad hokar fiza mein terti hay … aur meray… mmm….meray andar sama jaati hay! Mujhay lagta hay jesay main jal rahi hon! Mujhay aag mein jhonk dia ho kisi ne jesay!

“Aurr… aur phir mein aik dam se apnay hathon ko dekhti hoon… tou Shani… un pe.. un pe khoon laga hua hota hay! laal taza khoon… aur phir….meri ankh khul jati hay… meray jism paseenay mein bheeg raha hota hay….”

Jana ne ye batatay he aik baar phir se thook nigla. Us ne sakhti se apna jism meray sath jor lia. Wo halkay halkay kaanp rahi thi. Aur kyun na kanpti? Jo is jadoo nagri ki haqeeqat se waqif na ho, wo iskay karishmon se, iski herat angezion se khauf khaye baghair nahi reh sakta tha. Uska ye khwaab beshak jald anay walay usi waqt se usko agah kar raha tha kay jab wo mustaqbil ki devi kay roop mein jalwa gar hogi. Us ne yaqeenan sister Sarah ko dekha tha… aur unka anjaam bhi! Aur wo khoon…. Ah wo khoon… yaqeenan mera tha!

“Ye waqai bara ajeeb o herat angez khwaab hay…” Main ne uskay mathay ko halka sa chooma.

“Har doosri raat… har doosri manhoos raat mujhay kisi na kisi pehr ye khwaab… hoo bahoo isi tarah nazar ata hay!” 
Jana ne khud pe qabu patay huay aitiraf sa kia.

“Mujhay lagta hay hay kay tumhara ye khwaab… tumhari zindagi mein anay wali nayee changes ki nishandahi karta hay. Tumhain bara maqam milnay wala hay jesay…  koi bari achievement…”
Main ne apnay tor pe usko aik tabeer see pesh kartay huay kaha.

“Really?” Us ne meri taraf karwat letay huay meri ankhon mein ankhain daltay huay poocha

“Yes really!” Main ne aik smile dee
“Wo Roshni shayad tumhara rasta hay, tumhara bright future! Aur wo pighalti aurat… tumhara past…”
Mustaqbil ki sachai, main jesay usay tor mor kay samjha raha tha.

Jana ne mujhay aik lamhat ko muskura ka dekha, aur phir uskay hont sukar se gaye. 

“Aur wo khoon?” Us ne aik dam se sawal kia. Aur main bhonchka sa reh gaya. Main samajh raha tha kay main ne usay Suhani tabeer bata kay tasalli de dee hay. Magar is sawal ne mujhay bokhla sa diya. Main usay kia batata kay wo khoon.. mera khoon hay. Meri qurbani.

“Hmmm..” 
Main ne apni boklahat ko kuch pichartay huay usay dekha.

“I don’t know… shayad tumhain kuch khona paray?” Na chahtay huay bhi meray mu se kuch sach sa nikal gaya.

“Like?” Jana ka chehra ghambir ho raha tha.

“Ye to waqt bataye ga… aur tum ne mujhay kia jotshi samajh lia hay koi? Fortune Teller? Hahahah?” Main ne mazaq mein uskay sawal ko uratay huay kaha tou Jana aik dam se hansi. Beikhtiaar.
Uff….
Shayad is hansi ki baqa kay liye qurban hona kuch bura na tha. 
Mera dimagh jis qism ki bey-rahravi ka shikar tha, us mein har ghari aisi he be tuki cheezain soojhti theen.

“I think you are very intelligent. Tumhain agay ka sochna acha lagta hay…. I like that in a man…” 
Jana ne aik dilkash see smile kay saath kehtay huay mera haath dabaya.

Uska lums meray rooain rooain ko lateef ahsasaat mein duba deta tha.
Jana ne apnay hont meray honton se jor diyay, aur meri tamam ulti seedhi sochain ruk gayee. Jana kay lab kuch lamhay meray honton ko apnay luaab se tarr kartay apna rass meri zubaan tak utaartay rahay.
Aur phir main ne apna sar peechay kia tou uski ankhon mein laal doray ter rahay thay. 
“Meray sath chalo… is ghanchakkar life ko is manhoos jaga dafna kay! Nayee simt apnao.. nayee zindagi… meray sath!” Jana ki ankhon se jazbon ki nami chalaknay lagi thi. Wo harf ba harf sachai thi.

Meri jaga koi bhi hota tou aesi apsara kay khud pe fida honay pe shayad Khushi se marr jata… lekin main…. Aah main!
Main mafooq ul fitrat tha. 
Mujhay tou us pe qurban hona tha.
Fana…

Lekin is se pehlay main usay kuch reply karta… meray dimagh mein aik shanasa awaz goonji. Cheekhti… ghaseeli awaz!
Aur meray chehray pe muskurahat phel gayee.
 “Tumhari offer interesting hay, tempting hay… I’ll think about it! Lekin abhi… mujhay aik puranay dost se kuch karwi batain karni hain…”
Main ne Jana ko dekha aur hanstay huay kaha.

“Kon dost?” Jana ne ghoortay huay poocha

“Tum nahi janteen… infact usay shayad idhar koi bhi nahi janta!”
Meray chehray pe raqsan muskurahat kuch teekhi se hoti gayee….

~

Jana kay basement office se ooper jatay he Yusuf ki tesh bhari cheekhain aik baar phir meray dimagh mein goonjnay lageen.

Main hansta hua apni desk ki janib barha aur daraz se mehnga cigar nikaltay huay usay kisi western movie kay villain ki tarhan machis se jalatay huay baray aram se kursi pe betha aur apnay per desk pe rakh diye.

Yusuf, badrooh, ab Farhan kay jism se alag ho chuka tha. 
Chocolate ka chaska aur hallinta kia dawa! Kia karishmati shay thi ye!

Yusuf meray dimagh mein basta tha. Uska Zahiri wajood faqat boarding school mein zahir hota, sirf meray samnay. Ya phir Farhan mein jalwagar hota, sab kay samnay. Lihaza is waqt wo sirf aik ghaseeli awaz thi, jo meray zehn mein goonjay ja rahi thi. Main ne aisa tasawwur kia jesay wo meray samnay khara ho.

“Meray dost…” Main ne jesay uskay samnay per phelatay huay maskhari se kaha
“Ye na samajhna kay meri taqatain kamzor par gayeen tou main tumko zer nahi kar sakta…”

“Ye… ye namumkin hay!” 
Yusuf cheekha.

“Farhan ka jism… ab tum bhool saktay ho…” Main ne makkar aur saffak see muskurahat kay sath kaha
“Nahi Shani Nahi! Janay kitni sadiyaan bhatka hoon main is jism kay liye… aur ab is mein bass kar…. Main is se duur nahi hona chahta…”
Yusuf aik dam se zar o qataar bachon ki tarhan rotay huay girgiranay laga tha.

“Khamoosh!” Main ne aik kash lia aur usko hokum sa dia.
“Main tumhari haqeeqat janta hoon badrooh! Akasha kay jasoos!”

“Mera maqsad tum se jura hay Shani… aur Akasha ka mujh se kiya wada bhi!” 
Wo jhillata hua dhara
“Mujhay mera jism wapas karo!”

“Is tarha pagalaon ki tarha cheekhnay se na tum kuch mera bigaar saktay ho, na main tumhain serious le sakta hoon!” Main ne sakht se lehjay mein kaha tou Yusuf ki awaz jesay madham see parr gayee.

“Dekho Shani… meri baat samjho….”
Wo kuch safai see pesh karnay laga tha
“Main nahi chahta kay tumhara, Akasha kay tey kiyay gaye mustabil ko badalnay ka plan… meray Akasha se kiay waday pe kisi tarha asar andaaz ho! Please aisa na karo… baaz ajao is bewaqoofi se… aur… please Farhan ka jism mujh se na cheeno!” Wo ajizi se girgiraya

“Hmmmm… tumhain Farhan ka jism wapas mil sakta hay….” Main ne sochtay huay kaha
“Lekin aik shart pe…”

Mera lehja karakhta tha.

“Shart?” Yusuf ki sawaliya see awaz ayee.

“Haan shart Yusuf!” Main zor se bola
“Agar tum jaan chukay ho kay main kia chahta hoon aur kia kar raha hoon… tou khamoosh raho…. Sister Sarah, Akasha ko is ki koi khabar na do! Yusuf, agar tum wada karo kay tum khamoosh raho gey… tou main bhi wada karta hoon kay tumhain Farhan ka jism wapas de doonga.”

Yusuf ki awaz goonji
“Nahi Shani! Tum jantay hoa kay ye namumkin hay! Ye meri khaslat kay khilaaf hay. Main Akasha se kuch nahi chupa sakta…. Ye sab buht ahem hay!”

“Main fail nahi ho sakta!”

Main khilkhila kay hasa.
“Fail? Meray bewaqoof dost…. Tum already fail ho chukay ho….”

“KKkia matlab?” Yusuf ki sehmi see awaz ayee

“Matlab ye kay main already Akasha kay plans ki khilafwarzi kar chuka hoon. Mera plan in motion hay Yusuf… sirf meray dimagh mein nahi!”
Main hanstay huay uski bebeasi ka tamashkar ura raha tha
“Kia batao ge Akasha ko? Kay tum kesay mujhay is plan ko amal mein lanay se rok na sakay? Kay tum Farhan kay jism mein bas kar apni khoi hui insani/jismani zindagi kay seher mein aisay jakar gaye, kay apnay maqsad se nazrain hata leen? Batao? Kia kaho gey? Yahi na kay tum fail ho gaye?”
Main ne usay jesay kisi teesri jamat kay talib e ilm ki tarha se daanta.

“Jao… Khushi se jao. Bata do apni nakami kay karnamay Akasha ko… aur phir  dobara, aik parchai ban kar boarding school ki tareek deewaron pe saraktay rehna!”
Meri sarzanish jesay usko uraa kay rakh gayee thi.

“Aahh… Shani… tum ne sab barbaad kardia! Mera wada, Akasha se wada khilafi ki hay main ne… Ah main is jism se juda nahi hona chahta!”
Wo agar Zahiri tor pe mujhay nazar asakta hota tou yaqeenan wo is waqt zameen pe lot-ta hua bachon ki tarha ro peet raha hota!

“Main sab sahi kar sakta hoon Yusuf!” 
Meri awaz dheemi see hoti gayee

“Main tumhain Farhan se munsalik kar sakta hoon… aur Akasha kay aitaab se mehfooz bhi!”

“Kesay Shani….??” Yusuf meray rehm o karam pe tha ab.

“Meri baat maan lo… khamooshi ikhtiaar karlo! Main wada karta hoon kay main sirf Huma aur apnay honay walay bachay ko bachana chahta hoon. Yaqeen karo, main Akasha kay naye janam ko amal mein Anay se nahi rokoonga. Main wohi karoonga jo Akasha ka maqsad hay… buss… apni family ko bachana chahta hoon aur kuch nahi!”
Main ne kuch emotional see acting mein apnay asal jazbaat daltay huay yaqeenan bari convincing adakari ki thee.

“Lekin… Akasha ko pata chala…” Wo bola tou main ne usay waheen chup kara dia

“Jo Akasha ko nahi maloom, wo usay batana zaruri tou nahi Yusuf… main akhri main kar wohi raha hoon jo wo chahti hay!” Main ne usay samjhaya

“Ahhh… ye buht mushkil hay Shani….” Wo burburaya

“Akasha ki taqatain… mujh mein hain Yusuf. Is waqt uski baseerat sirf sister Katherine ki marhoon e minnat hay… kyunkay wo apni tamam dhalti taqat mujhay supurd kar chuki hain takay main apna kaam poora kar sakoon!”
Main ne cigar honton mein dabaya, aur ye kehtay huay kursi se khara hogaya.

“Main tumhain Farhan mein lota doonga… I promise, if you promise!”
Meri awaz yaqeenan us pe haavi ho chuki thi.

“Kia waqai tum apnay maqsad se peechay na hato gey? Apni family ko bachanay kay baad? Kia tum waqai qurbani mein takheer na karo gey?” Yusuf ne bachon ki tarhan sawal pe sawal kiyay.

“Main Akasha ki madad ka wada karta hoon… kia tum ne kabhi mujhay apnay in  waadon mein kamzor paya?” Yusuf tareeban convince ho chuka tha

“Nnahi…” Yusuf ki meekhni see awaz ubhri.

“Tou bus jaan lo kay main peechay nahi hatoon ga. Main qurbani doonga!” Mera lehja pur azam aur pur himmat tha.

“Main muttqafiq hoon tum se Shani… agar tum wada kartay ho tou main bhi wada karta hoon kay main tumhari un tamam harkaton ka Akasha se kabhi koi tazkira na karoon ga, jo tum apni family ko bachanay kay liye kar rahay ho…”
Yusuf ne tabeydarri walay lehjay mein kaha.

“Good… Shukriya Yusuf… mujhay tum se yahi umeed thi… subah ka intizar karo, Farhan ka jism tumhara muntazir hoga.” Main cigar ko ashtry mein bhujhanay kay liye murtay huay bola.

“Shukriya… Shukria Shani… meray dost!” Yusuf kay lehjay mein wohi khankhanahat thi jo shayad boarding school mein us se pehli dafa milnay pe main ne mehsoos ki thee.

“Tum be fikar ho kay ja saktay ho… meray dimagh mein basay khayalat ab shayad tumhain parhnay ki zarurat nahi….” Main ne dostana se hotay mahol mein yaklakht sappaat se lehjay mein kaha

“Jo hokum…” Wo bola

Mujhay uski mojoodgi ka ahsaas khatam sa hota mehsoos hua.

“Yusuf…” Main ne jatay jatay usay bulaya.
Shayad main akhri baar usay yoon bula raha tha.

“Kaho Shani…” Yusuf ki awaz phir ubhri.

“Meray janay kay baad… Huma aur meray bachay ka khayal rakhna….”
Main ne nazrain neechi kartay huay us se request ki.

“Tum iski fikar na karo.” Yusuf ne hokum ko jesay accept kartay huay jawab dia

“Shukriya… Yusuf… shayad ye hamari aisi… akhri mulaqaat ho…” Main n usay alwida kartay huay kaha

“Akasha ki Roshni tumhain rasta dikhaye…” Yusuf ne meray haq mein dua see kee… aur phir uski awaz aur uski mojoodgi ka ahsas ghayab ho gaye.
~
Aik kay badlay mein dou… jo mujh se na hon….

Kar tou lia tha main ne. 
Dou qurbaniyan tayyar kar leen theen.
Jo Huma aur meray honay walay bachay ko Andekhi Duniya kay asoolon se duur rakhen gee. Zinda rakhain gee.

Magar main khud ko devtaaon kay is khel mein bachta nahi dekh raha tha.
Sister Katherine kay alfaaz mujhay nayee quwwat bakhsh rahay thay.
Jo main kar sakta tha wo kar raha tha. Jo meray buss mein nahi tha… uskay baray mein sochna… koi zahanat ki baat nahi thi.

Main inhi sochon se larta Yusuf se sulah safai kay baad oopar apnay room ki janib qadam utha raha tha. Aur isi lamhay, Seerhiyon pe jesay mujhay apnay saath aik saya sa chalta, terta mehsoos hua. Main aik seerhi pe ruk gaya.

“Badroohon ko zer karnay ka gunn samajh chukay ho tum Shahnawaz urf Shani…”

Sister Katherine ki holnaak sargoshi bhari awaz meray kaan se takrai.

“Wo ab hamaray liye rukawat nahi peda karay ga.” Main ne usi tarha sargoshi see ki, aur phir deewaron, khirkiyon pe partay unkay tareek saaye ko mukhatib kiya

“Sister Katherine…”

“Kaho Shahnawaz urf Shani… kia muallaq hay tumharay zehn pe…” Sister Katherine bakhoobi janti theen kay mera dimagh kin sochon mein gharq tha.

“Aap ne aik martaba kaha thakay shayad mustaqbil meri baqa kay haq mein badal sakta hay… sirf meray biwi bachay ki baqa mein he nahi…”
Mera sawal wohi tha… alfaaz muskhalif thay.

“Haha…. Waqt aur mustaqbil jis kay haath mein hon… taqdeeron kay faislay wohi kartay hain… lekin tumharay liye buri khabar ye hay kay is sarzameen pe aisi koi quwwat nahi basti jo is cheezon ko poori tarhan apni dastaras mein rakhti ho…”
Sister Katherine ne bari gehri see baat kee

“Jo tumne kia…. Apnay intiqaam kay naam pe…. Wo tum achi tarha jantay ho…” Unki awaz tareeki mein dil hilati hui meray kaano mein goonji

“Istehsaal kiya tum ne. Taqat kay nashay mein. Apni karamaton kay ghumand mein. Rond dala… sab ko… apni hawas kay sheeshay mein utaar kar rond dala…”

“Tum mazloom se zalim bantay  chalay gaye Shahnawaz urf Shani… zulm kartay chalay gaye. Jsimon ko, zehno ko, zindagiyon ko apna qaidi banaya tum ne…”
Sister Katherine mujhay haqeeqat kay sakht dose de de kar maar rahi theen

“Tou kia ye sahi nahi… kay in sab mazalim kay badlay… tumhari bakhshish ka bhi koi zariya ho? Jo tum ne kiya uski mozoon saza bhi ho…?”
Sister Katherine ne bara barehna sawal kiya tha mujh se
Jiska meray paas koi jawab na tha… aur agar tha tou shayad usay zuban tak lanay ki himmat o alfaaz na thay.

Meri khamosshi pe unki aik halki see khaufnaak hansi ubhri jo poori rahdari mein phelti, goonjti chali gayee.

“Haan Shahnawaz urf Shani… tum aisi he saza kay mustahiq ho. Jo Akasha ne tumharay liye mukhtis ki hay, isi mein shayad tumhari bakhsihsh hay! Lekin…
Tum shayad ye bhi jantay hogay…. Kay tum se shuru honay wali, mustaqbil ki tabdeeliyan… har aik pe asar andaz hongi… jesa kay tumharay dost Safdar ne bataya tha…”
Sister Katherine meray dimagh ko tattol tattol kay bolay ja rahi theen. Aur main chup khara sun raha tha. Meray paas kehnay ko bacha he kia tha?
Lekin Safdar ki baat atay he meray kaan kharay huay
“Tabahi hogi sab kay liye… siwaye aik kay!” Main mu he mu mein burburaya tou Sister Katherine ki purhol see hansi phir goonji.

“Tumhara muqaddar jo bhi ho… ye na bhoolna kay us pe Akasha aur meray ilawa bhi kuch aur hastiyon ki nigahain markooz hain. Wo hastiyan jinko maazi aur haal se ashnaai hay…”

Main janta tha kay wo Maymaaron ki baat kar rahi theen. 
Aik lamhay sakoot sa Chaya aur phir unki awaz ubhri 

“Anay wala daur, sab kuch badal sakta hay… Haan, tabahi hay, tabdeeli bhi hay… aur badlao bhi! Devtaon kay khel Tum se baeed hain… magar tumharay jannay ko yeh buht hay kay zaruri nahi mustaqbil ko haal kay zariye badla jaye… Maazi se bhi mustaqbil kay kayee rastay juray hain… khas tor pe aglay waqton mein anay wali tabdeeliyan… tabahiyaan…jo tum se shuru hoti hain!”

Meray sar se unki batain sharr sharr kar kay guzar rahi theen.

“Waqt… tumhara dost nahi Shahnawaz urf Shani…”
Sister Katherine ne mujhay apni gehri baton mein dooba dekh kay mujhay phir se aik chitavni dee

“Apnay maqsad ko waqt dhalnay se pehlay poora karo… warna sab khaak ho jayega….”

Ye kehtay huay tareek saya dewaron aur khirkiyon se sarakta hua jesay tehleel ho gaya… aur unki awaz goonjti hui maadoom hoti gayee.

Mujhay maloom tha kay waqt aan puhncha hay. Aur main ne jo cheez shuru ki thi, usay poora karna ab zaruri ho chuka tha. Yahi waqt tha. 

Sister Katherine ki baton se mujhay jesay kuch larriyan see milti maloom hueen… jo Safdar se hui meri last mulaqaat mein ki gayee baaton se kaheen kaheen jurti theen.
Safdar ne kaha tha kay sab kay liye tabahi hay, siwaye aik kay.
Shayad wo aik main he tha. 
Jis tarha main ne apnay intiqaam talay is ghar kay har makeen ko rond dala tha… wesay he main apnay khandan ko bachanay kay liye… aik naye jazbay kay saath… auron ki tabahi ka zimmaydar thehernay walay tha.

Safdar kay alfaaz phir se meray sar mein gardish karnay lagay. Aur main ne socha kay subah hotay he us se rabta karoonga. Sister Katherine ki paheliyon jesi baton ki ba nisbat, shayad Safdar ki qadray asaan ghambiriyan, meri aqal kay liye ziada qaabil e fehem theen.
Apnay final iqdaamaat se pehlay us se aisi he kuch batain aur sawal karnay beshak buht zaruri thay.

Main ye sochta hua harkat mein aya aur apnay room ki janib barhnay laga.

Apji zindagi ko intiqaam se mazayyen kar kay, main apnay dushmano ko zer kar chuka tha. Jeet chuka tha. 
Bus ab Intiqaam se apnay anjaam ki janib safar baqi rehta tha… 

Akhri safar.

~

 

TO BE CONTINUED...

CHAPTER 26: “Main Akasha Hoon…”

Khwab dekhnay ka haq kis ko nahi?
Ankhon mein iraday saja kay, zehn mein mustaqbil kay haseen zawiyon ko kheenchna… kisay acha nahi lagta?
Aur jin kay paas takhayyul ki taqat ho, sochon mein yaqeen o yaksooi ho… wo bilashuba  in khwabon ki takmeel bhi paa letay hain.

Takmeel…
Kitna seedha sa lafz hay. 
Lekin is lafz kay maani jo samajh anay lagtay hain, tou duniya ko dekhnay ka zaviya badal jata hay.
Har khwab ki takmeel, aik aur khwaab ko janam deti hay.
Aik aur khwahish. Aur phir ye Silsila tuul pakarta jata hay.
Hazaron khwahishain aisi kay har khwahish pe dam niklay…

Magar Haqeeqat…
Har khwab, har kamiyabi, har takmeel ko rondti hui… aap ko asliyat se ashna karti hay. 
Aur kia he acha hota kay baat yaheen pe khatam hojati?
Magar nahi…
Har asliyat ki gehrai mein kayee aur asliyatain chupi hoti hain.
Kayee karway kaseelay sach!
Tasveer ka har rukh nayee haqeeqatain khud mein pinhaan kiye, sarpat dortay waqt kay sath, insaan pe ayaan hoti hain. Dekhnay, parakhnay wala hona shart hay… aur bus, duniya aur is se baeed jahano ki haqeeqat… kainaat kay ajoobon mein namoo paati, humain hairat zada karti, jalwagar hoti jati hay!

Meri haqeeqat bhi ab taqreeban jalwagar ho chuki thi.
Bus aik akhri parda uthna reh gaya tha.
Aur us kay baad, meri zindagi kay stage pe hamesha hamesha kay liye parda girr jana tha…

Raaton ki neendain haram he nahi, balkay azaab ban chali theen.
Apnay iradon, apnay khwabon ki takmeel paa lenay kay baad, mujhay bus ab akhri  rasoomaat kay manazir he nazar atay thay. 
Khwaab, haqeeqaton mein paltay huay, ab azaab ban chukay thay.
Meray iradon, meray intiqaam ki takmeel se bari aik aur takmeel thi.
Meray intiqaam se azeem tarr!
Akasha ki takmeel.

Meray pehlu mein Jana ka benazeer jism, bistar ki makhmaleen chadaron ko garma raha tha, magar iskay bawajood, main raat bhar ulat pulat hota raha aur aisi he pareshan kun uljhano se lar lar kay mazeed ulajhta raha.
Aah!
Kis karb mein mubtila tha main.
Meri rooh pareshan thi, bechain thi.
Aur shayad main isi ka mustahiq tha.

Main ne pichli raat se tahiyya kar lia tha kay subha hotay he Safdar se zarur rabta karoon ga. Apni uljhano ko us se share kar kay lamhon ka he sahi, sakoon zarur milta tha. Akhir wo bhi aik zamanay mein Akasha ki ‘battery’ reh chuka tha.
Aur yahi sochtay sochtay dil ko kuch qarar aya, kay koi tou hum nawa hay. 
Subah kay koi 5 bajay ja kar meri aankh lagi, aur mujhay neend ki, aur Jana ki aaghosh mein kuch sakoon muyassar hua.

Lekin sukoon, meri rehti zindagi mein ab na tha!
Bamushkil kuch ghanta derh he guzra hoga kay meray phone ki cheekhain, meray kano mein jesay Israfeel kay soor ki tarah goonjeen.

Jana ki unchahi karwaton ko paray karta hua, main harbara kay utha aur side table pe paray phone ko hath maar kay uthaya. Unknown number tha.

Main ne jhatt se uthaya tou doosri taraf Miss Anaya ki shanasa awaaz thi… lekin is waqt unki saansain pareshani se phooli hueen theen.

“Shani…. Tum kahan ho?” Miss Anaya ne meray phone receive kartay he ghabrahat zada awaz mein poocha.

“Main ghar pe hoon…. Kia hua? Everything alright? Aap itni pareshan kyun hain?” Itnay arsay mein main ne kabhi Miss Anaya ko itna ghabraya na paya tha.

“Shani.. wo Safdar…” Us se bola nahi ja raha tha

“Kkia hua Safdar ko?” Mera dil jesay uchal kay halaq mein agaya. Maymaron ki chitavni ki tarha.

“Shani… Safdar ka… accident ho gaya hay… Jjj… jaldi Eastern Hospital puhncho…”
Miss Anaya ne taqreeban cheekhtay huay kaha. Unki awaz mein dard ayaan tha.

“Kiaaaa?????” Qareeb tha kay phone meray hath se girr jata.

Meray is reaction pe doosri taraf karwat liye pari Jana bhi harbara kay uth bethi.

“Main… mmmain araha hoon… aap pareshan nahi ho…. I’m coming…” Main ne tez tez boltay huay phone kata aur dorta hua farsh pe paray apnay kapray uthanay laga.

“Shani, kia hua?” Jana ne ankhain maltay huay poocha.

“Aik aziz dost ka accident hogaya hay… mujhay jana hoga…” 
Main ne apnay jism pe kapray charhatay huay usay sarsari sa jawab dia aur is se pehlay wo kuch aur poochti, main jootay haath mein uthaye us kay room se dorta hua bahar nikal gaya.

Eastern Hospital meri rehaish gaah se koi 20 minute duur tha. Lekin main jis tarhan se gaari ko urata hua wahan tak puhncha, shayad 10 minute bhi na lagain hon. Hospital kay emergency ward mein puhncha tou mujhay Miss Anaya aur Miss Sukaina aik taraf khari nazar ayeen. Main tezi se unki janib barh gaya.

Miss Anaya ki ankhon mein be-tahasha nami thi aur wo soojh see rahi theen. Miss Sukaina bhi sar jhukaye khari theen. Mujhay dekhtay he Miss Anaya dorti hui meray paas agayeen aur galay lag gayeen.

“Shani… he’s unconscious… he’s not responding….. aaah… ye kia ho gaya?!” 
Miss Anaya meray seenay se lagtay he zar o qatar ronay lageen.

Main ne unkay sar pe hath phertay huay unko sambhaltay huay Miss Sukaina ki janib dekha
“Kia hua? Kesay hua ye sab?”

Miss Sukaina ne ghamgeen se chehray ko uthatay huay jawab dia.
“Aaj subha Safdar,  senate kay ijlaas mein shirkat kay liye waapis shehr arahay thay kay highway pe… unki gaari accident mein… ulat gayee.”

Wo ruk ruk kay khud ko sambhaltay huay mujhay bata rahi theen aur mera sarr chakra raha tha. 

“Driver aur guards moqay pe he jaan bahaq ho gaye… Safdar ko bamushkil, anay wali gariyon ki madad se idhar laya gaya hay…aur ab…”
Miss Sukaina ki awaz bharra gayee.

Wo apnay makhsoos andaz mein mujhay situation batanay ki koshish kar raheen theen aur meray dimagh mein Safdar kay alfaaz goonj rahay thay.
“Sab kay liye tabahi hay… siwaye aik kay…”

Is tabahi ka zimmedar yaqeenan main tha.
Main ne Akasha ki mansooba bandi kay khilaaf amal karna shuru kia tha. Aur meray is action kay nateejay mein uthnay wali tabdeeli ki lehrain is khel se juray har zee rooh kay liye tabahi laayen gee.

Miss Anaya phoot phoot kay ro rahi theen. Main ne unki kamar thapthapatay huay unko khud se alehda kia.

“Doctors kia kehtay hain?” Main ne unka chehra thapthapaya

“Coma mein hain Safdar… Bbb…bb…brain injuries…” Miss Anaya ne ansoo ponchtay huay jawab dia.

“Konsa room hay?” 
Main ne phir se poocha tou Miss Sukaina ne aik janib ishara kia tou main unko waheen chorta hua room ki janib dora.
Darwazay pe mojood sheeshay se main andar dekh sakta tha.
Safdar pattiyon mein lipta bistar pe besudh para hua tha. Uskay ird gird machines saji hui theen jo mukhtalif roshniyan dikha kay, uskay taqreeban zinda honay ka sabot de rahi theen.
Meri nazar Safdar kay chehray pe gayee. Uska chehra sooj chuka tha aur yaqeenan sar pe kaafi gehri chotain aayee theen.
Miss Anaya aur Miss Sukaina bhi meray peechay idhar agayeen aur Safdar ko bey hiss para dekhnay lageen.

Itnay mein hamaray peechay se kisi ne khankhara bhara.

Main mura tou dekha kay adherr umr ka aik pur waqar admi khara tha. 50 se opper he hoga. Us ne neeli shirt, jisay hospital walay ‘scrubs’ kehtay hain, pehni hui thi aur mu pe surgical mask charha rakha tha.
Humain murta dekh kay us ne mask, thori se neechay kia. Chehray se qadray shafeeq insan maloom hota tha.
Meri nigah uski shirt pe lagay badge pe gai.

“Surgeon M. Mubeen.”

Us ne Miss Anaya ko dekha aur pursakoon se lehjay mein bola
“Aa param kar ken thora, buht stressed lag rahi hain.”

Miss Anaya ne khafif se andaz mein unka shukria ada kartay huay kaha
“I’m fine Surgeon Mubeen…apka shukria.”
Aur phir uski nazrain meri janib hueen.
Us ne hath barhaya.
“Hello…”
Main ne bhi us se musahfa kia
“Shani, ye Surgeon Mubeen hain. Safdar kay dost aur is, facility kay owner…”
Miss Anaya ne apni awaz sahi kartay huay mera taruf karaya
“Ye personally is case ko dekh rahay hain….”
 “I’m glad to meet you Shani…” Wo meri ankhon mein dekhtay huay bolay
Miss Anaya ne un se mera sarsari sa taruf karaya aur phir hum ne un se Safdar ki halat kay baray mein poocha.

“Dekhain, jis qism kay accident se Safdar dochar hua hay… ye kafi high impact accident tha. Beruni injuries se ziada, unko androoni chotain ziada ayeen hain. Especially sar kay peechay…”
Wo aik lamha ruka aur humari ankhon mein dekhtay hauy bola

“Reports bhi analyze ho rahi hain… lekin meri team inko aur monitor karna chahti hay… un ka kehna hay kay aglay 24 ghantay buht ahem hain… agar wo hosh mein agaye tou achi news kay chances hain… warna….” 
Surgeon Mubeen kuch rukay aur phir tahammul se apna jumla mukammal kia
“Warna ye jitna arsa coma mein rahain gey… utnay he chances kam hotay jayen gey…”
Jumla mukammal hotay he Miss Anaya ki ankhain dobara bheegnay lageen.
“Aap ka patient, mera dost bhi raha hay. We will do everything to save him… Aap log please kuch aram karain. OK?”
Surgeon Mubeen ne itna keh kr mera shana thapthapaya, aur mask charhatay huay qareeb kharay doctors kay jhurmat mein shamil hogaye.

Aur isis doran mujhay apnay baazu pe Miss Anaya ki ankh se chalkay ansoo girtay mehsoos huay. Dabi dabi siskiyon mein unki sargoshi see sunai dee.
“Shani… I can’t lose him…”
Unhon ne meri janib apna chehra kartay huay apni ankhain uthayeen.
“Main Safdar ko nahi kho sakti!” 
Unki bheegi palkon se ansoo, gaalon pe behnay lagay.

“Don’t worry Miss Anaya. Hosla rakhain… we will not lose him!” 
Mujhay khud kuch samajh nahi araha tha.

Main ne unko aik baar phir se galay lagaya tou meri nazar andar room mein bistar pe paray Safdar kay bay hiss jism pe gayee… aur meri ankhain hairat se khuli reh gayeen.
Kyun kay uskay jism kay peechay koi khara tha!
Neeli see Roshni mein chamakta aik wajood… 
Wohi wajood jo bistar pe para tha!

Main ne ankhain jhapkeen aur idhar udhar dekha. 
Miss Anaya meray kandhay ko apnay ansoon se tarr kar rahi theen aur Miss Sukaina bhi sheeshay se Safdar ko bistar pe para dekh rahi theen.

Main ne bhi phir se andar dekha tou mujhay Safdar kay bayhosh wajood kay peechay khara, wohi Roshni se chamakta aik Aur Safdar nazar aya.
Wo mujhay dekh kay ajab tarah se muskura raha tha, jesay wo ye janta ho kay sirf main he usay dekh raha hoon. Kyunkay ye manzar Miss Sukaina ki nigahon se yaqeenan ojhal tha.
Aik baar phir, main ne ankhain jhapkeen kay shayad is waqt, mera malal mujhay ulti seedhi cheezain dikha raha ho. Lekin Safdar ka wo humzaad, meray lakh palakain jhapaknay pe bhi joon ka toon mujhay nazar ata raha.
Meray aisa karnay pe, us ne achanak apni ungli honton pe rakh kay goya mujhay khamoosh rehnay ka ishara kia. Aur phir… wo bistar kay peechay se taqreeban fiza mein terta hua, kamray ki deewar mein se, filmon mein dikhayee janay wali roohon ki tarha guzarta hua emergency ward mein agaya…
Main ne Miss Anaya ko jaldi se aik baar phir khud se alag kia. Meri nigahain ward ki lobby mein jami theen. Main ne waheen dekhtay huay, aur Miss Anaya ko dilasay detay huay bathroom janay ka bahana kia aur ward ki lobby ki taraf barh gaya.

Safdar ki rooh, neeli see roshniyan bikherti, lobby mein meray agay agay tezi se terti ja rahi thi. Aur phir wo aik corner mein mojood room kay darwazay mein tehleel hogayee.
Main us darwazay pe puhcnha tou maloom hua kay ye koi storage room tha. Jhat se hath barha kay darwaza khola tou andar halki see Roshni thi. Bara sa karma tha jis mein deewaron kay saath sheeshay ki almariyan aur racks lagay thay jin pe hospital ka samaan waghera para tha…. Meri nigahain ghoomeen… aur mujhay aik qadray tareek se konay mein saman kay beech halki neeli roshniyon mein lipta, Safdar jaisa wo wajood khara nazar aya.
Aik lamhay ko mujhay kuch darr laga, lekin phir zehn ne bataya kay bewaqoof insan, najanay kitnay he aisay shubday, aisi ajeeb o ghareeb cheezain tu ne zindagi bharr dekhi hain… aur tu khud bhi tou mafooq ul fitrat hay…. darna kaisa?

Main ne khankhara bhartay huay apni himmat jama ki.

“Safdar… kia ye tum ho?”

Mera sawal, sargoshi ban kay kamray mein goonja tou achanak se wo muskuraya. Aur… meray zehn mein jesay Safdar ki awaz goonji.

“Haan Shani… aah… ye main he hoon…”

“Kia.. kia aap marr chukay hain?” 
Meray dil mein sawal utha aur meray zehn se hota jesay usko samajh agaya. Sister Katherine aur Yusuf ki tarhan communicate kar raha tha main Safdar kay is hewlay se.
 
“Nahi Shani… abhi nahi… lekin wo waqt duur nahi…”
Safdar ka jawab meray zehn mein ubhra.

“Ye sab kesay hua? Kia iska reason main hoon??”
Meray sawal buht thay hamesha ki tarha

“Shani… meray paas waqt kam hay aur tumharay sawal ziada…” Safdar meri kefiyat bhaanp chuka tha.
“Main  apni tamaam taqaton ko istimaal kartay huay, maut se… aur kuch quwwaton se lartay huay… bus tumhara intizaar kar raha tha…”

Safdar kay gird neeli roshniyon ka jaal gehra honay laga.

“Suno Shani… Ye koi accident na tha… uff… hamla tha… jaan leva hamla!”
Us ne karbnaak andaz mein kaha tou main uchal para.

“Hamla? Kaisay?” Main aur meray sawal…

“Fire kiyay gaye thay. Mujhay rastay se hatanay kay liye… meri gaari kay tyres pe firing ki gayee thee…” Safdar ne inkishaaf kia.

“Kis nay???” Main taqreeban cheekha

“Shiekhani ne…” Safdar ki awaz mein bhi ghussa tha
“Sheikhani? Lekin wo tou nazar band nahi hay?” Main zich ho raha tha

“Us Maymaar ne jo chitavni dee thee Shani… ye sab us he kay natayej hain… Sheikhani, mujh pe honay wala hamla… aur agay anay wali tabahi…”
Safdar ne kuch sard muhri se kaha

“Haan Shani ye sab tum se shuru hua… tum se ubharnay wali tabdeeli ki lehrain, sab kuch badal rahi hain… mustaqbil pe asar andaz ho rahi hain… tabahi aur intishaar ki afratafri liye…. Aur Maymaaron ko aisi afratafri buht pasand hay…”

Safdar ka lehja ghaseela ho gaya. Aur phir us ne mujhay ghussay se dekha
“Is se pehlay kay ye intishaar, Akasha kay plan kiye mustaqbil se ye tumhara inhiraaf… mazeed tabahi phelaye… Akasha ka wada, aur apna maqsad poora kardo… khud ko is tabahi ka markaz na bannay do! Tum isay rok nahi saktay, magar is ki zadd se hat kar… anay walay mustaqbil ko, maazi se alag kar saktay ho… Maymaaron ki intishaar pasandi se mustaqbil ko bacha saktay ho!”

Wo najanay kia keh raha tha. Hamesha ki tarha, purisraariyat se bharpoor batain… magar mujhay aisa lag raha tha jaisay uski in ajab baton mein koi raaz chupay hain… jo mujh se juray hain.

“Main… main nibhaaonga… khud se… aur Akasha se kiye waday nibhaon ga… aap ki tarha aur logon ki tabahi ka zimmedar nahi ban sakta main… ab aur nahi!”
Meri kaanpti awaz jazbaat mein bhari thi.

“Jo badalna tha wo badal chuka Shani… lekin anay wala waqt, devtaaon kay is khel ka maidaan hoga… aur is khel mein hamari koi auqaat nahi…” Safdar ne sar sa jhatka.

“Kia main aap ko kisi tarha wapas laa sakta hoon? Kia Sister Sarah, ya Sister Katherine kuch kar sakti hain?” Main ne ansoon ko roktay huay poocha

“Main wapas nahi askta Shani… mera waqt guzar chuka. Kia he acha tha kay mujhay maut ajati. Lekin main.. zinda aur murda jahanon kay beech hoon. Aur meray jism pe… wo hamla awar honay lagay hain… aah Shani! Kash main khud ko un se bacha sakta!”
Safdar ne karbnaak andaaz mein purisraar see baat ki

“Jism pe hamla?” Meri bus ho chuki thi

“Main abhi nahi tou anay walay chand dino mein… is jahan se rukhsat ho jaonga Shani… lekin mera jism… us pe koi aur qabiz hona chahta hay…”
Safdar kay jawab mein mazeed purisraar sawal chupay thay

“Kon? Aur kyun?” Main ne apnay sawalat jaari rakhay

“Wohi Maymaar, Shani…. Wohi Maymaar!” Safdar cheekha

“Maymaaron ko aapkay jism se kia haasil?” 
Mujhay hairat ka jhatka laga.

“Meri ye halat, Maymaaron kay liye moqa hay Shani. Mujhay ziada nahi maloom, magar itna zarur janta hoon kay meray jism pe qaabiz ho kar, ye aik beykhabar insaan ko phaasna chahtay hain. Aik aisay shakhs ko jo tumhari tarha, devtaon ki taqaton se munsalik hay… jisay Maymaar apnay maqasid kay liye istimaal karna chahtay hain…!”
Safdar ne apni zindagi mein… aur ab baad az zindagi mein, mujh pe anhonay inkishafaat karnay nahi choray thay. 

“Meri tarha??”
Meri awaz meekhni see ho rahi thi. Uff kaisa ghanchakkar tha ye!

“Tumhari tarha… magar tumharay jaisa nahi…! Uski taqatain, tumhari taqaton see nahi!”

Safdar ne ruktay huay pehlay apnay gird sukartay, neeli kirnon kay jaal ko dekha aur phir mujhay…

“Kia tum Andekhi duniya ko mehez Akasha ka maskan samajhtay ho? Nahi Shani! Devtaaon ka khel hay ye! Aur apni lazawal taqaton kay bawajoodm Akasha bhi… is khel ka aik kirdaar he hay!”
Wo shayad waqt se pehlay mujh pe buht see haqeeqatain wazeh karna chahta tha lekin meri aqal, filhaal in cheezon ko process nahi kar parahi thi.

Abhi main in naye inkishafat ko hazam he kar raha tha kay Safdar ka neeli kirnon mein lipta wajood, jesay madham sa parnay laga.

“Ye hamari akhri mulaqaat hay Shani.  Jitna bhee waqt humaray beech guzra .. ah.. wo yaqeenan ahem tha. Meri baton ko dhiyaan mein, aur apnay maqsad ko samnay rakhna… 
Devtaon aur Maymaaron ki bichai gayee is bisaat mein agarchay, hum sab bus muhray he hain… Lekin…
Andekhi duniya kay asool tor kar, tum ne is khel mein aik talatum barpa kardia hay. Aur Maymaar, haqeeqat mein hotay har talatum ki taraf kichay chalay atay hain…”

Safdar kay gird sukarta neeli Roshni ka jaal, usay  ab poori tarha khud mein samo chuka tha. Wo madham parta gaya, uska chehra karb se bhara tha. Aik akhri baar us ne mujh pe nazar daali 

“Alvida Shani…” Uski awaz meray zehn mein aisay goonji jaisay duur kaheen se arahi ho.
Achanak neeli Roshni ka aik jhamaka sa hua…Aur sab kuch sakit ho gaya!

Main storage room mein tanha khara tha.

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Main apna sar khujata, wapas ICU ki rahdari mein puhncha.
Safdar kay room kay bahar Miss Anaya aur Sukaina wesay he sar jhukaye khareen theen. Kitni ajab baat thi kay Miss Anaya jitna Safdar kay liye pareshan theen, uski rooh ne, aik baar bhi unka zikr na kia tha. Shayad uska maqsad sirf mujh se rabta karna tha.
Lekin sab se ziada mujhay yeh soch arahi thi kay is duniya mein main tanha nahi hoon jo devtaon ki taqaton se munsalik tha. Aisay aur bhi hain!
Safdar ki rooh ne jo bataya tha, us se yahi nateeja nikalta tha kay Maymaar yaqeenan aisi taqatain rakhnay walon pe kari nazar rakhtay hain. Unhain apnay maqasid kay liye istimaal kartay hain.
Main ye guthiyan suljhata un dono kay paas puhncha tou Miss Sukaina ne kaha.

“Shani, please Anaya ka khayal rakho, main kuch coffee waghera lekar aati hoon…”

Main ne miss Anaya ka sooja hua chehra dekha
“Hum bhi saath chaltay hain… yahan ka cafeteria suna hay acha hay…”

Miss Anaya ne meri baat suni aur badastoor pattiyon mein liptay Safdar ko sheeshay kay is taraf se dekhtay huay jawab dia
“Main kaheen nahi ja rahi…”

Unki awaz, ro ro kay beth chuki thi.
Main ne unka baazu thama.
“Bus 10 minute, mahol badaltay hain. Phir I promise main bhi aap kay sath idhar he wapas ajaonga... But right now, you need to eat and sit down for a bit.”

Miss Anaya ne sar jhuka lia aur meray baazu pe zor dia
“OK…”

Miss Sukaina ne ye suna tou wo mujhay sataishi nazron se dekhtay huay agay chal pareen. Main aur Miss Anaya unkay peechay peechay.

“Shani…” Chaltay chaltay Miss Anaya ne sargoshi ki
“Yes?” Main ne bhi sar neecha kar kay reply kia

“Agar Safdar nahi hosh mein aya… tou main khud ko kabhi maaf nahi kar sakoon gee… mujhay usay protect karna chahiye tha… mujhay ghaafil nahi rehna chahiye tha…”
Wo ansoo peetay huay apnay dil ki bharas nikal rahi theen.

“Is mein apka koi fault nahi, bus jo hona tha… wo ho kar he rehta hay… hum sirf tamashai hain…” Main ne unko dilasa diya.

“Shani… agar main ye kahoon kay ye hadsa mehz hua nahi hay… balkay iskay peechay muhrikaat hain… tou?”
Miss Anaya ne achanak se kuch chubhti hui awas mein tez tez kaha.

“Don’t be ridiculous… it was an accident…” Main ne sab jantay huay bhi anjaan bantay huay unkay dimagh se ye baat nikaalnay pe zor dia.

“I don’t believe it Shani…” Miss Anaya ne apna chehra sahi kartay huay kaha
“Safdar jaisa insan, itni asani se is haal pe nahi puhnchaya ja sakta! Ye… ye kisi ka kiya dhara hay!”
Miss Anaya jesay he us mahol se thora bahar nikleen tou unkay ghum talay dabay ghaseelay jazbaat ubharnay lagay. Magar mujhay aglay he lamhay andaza hua kay unki is baat mein kuch chupa tha.

“Kia matlab?” Main ne achanak lobby kay gate pe ruktay huay poocha.

Miss Anaya ne mujhay murr kay dekha. Unki ankhon mein gham se ziada, bokhlahat thi. Jesay main ne koi mushkil sawal kar lia ho.

“Kuch nahi Shani… bbus.. aisay he, mera dimagh abhi sahi se kaam nahi kar raha.. th.. that’s all..” 
Wo yakayak aisay act kar raheen theen jesay unki koi chori pakri gayee ho.

Main ne Miss Anaya ko ghor se ghoora. Meri nazar ka qehr unko jesay zer kar raha tha. Wo idhar udhar dekhnay lageen. Darwazay se log aa jaa rahay thay. Main unka haath pakartay huay bahar agaya. ICU ki imarat kay bahar aik garden tha jis mein se aik patharon ka masnooi rasta bana hua tha jo canteens ki taraf jata tha.

Miss Sukaina isi rastay pe agay ja chuki theen, is se be khabar kay hum peechay garden mein rukay huay thay.

Meray badastoor ghoornay pe Miss Anaya ne phir nazrain churatay huay canteen ko rukh kar lia aur chalnay lageen.
Main bhi chaltay huay un tak puhcnha aur phir se sawal kia
“Mujhay nahi maloom kay aap kia janti hain lekin mujhay apki baaton se kuch aisa mehsoos hota hay kay aap kuch chupa rahi hain…”

Miss Anaya ne chaltay chaltay meri janib dekha. Unkay chehray se bokhlahat kuch kam ho chuki thi aur unki tewriyaan charhi hui theen.

“Shani…. Main janti hoon kay Akasha ki duniya kay kayee raaz hain jin ki haqeeqat tum pe mujh se ziada ayaan hay. Sister Sarah se tumhari wabistagi jis had tak hay, utni shayad meri na ho… lekin…”

Itna keh kay wo aik gehraa saans letay huay khalaon mein ghornay lageen.

“Lekin?” Main ne chaltay chaltay unka baazo thama.

“Lekin… main ye bhi janti hoon kay Safdar koi aam admi nahi hay… unkay saath guzray lamhaat mein main ne unki ghambeer baaton mein se kayee nateejay akhaz kiye hain…”
Wo itna keh kar phir ruk gayeen aur chaltay chaltay aas paas mur kay aisay dekhnay lageen kay kaheen unki baat koi sun tou nahi raha.

“Kesay nateejay?” Main ne foran phir se sawal kia

“Shani…” Wo sar jhuka kay chaltay huay boleen
“Mujhay ilm hay kay Akasah kay mansoobay, humari aqal o fehm se baeed hain. Devi jo janti hay wo hum nahi jaantay…. Magar ye zarur hay kay Sister Sarah… Akasha ki taqaton se sarshar honay kay bawajood, kuch arsay se buht mukhtalif nazar arahi hain. Sister Katherine, is arsay mein bilkul ghayab hain!”

Miss Anaya ne dabay dabay alfaz mein kaha

“Safdar se meri akhri mulaqat mein… Sister Katherine ki is adam mojoodgi aur Sister Sarah ki khamooshi ko ko lekar… kuch batain hui theen. Aur… aur Safdar ne dhakay chupay alfaaz mein kuch kehna chaha tha… mujhay shayad warning deni chahi thi…”
Miss Anaya ka lehja, ghussay aur gham se ata hua lag raha tha.
Ah! Kia Safdar ne unhain mujh se aur meray Akasha kay plans se inhiraaf ki sunn gunn tou nahi de dali thi?
“Kia … kia kaha tha?” Main ne kuch dartay huay poocha

“Kuch badla hay Shani…. Kisi ney badla hay! Akasha kay mansoobon ko challenge kia hay!” Miss Anaya ki awaz mein ghussa wazeh tha

Aik dam se mera dil dhakk se reh gaya. Kia Miss Anaya janti theen kay agay kia honay wala hay? Tabahi. Sab kay liye siwaye aik kay!

 “Akasha kay mansoobon ko badalnay wala hay koi! Jis ki waja se kuch bura hoga! Ah… Shani… buht kuch bura hoga. Mustaqbil badal dia gaya hay… aur Safdar ki ye halat… mujhay yaqeen hay kay usi badlao ka nateeja hay!”
Junooni se awaz mein wo bolay ja rahi theen

Mujhay aisa laga jesay duniya ki nazrain mujh pe markooz theen. Jesay sab ko shakk tha kay main he wo hoon. Jo unki tabahi ka zimmay daar hoga!

“Baghawat ki hay kisi ne… koi aisa jo hum mein se he hay! Akasha kay madadgaron mein se! Jis ne Akasha kay mansoobon kay khilaaf amal kar kay, hum sab ko khatray mein daal dia hay!”
Miss Anaya ki awaz ghussay se laraz rahi thi aur wo baqaida chalaty huay apnay per patakh se rahi theen.

“Main dhoondongi usay Shani! Jo Safdar ko is halat pe puhnchanay ka zimmatdar hay! Jis ne hum sab ko dhoka dia hay! Nahi chorain gey usay hum Shani! Kabhi nahi!” Miss Anaya ne shaded ghussay se awaz ko dabatay huay kaha

Meri halat ghair see honay lagi. Mathay pe paseena agaya. 
Main kia batata kay jis shakhs kay liye unkay dil mein itni nafrat pal rahi thi… wo shakhs main he tha!
“Ye tou bara ghalat hua hay…” 
Main ne apni kaanpti awaz ko sambhaltay huay kaha
“Kia humain kisi pe shak hay?”

“Nahi… lekin main dhoondh nikaloongi Shani! Is se pehlay kay Akasha se inhiraaf ki qeemat hum sab ko chukani paray. Is se pehlay kay hum sab ko koi nuqsaan puhnchay… usay identify karna hoga! Aur phir uskay saath jo hashar karoongi, wo duniya dekhay gee!”
Miss Anaya ki awaz mein azm aur ghussa, meray jism se thaday paseenay jari kardenay ko kafi tha.

“Filhal iska zikr kisi se na karna… Sukaina se bhi nahi! Bus meray aur tumharay beech rahay gee ye baat, jab tak mujhay koi sabot nahi mil jatay…”
Wo sargoshi karnay kay andaz mein daant paseejtay huay, apna chehra meray qareeb kartay huay kehnay lageen.
“Jald… buht jald main usay dhoondh nikaalongi! Mujhay Safdar ki qasam!”
Unhon ne intiqaami jazbay se sarshaar lafz meri sama’at kay hawalay kiya.
Is jazbay se main bakhoobi waqif tha… yahi jazba meri taqaton ka sarchashma tha… au ab, Miss Anaya mein ubharta huay yahi jazba mujhay khauf sa dila raha tha!

Isi doran hum canteens puhnch gaye. Aik tuck shop see thi jis kay bahar garden mein kursiyaan aur tables lagay thay. Jin mein se aik pe Miss Sukaina betheen hamara intizaar kar rahi theen aur mez pe chai kay teen cups paray humaay muntazir thay. 

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Raat kay kisi pehr main Miss Anaya aur Miss Sukaina ko hospital mein he chorr kay wapas ghar aya. 
Tabiyat pe shaded bojh sa tha.
Miss Anaya ki batain meray zehn mein tezi se gardish kar rahi theen.
Safdar ne unhain kuch hints zaroor de dali theen. 
Uff… unki nafrat ka markaz yaqeenan main tha… bus filwaqt , ye sab unkay ilm mein na tha.

Lawn se hota main enterance ki taraf puhncha he tha kay kay main ne apni ankh kay aik corner se, lawn mein lagay darakhton mein jesay sunsunahat se mehsoos ki. Main qudrati tor pe foran uski janib mur gaya. Darakhton kay beech aik saya san azar aya jo seconds mein he aik darakht kay peechay sarak gaya. 

Chokidar aur guard bahar thay tou andar kisi chor kay anay ka sawal nahi peda hota tha. Tou phir ye kon hosakta hay? 
Sunehri chingaariyan meri ungliyon se ureen, aur main apni taqaton ko ubharta us taraf barha.

Main darakht kay peechay gaya tou mujhay deewar pe wohi saya phelta hua mehsoos hua.

“Kon Hay?!” main ne sargoshi mein, lekin qadray ghussay se poocha

Aur doosray he lamhay fiza mein aik qehqaha sa goonja.
Khofnaak qehqaha. Shanasa qehqaha.

“Sister Katherine…” Main ne sar jhataktay huay apnay dil mein kaha… jo un tak bakhoobi puhnch gaya.

“Shahnawaz urf Shani…” Unki holnaak see sargoshi meray zehn mein ubhri.
“Mujhay Khushi hay kay aik bura din guzarnay kay bawajood tum muhtaat rehtay ho…”

Wo mera tamaskhar ura rahi theen.

“Beshak, din bura tha… lekin mujhay anay walay dino ki ziada parwa hay… kaheen wo, is se bhi buray na hotay chalay jayen..”
Main ne unkay tanz ko zer karna chaha.

“Durust kehtay ho….” Unki awaz ubhri, aur phir deewar pe phelta saya, aik soorat mein dhalnay laga. Sister Katherine ki hebat naak shakal mein.

“Jo honay ja raha hay… uski aik jhalak tum ne dekh li. Safdar bilashuba aik taqatwar insan tha. Devtaon ki taqat ki aik kiran us ne khud mein samoi thi. Jab he, maut kay mu mein jakar bhi tum se rabita kar gaya…”
Sister Katherine kay lehjay mein kuch kuch ahteraam tha.

“Mujhay jald az jald apni zimmay dari nibhana hogi. Main aur logon ko maut ke mu mein jata nahi dekh sakta…” 
Main ne dimagh se Safdar kay pattiyon mein bandhay jism ki ibrat angez tasweer ko jhataktay huay kaha.

“Beshak… tumhain jaldi karna hogi… Wo waqt duur nahi jab Sister Sarah ka insani wajood, Akasha devi ki bemisaal roshniyon ki amajgah bannay kay liye mazeed mozoon nahi rahay ga. Devi ka ahsan utaro Shahnawaz urf Shani… apnay asal maqsad paa lo...!”
Sister Katherine ne mujhay jesay tanbeeh see kee.

“Apnay wadon mein mujhay aap ne hamesha qayam he paya hay… Main wo kar guzroon ga jo mujhay karna hay. Jis kay liye mujhay Akasha ki taqatain sonpi gayee hain…” 
Main ne pur azm andaz mein taqreer ki. Magar doosray he lamhay meray azaim madham parr gaye. Dil kay kisi konay mein mujhay apni zindagi kay ikhtitaam, aur apnay ghar baar se judai ka soch kar aik dard sa mehsoos hua.

“Hahaha…” Sister Katherine ka qehqaha phir goonja.
“Tum apnay iradon mein mazboot sahi… lekin tumharay andar aik insaan he basta hay. Jazbaat se bana insan. Yahi jazbaat tumhain Akasha kay mansoobon se munharif kar rahay hain… Jiski waja se tum ne mustaqbil badal dala! Jo hona tha… usay tabdeel kar dala!”
Aik qeher sa baras raha tha unkay lehjay mein… aur phir aik dam se jesay unki awaz ka ghaseela pan, apnaiiyat mein badal gaya.

“Magar ajab baat ye hay… kay inhi jazbaat ne tumhain jitna Akasha kay mansoobon se duur kia… utna he meray, aur kuch purisraar hastiyon kay tay shuda mustabqil se qareeb le aya…”
Aik baar phir wo mujhay paheliyon mein ghuma rahee theen
“Devtaaon kay khel mein, tumhari basat… kuch nahi. Kyunkay tum akhir kaar insaan ho… faani ho. Magar isi insaniyat ne tumhain majboor kiya kay tum justuju karo… aisi justuju, jo nayee rahain khol de… apnay liye nahi… tou auron kay liye… jo badalna chahtay hain… Sab badalna chahtay hain!”
Sister Katherine kay aks ki ankhain, ye sab kehtay huay laal ho kar chamaknay lageen.

“Mujhay aap ki batain samajh nahee aateen. Lekin mein janta hoon kay un mein danai chupi hay.” Main ne unki bhool bhulaiyyon jesi baaton ko describe kia

“Waqt anay pe sab ayan hoga… tum raho ya na raho… tumhari intiqaam ki dastaan, haqeeqat kay safhay pe aik lakeer chor kay ja rahi hay… aisi lakeer jo aglay tamam safhon pe subt hogi!”
Sister Katherine ki ankhain chamktay huay mujhay mustaqbil ka koi aisa baab samjhanay ki koshish kar rahi theen jis se main na sirf na ashna tha, balkay meri soch ki grift se kaheen duur bhi.

Main inko hazam kar raha tha. Aur meri khamooshi ko dekh kay Sister Katherine ne yaqeenan meray zehn ka har fatoor, har uljhan parh dali thi.

“Meray baad, meri family ka kia hoga? Huma aur meray bachay ka kia hoga?? Kia us pe meri taqaton ka asar khatam honay kay baad wo mujhay aisay he yaad rakhay gee? Aur aur Jana…. Akasha ka roop lenay kay baad… Huma ko ya meray bachay ko koi nuqsaan puhnchaye gee???”

Meray andeshay sawal ban kar Sister Katherine ki taraf bochaar kar rahay thay.

“Hahahaha….” Sister Katherine ko meray andeshay muzhika khez lag rahay thay.
“Tumhari qurbani, Nayee Akasha ko janam degi… nahi Shahnawaz urf Shani, tumhari zindagi rayegaan nahi jayegi. Akasha ki madad karnay walon ko Akasha nahi bhoolti!”

Kuch lamhay sakoot sa Chaya raha. Hawa aur pattay tarannum mein gungunatay rahay. Aur meri sochain, meray andeshay isi tarannum se meri soch mein gardish kartay rahay.

“Tum Huma ko bachanay kay liye, apnay bachay ko bachanay kay liye ye sab kar rahay ho… bharosa rakho… behtari ka socha hay tou behtari he hogi…”
Sister Katherine ki awaz ne sakoot tora. Mujhay kuch tashaffi see dee.

“Tumharay janay kay baad… tumharay wajood mein mojood Akasha ki akhri taqatain aik baar phir Akasha ka hissa ban jayengi… Shayad Huma kay liye tum aik yaad ban jao… Suhani yaad… uskay dimagh pe tumhari taqaton ka ghalba khatam zarur hojayega… magar tumhari jismani qurbat ka ghalba, us kay zehn pe hamesha rahay ga….”
Sister Katherine nay kehna khatam kia aur meri ankhain bheeg chuki theen.

“Shukria.. mujhay meray waswason se, andeshon se duur karnay ka shukriya Sister Katherine… Qurbani ka waqt aanay wala hay… aur main apnay iradon mein sabit qadam rahoonga! Kal ka din faisla kun din hoga!”
Main ne the e dil se sacha wada sa kia aur apnay ansoo ponchay

“Shahnawaz urf Shani… waqt tumhara dost nahi. Sister Sarah mein dorti Akasha ki Roshni… ab ziada der uskay insani wajood mein qaid na reh paye gee. Jab tak wo naya janam na le lay, Akasha ki bemisaal taqaton ko zawal aata rahay ga… wo taqatain jo us ne tum mein samo dee hay… takay tum usko naya janam bakhoobi dilwa sako! Jitni der karo gey… utni tumharay wajood mein jalwagar Akasha ki zawal pazeer taqatain… ghat-ti chaleen jayen gee….!

“Huhhhh… tum apnay wadon ko apni bujhti taqaton pe parkho gey to raah asan hay… warna, jo badal raha hay, uska asar tum tak bhi puhnchay ga…”

Main ne sar hilaya aur zich hotay huay kaha
“Mujhay aapki paheliyan yaqeen janiye, is waqt bilkul samajh nahi arahi hain Sister Katherine. Lekin un mein mujhay mayoosi aur rukawatain kyun dikh rahi hain?”

“Hahahaha…” Hebat naak qehqaha fiza ko cheerta, hol phelata gaya.
“Zindagi kay maqsad poora karlena itna asaan hota tou har shakhs badshah hota! Rukawaton kay baghair, kamyabi mumkin nahi!”

Aik lamhay ko wo rukeen aur phir deewar pe ubhri unki shakal mein chamaktay unki ankhon kay delay ghoom kar mujh pe fix hogaye. Unki sargoshi mein doobi hebat naak awaz phir se fiza mein pheli.

“Tumharay ansoo, tumharay andar ka insaan ujagar kartay hain… magar… ye mat bhoolna kay tum Devtaon kay khel ka hissa ho…”
Yeh kehtay he Sister Katherine ka saya, deewar pe pharpharanay sa laga aur phir... wo buht saari kaali makhiyon mein badal gaya!
Hawa mein aik bhinbhinahat see goonji aur wo saari makhiyaan aik saath urti hui asmaan mein tehleel hogayeen…

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Main chup chaap, seedha apnay kamray mein ja puhncha. Jana kay room ka darwaza khula tha lekin mujhay is waqt har talab, har naimat, har cheez choti lag rahi thi. Main jis khel ka hissa ban chuka tha, us ka ikhtitaam bus honay ko hee tha. Itna arsay Akasha kay madadgaron mein Khushi ka baais bannay wala ab unki nafrat ka markaz bannay ja raha tha!

Apnay kamray mein dakhi hua tou dekha kay night lights ki dheemi Roshni mein, Huma meri taraf pusht kiye bistar pe so rahi thi. Sakoon se.
Mujhay aik lamhay ko rona sa aya.
Isi kay liye tou main ye sab kar raha tha.
Huma kay liye, aur uski kokh mein paltay apnay honay walay bachay kay liye!
Main kapray utaar kay bistar pe leta.
Usi bistar pe jahan main ne apni soteli chachi, aur ab biwi, kay saath… makhmaleen chadaron pe jazbaat aur hejaan se muzayyen dastanain raqam ki theen. Jis ka nateeja uskay pait mein tha.
Kia main Huma se waqai itni chahat rakhta tha kay uskay liye ye sab kuch kar raha tha? Shayad haan, shayad nahi. Shayad wo bus meray intiqaam ki aik larri thi. Adeel chacha ko azeiyat denay ka aik harba…
Wo is ghar mein basnay wali tamam aurton ki tarha, lakh Akasha ki taqaton kay, meri taqaton kay zer e asar zarur thi. Lekin iskay bawajood, uski apnaiyyat aur mohobbat, nisbatan alag thi. Ya phir us se meri wabistagi is liye bhi ziada thi kay wo baqaida meri biwi thi. Aur meri haqeeqi aulaad ko janam denay wali thi.

Main ne ye sochtay sochtay karwat badly tou bistar pe honay wali  jumbishon se Huma jaag gayee. US ne meri taraf mu kartay huay ankhain maleen aur jamai letay huay poocha

“Kheriyat hay? tumharay kisi dost ka accident ho gaya tha?”

Main ne gehra sa saans bhara aur pheeki see muskurahat kay saath jawab dia
“Haan.. bus zidagi aisi he hay. Kab kon kistarah kay halaat se dochaar hojaye.. kon jaanta hay?”

“Oh… kia main usay janti hoon?” Us ne thora concern hokar uthtay huay phir poocha

“Haan… aap janti he hongi. Senator Safdar Saleem…”
Main ne sar khujatay huay kaha

“Ohhhh… haan. News pe bhi aya tha… how is he now?”
Huma ne kuch concern sa show kartay huay sawal kiya.

“Unconscious hay… abhi tak hosh nahi aya. Doctors kehtay hain kay aglay 24 ghantay ahem hain…” 
Mera lehja usay ye details detay huay khudbakhud ghamgeen sa hogaya tha.

“That’s sad. Chalo I hope unhain hosh ajaye…” Huma ne meri taraf khisaktay huay meray baalon mein haath phertay huay mujhay dilasa sa diya.

“I hope so too…” Main ne uskay chehray se baal hatatay huay kaha.

Hamari nigahain mileen aur janay kab humaray haath aik dossray kay jimson kay gird hotay gaye…. Meray honton ne uskay gaalon se bhataktay huay uskay labon ka rasta dhoondaa ur meri zaban uski zaban se ja mili.
Huma kay jism ki garmahat paa kar mujhay aik sakoon sa aa raha tha. Aik yaqeen sa araha tha. Kay shayad uskay liye main jo bhi kar raha hoon, wo sahi hay. Wo haq rakhti thi kay uski behtari kay liye, baqa kay liye aisa he kuch kia jaye.

Uskay jism se umadtay is apnaiyat bharay ahsaas ne mujhay pighla diya tha.
Kia main ne usko apnay wash mein rakh kar, uskay saath ghalat tou nahi kiya? Aur kia meri maut kay baad, wo mujhay aisay he yaad rakhay gee?
Meray hath uski kamar se hotay uskay seenay pe ja puhnchay. Uskay seenay kay ubhaar meri ungliyon ki grift mein qaid ho gaye. Uskay nightsuit ki patli lace mein se feel hotay uskay mummon ka pressure meray hathon kay khulnay aur band honay kay rhythm ko match karnay laga. Meri ankhon mein wo samay ghoom gaye jab drawing room mein, mujhay Raghib karnay kay liye Huma ne pehli dafa mujhay apnay seenay kay ubharon se ashna karaya tha. 

Meri shorts mein wo manzar atay he aik tent ubahrnay laga.
Main ne doosray hath uskay chehray se hataya aur uska hath pakar kay apni shorts ki taraf kardiya.
Sarakta hua, Huma ka hath meri shorts kay andar aisay ja puhncha jesay is rastay ki usay poori shanasai ho.
Uskay hath ka ahsaas meray nangay lund ko hua aur main ne aur zor se uska mumma dabaya. Uskay hont meray honton mein dabay uski har siski ko zer o zabar kartay huay bamushkil daba rahay thay.

Main ne aik jhatkay se uskay honton ko azad kia aur us ne gehra saans lia. Ab aik lamha bhi nahi zaya karna chahta tha main.
Uskay mummon se meray hath uskay baalon tak chashme ziddan mein  puhncha aur main ne uska chehra apnay shorts ki taraf kheenchtay huay daba diya.
Huma ne koi mazahimat kiyay baghair apnay hont meri shorts mein shape leti meri lund ki topi pe rakh diye. Meray lund ko tatolta uskay hath meri shaft ko zor se dabanay laga.

Huma ne apna doosra hath meri banyan kay andar sarkatay huay meray seenay pe phera aur main relax hota chala gaya. Meri ankhain band ho gayeen.

Uskay hath aur honton ka ahsas lamhay bhar ko juda huya aur main ghutnay bistar pe tekay khara raha. Aglay he second mein, uskay hath meri shorts ko neechay kartay mehsoos huay aur mera lund pharak kay bahar aatay huay.

Huma meray seenay ko choomti hui meray pait se hoti meray kharay lund pe ja puhnchi. Uskay labon ne khultay huay meri topi ko apnay andar band kar liya. Abhi isi ahsaas se sarshaar hua tha kay uski zaban ki nok ne apni mojoodgi ka bharpoor ahsaas dilatay huay meri topi se lipat lipat kay nisar hona shuru kardiya…

Meray hath khud bakhud uskay sar tak ja puhnchay aur Huma ne apnay labon ko aur khol liya.
Meray nichla dhar halkay halkay agay peechay honay laga. Huma kay hont isi motion se munsalik hotay huay meri lund ki lambai naaptay agay peechay honay lagay. Main uska sar thamay, janay pehchanay saroor se aik baar phir aashna hokar uska mu chod raha tha.
Lekin mera andaz Akasha ki roshniyon kay hejaan se nahi, balkay pyaar aur sakoon kay haseen jazbaat se bhara tha. Main uska mu hejaan mein nahi, aram se chod raha tha. Baray tahammul aur pyaar se. Main aaj apna lund usko chahat se pilana chahta tha. In jazbaat ko feel karna chahta tha… jo shayad mujhay dobara mehsoos karnay naseeb na hon….
Huma mera lund bari nafasat se choostay huay apni zaban se uski maalish kar rahi thi. Apnay hathon ko wo meri raano aur meray chootaron pe phertay huay, nakhunon se khurachi thi aur kabhi unhain gaarti.

Uskay garam mu ka maza mujhay garmata raha… aur main purkaif jazbaat ki wadiyon mein utarta chala gaya….

Insan, khaas kar mard, kaisi ajab makhlooq hay.
Afaton kay pahar kiyon na giray hon… uskay jismani jazbaat apni jaga muteharrik rehtay hain. 
Bilashuba, mard jab dimagh se nahi balkay apnay lund se sochnay lagay, tou har cheez background mein chali jati hay. Sirf jismani talab reh jati hay.

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Huma kay sath unsiyat tout hi he thi, lekin us se barh kar bhi kuh tha. Mujhay us se muhobbat bhi thi. Raat ko us se qurbat kay baad bari achi neend ayee. Jesay bojh utar gaya ho koi.
Aaj nayee subah thi.
Qurbani ki boo se rachi!

Main apnay time se subha uth kay neechay gaya tou kithen mein Yumna khari nashta bana rahi thi. Main ne is maghroor aurat ko ghar ki malkan se ghar ki kuttiya bana dala tha. Bahar kay kutton kay agay daal dia tha usay. Uskay pait mein bhi aik pilla janam pa raha tha. Aur ab main is kuttiya ko qurban bhi karnay wala tha.

Meray atay he us ne meri janib dekha aur nashta la kar meray samnay rakha. Main ne khana shuru kia tou wo chup chaap uthi aur meray sath wali kursi pe beth gayee. Uskay hath greban tak gaye aur us ne apnay night suit  kay button khol diye. Kia training de dali thi main ne isay!
Nashta kartay huay main ne aik hath barhay kay uskay galay mein dala aur uskay firm aur gol mummon ko dabanay laga.

“Shani…” Wo nigahain neechay kiay boli
“Hmm?” Main ne isharay se poocha

“Kia tumhara kaam hogaya hay? Kia main ab.. ab bacha gira sakti hoon?”
Yumna ne dartay dartay sawal kia.

Main ne nashta chor kay usay dekha. Uskay galay mein phirtay meray hath ne zor se uska bara nipple masla.

“Ummmmhhh…” Wo kusmusai

“Jab main ne keh dia hay kay main tumharay kehnay kay mutabiq karoonga tou baar baar kyun pooch rahi ho? Nahi… mera kaam abhi nahi hua! Samjheen?”
Main ne uska nipple buri tarha masaltay huay daant peestay huay kaha.

“Oh.. okk..” Yumna ne thook nigla. 
 Halaq se jatay thook se uski gardan ooper neechay hui. Aur meri sans bhi. Ye akhri chand mawaqay thay kay main Yumna ko istimaal kar sakoon, is se pehlay kay wo qurbani kay liye pesh kee jaye.

Mera chehra jhuka aur uski gardan pe main ne apnay hont rakh diye. Yumna kay badan mein jhurjhuri ayee aur main bedardi se uski gardan ko choosnay chatnay laga. Halka halka kaatnay laga. Yumna machalti rahi aur minminati rahi.

“Ahemm..” Kisi kay khankharnay ki awaz kitchen mein ubhri tou main ne Yumna ki gardan se apna mu kheencha.

Enterance pe Rida khari thi. 
Pajamay aur tshirt mein uska naujawan badan khoob dikh raha tha.
“Wow… buht acha nashta banaya hay lagtay hay mama ne!”
Wo hansi aur akar meray doosri taraf wali kursi pe abethi.
Phir us ne Yumna ko dekha.
“Mama meray liye bhi nashta la den zara…”

US ne hokum sa dia.
Yumna ne ankhain tirchi keen aur ghussay se Rida ko dekha. Lekin doosray he lamhay meray hath ne uska mumma phir se masla.

“Aahh…” Us ne dard bhari siskari lee.

“Go.. get her some breakfast..” Main ne jhatkay se uskay galay se hath nikaltay huay sarznish ki.

Wo chou chaap robot ki tarha uth kay counter ki janib barh gayee.

“Kheriyat hay subha subha mama se panga?” Main ne Rida ki peeth pe hath phera. 

“She is your slave. Apki nokrani hain wo. Aur ab jab se main apki biwi ban chuki hoon, tou wo meri bhi nokrani hain…” Rida ne tunak ke jawab dia

Main khud bhi kuch bokhla sa gaya uski is filbadeeh reply se. Lekin mujh se ziada Yumna bokhla gayee.

“What?” Wo nashta letay huay muri aur uskay hath se tray girtay girtay bachi.

Is se pehlay kay main bolta, Rida phir jhat se bol pari
“Yes mama…. Shani bhai ki biwi hoon main ab… you know why? Because mujhay pregnant kia hay unhon ne… Huma ki tarha!”
Wo khilkhilatay huay jesay kisi karnamay ko bayan kar rahi thi.

“Is… is this true?” Yumna ne meri taraf dekhtay huay ronay wali shakal se poocha.

“Shut up both of you!” Main ne cheekhtay huay dono ki janib ghussay se dekha

Dono ko saano soongh gaya.

“Yumna… tum, meri rakhel ho. Kon chud raha hay kon pregnanat ho raha hay. tumhain is se koi sarokar nahi hona chahiye. Chahay wo tumhari beti he kyun na ho. Samjhi?”
Meri ankhon kay samnay chingariyan phootnay lageen.
“Aur tum…” Main ne murtay huay sath bethi Rida ko dekha aur jhat se usko balon se pakar lia.
“Tum lakh pait se hojao tab bhi tum Huma kay barabar nahi hosakti… you know why? Kyunkay tum bhi apni mama ki tarha meri rakhel ho.. jisay main jab chahay jesay chahay jiskay sath chahay chod daloon.”
Main ne jhatkay se uskay baal kheenchay
“AAahhh…” Rida ki takleef se cheekh see nikli aur ankhon se ansoo.

Main ne uskay baal choray tou wo girgiranay lagi.
“Im Sorry Shani bhai… Main nahi kahoon gi aisa kuch but please mujhay mama jesa na kahain!”
Us ne meri rani pe haath rakhtay huay kaha.
Rida samajhti thi kay wo bus mujhay lazzat faraham kar kay mera ghussa zayal karsakti thi. Pakki randi thi wo. Rakhel.

Main plate khiskatay huay khara hogaya aur Rida ka hath jhatka.
“Aaj raat… main tum dono ko basement office mein dekhna chahta hoon. Aik sath. Kuch faislay kiye hain main ne tum dono kay liye. Be there at midnight, both of you…OK??!”
Main ne akhir mein apni awaz buland see kee tou wo dono kaanptay huay sar hilanay lageen.

“Good…” 
Main ne Rida ka gaal thapthapaya aur tez tez qadmon se bahar nikal gaya.

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Main dopeher tak ghar bhar mein phirta raha.
Har konay se juri yadon ko mehsoos karta raha.
Rahdariyan, zeenay, Adeel chacha ka karma. Wohi karma jahan unho ne pankhay se latak kay khudkushi kar li thi.
Uskay samnay deewar pe awezan wo khubsoorat khanjar, jisay lekar wo mujhay qatal karnay aye thay.
Jana ka purana room jidhar main ne usay pehli baar chua tha.
Kitchen… jahan honay wali latadaad ghatnao mein main pesh pesh raha tha. Yumna aur Rida ka idhar istehsal karna, Komi ko deewar se lagana, Sofie ko counters pe ragarna, uff… kesi kesi hejan khez yadain har jaga dar o deewar pe subt theen…
Yahi sochta main bahar agaya. 
Peechay garages ki janib. Jahan Huma apna health club chalaya karti thi jo uskay pregnanat honay kay baad se band para tha. Jahan main ne Huma ko seduce kia tha. Zara ko seduce kia tha… Jahan Yumna exercise kay bahanay, Jana kay benazeer jism ko hath lagati. Aur Jana… idhar anay walay har shakhs ko apnay jism kay jalwon se qaid rakhti. 
Yaadon mein bhi wo devi thi, aur haqeeqat mein bhi… 
Phir mein Garden ki taraf aya… jahan main aur mera bhai Nomi din bhar khela kartay thay. Jidhar Adeel chacha ne meri birthday pe mujhay zehni mareez samajh kar salgirah kay naam pe sadma denay ki koshish kee thi.
Huh… kitnay bewaqoof thay ye sab.
Adeel chacha, Khurram, Yumna…Rida.
Apnay intiqaam ko istimaal kartay huay, apnay isharon pe nacha kar in charon ko main ne kitnay mazay se inkay anjaam ki janib kar dia tha. 
Shayad main zariya tha. Kal bhi aur aaj bhi.

Din charh kay phel chuka tha. Sooraj apnay joban pe.
Garden mein khilti hari hari ghaans aur phoolon ko sooraj ki kirnain naye rangon mein nehla kay pesh kar rahi theen. Shehr se qadray duur, ye purfiza aur pur sakoon muqaam; meri rihaish gah jo meray dada ne mehnat se banai thi. Jiska tanha waris main tha. Ye dhun, dolat, jaidaad… jiskay husool kay liye main ne sab kuch kiya tha, aaj mujhay iski tazeen o araish, bari bhali maloom ho rahi thi. 
Magar ye sab main chor kay ja raha tha. 
Jo panay kay liye aya tha, wo paa lia tha.

Isi lamhay ghar ka main gate chokidaar ne khola aur Jana ki chamchamati gari andar dakhil hui. Us ne parking mein gari khari ki aur aik shaan se us mein se baramad hui.
Sooraj ki kirno ki tarhan, wo gari se ubhri.
Wo apnay doston kay kisi get together se arahi thi. 
Black skin tight jeans, surkh tshirt aur shano pe khulay uskay baal.
Us ne apna chota sa bag kanday pe daala. Uskay chehray pe mujhay dekhtay he aik aisi Muskaan ubhri jis kay liye log jang pe ja saktay thay. Helen of Troy ki tarha. Uskay honton pe surkh lipstick uski muskurahat ko chaar chand laga rahi thi. Ankhon pe mojood kalay, gol sunglasses aur un pe girti zulfain… wo shahkaar thi. Mustaqbil ki Devi thi.

“Shani…” Wo hirni jesi pur wiqaar chal kay sath meray qareeb atay huay boli.
“Fancy meeting you out here.. huh?” 
Wo muskuratay huay kehnay lagi, aur uski ye muskurahat meray wajood ko refresh kar gayee. Main kia, kisi ka bhi din acha karnay kay liye bus uski ye dil moh lenay wali muskurahat he kafi thi.

“Hi Jana. Kahan se arahi ho?”
Main ne uski janib barhtay huay poocha.
Jana ne apna bag lawn mein pari chairs pe rakha aur meray paas akar mujh se baghalgeer hogai.
Uskay jism ka lums pa kar mujhay ahsas hua kay main kitna lucky tha jo Jana meri dastaras mein rahi thi.

Us ne halkay se meray gaalon pe aik bosa diya
“Lunch pe gayee thi doston kay saath. Socha tumhain bhi le loon magar subha pata nahi kahan ghayab thay tum?” uskay hath meray seenay pe dornay lagay.
“Kuch kaam thay zaruri wo nimta raha tha. Kesa raha lunch?”
Main ne uski latton ko uskay chehray se sarkatay huay poocha.

“Bus aiween. Aik dost ja rahi hay wapas tou us se milna tha. Nothing else. Tumharay baghair main wesay bhi aksar bore he hoti hoon in get togethers pe…”
Wo honton ko sukertay huay boli.
Phir us ne chehra agay kar kay meray honton se apnay hont mila dalay.
Lamhay bhar ko dunia saakit hui aur uskay labon ka ras meray mu mein ghulta gaya. Madhoshi see cha gayee. 
US ne apnay hont peechay kiye tou main ne ankhain kholeen.
Ye pehli baar nahi tha kay din daharay, ghar kay open space mein us ne mujh se romance kia ho. Lekin uskay andaz mein khud supurdagi aaj buht ziada ayaan thi.

“Kal raat tum nahi aye… main ne kafi intizaar kia. I hope tumhara friend sahi hay jiska accident hua tha?”
Jana ne badastoor meri gardan mein apnay baazoo hamayel kiye huay mujh se kuch shikwa sa kia.

“Haan… dekho…” Main ne uski baanhon pe ungliyan phertay huay jawab dia
“ICU mein hay… accident kafi bura hua hay tou lets see… agay kia hota hay. Kafi late aya tha kal raat. Thak gaya tha tou bus atay he so gaya tha…”

“Hmmm…” Jana ne muskuratay huay aik baar phir meray labon ko apnay honton se halkay se muss kia.

“Tumhari thakan utaarnay ka gurr khoob ata hay mujhay…” Wo muskuratay huay apnay hont kaat kar boli.

“Buht achi tarha ata hay…. I know…” Main bhi muskuraya.

“Jana…” Main ne kuch tawaqquf kia aur bola

“Yes darling?” Us kay hath meray seenay pe phir rahay thay.

“Main ne kuch important faislay kiye hain… tumharay liye. Tumharay future kay liye. Jo hum ne decide kia tha… usko amali jama pehnanay ka waqt agaya hay…”
Mera lehja aisa tha jesay koi chor apni chori chupa raha ho.

“Oh you mean… meri America wapsi?” Wo kuch chonki

“Haan… I think ab cheezain settle ho gayee hain kafi. Ab tum se kia wada poora karna chahiye. Right?” 
Meray aisa kehnay pe us ne apnay sunglasses utaray. Uski ankhon se meri ankhain chaar hotay he mujhay aisa laga kay wo meray andar dekh rahi hay.

“Shani… Main ne apni zindagi aur apna future tumharay hathon mein sonpa hay kyunkay I know you will not do anything jo meray bhalay kay liye na ho… lekin…”
Us ne phir se apna hont kata.

“Lekin?” Main ne poocha tou wo muskurai.

“Lekin main aisa future nahi chahti jis mein tumhara sath na ho…”
Us ne meray seenay pe mojood apnay hath pe zor dia aur meri shirt ko halka sa jhinjhora.

“Tumhara future buht bright hay Jana… tumharay khwaabon ki tarha…”
Main ne uski baat ko ghumana chaha.

“Hahahaha….” Wo filbadeeh hansi.
“Khaak bright, meray khwaab kafi daraownay se hain… khooni aur scary..”

“Lekin unki tabeer yaqeenan buht bright hay…” Main ne uska gaal thapthapaya.

“Jee jotishi saab…” Wo hanstay huay boli
“Meri har tabeer tum se juri hay… that I know..!”
Wo aik dam kuch serious see hui. Aik lamhay ko hum aik doosray kee ankhon mein dekhtay rahay aur phir us ne chehra agay kartay huay meray labon se apnay lab aik baar phir mila liye.
Uski kiss mein apnaiyyat thi, mohobbat thi… wo sab kuch tha jo kisi mard ko hamesha kay liye uska qiaidi, uska ghulaam bana de.
Usskay hath meray sar kay peechay gaye aur us ne mera sar bheenchtay huay apnay hont, meray labon pe press kardiya. Uski zaban meri zaban se miltay huay mujhay dunia o mafiyha se bekhabar karnay lagi.
Khud ba khud meray hathon ne uski kamar ko apni grift mein le liya. Aur uski kamar se neechay jatay huay, uski tight jeans mein ubhri uski benazir gaand ki shape ko be tahasha tatolnay lagay.
Hum garden mein kharay nihayat passionate kissing kar rahay thay. Is waqt mujhay koi sharam koi aar mehsoos nahi ho raha tha. Jana aur mera yoon qurbat mein jurna buht natural lag raha tha. Jesay wo sirf meray liye bani ho. 

Kuch minute baad us ne kiss tori. Uskay labon aur meray labon kay beech, thook ki aik halki see lakeer bani aur toot gayee.

“Shani…” US ne saans bahal kartay huay kaha.
“I love you…” 

Aur is se pehlay main apni saansain istawar karta us ne aik baar phir apnay hont meray honton se jor diye.

Kitni chahat thi uskay har action mein. Huma yaqeenan meri biwi sahi aur uskay liye he main devtaon se takkar le raha tha lekin Jana… aik aisa question mark thi jiska jawab meray paas hotay huay bhi main usay hal nahi kar sakta tha.
Haan meri mehbooba thi wo. Aur mujhay us pe nisaar hokar usko Akasha devi banana tha. Lekin jis tarha wo mujh pe apni mohobbat nichawar kar rahi thi… wo mujhay anay walay waqt mein us se hamesha kay liye juda honay pe afsurda sa kar raha tha.

Kash hum kisi aur circumstances mein, aur halaat mein milay hotay. Kash main usko Akasha nahi, bus Jana he kay tor pe hamesha hamesha kay liye isi tarhan apni baanhon mein qaid kar sakta.

Lekin Akasha ki taqaton kay baghair, na Jana mujh se yoon jurr paati aur na main usay apni zehni grift mein rakh pata.

Bus ye khayal aya aur main ne apnay hont uskay honton se alag kar liye.
Wo saanson kay utaar charhao ko normal karnay lagi tou main ne us se nazrain churatay huay kaha.

“Kia aaj raat tum basement office mein asakti ho?”

“Hmmm…” Us ne phir se wohi muskurahat honton pe sajayee aur shokhi se boli.
“Kia karo gey meray saath basement mein?”

“Hah… tumhari soch hay…”
Main ne uski gaand ko zor se dabatay huay kaha. Aur phir hum dono hanstay huay aik doosray ka haath pakray ghar kay andar daakhil hogaye.

~

Aaj raat, faisla kunn raat thi.
Main Sister Katherine ko bata chuka tha kay main apnay maqsad ko aaj raat poora karnay ka wada de chuka tha.

Dil hichkolay kha raha tha. Meri fana ka waqt qareeb ata ja raha tha. Poora din main bhus inhi sochon aur bakheron mein para raha. Basement office mein qaid. Sochta raha, rota raha aur akhri iqdamat ki planning karta raha.
Apnay saray asasay main ne Huma kay naam kar dalay thay. Mirza uncle ko tamam details email kar kay unko hidayaat de deen theen kay zaroori kaghzaat bana kay sab ahkamaat official kar dein.
Shaam se thora pehlay main ne computer off kia aur kursi pe stretch kartay huay ankhaon band karleen.

“Waqt aan puhcnha hay meray dost…”
Mujhay aas paas kisi wajood ka ahsaas hua aur aik sargoshi sunai dee.
Main ne ankhain kholeen tou Farhan meray samnay khara tha.

“Yusuf… meray dost…. Kia haal hain?” Main ne uski taraf dekh kay muskura kay kaha.
Farhan kay wajood mein Yusuf ne apni insani jism kay hasool ki khwahish poori kar li thi. Wo Yusuf jo aik parchai tha. Badrooh. Jo meri madad kay liye Akasha ki janib se muqarrar kia gaya tha.
Meray bachpan ka dost. Mera saya.

“Haal na poocho Shani. Mera haal kuch mukhtalif nahi tum se. Itnay arsay ka sath… aaj raat khatam ho jayega. Main ne itnay arsay tumhara saath nibhaya hay… itni jaldi bhool nahi sakta…”
USki awaz mein ghum ka ansar shamil tha.

“Haan… zahir hay… badroohon ka bhi dil hota hay…” Main ne mazaq mein uski baat ko uraya.
“Magar tumko tou khush hona chahiye kay tum aik insani badan mein dobara se peda kardiya gaye ho… tumhara maqsad tumko mil gaya hay.”

Farhan ne neechay zameen pe bethtay huay apnay chota baal peechay kiye.
“Mera maqsad us waqt sahi tarha poora higa jab tum Akasha se kia apna wada poora karoge…”

“Uski fikar na karo… main baraha bata chuka hoon kay main apnay iradon mein atal hoon…” Main ne uski taraf dekhaty huay kaha.

“Janta hoon Shani… achi tarha jaanta hoon. Mujhay afsos hay kay humari ye dosti tumharay fana pe ikhtitaam hogi… Aur main tum se haqeeqat ko kisi had tak chupanay pe… maafi ka talabgaar bhi hoon… hosakay tou mujhay maaf kardena Shani… main majboor tha. Meri haqeeqat tum jantay ho, aur meri majbooriyan bhi….”
Yusuf ne Farhan kay jism mein bastay huay apni ankhain neechi kar kay kaha.

“Its ok Yusuf. Kabhi kabhi humain apnay apnay maqasid kay liye aisi aisi cheezain karni parti hain jo aam logon ki fehm aur soch se duur hoti hain. Jin ki haqeeqat ka ilm bus humain he hota hay. Ab chahay wo meri qurbani ho ya tumhara sath…”
Main ne gehra saans bhartay huay pheeki see muskurahat se kaha.

“Bus ab aik kaam, aik wada… apnay dost ki akhri khwahish samajh kay kar dena…” 

“Bolo Shani…Main poori koshish karoonga…” Yusuf ne sar uthatay huay poocha.

“Huma ka khayal rkhna. Meray honay walay bachay ka khayal rkhna… meray janay kay baad, meri fana kay baad, meray naye khandan ko fana na honay dena… kaho, poora karogey mera akhri wada?”
Main ne baray emotional se andaz mein ye jumlay ada kiye.

“Dil se… hazar dil se Shani…” Farhan aik dam kharea hua aur seenay pe apnay chotay se hath rakhtay huay, sar kham kartay huay, Yusuf ki awaz mein bola.

“Good…” Main ne aah bhari.
“Ab jao… Yusuf… Jao. Hamaray beech shayad is tarah, akelay mein ab aur koi mulaqaat, kabhi na hogi. Tumharay sath aur tumhari madad ka buht shukriya. Goodbye Yusuf…”

Meray jazbati jumlon ne usko bhi jazbati kardiya tha. Wo ankhain malta hua, ansoo ponchta hua zeenay ki taraf janay laga. Us ne akhri baar mur kay mujhay dekha aur kaha.

“Goodbye Shani… Akasha ki Roshni tumhain surkhuru karay…”

~

Shaam 6 bajay ka waqt meri chai ka waqt hota tha.
Jo main aksar lawn mein beth kay enjoy karta tha.
Yusuf se akhri mulaqat ne mujh pe bara jazbaati asar chora tha. Tabiyat bojhal aur bhaari hogayee thi.
Ghari ne jesay he 6 bajaye, meray dil ne chaha kay bus aik akhri baar shaam ki chai ka maza le loon. Shaam ko akhri baar enjoy kartay huay kuch bojh halka karoon. Yahi sochtay huay ooper kitchen mein agaya.

Koi bhi na tha. 
Chalo aaj khud chai banatay hain aur akelay he enjoy kartay hain. Main ne socha aur chai bananay laga.
Bartaon ki khanak, mahol ki khamooshi se pangay le rahi thi.
Kuch is chupp ko tora jaye… wesay bhi agay zindagi ne khamoosh he hojana hay. ye sochtay huay main ne Kitchen mein aik konay pe paray chotay se TV ko on kardia. Kuch khabrain aa rahi theen. Main ne awaz thori barhai aur dobara chai bananay mein lag gaya.

Patti ki mehek aur tv pe chalti news ne kuch zehn ko idhar udhar kardala.
Ye khabrain bhi kia cheez hain. Main ne socha.
Awam ko barha charha kay har cheez ko breaking news banana. Siasi luteron ko sar pe bitha kay unki tareefon kay pul baandna. Paisay kay liye sab bik jatay hain. Sarkaar ho ya sarkari news.
Main ne tanzia see muskurahat kay saath cup mein chai undeli aur bahar lawn mein janay ko qadam uthaye. TV off karnay kay liye us janib hua he tha kay achanak channel pe aik breaking news ki surkhi agayee. Aur meri ankhain us pe garr gayeen…

Dopeher gaye, Ibrahim Shekhani ko, Safdar kay coma mein janay kay baad, bator e senator, bila muqabila elect kar liya gaya tha! TV pe uski subah house arrest se nikaltay aur cameray mein ‘victory’ ka nishaan banatay huay video arahi thi.
Uff… akhir mujh se shuru hui tabdeeli ki leher, har aik ko le doobat gee! Yaqeenan Shiekhani ki rihai aur uska senator banna, is baat ki ain daleel thi kay jo kuch tha, wo badal gaya hay…. naya mustaqbil araha hay, nayee tabdeeliyan!

Isi lamhay mera phone cheekha!
Main ne chai counter pe rakhi aur phone ki screen dekhi tou unknown number tha. YAqeenan Miss Anaya hosakti hain. Aah, kaheen Safdar tou nahi chal basa?

Main ne ye sochtay huay phone utha kay hello bhi na kaha tha kay Miss Anaya ki taqreeban cheekhti hui awaz ayee:

“Shani! Agar tum ghar pe ho… tou foran apnay tahaffuz ki fikar karo!”

“Kkia matlab?” Main ne poocha tou unki cheekhti awaz phir ubhri.

“Sheikhani ko senator muntakhib karliya gaya hay aur aur…. Us ne fori tor pe apnay tamaam arrest huay khaas logon ki rihai ka intizaam kar dala hay!”

“Kiaaaa???? You mean Khurram….?” Main bhonchka sa reh gaya

“Yes Shani…. Khurram aur uska gang riha ho chuka hay! Wo… wo seedha tum se badla lenay puhnchay ga!”
Miss Anaya ne warning dee aur main ne bamushkil khud ko sambhala.

“Is se pehlay kay wo aisa karay tum….” Wo kuch keh he rahi theen kay achanak mujhay bahar lawn ki taraf se aik zor dar dhamakay jesi awaz ayee…

Main ne bhagtay huay rahdari kay sheeshon se bahar gate ki taraf dekha tou chokidaar aur guard lawn mein badhawas se bhaag rahay thay.

“He’s here….” Main ne phone Miss Anaya ko bataya.
“Main arahi hoon Shani… don’t let him in the house!”
Miss Anaya ne cheekhtay huay kaha aur phone band kardia.

Seerhiyon pe se Jana aur Rida bhaagti hui neechay aayeen. Aur neechay apnay room mein se Yumna.

“Whats happening Shani?” Jana ki saans phooli hui thi jabkay Rida aur Yumna buht khofzada see dikh rahi theen.

“Humaray ghar pe attack hua hay…. Please tum sabko lekar Yumna kay room mein jaao aur Lock karlo… Hurry!” Main ne cheekhtay huay usay kaha.

Bahar ab baqaida firing ho rahi thi.

Jana un dono ko lekar Yumna kay room ki janob bhaagi.

“Yusuf? Kidhar ho Yusuf…!” Main ne chilla kay kaha.

“Main yahan hoon….” Farhan dorta hua rahdari se meray peechay nazar aya.

“Good… Jao ooper jakar Huma kay room ko lock karo aur uskay saath rehna! OK?” Main ne usay tanbeeh ki
“Apna akhri wada na bhoolna! Jaao!” Main taqreeban cheekha.

Farhan, ya Yusuf, dorta hua seerhiyon se ooper chala gaya.

Main ne ghussay se bahar ki taraf dekha. Meri ankhon kay samnay sunehri chingaariyan urnay lageen.
Is zaleel ki ye himmat kay meray ghar pe hamla karay!
Main ne sochtay huay lawn ki taraf dor lagayee!

Bahar puhncha tou dekha kay guard aur chokidaar zakhmi halat mein parking kay paas zameen pe paray thay aur deewaron se Khurram kay ghunday andar kood rahay thay. Hathiyaron se les!

Nahi choroonga inhain! Main abhi kuch karnay he wala tha kay ghar ki main rahdaari mein sunehri Roshni kay jhamakay se huay…
Miss Anaya, Miss Sukaina aur doosri teachers in jhamakon se namoodaar hueen!

“Tum Khurram ko roko…. Hum in se nimat-tay hain…” Miss Anaya ne cheekh kar mujhay kaha aur phir wo sab apnay haath ooper karti hui lawn mein andar atay, Khurram kay ghundon ki janib dor pareen. Unkay hathon se sholay nikal nikal kay Khurram kay ghundon pe parr rahay thay.

Main lawn meain aya he tha kay ghar ka main gate aik dhamakay se ukharta hua zameen pe aa gira!
Aur Khurram ki jeep gate torti hui andar daakhil hogayee!

Wo sab kuch ignore karta hua seedha meri janib hua. Jeep rok kar wo us mein se kisi jangli janwar ki tarha bahar kooda!
Uski halat nihayat khoonkhaar ho rahi thi. Daarhi barhi hui, jail kay kapron mein kisi zakhmi sher ki tarha wo bhinnata hua meri taraf dora.

“Haramzaday! Madarchod! Tujhay ilm nahi kay tu ne kis se takkar lee hay!” 
Wo chinghaarta hua apni bandooq meri janib kiye araha tha.

Meray hath fiza mein buland huay aur sunehri Roshni ka aik gola meri ungliyon pe machalti chingaariyon se baramad hua aur seedha Khurram ki bandooq ko ja laga. Is se pehlay kay wo mujh pe fire kholta…Sunehri Roshni ka gola uski bandooq mein sama gaya…. Khurram ne phatti phatti ankhon se mujhay dekha… aur cheekhtay huay bandooq zor se neechay phenk dee. Chashm e ziddan mein bandooq pighal kar paani ho chuki thi!

“Tu jo bhi hay… jadoogar! Main tujhay aaj apnay hathon se khatam karoonga! Tukray tukray kardoonga!” 
Khurram pighli bandooq se nigahain hata kay mujh pe markooz kartay huay dhara! Us ka ghussa uskay darr se kaheen ooper tha.

Wo badmast gainday ki tarha meri janib dora.
Aglay he lamhay hum gutham gutha thay. Wo lakh zor lagata lekin mera deomalai ghusaa aur salahiyatain us kay insani wajood se kaheen ziada taqatwar theen.

Us ne meray galay pe apnay hath jamanay ki koshsih ki, lekin mera gala uskay hathon ki dastaras se duur he raha. Uskay barhay huay hath main ne aik jhatkay se pakar kay usko kheencha, aur uskay laheem shaheem jism ko uski kamar se bal detay huay utha kar zor se phainka!

Wo cheekhta hua, urta hua ghar kay sheeshay walay darwazay se takaraya.
Main ne isi pe bas nahi kia, aur bhagtay huay ustak puhcnha. Is se pehlay wo uthta, main ne usko pakar kay buland kia aur darwazay ki taraf aur zor se uchaal dia. Wo darwaza tortay huay rahdari mein gir kar farsh pe ghisat-ta chala gaya. Ghussay se main beqaboo ho raha tha. Sunehri Roshni meray badan se phoot phoot kar chingariyan ura rahi thi.
Mera Khurram ko utha kay phenkna itna shaded tha kay wo ghisat-tay huay rahdari mein, Adeel chacha kay kamray tak ja puhncha tha.
Uski karrahnay ki awaz meray kano tak aati buht achi lag rahi thi!
Uskay gharoor ko ab khatam karna reh gaya tha. Hamesha kay liye mitti mein milana! Takay duniya us jesi burai se hamesha hamesha kay liye pak hojaye!

Main uski janib barh he raha tha kay kisi ne peechay se mujh pe waar kia!
Main mura tou dekha kay Khurram ka aik ghunda, chaaqu liye mujh pe jhapatnay ko tha. Uska waar khali na gaya tha. Meray kandhay se khoon umad aya.
“Ughhh…” 
Ufff…! Haan, mujhay dard mehsoos hua…!
Sister Katherine sahi keh rahi theen. Akasha ki taqatain zawal pazeer theen. Sunehri roshniyon se arasta mera jism, jo zakhmon ko kharashain samajhnay ka aadi tha… achanak itnay arsay baad dard ka maza chakh raha tha. Teesain… Jalan.. umadta lahoo… 
Is gumshuda ahsaas ko dobara mehsoos kar kay, main kuch lamhon ko sakit sa ho gaya…
Mujhay anay wali maut se qabal maut kay trailer se nazar anay lagay…
Haan mujhay fana hay… haan Akasha ki taqaton ka zor toot raha tha… main lachaar aur yateem Shani bannay wala tha… aik dafa phir… halaat kay rehm o karam par…

Meray is lamhay bhar kay ruknay ne… kuch badal dala…
Mujhay hosh aya tou Khurram ka ghunda chaaqu liye mujh pe jhapat chuka tha. Agar main shayad aik nanosecond bhi late hota tou uska chaqu meray jigar mein pewast ho chuka hota…
Lekin bachi kuchi he sahi… meri taqatain kisi aam insan kay muqablay ki nahi theen… haan mujhay zakhmi kia ja sakta tha, lekin sunehri Roshni ki phurti ab bhi barqarar thi. Uska waar khali gaya, aur main utni he phurti se uski janib mura. Main ne uchal kay aik zor kee laat uski kamar pe de maari. Wo cheekhta hua gira lekin tha buht he dheet!
Uchal kay wo bhi khara hogaya aur chaqu lehranay laga.
Marna chahta hay ye!
Main ne haqarat se socha.
Hamaray ird gird aik ajab samaan tha.
Khurram kay saath uskay koi 10 ghunday aye thay. Miss Anaya aur baqi teachers ne apni taqaton se un sab pe he qaabu paa liya tha. Unki hatheliyon se sholay nikal nikal kay uskay ghundon ko jhulsa rahay thay. Koi hathiyar koi awzar kaam na aya. Hah! Kia samajhta tha kay jail se chootay ga tou mujhay itni asani se khatam kar de ga? Mujh se badla lega?!
Ye badlay aur intiqaam meri domain hain! Mujh se behtar intiqaam ko koi nahi jaanta!
Meray zehn mein ye sab dekh kay, jeet se pehlay aati jeet ki kefiyat see chaa gayee.
Main apnay takabbur mein, Akasha ki dee gayee taqataon kay, apnay kamyab intiqaam kay ghumand mein ye na jaan paya… kay meray peechay… lawn se juri main enterance kay kirchi hotay darwazay se nazar aati rahdari mein para Khurram… kab dobara khara hua… aur kab us ne Adeel Chacha kay kamray kay samnay rahdaari kee deewar pe awezaan, us khoobsoorat khanjar ko deewaar se utaara… 
Idhar main Khurram kay ghunday ko mujhay zakhmi karnay ka sabaq sikha raha tha… aur udhar Khurram apnay karinday se mujhay ulajhta hua dekh kay usi khanjar se mera nishana le raha tha…!
Meray purkhon ko bhi ilm na hoga kay kab us ne poori taqat se wo khanjar meri janib phenkaa!!!

“Shaaniii!!!!” Bus aik cheekh see sunai dee… aik shanasa cheekh… aur phir wo cheekh aik dam se jesay ghutti hui aahoon mein badal gayee….
Wo Miss Anaya ki cheekh thi…

Main mura… tou Miss Anaya meray peechay khareen theen…
Unkay chehray pe karb tha aur unkay hath un kay paait ki taraf… jidhar se khanjar ki nok nazar arahi thi…
Garha garha khoon unkay jism se ubal raha tha…
Main kuch samajh bhi na paya tha kay wo larkharatay huay lawn mein gir gayeen….

Aur unkay girtay he mujhay tootay huay darwazay se Khurram, hawas bakhta sa khara nazar aya…
Us ne waar mujh pe kia tha… lekin usay seh koi aur gaya tha!

“Miss Anaya!!!!” Main cheekhta hua un ki taraf dora. 
Meray peechay Khurram kay us karinday ki cheekhain sunai deen. Shayad Sab teachers idhar mutawaajja ho gayee theen…

Lekin mujhay is se sarokaar na tha kay uskay saath jo bhi ho…
Abhi tou meray samnay.. meray bachpan ki mohobbat, meri guide, meri ghumgisaar aur madadgaar… khoon mein lutt putt, hari hari ghaans ko apnay laal laal lahoo se seenchti… tarap rahi thi….!

“Miss Anaya!!!!” Main ne ghutnay tektay huay unka sar apni goud mein le liya. Unki ankhain mujhay talash kar rahi theen…

“SShhh.. shann…” Wo kehna chah rahi theen lekin unkay mu se khoon ubal raha tha…

“I’m sorry Miss Anaya! I’m so sorry! Wo main hoon! Haan main hoon jis ne Akasha kay mansoobon se inhiraaf kia… I did it! This is all my doing! Pehlay Safdar, ab aap…. Nooooo!!!!!!”
Main kisi bachay ki tarha ro raha tha, cheekh raha tha… ansoo bahay ja rahay thay…
Meray ird gird Teachers ki cheekh o pukaar ho rahi thi.

Aur meri goud mein rakha miss Anaya ka sar aik dam se saakit ho gaya.
Unki ankhon mein hairat aur nafrat thi. Meri adhi zindagi mujh se bayloss pyar karnay wali… martay waqt meray liye ankhon mein hairat aur nafrat chor kay gayee thee…
Aahhh! Main kitna zalim hoon. Kitna lachaar hoon.
Saans nikaltay he Miss Anaya ka chehra bigarnay laga. Unkay khubsurat naqoosh jesay tirchay hotay gaye… seconds mein aisa lag raha tha kay main kisi 80 sala burhiya ki laash ko liye betha hoon. Akasha ki taqatain unkay jism se nikal chuki theen… Meri azeez tareen Miss Anaya, marr gayeen theen….!

Aur doosray he lamhay meri nigah uthi tou ansoon kay paar dikha. Samnay rahdari mein Khurram khara tha… jisay ab Miss Hadia aur kuch doosri teachers ne jakra hua tha.

Iss ne hamesha se miss Anaya ka ahtesaal kia tha! Aur aaj unko maar dala is nay! Mera dimagh saayen saayen kar raha tha.
Main ne Miss Anaya ki peeth mein ghunpa wo khanjar jhatkay se nikala… Aur khara ho gaya.
Meray ird gird sunehri Roshni aisay phoot rahi thi jesay main sab kuch is se jala daloon ga!

Main ne aik do qadam ahista se liye lekin phir main yaklakht dorta hua, cheekhta hua us tak ja puhcnha. Tamam teachers peechay ho gayeen aur main ne paas puhnch kar Khurram kay mu pe apna haath lehra kar aik ghoonsa mara.

“AAahhh…” Wo cheekhta hua peechay gira.

Main ne aas paas khari teachers ko dekha
“Aap log hatt jayen… ye mera aur is haramzaday ka mamla hay…” Meri awaz aisi thi jesay kisi afriyat ki ho. Aur is liye aik dam se he sari teachers rahdari se bahar ho gaye. 
Main ne Khurram ko guddi se pakar kay uthaya.
Aisa lag raha tha kay mujh mein kaheen se 10 bandon ki jaan agai ho.
Main ne Khurram ko guddi se utha kar usay kirchi kirchi huay darwazay ki taraf phenka. Wo urta hua kitchen ki enterance se agay gira.

“AAahhh… SShh.. Shani… tu … tu kon hay? Mmm. Mujhay kia pata tha kkay.. kkay tu kisi… jj… jadugaron kay … tolay sse hay… main… kkkabhi tujh se panga na leta… never…I swear…! Teri… teri friend ko ghalti se… ghalti se hua mujh se… main nahi marna tha usay…. Sss…sssorryyy…. ”

Main chaqu lehratay us ki taraf qadam utha raha tha aur wo farsh pe para hua darwazay ki taraf apna zakhmi wajood ghaseet raha tha. Sheeshay ki kirchiyon pe sarak raha tha... aur hath jortay rehem ki bheek maang raha tha.
Maut usko bokhla gayee thi. Magar meray paas uskay liye maut se pehlay bhi aik maut ki saza thi… ya shayad aik se ziada!

“Dekh. Dekh tujhay yaad hay na… main ne tujhay kitna favour dia… kkkitna tujh ko us gandu Adeel kay … kay against… strong banaya main ne haan? Dekh bhoolna nahi…. Haan! Main ne banaya idhar ka saith tujhay….”
Wo ghisat-tay huay aol fol bakay ja raha tha.

“KKyun… ttuuu… mujhay tabah karna chahta hay… jab main ne tujhay itna kuch dia Shani…???” Uski kamar sheehsay kay tootay darwazay se lag gayee aur ab us kay liye aapna wajood aur ghisatna mumkain na tha.

Main ne uskay qareeb puhnch kar hath mein pakray khanjar ki nok uski thori pe rakhi aur daant peestay huay bola.
“Kyunkay tu ne Khurram Saith… Meray maa baap aur meray bhai ka qatal kia! Tu ne Khurram Saith!” 
Meray lehjay se qeher tapak raha tha.

Khurram ki ankhain khof se phel gayeen. Yaqeenan is waqt main shaded hebatnaak lag raha tha. Sunehri chingaariyan meray wajood se aisay urr raheen theen kay goya mujhay aag lagi ho!

Wo girgiranay laga.
“NNnn…nahi mujhay.. mmmujhay us gandu Adeel ne… haan us Adeel ne karwaya… Us ko tou maar dia na tu ne… bus…. Usi ne marwaya… usi ne…”

Is se pehlay kay wo aur aol fol bakta, main ne usko aik baar phir guddi se pakra aur usko darwazay se ghaseet-ta hua lawn mein le aya. 

“AAAahhhhh….”
Darwazay mein atkay tootay sheeshay kay tukray, uski kamar cheel gaye thay.

“Sabar karo Khurram Saith… main tumhain aisay nahi maaroonga…. Tum ne buht ghar ujaray, buht janain leen. Ab tumharay denay ka time hay… intiqaam ka akhri marhala Khurram saith!”

Main saffak se andaz mein kehtay huay, usko lawn kay ain beech mein ghaseet-ta hua le aya. Ird gird uskay karindon ki lashain bikhri pari theen. Aur sari teachers Miss Anaya ki sukri hui laash kay saath khari theen.

Main ne jesay he adhmuay Khurram ko ghaas pe phenka tou Miss Sukaina meri janib ayeen.

Unkay chehray pe shaded nafrat thi. Aur unhon ne mujhay ghussay bhari ankhon se dekhtay huay kaha.

“Sister Sarah aati hee hongi. Unka kehna hay kay jo tumhay karna hay… wo kar dalo…” Wo sakht sappat lehjay mein boleen aik lamha ruknay kay baad mujhay mukhatib kia. Lehja abhi bhi wohi tha. 

“Jis ka Anaya ne itna khayal rakha, itna pyaar nichawar kia…. Wohi uskay achay dino ka qatil nikla…! Sab jaan chukay hain kay wo kon hay… jis ne Akasha se inhiraaf kia… jis ke waja se tabahi aur tabdeeli ki lehron ne hamara rukh kia hay…jo hum sab ka mujrim hay…”
Wo darasht lehjay main meri taraf nafrat bhari nazron se dekhtay huay boleen aur phir dobara baqi teachers ki janib murr gayeen.

Miss Hadia aur un ki sathiyon ne Miss Anaya ka murda sukarta wajood uthaya. Aur wo palak jhapaktay huay, sunehri Roshni kay jhamakon mein ghayab honay lageen.

Aur kuch seconds mein hee lawn mein sirf main, adh muaa Khurram aur uskay karindon ki laashain reh gayeen.
Hawa mein aik khunki see anay lagee thi.
Khamooshi see cha rahi thi.
Yahi waqt tha. Qurbani ka.

Main ne aik nazar neechay paray Khurram ko dekha aur usay aik thudda maar kar uskay zinda honay ka itminaan kia.

“Aah…” Uski cheekh ubhri. Kafi sakht jaan tha ye haramzada. 

Main dobara ghar ki taraf barha aur rahdaari se hota. Yumna kay room pe pohncha. Main ne dastak dee tou andar se ghutti ghutti chekhon ki awaz ayee.

“Main hoon… Shani…its safe now… bahar ajayen aap log…” Meri awaz mein aik ajab sa thehrao tha.

Lock khula aur andar se Jana, Rida aur Yumna kay khofzada chehray baramad huay.

“What.. what happened Shani..?” Jana ne poocha

“Aao bahar ajao… main ne aap sab se kaha than a kay aik zaroori meeting karni hay…?” Main ne unkay bahar atay he poocha.

“HHhaa… magar Shani bhai iss.. waqt?” Rida ne badastoor tootay huay sheeshay kay darwazay ko sehmi hui nazron se dekhtay huay sawal kiya.

“Sawalon ka time nahi… aao bahar chalain sab…. Lawn mein…” Main ne un teeno ko bari bari dekha aur bahar ki taraf cqadam barha diye.

Tootay darwazay se bahar atay he sab ka mu hairat o khauf se khula reh gaya. Rida ki dabi hui cheekh numayan thi.

Lawn mein ird gird lashain theen aur beech mein karahta Khurram.

“Ahh… Khurram uncle, dekhain kon kon aya hay aap se milnay…” Main ne shetani hansi kay saath Khurram ko mukhatib kiya. Aur wo karrahta hua deeday phaar kay dekhnay laga. Uski ankhon pe uska apna he khoon laga hua tha.

Main jhuka aur main ne apni asteen se uski ankhain saaf keen.
“Aray dekhain tou sahi…” Main ne tanzia se andaz mein kehtay huay uska sar thaam kar un teeno ki janib kiya.

“Dekh… wo jisay tu apni apsara kehta tha… jis kay husool mein tu itna chutia ho gaya kay khud ko giraftaar kar betha…. Hahaha…”
Main ne uska tamaskhar uraya.

“Meri ijazat na hoti, tou Jana, teri apsara tujh pe thookti bhi nahi… samjha Khurram Saith??”

Wo bus karrahay ja raha tha…. Lekin abhi tou aur teer daghnay thay us mein.

Main ne kharay hotay huay Yumna ko grebaan se pakar kay kheencha aur Khurram ki taraf dhakka dia.

“Tumhari nakcharhi biwi Yumna… wohi Yumna jo tujhay khud ko haath na laganay deti thi… lekin teray aur apnay liye jawan jimson ka bandobast, teri marzi se karti thi…”
Main ne Yumna ko dhakka detay huay kaha aur phir un dono kay paas gaya. Main ne Yumna ko balon se pakra.

“Aah…” Wo cheekhi.

“Dekh Khurram. Teray baad main ne isko teri khwahish kay mutabiq apni rakhel banaya. Kyunkay tu tou isko talaq dekar apni apsara kay saath berun e mulk bhaagna chahta tha na? Hain… bata isko….”
Main ne aik baar phir Yumna kay balon ko jhatka dia aur wo cheekhi.

“Teri biwi magar sirf meri he rakhel nahi rahi… balkay main ne isay kisi aur ki rakhel bhi bana dala hay… janta hay kiski?”
Main ne qehqaha lagaya.

“Dilawar Khan ki…. Haan Khurram main ne teri biwi ko Dilawar Khan se chudwaya… hahaha….” 

Khurram ki ankhon mein bebasi thi aur uskay chehray pe uskay khoon kay saath saath karb… Dilawar Khan kay naam pe wo aik lamhay ko pharka… shayad izhaar e nafrat tha ye…

“Sirf yahi nahi Khurram saith… tu janta hay kay teri biwi kay pait mein kia pal raha hay…?” Main ne apnay haath mein pakra khanjar Yumna kay pait pe phera aur Yumna ne khof se ankhain band kar leen.

“Dilawar Khan ka!” Main ne saffak andaz se ankhon ko uski ankhon mein daaltay huay kaha.

Khurram ki halat ghair horahi thi.

“Kyun, apnay dushman kay haathon apni biwi ki kokh bharnay pe khush nahi huay tum Khurram saith?” 
Main ne tanzia andaz se kehtay huay Yumna kay baal choray aur uth khara hua.

“Chalo khair hay… lekin teri biwi ki tarha… teri beti ko bhi main ne apni rakhel bana kar uska istehsaal kia hay Khurram… kia tu ye jaanta hay?” 
Main ne Rida ki taraf murttay huay kaha aur jhat se usko khenchtay huay Khurram kay paas dhakka dia.

“Aaah.. Shani bhaii…. Wwhhhat are you ddoing…?” 
Rida wesay he in haalaat se, Khurram ko yoon paradekh kay… aur apni ma kay pregnant honay ka sun kay saktay main thi.

“SShhhh…” Main ne uskay honton pe khanjar rakha.
“Nahi meri chirya. Aaj tum chup raho gee… bus suno gee….”

Wo dar kay maray kaanpnay lagi. Mera ye roop us ne na dekha tha.

Main Khurram ki taraf ghooma tou wo ghaans pe loat raha tha. Usko apnay ghussay ka izhar karna mushkil tha. Uskay mu se thook ka jhaag nikal raha tha.

“Haan Khurram… teri Azeez, chaheti beti Rida… jisay main ne na sirf khud apni randi bana kay rakha… balkay….” Main ruka aur Khurram ki halat ko enjoy kartay huay Rida ko dekha.

“Balkay isay bhi teri biwi ki tarhan auron se chudwaya hay! Janta hay kis se?”
Main ne khanjar Rida ki thori pe rakha.

“Tu kehta than a kay Rida off limits hay… meri dastaras se bahar hay? Tou sun Khurram saith… meray ilawa teri beti ko Jawed Khan ne bhi thonka hay… Jawed Khan…Dilawar Khan ka chota bhai!” 
Main ne aisa qehqaha lagaya jesay usko inaam ghar mein koi inaam dia ho.

Khurram baqaida ghaans pe zakhmi gainday ki tarha loat loat kar ahtijaaj kar raha tha.

“Hahaha… Lekin baat yanhi khatam nahi hoti… tu janta hay kay teri biwi ki tarha… teri ye aziz beti bhi pregnant hay?”
Main ne aik aur bomb giraya Khurram pe.

“HH..haraamzzz..zzzadaayyy… ttu… tuuu…”
Wo is se agay kuch na bol pa raha tha kyunkay ghussay se uskay mu se thook jhaag ban ban kay nikal raha tha.

“Oh magar ghabrao nahi… isay pregnant main ne nahi kiya…” Main ne masnooi sa mu banaya.

“KKiaa?” Rida ki bay sakhta see hairat bhari “kiaa?’ nikli.

“Haan meri chirya. Tujhay farm house pe sharab kay nashay mein dhutt kara kay… teray andar main ne nahi…. Jawed Khan ne apna bacha dala hay… hahahaha!”
Main ne shetain andaz mein hejaan khez se qehqaha lagatay huay Khurram ko dekha. Wo apna sar zameen pe maar raha tha.

“AAhhh… Rida….” Wo ro raha tha.

Main ne apna chehra uskay khoon alood chehray kay qareeb kar kay usko ghussay se kaha.
“Haan Khurram Saith…. Teray dushmano se teri biwi aur beti ko chudwa kay hamal se kiya hay main ne….. Tu ne mera khandan ujara… main ne tera khandan…”

Main ne khanjar kin ok Jana ki thori se hatayee.
Wo sehmi hui, khof aur hairat se mujhay dekh rahi thi. Usay yaqeen nahi araha tha kay wo meray bachay kin ahi, Jawed kay bachay ki ma bannay wali thi. 
USay sakta sa ho gaya tha.

Main un teeno ko chor kar utni he heraan, pareshan aur khofzada Jana ki taraf mura aur main ne uska haath apnay hath mein liya.

“Jana… meri Jaan. Ghabrao nahi… Khurram kay khandan ka anjaam uskay saath he hona tha… aisay he hona tha… yahi likha tha.”
Main ne usay jesay haqeeqat kay atal faislon se roshna sa karaya. Lekin wo abhi bhi kaanp rahi thi. 

“Daro nahi Jana. This is the time. Tumharay khwab sach honay walay hain… wo tabeerain jo main ne tumhain batayeen theen… aaj unkay pooray honay ka waqt aan puhncha hay…. yaqeen karo Jana…. Is sab mein se bus tum he surkhroo hogi… Devi ban kay ubhro gee…” 
Main uska haath thamay kahay ja raha tha aur wo khofzada ankhon se mujhay dekh rahi thi.

Yakayak aisa laga jesay asmaan pe aik tara lamhay bhar ko chaand se bhi ziada Roshni se chamka ho.
Main ne sar uthaya aur meray chehray pe muskurahat agayee.
Wo Zuhra tha. Planet Venus.

Lawn mein ghaans se jesay siyaah aur gehra laal dhooan se uthnay laga.

“SShani… what… is happening?”
Jana ghabratay huay mujh se aa chipki.

Zameen se nikalta laal aur kala dhuaan ooper fiza mein phelta hua pooray ghar ko tezi se apni lapait mein lenay laga. Kisi saaye ki tarha. Aur lamhon mein poora ghar, jesay duniya se katt chuka tha.

Sirf laal aur siyah saaye jhilmila rahay thay.
Aur phir andheron mein se aik hewla baramad hua.
Jana, Yumna aur Rida ki cheekhain… goonjnay lageen.
Meray ilaway, sab ka dar kay maray bura haal tha…
Sister Katherine apni tamamtar purhol wajood kay saath jalwa gar ho gayeen.

“Shahnawaz urf Shani…” Unki shanasa, haibat naak awaz meri samaat, aur pehli baar, idhar mojood sab ki samaat se takrai.

“Sister Katherine… aap ne apni amad ka sharf bakhsha… apka shukriya.” 
Main ne modibana andaz mein sark ham kiya.
“Main Akasha se kiya wada poora karnay se pehlay… apna maqsad poora karna chahta hoon… main tayyar hoon… Sister Katherine… I’m ready!”
Main ne junooni se andaz mein un se kaha tou unkay chehray pe makrooh muskurahat agayee.

“Apna muqadma pesh karo Shani… waqt kam hay….” Unki awaz lehrati hui fiza mein gumm hogayee.

Main ne zameen pe giray paray Khurram, Yumna aur Rida ko dekha.

“Aik kay badlay mein dou… jo mujh se na hon….” Main ne bawaz e nbuland kaha.
“Yahi qeemat thi. Yahi saza thi. Kia main ne Andekhi Duniya kay asoolon ko badlany kay liye sahi qurbaniyon ka intikhaab kiya?”

Meri baat sun kay Sister Katherine ki mukurahat phelti chali gayee. Gaalon se, unki ankhon tak! Aisa lag raha thay jesay unkay mu pe bus sirf unki khofnaak smile kay ilawa kuch nahi tha!
“Beshak, Shahnawaz urf Shani…. Tumhara intikhaab durust hay…” Unkay baray hotay mu se bhayanak see awaz nikli jesay kisi bala ki hoti hay.

Jana, Yumna aur Rida ki khofzada, badhawas cheekhain abhi bhi ubhar rahi theen, lekin mujhay in se koi sarokaar na tha is waqt.

“Kia meri qurbani Andekhi Duniya kay asooloon kay tehat qabool kee gayee hay?” Main ne usi tarha zor se bola.
“Kia Huma aur mera honay wala bacha… mehfooz rahain gey?”

Sister Katherine aik dam se Yumna aur Rida ki janib terti hui barheen.
Unki holnaak cheekh o pukaar kaano ko phaar daalnay ko buht thi.

“Qabool hui…. Shahnawaz urf Shani… tumhari qurbani qabool hui!”
Sister Katherine ye burburatay huay Yumna aur Rida ki taraf fiza mein terti barhti raheen… aur saath he sab ki cheekhain bhi.

Sister Katherine ka Jabra, yakayak thakk kar kay neechay girta hua ground ko touch ho gaya… un ka mu phelta hua apnay hajam se 100 guna bara hogaya.
Khof kay maray Jana meray peechay khari saakit thi. 

Main ne aik akhri nazar Yumna aur Rida pe daali.
Mujhay afsos nahi tha… lekin aik chubhan zaroor thi. Main ne masoom Rida ko warghala kay usko corrupt kar kay… us kay saath buht waqt bitaya tha. Usko khoob istimaal kia tha…. Aur ab wo khof kay maray cheekhtay pukartay, aik haibat naak maut se kuch lamhon ki doori pe thi.
Shayad wo ye deserve nahi karti thi. Bechari. 
Nimra ki tarha….

Main ne bojhal see zuban se akhri baar unko mukhatib kiya.

“I’m sorry… Meray paas koi aur chara nahi tha… main majboor tha… hosakay tou mujhay maaf kardena Rida…”
 
Aur is se pehlay kay main apna jumla mukammal karta. Sister Katherine ne apna mu poora khol kay Rida ki taangon ko apnay mu mein bhar liya…

“AAAAAAhhh… AAAAHHHHH SHANII BHAIIII…. AAHHHH PLEASEEE… ISAY ROKKAin… ISAY ROKKKKAAAAAAHHHHHGGHHHHH!!!!!”
Rida ki akhri dildoz cheekhain jesay dum tortay huay aik dam ghutt gayeen.
Aur phir chatakhti haddiyon ki awazain ayeen… aur meri ankhon mein ansoo.
Aik lamhay mein Rida kay sath bitaya gaya har lamha meri nigahon kay samnay film ki tarha ghoom gaya.

Ah Rida… meri chirya… meri deewani, qurbaan hogayee.

“Meri bachiiii!.... AAAAhhh!! Meri bachi!!!”
Yumna cheekh cheekh kay Sister Katherine ko apni beti ki haddiyan hazam kartay dekh rahi thi. Khurram ki ankhain bhi phatti hui theen jin se khoon aur ansoo beh rahay thay. Us mein bolnay kin ahi bas dekhnay aur ronay ki sakat thi.

Sister Katherine ka mu Rida ko bharnay kay baad phir se chota hogaya. Aur jab uski haddiyan chatakhni band hueen tou wo Yumna ki taraf barhi. 
“Mujhay maaf kardo… .nahi please…. Please mujhay maaf kardo….meri bachi ko khaa gayee …. Aaah…. Mujhay nahi….”

Yumna rotay huay ghaans pe ghisat ghisat ke Sister Katherine se duur honay ki baykar justuju kar rahi thi.

Aur phir Sister Katherine ka wohi mu dobara khulta chala gaya…
Yumna ne ankhain band kar leen aur wo badastoor heziyani andaz mein cheekhay ja rahi thi.

“Mujhay bacha lo… mujhay bacha lo…. Aaahhhh Shani… AAAAHHHHHHHKKKKHhhhh….”

Sister Katherine ka mu Yumna pe jhapta aur unkay daant uskay jism mein garr gaye. Khoon kay fawwaray phootnay lagay aur Yumna ki dikharash cheekhain ghuti hui madham honay lageen.
Aik jhatkay se Sister Katherine ne Yumna ko apnay mu mein poora bhara aur phir unka mu chota hota chala gaya…. Yumna ki haddiyon ki chatakhti awazain ayeen aur … aur qissa tamam….

Ab koi nahi cheekh raha tha.

Meray peechay Jana saakit khari thi… phatti phatti ankhon se kabhi Sister Katherine ko dekhti aur mujhay. Khof ne usay munjamind kardiya tha.

Fiza mein bus Khurram ki siskiyaan goonj rahi theen.

Main ne nam hui ankhon ko asteen se saaf kia.
Janay walay chalay gaye thay. Qurbani qabool.

Main ne aik baar Sister Katherine ko dekha, aur phir Khurram ki taraf barha

“Dekha Khurram Saith. Tera khandan khatam hogaya. Chutkiyon mein duniya se ghayab. Naam o nishaan bhi na milay ga kisi ko…”

Wo bilak bilak kay ro raha tha.

“Mera haqeeqi intiqaam aaj… is lamhay poora horaha hay…! Kitni qurbaniyan deen hain main nr is intiqaam kay liye janta hay?”
Main ne uskay pait pe aik laat maari.

“UUmmmmhhhh…” Wo karah kay reh gaya.

“Ab tera bhi anjaam duur nahi… apnay biwi beti se mukhtalif nahi… kia tu tayyar hay?” Main ne jootay ki nok se uski thori ooper ki.

Us ne ansoo aur khoon bharay chehray ko hilaya.
Main ne palat kar Sister Katherine ko dekha.

“Aik akhri qurbani… aap kay is tarha meri madad karnay aur mujhay raah dikhanay kay badlay mein… meri taraf se… qabool karain…”

Sister Katherine ka chehra phir se holnaak muskurahat se bharr gaya.
Main ye dekhta hua aik lamhay ko hansa aur phir murta hua Jana ki taraf  barh gaya.
Meri pusht se Khurram ki dard bhari aahain aur ghuti ghuti cheekon ki awaz aati rahi. Jana usko Sister Katherine ka niwala bantay, chupp khari dekhti rahi.

Khurram Saith aur uska khandan… Sister Katherine ki khuraak ban chuka tha.
Unki qurbani poori hui… aur meri shuru.

Main saktay mein chup khari Jana kay paas puhncha aur main ne uski thori phir se uthatay huay uski peshani pe bosa diya.

“Its over Jana… its all over….”

Meray aisa kehnay pe uski nigahain jesay harkat mein agayeen.
Usko ahsaas hua kay us ne abhi kia ajab khofnaak aur mafooq ul fitrat manazir dekhay hain.
“Shani… SShhh… shani…” Wo kaanpnay lagi.
“Khaa gayee… wo sab ko zzz.. zinda kha gayee Shani…”
Uskay ansoo behnay lagay. Aur wo Sister Katherine ko dekh dekh kay thartharanay lagi.

“Shhhh… shhhh. Its ok. Khurram aur uskay khandan ko aisay he zawal ana tha Jana… wo mitt gaya… lekin tum! Tumharaye urooj hay… tum ubhro gee… tumharay khwaab tabeer paa lengay….!”
Us pe kapkapi taari thi. Wo apna matha meray mathay se tek kay ro rahi thi aur main uskay haseen lums ko akhri baar mehsoos kartay huay usay uski haqeeqat se ashna karanay ki naakaam koshish.

“Waqt aa chuka hay Shahnawaz urf Shani…” 
Uqub se Sister Katherine ki awaz goonji.

Main ne apna matha uskay mathay se alag kia.

“Tum devi ho Jana. Akasha ka naya janam… uski nayee soorat….”
Meray haath aur meri awaz kaanpnay lagi thi.
“Main ne kaha than a kay tum ubhro gee… haan meri jaan tum ubhro gee….”

Meray hath mein mojood khanjar, pooray ghar ko lapitay huay siyaah o laal juilmilatay badalon kay saath jhilmilaya.

Main ne bari mushkil se thook nigaltay huay apna khanjar wala hath uthaya
“Lekin… ubharnay se pehlay… tumhain marna hoga….”

Jana ne aik dam meray jumlay pe mujhay khozada aur sawaliya ankhon se dekha… 
“I’m sorry Jana… meri Jaan…” main us se akhri martaba hamkalam hua.

Aur is se pehlay kay wo kuch bolti main ne apnay lab uskay labon se mila diye.
Kia saroor tha in labon ka.
Huma se lakh mohobbat sahi… lekin Jana…. Uffff Jana…. Meri banhon mein qaid Jana… jiska zamana deewana tha wo Jana….
Mera haath aik lamhay peechay hua aur main ne uskay honton ko apnay honton mein qaid rakhtay huay khanjar uskay seenay mein utaar diya….!!!

“MMhhhhhhhhh….”
Jana dard se kasmasai aur us ne mujhay mazbooti se thaam liya. Uski ankhain phel gayeen. Unhi sawaliya andaz mein, jesay Miss Anaya ki meri aghosh mein akhri saansain letay pheli theen.

Meri aankhon se ansoo rawan hogaye aur uski grift dheeli hoti gayee.
USka bemisaal wajood meri banhon kee qaid mein dhalakta gaya.
Ah… Jana…

Main ne ankhain band kartay huay uskay murda wajood ko apni banhon se azad kar diya….

“Tum surkhroo huay Shahnawaz urf Shani…”
Uqub se Sister Katherine ki awaz phir se ubhri.

Main ne ankhain kholeen tou meray samnay neechay lawn pe Jana ki laash pari thi. USkay seenay mein wohi khanjar ghupa hua tha… jahan se khoon nikalta huay lawn ki ghaans pe phel raha tha…

Aaj kee raat… qurbaniyon ki raat thi…
Bus ab aik aur… aik aur baqi thi.
Meri qurbani!

Main Jana kay murda jism ko dekhta hua ansoo he baha raha tha kay meray samnay sunehri Roshni Bijli ki tarha chamki.
Main ne foran se samnay dekha tou Sister Sarah khari theen.
Meri mohsina. Meri devi. Meri maut.

Lekin ye wo Sister Sarah nahi theen… jin ki tasveer meray zehn mein naqsh thi.
Unka chehra sadiyon purana lag raha tha… unki khoobsurti maanid par chuki thi…

Wo bamushkil langar kay chalti hui mujh tak puhnchi. 
Aik nazar unhon ne Jana kay murda jism ko dekha aur phir mujhay.
Unka chehra, jesay pighal raha tha…. Toot toot kay bikhar janay ko tha.

“Mujhay Khushi hay Shani…. Kay main ne tumhara intikhaab kiya….”
Unki awaz jesay kisi barson beemar ki awaz lag rahi thi.

“Tum ne Akasha kay mansoobon se inhiraaf zarur kiya… lekin apna wada na tora…! Shukriya tumhara Shani…. Agar meray bas mein hota…tou main zarur tum jesi azeem zee-rooh ki baqa ka koi zariya zarur dhoondhti… magar….”
Wo dobara Jana ki lash ki taraf dekhtay huay boleen

“Magar main Sister Sarah hoon… Akasha ki tarha daaim nahi. Barson is duniya ko Akasha ki kirno se munawwar karnay kay baad… ab meri rukhsat ka waqt hay… Aur Akasha kay naye janam ka…”

Itna kehtay huay unhon ne sar utha kay meray peechay khari Sister Katherine ko dekha aur muskurayeen.

“Aay Ghulon ki maa…. Meri hifazat karnay aur mujhay Akasha devi se roshnaas karanay kay shukria….”

Sister Katherine fiza mein terti is taraf ayeen aur unhon ne apna sar khamm kiya.

“Akasha ki roshniyaan tumhain rasta dikhayen Sister Sarah…”

Aur phir aik hawa see chali…
Sister Sarah ka wajood kirchi kirchi ho kay bikharnay laga. Khaak mein milnay laga. Jesay mitti ki moorat.
Dekhtay he dekhtay… wo toot phoot kar khaak ho gayeen. Aur unki jaga… bus aik chamakta hua saya sa reh gaya…
Yakayak saaye mein se sunehri Roshni phooti aur wo kisi sitaray ki tarha phatt gaya! Zarra zarra hogaya. Jesay buht se jugnooo har taraf phel gaye hon….
Siyah aur laal andhera jhilmilata hua sunehri roshniyon se chamak raha tha!

Main ankhain pharay ye hairat angez manzar dekhay ja raha tha…. Jo shayad main kabhi phir na dekh sakta tha… balkay shayad koi insan nahi dekh sakta tha.

Roshni kay zarray phir dhabbay se bannay lagay… aur aik doosray kay gird ghoomnay lagay…. Aik doosray se jurnay lagay. Hatta kay wo sab sunehri Roshni kay aik golay mein sama gaye…
Wo gola terta hua Meray qadmon mein pari Jana ki laash pe aa puhcnha aur dobara se wohi tez hawa chalni shuru hui. Ghubaar urnay laga aur Main ne apni ankhain cover kar leen.

Wo gola, ghoomta hua Jana kay murda jims mein saraiiyat kar gaya aur dekhtay he dekhtay uskay ird gird jama uska khoon jesay reverse mein play hota hua wapas uskay zakham mein jana shuru hua aur ‘puttt’ ki awaz kay saath uskay seenay mein pewast khanjar, nial kay side pe girr gaya.
Jana abhi bhi wesay he pari thi.
Lekin ab uska chehra maut ki safedi se nahi, balkay zindagi ki tamtamahat se chamak raha tha…. Uska zakham siray se ghayab ho chuka tha. Aisa lag raha tha jesay wo so rahi ho… bus jaganay kee der ho!

“Tum saabit qadam rahay Shani…” Sister Katherine ki awaz ayee.
Wo meray samnay khareen theen aur neechay Sunehri Roshni se jagmagati Jana ki dekh rahi theen.

“Bus ab apnay khoon se… is ehed ki Akasha ko zinda kardo!”
Unhon ne apna haath utha kar ghaans pe paray khanjar ki janib ishara kiya.

Main ne unko dekhtay huay kaanptay haathon se jhuk kar khanjar uthaya.
“Meri biwi aur bacha… Akasha ki zamanat mein…” Main ne unki surkh ankhon mein dekhtay huay kaha.
“Aapki madad ka behad shukriya….. Gggg…Goodbye…Sister Katherine…”

“Jo hona hay wo kar guzro… isi mein tumhari baqa hay…”
Wo haibat naak muskurahat kay saath sar tazeem se jhukatay huay boleen.

Main ne khanjar dono hathon se pakar kay usay apnay seenay kay samnay kiya. 
Maut faqat chand inch kay faaslay par thi.
Aik jhatka, aik push…. Aur mera kaam tamam… devtaon kay khel mein mera kirdar khatam!

Main ne aik baar apnay ghar ki imarat ko dekha.
Meray kamray ki khirki se laga mujhay aik bachay ka wajood nazar aya. Farhan ka wajood. Yusuf se labrez.

“Meray dost… mujh se kiya wada na bhoolna…” Main ne dil he dil mein Yusuf ko pukara aur ankhain band karleen. Ansoo palkon kay bojh se aur umad paray. Rukhsaron pe abshaar jaari thay.

Main ne khanjar buland kia aur meray hathon ko jumbish hui… aur…!!

Sab saakit hogaya…
Mujhay laga kay shayad main ne khanjar apnay seenay  mein utaar diya hay…
Abhi bus dard meray seenay se hota meray rooain rooain mein phelnay ko he hay…. zindagi, hamesha kay liye, maut ki aghosh mein sonay ko hay…

Magar seconds guzar gaye… mujhay koi dard mehsoos na hua.
Main ne dartay dartay ankhain kholeen…aur mera saans jesay ooper ka ooper aur neechay ka neechay ruk gaya!

Khanjar, meray seenay se mehez milimeters kay faslay pe tha.
Lekin sab kuch saakit ho chuka tha.
Aisa lag raha tha kay main jam gaya hoon.
Waqt ka dhara itna sust ho gaya tha kay aik second ka hazarvaan hissa bhi kayee sadiyon jesa lagay!
Meray hath per, jism… sab munjamid sa tha. 
Sirf main he nahi… sab kuch munjamid tha…!
Main ne aas paas nazrain doraeen.
Sister Katherine ki ankhon se umadti laal Roshni jesay kisi lakeer ki tarha nazar arahi thi. Waqt mein thami hui. 
Neechay pari Jana kay jism se nikalti sunehri shuaain bhi aisa he kuch manzar pesh kar rahi theen…

Kia ye maut thi? Kia marnay kay baad sab aisay he munjamid hojata hay?
Lekin khanjar tou abhi meray jism ko chuaa bhi nahi…?

Bus mera zehn wahid cheez thi jo is thamay huay lamhay mein azad thi.

Aur phi rain meray samnay… khila mein jesay neeli se kirnain naacheen. 
Wo chakkar kaat kaat kay aik jaga gol gol ghoomnay lageen.
Yakayak…us chakkar mein se aik siyaah dhaba ubharnay laga…. Aur phelnay laga…. Hatta kay aik siyaah sooraakh sa, neeli Roshni kay gol chakkar  ki had tak phel gaya…

Sister Katherine ki ankhon se nikalti laal Roshni ki munjamid lakeer… aik dam se dobara waqt ki qaid se azad hogai.
Sister Katherine ne jesay aik jhurjhuri see lee aur wo terti hui us siyaah soorakh kay paas ja puhnchi. Waqt abhi bhi thama hua tha… siwaye sister Katherine… aur us chakkar khaati neeli kiran kay…

Aur phir… 
Us siyaah soorakh se aik saya sa baramad hua…
Jesay koi darwazay se daakhil hota hay…
Wo saya … phir wajood mein dhalta gaya…

Neelay wajood mein…
Aik qadray chotay qad kay… mazboot jisam walay neelay wajood mein!
Uskay chehra bezvi tha. Hont patlay aur siyahi mayal thay, zard delay matkati choti ankhain aur behad kushada peshani… jidhar kuch nishaan banay huay thay!
 
Ye yaqeenan Maymaar tha!
Safdar ki baaton wala Maymaar!
Us ne jo naqsha kheencha tha wo haqeeqat se ziada mukhtalif na tha!

Sister Katherine ne uskay samnay tazeem se sar jhukaya.

“Aay Belial kay, Azmoday kay perokaar! Teri amad pe waqt thehray!”

Maymaar ne ajeeb see ghair murai muskurahat kay saath Sister Katherine ko dekha. Uski awaz qadray bhaari thi. Garajti hui.

“Tera shukriya… Aay Ghulon ki Maa… tujhay teri khurak sada milay!”

“Waqt ka thamna… teri taqat ka mazhar! Bata is ruki hui ghari mein baqa ka konsa rasta khula hay…?” 
Sister Katherine ne haath utha kay meri janib ishara kia.

Maymaar meri taraf mutawajja hua… aur fiza mein terta hua meri janib anay laga. Us ne apna haath agay kar ka do ungliyaan meri janib keen aur ankhain band kar leen.
Achanak mujhay aisa laga kay meray jism mein jaan arahi ho.
Maymaar ne ankhain aik dam dobara se kholeen aur khanjar meray haath se gir para… mera jism ab munjamid nahi tha!

Main ne apnay seenay aur apnay chehray pe haath laga kay mehsoos kia kay sab Salamat hay tou Maymaar ne mujhay mukhatib kiya

“Aay Akasha kay madadgaar… tera maqsad… Akasha kay mansoobon se juda ho kar… Maymaaron kay sochay gaye mustaqbil se jurr gaya hay!”

“MM…main…main samjha nahi…” Main ne bolnay ki koshish see ki

“Tujhay fana nahi Akasha kay madadgaar! Kyunkay tu is pal mein haqdaar hay! Tera ujagar hona… Maymaron ka ujagar hona hoga!”
US ne meri janib ankhain tirchi kartay huay kaha.

Aur main uski paheliyon mein gum hota ja raha tha.
Uff… kesi ajab jadoonagri thi ye!

“Shahnawaz Urf Shani…” Sister Katherine ki awaz ubhri
“Akasha ki taqatain… Akasha ki rooh…. Usay khojti hay hay jo us jesa ho. Jazbaat main, ahsaasaat mein…. Har asbaat mein! Aur usay parakhnay ka kaam Akasha ki taqatain az khud anjaam deti hain!
“Jesay is ehed mein uski roshni ne Jana ko chuna…Akasha ka awwtaar bannay kay liye…. Lekin meri, aur mujh se juri hastiyon ki nazar mein iski haqdaar Jana nahi!”

Sister Katherine ne mujhay samjhatay huay posheeda haqeeqaton kay tanay banay joray.

Maymaar ki peeli ankhain chamkeen aur us ne mujhay mukhatib kia
 
“Akasha ki taqatain atal hain… aur unka chunao bhi…magar! Jo dikhti duniya mein waqt ki raftaar ko qaboo mein rakhtay hain… wo aik lamhay mein uskay faislon ko qaid kar kay… munjamid kar kay… unhain badalnay ka samaan bhi peda kar saktay hain!”

Aisi dimagh ko nichor denay wali pecheedgiyon ko samajhnay ki quwwat, meray paas na thi… lekin najanay kyun mujhay aisa lag raha tha jesay sab kuch meray zehn mein naqsh ho raha hay. 
Har lafz, har jumla.

“Tumhari mehbooba ko Akasha ne zarur chuna tha, is janam kay liye… lekin hum samajhtay hain kay us se behtar umeedwaar tum ho!”
Zindagi mein pehli baar Sister Katherine ne meray liye koi gambheer baat asaan ki thi! Ah… ye kaisa janjaal hay! Har mor pe badaltay halaat aur naqabil e yaqeen waqiyaat, meri kahani ka lazmi juzv bantay ja rahay thay!

“Agar tum, Akasha kay aglay janam ko zindagi denay kay bajaye…. Us se zindagi cheen lo!”
Sister Katherine ne usi khofnaak muskurahat kay saath kaha.

“Mmm…matlab main… Akasha… ya Jana ko jalwa gar na honay doon?” 
Kuch kuch main samajh raha tha…

Sister Katherine Maymaar ki janib mureen aur wo delay chamkatay huay bola

“Bedaar honay se pehlay he… Akasha kay is janam ki umeedwaar agar fana ho jaye… tou is munjamid lamhay mein… teray siwa Akasha ki rooh ka, uski taqaton ka aur koi haqdaar nahi hoga!”
Maymaar ne akhir mein aik bhayanak sa qehqaha lagaya jesay badal garjay hon!
Main rukay waqt se azaad hotay bhi saakit hogaya tha.
Kia waqai isi mein meri baqa hay?
YAqeenan! Sister Katherine ne mujh se fareb nahi kia hay… wo akhir dam tak meray bhalay ka soch rahi theen tou haan yaqeenan! Mujhay aisa he karna chahiye!

“Uthao wo khanjar… aur ghonp daalo isay Jana kay jism mein…. Usi tarha jesay kuch lamhay qabal ghonpa tha… ”
Sister Katherine se meri sochain chupi na theen.

Meray asaab pe aik ajab se bechaini see chanay lagi.
Jesay Sunehri Roshni meray jism se nikalna chahti ho…
Meray samnay jesay 14 tabaq se khultay mehsoos ho rahay thay… jesay duniya bhar ka ilm meray zehn mein utar raha ho…

Haan…. Ye taqatain mujhay milni chahiyen!
Main ne qurbanian deen hain!
Main ne sitam jhelay hain!
Main!
Main!
Main!

Meray andar jesay aag lag gayee thi.
Jesay meray andar bharakta sunehri shola control se bahar ho gaya ho….
Jesay wo sab jala de ga…. Mujhay bhi.

Koi anhoni taqat mujhay Akasha ki taqaton ko apni muthi mein qaid karnay pe majboor kar rahi thi.
Is se agay aur is se peechay koi soch na thi… koi gham na tha…
Koi Huma, koi Jana… Koi intiqaam… koi badla…. Kuch nahi!
Bus taqat.
Lazawal taqat!
Is lamhay mein qaid. Meri dastaras mein!

Main ne khanjar uthatay huay apnay dimagh pe chatay is hejaan se larna band kardiya… aur mujhay aisa laga jesay aik leher see meray ooper aa kay guzar gayee ho. Jis ne mujhay jala dala ho…. Kuch naya bana dala ho…
Main kuch kho raha tha…. Aur kuch kho chuka tha…

Main ne ird gird phelay, is lamhay mein thamay, saakit patton, laashon aur Jana ko dekha.
Main Jana ki chamakti body se nikalti thehri hui shuaaon ko dekhtay huay jhukta gaya. Meray ghutnay ghaans pe tik gaye. Main uskay samnay dozanoo hua betha tha. 
Apnay dono hathon mein khanjar ko mazbooti se pakartay huay main ne usay Jana kay seenay ka ooper buland kia.

Aaj main Jana ko doosri baar qatal karnay wala tha.
Aik dafa Akasha ki baqa kay liye aur doosri dafa apni baqa kay liye!

Main ne chinghaartay huay, poori taqat se, apnay baazuon ko neechay ki taraf jhatka aur mera waar… khali nahi gaya tha!

Jana kay wajood se aik dam jesay zindagi gul hogayee.
Uska delo malai husn se bhara, uska chehra dekhtay dekhtay mitti mein badalnay laga… aur kuch he lamhon mein meray samnay Jana nahi balkay us jesi aik mitti ki moorat pari thi…
Lamhon mein he uska benazeer devion wala jism khaak mein mil chuka tha!!

Na ab wo insaan rahi thi, na he devi…. Bus maazi ki aik parchai jisay dikhti aur andekhi duniyaon mein koi muqaam hasil na hoga… Yaadon ka aik hissa. Aik, fard, aik baab, aik bhooli dastaan!

Us mitti ki moorat kay khaak mein miltay hee us mein se sunehri Roshni ka aik gola ubhra… jo aik jhamakay se phatt kar… nanhay nanhay sunehry zarrat mein tabdeel hogaya…. Wo jitni tezi se ird gird phelay…. Utni he tezi se wapas simatnay lagay…. Meray wajood mein…. Mujh mein saraiiyat kartay huay meray insani wajood ko jala kay raakh karnay lagay… neest o nabood karnay lagay.

Main shayad waqai mar chuka tha.
Meray dil se ahsaasaat, jazbaat, waqiyaat… pighal pighal kay bhaap honay lagay thay. Mujhay sirf aur sirf sunehri kirno ko apnay jaltay badan mein saraiiyat karta mehsoos karna chahta tha.
Apnay andar kay insaan ki maut hotay dekhna chahta tha.

Meray samnay roshan hotay choda tabaq ab roshan he nahi… meri dastaras mein thay…. Aisa lag raha tha kay jis simt dekhoon…. Mujh pe sab kuch ayaan ho raha ho… Sab maloom ho sab jaanta hoon…. Aur phir achanak!
Meray kaano mein lataadaad cheekhain goonjeen.
Mard, aurat… jawan boorhi… har qism ki dildoz cheekhain!
Main ne apnay kaano pe hath rakh diye.

Aur kuch lamhon mein he cheekhain ghayab ho gayeen.

Sab kuch saakit tha.
Mujhay aisa mehsoos hua kay jesay mera hajam kuch barh chuka tha. Khud ko kayee gunah Tawana mehsoos kar raha tha.
Ankhain kholeen tou dekha kay mera wajood… sunehri roshniyon se bana hua tha. Aik aik nass, aik aik baal.

“Akasha ka naya wajood ujagar hota hay! Andekhi duniya ki grift se duur… Karnanoos ki dewwar se duur! Devta Akasha!!”
Mujhay apnay samnay kharay Maymaar ki garajti barasti awaz, wapas us thehray huay lamhay mein le ayee.

“Kia… main….?” Main ne khud ko dekhtay huay khud se sawal kia.
“Main Akasha hoon?!”

“Haan ye tum ho… aur tum he raho gey….lamhay thamain ya nahi…”
Sister Katherine ne apni laal ankhain mujh pe gaartay huay jawab dia.

Meray andar aik zakheera umad raha tha. Aik samandar thaathay maar raha tha. Meri dastaras mein sab tha… Main Akasha tha!

Devta.
Main Devi ko maar kay khud Devta ban betha tha.

Main ne Sister Katherine se poocha
“Aur wo cheekhain…. Wo saari cheekhain?”

“Akasha ka har madadgar… wo sab jo is janam mein Akasha ki roshni mehsoos kar chukay thay… wo tumharay jalwagar hotay he tabdeeli ki leheron mein lipat kar fana ho gaye… Akasha kay mansoobay badal gaye hain…. Log badal gaye hain…Jo badalna nahi chahtay thay. Ye cheekhain un kee theen jin ko Akasha kay naye janam ne salb kardiya.”
Sister Katherine ki awaz meray zehn mein goonji.

Sab kay liye tabahi hay siwaye aik kay…

“Akasha devta…”
Maymaar apnay zard delon ko ghumatay huay garja
“Tujhay devtaon kay khel mein aik ahem kirdaar ada karna hoga… Maymaaron ki jeet mein apna kirdar nibhana hoga! Apnay insani jazbaat ko isi jahan mein chor do… kyunkay ab, apni taqdeer kay faislay tum khud kar saktay ho. Tujhay devta hum ne banaya… aur tujhay is laiq samjha…”
USki awaz mein tanbeeh bhi thi aur tadbeer bhi.

Main ne apna sar kham kiya.
“Tera ahsan, meri pechaan.. aay Maymaar…”

“Uth aay devta… aur Maymaaron ki surang se us paar nikal ja!”
Maymaar ne haath uthatay huay kaha aur us taraf ishara kia jahan neeli kirno kay dairay mein wo kala soorakh khila mein ubhra hua tha.

“Akasha Devta… tumhain ab devtaon kay khel ka hissa banna hoga… devta ban kar apni chalain chalni hongi! Ab tum insani bikheron mein nahi… devtaaon kay muqabil kharay ho! Jao… aur Maymaaron ki surang se guzar jao…! Tumhara maqsad, tumhari haqeeqat, us paar tumhain milay gee!”

Sister Katherine kay goonjtay alfaaz mein ahkaam thay aur isharay bhi.

Maqsad!
Naya maqsad… nayee manzil… bator e devta!

Main us siyaah shigaaf ki taraf barha tou Maymaar ne Sister Katherine ki janib rukh kartay huay aik wehshat angez muskurahat kay saath poocha.
“Andheron ki muhafiz Moira… bata Akasha ko kis raah bheja jaye…?”

Sister Katherine ne apna choghay se sar nikaltay huay yakdam… fizaon mein kaheen ghuma kay idhar udhar dekha…aur unki laal nigahain aik point pe akar ruk gayeen. Jesay wo khilaon mein kisi ko ghoor rahi hon.
Unkay lab hilay aur unhon ne zer e lab kuch kaha… kuch burburaya… jesay kisi se kuch keh rahi hon… aur phir unki makhsoos muskurahat unkay makrooh chehray pe agayee.

Wo meri taraf dekhtay huay Maymaar se mukhatib hueen.

“Shayad Akasha ko usi waqt mein jalwagar karna behtar hoga… jahan, hamaray mohtaram ‘Doctor Sahab’ janay walay hain….”

Doctor Sahab?
Ye kon hay???

Maymaar garajdar qehqaha lagatay huay hansa….

“Aisa waqt kabhi na tha… jab Ghulon ki Ma aur Maymaaron kay mansoobon mein kuch mukhtalif ho…”
Ye kehtay huay us ne apni do ungliyan us shigaaf ki taraf kar kay ankhaon band keen…
Yakayak siyaah shigaaf mein jesay aik dhundhli see tasveer aana shuru hogai.
Jesay Maymaaron ki us surang se paar kuch dikh raha ho…
Aik tapta sehra… aur us pe duur kaheen darakhton kay jhund…. Sooraj ki tapish mujhay saaf mehsoos ho rahi thi.

“Guzar jaao surang se… aay maazi pe ghaalib Akasha Devta! Tumhari manzil tumhari muntazir hay!”
Maymaar ne robdaar see awaz mein mujhay hokum sa diya.

Main ne ird gird akhri baar dekha.
Mujhay koi malaal na tha…. Koi dil mein kasak na thi.
Main devta tha. Mujhay insani jazbaat ki qaid se azaadi thi!
Is ghar mein… main devtaon ki taqat se jura… aik faani insaan aya tha.. aur ab… aik lafani devta ban kay ja raha tha.
Yahi meri haqeeqat thi. Meri deo malai haqeeqat.

Main Maymaaron ki surang kay us paar nazar atay manzar ko dekhta hua uski taraf barha. Sooraj kit apish aur barh gai… lekin meray andar ubaltay sunehri aag kay samandar kay agay kuch na thi. 

Main ne aik baar murr kay Sister Katherine ya… Ghulon ki Ma ko dekh kay hath hilaya. Aur unhon ne sar kham kar kay tazeem dee. 
Akasha devta ban kar… apni tamam tar hashar samaniyon kay saath…
Main ne agla qadam Maymaaron ki soorang kay us paar rakh dia!

Haan. 
Mujhay aik naya maqsad mila hay… Aik nayee shuruaat ho rahi thi! Aisi shuruaat, jiski khoj, meri khoj thi…. Akasha ki khoj thi… kyunkay main…. 
Haan main…. Akasha hoon! 

 

 

 

 

~ KHATAM SHUD  ~

 

 

 

 

 

BONUS SCENE!

 

Siyaahi pheli thi.
Taat aur sarkandon se bani mez pe wo jhuki… apnay hathon se us pe siyaah rang phela rahi thi.
Uskay sar pe mojood jhonpray ki chatt tez sehrai hawaon se phar phara kar dil hilanay wali awaz peda kar raha tha.
Shaam honay ko thi. Parinday asmano se badhawaas laut rahay thay.
Duur duur tak sehra mein gard kay chakkar chaltay… jesay uska mazaq ura rahay thay…

Magar wo siyahi phelanay mein magan thi. Toofano se bey khabar.

“Mun umeed badah… ba mun benai badah!”
Uskay lab hilay. Aur sargoshiyon mein wo inhi alfaaz ka vird karnay lagi…. Tez tez…. Hawaon se takar leti.

Uskay samnay mez pe pheli siyaahi mein se aik dam… uskay lafzon ki tezi kay saath roshniyaan jhilmilanay lageen…!

Aik manzar… siyaahi pe ubhar raha tha…
Uski ankhain phel gayeen.

Haan wohi tou thi!
Ghulon ki Ma! Us Maymaar kay saath!
Khila mein Maymaaron ki surang ka shigaaf… bhi nazar araha tha…
Aur aik naya… koi naya bhi tha…
Shayad koi Devta… Sunehri roshniyon mein ghira…
Aur lamhay bhar mein usay samajh agaya…
Poori kahani… poori dastaan!

Wo unki janib siyahi mein dekhtay huay zer e lab goya hui

“Main dekh sakti hoon tumhain.
Parakh rahi hoon tumhain.
Mustaqbil badal kay jalwagar honay walay Devta!”

Aur phir usay aisa laga jesay us manzar mein se kisi ne usay dekh liya ho!
Haan wo Ghulon ki Ma he thi! Jo apna chehra asmano ki taraf kiye… uski taraf kiye muskura rahi thi!!!

“Aur main tumko dekh sakti hoon…!”
Achanak se tez hawaon mein pharaktay uskay khaimay ki awaz se kaheen ziada zor se… Ghulon ki maa ki awaz garji!!
“Chandni raaton ki Iyanna!”

 

~~THE END~~

 

END OF PART ONE: CHAHAR SHOLA SERIES – INTIQAAM

THNAK YOU FOR READING. SEE YOU LATER IN PART TWO...

 

شکریہ

On 5/26/2022 at 6:42 PM, Mastermind said:

اتنی عمدہ سٹوری کو بریک کیوں لگ گئ ؟

janab, kuch rules badlay hain is website kay.

approvals mein waqt lag raha hay

بہت ہی  عمدہ کہانی  تھی۔ پڑھ کہ خوب انجوائے کیا۔ 

امید ہے اگلا حصہ اس سے بھی بہترین ہو گا۔

اب اگلے حصے کا بے چینی سے انتظار رہے گا۔

Bhai kamal story hai alfaz nigari bohat hi umda . Next apart isi thread mein post ho ga ke alag se ?

Bahut acha ending he.

Kafi der ki lekan acha lekha he

Part 2 ka intezar rahe ga!!

Wow What a wonderful story, lajawab plot and Kahani par grift b mazboot 

Part 2 b umeed se yaqeenan barh kr hogi, aur update ki b barwaqt umeed hai

Once again well done dear